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amour-anguis · 2 years ago

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screaming crying sobbing i love my wife so much plz

🍓 seductively feeding you this strawberry rn

NIKKI nicoleeeee!!!!! Hello thankyou for sneaking in here 😌 okay here we go, when i first joined the big scary discord server with a LOT of people in it (sweet adorable and kind ones) but a lot of them nonetheless you made me feel so welcome and made it easier to adjust. You are so so sweet and funny and i love hearing about all your ideas and rambles about your day! You are an absolute treasure and i’m so thankful for you <333

#nicole’s indi tag #WE ARE MARRIED YOUR HONOR #i’m so glad i met you #fr #i’m gonna get emotional rn #bark bark bark #spit in my mouth

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mooseonahunt · 1 year ago

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No cuz my classmate asking me “who’s that?” when I said Luis was my favourite RE character really was a wake up call. Like damn. He really did die, and in more than one way. He’s not brought up again past RE4. Nobody remembers him. Nobody mentions him. Las plagas gets brought up in Damnation and Vendetta but there’s not even a nod to Luis. And yeah both Damnation and Vendetta came before the lore was revised with RE4R, but damn. That really was the end of Luis and we’re not getting him back.

#I’m getting too emotional rn #somebody sedate me #luis serra #luis serra navarro #Luis Babygirl Serra #I miss him #so much #I’m gonna go cry over him #moose rambles #moose posting

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tariah23 · 26 days ago

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This Latina lady just came up to me complaining about the outcome and how her daughter and son couldn’t even get out of bed and were crying all night- (I was smiling at first and asked her how she was doing and she replied “shitty-“ and started going in- and even though idgaf, I know that sm others so do like I’m not about to laugh in another brown persons face for being emotional even though it is what it is 😭.)

#I care about the kids tho 😭#I know that everyone is emotional but the most important thing to focus on rn is the now #become more involved in your communities #white ppl you need to become a shield for black and brown ppl if you want to participate in community and be an alley #black and brown ppl (i personally don’t believe in solidarity because yall hate black ppl sm and will through us under the bus #at the drop of a hat if it meant you’ll be spared so yeah) need to learn how to work together #and what I mean by this is nbs need to start showing up for black folks and stop playing the what about me bullshit whenever conflict #arises #learn to care about us with your whole hearts not half way only when you want our support as fucking always #I’m not sad or anything since I rly don’t care shit is only gonna get worse or stay the same we’ve lived #under trump before #well just have to do it again but also #Americans need to learn how to sympathize and care about other people regardless of if they are American or not #the amount of liberals we’ve had to witness completely downplay the Gaza genocide simply because they didn’t want to push ppl away from #voting blue is crazy #‘idc if your entire family has been blown away get in that booth and vote blue 🤬!’#like… that’s how yall was talking on here ☠️#crazy as hell #can’t blame niggas and nbs for her losing when her campaign started off like shit from the very beginning #at least black ppl aren’t being blamed this time like every 4 years 🚶🏾‍♀️#actually donate to mfs who need help!!!#I barely saw anybody talk or share and donate to the other genocides going on btw #barely would see anyone post and helps spread awareness for Sudan Congo and the like #let’s change that #be useful be helpful #show up for your brothers and sister #rambling

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gothsuguru · 28 days ago

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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress i’ve made!!!

#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and i’m gonna rant to myself bc hehe it’s almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didn’t create any proper outline for this story and i think that’s why it’s taken me so long to write it #because i don’t necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plot… like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so 😐 and also honestly… i’m terrible at doing drafts in the first place #i don’t write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT #and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRL……… ENOUGH #but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing it’s super robotic and doesn’t have emotion #like i’m not writing w suguru’s voice and instead i’m writing as the author and it’s kinda irking me #if that makes sense… hmmmm……….. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesn’t look too wonky #but yeah 😭 i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell #like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . it’s Not it at all 😭😭😭 there’s no WHY to the story and it’s making it hard to write #okay not necessarily a ‘why’ but like . What’s The Point of the story #sigh. i need to figure that out #also there’s so much stuff i want to add but i feel like it’ll be clunky + it’ll move fast or be weird #but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on #i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/don’t have anything really written either 😭#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic #but yeah that’s my mini vent @ me i’m glad to just talk abt in the tags #feels like for this story specifically it’s been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK 🤨#also i don’t like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL #that’ll come w practice & doing it often though 😭#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID #OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL #as in wipe i’ll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of 😭#ANYWAYS I’M SO SLEEBY……… honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me #GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me 🤫 what a YAPPER #personal

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candyheartedchy · 2 years ago

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“Chy Baby”

#sorry but I’m gonna get emotional rn #so every once in awhile I watch the cameo from Dana and i gets so overcome with joy y’all have no idea #and whenever my anxiety gets bad or my depression starts to kick in watching it is such a mood booster and helps calms me down #like right at the beginning where he starts doing a little song at the beginning I just immediately start smiling #and I still can’t get over how sweet and sincere Dana was #like there’s been so many times im out doing something and get nervous until I replay the pep talk in my head as a reminder #his voice is just a huge comfort for me #and the fact that there’s folks who remembers and still call me ‘chy baby’ is so nice 🥺#like it may be silly but the cameo is my most treasured thing #it just means so much to me #so yeah I’m just a little emotional rn and had to gush a little #and if you got this far reading this I just want to say I hope you have a lovely day 💕 and thank you for reading my silly emotional post #💬 chy chatter 💬

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 3 months ago

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coping with things so well today so i’m bragging about it ✨

#had a SMALL emotional reaction to something but then like breathed through it and was very normal #and then something that might’ve made me feel kinda alone and insecure a year or two ago #actually just made me feel happy which is a MUCH preferable reaction #and one that matches the reaction in my head #my emotions are not me #they tell me things but they’re only a piece of the puzzle and I can still decide how I process things beyond the immediate emotions #also did a bunch more organizing of my stuff for packing #and wrote things in my planner for the first few weeks of school #I already have several plans and events!!!!#and instead of pushing someone away I suggested some plans a few months away #bc that gives both of us kinda a sense of security in the friendship?#they’re worried about losing me with me going back to school #and I’m worried about losing them bc they have kinda a major obsession w/ someone else rn #(which is pretty cute when my brain isn’t being an insecure dick)#so this makes us both be like ‘even if things change we still have plans and our friendship will withstand those changes’#anyway gonna get ready to go walk up a big hill for fresh air #today has been a good day overall #OH AND ANOTHER FRIEND DROPPED BY OUT OF THE BLUE #AND GAVE ME A HAND SEWN EMBROIDERED CHARM FOR BACK-TO-SCHOOL!!!!#and a little card about how they’re proud of me and will be there for me on this journey!#god now I’m gonna cry #I have the most amazing friends in the whole freakin world #personal

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k20spock · 1 year ago

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it’s been a long time since a piece of media made me cry and it doesn’t happen often but here we are

#Just saw all the endings and got all the achievements for slay the princess #what a fucking roller coaster I’m never gonna be the same #I think this is another case like ooe where I experienced it at the exact correct time for peak emotional impact #because I am ruined #Rn mostly because I did the best version of the thorn last #the way you can only get the best outcome after you’ve seen each other at your worst and despite that ending the cycle of violence #weeping #not that I have anything against violence huge fan of whatever the fuck the stubborn and the adversary have going on #sigh. what the fuck do I do with myself now how am i supposed to be normal

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toastybugguy · 2 years ago

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No idea if this will reach the target audience BUT

#my polls #curious!!!#I’m getting into the comics rn but I grew up with the games #and I’m gonna preemptively say they’re the best #I’ll never stop being emotional over these damn gamessss #the walking dead #twd #telltale the walking dead #twd comics #twd show #twd game #polls

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binders-and-beanies · 8 months ago

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Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

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nightcolorz · 2 years ago

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I finished the vampire armand offmfgfmfmfyfofmfgfmomhfhmfhfgfhfndnddddmfmfhfhmdd

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d0d0-b0i · 2 years ago

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always get so pleasantly surprised when people really like my stuff i post :) love you all. whether you celebrate something or not around this time i wish you all the best <3

#i always first and foremost post for me if not otherwise stated on the post itself #and that is what i always have done and aspire to continue. but #it makes me happy to see so many likeminded people around me #sorry. i am getting sappy and emotional; today has been draining for reasons i do not know #i am very tired and it is late for me so i will try sleeping soon #i am glad to have found such a nice and large fandom in sonic. it has allowed me to try and be more approachable and friendly while still #being myself at my core interactions. this year has been strange and new and exciting so i figured i might as well try #and make some more friends. which i have; i am happy to say :’) i have always had a hard time socializing. and to find people willing #to understand the things i say even though it’s worded weirdly #and i’m happy so many can enjoy the art i post <3 it means a lot to me #especially when i feel as if i don’t do enough. i like many others have some. issues regarding worth and content but i am trying my best #and. am getting better at it 👍 i think i might be getting sick ergo the sappiness and long tags #but i don’t regret the things i say. i love you all followers mutual ppl i follow #there is so much space in my heart and i am not afraid to admit that i get attached easily and do not know where friendships begin.#but i. am willing to try and find out! if the gods are willing; hopefully a good new year for us all next week! and more commmunity and love #i hope you understand what i am trying to convey. ive been scared of being this open but if i am not then i will never know living #and loving <3 will still be posting obvs i am simply joyous rn! gonna sleep now :3

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harrylights · 2 years ago

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#the Monthly Blood Bath™️ has arrived that explains it!!!!#also i just rewatched harry singing girl crush #did i actually start crying? yes #am i feeling a lot (too many) emotions about it rn as a consequence? also yes #like ofc he’s super privileged and all that #but my heart also aches for him #i’m not gonna claim to know anything about his gender #but it’s so obvious that he’s never wanted to be your like typical Masculine Man #from day fucking one dude #and being under the biggest spotlight in the world rn like #if he is feeling gender stuff #i can only imagine how difficult and heartbreaking it would be to be going thru that at the same time and being under such a watchful eye #it was hard enough for me to break out of my original mold with like #15 people knowing me lmaoooo like fuck dude #ANYWAYS #harry ily and i hope that u are/get to live as authentically as makes u comfortable 🫶#rowyn rambles

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saintlesbian · 2 years ago

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okay so we all see the pieces lining up for ELQ to cave in on itself yea? stocks tanking due to valentin faking his death, insider trading charges on the horizon, the Qs about to oust valentin, etc. personally I’m glad they’re bringing the insider trading charges back since. oh my god I’ve been rooting for a Carly Faces Consequences era for months now.

I think though, while nina is contemplating reporting Crew to the SEC, she shouldn’t be the one to report them herself. this would once again antagonize her against the rest of the bensons/quartermaines, and the only way for Nina to reach Willow involves playing nice with the rest of her family as well, since Carly is about to be willow’s mother in law. no, it would be smarter to place this information in the hands of someone who can use it more decisively, I.e. valentin. If the Qs try to push him out of ELQ then he can weaponize the insider trading info against the rest of them, either to keep his shares or to go full scorched earth and tank ELQs reputation. nina and valentin are still on good terms, so if she gives valentin the info then he gets to be the one to make the call to the SEC, all while nina keeps her own hands clean and has some plausible deniability in the situation…

#general hospital #pentababbles #it’s in Nina’s nature to be a nosy rumor mongering busybody so maybe she should just spread the hot gods to more people #ofc this is highly unethical but like. my god can my babygirl PLEASE have a win just this once #this will fuck with the natural order of the bensons ofc. and if Nina’s involvement isn’t made immediately apparent #then maybe down the line it could make good drama later. like after Willow and Nina get on better terms #of course it’s highly unlikely that nina will actually think this through that deeply before she calls the SEC #she’s impulsive. and highly emotional rn. so she’s probably gonna take matters into her own hands soon #but I can dream can’t I?#nina just wait a little longer. at least wait for Willow to drop dead first for maximum effect #sorry I’m insane again this white woman just does things to me

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dahldahlbills · 1 year ago

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nano day 20-25

20- 1952

21- 771

22- 643

23&24- 0 (don’t look at meeee I didn’t have time lol)

25- 2233

Total word count: 32149, 25885 towards main wip (!!!)

I didn’t realize how many days had gone by without updating lol but it’s fine bc it’s not like anyone’s really keeping track

anyway it’s v apparent I’m not hitting the 50k BUT IT’S OKAY! I’ve made peace with it. It was p dumb of me to start the month going “I just wanna write as much as I can” bc obv I was setting myself up for disappointment. So if I’m able to reach just 30k on my main wip, I’ll be happy.

Also patting myself on the back for reaching +25k, I think the 30k will be v feasible with the remaining 5 days. That’s <1k a day!

Also finished the 12th scene! We’re over a third of the way through the project :D (which admittedly is around where I hit my typical story middle slump, but I’m hoping I can remain consistent after November)

#also abt the 50k. I posted a fic too so that’s worth celebrating #I’ve written a lot I’m def not discrediting that #plus those extra 20k words are gonna get written regardless just not within this month it’s fine #I’m expecting this project to be ~75-80k #so there’s gonna be plenty left to do after November anyway #scene 13 is a Big Emotional scene so I hope I don’t flub it up #but I’m excited for it I think it’ll be good. I’ve had ideas for this scene in particular for a while #so its crazy that I’m finally writing it #I def feel like this entire story has been a HOT mess so far #mostly bc these characters have been living in my head for so long that I keep forgetting the gradual progression of their development #I feel like I keep skipping significant moments in their growth bc I’m so used to how they’re /supposed/ to be #but it’s cool. I never expected a lot of this draft to be solid anyway but what matters is that it’s something to work with!!#also feel like it jumps around a lot. like the flow between scenes isn’t entirely clear #and that’s mostly bc I don’t wanna write scene connectors rn lol #but that’s always something I can grumble and groan about later #dahl does nano 23

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emmaspolaroid · 2 years ago

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thinking about earned death in fiction again (ty again to @amantesmortem for editing this page it hurts me deeply)

#Nikki talks about tpn #does anyone else get emotional about story mechanics coming to life in devastating ways or am i just Insane lol #Was Isabella’s death earned from a writing standpoint? Yes probably. Was it a satisfying end for her character? Yes……. Maybe.. yes #Not gonna spiral rn I’m gonna like writing a normal amount on this Monday afternoon #satisfying doesn’t mean you Liked It or that it was Perfect but it makes sense for the character arc and on that note yeah it’s solid #also since i keep insisting that the neverland is an allegory for childhood and leaving the neverland = growing up #Isabella was already a grownup

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tvrningout · 1 year ago

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on that note who would hold my hand as i cry if i decide to watch season 2 of j.jk bc i refuse to suffer alone a second time 🥲

#been thinking about this for a while bc i wanna see it bc there’s a lot of stuff that i love #but i can’t watch /that/ episode alone bc i’m straight up not gonna be okay asdfghj #gonna literally scream and cry like the emotional gremlin i am :’ )))#AND I JUST REMEMBERED OH NO #Y’ALLLLLL i repressed an event bc i’ve foolishly been holding out hope HELP #i don’t wanna say anything in case i spoil someone but i 😭😭😭#lemme go send memes i don’t wanna think about this rn ASDGGH #get ready to ramble | ooc

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