#i’m kinda glad they died
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i think it’s funny people are getting mad people died in acolyte like it wasn’t about them? lol it’s about osha and mae and their masters lol we don’t need 50 side characters pointlessly getting random ass narratives (like in mandalorian lol) they didn’t die for “shock value” they weren’t central to the story. it’s not that deep. it’s literally not about them they’re side characters. like *gestures at andor* plenty of people died in that and it was also sad but jfc they aren’t the focus
#it caught me by surprise yeah bc i didn’t think they would kill yord#felt like jecki would die tho#spoilers#the acolyte#i’m kinda glad they died#it made the stakes real#bc you kinda go in expecting ‘they’re just gonna get a little injured and then sol is gonna save the day and they’re gonna live happily#ever after lol’#and i’m so GLAD we didn’t get that#also like we’re only halfway thru the show#i reserve full judgement until the end#but jfc it’s so annoying seeing people cry about it#like i’m sorry characters you were growing to like died but#imo all the most interesting characters are still alive lmao#lyriumsings txt
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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@autisticempathydaemon said they loved my Angel listener (along with everything else it was SO SWEETTT OMLLL<333) so here’s a doodle for you! They’re also one of my favorites!
Look at that face.
Full of mischief.
Some fun facts about them: they’re native! Specifically they could be from the Salishan (but I don’t know too much so I leave it ambiguous) and are half Filipino, born and raised in British Columbia, Canada around Vancouver. They were raised by their mom and brothers, then moving to dahlia for college.
They originally planned to secure a high end job in Vancouver just going to California for school but they met David. They still visit their family as often as they can.
They’re 5’4, the shortest listener! Aklag is still beefy and could definitely throw David over their head. Their callouses are from being raised on a farm, and they’re starting to fade now.
I took them out of another story I made a while ago so I’m still trying to tweak them seamlessly so I’ll actually maybe probably not but make a backstory sheet for my listeners?
Thank you sm for your words and I hope you like it!
#I originally took them from an old idea I had for a book#basically their family got torn apart after their mom died so they left to California to try to avoid it#see their short hair in my first drawings of them and now after a couple years it’s long again#they were really connected to their mom so her death hit them really hard kinda making a wall around them#instead of being grumpy it’s more of a shallowish happiness of avoidance#David was really the only person to get through to them and I find it very convenient that they’re both parallels#I also made Darlin’ native and originally one of their childhood friends#darling moved to Washington#they stayed in British Columbia#not really being able to be themself#not fully being able to embrace their native nor Filipino heritage#just an idea of someone dealing with grief and I like how that they’ve evolved last my og idea thru Raudio#hint hint their slow hair growth and gaining back of weight to show their healing process#eventually I’ll draw their brothers#aurgghh I just like them a lot and had a lot of unfinished ideas for them I’m glad people like them#redacted asmr#freggzocs#freggzartz#redacted audio#redacted audio fanart#redacted asmr fanart#redacted asmr angel
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Looking at my rants from the beginning of this year and bro… I was straight up not having a good time
#like from feeling like I couldn’t fit in to the fandom anywhere#cause people always seemed to want to fight each other over even the tiniest differences in character interpretation#meaning I didn’t feel safe posting any sort of headcanons or silly scenarios#to all the hate levelled at ofmd from outside the fandom???#/especially/ right after the cancellation#god it was awful!!!!#I had kinda forgotten how bad it was lol#I’m glad I’ve started to feel comfortable here and I’m glad most of the very loud hatred has died down but man MAN!!!!!#I was going through it!!!#we were all going through it!!!!#amazing how being in love with a tv show and its characters will make you put up with the most insane shit online lmao#ollie rambles
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Things from TWD Comics that have Mentally Scarred Me
*note: I have never actually read the comics, all of these are things I found online despite having no intention of finding out anything about the comics, so sorry if some stuff is wrong or left out.*
Andrea and Dale dating (this one isn’t horrible, but I still get grossed out because I can only picture the actors from the tv show)
Judith being crushed to death after Lori is shot
The group of bandits graphically attempting to r*pe Carl (who’s like 10 - aka season 1 Carl, which is horrifying to think about!) to the point where they get his pants off, as well as them outright saying to Rick “we’re gonna fuck the boy” (ew, ew, ew!!! And I thought the show version of this scene was bad!)
The governor repeatedly r*ping Michonne & her revenge on him
Negan bashing Glenn’s head in
Negan threatening to let his men gang r*pe an 11/12 year old Carl (even if it is a bluff)
Lydia licking Carl’s exposed eye socket (and the fact that they dated at all, since she’s 16 and he’s 13, but I’ve already ranted about that in another post)
Alpha letting the whisperers r*pe their women, including her own daughter (geez, there’s a LOT of r*pe in this comic, I get that it’s the apocalypse, but what the hell??)
*I know this list is kinda short, but these are the worst ones I could think of off the top of my head, maybe I’ll add more later, but probably not*
#After listing everything out I’m kinda glad that the show isn’t an exact replica of the comics#Even if does mean that Carl dies#I’d honestly take it over having to see some of the scenes re-enacted with real people#twd#carl grimes#the walking dead#michonne#judith grimes#negan#negan smith#michonne hawthorne#twd comics#the walking dead comics#glenn rhee#twd the governor#twd lydia#twd alpha
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oh so NOW you motherfuckers like purplerain NOW it’s cool to ship them but WHEN I DID IT NOOOOOO
When I posted about them NOOO
When I drew ship art of them NOOO
When I MADE THEIR SHIP NAME NOOOOOOO
I CANT HAVE SHIT IN THIS HOUUUSE
#this is all very /silly don’t take this too seriously#I’m glad people like them now just…Kinda jealous. being fully honest#I’ve had some pretty weird shit said to me for liking them before#Yknow?#But like once my brainrot dies down a bit NOW people are chill with it?#Come on you’d feel mixed on that too#care bears#care bears unlock the magic#care bears utm#purplerain utm#robbie bad crowd#robbie care bears#grumpy bear
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puppets bunker and ddos attacks have never been so much fun
#me holding my alliance like a squeaky toy and only getting one commend for it#I held you together. I raised u. I saved u and this is the thanks I get#but no I fuck around and find out for funsies and it’s like. six commends#anyway I was telling my friend like. I don’t have to think—#okay both healers die in alliance C and I rez one#I look back at my own alliance and half of everyone is dead. co-healer included#and then a bunch of them die again on the same mech#we almost die to the flyers not being killed bc the other alliances are dying#we get to the alliance split and our tank has an issue come up so he has to afk#so I’m keeping this ninja alive on a prayer#then half of the alliance dies again bc they went the wrong way w the arrow chaser aoes#that happened twice. there was a 30 percent boss health percentage difference going on#the icing on the cake tho was after the phase change in the final boss—boom ddos attack#so many people disconnecting. so many dying#alliance B lost everyone but the dps#it was carnage and I’m sitting here like. trying to keep everyone alive#tho like. Im not mad or upset about it tbh#it’s the sort of healer chaos where you’re sitting there juggling a bunch of stuff#that scratches the peanut of my brain#it’s much better chaos compared to CT raid chaos#mostly bc shield healers are the most fun at those levels compared to regen. to me at the very least#I have more resources at 80 w whm compared to 50 when shit hits the fan#but also pressing more than two buttons is more fun#CT just becomes utterly unbearable when you have people causing problems on purpose#when it is not an agreed upon clown time#ppl always talk about how bosses in nier have too much health when im like#im glad for it bc i like seeing mechanics#I love myths of the realm but when the final boss of the first raid can be killed before the most interesting mechanic is kinda#it’s kinda dogshit#owen talks
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feel like sometimes the fandom forgets (and imo it’s good to move on and not think about it all the time too) how scarily close we did come to another headline about a young up and coming rock star found dead in their house at 21. to the band breaking up and spiralling in their own ways and a family from the hawkesbury in nsw knowing a grief no one should ever have to experience. but instead we got 4 solo albums, 3 band albums, and more tours than should be humanly possible. we got support for the 2017 referendum in australia and a few months later a huge radio hit and years and years of watching each band member grow into themselves. and they’re all different people now and no one is defined by the struggles of the past but I am so grateful that this is the universe we get to live in. I’m so grateful that they had what it takes to survive and to not become a statistic and a warning in aussie homes as to why not to become a musician
#tw death#cw death#not that anyone actually died but that’s the point!! I’m glad. at some point it could’ve been bad and it wasnt#but every time I think of GRL or inxs or the carter family or just. too many others. I get so angry and sad#shoutout to our faves for being a good statistic. a better story#sorry for getting emo on a Saturday morning it’ll happen again#5 seconds of summer#5sos#luke hemmings#hey wait do people know what I’m talking about?? bc I kinda don’t want to give any more detail than this or like. send out blame#ashton irwin#calum hood#michael clifford#with a special mention to the triumphant album and single that is#youngblood#which just turned 6!
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anyways I need so desperately to meet other people whose family is all still in Iran. No shade to the few Iranian friends I’ve had/have but like. Well one of them was like “I would like to go but I just can’t with the government like that” and one reason they can be that comfortable saying that is because a lot of their extended family is here in the us. If I said that then I would never get to see anyone from my extended family. like do you understand how there’s no choice in that situation for me.
#vt.talk#a lot of people in my family have died (part of the effect of having a very large family) and yet I’ve never been to one funeral#it’s because plane tickets are expensive and my family has for the most of my life been in a state where we have to save for these things#there’s a lot of experiences I realize now that I ‘missed out on’ because the money my parents could’ve put towards other things went to#family or visiting family. I’m not upset. I’m glad I’ve gotten to meet with my extended family. I think it’s been better#but it makes you. it makes.#also at least my family’s entire thing is that the last is painful and if you stay on it you will drown#I’ve gotten scolded. kinda. for showing a lot of emotion over things like this. also the whole no one will believe you if you’re emotional#which when I think of how mossadeghs emotions were used against him. ough.#but yeah it comes into play now when people around me are like :o this thing in history/the present day is so horrible I’m so mad!!!#and I’m sitting here almost emotionless. I hate myself for it sometimes.#whatever rant over
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Tw: mentions of ed
The main audience for fan fiction is the author first and foremost. Write what you want to write because at the end of the day, someone will always have problems with it. It could be the purest thing on earth and someone will go "oH bUt I cAnT ReLaTe-" or "tHaTs OuT oF cHaRaCtEr"
It's fiction. With fictional characters. Not everyone will be able to relate. Not everyone wants to relate. Relating to something is perfectly fine and makes the experience even better (depending on some aspects - going extreme here, but it's not healthy to relate to a scene where a character enjoys hurting ppl or animals out of cruelty and for enjoyment ex. bullying someone irl)
But just because you don't relate to it doesn't mean others can't enjoy it. Also why did you have to bring ED into this lmao? There are different types not just ppl who starve themselves, so idk why you're brining this up anon. Idk how that makes your statement true? It's fine to be upset that your fav author doesn't write for a certain thing anymore but that doesn't give you the right to bash them for it.
And don't generalize everyone in that echo chamber of yours (when you called every ED victim fat phobic) - I just know you're in a community that thinks just like that. It's good to see outside of that chamber anon otherwise you're always going to be narrow minded. Saying as someone who used to think just like that <3
As I said earlier, the audience for fan fiction is the author first and foremost. If you have a problem, block, unfollow, simple as that.
It's up to you to post this or not, but just wanna say you should continue to write what you want to and take care of yourself ❤
posting it because It’s important 2 mi and I want everyone to see 💗💗💗 thank u so much u have no idea how insanely thoughtful this is
#𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑏𝑜𝑥 ๑ ꒱ྀི#I was scared to open the message at first bcuz I was kinda preparing myself in case it was smthn colorful lolol#but m glad tht it turned out to be a super encouraging message#ik lots of ppl r just rlly vocal abt these topics nd it’s difficult to talk abt#but at the end of everything ppl change our bodies chanhe our feelings change#and writing will reflect tht#idm writing chubby reader at all but it’s just not smthn I center my writing around anymore#nd thts it rlly#nd like u said nonnie#if ur not cool with that it’s ok ^_^ I only want dis blog to bring ppl joy#and disordered ppl r everywhere and we r so different with our own stories#pls don’t assume we r all discriminatory#I feel like I’ve also been super transparent#I write for me and I just want 2 share tht 💗#thank u sm anon I’m doing my best to care of myself#I hope you’re doing the same . U are wonderful#tw: ed
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well friends I have officially joined the Chronic Pain Club, it’s not great to be here, there’s a chance it’s only temporary but my gut says ‘hmm many doubts’ and I won’t really know for a couple of weeks anyway until my doctors appointment. So. Been navigating that for four days and well we’re navigating at least
#there’s some sort of apollo prophecy dodgeball meme joke here#re me being close to many people w/ chronic pain/illness and being a strong empath#and already using spoon theory periodically for the mental health shite#‘ha ha wow this is so useful I’m glad spoonies consider mental health strugglers part of this too!’ and then I need you to imagine#that very specific TUNK sound a dodgeball makes#those thoughts have been living in my brain this weekend. anyway#mark and di if you happen to see this. TUNK (the dodgeball sound)#maybe it’s more irony than prophecy but as I said the thoughts have been there#I went to urgent care then the er thurs night because I spent an entire workday and over 8 hrs in severe abd pain#and it started on the lower right side so of course worried about appendix/gallbladder/etc#urgent care said yeah go to the er cause no matter what you need diagnostic imaging#and they asked have you ever had ovarian cysts I said no but my mom has (there’s thoughts it can be genetic)#do an ultrasound and sure enough I’ve got em!#and doing some reading up after the fact ‘most are asymptomatic and go away on their own!’ I was like well fuck#I mean that’s great but I’ve already failed the requirements I had STRONG symptoms#ibuprofen didn’t do a thing for the pain. until yesterday the hydrocodone they prescribed was all that would#yesterday experimented with three ibuprofen and that does help thankfully#so yeah needless to say I’m not very optimistic this is a ‘goes away on it’s own’ kinda cyst#but my obgyn is really booked and even squeezing me in/getting me in sooner is two weeks away#which is okay I get it healthcare is a mess#but yeah that means chronic pain for the foreseeable future#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it is what it is#we’re navigating at least that’s all I can ask for#very glad I have today off because it was a very eventful weekend and I need an additional rest day lmao#but started off with low spoons because didn’t sleep well + pain so we’ll see how today goes#Cassie rambles#chronic pain shite#I have the mental health shite tag. might as well start that one lmao /cries
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How do I explain I’m kind of really fixated on dog skeletons after my dog passing away without it coming off like I’m losing it
#it’s just nice thinking about how she’s at peace now#I miss her a lot and it’s painful I want to hold her again I want to tell her how much I love her again but it’s okay now#I’m glad she got to see me get better I just wish she could see me get even healthier and better#I decorate her urn now for the holidays#she has Halloween snoopy stickers and an orange flower on her right now#I still cry over her tomorrow is a month without he but it feels like it’s been five years#but it’s funny her passing away right before Halloween bc she hated being dressed up#it rained the night after she passed too and she hated the rain so it’s kinda funny she died right before her least favorite weather#my other dog still looks for her around the house and outside#she still waits for her#sometimes I think I hear her barking outside#she was doing so well until she wasn’t and that’s what sucks so much
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what if they play bang the doldrums live what will we do
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done with canon moving on to fanfic (i finished stellarlune)
#kotlc#going insaaanne over the ending#elysian. who is she. what does she want. why is she there#is she an elf? a god? some other mysterious entity?#would love to meet her some day. preferably behind a glass wall#genuinely sad that vespera died tho. 10x more interesting than gisela#also kinda glad that keefe is realizing his mom /can’t/ kill him#otherwise her plans go kaboom#and that gives them an advantage#also can’t believe i accidentally predicted marella’s hair color in my marellinh drawing#highkey obsessed with elysian tho#i NEED to know more about her shannon WDYM there’s an entire YEAR if not more until she shows up again????#shannon you can’t leave me like this please i’m dying#gonna go make some fanart of her asap#also is she always dormant or whatever except for those twelve days every few millennia or what#cause otherwise. what has she been doing all this time#stellarlune#kotlc spoilers#stellarlune spoilers
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Love how Perrito is just kinda fucked up /pos
#like I’m so glad he isn’t just pure and innocent#like he was a little too invested in wanting to know how puss died and I love that for him#also semi related but I hc that puss has told perrito ( and kitty for a few of em ) abt his past deaths but not his third one#both bc of embarrassment and since it happened in San Lorenzo so he’s like they’re probably not gonna believe it anyways#and Perrito assumes the death is too fucked up to even mention#which gets him super fucking curious#and ends up getting kinda disappointed when he actually finds out#cosmic chatz
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I remember when my grandmother got an English bulldog, and upon seeing it for the first time, I immediately blurted out “did it slam itself into a wall or something?” Upon seeing its almost flat face.
This dog constantly drooled and was forbidden from sunbathing because it would make it have a cardiac arrest, among other things. It died last year, at the old, old age of… not quite seven. Which is actually more than it’s species’ average lifespan.
One of the puppies it made, which my grandmother kept and is still alive, is more healthy. Almost like if the least inbred of the two was more able to survive, uhh, anything? It’s five, so time will soon tell if it will live longer than its mom
#peta should worry about this not whatever they have going on#tbh I’m kinda glad that dog died because it was so unhealthy and I always thought its life must’ve been hell with all these issues#fuck selective breeding#selective breeding
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