#i’m equalizing now
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it’s generally insane that i have done my job —talked about taxes and processed invoices and filled out forms all day—full of heartbreak and sick to my stomach.
#literally ducked into the bathroom to cry a few times#when i couldn���t drown out the bad feeling#i’m equalizing now#it took the whole work day but i’m out of the crying stage#i think#i hate how little i can do.#like i can’t soothe white men’s feelings so they’ll care about the rest of us#and i can’t make white women less racist and regressive and self hating#i can vote and i can donate and that’s about it#and i hate how little that amounts to#he’s literally a convicted felon#but he’s going to be president AGAIN#it’s like this country takes one step forward six steps back and then#another six for good measure#i’m fine
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happy butch
#having a very gender euphoric day today#yippee#and getting dinner with a couple friends tonight :)#so I did a little self care and now I’m feelin equally pretty and handsome (which is rare lmao)#butch#dyke#nonbinary#lesbian#they/them#butch4femme#butch4butch#mine
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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For writers:
What’s your favorite piece of writing you’ve done, and why??
Idk I just woke up thinking about this & now I’m curious!!! & may or may not be compiling a tbr based on your responses since I really haven’t had the time to read any hl fics yet🫶🫶🫶
#I don’t really have an answer bc I love all of my oneshots/fic equally💓💓💓#the latest oneshot I spent a month writing…my fic has been in the works almost a year now…#but I was thinking that the Imelda oneshot I wrote in still crazy about and I reread it and love it#but it’s not popular at all but I don’t even think about popularity/notes with these thinfs#like if *I* am satisfied and happy with it#that’s what matters and I write these things because it’s a fun hobby and I write to my tastes😆#and my fic is like my baby…my brainchild…I’m weaving such a crazy plot together and NOTHING has been revealed yet😭😆#but I’m excited for things to start coming together & I *hope* it’s satisfying#and the Ominis oneshot🤌🤌🤌 idk I like them all😆😆#but yeah I don’t talk with many writers on here bc I started out only posting my scribbles#I want to start reading more too!!!!!!!! and it’s funny bc I actually started out in this fandom writinf only#but months of posting to nobody I just have fun writing and sharing these things💓💓💓#ignore these hashtags I’m always so incoherent right when I wake up😆😆😆#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanfic#maybe even if you just read them but you have a favorite tell me why!!!!!
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I love girls who’re comfortable being feminine in male dominated stem fields. Such is the case for chemistry but it will not stop me from going to lab in a pink fit if that’s what I want
#My mom set this example for me as an engineer who never shied away from looking like a model every time she went to work#It’s gonna be professional obvi and I’m not the type to always be going in pink#I feel like I’m more on the fence w how I present myself where it depends on the day#But I’m not self conscious ab being in a male dominated space in like a skirt or a dress like I#Deserve to be here and I’m equally as passionate if not MORE passionate ab research than u. Sorry#And yeah you’d think misogyny is tired by now but I have seen men get condescending to women who present themselves this way#Literally explode
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The tweet is great; the graphic is better. The tweet:
The graphic:
#now that’s what i call public service!#i’m gonna need more leather daddies in my public education materials thank you#marriage equality in thailand#marriage equality#bangkok pride
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This 4th of July I’m stealing the patriotism euphoria that’s usually associated with assholes idolizing the worst attributes of this country because fuck ‘em I live here too and remembering the things this country actually got Right is an important exercise when trying to rally anyone to want to defend it in November SO putting my money where my mouth is I’ll start easy and say I really like National Parks!! It’s rad how many of them there are and how they’re actual set up to preserve some of the most beautiful wild areas in our country while still letting people visit to enjoy and experience nature!! (Less important but I love how they put national parks on the quarters I think that’s real fun)
Feel free to add on if something speaks to ya!
#The hypothesis I’m testing here is that remembering there are good things now and then can combat apathy a little bit#and this is the one day of the year where everyone has a free pass to say nice things about the US so!#some other fun freebies:#public libraries are really cool!! Love visiting them and I should do that way more#bit of a funnier one but I think our interstate highways are really nice#like I’d love trains too but it’s really cool how you can travel the whole country relatively easily like it’s all pretty connected#I love how women have equal rights! We’re backsliding a little right now which is why it’s so important to latch onto this now!#I love how we don’t have a draft- this one might point to some other issues in the country#but at least from a surface level it’s great that military service isn’t mandatory#If you aren’t in the US and still want to play go for it!#today I’m encouraging everyone to pick at least one little positive thing they like#and then down the line if you’re wondering why voting matters at all#maybe remember that little thing y’know#Do it for the national parks and the libraries and gay marriage and stuff#humming-rambles#anyways that’s my social experiment for the day hope y’all get to see some fun fireworks later!
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sketch Twin-Shadowed Knight spoiler
#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#sketch#twin#oh Twin look what did they do to you 🥺#I’ll tuck it away for later now#I want to try a dark (value) color scheme for this if I attack it again#just to put it out there#ya’ll are free to ask me VHD thoughts or chat with me in general (●´⌓`●)💗#I’m sure in Twin’s/D’s eyes they’d probably prefer to die in battle but still#I wish his end was more tender and that he got to know love#That D held his hand as he passed on…#would it have been the only act of love he was shown?#Sacred Ancestor’s ‘equal love ‘ sure#There totally isn’t a favorite child#Would it have been that bad to not seal him away?#I guess it’s part of the tragedy of Twin and his appeal#Atleast D attempted to talk Twin out of it in his own way even if it had failed#anyways goodnight now ✨
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Omg I’ve finally moved on from my Simpsons hyperfixation and am now in a Stardew Valley hyperfixation. It’s a good thing the characters are so different. Oh wait…
#jk I’ve not moved on from the simpsons#I now just like both equally#but like they’re literally the same#two of my favourite simpsons characters#and the two people I’m trying to marry in stv#do you think there’s a link#stardew valley#sdv#penny sdv#penny stardew valley#sdv penny#stardew penny#harvey sdv#harvey stardew valley#sdv harvey#stardew harvey#the simpsons#simpsons#maude flanders#ned flanders#wizard larson rambles
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I want to see that old man in makeup. And by old man, I specifically mean Terzo and by makeup I mean smoky eye and black lipstick but only on the top lip bc obvi and he glossed it up for you because y’all are going on a date and he plans on planting big wet marks on you either in the middle or the end of it we’ll see
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#Terzo#terzo x reader#papa terzo x reader#papa emeritus iii x reader#I’m stuck on a bus ride with a now disgruntled old man let me have thoughts of a pretty old man pls#Terzo likes getting dressed up for your dates#does it always equal feminine? nope!#but he’s beautiful no matter what he decides to go with
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Sometimes you see a @sulkybender post and loose your mind
Original meme under the cut
#I’m so sorry for this#but equally#it made me laugh so much#so you can have it#maybe one day I’ll tidy it up and colour it in#but for now#in all its scruffy glory#zuko#sokka#zukka#atla#atla Zuko#atla Sokka#atla Zukka#my art#avatar the last airbender#fanart#my completed piece
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its so fucking frustrating to have grown up experiencing misogynistic abuse—including emotional abuse, verbal abuse (which was sexual), and a grooming attempt—from cis men, and now being told “uhhh lol no you don’t understand Women’s Struggles TM because you’re an evil dirty MAN.” like okay i guess the 11 y/o girl seeing porn maliciously drawn of their persona and pregnancy “jokes” thrown at them and having all of the above things done by cis boys/men who were at MINIMUM 5 yrs older than them just doesn’t fucking exist! and while that’s the worst of it that’s not even fucking all.
#i’m so fucking heated my gods#i’m tired of people who aren’t transmasc thinking we’ve never experienced hardship Ever#transmasc#transmasculine#transmascphobia#transandrophobia#yeah fuck it i’m posting in that tag now who gives a shit#trans#trans men#transgender#honestly i meet these kinds of ppl equally online and offline so like. can’t just ignore it anymore#tw abuse
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“It is better to know one book intimately than a hundred superficially” (Tartt, 31).
I am absolutely fascinated by the fame and reverence this quote from the Secret History has achieved. It terrifies me. Let me explain.
Who’s line is this? Oh, yes. Professor Julian Morrow. Julian, in his lecture on how death begets beauty, on how Dionysian madness lends immortality. Julian, who isolates the greek class, buries them in the glories of the past and in their privilege, and submerges them beneath illusions until his students can’t tell right from wrong and real from imagined.
These words are satire. This is NOT a lesson any teacher should impart, and should NOT be beloved and relatable. In one sentence, Donna Tartt summarizes the entire cautionary tale of the novel: the selective, warped, and obsessive view on life the greek class held, born from entitlement and cultivated by Julian, led the students to tear themselves to pieces.
What’s more, the way people quote it all the time makes this line all the more haunting. Widespread parroting of Julian’s teachings only reinforces Donna’s themes: human minds are easily manipulatable, it can be hard to think critically about what you are taught and what you read, and that the easy, self-assured conviction belonging to the reader that, “I, personally, would have behaved differently than Henry, Richard, Francis, Camilla, Charles, and Bunny” is nothing but another illusion.
#“rip to the greek class but I’m different” no you’re not#it’s so funny to me how famous this specific quote is bc people love it for one of three reasons (all equally comical):#A. they have not read the novel and thought the words were pretty (so true but honestly still concerning)#B. they read the novel but took julian’s words at face value and think him brilliant#(this category of people would end up helping henry push bunny into a ravine 100%)#or C. they read the novel and understand well the satirical nature of this quote.#despite this knowledge the act of deeply obsessing over narrow ideas is too tempting to not do it anyways (calling myself out)#congrats! by reading this you now belong to category C#henry winter#richard papen#francis abernathy#charles macaulay#camilla macaulay#bunny corcoran#julian morrow#the secret history#tsh#donna tartt
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welp… guess I’m not coming out for the next four years either :)
#personal#us elections#may I just say as a queer woman and poc but most importantly someone who missed the age cutoff to be able to vote#I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever felt more helpless than in this moment#like I’m at the age right now where I’m planning for things like moving out of my family home#That means in the next four years it’s very feasible for me to get r*ped and need my reproductive rights#It’s very feasible for me to find another woman who I want to spend my life with for which I need my right to equal marriage#And it’s very feasible for me to want to walk down the street without getting fucking shot for which I need my right to fucking live??#And just sitting through the past 9 or so hours watching my country put a man in office#Who would look at me and probably not even consider me a full human?#Or think I deserve all those rights?#A man who I don’t think is going to protect those rights?#I’m the kind of person who will never stop having faith in this country no matter what state of shittholery it’s in#Because if you look at our history we’ve had way bigger assholes than this guy and come out surviving#But I’m scared yall#I’m genuinely really scared
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I need to put extra effort into not falling victim to the whole misery loves company thing because I truly do teeter on the all too precarious edge of thinking that at times the universe does truly conspire me against me and do its all to ensure that every single thing is a struggle. That is not true at all but the momentary comfort of throwing your hands up and going “well this is the way it’s meant to be so why fight is” can be so tempting
#It’s easier to just be like#Everything hates me#i can’t change this#I’m just gonna disengage now#Bc the alternative of continuing to get back up requires more energy#But I can’t do that I can’t think that any momentary relief is equal to eternal happiness
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Another one (plus updated the previous one :)) part 2 of making me and my siblings into demon slayers now that my brother has finally watched the show! It’s my sister and me! With much better art and much better design than 4 years ago, hopefully
For my sister, I leaned pretty heavily into medicine, giving her a role more similar to that of Shinobu within the Corps: not primarily a fighter, and helping treat wounds sustained by other slayers in battle as a healer. My sister is, in the real world, a doctor, and I have massive respect for the amount of hard work she’s put into getting to where she is now. She’s such an inspiration honestly <3
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#kny oc#my sister is so funny actually#at 26 years old she said to me with the straightest face. ‘when I eat vegetables#’sometimes I feel a bit like a cow. moo.’#LIKE SISTER DEAREST OF MINE I LOVE YOU BUT WHERE DID THIS COME FROM LMAO#she deserves all the love in the world <3#it’s very interesting because in a sense she kind of raised me but she treats me more like an equal now than my parents ever will#it’s nice to be treated as an equal in young adulthood you know? like she’s always taken me serious even when I’m ranting about things#that literally no one else would be interested in#so I wanted to convey in her design her kindheartedness but also a bit of her silliness
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