#i’m equalizing now
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it’s generally insane that i have done my job —talked about taxes and processed invoices and filled out forms all day—full of heartbreak and sick to my stomach.
#literally ducked into the bathroom to cry a few times#when i couldn’t drown out the bad feeling#i’m equalizing now#it took the whole work day but i’m out of the crying stage#i think#i hate how little i can do.#like i can’t soothe white men’s feelings so they’ll care about the rest of us#and i can’t make white women less racist and regressive and self hating#i can vote and i can donate and that’s about it#and i hate how little that amounts to#he’s literally a convicted felon#but he’s going to be president AGAIN#it’s like this country takes one step forward six steps back and then#another six for good measure#i’m fine
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Tried to draw in a way that’s more fun for me, lmk what you guys think!!
#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#the narrator#tsp fanart#tspud#tsp#tsp narrator#tsp stanley#“more fun for me„ I say#as if I didn’t lose my mind over the narrator#fuck he’s so hard to draw it pmo#ohhhh Stanley my Stanley oh how I love thee Stanley….#guys who am I more like…. Stanley or the narrator….. be honest#methinks im equally both#okay I’m rambling now#LOOK AT THE ART AGAIN STOP LOOKING AT THE TAGS….#now back at the tags#now back at the art#now back here#now back at art#now back to the tags again#good job!!#being able to say stuff in tags is genuinely the best feature on tumblr…. it’s my favourite thing ever
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happy butch
#having a very gender euphoric day today#yippee#and getting dinner with a couple friends tonight :)#so I did a little self care and now I’m feelin equally pretty and handsome (which is rare lmao)#butch#dyke#nonbinary#lesbian#they/them#butch4femme#butch4butch#mine
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didn’t want to rb this post directly partially bc i see/get the overall point and partially bc i don’t want ppl to be a dick to me if i say shit (n i def do not intend any ire/ill will to op; i am just adding my thoughts)
but anyway. while i again do see the point of the post (not all queer ppl are harmed the same way/amount by the govt & more specifically by the recent Executive Orders), i also with respect think that the assumption that they are only specifically about targeting trans women or protecting cis women from trans women is just untrue (smthn some ppl in the notes are also claiming).
the eo’s have language that is explicitly targeting / inciting violence towards trans women & this is undeniable. everything that mentions “protecting women from men” and keeping “males” out of “women’s spaces” is very deliberately about targeting and harming trans women. there is an entire section of one of the EO’s dedicated specifically to removing “males” (trans women) from women’s prisons, and this is horrific and violent. transfems also suffer from the effects of hypervisbility, making them very easy targets for enforcement of these laws and the language within them. all of that is true.
& also, it’s very untrue that these eo’s aren’t designed to harm other trans ppl and intersex ppl. i’m not even talking generally “oh these orders are about transphobia and so will harm all trans ppl”; there is specific language in them that is violent specifically towards intersex and transmasc ppl (in addition to the language that directly violently targets transfems) (none of which (transfem, transmasc, intersex) are mutually exclusive categories!).
the multiple eo’s concerning trans folks are rife with defining sex strictly as an immutable binary — the “immutable biological reality of sex” —“protecting sex-based distinctions,” (both quotes from the “defending women from gender ideology…” executive order) and deliberately codifying the erasure of any and all acknowledgment of sex outside of male/female is intentional, specific violence towards intersex people. this is deliberate targeting intersex people for violence and oppression (just as other parts of the same EO are deliberately targeting transfems).


there is also the entire EO for “protecting children from chemical and surgical mutilation”, which obviously is directed largely at any gender-affirming trans healthcare as a whole, but also very specifically names protecting against “female genital mutilation” — directly targeting transmascs, and ‘protecting’ cis women and girls from transmascs.

transmascs are very much also viewed as a threat to cis women and cis girls, painted as “corrupting,” “stealing,” and “mutilating” poor innocent young cis girls (or poor innocent cis lesbians, depending on the person wielding this rhetoric). transphobic rhetoric and anti trans laws are rife with this belief, deriding the “mutilation” of their idea of the “pure ideal female body,” the “hacking off healthy tissue” (re: top surgery), “testosterone poisoning” of girls, and the idea that trans men want to turn all young girls trans, want to turn all young lesbians trans — “i was a tomboy and if i were a kid today i would’ve been turned trans! they would’ve made me transition!” (this is also part of the driver of the incredibly high SA rates among transmasc ppl)
this EO is simply a codification of that view of transmascs as a threat to cis womanhood. this EO targets all trans people’s right to our own bodies and bodily autonomy, and this language specifically directly targets transmasc’s rights to their own bodies.
i do think it’s important to discuss that not all queer people are immediately impacted the same way by trump’s bigotry. i also think it’s incredibly disingenuous to ignore the parts of these laws which are deliberately targeting specific subsets of the trans and intersex community (including ignoring the parts that explicitly are about transfems!). all trans and intersex people are intentionally, directly, and explicitly targeted by the government’s bigotry and violence in different ways; none of it is incidental or unintentional. they are “protecting” cis women, or, the white supremacist status quo, from trans & intersex people — most especially nonwhite trans and intersex ppl.
anyway. those are my thoughts.
#quasartalks#trans#lgbtq#queer#transphobia#intersexism#transmisogyny#anti transmasculinity#us politics#politics#donald trump#undescribed#again this is no ire intended towards op#just my own thoughts.#but yeah like. there is also just the general fact that each of these EOs IS intended to target all trans & intersex ppl#some of the way some ppl talk abt this shit it’s like. u think transmascs and intersex ppl only get hurt by transphobic laws incidentally &#aren’t actually the ‘real’ targets of it. which is kind of a way of viewing transmascs as Less Trans.#also also i feel like the. ‘we’re all faggots in the eyes of the state’ is not supposed to mean ‘we’re all treated equally’? i’m sure some#ppl use it that way but that’s not. the point of it?the point Is that they’re coming for some of us (trans & intersex ppl particularly TPOC#) first and harder/worse than they r the rest of us and that that shouldnt let other queer ppl (namely cis yt queer ppl) assume they’re saf#that they (cis yt queers) should have solidarity w us Because we’re going to be hurt the most (&they should care abt other ppl being hurt)#and Also bc it means they r going to be next. there is no respectable way to be a faggot. even if ur quiet and unobtrusive and let the#rest of us suffer and throw the rest of us under the bus bc ur not affected: they’re going to come for u next. turning on ur more#marginalized queer family to gain the approval of the boot isn’t going to save you from your own oppression /because/ you are also a faggot#in the eyes of the state and they will come for u next.#anywya.#like many things i will leave rbs on for now but if ppl start being mean i will turn off
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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I think one of my most hated tropes is the boss babe/pathetic man trope that social media seems to be married to. Especially when the guy is constantly called a malewife.
I can’t fully explain it, but it does the opposite of what people think it does. At least for me. It’s suppose to be empowering and it just sounds patronizing. Especially when the guy is extraordinary in his own right.
Why are y’all so afraid of power couples??
#everytime I see a relationship described this way#it makes me lowkey hate the relationship#a clois post inspired this#but I also see it with other ships#and that is part of the reason I don’t like these ships#I’ll tag them as anti#anti percabeth#anti dickbabs#it’s even making me anti superbat#there are other I can’t think of right now#but I’m realizing fans of some of my favorite ships don’t do this shit#at least not to the same extent#shipping#anti malewife#if both people in the relationship aren’t treated with equal respect I DONT WANT IT#anti girlboss
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For writers:
What’s your favorite piece of writing you’ve done, and why??
Idk I just woke up thinking about this & now I’m curious!!! & may or may not be compiling a tbr based on your responses since I really haven’t had the time to read any hl fics yet🫶🫶🫶
#I don’t really have an answer bc I love all of my oneshots/fic equally💓💓💓#the latest oneshot I spent a month writing…my fic has been in the works almost a year now…#but I was thinking that the Imelda oneshot I wrote in still crazy about and I reread it and love it#but it’s not popular at all but I don’t even think about popularity/notes with these thinfs#like if *I* am satisfied and happy with it#that’s what matters and I write these things because it’s a fun hobby and I write to my tastes😆#and my fic is like my baby…my brainchild…I’m weaving such a crazy plot together and NOTHING has been revealed yet😭😆#but I’m excited for things to start coming together & I *hope* it’s satisfying#and the Ominis oneshot🤌🤌🤌 idk I like them all😆😆#but yeah I don’t talk with many writers on here bc I started out only posting my scribbles#I want to start reading more too!!!!!!!! and it’s funny bc I actually started out in this fandom writinf only#but months of posting to nobody I just have fun writing and sharing these things💓💓💓#ignore these hashtags I’m always so incoherent right when I wake up😆😆😆#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanfic#maybe even if you just read them but you have a favorite tell me why!!!!!
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I love girls who’re comfortable being feminine in male dominated stem fields. Such is the case for chemistry but it will not stop me from going to lab in a pink fit if that’s what I want
#My mom set this example for me as an engineer who never shied away from looking like a model every time she went to work#It’s gonna be professional obvi and I’m not the type to always be going in pink#I feel like I’m more on the fence w how I present myself where it depends on the day#But I’m not self conscious ab being in a male dominated space in like a skirt or a dress like I#Deserve to be here and I’m equally as passionate if not MORE passionate ab research than u. Sorry#And yeah you’d think misogyny is tired by now but I have seen men get condescending to women who present themselves this way#Literally explode
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The tweet is great; the graphic is better. The tweet:

The graphic:

#now that’s what i call public service!#i’m gonna need more leather daddies in my public education materials thank you#marriage equality in thailand#marriage equality#bangkok pride
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This 4th of July I’m stealing the patriotism euphoria that’s usually associated with assholes idolizing the worst attributes of this country because fuck ‘em I live here too and remembering the things this country actually got Right is an important exercise when trying to rally anyone to want to defend it in November SO putting my money where my mouth is I’ll start easy and say I really like National Parks!! It’s rad how many of them there are and how they’re actual set up to preserve some of the most beautiful wild areas in our country while still letting people visit to enjoy and experience nature!! (Less important but I love how they put national parks on the quarters I think that’s real fun)

Feel free to add on if something speaks to ya!
#The hypothesis I’m testing here is that remembering there are good things now and then can combat apathy a little bit#and this is the one day of the year where everyone has a free pass to say nice things about the US so!#some other fun freebies:#public libraries are really cool!! Love visiting them and I should do that way more#bit of a funnier one but I think our interstate highways are really nice#like I’d love trains too but it’s really cool how you can travel the whole country relatively easily like it’s all pretty connected#I love how women have equal rights! We’re backsliding a little right now which is why it’s so important to latch onto this now!#I love how we don’t have a draft- this one might point to some other issues in the country#but at least from a surface level it’s great that military service isn’t mandatory#If you aren’t in the US and still want to play go for it!#today I’m encouraging everyone to pick at least one little positive thing they like#and then down the line if you’re wondering why voting matters at all#maybe remember that little thing y’know#Do it for the national parks and the libraries and gay marriage and stuff#humming-rambles#anyways that’s my social experiment for the day hope y’all get to see some fun fireworks later!
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Omg I’ve finally moved on from my Simpsons hyperfixation and am now in a Stardew Valley hyperfixation. It’s a good thing the characters are so different. Oh wait…



#jk I’ve not moved on from the simpsons#I now just like both equally#but like they’re literally the same#two of my favourite simpsons characters#and the two people I’m trying to marry in stv#do you think there’s a link#stardew valley#sdv#penny sdv#penny stardew valley#sdv penny#stardew penny#harvey sdv#harvey stardew valley#sdv harvey#stardew harvey#the simpsons#simpsons#maude flanders#ned flanders#wizard larson rambles
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golden age
#i said this in the comments of something else earlier but I don’t think the team we have now would do the equal pay lawsuit#so I’m incredibly happy we had these cycles of players#Pinoe on I’m not afraid#preath for me and you#I love this edit so fucking much#woso#uswnt#Mel tiktoks
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Using my sketchbook for.. sketches. Nearly incomprehensible, messy sketches just to jot down ideas lol 
I have sooooo many dion and raz doodles i want to complete 🥺🥺
#psychonauts#dion aquato#razputin aquato#wip#i’m using regular pencil which is equally as messy but it makes for drawing more flowing shapes#dam is BREAKING i need to draw bros okay#drawing stylized humans waughhh ???#HAHAH NOW I HAVE TO TRANSFER THESE INTO FULL PIECES AAAAA
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At what point does Jinx’s crimes against Piltover in Arcane go from appalling, to an understandable if even necessary evil? This is not to say she did nothing wrong. It would be a lie to claim that. The whole point of Arcane is that even with the best intentions sometimes you just end up making everything worse.
But those who see all of her actions as bad because they’re terrorism, because ‘violence is wrong’… and therefore shooting a missile at the council is automatically an unforgivable crime, who can’t understand why they took her character the way they did in season 2, how Ekko could make up with her, how Zaun started looking up to her as a hero, I just want to ask a question.
At what point is it ethical to use violence as a tool against injustice and subjugation? If it ever is. Even if every peaceful option has been walked down before and the best that ever gets you is the tolerance of being allowed to exist as long as you don’t exist too loudly. That’s not a hard answer, there’s no definite line in the sand here. It’s one you have to draw yourself.
Personally? I think the reason some people look at Jinx and see an irredeemable monster, is because they live in a society that feels more like Piltover to them than Zaun. Have already drawn a line of what Zaun is in their society so that they live above it, are better than it.
How fucked does a country have to get before we can fight back and people will look back on us as revolutionaries instead of terrorists? Two sides of the same coin after all, the only real difference is perception.
#arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#rambles#my post#I’m definitely not talking about anything to do with the real world right now#I don’t know if this makes sense#I just keep seeing fan media where Jinx’s actions against Piltover aren’t seen as nuanced and are instead seen as completely wrong#and it bugs me… because you can say oh but she blew up the council while they were talking about peace!#… Why were they voting on that at all? Jinx.#if Jinx hadn’t existed#if Silco hadn’t done things that were ethically dubious#things that I myself wouldn’t consider good#I doubt anything in Zaun would have ever even had the chance to improve#things don’t change unless the problem becomes too loud to be ignored#so who better to be a loud problem for Piltover than Jinx?#it’s more complicated than this. I know.#but I think if you consider Jinx’s actions to be monstrously evil#her to be a terrorist who must be redeemed#apologize for everything she did equally with no nuance for the world she lives in#why? why do you think that?#you’re not wrong or right. it’s more complicated than that#just… examine why you think the way you do about it.
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sketch Twin-Shadowed Knight spoiler


#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#sketch#twin#oh Twin look what did they do to you 🥺#I’ll tuck it away for later now#I want to try a dark (value) color scheme for this if I attack it again#just to put it out there#ya’ll are free to ask me VHD thoughts or chat with me in general (●´⌓`●)💗#I’m sure in Twin’s/D’s eyes they’d probably prefer to die in battle but still#I wish his end was more tender and that he got to know love#That D held his hand as he passed on…#would it have been the only act of love he was shown?#Sacred Ancestor’s ‘equal love ‘ sure#There totally isn’t a favorite child#Would it have been that bad to not seal him away?#I guess it’s part of the tragedy of Twin and his appeal#Atleast D attempted to talk Twin out of it in his own way even if it had failed#anyways goodnight now ✨
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I want to see that old man in makeup. And by old man, I specifically mean Terzo and by makeup I mean smoky eye and black lipstick but only on the top lip bc obvi and he glossed it up for you because y’all are going on a date and he plans on planting big wet marks on you either in the middle or the end of it we’ll see
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#Terzo#terzo x reader#papa terzo x reader#papa emeritus iii x reader#I’m stuck on a bus ride with a now disgruntled old man let me have thoughts of a pretty old man pls#Terzo likes getting dressed up for your dates#does it always equal feminine? nope!#but he’s beautiful no matter what he decides to go with
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