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Hey. I saw the last ask and wanted to let you know that the majority of us are willing to wait for IDWTW. Do NOT stress yourself out over it - we understand and we're here for you. We came for the fic, but we stayed for you. Your mental health and life are far more important than IDWTW. So, take as long as you need and don't let people bother you too much. We'll still be here when you're ready. Either way, my point is that we care more about YOU than the fic, so take care of yourself first. ❤️
Thank you my dear 💗💗💗
#I appreciate you#and the support#I’m fine#I’m good#I’m doing better than I ever was#but my new life leaves way less time for writing than it did before#to be fair I wrote over 250k words in a year so I might have spoiled you all#but Covid lockdown schedule is v different than full time employment and cohabitation life#time#anyway#thank you#idwtw ask
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one morning you cling to satoru’s back and sleepily plead for him not to leave for work and he feels closer to killing the higher ups than ever before
#explodes#i am . Thinking abt him#thinking abt him meeting a sweet non-sorcerer who makes him feel normal#thinking abt how weak he is to you and how he never ever ever wants to let you down or make you sad#so when you give him that meek little pout and ask him not to leave you in that sleepy little voice a part of his brain is just like .#……. maybe i could ask for a day off#even though he realistically knows he can’t#you make him want better things for himself#:((((((((((((((((((((#anyway i’m also imagining him kissing you all over and promising to hurry and being absolutely Stone Cold all day#no messing around no being silly he is a man on a mission and everyone is terrified#he kills the curse so quickly and thoroughly with such a serious expression that yaga asks him if he’s doing okay#💀💀#…. i love him .#he cherishes soft mornings with you more than anything!!!!!!!!!! he wants to sleep in with you…. it’s his dream……..#ari noises ✩#gojo x reader
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raaaaant time
so, I am very upset over the new Menéndez brothers series that came out. If you’ve seen it, you probably know why. Before I go into this, if you don’t know about this case, the menendez brothers had murdered their mom and dad in 1989 as self defense, fearing of them soon murdering them themselves, after suffering years of physical, emotional, and sexual abuse by their parents hands.
for context I am a long time supporter of these men. I’ve known about this case since I was around 12 (unsupervised internet access, lmao) and I supported them then and I support them now.
This series is fucking disgusting. And not just because of the atrocious, disrespectful, and weirdly comedic relief portrayals of these traumatized men, no no no, it also of course just had to include sexualization and Incestuous fetishization of them. I was SO EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE watching these scenes. I’m sure it’s all supposed to show how their father had fucked up the brothers relationship and how he blurred the lines for them of what’s appropriate and not appropriate to do with your family, but this crosses a god damn line. It’s possible I’m also giving this dumb fuck director too much credit. Idk if it’s just me, but this feels like a writers barely disguised fetish moment. So many scenes felt like the start of a porno, and at times DID BECOME A PORNO!!!!!
I remember so many times of me yelling out loud in shock “WHAT IS THIS SHOW????”
the dialogue is trash, the pacing is trash, the portrayal is trash, etc. The only part I personally think was great was when they recreated the footage of Lyle and Erik walking into court. When I was watching it I felt they really looked and acted like the brothers at that moment. And the fact it’s surrounded by such garbage is sad. It really felt disconnected from the other episodes and scenes because of how much I enjoyed that little moment. And they weren’t even talking or anything.
There’s only like one word I could use to describe a lot of the scenes, especially the sexualization scenes, which is: unnecessary.
Gotta be honest, I really wanted to like this show! Thought it could bring back attention on this case again. Show empathy towards them. But no, I had to watch two actors portraying real life traumatized brothers kiss each other.
I am seriously wondering now if Ryan Murphy wanted two actors with romantic/sexual chemistry casted on purpose for what seems to be some sort of fantasy of his.
I started this show YESTERDAY, I am halfway through episode 7 right now. I wanted to see if it’d get better, and it just never did. But honestly? It’s my fault. What did I fucking expect from a Netflix series that’s directed by the guy who made GLEE? I’m still mad now, but I can’t even describe how even more upset I was yesterday watching it.
I legit could probably go on for days about how disrespectful this show is, and good on Erik for not being afraid to call it and the directors out.
It’s in vain to say this, because obviously they’ll never see it, but: Ryan Murphy and Ian Brennan you two are pieces of utter dogshit. What about any of this was a good idea? You guys deserve to be sued for thinking this was okay. You deserve it for making Dahmer, and you deserve it for making this. I don’t even wanna SAY all the horrible things I think about you guys. All i hope is nobody ever hands you two a god damn camera again. Sincerely go fuck yourselves.
I know I’m being a dramatic little bitch again for the 100th time but this is truly horrendous. This isn’t just a story you can add shit to and get creative with, guys, this is their LIVES. These are real human people with dignities and families that care about them. They’ve been disrespected enough, the fact that they were sentenced to life in general just shows how little people empathized with them.
This audacity of this being made. This very serious story of trauma being turned into this weird comedy show.
what is this RPF, Ryan Murphy? ARE YOU BORED??? How about you go make a actual fucking difference? Cause you know what, Erik and Lyle are, and they’re the ones who’re incarcerated!
that’ll be all.
#menendez brothers#erik menendez#lyle menendez#This’ll be the only time I ever talk about true crime fr#I’m mad that they wasted genuine good talent in this#The acting is actually really amazing and I hope the actors do something better than this#Poor lyles actor probably lost his voice after all that hooting and hollering#the menendez brothers
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Hey you know when one of the last times the Doctor said I love you that I can think of is?
Zagreus. He told Charley he loved her. And then she followed him and they spent weeks in sensory deprivation unpacking that and love itself as a concept. And we never heard him say it again.
#dead men do tell tales#doctor who#eighth Doctor#charley pollard#scherzo#I’m getting tired of people giving the Doctor shit for not being able to say I love you#he can’t express it verbally anymore. he just can’t. and that’s okay#because how he is shows it so much better than words ever could
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Minor spoilers for the already revealed chapters of the next A Starless Clan book Wind
#a starless clan#a starless clan spoilers#wind spoilers#asc spoilers#warrior cats spoilers#warriors#warrior cats#tigerheart#tigerheartstar#tigerstar 2#tigerstar#Squirrelflight#squirrelstar#frostpaw#Nightheart#I’ve been wanting to draw this ever since the chapters were revealed and what better time than like two days til the book comes out#i actually think tigerheartstar is an interesting character in this arc he genuinely thinks he’s doing the right thing and he does honestly#want to help. he just does it by trying to crack dad jokes to lighten the mood while trying to run a group that doesn’t want him there#i also think it’s funny that he’s consistently just chill with taking in cats thrown out of their clans. ESPECIALLY from RiverClan#don’t get me wrong he’s super weird in omen of the stars and avos and I think in his super edition (I haven’t read it in a while)#but he’s also a good dad. he’s such a perplexing character I can’t help but find him interesting. at least he DOES stuff yknow#I’ll eat my words if he does turn out to be completely evil or something. but I’ll hate if he does his behavior really isn’t like Tigerstar#-the first. this guy isn’t out here trying to seize power#but ENOUGH ABOUT HIM!! Nightheart asking squirrelstar if frostpaw could come to thunderclan with him was so sweet#i wish she’d accepted I don’t want them to split up I’m worried the writers will forget the entire last book and they won’t be close again#comic#meme#illustration
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Heartbreaking: “problematic” danmei everyone told you to avoid is actually pretty decent and has mildly interesting things to say about poverty and class
#nothing here is groundbreaking or even particularly deep but I do love seeing politics in my silly little gay books#idk. I genuinely think injecting your stories with politics makes them better#even if it’s relatively surface-level stuff like ‘poverty is violence’ it still hits different than#fiction that goes out of its way to try to be ‘apolitical’#(it never actually is apolitical. it just exposes what the author considers to be ‘too controversial’ for general audiences)#erha#2ha#the husky and his white cat shizun#anyway erha hasn’t been anywhere near as traumatizing as people on tumblr make it out to be#like it’s not light reading and you should probably read the trigger tags before diving in#but it’s also not The Most Evil and Problematic Book ever y’know?#cleaning out my drafts#I’m trying to kill cringe and fandom purity culture on this blog so I’m trying to be brave and talk about more controversial things#this has been sitting in my drafts for a very long time
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i wanna see more of sonic getting a little jealous of tails hanging out with people when they first started making friends
tails is talking with knuckles while they look for the master emerald and sonic is just like ‘uh, that’s my little brother?? tf??’
i just think it’d be neat
#graveyardtxt#he doesn’t even have to show it#he can just think it#tails was the only friend sonic had for a while so it would only be natural for him to get at least a little jealous#there’s a lot of tails getting jealous but i haven’t seen anything of the other way around#let him do stupid stuff#like knuckles looks like he’s paying attention to the kit’s ramblings? i’m gonna pay attention BETTER than him!#please#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#the brothers ever
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(whispers) hey friends I appreciate your excitement but gentle reminder it’s not very polite to ask fanfic writers when the next chapter is gunna come out
#remember friends: fanfic writers do this for fun when they have enough down time and wanna write#I’m an adult with a lot of adult responsibilities going on!!#again I appreciate your enthusiasm but ur just gunna have to trust me#ESPECIALLY since I sort of have a posting schedule#gentle reminder that fic writers shouldn’t need a schedule ever#I just have one because it keeps me on my toes#and that’s just a personal preference#but even then it’s just sort of a rough guideline— sometimes life stuff happens!!#and remember!!! a chapter that takes time will always be better than a rushed one#sorry to pop off but ya girl has had. A Week.#I’m not mad just a little tired#probably gunna delete tomorrow#but for now g’d night#pastel prattling
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I’m not gonna lie, I wasn’t expecting Kathryn Hahn to be naked for so much of the first episode. NOT complaining, just to be clear. Just. Really physically and mentally unprepared
#like what am I supposed to do now??#just go to bed with a crystal clear image of Kathryn hahn’s ass in my head??#HOW???#between that and the hand lick I don’t know if I’ll ever sleep again#i’m no better than a man#I know I know#whatever just let me be a lesbian and cry over the art that is naked women#kathryn hahn#agatha all along#agatha harkness#mcu#marvel#agatha all along spoilers
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Ah the logic explanation. Truly one of the mechanic tutorials of all time
[ID: Screenshot of the dialogue history. It says:
Gumshoe: Logic…?
Edgeworth: By finding the connection between two pieces of information…
Edgeworth: …and connecting them, new information is born.
Edgeworth: That is the end result of using Logic.
Gumshoe: So how do you use it?
End ID]
#i figured a dialogue id would be better in the post than in alt but correct me if I’m wrong#ace attorney#aai#aai collection#do I need to tag for spoilers ?? this is. the very beginning#miles edgeworth#dick gumshoe#general my post tag#ily gumshoe but asking what logic is and how to use it is still one of the funniest things you’ve ever done
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I don’t bother discussing or defending the cabin years because I simply do not believe they justify any of Nesta’s treatment. Even if I went as far as to call Nesta abusive, I don’t know why I’m supposed to care about stuff that barely happens on page seeing as Feyre, Rhys, and Cassian are all far more abusive to her than she ever is during the actual events of the story.
#what is done to her was 10x worse than anything she ever did#i’ll die on that hill idgaf#anti feyre#anti rhysand#anti cassian#nesta archeron deserves better#acotar#feyre got her back real good!#like i see y’all and the discussions around household chores or whatever#i simply do not think it matters#oh no feyre hunted for five years#now she gets to control her sister for eternity#and i’m supposed to care…? about stuff that doesn’t even happen during the books?
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Wrt the leaks, I saw some things brought up on twitter that I think are worth bringing here and talking about
Here’s a more lengthy explanation about the issues with daisho(/taisho?) romance aesthetic, from a discussion about a different game:
I would encourage you to read it in full. I think that for many westerners who do not have Korean heritage, it’s easy to miss things like this due to a lack of education on the atrocities Japan has committed (& refuses to acknowledge). The history of Japan’s oppression of Korea is not something that should be taken lightly, and it is only the privilege of distance that allows for the western world to remain uneducated about it. For a game that has Korean server, I think this is a pretty offensive misstep, and the Koreans who are upset about it have every right to be.
#do not glaze colopale in my notifs they are a large company who do not need you to ride for them#mine#I’m not a good source for further questions as I only learned about it and started looking into it today#Google is your friend there are people who have explained this better than I ever could
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“I’ve never been that high before. ever.”
#gIRL YOU ATE NO LESS THAN NINE OF THOSE LACED CHEETOS😭😭😭😭#i’m still shocked she was standing#yall ever get so high you still feel it the next day????#there’s noooo way in hell only a few hours would have sobered her ass up😭😭😭😭#stoner jennifer jareau i love you so fucking bad#jennifer jj jareau#jennifer jareau#criminals minds#criminal minds evolution#AND HER POINTING OUT EMILY AS IF HER ASS WASN’T DOING ALRIGHT#emily was zooted as fuck but in a lot better shape than sprawled starfished out on penelope garcia’s couch#walls closing in and spinning around her high#i want to see emily prentiss at her highest please
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the most tragic thing about aot was mikasa being that obsessed with eren COME ON GIRL
#genuinely had my head in my hands like mikasa you are better than this#i’m fairly neutral eremika i don’t really ship them (i cried over them) but christ. come on mikasa#i do love mikasa my poor girl she is stronger than i’ll ever be but please stop trying to have sex with a bird 😭 your kids are watching 😭#obviously i am joking the entire aot ending was tragic i was crying my eyes out for 40 minutes straight#but not even during season 4 throughout the whole show i was begging mikasa to do something for herself once#and saving eren’s life ten thousand times does not fall under that#zad talks#aot#aot spoilers#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#snk#mikasa ackerman#eren jaeger
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Silly goofy game about mouthwash!
#did scribbles#doodles even#mouthwashing anya#the only woman ever forever#mouthwashing swansea#my queen#daisuke mouthwashing#the baby#what do you mean you don’t cry over him regularly?#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#screaming biting and raging about him#put this poor man down#he deserves so much better#mouthwashing jimmy#fuck Jimmy#kill him with fire#he deserves so much worse#giving Jimmy all my cramps#I’m thinking about these guys more than I should#I’m so emotions about these guys#mouthwashing#pen sketch#sketches#art#traditional art#artists on tumblr#illustrators on tumblr#doodles#fanart
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Treats for L
#hehe redraws and revamps!#if you recognize these images shhhh no you dont! you don’t remember when they used to look worse shhhhh#anyway!#lawlight#light yagami#death note#my art#I will never stop doing the concept of ‘things for L’ and then its a sweet treat and Light#hehe one and the same tho tbh#you guys have no CLUE how much better Light looks here than in the original. Fussing with old pieces always pays off 100% of the time#(that is untrue. I’m just ill can’t can’t deal with any public art not being to MY insane standards)#You guys think L ever puts frosting on Light’s dick?#I think it probably happened once and Light hated it :)
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