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#i’m rambling so feel free to ignore#first father’s day where I thought about not sending my dad a text hmmm smth to mull over#I will end up sending one I think but ye I nearly forgot about it tbh#I genuinely forgot about the holiday ngl#same way if my mom hadn’t reminded me I would e forgotten his bday too bc he never talks about it#anyway I’m having thoughts and I should be sleeping bc said dad is bringing breakfast in the morning#I’ll send him a text so I don’t have to actually tell him happy father’s day in person lol
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I've been catching up with Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel and all I can think about is how MC who watches both shows can't help but be kind of relieved that Devildom isn't like in the Vivzieverse
Lemme add; MC being soooo relieved that hell is actually fairly normal- like nobody is running around the streets shooting people or cutting off heads. The restaurants are all really nice and it’s almost always chilly outside, all in all not too bad.
And ofc how the demons themselves look!!! MC straight up laughing when Lucifer introduces himself, because he’s not a short guy with a ridiculously top hat! He just looks like a guy, a tall guy at that- and sure he has horns and wings sometimes. But mostly he just looks normal?? wow-
and the differences between the Mammon’s and Asmodeus’- I can’t even imagine how relieved MC’s going to be jskjsk
Although it’d be really funny if MC is still half expecting a demon with a TV for a head or an owl face to randomly pop up somewhere- like it’s good that most demons look so ‘normal’ for the most part…. But it’s also just a bit tinyyyy disappointing they don’t look that ‘demonic’.
#again I’m so late sorry Yan!!!#and feel free to ignore my rambling!#but I genuinely think MC would be relieved and amazed lolol#obey me!#ro rambles#moot mail!
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Soooo…. How early do we think the Bad Batch were sent out into the war? Because it’s very sad to think about, and I’ve also seen this explored with some other clones as well (Tup and Dogma), but I also can’t erase the somewhat funny mental image of some high-ranking members of the GAR having this elite, special force team coming to help them on an impossible mission, the group succeeding, and when its time to finally meet and thank them it’s literally just some guys whose voices haven’t fully changed and haven’t even lost all the baby fat in their faces yet.
#I’m going to ignore the depressing parts of this for a few seconds to just imagine the massive mindfuck this must have been#wrecker is the only one who actually looks somewhat grown#Hunter is still short on top of looking young so everyone is like ???? why does this kid have so many knives???#tech’s voice is still changing so his rambling and explanations make people wonder HOW tf this kid knows so much???#I don’t know why but I feel like Crosshair REALLY had a baby face when he was younger and became more angular#so just imagine this elite sniper and you’re expecting this fearsome clone#but it’s just a baby-faced guy scowling and chewing on a toothpick#no wonder Cody adopted them#he saw them and was like hmm new little brothers it’s free real estate#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb tech
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i’m fully aware that the show likely won’t go on long enough to adapt the trinity gate era, but it’s material i’d love to see the writers work with. armand and louis’ relationship while complex and in flux throughout the series is very much in the periphery after interview, with just scraps eluding to what the deal is (everyone being in miami together post qotd, armand’s complicated fondness towards louis in tva, the establishment of trinity gate). like it’s already fascinating that the extended cast of vampires of lestat’s circle continue to care for each other and maintain close bonds in spite of everything they’ve done to each other, but for louis and armand in particular, it’s wild that they end up specifically end up cohabiting and romantically involved again when their first relationship ended with such utter coldness. i think the books left a major gap here for the show possibly to explore; how did they come together again? how does louis view armand after years of largely distance? i’d love to see an arc equivalent to the establishment of trinity gate a few seasons down the line with an armand that’s gone through character development that brings him to a state of minimum self awareness and a louis who’s still secure in his vampiric nature. and they can come back to each other again and rediscover the original spark of paris, though without the restriction of the coven as institution looming (but of course there’s still scars left from the trial and claudia’s death and some lingering fear and mistrust on both ends) i’d be particularly interested in combining this era with the aftermath of armand’s suicide attempt in memnoch; maybe louis is somewhat begrudgingly assisting benji and sybelle in nursing armand back to health out of a sense of obligation after a smaller reconciliation in season 3 or 4 as part of queen of the damned, and the whole time is conflicted by feelings of lingering fondness that he’s rediscovered and bitterness born out of specifically the knowledge of armand erasing the memories of his own attempt, and it grows from there, first volatile then (somewhat) easy but in a genuine way, no performance like in dubai, just them seeing each other wholly for the first time. falling in love again, but also for the first time without masks. also daniel and lestat can be around ig. polyamory!
#i’m really just rambling#please feel free to ignore me#loumand#iwtv#armand#louis de pointe du lac#trinity gate so odd yet sweet in concept wish anne developed it more
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I’m taking a new speech therapy course, the first session is tomorrow. Let’s see how well it goes this time.
#mod rambles#gahhhh I’m so scared#but I’m also excited#I’m just experiencing a full range of emotions right now#this blog is the only place where I can talk about my stutter#so really feel free to ignore it
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actually I really hate being considered a big blog. if I said I only have 10 followers would anyone believe me
#rambles from the floor#rant fueled by weird emotions incoming watch out#feel free to ignore (in fact please do I’ll probably delete this)#I think I’m getting worn out by this fandom#or something idk#I don’t like being big#there’s that whole intimidation factor that comes into play that I DESPISE#‘well you have a lot of followers so you’re scary’ why????#why does other people deciding to follow me make me scary#I don’t understand#plus I always feel like posts about big blogs are vagueing about me#even if they aren’t#and everybody always NEEDS to know my stance on fandom crap and I get political asks for some reason and#and#*falls on the floor face-first* please just treat me normally guys#I’m twenty [redacted] years old and I’m barely holding my life together as is
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friendly reminder to everyone sending me asks about dusk till dawn that if you go off anon and there’s no age indicator on your blog, i will not respond to it 🌿
#suki rambles#i saw a bunch of long asks off anon but i’m so sorry i will be deleting them! it’s in my rules that i don’t want ageless blogs interacting +#+ with my 18+ content#some dm me their ages to let me know and if that’s more your thing feel free!#otherwise though i’m so sorry your ask will be deleted and ignored#i will also be answering the longer asks in a separate compilation post to not clog the dash 🫶🏻#will try to get to everything before the next dtd update thank yewww 🌷
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insomnia’s a bitch so instead of sleeping i am currently trying to decide what to do with my ears
i am currently at 0g with my stretches. i love them very much, and am pretty happy with the size. i can almost fit my pinky into my ear lol
however- i have been determined to reach 00 since i first started this process four years ago
i have tiny ass ears though, and 0 already looks pretty decently sized. but i still have moments where it feels too small. like i need that one more size up
so i’m stuck at a crossroads. i can be happy with 0, but would like to get to 00. but then it’s also like, what happens if i can’t get my ears to stretch to 00? my current tunnels are already loose, so i think there is room to stretch but it’s also a huge jump so there’s a lot of risk of blowout
idk idk idk. i need to change my earrings because the o-rings on my current tunnels are stretched out and loose so they don’t stay put anymore. but i don’t want to commit to a collection of 0g jewelry if i’m going to go up a size yet.
sometimes i really hate being anxious and indecisive 😅
#ramble on exie#feel free to ignore i am just overtired and unable to sleep so i’m yapping#00g has been the dream for so long#but i’ve also been at 0g for two years now and don’t mind it#buuuut there’s also extra space currently. like i think my ears will stretch again easily#like if i tug lightly on my tunnels i can get a decent gap- everything is pretty loose#buuuuuut it’s a big stretch. i don’t wanna damage my ears. i haven’t gotten a blowout i don’t intend to#ugh. i need to just pony up and make a decision…
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can someone just like spam me with tllr things you want me to draw. can be anything i just neeeed motivationnn
#wyrms says stuff#speaking of asks#i should PROBABLY answer them shouldn’t i#i’m not ignoring u guys i’m just lazy or busy or i forgor#it’s weird i have soooo many wips but when my art has a deadline i can finish it EASY and FAST#(i did an art secret santa yesterday and i finished mine in 4 hours ON the due date and even though i finished it at the last second#it turned out AWESOME. and i drew so much cool stuff during art fight in only a few hours. but when it comes to my ocs or fanart#i’m just slow without a deadline) so guys. honest to glob just threaten me in my ask box.#i wanna get all my cool tllr art wips done but i have no motivation!!! feel free to threaten me with a deadline. or something else#in fact just scream at me to finish chapter 12 i actually work very very well under pressure you guys#anyway i don’t know what im rambling about. its just me procrastinating drawing/writing again isn’t it#OH SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED MY GOOSE CAME IN TJE MAIL
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hey romance does feel different than friendship actually and I’m tired of people trying to tell me I’m wrong for this 🙂↔️ respectfully, no, I know my own experiences, my own heart, and while both types of relationships are important to me and share some—SOME!!!—commonalities, they do actually inherently feel different to me and I interact with those dynamics differently from one another and they hold different places in my heart. and frankly I’m no longer going to let others’ efforts to make me feel guilty for that or like I’m wrong or lesser-than somehow, succeed. no babes, I know me best, thank you but no thank you 🙂↕️ you do you but that in its very essence means trusting me to do me too. but whether or not others do trust me to know myself, truly idc because I do know myself, regardless of whether they validate that. I know me and I know my own heart and that’s really what matters 💓
#personal#I am tired#I’m just rambling but. yeah anyway it’s literally Fine that romance is different from friendship and (me @ me) babygirl I’m so sorry we ever#let ppl make us feel bad about that. we’re no longer accepting those feelings tho. return to sender tbh 🙂↔️🫶🏻#anyways moots this is just a rant feel free to ignore but we all know tumblr is our public diary and I needed to release and speak this into#being ty! ♡
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I just want to let you know that I am obsessed with the reverse AU where Claudia is the adult and loustat are the teens in the family. It's such an interesting idea and loustat look so cute in your art! Thank you for making it
Thank you so so much, I’ve very glad you enjoy both the idea and the sketches for it!!! I gotta admit I’m kinda obsessed with it too, I would LOOOOOVE to read some fics exploring this new, very different dynamic! And, like, it obviously changes the plot as drastically as everything else, but wouldn’t it be interesting to try and keep certain key moments unchanged somehow (but reversed), and then how would it end ultimately? The same horrible way for the boys that it ended for Claudia? THE ANGST POTENTIAL. But in a different fic I literally just want to see a much better functioning (because Claudia’s running things) (though it still would not be totally healthy…) vamp fam taking Paris by storm, stealing Armand’s theatre (would he still even have it, without Lestat in the picture??? see so much stuff to explore!) and enjoying life being two proud vamps + one still a bit on the fence about it all, but at least his family loves him and lets him read quietly in the back row.
Anyway, sorry for this essay, as you can clearly see, I’m also quite fond of this au, so 1. might draw for it again, nobody be surprised! 2. if you have fics with this idea — gimme gimme gimme those links, I’m very curious!!
#this is so unnecessarily long all I had to say was ‘thanks lovely anon’ but I have FEELINGS and THOUGHTS ughhhh#the whole charlie situation?!???!!? my silly head is full of ideas unfortunately for everybody (myself included because ouch it hurts)#we literally have the perfect moment for them to realise ‘OH NO I’M QUITE FUCKED’ but now you have two people in the same boat and you can#contrast their situations/realisations/ways of coming to terms with reality of their circumstances#because it obv wouldn’t just be the charlie disaster 2.0 it would look different for each of them#great way to include nicki and make it fucking HURT man/contrast it with jonah who at least stays alive but plays his role in delivering th#message ‘you’re gonna be forever 14’ to Louis… bonus points if you sneak in a line that he STILL IS actually a bit younger than Louis#it’s just that he gets to grow up into a ‘real man’ que the crisis of identity… meanwhile lestat’s too busy being wild and self-destructive#because his first love just killed himself AND because his own realizations are running after him biting his heels…#Claudia is starting to really regret wanting any children at all me thinks…#also I’m sorry for getting a bit dark when you specifically said you enjoyed the cuteness anon#you’re obv free to completely ignore my mad ramblings#interview with the vampire#iwtv#asks#cw: suicide mention
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#hffjfhfhhhhghgh#sometimes you think you’re over a guy but then you have a normal conversation with him like a normal person and proceed to think about it#for the next ten hours#my silly little INFP brain is being insufferable about this#like seriously I don’t want to date a guy who curses like a sailor I don’t#but we just get along so well together? he was homeschooled like me? he’s an lotr fanatic (as in he’s read the books)? he has OPINIONS#about little women? he’s an agatha christie fan?? he had reasonable things to say in biblical studies a couple years ago (which is more#than I can say for 95 percent of the people in that class)?#but I mean it doesn’t matter we’ve known each other for nearly three years and I can’t tell that he’s ever had that kind of interest in me#(granted I am a TERRIBLE judge)#fun fact though he is the guy who read a story I wrote freshman year and read a romance scene and exclaimed ‘that’s it! that’s what love is#supposed to be!’#I mean how was I SUPPOSED to react#if nothing else he’s definitely one of Anne’s kindred spirits and I think I can live with that#anyway sorry feel free to ignore I just needed to ramble#I drove for like three hours today and it was just swirling around in my head the whole time#will probably delete later because there are a couple people who follow me who know me irl and would probably know exactly what I’m talking#about. they’re not super active though so#(and yes this is Alcott boy. although hilariously before I knew his name I called him Agatha Christie boy)#on a lighter note I may have convinced him to watch otgw because it has Elijah wood in it lol
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looking at this overleaf document is making me take morale damage
#chattering#<- new tag for my ramblings#anyways tag rant inbound feel free to ignore#I hate whatever hell phase of the research process I’ve found myself in lately#the technical note I’m writing has been dragging on and on#and I know the solution to that is to just sit down and finish the damn thing but I am so utterly unmotivated to work on it#I’m dreading my meetings with my PI because I’m not making reliable progress anymore because I fixed the major issue we were having#so now we’re in the throw spaghetti at a wall stage which means I’m not making a lot of progress within the 2-day interval between meetings#and my laptop is still broken because I haven’t been able to get the executive functioning together to make the phone call#to actually get it repaired#so I’m using a laptop my PI loaned to me which makes me so so anxious I’m going to break it every time I have to bring it into campus#and I need a letter of rec from this man and I need to email him and two other professors about that and Yikes#anyways#biting and gnawing and maiming the overleaf document#war and hate on fucking planet earth#research jeremiad
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sometimes you gotta do a little bit spring cleaning in the middle of july and orphan/delete the majority of the fics from a fandom that brings you less joy and more dread.
#feel free to ignore i’m just venting chejjdjwd#my goal is orphan the majority but 🤷🏻♀️#i just want…separation even though i still adore the characters & the close friends i made in said fandom#maybe i’m being overdramatic but i want a clean break so i can focus on the fandoms that don’t make me feel so exhausted#every time i try to mentally check in#anyways. gonna spend the weekend working on a few monsam WIP & the wangxian modern au i’ve been writing since last year#kay rambles
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With regard to the entertainment industry strikes, I do believe there’s a reckoning coming. And it’ll spread to broader aspects of life. And I think things will get better. Like it’s gonna suck but it’ll get better, yeah? And I just think… of course the first wave are the storytellers. The writers, the actors, the performers, the crews, the Artists at each and every level of production. Storytelling has been a human act since forever. It long predates capitalism and it will survive it.
#actual blog post. what?#I’m high and rambling so feel free to ignore this#I just have a little bit of dogged hope in me#it’s the storytelling I think#and isn’t that the goal?
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#about to be slightly h*rny for a blonde man in these tags feel free to ignore#sh*po wasn’t yelling when he hit but he did make a quiet noise every time and well. it sounds um. intriguing#really makes you think#this is far more pg than the tags I had in my head but anyways it was good to see him#I’m only censoring his name so it doesn’t show up in tags#also I’m glad I saw the set he won before I left lol#rambles
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