#i’ve read too much of those

[sunnemona]

☆2024 has been so difficult for me, and i want to end the year off on a high note by thanking everyone who’s been there for me through it.

☆thank you for talking to me. thank you for listening to me talk to you in return. thank you for staying on vc with me to play games or talk or draw or cry together. thank you for keeping my secrets. thank you for telling me yours. thank you for the gifts you’ve given me. thank you for the advice you’ve offered when i needed help. thank you for the silly messages you've sent me unprompted—it is so joyous to be remembered when i’m not around. thank you for making me feel safe. thank you for letting me stay by your side. thank you for staying by mine.

☆the passage of time is so scary to me, i think. once things are over you can never get them back—all you can do is move forward and hold the memories close to your heart. thank you for the memories you’ve given me, i will treasure them eternally. i am so happy that we get to keep moving forward together, from one year into the next.

☆to kia, diggs, casey, and everyone in sweaties gang; to wewa and rei; to lorel; to eliza and mitsu; to wiz and corbell; to alex, nash, geddon, and paperd; to worm and goldie; to candy and ashe; to haze, mono, benji, and chasm; to my partners (sasha, robin, and keith); to steel; to michael, and to collie;

i am so grateful i know you. i am so grateful we exist here, at the same time, together. thank you for everything. i love you, i love you, i love you.

@dreemurr-skelememer @digglesgiggles @megaloserrr @lollipopz-shop @popiplant @aoartmthebitxh @s3-izures @otterbup @kuvlarstuff @heartstitched @thiccsys @b0tanicalb00ba @popiplant @rushroulett3 @wewawoomp @dagwmeno @onlyplatonicirl @elizakai @swiftmitsu @wizb1z @calciumdreams @psycho-chair @nashdoesstuff @unknownarmageddon @canine-teethed-sheets @fishfrypi @candy-cryptid @narrators1and2 @hazerun3 @monolite001 @bonejello @chasmbreach @xyriscomplanata @livinganime14 @paddinglily @corvidmellow @lambradire-art @hackrusty

♡

[itsriotmotherfuckers]

Whenever I get comments on my fics I’m just like “oh you like my writing? You enjoyed this enough to tell me? How do you feel about a fall wedding? Or spring or summer or winter I’m not picky, whenever you want. I will literally take a bullet for you”

[jojo-schmo]

I made myself a personal playlist with the fnaf songs I like (because wow I’ve missed out on like five years of bangers and need to catch up!!). I thought I would make myself a playlist cover with my precious Helpy bear to inspire even more joy from it!! He stole/borrowed DJ Music Man’s headphones. :3

[shy-sapphic-ace]

Guys should I write a Dracula musical. Should I???

[solazu1]

I’ve seen so much shitty ship content in the marble hornets fandom since I’ve joined that I’m starting to get sick of shipping as a whole, ngl. I’m staring hard at the main contenders here, Jaylex, Brim, and Jam. Brilex is another ship I see frequently fucked up a lot too, but yea whatever. I’m not condemning people who get it wrong because I’m not the goddamn messiah of characterization either but there’s gotta be a line to be drawn, right? like with all the absurd vaguely uncensored abused x abuser content associated with jaylex, the uncomfortable brim content where every instance of hoody fucking up Tim's life on **PURPOSE** is ignored for the sake of a cuddle or for the sake of sexualization, THE HEAVY OVER-SEXUALIZATION OF BRILEX, and the fully fleshed out personalities of Tim and Jay being washed away and sacrificed for mischaracterized, stereotypical, romantic interactions that really isn’t something the character would ever do but rather something the author wants them to act out. <- honestly the last bit can be applied to all other ships too! And it isn’t my only gripe with Jam specifically but I feel like my specific criticism on it deserves another post that will probably never come haha.

[alangdorf]

Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol

[pink-lemonadefairy]

[the-worms-in-your-bones]

I have to physically restrain myself from trying to get into bennys stuff because I’m already trying to read through the edas and I don’t have time for that plus Benny plus college

[perhaps-mr-collins-has-a-cousin]

Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3

[oldscoutblog]

Heya Scout-- quickly question, out of all your older brothers, which one is your favorite? Just a silly lil' question from a silly lil' anon!

-🫀🍺

Hey bud!!

Ok well- I wasn’t gonna really mention my family but I guess I could mention that!

But don’t tell anyone in my family I said this or even my team mates! I’d never hear the end of it!

Henry is probably one of the greatest guys I know! He was- is always there for me…

Man, I miss my family

You guys sure like asking about them! Ya ain’t some spies tryin to get info outta me, are ya???

[spacespore]

HI TUMBLRR it’s me

[ilovebylersblog]

sokeefe throughout the books (taylor’s version)

kotlc: enchanted

exile: it’s nice to have a friend, fearless

everblaze: i’m only me when i’m with you, gold rush

neverseen: everything has changed, hey stephen, mine, jump then fall, run, wonderland, forever winter, i wish you would, death by a thousand cuts

lodestar: i knew you were trouble, if this was a movie, innocent, back to december, haunted, afterglow, the way i loved you, this love, treacherous, the very first night, betty, how you get the girl, love story

nightfall: begin again, i know places, out of the woods, you’re not sorry, the last time, the other side of the door, style, false god, stay stay stay, i think he knows, miss americana and the heart break prince

flashback: delicate, you belong with me, august (keefe pov), untouchable, dress, Question…?, the 1, speak now, right where you left me, teardrops on my guitar,

legacy: ivy, illicit affairs, cruel summer, high infidelity, sweet nothing, cowboy like me, gorgeous, wildest dreams

unlocked: don’t blame me, new years day, sad beautiful tragic, exile, right where you left me, all you had to do was stay, i almost do, last kiss, my tears ricochet

stellarlune: come back be here, message in a bottle, cardigan, state of grace, labyrinth, sparks fly, daylight, you are in love, snow on the beach, lavender haze, dancing with our hands tied, the archer, the great war, paris, call it what you want, ours, king of my heart, mastermind, end game

[ssreeder]

HELLO! okay so obviously keep working on liab, I love liab so much, however. Just out of curiosity- if you were to write a mha fic would it be ship focused or no? and if yes which one? (I'm partial to dkbk myself but i don't discriminate against a good story, you know?)

i hope you're well!!! you deserve a little treat!!

I ALSO LOVE LIAB!!!!

but I can give you my MHA fic idea and kind of ramble through what I was thinking? I’ll add it under the cut

so to answer your question it won’t be “ship focused” but it won’t not be shipped focus haha because even in the anime Bakugo & Izuku obviously have *gestures* all THAT going on the entire time so once I start writing who KNOWS (I also adore kirishima and bakugo friendship and loyalty so I wanna write that too & shoto and him adjusting and trying to be a good friend and seeing bakugo as a friend and being loyal and steadfast with him)

I love dkbk & their roughness in the beginning and Bakugo struggling to accept that he doesn’t have to isolate himself to be great & he can allow others to get close and it’s not going to hold him back or weaken him in anyway. And Izukus relentlessness and just complete acceptance of people despite their worst qualities. 

Ok so I’m thinking of starting the fic at kamino when Bakugo gets kidnapped instead of “recusing him” the Hero Public Safety Commission opts to give Bakugo the choice to essentially do what Hawks is doing (trying to infiltrate the LOV) because Bakugo is already on the inside and shig is becoming a very real threat and with AFO popping up it’s even more important for them to be in the know.

&I assume they’d use someone’s quirk to communicate with Bakugo or intercept him during the rescue and of course Bakugo would agree because he wants to be a hero and he’d do anything to accomplish that.  

the students would see him go back with the LOV & of course Izuku and the others aren’t happy about it and I can’t imagine All Might is ok with it or the school but I’ll work out the logistics of how everything works when I build the background lore haha. I love that part of writing but like I’ve said I haven’t given it too much thought 

But essentially I’ll get to write bakugo in the LOV with all those dynamics and clashing personalities but of course I love angst so it’ll be angsty because AFO isn’t captured here and of course I’ll do some terrible stuff to Bakugo & I LOVE hawks & Dabi so I’ll probably fuck them up too and it’ll be a mess. Idk I’m excited I have some fun surprises and twists already planned out I just gotta do the actual WORK before the writing haha.  

Idk I’m excited idk if it’ll be good or anyone will read it haha but I’ll give it my best because I love the passion Izuku has for Bakugo and protectiveness he has and just ahhhh I love it. But I really enjoy all the character dynamics I love writing big emotions haha and angst

THANKS FOR THE ASK AND LETTING ME RAMBLE ABOUT THIS!!! Sorry for my incoherent yelling. 

[cressthebest]

out of all the marauders era/Slytherin skittles/valkeries characters, who do you relate to the most and why?? (idk why but this is always important to me, helps me figure someone out :D)

ahhhhh!! okay um this is going to be a longer explanation than you need, but i love to overshare:

wolfstar is my favorite ship for reasons i cannot describe, and out of it, i probably act more like remus, but i don’t outright relate to him. i, in fact, so desperately want to look like sirius black in the most gender way possible, and personally see him as gender-fluid, which may just be projection, but do not personally relate to him either. i have a mix of his fashion, marlene’s fashion, and mary’s fashion

i do relate to the family issues the black have, when dealing with their mother and everything revolving around that with queerness and expectations (don’t worry, i’m in a safe household unlike them)

but i don’t relate to regulus either except with the family issues and the fact that the fandom headcanons him to have autism. (fantastic hair and fashion sense tho)

the other skittles are too unhinged to be me, including dorcas and pandora.

so that leaves james, peter and the valkarkies.-

-marlene- doesn’t fit. just, straight up. all that matches is that we both like women

-mary- maybe? i like her fashion sense and i’m a huge jewelry type girly and love to dress up. but not enough to relate to her with all her struggles and personality, especially with her sexuality and the way she is viewed by others.

-james- oh sweet james. i’m definitely a gold jewelry person like him. and i’m very mom freind of the group, and i match him with the role i take in romantic relationships. (literally. it’s an issue. all the way down to sex life.. :/ )

but it’s still not quite matching.

that leaves… drumroll.. lily and peter. it’s a mix between the two.

lily- lily, oh my beloved lily. with the beautiful personality and everything so wonderful about her. i wish to be her and i try to be her. and of course, when trying to be like lily, i also come with her faults as well. i have her “will fuck you up if you hit the right nerve” personality. like, the way you know she’s badass. deadly, even, when you mess with her crew. she won’t even hex you, she’ll deck you the muggle way, like you fucking deserve. she’s also struggling with her family, which i relate too, the way her sister calls her a freak for being magic feels similar to the way my brother says gay people are gross. also, the fashion <3 i can’t tell if i am her or want to be her so badly that i’m hallucinating

then lastly, peter. my peter. i’m him in the way that isn’t fun. i’m him in the way that i’m the fourth member who will always be left out of things. the fourth member who tries to fit, and they love me, but the others will always connect better and connect more. and no matter how hard i try, i feel left out and don’t know what i did wrong other than exist. i feel for peter, i really do. god, i feel like him so much at times that it hurts. though i finally know that the reason i always felt like that was autism and it helped me out so much, cause then when i purposefully made freinds with other neurodivergents and realized i understood them better, i felt so much better. i have a great group of friends now- equal mix of neurodivergent and neurotypical. also, i want to encapsulate “just lovers” peter personality. that’s my favorite version of him.

thank you, goodnight, and i hope that wasn’t too much 😭😭 i promise i don’t normally ramble like this

[disownedbytiime]

Now I know I was 100% drowning in burnout.

During this month/month and a half of rest, I’ve had so many ideas and plans for wips—more than I had in the entire past year. Basically, I feel like I’m once again new to writing; new worlds are in front of me and I’m excited and everything feels novel and it’s not stressful.

I’m still dealing with brain fog (especially on the day-to-day/while talking to people), but I know it’s not something that will get fixed overnight. I’m dealing with it slowly and steadily.

But in any case, I’m very excited to start writing again soon.

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

On tumblr when you post you’re just playing Russian roulette with your post getting attention, but it’ll probably get ignored.

On Reddit any comment you make outside of some very niche community will immediately have someone downvoting you and calling you like, three different insults. Then they will wonder why you only log in every couple months. Like, it’s a very helpful website when you have a question for another community you’re in, but you’ll also get someone being immediately hostile when you make an innocuous post on a garden subreddit 😑

At least on tumblr people have to actually seek out your random ass text posts and go out of their way to start shit, and you don’t have the up and down vote system that feels like playing with my self confidence and worth issues.

Both websites are toxic part of the time (what social media isn’t?) and both are actually more useful for weird people, but holy shit does Reddit feel more aggressive about shit. Maybe it’s just the devil you know, but at least on this mess of a website half your hate will be for the most random shit and misunderstandings that people have to seek out finding if your blog is a normal size. Reddit is either posting on a dead sub or getting immediately thrown to the, well, sharks and wolves aren’t actually super aggressive towards humans under normal circumstances, so something else that could tear you apart instantly for just existing in the same space as them.