#i'll probably delete this soon

[roll-de-chagny]

We should let Raoul be a bit of a dandy, it's not a crime. I want to see him wear the most extravagant ruffled shirts and embroidered vests, some rings, even, and I think he would be quite upset over a bad hair day, there's nothing wrong with that, Christine would think it's cute, and it does not take anything away from his heroicness. Just as Erik gets to wear the same things and a beautiful cape with it.

My point is, if you call Raoul a "slave of fashion" or a fop in a bad way, I'm biting you.

[palaxy27]

So, it happened, it's closed.

I don't know how to process this happened so fast, I don't know what to do.

Should I do something?

Should I make an announcement?

I don't even know if I should continue

I want to but how?

I feel lost

I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense I just need to vent a little

[chronurgy]

Rambling under the cut, mostly stupid personal complaining

Veilguard..... Didn't work for me at all. I tried but it just wasn't.... It wasn't anything to me. There were several times where I had a solid block of hours set aside where I really truly had nothing to do and I didn't play veilguard. I didn't want to. I read books instead. I'm doing it again right now. They're all good books, and I've enjoyed them a lot, actually. But I repeatedly picked reading a book over playing my brand new dragon age game and if you'd told me that so much as four months ago I wouldn't have believed you.

Maybe this is just one of those things about aging. Maybe video games are just..... Over, for me, and baldurs gate was my last hurrah. I dunno. I hadn't been that into a video game for five to seven-ish years by the time I got into bg3? It'd been awhile. I'm almost scared to go back and play the first three games in the series in case they end up like this for me too. Maybe it is just nostalgia, my remembering them as more complex and more interesting, like everyone keeps saying.

I'm probably getting rogue trader and pillars of eternity 1 and 2 for the holidays, so I guess I'll find out if I can still do video games or not. I hope I can. It's just... Weird, right now. I hope I'm being ridiculous about this. I would very much like to be.

[superstarkincare]

List of monsters:

Poppy

Huggy Wuggy

Wuggies

Kissy Missy

Bunzo Bunny

PJ Pug-A-Pillar

Mommy Long Legs

Daddy Long Legs

Boxy Boo

Miss Delight

(Small) Smiling Critters

DogDay

CatNap

The Prototype

Other mascots include:

Bron

Cat-Bee

Candy Cat

Boogie Bot

Baby Long Legs

Sir Poops-A-Lot (Freddy Fazbear parody)

Daisy The Flower

...whhyy did you send a list of poppy playtime characters...? /nm

[archonfurina]

My depression is really bad tonight so if anyone would like to send an ask or otherwise help distract me I would be very thankful

[fellthemarvelous]

I am having a high-anxiety day.

And I feel like everything I think or believe is wrong or just plain stupid.

[leahazel]

googles how to write a pessimistic ending that confronts inalienable realities instead of sugarcoating them without alienating my readers

[honeybeelullaby]

Right now I'm feeling

Tired and ill

Missing all the excitement I could be having

Unlovable

Anxious

Very in love

[sonnenreich]

A  collection  of  𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓  𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐒  that  I'd  like  to  explore  or  write.  If  you're  interested  in  one  just  hit  me  up!  Please  note  that  nothing  is  set  in  stone  and  those  are  just  first  ideas,  they  are—of  course—missing  your  muse,  hence  your  ideas!  We  can  twist  and  change  or  stray  from  the  original  altogether!  I  might  add  ideas  over  time.

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎  𝐈

𝐀  𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓  𝐑𝐄𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍  aka  Before  The  Exile 

You  meet  Zeev  as  he  is  still  part  of  his  family  and  hence  the  Solar  Coven.  Visitors  are  allowed,  as  Mother  Londra  trusts  her  children  and  "sisters",  yet  she's  wary.  You're  probably  not  allowed  to  stay  for  long,  but  you'll  be  enjoying  their  hospitality,  perhaps  you  even  got  a  good  reason  to  do  so.  Feeling  welcome,  healing  in  a  sense.  Shielded  off  from  the  outside  world  and  somehow  cradled  like  a  babe,  enraptured  by  warmth  and  serenity—you're  safe  here.  You  notice,  however,  that  the  townsfolk  of  Sundawn  isn't  too  fond  of  the  “Cultists”  living  inside  the  woods,  disgruntled  by  their odd behaviour,  claiming  they're  doing  evil,  despite  just  living  on  their  own,  no  crime  in  sight.  Zeev,  as  the  successor  to  his  mother—and  as  you  notice  the  most  caring  of  them  all  (perhaps  even  a  bit too caring,  as  he  seems  to  get  lose  himself  in  between)—tries  his  hardest  to  solve  the  problem  at  hand,  but  as  it  turns  out  the  ways  he  might  pursue  are  all  but  without  repercussions.  Will  you  support  or  even  aid  him  in  this  endeavor?  Are  you  following  your  own  agenda?  What  is  in  it  for  you  and  how  can  you  benefit  from  his  defiling—or  the  family's  downfall?  Will  you  try  to  find  another  solution—or  perhaps  are you the  solution?

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘  𝐈𝐍:  never  being  good  enough,  taking  responsibility  for  everyone,  is  the  easiest  way  the  right  one?,  living  with  consequences,  the  weight  of  family,  the  fear  of  loss.

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎  𝐈𝐈

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓  aka  Model  Career

After  moving  to  the  States  and  thanks  to  his  very  inviting  and  alluring  presence,  it  didn't  take  long  for  him  to  be  spotted  by  a  Model  Scout.  Zeev,  knowing  fairly  well  he's  got  what  it  takes  to  charm  any  camera  and  model  agency,  took  up  the  offer  and  his  career  started  immediately.  Skyrocketing  within  months,  pushing  him  amongst  the  top  of  the  game  with  bagged  names  like  Gucci,  Prada,  Hermés,  Louis  Vuitton  or  Versace.  But  a  runway  ain’t  just  a  straight  line,  as  the  fashion  industry  is  as  beautiful  as  it  is  merciless.  It's  easy  to  lose  yourself  in  the  attention,  he  always  had  thought  to  enjoy.  But  he  can't  be  ungrateful  now,  can  he? 

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘  𝐈𝐍:  people  pleasing,  overstepping  boundaries,  meeting  expectations,  drowning  in  attention,  what  is  fame  worth?

𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎:  Zeev  will  be  in  a  relationship  with  his  beloved  husband,  who  will  be  mentioned  throughout. 

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎  𝐈𝐈𝐈

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃  𝐒𝐔𝐍  aka Somewhat  Apocalypse

For  the  past  two  years  the  world  as  we  know  it  is  no  longer—the  sun  has  been  covered  by  the  moon.  Technically  speaking,  that  is  only  visible  from  a  certain  area—in  this  case  northeastern  of  the  States,  however,  as  the  earth  stopped  rotating,  life  almost  became  impossible.  It  was  as  if  the  world  had  been  frozen  and  with  it  the  natural  order.  Besides  natural  disasters,  such  as  floods,  massive  winds  and  the  absence  of  a  day  and  night  circle,  humankind  had  to  turn  to  artificial  substitutes  whether  it  be  sunshine  or  food  sources.  The  worst  thing,  with  the  absence  of  warmth  from  the  sun  and  the  rotation  of  the  earth,  the  earth’s  center  is  about  to  die  out  and  therefore  its  natural  magnetic  field  will  disappear,  thus  humankind  and  all  living  beings  will  be  helpless  in  the  face  of  the  outer  space's  harmful  radiation.  All  enough  reason  to  make  out  the  source—despite  the  lack  of  solutions.  While  global  space  agencies  (like  NASA,  ESA  or  Roscosmos)  try  to  find  answers  to  the  unexpected  catastrophe,  for  many  people  on  earth  there’s  just  one  possibility:  supernaturality.

Born  on  a  Solar  Eclipse,  Zeev  had  always  been  the  closest  to  the  sun.  There  had  just  been  one  thing  more  important  than  the  celestial  body:  the  love  of  his  life.  Yet,  as  it  is  with  happiness,  it  is  fragile.  Some  might  say,  despite  the  grief,  the  world  would  keep  turning.  They  didn't  expect,  as  the  hole  in  his  chest  keeps  widening,  that  it  would  swallow  the  light  of  the  world,  too.  But  why  should  anyone  be  happy,  if  he  wasn't  allowed  to,  either?  The  only  way  to  save  the  earth  is  to  save  him,  too;  i’m  sorry  zeev  :(

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘  𝐈𝐍:  endless  grieving,  helplessness,  blackness  of  the  mind,  finding  joy  again,  learning  to  let  go,  abandonment  issues  as  an  understatement,  metaphor  gone  literal

𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎:  If  we  were  going  full  realism,  we  probably  don't  need  to  talk  about  how  unrealistic  survival  is,  but  luckily  we  can  do  whatever  we  want!  This  would  be  a  very  very  very  sad  text,  ngl—but  it  could  be  a  lesson  in  grieving  for  all! 

𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑  &  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃

You're  a  (witch-)  hunter  that  arrives  in  the  village,  with  your  sights  set  on  Zeev.  You  don’t  just  know  what  Zeev  is—you  know  about  the  dark  magic  addiction,  the  exile,  and  the  price  he’s  paid.  But  instead  of  trying  to  kill  him  immediately,  you  follow  a  greater  goal  and  offer  a  deal:  help  you  hunt  something  worse  or  be  hunted.

𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒

You're  so  close  to  finally  obtain/gain/achieve  what  you've  always  wanted,  your  life  will  turn  to  the  better.  You'll  be  happy  for  once.  The  rumour  of  something  supernatural  in  the  woods  is  your  last  resort—you're  crazy  right?—but  as  it  turns  out  the  myths  had  been  right  for  once.  But  as  you  approach  you  learn  that  everything  has  a  cost—are  you  ready  to  face  the  consequences  of  your  egoism?

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

🜃  A  location  that  constantly  changes,  making  escape  nearly  impossible.

🜃  A  mysterious  carnival  that  appears  overnight  and  is  not  what  it  seems.

🜃  A  land  where  the  sun  never  rises,  ruled  by  creatures  adapted  to  the  dark.

🜃  A  hotel  with  no  exits,  where  time  works  differently,  and  the  guests  never  leave.

🜃  A  hotel  that  physically  changes  location  overnight.

[meownotgood]

do you think my fics are too long. asking for a friend

[r3medialch8os]

anyways, i wanna share some stills from my most recent film

[teenietinytangerine]

I'm gonna adress what happened just one time, to get it off my chest.

What Yoongi did was stupid, irresponsible and a mistake. I always took Yoongi as an extremely honest person, and I fully believe him when he says he didn't know it was illegal.

He took immediate responsibility, apologized and he will face consequences (which non-koreans shouldn't comment on whether or not they are fair - laws, culture and context are different). I believe 100% he will learn the lesson there and that is all I could ever ask of him.

Now I don't blame some that are coping with this with humor as long as it's respectful and in good taste.

But for those on the other spectrum that are mad and refuse BTS to take any kind of responsibility for anything, this is dehumanizing him. He's human, he messed up, it's not the first time, it's just the first time we know about something on this level. Also don't use it to bash on South Korea.

At the same time, I feel worried for him because he is about to have terrible media coverage that will be unfair because of his status alone, and you know it will be brought up by antis forever. I also feel bad because he wanted to be as invisible as possible during his military service and now he's in the complete opposite of it.

In the end, the mistake could have had bad consequences, which is why it's important it's adressed, but in facts remains small. It's all about how he deals with it from now on, and so far he's been doing everything I expected from the man he's shown us.

Finally, Min Yoongi, I'm so glad you're safe. Please, stay that way.

[defjux]

one of the most difficult things to accept is that you can have someone tell you that you're everything they've been looking for, that you're the perfect boyfriend, the perfect partner, that they want to spend their life with you, that you're compatible in every way, that you're their soulmate, that they're madly in love with you and attracted to everything about you, that they want to move in with you and grow old together...and it can all change inexplicably at what seems like a drop of a hat.

they start to pull away from you and disconnect, leaving you in the dark before ending things suddenly one day. no discussion, no communication or attempt to work things out. two weeks ago they mentioned how in love with you they are, but now it's suddenly over and you're still told you did nothing wrong and were perfect. how am i supposed to take that? it feels so pathetic wanting the best for this person i still love and forcing myself to accept their decision because i care so much about them, while a part of me wants so badly to not give up hope and think that maybe there's a possibility that things can change even if they can't. i'd really just like to feel like i'm enough.

a year seems to be about the average amount of time it takes for people to get sick of me and lose interest, i don't know what that says about me. all love that's shown to me feels so temporary and conditional, and every time i start to feel like this way of thinking is irrational something always happens that validates these feelings which only makes me want to build these walls up higher next time. it's only "forever" until it's not i guess.

i'm really trying to not let it get to me, but shit sucks.

[fragmentedblade]

I think I've become an official HI3 player. I check the HSR leaks hoping for iterations of HI3 characters now

[byanyan]

finally going through my likes to collect all the asks i've wanted to reply to since fucking april to add them into my drafts

i'm. i'm trying to at least start getting my shit together here. i've felt the strong urge to give writing a shot since yesterday, so. i'm gonna see about potentially doing some tonight? maybe?? still teetering on the edge of falling into Bad Thoughts when i let my mind wander too far, so idk how long the attempt will last or if it'll be successful, but.

[aweirdbugcreature]

Hi, i've been struggling on this assignment for 6 hours. Yes, i understand what to do. Yes, it can be done in 10 minutes. No, i haven't done it. Can you tell me 5 things you like about me, so i won't hang myself?