#i’m not allowed to feel hurt

[tennessoui]

it’s like baby gorl there’s no way I, the author who wrote the fic you’re commenting on and who is the intended audience for this comment, am gonna agree with you 😿🙏 some things can just stay on your chest 🙏

[boo-topia]

He is all tuckered out

[gotyouanyway]

when @whycellothurr was here (!!) they brought me this wheelchair which i’m way too scared to use outside the house yet lol but i’m kinda using it in my room getting used to the idea. and today i got some new thangs for my boots and thought well these will look good on the footrests so! here we are

[angelnumber27]

It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

[frnkiebby]

this is weird but like i have a huge fucking hyperfixation on frank and like whenever i see one of ur posts on my tl i get so happy because like idk i just relate to you in some way

i feel very comfortable on ur blog because of that

ty for posting

sry for being awkward :(

nah this isn’t awkward of you at all dw!

i definitely definitely relate to that for sure with frank lmao.

but in all seriousness i’m really glad that you feel comfortable in my blog and enjoy seeing my posts bc this is really fun for me and i really fucking enjoy it too.~🎃

(have some frank)

[puppyeared]

*through gritted teeth* sometimes. The way people go about their lives will clash with mine. And it will be harmless. And you have to be ok with that sometimes. You’ll learn to live with it. And if u can’t do that rn imagine grabbing them in a chokehold until it passes

[urmomsmattress]

i was thinking of remadora and how they obviously loved each other but remus was gay asf right?

remus would do anything for sirius and it showed. and despite that, he loved grant SO MUCH but grant just wasn’t sirius.

grant made the decision to leave for the better of both of them. he didn’t want to make remus choose (he knew he would choose sirius) so he chose for the both of their sakes.

“After all that waiting, they hadn't had very long at all, in the end.”

so now grant was gone, and sirius was gone, and now what? bro falls in love with a woman?

i don’t doubt remus loved nymphadora because they had a kid together but i can’t help but to wonder if he felt the same way towards her that he did with sirius or grant.

even outside the atyd universe, just looking at headcanon, i find it hard to believe that remus was alone for 12 years, mourning the loss of his friends, the loss of his sirius, just for him to feel nothing when sirius returns, and marry off to his cousin after he dies.

in my head, despite canon, i like to believe that remus and tonks married for the sake of getting married. maybe that’s selfish of my wolfstar heart, but i think they’re both queer characters who got with each other for the sake of not being alone. i think they loved each other, but not for the sake of love.

it also doesn’t help that the sole reason remadora exists is because JK Rowling is an awful person and couldn’t stand the thought of a people shipping a queer couple of her creation. it throws a wrench in the beliefs of headcanon, and makes the story all the more complicated and equally tragic.

[perhaps-mr-collins-has-a-cousin]

Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3

[whereismyhat5678]

I don’t remember.

I don’t know what exactly happened.

I heard loud noises I think.

I don’t know what they were but they hurt my ears.

But then I heard a voice. I liked it. It was calmer. My ears felt like they were ringing, and he softened them for me. I don’t remember his face though…. But I think I remember what he said?….

Tw: There is no blood but I want to put it here anyways if anyone doesn’t like to see characters with a shit ton of bandages. (Just to be safe 🩶)

My body hurts…

[danrifics]

my qpr got a boyfriend and i’m feeling insanely annoyed about it

[miswaken]

would also just like to say that I obviously love alice as a character, and I very much do not think she is an inherently bad / manipulative / abusive person — which is unfortunately a take I see pop up in the tags from time to time. yes, lying to alan to get him to bright falls for therapy was wrong of her and she knows that. but I think it’s important to remember that the first game takes place after years of alan being a depressed, self-destructive, and occasionally violent (not with alice of course but still) addict. that doesn’t make what she did right, but she’s human and flawed and was very likely at the end of her rope. the bright falls ballad section of herald of darkness flat out says that alice was drowning under the weight of alan’s worst traits and if he’d noticed and addressed it himself maybe this never would’ve happened. the song also says the trip was the last shot at saving their marriage. things were bad! and I think it’s deeply unfair to pin all of it on her like she was some evil uncaring wife who just wanted to institutionalize him and be done with it. and honestly I think it’s also a bad read to assume that she didn’t try to get him help in less direct ways before that, which he probably refused?

similarly, I have to assume she tried other things before the “make him think I’m dead so he hits rock bottom and finally accepts the worst of himself” plan. there’s six years between when the hauntings start and when alice jumps into the lake. you really think she didn’t exhaust all other ideas before that? based on barry’s emails she jumps sometime in the spring of 2023 and the game takes place in september. so again that’s a couple months of attempts before we see the game loop, and considering dark place time isn’t real that’s gods know how many loops of trial and error before we get to these ones that finally work. I don’t think there’s any reason to believe that the fakeout suicide was her first and only method of guiding alan.

I could write an essay about the “voyeuristic and manipulative” (ty sam lake for using the words I’ve been using lol) nature of alice’s role in the story and how it reflects the very nature of her artistic medium itself. and I do think there’s an element of her being desensitized to the Horrors a bit and she’s definitely tunnel visioned trying to get this right. but again, this is last ditch desperation at play. she’s navigating these horrible life situations and literal nightmare scenarios as best she can while trying to drag alan out of his hole at the same time. and while her handling of it all might not be perfect she is a haunted woman with problems of her own who is simply trying her best!!

[kimetsu-chan]

Dude, I told my sisters that they woke me up from my nap, and told H she mostly woke me up and she called me delusional and said I was making stuff up.

Then my dad got upset at me for reacting to it.

Then I messed it up by telling her I didn’t want to talk when she tried to apologize, and I feel like now I have to apologize to her

But I don’t feel like her apology was genuine, because I know my dad would’ve told her to say sorry

[sob-dylan]

i’ve been home for just two hours and i already want to blow my brains out jesus fucking christ

[skoulsons]

uh idk post ep8 baylan and shin drabble idk I’ve been crying 🤠🤠

Shin sat alone at the fire. The bandits she’d made good company with went to sleep hours ago. Shin stayed, intently watching the darkness over Peridea.

“Little one? I’m not here to harm you.”

She drew her saber off her belt, turning it over in her hand.

“This is a padawan braid. It’s an old Jedi tradition used to show one’s rank.”

She gripped the hilt tightly, rubbing her thumb over the iron.

“They hurt you.”

“Is that why…”

“Don’t look, Shin. We need to fix you up.”

She ignited her saber, closely watching the orange glow in front of her and how it illuminated the dead grass.

“As long as you’re safe.”

She pulled at the braid over her right shoulder, passing and twirling it between her fingers.

“Will you ever leave?”

“Shin-“

“Will you?”

“Absolutely not. It’s never once crossed my mind.”

She pulled her loose hair out of the way and brought her saber up, cutting the braid off as high as she could.

“One parting lesson, Shin…”

He left her—no connection to her any longer.

She’d leave her last connection to him behind, too.

[plagues-and-poisons]

welp I have now been screamed at for bringing my cane to school (folded in my bag)

mom really does SAY she’s inclusive but then will spout the most ableist or fatphobic shit you’ve ever heard

[sesamestreep]

i’m not allowed to buy and play hades 2 yet because of an arbitrary rule I made for myself that is kind of silly, but is also protecting my wallet (and my productivity too probably) but what I didn’t consider when I came up with the rule that’s stopping me from buying and playing hades 2 is that I’d be having a really hard time in general but also today specifically and that the only cure would be for me to buy and play hades 2, do you see my dilemma?