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The songs I listened to on the last day of the year vs the first 2 days
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2.12 Chimney Begins - 2.09 Hen Begins - 2.16 Bobby Begins Again - 7.04 Buck, Bothered and Bewildered
Tommy's family arc
#911#911edit#911 abc#911 show#911 spoilers#911 season 7#tommy kinard#evan buckley#evan 'buck' buckley#kinley#bucktommy#kinkley#tevan#pick a ship name you guys and thanks for picking tevan the most correct name#anyway analysis time!#looking back with Modern Knowledge tm about why tommy acts the way he does in the past... babygirl you were so closeted I'm so proud#babygirl was back there getting into narnia#he was so resistant to letting go of the pseudo-family he'd found at the 118 in chimney begins#even tho it was a good old boys club that he knew he really didn't fit into he was making himself fit because at least it was something#but then he let chimney in and then hen came around and he saw a very queer person being openly queer and not giving a fuck what they think#and I think his behavior in that episode was trying to support hen as much as he could without outing himself#because like. how do you give up years of relative safety with people who do care about you they just won't like you anymore if you're *you#then he meets buck in s7 which is like 10-20 years later timeline is fake and he's like oh. this is what unconditional family is#and he's like oh. maybe I can come back. maybe I can be part of this again somehow. maybe we've both grown enough#or at the very least he'll be close to something he never believed would really happen for him#rant over tevan my beloved tim minear pillow cold both sides god bless#my edits
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If there's anyone more out of touch with webcomic culture than Webtoons, it's their investors who they keep pulling the wool over in their earnings calls 💀😆
#remember: it's always ethical to bully webtoons online <3#webtoon critical#I'm sure Webtoons' CEO and team are purely focusing on the term “webcomics” through the lens of Webtoons the Company(tm)#and yeah sure WT has def been making some big moves to expand globally#but it's a BOLD MOVE to try and take credit for the global influence of webcomics as a medium and subculture#esp when so many of the most influential webcomics out there predate Webtoons by DECADES#sit down and humble yourselves fr
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If you want a sifloop song rec I suggest 'no children' by the mountain goats it's very toxic yuri and I enjoy sifloop angst (if you want a fluffier sifloop song the only one I have is 'monster' from adventure time)
Day 61: no children
Textless version under the cut
#in stars and time#isat#sifloop#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#isat loop#loop isat#desert art#hiiii#just felt like drawing sum sifloops on the weekend so here we are. I'm still major busy#in case it's unclear siffrin is stabbing through loop's hand#average couple things#suddenly wanted to try a new format of digital charcoal TM
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Reading "The Never-Ending Sacrifice" together makes the experience somewhat bearable. 😌
#“julian slowly learning kardasi by reading it out loud to garak”-trope my beloved#two guys...chilling on a sofa...zero feet apart cause they're gay TM🌞🙂💫#may i offer you some comfort art in these reaaallyy trying times#i like to imagine garak would allow himself to move more freely (like fidgeting with his hair) when he's around julian#cause he feels (mostly) safe around him - so cute i'm gonna go cry now#bi twink x disaster lizard man 🤲#garashir#idiots in love#star trek fanart#star trek#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#star trek ds9#ds9#elim garak/julian bashir#elim garak#julian bashir#artists on tumblr#fanart#digital art#otp: especially the lies
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"I guess Akechi isn't in the mood to talk right now, got it 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍"
#persona 5#akeshu#shuake#hi if I need to tag this for Language (tm) uhhh lemme know#my brain is in a bit of a 'can only draw good things' mood#so I'm just trying to draw ugly#while getting lineart for some other stuff done
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This was something I drew around.. February? March? I don't remember, I have a horrible sense of the passage of time
Basically this is just a scene I drew out for my SCP fanfic, which I was planning to include inside the fic itself, but unfortunately Ao3 kept insisting that it's too big and therefore couldn't be included. I was bummed out and just forgot to share it. So here it is now!
#My art#Scp#Scp fanart#Scp foundation#scp fandom#scp foundation fanart#Scp 035#Scp 049#I don't think this needs context honestly#They're just Like That TM#Sorry for the lack of scp posts btw.. I'm kinda falling out of it because I don't have anybody to discuss it with#But I'll try to get back into it because I got that fic to finish and it'd be unfair to abandon it. Also because I still like 035 and 049#And I don't wanna let my dumbass dopamine addicted brain get bored of something this quickly
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So, I'm alive
I'm also more burnt out than I've ever been
But even then I opened up the next Dragon's Lair file for the first time this year. It's been, rough.
To condense: got a job, several actually (freelance + full time), worked myself to the bone for over a year, even tho i now only have the full time job I'm out of all energy and motivation.
This dumb little sketch is the first digital piece I've done for myself all year. Been trying to figure out the main dragon design for DL for years now.
Well, this one came to me in a cloud
I know it's been a while form the fact that a) my browser did not recognize tumblr just from me typing in the letter T into the url box and b) i was logged out. I truly never intended to leave, and even though I work in my preferred career, yeesh.
To be frank my mental health also crumbled into fine dust. I won't go into it further than that but know that I'm slowly clawing my way back. My employment will end on the 13th of Sep after which I'm taking a longer break to crawl my way to Shop's side and restore myself as much as I can.
Anyway, big preesh to y'all for still coming to my blog and liking and reblogging and commenting on my works. It truly means the world to me <3
#terri rants#istg i've had the next dragon's lair planned for well over a year already ajkhdajksdha#just#most days for a year been like come home#open a bottle of wine#drown in feelings TM#trying to figure out getting a diagnosis#got laughed at by a psychiatrist ajdjaksdh#i'm still broken over that experience#scared to try again#sometimes it rly feels like there's no help#at least not for me#anyway#i still keep going#a trophy for yee for reading the tags
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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies
BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv crit#i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though#it was really good#i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential#like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well#i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him#like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like#okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it#in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself#not any reflection of the casting#my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that#Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far#its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff#and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better#because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best#i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv#like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.
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#i can't reblog this but it came across my dash#and having just watched 4.9/4.10 again last night I NEED to yell about it#so i'm doing this#because YES#Silver does NOT fail to Get why Flint and Madi are pursuing the war because he has not suffered like they have#it's actually the opposite#we see him go through more real brutal direct pain and trauma on screen than either of them#even totally discounting the implied Unending Horrors (tm) of his past#maybe less grief but absolutely more trauma#for him the suffering this war will lead to is not theoretical#and the good it could possibly bring about very much is#and he is SCARED and trying to protect the people he loves#not to say anything about whether his choices are justified or not#but it is very clear WHY he is making them#and it's interesting how suffering in this show pushes characters in different directions#black sails#john silver
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i'm not even kidding when i say i love robs voice so much oh lord. literally it's so weirdly comforting
rob needs more love. rob appreciation post
#tally hall#rob cantor#ross's ramblings#not lyrics#i promise i'm trying to find more posts to find lyrics to ok?#i'm really busy(tm)#but i'm trying!
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Not only is Orctober approaching, but it's my birthday month!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
#orctober#imma try to pull my head out of my depression and get writing#but it's been really really hard lately#like i've dissociated a lot lately and i've been very Depressed#and I'm really just... Tired#but i'm trying (tm)#i have ideas but I'm a bit overwhelmed#oh also i have a filthy cold now too because london hates me and I should never go there
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Oh to be a little guy rotating in a grey void forever and ever and ever
#I hope you see my vision for a Siffrin keychain#also this was just an excuse to play in blender#I'm going to need to learn how to properly do animation in it for one of the other projects I'm working on#also wanted to make this to show off to a friend who may want one#I'll probably try and add a starry night sky background to play with scene editing and then move onto the next thing(tm)#I'll tag this as only spoilers but maybe later I'll upload the one with the star background and main tag it then#idk we'll see#wip#isat spoilers
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ruminating on 'the vees died despondent nobodies' thoughts
velvette interrogates vox after she hears him give various conflicting and bombastic accounts on air. a selection of these include: blew his brains out on live television, administered the death penalty for killing his "bitch wife," a tragic accident involving two shetland ponies, dubiously legal iranian yogurts, and a whole lot of cocaine. the actual cause was shockingly ordinary- a heart attack in front of the television, alone, his corpse only recovered after two weeks passed. he was watching a game show and his last mortal regret was never even learning who won, because he died during the commercials.
#vox#velvette#haven't settled on what i think is a satisfying cause of death for velvette#running on 'a fight that escalated with her shitty then-boyfriend while trying to film something'#mostly bc i'm thinking of her recounting this to vox and telling him the thing she most regrets is that he was ugly as sin#and now his mugshot is permanently stapled to news of her death#but i'm not mega attached to this or anything#(the thing she ACTUALLY most regrets#is that the people she knew probably took more interest in how she died than who she was alive#that the most notable thing about her was something she didn't even do#and even the tragedy of her death to those who heard about it is in how bitterly commonplace it is)#wait this is actually thematically perfect. because in hell she's STILL in some ways defined by her proximity to two men#/yes/ her followers and fans are captivated by her separate from voxval. but she's inescapably regarded through the lens of the vees#both in the 'what's the niche velvette fills in the vees' sense but also through her relationships to val and vox#she's velvette. but she's never Just Velvette. she is always One Of The Vees#who she is to vox and valentino is what Velvette(tm) is#she can play every role to the public. their beleaguered 3rd wheel. their Sane Friend. partner (business). partner (romantic/sexual)#how do i fit that alongside:#'the people of hell like velvette because she's unfiltered. raw. authentic. mean girl who says what she wants w/o caring'#with a hammer and a lot of grit#i do think that's usually what she thinks of herself. at least consciously and these actually aren't mutually exclusive#you know how i said i'm not super attached to this backstory. whoops i have convinced myself of it!#if not the above specifics the 'the most remembered thing about velvette's life is how she died' angle#as it turns out this post is actually about velvette. i need to think about my evil babygirls Themes#i had something to say about vox and gameshows but thats enough footnotes for now i think
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Having learned that Liberal has a very different meaning in Europe vs the US suddenly makes a lot of confusing posts on the internet make sense.
Like the fact that what in the states means "mildly left leaning, at worst guilty of putting on a show of leftism without following through and occasional fence-sitting like centrists just to their right" means "hard right wing conservative" is really confusing.
I wonder how these terms came to describe such very different groups of people?
#kanguin original#if I got the European definition slightly off let me know#I'm just trying to convey my American Confusion TM
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NR chapter 69 is halfway (ish) done!! Or maybe more, my goal is 10k words lol but I'm going to find a good stopping point rather than an arbitrary word count. Just not sure when the natural stopping point is yet
Kinda struggling with the lack of action. It's hard to just gloss over the character's internal struggles during the last tour of tethe'alla before the final seal... and I love writing character interactions but I worry that it gets stale for the reader ;_; it's going to be a total shitshow once they get to the tower of mana but I just need to... GET THERE...
Also Brit's birthday falls on this chapter which makes me cackle because I'm immature
#SIXTY-NINE BABEY#also trying to figure out where i'm going to fit in exire and the dinner party sidequest#and the obligatory beach episode (tm)#this fucking fic is going to be 140 chapters asldgfj#noa748 writing
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