#i'll probably delete this soon

[roll-de-chagny]

We should let Raoul be a bit of a dandy, it's not a crime. I want to see him wear the most extravagant ruffled shirts and embroidered vests, some rings, even, and I think he would be quite upset over a bad hair day, there's nothing wrong with that, Christine would think it's cute, and it does not take anything away from his heroicness. Just as Erik gets to wear the same things and a beautiful cape with it.

My point is, if you call Raoul a "slave of fashion" or a fop in a bad way, I'm biting you.

[palaxy27]

So, it happened, it's closed.

I don't know how to process this happened so fast, I don't know what to do.

Should I do something?

Should I make an announcement?

I don't even know if I should continue

I want to but how?

I feel lost

I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense I just need to vent a little

[chronurgy]

Rambling under the cut, mostly stupid personal complaining

Veilguard..... Didn't work for me at all. I tried but it just wasn't.... It wasn't anything to me. There were several times where I had a solid block of hours set aside where I really truly had nothing to do and I didn't play veilguard. I didn't want to. I read books instead. I'm doing it again right now. They're all good books, and I've enjoyed them a lot, actually. But I repeatedly picked reading a book over playing my brand new dragon age game and if you'd told me that so much as four months ago I wouldn't have believed you.

Maybe this is just one of those things about aging. Maybe video games are just..... Over, for me, and baldurs gate was my last hurrah. I dunno. I hadn't been that into a video game for five to seven-ish years by the time I got into bg3? It'd been awhile. I'm almost scared to go back and play the first three games in the series in case they end up like this for me too. Maybe it is just nostalgia, my remembering them as more complex and more interesting, like everyone keeps saying.

I'm probably getting rogue trader and pillars of eternity 1 and 2 for the holidays, so I guess I'll find out if I can still do video games or not. I hope I can. It's just... Weird, right now. I hope I'm being ridiculous about this. I would very much like to be.

[superstarkincare]

List of monsters:

Poppy

Huggy Wuggy

Wuggies

Kissy Missy

Bunzo Bunny

PJ Pug-A-Pillar

Mommy Long Legs

Daddy Long Legs

Boxy Boo

Miss Delight

(Small) Smiling Critters

DogDay

CatNap

The Prototype

Other mascots include:

Bron

Cat-Bee

Candy Cat

Boogie Bot

Baby Long Legs

Sir Poops-A-Lot (Freddy Fazbear parody)

Daisy The Flower

...whhyy did you send a list of poppy playtime characters...? /nm

[archonfurina]

My depression is really bad tonight so if anyone would like to send an ask or otherwise help distract me I would be very thankful

[fellthemarvelous]

I am having a high-anxiety day.

And I feel like everything I think or believe is wrong or just plain stupid.

[nicolacoughlanbigod]

I need friends lol

[leahazel]

googles how to write a pessimistic ending that confronts inalienable realities instead of sugarcoating them without alienating my readers

[child--ish]

I honestly relate to Dabi in a sense that I, too, want to cry but can't.

[honeybeelullaby]

Right now I'm feeling

Tired and ill

Missing all the excitement I could be having

Unlovable

Anxious

Very in love

[r3medialch8os]

anyways, i wanna share some stills from my most recent film

[teenietinytangerine]

I'm gonna adress what happened just one time, to get it off my chest.

What Yoongi did was stupid, irresponsible and a mistake. I always took Yoongi as an extremely honest person, and I fully believe him when he says he didn't know it was illegal.

He took immediate responsibility, apologized and he will face consequences (which non-koreans shouldn't comment on whether or not they are fair - laws, culture and context are different). I believe 100% he will learn the lesson there and that is all I could ever ask of him.

Now I don't blame some that are coping with this with humor as long as it's respectful and in good taste.

But for those on the other spectrum that are mad and refuse BTS to take any kind of responsibility for anything, this is dehumanizing him. He's human, he messed up, it's not the first time, it's just the first time we know about something on this level. Also don't use it to bash on South Korea.

At the same time, I feel worried for him because he is about to have terrible media coverage that will be unfair because of his status alone, and you know it will be brought up by antis forever. I also feel bad because he wanted to be as invisible as possible during his military service and now he's in the complete opposite of it.

In the end, the mistake could have had bad consequences, which is why it's important it's adressed, but in facts remains small. It's all about how he deals with it from now on, and so far he's been doing everything I expected from the man he's shown us.

Finally, Min Yoongi, I'm so glad you're safe. Please, stay that way.

[y-vna]

Ty for 400!

It may be 1:30am, but honestly, I just felt like I wanted to write this. Thank you for 400 followers!! That's crazy. I'm super thankful, and honestly, it means a lot to me! <3 super excited for more to come, I hope my moodboards rn are up to standards!

I'm not tagging anyone this time since I don't want to disturb everyone every time I write one of these. Just know all my mooties and idols r amazing, and I love them. You guys know who you are, ily 💕

Just a boring text post for this milestone post cuz I can't be bothered rn ahh

Teeny Itty bitty vent in tags since I can't get my life tghtr rn erm! Don't feel pressured to read it, idrc ig?? 😭����

[defjux]

one of the most difficult things to accept is that you can have someone tell you that you're everything they've been looking for, that you're the perfect boyfriend, the perfect partner, that they want to spend their life with you, that you're compatible in every way, that you're their soulmate, that they're madly in love with you and attracted to everything about you, that they want to move in with you and grow old together...and it can all change inexplicably at what seems like a drop of a hat.

they start to pull away from you and disconnect, leaving you in the dark before ending things suddenly one day. no discussion, no communication or attempt to work things out. two weeks ago they mentioned how in love with you they are, but now it's suddenly over and you're still told you did nothing wrong and were perfect. how am i supposed to take that? it feels so pathetic wanting the best for this person i still love and forcing myself to accept their decision because i care so much about them, while a part of me wants so badly to not give up hope and think that maybe there's a possibility that things can change even if they can't. i'd really just like to feel like i'm enough.

a year seems to be about the average amount of time it takes for people to get sick of me and lose interest, i don't know what that says about me. all love that's shown to me feels so temporary and conditional, and every time i start to feel like this way of thinking is irrational something always happens that validates these feelings which only makes me want to build these walls up higher next time. it's only "forever" until it's not i guess.

i'm really trying to not let it get to me, but shit sucks.

[essenceofarda]

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[haaam-guuuurl]

Calling all international TSC fans

This is very random but I do not know what else to do 🤦‍♀️ The first Seasons of Shadowhunters book has arrived in my country but it's being held up at customs, and they're demanding lots of information I don't have access to through the Kickstarter website, like order number and detailed description of the item. I've tried contacting Kickstarter through their Help function, to see if they could send me some type of receipt with the information, like I've done with orders from the US from other websites, but it's been almost a month and I haven't heard anything back. I only have 20 days to submit this stuff or it'll be sent back, I might be grasping at straws, but if any other international backers are on here and have been through the same situation, what did you do to fix it??