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Me: :(

The moon:

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Me: :)

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being a hopeless romantic when society is fixated on hookup culture, “situationships” and emotional unavailability makes me feel like I'm in the bottom pits of hell. i yearn for pure romance. waiting for the fairytale I have always dreamed of to come true. but also thinking I won't be loved the way I love is a curse.

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Just give me a little bit to dust off the writers block

i need something disgusting, something horrible, something heart crushing,,,,,, .....fluff & comfort.

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11.14.24

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should have just ended the show in season 3 goodbye so much time invested for a fuck ass ending like this, I am not gonna tune in for season 5 ( my ass will probably forget i ever said this and likely tune in ) BUT why WHY do they ruin shows like this as more seasons come....if you can't make it good in the long term then just end it nicely in less seasons? don't fucking give me that 'realistic' ending shit, I watch SERIES, MOVIES ETC FOR NON-REALISTIC STUFF. I watch it to escape from the reality and you go ahead and ruin that too, sobbing so much rn. obx for me ended in season 3 goodbye.

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I'm gonna say this once and only once:

not a single fucking musician or actor is obligated to make a statement. none of them NEED to say anything. and frankly, greta van fleet isn't big enough for their words to have whatever impact y'all think it will. they might seem incredibly popular from where we stand, but reality says otherwise and you need to accept that.

when they posted in 2020 urging people to vote, they did so because they wanted to and felt it was right. when they posted about supporting blm, they did so because they wanted to and felt it was right. when they wrote songs discussing the intricacies and pitfalls of society, they did so because they wanted to and felt it was right. when josh publicly came out so that he could be vocal about LGBTQ+ legislation in the state he lives in without anyone looking at him sideways wondering if he's being performative, he did so because he wanted to and felt it was right.

tell me why they should make a statement. because YOU want them to?? because YOU hold them to a certain standard?? because YOU think you know what the best course of action is??

I'm so sick of you whiny performative assholes bitching every time something happens in this country and your "fave" doesn't make a public statement about it. i don't give a flying fuck what any of my favorite musicians/actors have to say. and before anyone tries to twist that into some "you're separating the art from the artist" shit, I'm not. would it make sense for gvf to make a statement? sure. would it be relatively on brand for them? sure. but it won't change a damn thing. they have no obligation to offer you comfort. they have no obligation to talk you down from whatever panic you're feeling.

you know who should speak up? your locally elected government officials. those in your city, your county, your state. the individuals who ACTUALLY have a substantial part to play and who can ACTUALLY work to prevent shit like this from continuing.

danny and sam posted to show they voted. the message from that should be clear: go vote. they cannot sway the election results and again, THEY ARE NOT REQUIRED TO PROVIDE YOU WITH THE VERBAL COMFORT THAT YOU CRAVE.

at this point, you shouldn't be questioning what they stand for. anyone who does isn't listening to their music the way they need to be. they aren't paying attention to the things they DO say. and I'm really fucking tired of yall putting these men on pedestals YOU created and holding them to standards YOU set.

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I love dinner & diatribes because Hozier’s just like babe your friends are boring and this party SUCKS. peg me please

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Just got on and now I’m getting right back off

I'm imagining having a tickle fight with Jake. You're both just laughing uncontrollably as you fight to tickle each other. Jake's giggle is so cute. I really wonder if he's ticklish. Cuz I'm super ticklish and sensitive. It doesn't take much. Just put a hand near my neck, and I'm screaming.

I WANNA MAKE JAKE GIGGLE AND SQUIRM TRYING TO TICKLE ME BEFORE I TICKLE HIM AND THE WAY HE'D GIGGLE OUT "WAITWAITWAIT I CANT BREATHE!"

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Hearing Sam say “good girl” 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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Halloween Affair

Characters: Jake Kiszka x Fem!Reader

Warnings: 18+ || Fluff. Smut. Grinding. Sex. Oral sex (f receiving). Penetrative sex.

A/N: Uploading from my phone. No editing, apologies for any grammar mistakes 😅

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You never saw him coming, but how could you? The music was blaring and your senses were clouded. His hands slide over your waist and he wraps his arms around your body. You jump in fright, nearly spilling your drink. You feel the vibration of his laugh against the back of your neck before the soft feel of his lips press against your skin. “You look sexy..” He says loud enough for you to hear over the music.

Jake.

Turning around to face him, he gives you a grin. One full of a plastic set of vampire teeth. The kind you would find at a party supply store. You can’t help but to giggle seeing how swollen it makes his mouth look.

“Decided on Count Dracula for your costume?” You say as you remove the teeth from his mouth.

“I heard you like vampires.”

“Well you heard correctly.”

The two of you have only been going out for a few months but it didn’t take him long to confess his attraction to you in more than just an emotional way. He shamelessly professed it to you in your kitchen one night a few weeks ago. He threatened to throw away those skimpy pajamas shorts that you so boldly wore in front of him. It was that night that you let him have his way with you. You weren’t shy about your own attraction and wouldn’t deny him the chance to be with you.

Tonight, however, proved to be difficult for him to keep his hands to himself. He promised to be on his best behavior but seeing you walk into his brother’s home and wearing a sexy pirate costume, he couldn’t quite make himself behave. You were testing him and he knew it.

The people around you were quite immersed in the dancing and the loud music that no one paid much attention to the two of you. His hands move down your back and he grabs your ass, pushing your bodies together. You can feel a small bulge beneath the pants of his costume, and when you look back up into his eyes, you can see just how lustful they are.

“Would you like to leave?” You ask him.

He shakes his head before gently grinding himself against you. “I won’t make it back home,” He says. “Plus, we always have such a bad time in the car. One of us always gets hurt.”

You giggle at the thought of car sex. It never went smooth for the two of you. One of you either hit your head, or knocked them both against each other when trying to shift your bodies. Once your ass hit the horn, completely blowing your cover. His knee jerked one time and hit the steering wheel, resulting in the car going completely haywire.

“Josh blocked off the stairs.. But we can sneak up there.”

“Oh?”

Jake nods his head and leans down to kiss you. The kiss was hard yet passionate, showing you just how desperate he’s been all night for you. He rolls his hips again, pressing himself harder against your body. Feeling him rub against you in the right place made your head fall backwards. He was practically dry humping you in the middle of the crowded living room. Still, not a single soul there even looked in your direction. You bit your lip to keep yourself from moaning, though you’re pretty sure that the music would only cover it up.

He pulls you flush up to his chest and moves both of your bodies in a languid manner. He wanted to get you just as desperate as he is so he has an excuse to be dragging you upstairs. This also wouldn't be the first time that he’s fucked you in his brother’s house.

As the music slows, he halts his movements and starts to sway the two of you in time with the beat. He keeps you close, only to conceal his true intentions should there suddenly be any lingering eyes.

“Come with me upstairs..” He whispers to you, his lips ghosting over yours. “Or so help me, I will lay you out on this floor and fuck you in front of everyone.”

“Such lewd behavior,” You tease. “But you wouldn’t..”

“I wouldn’t?”

You shake your head. “No, because as much as you would want everyone to know just who I belong to as I scream your name, you also want to just keep all of me to yourself. Those pretty sounds I make should only be heard for your ears.. Am I right, Jacob?”

Immediately he turns on his heels and drags you through the living room and over to the stairs, not giving a damn if his brother saw him or not. He helps you over the rope before stepping over it himself and proceeding to pull you up the staircase. Once out of the eyesight of others, he pins you against the wall, pressing his body against yours once more and kissing you. He hikes your leg up on his waist, granting him access to grind his hardened member against your core.

Attaching his lips to your neck, he sucks gently before nipping your skin. “Living up to your costume, are you?” He smiles against your neck before pulling away and brings you into the nearest room before closing the door and pinning your back against the wall. He drops to his knees in front of you and works quickly to pull down your sheer tights. He forces your underwear to the side and doesn't waste a second as he dives into your folds.

Your hands found a quick home in his hair and gave the locks a tug making him groan against you, the vibration alone making you moan. You can feel the tightness in your core growing as he brings you closer to your release. His hands hold tightly to your legs as they shake uncontrollably. Pulling out from beneath your skirt, he gasps lightly for air, his chest heaving ever so slightly as he runs his hand through his hair, pushing away from his face which glistens.

He gently lowers your leg before standing back up to his feet. He reaches over to the door and turns the lock on the knob before taking you off the wall and walking you back towards the bed.

It took some time for the both of you to shed the layers of clothing you both wore but by the end of it, he had you pressed against the mattress and on your stomach. He made quick work of himself before leaning over top of you and thrusting himself inside of you. The sting was indeed painful but welcomed pleasure shortly after he began his steady pace. One hand was planted firmly on the mattress to keep himself up right while the other dug deep into your hair to hold you in place.

The warmth of his chest against your back made this moment even more pleasing. His skin was soft, baring no chest hair. But his necklaces were enough to add just a little bit of scratching on your back.

Soon he became less than gentle as he pounded himself deep inside of you, chasing the high that was consuming both you and him. Though his actions were rough, his words were gentle as he spoke to you in dominance.

“You’re taking me so well–just like you always do..” He presses a kiss to your head as he massages the pads of his fingers against your scalp. “Such a good girl for me..”

Soon he has you both crashing into your climaxes, his body now a sweaty and hot weight upon yours.

A loud knock comes on the door followed by Danny’s loud voice. “No one’s allowed up here!”

Jake covers your mouth with his hand and he clears his throat. “Uh yeah,” He says in a deeper voice. “Sorry man, we’ll be down.”

“You’ve got five minutes!”

Jake stays still, holding you close with his hand still covering your mouth as he waits for Danny to really be gone. Once he was sure that he was gone, he slowly pulled out of you and the two of you quickly got dressed again and fixed up your appearances before descending the stairs quietly. Jake cautiously peered around the corner and when he deemed that the coast was clear of any of the guys, he helped you back over the rope and pulled you back into the living room, mixing back into the dancing and mingling bodies of the party goers.

A few minutes later, Josh appears beside the two of you. “You will never believe what happened..”

“Hmm, what?” Jake indulges.

“Danny caught people upstairs totally going at it in the guest room..” Josh explains before taking another drink from his beer and rolling his eyes. “So disrespectful.. Anyways, have you two been enjoying the party? You look a little sweaty–dancing too much?”

“Oh, we’ve definitely been dancing too much.” Jake nods his head. “We've been doing nothing but dancing.”

“Well, you two keep enjoying the party–I am going to find something to eat.”

“You do that.” Once Josh is gone, Jake pulls you closer. “So disrespectful..” He repeats in a mocking tone making you laugh. He draws you in for a kiss and grinds himself against you again. “I like being disrespectful with you.”

“Hey.. You didn't put your fangs back in,” You say.

“Hmph.. Must have left them upstairs,” He shrugs his shoulders. “Oh well.. He’ll find them later..”

“He’s going to be so pissed..”

“Well lucky for me, I’m not the only vampire here,” He winks. “There’s at least ten here. So unoriginal.”

You giggle and playfully push him away but he pulls you back. “You are crazy..”

“Mmmm, but you love me anyways.” He says as he nuzzles the side of his face against your head.

“Unfortunately..” You sigh. His hand slaps against your ass and you laugh. “Of course I love you.” You turn your head to the side and he takes the opportunity to kiss you.

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Enough of that, Josh, thank you

That’s it. That’s the post.

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fighting to keep my fyp only mj and gvf

“I BUILT THIS FYP BRICK BY BRICK”

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Sammy is the sweetest as a WNC resident this means so much to me 🥹

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I need y’all to understand how much it bothers me that it has taken all this Hollywood drama, for people to realize how DIRTY they did Michael Jackson!!!!!!!!!

AND HE ISN’T EVEN ALIVE TO RECEIVE THE APOLOGY HE FUCKING DESERVES. Ugh, I can’t even tell you how many times i’ve sobbed over this the last few weeks.

Fuck. I wish we could bring him back. But at the same time, I would never want him to relive or have to deal with anymore pure fucking EVIL.

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"you're the writer, you control how the story goes" no not really. i wrote the first sentence and then my characters said "WE WILL TAKE IT FROM HERE" and promptly swerved into an electrical fence.

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I think it’s so fucked that this is the first thing I come back on here to

NOOO??

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god damnit Sammy. QUIT.

i just love him