#i'd forgotten

[absentlyabbie]

sometimes you're just innocently scrolling along down your dash and you read a post and you're just nodding along like "yep, good post"

and then a singular sentence leaps out and catches your throat in its teeth and your breath draws like a knife

because for fuck's sake, that goddamn tumblr post's single goddamn sentence just slapped the realization out of you that, before you had reckoned with how you had been abused and gaslit through your childhood, you used to pre-apologize for what was done to you when you described it to others, so they didn't get the wrong idea and understood,

"i was a difficult child" and that means it was, of course, at foundation your fault

you just never could make it easy to like you, you see, you were such a handful, such a problem child, so hard to tolerate without caveat, so hard to love because of the conditions you failed to meet

and you used to believe that, for so long you believed that, that you, unlike better children, were like playing parenting on nightmare mode

if only you hadn't been so stubborn if only you had just obeyed and not questioned if only you never argued or talked back if only you weren't such a liar, always such a liar

you believed it all, and because the ones meant to shelter and guard and hold you repeated these things so many times for so many years and with such vehemence... it had to be true

and it might just be the most cruel thing that was done to you

[fagexe]

lavender!

i agree! lavender👀👀 (one of my favorite colors)

Anon you're so sweet! face kisses for you<333

Askgame

[egophiliac]

bring back zooterkins, the best 17th-century swear word

I don't normally do Just Characters Swearing, but. ...this kind of wrote itself and then wouldn't leave my head. it comes from both a piece of character-writing advice that has always stuck with me, and also my conviction that Leona is 1000% funnier as a character if his dialogue has to stay G-rated. let Kalim say fuck, but don't let Leona say bastard.

(I'm sorry)

[sirenetica]

It's time for spring... ...We'll try again next fall

[celerydays]

Princess and the Frog Turtle AU 🐢👑

[fan-a-tink]

This is one of Edwin's most iconic lines, actually.

and I feel we need to acknowledge it more. his bitchiness is on point, but like *respectfully* - it's just so quintessentially Edwin.

[ineed-to-sleep]

Found some screenshots of yeehawstarion I'd completely forgotten I'd taken..........

[ponderosa121]

X-men. Kurt. he fuzzy.

[lucascsinclairs]

Stranger Things | 4.02 Vecna's Curse

[remyfire]

Find somebody who is as excited about you as Alan Alda is about stingless bees.

[transjudas]

Happy pride to the weirdest goddamn ally I’ve ever seen. (x, x, x, x, x, x)

[chogiwow]

CHANGBIN | 240719 FACECAM

[sydneysageivashkov]

when you are Orpheus leading Eurydice out of the underworld but you don't know if there's even a way out. when Eurydice herself ordered you not to look at her but she doesn't understand why you won't. she's begging you to look. you'll die if you don't look. you don't look. you still don't even know if there's a way out. when your mourning is so deep that you create an underworld of your own but you still can't look for her. that a whole world was made from mourning, where everything was present once again.

[herewegobebe]

SHINee - "Lucifer" Jacket & MV Shooting Sketch | Throwback 💞

[dailyayao]

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

I want to carry this scene with me a little while...