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he is VILEEEE AND FILTHY AND ABSOLUTELY SICK AND TWISTED FOR THIS AN- DO IT TO MEEEE, JACOB!!!!!!!!!!!
i am ready for fics 🙃
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I can’t believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesn’t turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. I’m never watching this show again! 👎🏻
#911 spoilers#bucktommy#Evan buckley#Tommy kinard#look#as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person#both of whom have major familial trauma#trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion#sometimes you just say something vulnerable#and the other person does too#and then you joke about it and move on#humour is powerful coping mechanism as well#one that is pretty common especially among guys#people need to freaking relax ffs#Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke#things were said and feelings were acknowledged#and then they moved on#this is all perfectly freaking natural#Buck is not some sensitive flower that can’t handle a silly joke about daddy issues#please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense#rather than the ‘but Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!’ lens#and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesn’t give two fucks about the joke itself#I’m not into daddy kink idgaf#but if the idea that a queer couple isn’t allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability#then I don’t know what to tell you#you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean it’s actually innapropriate#please just chill out ffs#no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come
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And that’s a wrap for Comic Con 2024! Ha, it was a lot of fun, but I really enjoyed dressing up as Mondo today! I even had a couple people recognize him! And a few others just liked the hair, one of whom asked how long it took me to get my hair like that, which tells me that at least it looks natural enough for people to mistake it as my actual hair, ha.
Overall, Comic Con was cool! On Thursday, I attended a live podcast recording for Braving the Elements, which is an Avatar the Last Airbender podcast hosted by Janet Varney and Dante Bosco (the voices of Korra and Zuko, respectively), and I actually got a trivia question right and I should (hopefully…) get an email from them soon to get a prize for answering the question right. If not… oh well. At least I’ll be featured briefly on the podcast answering trivia correctly, even though I usually suck at trivia, ha.
The rest of the days were a bit more meh, but I still had fun. I won a Pokeball ornament from a Hallmark panel, since I knew how many Squirtles were in the Squirtle Squad, aha. Which leaves my trivia score 2 for 2 at the moment.😅 I also got a free shirt and scarf for the upcoming Yakuza live action show, which was neat. I’ve never played Yakuza, but my brother has, so I was able to give him the shirt at least.
Still, while Comic Con was fun, I’m definitely glad it’s over so I can go home and clean up from my frantic cosplay creating the last several weeks, oof.
Also! On the first day I dressed at Taka, but since I was by myself I only have the one photo my dad was able to quickly take of me before he had to drive off and a quick selfie I took in the car.
#danganronpa#mondo owada#kiyotaka ishimaru#GPOY#ishimondo#personal post#My angry face could do some work ha#I can do a mean death glare. But angry face? Not as much sadly#Oh well.#Oh! And I’m kinda proud of myself with the Taka costume#Not for anything I did on the costume but because I was able to lose enough weight to fit into the cosplay jacket I bought years ago!#It was too small when I bought it and while I got it refunded I didn’t actually return it#Since the company was trying to make me spend $40 to send it back?#And I was like… that pretty much takes up the majority of the cost of the outfit what.#So I never sent it back and still got the money for it#I always thought that MAYBE I would one day lose enough weight to fit it#But I didn’t have much hope of it#But! I have found a good medication that helps with my appetite and I am trying to exercise more#And now the jacket fits!#The pants of the cosplay still don’t but that’s fine#I have white pants ha#Oh also yes my hair did deflate as the day went on ha#I’ll fix it before the next con I decide to wear this costume to#Luckily I didn’t overheat that badly while wearing it#There was one moment where I got very dizzy but that happens every so often with me these days#The heat didn’t help but it didn’t fully cause it either
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I was rewatching mouthwashing, and I ended up thinking of the different reactions that Curly and Jimmy had in doing their tasks. How during the scene of Anya evaluating Jimmy and showing dread towards the idea of doing his evaluation, Curly was the one that offered to take it off her hands. He had no issue with adding more to his plate, because he knew - or well, thought, he knew that Jimmy wasn't going to "bullshit" with him since he's known him for a long time. When Anya hands Curly a note from Swansea, Curly goes to check out what the issue is and he takes care of it without a complaint, the only "complaint" he has is how this incident could have damaged the pods. Which is reasonable, those pods are their only way to be saved if anything tragic happens on the ship. However, in comparison to Jimmy being asked to do things, he's passive-aggressive about it. When Anya asks Jimmy if he could help her out with Curly's painkillers, he tells her that people should be worth their titles, specifically using her title as a nurse when she asked him for help and then when she says forget it, since he made her feel insecure, he still goes "Oh no, I'LL take care of it" as if he was doing a chore, a favor for her. Then, there's that part where he blows up at her for things that she didn't even ask him to do - more so the others asked him about it, like the code scanner, him deciding he needed to find the axe for the foam, and then, there's the medicine part (which when she does ask, and she reconsiders - going to do it herself, he takes that away from her). Jimmy complains about the tasks he has to do and he treats it like a big issue, a "woes me" that he has to do this and that - wanting the praise of the capital without actually doing any work. While Curly doesn't complain about it, in fact, he even mentions that he's aware of how well he is doing at his job as a Captain during that cockpit scene with him and Jimmy. If Jimmy only had to do a small amount of tasks to get irritated and annoyed at being captain, while Curly didn't which I feel like encapsulates their personalities. Curly understands what he's doing is a job, it's a responsibility, why would he complain at any point for doing what he's suppose too? Why would he be upset at people asking him to do tasks? While Jimmy on the other hand, isn't used to it at all and it's different to what he's had before and he's realizing that he doesn't actually like doing the work he has too. I just wanted to ramble about it even if it seemed kind of obvious xd
It’s obvious but it is a thing people miss or understate when trying to find parallels in Curly’s and Jimmy’s relationship/personalities.
Like the way people portray it as neither taking responsibility when it is almost split down the middle of Curly taking responsibilities and faults that shouldn’t be his and making himself unequipped to handle the ones that are while Jimmy refuses to handle the responsibilities he has because he wasn’t expecting the work that comes with them.
Not a lot to say but people forget that another thing the game comments on is prioritization of issues and responsibilities and how the guys fail at it in one way or another in the situation.
#this talk of responsibility is more so about me be very annoyed with people acting like Swansea was the most responsible man on that ship#when he immediately takes a break after his intern in stuck in the foam starts drinking the moment he find out the mouthwash is alcoholic#doesn’t tell anyone about the cryopod or explain himself and did nothing about Jimmy either until it was too late#like I’m sorry but he is also the last guy I’d like to hear about responsibility from cause he did just as bad as Curly post crash like he#wasn’t even nice to Anya outside the one conversation we see he was actually just as rude to her as he was Daisuke when they cracked open#the crates and dismissive before hand like I’m getting more mad at the glorification of one guy vs the woman whose doing the most 4 herself#like I get his speech and the recognition of his faults but he still had them and they still were his downfall in the end and part of the#reason Daisuke listened to Jimmy and it’s not his fault that happened but it’s the same way it’s not Curly’s fault Jimmy is like that#but I digress cause people don’t exactly like when we actually discuss the responsibilities the crew mates should’ve and shouldn’t have had#or what they actually did to help cause idk Anya likely would not feel supported by any of them after the fact if they survived like girl#only ever got attention for her problems when they were literally at the worst that’s not helping or taking responsibility like she had to#kill herself to feel some sort of relief also the irony about Curly’s concern about killing herself only#for it to get to the point she actually did because there was no safety for her they all failed her#Swansea would’ve just told her to tell the captain and he’d watch Jimmy and ultimately it would play out the same cause he’s tries to not#get to involved cause he’s old and been through enough already and she’d feel just as unheard like he was closer to Daisuke#and not once after the crash did he really try to steer him away from liking Jimmy which again he points out himself#like I love Swansea and Daisuke but they were just as complacent in Anya’s suffering and Jimmy’s behavior even if they knew less that should#not make them more viable options or it more excusable like crazy conclusions to comes to ig on my part but yall hate#the idea that maybe a major point is that Anya was alone as a woman and overlooked#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#anon#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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2024 reads / storygraph
Compound Fracture
YA thriller set in rural West Virginia
follows an autistic trans boy who survives being almost killed by the Sheriff’s son after a party, and accidentally kills one of the boys who hurt him when he tries to get back at him
and is pulled head-first back into the 100 year old feud between his & the sheriff’s families, that began when his great-great grandfather was executed after inciting a miner’s rebellion, the grandfather whose ghost has started to haunt him
community & family & socialist revolution
aro-questioning MC
arc from netgalley, out september 3
#Compound Fracture#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#aromantic books#andrew joseph white did it again……#pretty fast paced and gripping! I barely put it down.#Definitely the primal scream of rage the author described it as. Pretty brutal in places. I enjoyed it a lot.#it’s definitely less sff than his other books - the ghostly element is almost subtle - but that worked for me.#I was especially excited for this one because I heard the MC is aromantic and I’m so happy about it I think that was done well#certainly with more nuance and depth than I’ve come to expect from a lot of books; despite the fact that it’s not a major focus#(and yknow takes place over a couple weeks and is still in the questioning stage other than maybe the epilogue)#It’s tackling some very large complex things politically and is very unsubtle and somewhat neat about it#- and I think some aspects could have used more nuance/elaboration? but also maybe that’s just not possible to fit in one little book#the handful of negative reviews I can find I guess I see where they're coming from lol#but yknow. lots of good regardless#and also. appreciation moment for evangeline gallagher's cover art
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You Never Cared (Enough)
This. This is the moment, I think, where Porsche finally admits to himself he wants Kinn.
Because Porsche isn’t really arguing against Kinn’s point here.
Kinn does care about his people - we’ll see very clear examples of that later in the series (when he’s grieving for Big and Erica, when he saves Pol and Pete during the shootout, etc.), and Porsche has concrete proof that Kinn cares just as much about him -
But Porsche doesn’t want Kinn to see him as an employee - a responsibility. He doesn’t even want to be seen as a friend.
He wants Kinn to admit that being with Porsche meant something… different. That he didn’t just use Porsche, to get it out of his system, when he was an easy target.
Because it was different for Porsche.
As far as we know, the end of episode 4 was the first time Porsche had sex with a man, the first time he’d had sex after being drugged, and… the first time he’d had sex with someone he really liked. Someone he’d been starting to get to know, who irritated and intrigued him all at once, instead of just a one-time fling.
And he barely got any time to process all of that - his sexuality, his autonomy, his feelings - before Kinn shut down, put more distance between them than ever before, and became cruel -
So it’s only now, after getting time away to get back to who he was - in his own house, spending time with his brother and friends - that Porsche has finally worked out just why he’s so hurt by Kinn.
That, despite everything, he doesn't want to be just one of Kinn's people.
He wants Kinn to care more about him.
#kinnporsche#kpanniversary2024#kinn#porsche#ep 4#ep 2#ep 3#ep 8#ep 10#ep 14#(small references for those last ones haha)#porsche's line here always stuck in my craw#because it seemed like he was just forgetting ep 2 and 3#and what he already thanked kinn for#but they're really having two separate conversations here#kinn wants to get things back to normal#after messing it up more and more with every new decision#and porsche can't go back#not any more#(disclaimer that I’m not focusing much on the sex itself)#(and the dubiously consensual nature of it)#(because I think this particular moment is about porsche struggling with his feelings for kinn)#(but coming to terms with that was a major part of his struggle earlier in the ep)#(and I think that’s why he was able to forgive him fairly easily in ep 6)#(because he’d done a lot to process it prior)
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(more veilguard negativity sorryyyyyy)
literally cannot stop thinking about the skill up review veilguard clips i am haunted. like. how in the world did they write rook talking to the companions like they are toddlers when they’re having a problem. if you haven’t seen it and think i’m exaggerating i can assure you it’s worse than you think. worse than your usual therapy-speak, genuinely just how you would talk to a toddler. it’s insane. why. HOW. ???????????
#one of those things that shocked me in the moment and just keeps getting worse the more i think about it#just absolutely baffling and ridiculous#this in a party of companions that talks like hr is in the room with seemingly multiple scenes of them all#sitting around a giant table and just going ‘i have character trait x!’ one after the other#and just no actual opinions and conflicts going on whatsoever i’m just like.#idk man. i’m this 😟#romeo’s wretched rambles#meanest thing i’m going to say. no wonder they didn’t feel the need to make you be able to roleplay an actual character as rook if the#characters are like this. kills any urge to roleplay lmao#at least for me that’s the majority of the fun. anyways#sorry for being a hater. i will genuinely stop now
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i have a lot of issues with jjk in the recent years, but i do think the culling games colonies were enjoyable and fun, and that the character development and exploration tends to get overlooked. watching shibuya animated really made me realize that, even though i love that arc, it’s more about the chaos of that single day—the characters put in bombastic fights, power reveals, the villains’ plans set in motion, introductions of major plot lines and characters. kenjaku sealing gojo, yuuji’s entire fight with mahito, and toji’s second death were great emotional moments, but i like that chapters after the arc and in the culling games colonies make more time with self-reflection.
maki’s complicated relationship with her parents and sister, and her moment of enlightenment. panda’s familial bonds and having to say goodbye. yuuta discussing with uro and ryu on what’s meaningful in their lives, love, and the increasing pressure of being strong. yuuji’s overwhelming guilt and hatred of himself reflected in higuruma’s own past and thoughts, with him trying to spare yuuji from that blame. megumi trying to save tsumiki and yuuji, but inadvertently making everything worse, spiraling into killing others, and drowning in despair, when he’s the one who has to be saved. uraume’s funny relationship towards sukuna and kenjaku. kenjaku’s motivations unraveling with their desire to find something beyond their limits in a chaos they cannot control, and killing their friendships.
There’s more than that, but it was when I finally started to really love some of these characters, even ones we’ve known from the start of the series
#the hakari kashimo fight was just cool though not much else to say#I’m stopping myself from rambling more on this post but the moments between maki and kamo (and his past) was also great#same with yuki and choso (until she died😔)#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#i was the sole culling games enjoyer of the jjk gc i used to be in 😭#not like I didn’t have my criticisms in this arc either#there’s just a lot I do like about it and I think most of the battles are just fun to read on the page#90% of my major issues are from recent (1-2 years) chapters 😭😭#culling games#also I consider the post shibuya-colonies chapters to be the culling games arc#and sukuna taking over megumi and the gojo fight to be its own thing/a shift into other arcs#this isn’t some analysis post just being a little positive rn#with my recent complaints lol
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does the early ch 5 reaction mean that ch 5 is almost done???? (i ask this with no pressure at all obviously take as long as you need to come up with your amazing writing)
not quite yet! i finished tim’s pov section 💪 kon’s is in the works, but it’s hard for me to gauge how much i have left to do. a lot, but i also have a lot done already, but i have another project, but i’m very motivated right now so. it’ll probably be done in like [loud truck drives by]
#i have almost all the major moments drafted which is a fun place to be#playing connect the dots#but it’s always the details that get me!#i’m also doing some ch6 drafting as i go too because i really want to have that up much quicker than the waits between previous chapters#so we’ll see#my fic#asks
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I would not wish being a fan of Gotham the way I’m a fan of Gotham even on my worst enemy.
#LET ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! LET ME OUTTTTTTTTTT!!!!#it’s been two years……….I’m still in the fucking building#ramblings#having a major moment I’m sorry friends
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People need to shut up and let indie devs have their moment. You can wait another few months or however long it takes for silksong. Developing a game takes time, theres no need to trash on every other game and spam about silksong in live chats.
#anyways I’m excited for the new loathing game#and teslagrad 2!#enbee.txt#hollow knight#silksong#Nintendo direct#this needs to be said I’m so annoyed. the fandom looks horrible#this is also me being 🤓 bc I’m a games major and this shit takes time#let these developers have their moment!!!!! let them shine!!!!#let their artwork and their hard work be shown
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The fact that building this smugass woman (non-derogatory, affectionate actually) made me so broke that I had to do literal math for how I could get enough unilogs to possibly pull for Kaalaa…
But she calls me “buena chica”, bluepoch definitely knew what they were doing with that one she’s a very good damage dealer, so it was worth it:)
#what’s up with the beast afflatus and having the mass majority of its characters being so…….#um anyways haha#she made me experience being broke in picrasma candy for the first time at some point#so that’s fun#yeah um I’m switching Lilya back on display#I have regrets on being too eager to build#I don’t need a reminder of my actions at the moment#centurion reverse 1999#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 shitpost#?#updates on the fruiggy suitcase
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If Ulysses has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If Ulysses has one hater, then I'm THAT ONE. If Ulysses has no haters, that means I'm dead. If the world is with Ulysses than I’m against the world.
#this is slightly joking but like also not but also like am mixed on Ulysses on many factors#infuriating because i sympathize with his pain but it’s like#he is a well written and fundamentally flawed character whose hypocrisy I found doubly in#black characters I can tell were designed by white people with a semblance of an understanding of activism and bipoc oppression#but not enough for the character to not feel like hand holding for the majority white audience#plus personal grips with the whole twisted hairs thing and reference to slave braiding patterns#Ulysses irks me as a black person on a weird personal level and I can go into debt on why him being black is a big detractor for him to me#like he continues this cycle of distancing himself from his roots before remembering over and over again through his actions#he leave so much in his wake that the courier ends up correcting or helping like in honest hearts and old world blues because he’s self#righteous in a subtle way even to himself that he believes he stand out of his one man rule when he does not play an active hand#saw a post talk about how you choose to continue moving through his story and can leave at any moment and this it is partially your fault#but what of the oath that is set before you and is forced to take that he set up#I do not have to walk it but when I do the steps are not my own but those taken for me#you have to go out of your way to change it which is not something he expects because he’s playing by a story he’s been perpetuating in his#head about you two and the effect one man has when he’s continually been that one man more so than you as many of his actions directly lead#to the one you go through also the irony in the flag he continues to bear being the real reason he has no home#like he reps it when the package is likely enclave and thus use the same symbol#also still can’t get over how anyone could have delivered the package and he tries so hard to act like it was the couriers destiny or fate#when this was the one case of chance and that once man was likely a enclave engineer and how it’s really is never one man#it the process and he’s so annoying about it like he’s a cool character but if you don’t believe in his philosophy or already went through#these ideas cause they are very common talking points in poc especially BIPOC spaces he’s just old hashings and stunted#fallout#fallout new vegas#Ulysses you upset me but I’m like I feel you could be better if you weren’t so incessant#I don’t think I ever want to make a serious post stating this about him just because I’d start yapping and it’d never get finished#ulysses fnv#fnv ulysses#lonesome road
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Datv spoilers below good morning
I am wishing some of these personal quests and storylines had more depth and more (are there any?) consequences, it’s feeling like a lot of bark and no bite. I really hope I’m wrong. Like the moral implications I’m supposed to weigh as a player are there for show and it actually doesn’t matter in the end. Like Emmerich becoming a lich. It’s like all good and no problems. Or the Illario decision. At the end of the day, it doesn’t change anything. Harding’s quest felt like a disservice to her. I finished it and I was like is that all? This is a big deal and surely there has to be more. Maybe I’m wrong to expect some moral conflicts in this game and for it to have some serious consequences.
#okay there were 4 more paragraphs but the i decided it doesn’t matter#I think overall it’s like a 6 or 7 out of 10 for me#because I like the main story quite a lot I do think the game has very strong points#but I am also not overly invested in lore or#anything like that#they could change whole things and my dumbass wouldn’t even know I’d be like yeah okay#I do want to play it again with a non solavellan inky be#because I fear that relationship is carrying a lot of this for me and that wluld be bad#I do enjoy the overall conflict I’m enjoying solas I like the companions I really love the combat and I think that since I just see this fo#for what it is and play it as it is it’s very easy for me to overlook the major flaws and have fun#so I am still really enjoying it#it’s really like a few moments that’s stop like damn it could’ve been better
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film professors are like you guys are going to be required to watch and analyze this film which is considered one of the greatest ever made and they hype it up like it’s going to be something surprising and then it’s casablanca
#listen i’m not complaining you will never have to twist my arm to watch any bogart film .#i just think it’s funny that it’s ALWYAS casablanca lmfoajdkdn#maybe this is a niche experience . idk#film#filmblr#film major#film major moment#film student#college#casablanca 1942#casablanca#lgbtq#lgbt
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planning ghoststory book two and asking myself “does the intensity of pallas and calliopes hatred for each other come out of nowhere???” as if there isn’t a whole scene in lay me down where calliope tries to kill pallas by dropping a potted plant on their head looney-tunes style
#AND the entirety of chapter 13 lol i’m just having an ✨ insecurity ✨ moment#where it’s like huh maybe nothing i have ever written has ever made sense#it’ll pass just. blegh.#this particular worry is VERY funny though i’m sitting there going ‘was the intensity of this relationship established enough???’#my brother in christ they attempt to violently physically attack each other in every scene they share in the first book i think it’s#established pretty well lmao#i think the shift from it being a minor part of the plot in lmd to a MAJOR part of the plot in book two is what’s tripping me up#like. it’s not a New Dynamic by any means but it is being very much spotlighted and also dug into#which means i kind of have to look at it through a different lens#the brainworms need to start worming yknow#wip: ghost story
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