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i think maybe perhaps i should start possibly considering medicating my adhd
#graveyardtxt#i think my friends may have been right to be shocked when i said that i don’t take any medication#oh boy executive dysfunction is hitting harder and harder everyday#but like medication costs money#and my mom is very anti-meds and will fuss about it whenever she can#i can’t get anything done#i’m barely passing my classes#i’m going to rot away and melt into a puddle istg#adhd
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please send me asks if you see this literally everything is SO shitty in my life rn i need a distraction so bad
#i’m actually on the verge of a full on mental breakdown#my mom and one of my sisters aren’t speaking#another one is having major issues planning her wedding#another one is having friend issues at college#i can’t pass my precalc class#my teacher literally won’t teach me#i don’t know anything#i barely care anymore#i’m so fucking tired#my dog keeps reinjuring herself#i’m extremely fucking done with life#stranger things#byler#chappell roan#taylor swift#mike wheeler#stranger things 5
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WOOOO IM DONE FOR THE SEMESTER!!!
#YAYYY’#I’ve passed all my classes!#well except Axcounting 😭#I barely got a D so I’m retaking that#BUT YAY.#SUMMER VAYCAY
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ALL OF MY GRADES HAVE BEEN SO GOOD I’M SO HAPPY
#a 6 is like an 85-90% i think? something like that#and a 6 is like the lowest i’ve got in weekssss oml i’m so happy abt this#last week i got an 8 on my science essay???? which is a 100??? i was so shocked#my grades for this quarter are gonna be amazing#except in gym where i have a b+ lol#i'm just trying to pass this class so i never have to do it again i'm doing the bare minimum
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YA GIRL DID IT YALL WOOHOO (I PASSED THE MATH TEST)
#yippee !#SEVENTEEN OUT OF TWENTY FOR BABYYYY#barely passed BUT ISSOKAY THE IMPROVEMENT WAS HUGE (i got a single digit in the last test 🤡)#ANYWAYS MY MA’S PROUD OF ME AND MY DAD IS TOO WHAT THE FUCK#he’s never proud of me holy shit#guess i’m that much of a disappointment he thinks me barely passing is smth to be proud of!#GIRL I KEEP DAMPENING MY OWN MOOD BYE IM SOSO FUCKING HAPPY AND THANKFUL FOR MY MATH TEACHER’S AFTER CLASSES THE END THANK YOU AND GOODBYE
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Today was the second birthday this year of a friend that I thought I was really close with that i didn’t get invited to
#birthday#fake friends#friend group#I’ve literally counseled this girl through half her shit this year and then she doesn’t even invite me to her birthday that she invited#people she barely talks to too and then after that she turns around and hangs out with my fucking brother of all people#I can’t wait for a new school next year so I can finally get away from the people who stopped appreciating me a long time ago#I know it sounds kinda selfish but I truly have not done anything (in the last 4 years) to ever hurt or fully disregard them and I really#don’t know what happened#one week we were waking to and from school together everyday and now I feel like I’ve been rejected from our walking group and I’m literally#uncomfortable walking with them in the mornings because they just fully ignore me the entire time#this isn’t even about just the one friend anymore#this is also happening with someone else who was supposed to be my best friend and now she barely talks to me anymore#and like I can accept that we’re not bffs anymore cause it happened a year or two ago so I’ve moved passed it#but she just pretends I don’t exist anymore#we have like three classes together and on snap she got an send it that’s said like tag your fav people on each class#and when I tell you i was in the room with her when she posted I and she didn’t even mention me#istfg#im gonna stop now because this is getting extremely ranty but I can’t really talk to anyone about this irl so this is just my vent space now
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#stares at the ceiling#i don’t know why this semester is so hard for me I just can’t pull myself together or get anything done ever#everything is just barely scraping by on the deadline#and I need to pass my classes this semester I have to it’s expensive I need to graduate a semester early#but I can’t get myself to do anything#I can’t ask anyone for any real help because I’m too scared and its easier to scrape by and hide and just fail than to not do it on my own#really got back from break at home and immediately fell apart huh#no tags just venting
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Me when i realize that actually October of last year was the real life actual worst time of my life like i wouldn’t leave my bed for days and I’d sleep for 20 hours at a time and i couldn’t eat without throwing up or having a panic attack and the whole time i was still going to school once a week because i knew i had to cheer at games so i was destroying my body once a week just trying to keep up and i was so physically sick i didn’t realize how depressed and anxious i was because i thought it was “brain fog” from being sick
#oh and also sleeping in my car before school because id already be tired#barely speaking for days and snapping at people when i did#not passing any classes because i couldn’t focus because of the pain and fatigue#all of it was so exhausting I’m so thankful that that chapter of my life is over
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i’m panicking about my health, my car, school, my future, my relationships with ppl, about my entire life rn p much
#bumbles (bee mumbles)#as much as i hated my dad i did feel a certain amount of security when i could rely on him for the few things i could#he was like a car necromancer#it would function but just kinda barely zombie like vers#and now that he’s passed almost all at once all the cars and things he’s fixed up are breaking#like he infused his soul into them and they no longer has his ecto goop to hold it together#i’ve been ignoring my health problems bc i really hate going to the dr#idk maybe it’s bc i’m fat but they always dismiss my problems and i really am not mentally strong enough to advocate for myself#i tell them i’m in pain and something is wrong and they do maybe two tests and say we can’t find anything bye#and so i just feel like an idiot for going#bc obviously i’m just making a big deal out of nothing#i don’t want to be doing school this semester after last semester i ended up in urgent care twice bc my stress got to my body so hard#i’m taking less classes/more classes i’m actually interested in#but i feel like i’m gonna fall apart horribly again and i just transferred and feel so aimless#but i also feel extremely obligated to go bc that was the last thing my dad wanted from me before he passed#i feel so fucking stupid his death has effected me so bad he was an abusive monster#i feel so disconnected from my sisters that i was super close with#i fee like i’m talking to a wall of past interactions and neither of us can see who we currently are#i feel like i can’t connect to the ppl around me#i’ve been disassociating too often i accidentally keep checking out which is pissing ppl off#i’m so tired and fatigued and depressed that ppl can’t really rely on my and i fee useless and like a drain#plus i just feel so scared all the time recently like all the worst case scenarios are plaguing me#like scared my car is going to explode or my cat is going to have a heart attack or ppl died while traveling or some freak accident
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Fuck.
#turtledove is not vibing#///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////::::::::////#I think I’m having an episode#Like a bad one. Really bad one#I haven’t felt this shitty in months#time isn’t moving. It’s been the same time forever.#I just had to sit and stare at my phone clock for almost a full minute to make sure the time actually passed#Gh#I think it’s because there’s just too much happening in my life rn#I’ve barely gotten home I still feel like a visitor in my own room and I’m flying out to see family IN A FUCKING DAY#and then I get back and only have a couple days before school starts#and registration is tmmr#and I fucked ip and now I’m p sure my gf thinks she made me upset when she didn’t#And none of my music is hitting properly#and I really really need to sleep because I have to actually Get Up tmmr because I HAVE REGISTRATION#and I don’t remember what classes I picked and I’m terrified I’m going to have to take normal pe instead of online#And I know it sounds stupid but I’m just . too weak to do normal pe#And I hate hate hate exercising in front of people I don’t know it makes me want to tear my skin off#My head feels like sandpaper and I’m going to genuinely start crying#I think I might Have to draw actually I don’t think there’s a way for me to calm down and go to bed that isn’t like#Making Something#Ok. Erm. Ok
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Best thing ever is when you think you fucked up on an exam but then it turns out you actually did really well . It’s a joy I can’t describe
#once wrote a check exam and thought I had barely passed (like 5/6 points)#in Germany 15 points is the best grade#but barely anyone gets 15 points#if you’re really good you normally get 14 or 13#the next grade is 12/11/10 points#then 9/8/7 is another grade#and 6/5/4 is barely passed#basically grades are fractured into points#anyway#I thought I’d barely passed#our teacher handed back our exam papers individually and outside in the hallway to talk about them with us immediately#and internally I was getting my sob story ready ‘oh mrs teacher my mum had cancer and I couldn’t focus on school that much and everything#was shitty etc’ which it was and it was also the reason why I hadn’t done so well in some classes but the teachers were very nice and#understanding#anyway I was getting that story ready and went out#and she begins showing me the exam#I’m preparing my tears#she’s like ‘oh Rahel why didn’t you notice this mistake blah etc you should’ve noticed that it’s so obvious’#and she goes on and on and I’m like ok I clearly haven’t done well#and she flips the exam to show my the grade#and mind you my normal grade was like 9 points in chem#and I got fucking 12 points#I had and have never done so well on a chem exam#I was so shocked#great day#did not need to tell my sob story#rahel writes exams
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got a Spanish written test tomorrow and I know I’m fucked. I can write in the language But:
- handwriting is Not my thing and also this is added to by a bunch of blisters all over my hand (from the sun)
- my Spanish teacher keeps marking me down for “using the wrong gendered word ending for myself”. I’ve lost a max of 5 marks per paper on this and she’s really gotta start getting the goddamn message. but I instinctively use the masc word endings because number one It’s Fucking Right and number two! not using it really stresses me out and I forget the rest of my fucking sentence! Christ!
#rant#cw injury#cw transphobia#<- not really but just in case#I’m not out to her but I look as masc as possible and honestly???#if I use it continuously and don’t fuck up the grammar! it shouldn’t matter!#christ.#also I’m already barely passing Spanish cause of my handwriting#and I get headaches every goddamn lesson#(entire class yelling. so much.)
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i’m not turning in my final & that’s self care
#i’m gonna pass the class anyway#would’ve been nice to get an a or b but i’ll take it#also i had barely started on it#so like it’s not worth it putting myself through the stress of scrambling to write 4 pages in a day#no joke i think this is a big moment for me cuz this is me deciding not to put my academic performance above everything else#midnight chatters
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great additions from @scalp-book and @7micahs
truly do not understand how people just slip into relationships and jobs and opportunities and friend groups and lifestyles. to me there are a million obstacles to navigate in a single basic conversation
#I have been a weirdo my entire life and somehow have ways been able to find connection#and some of it my good friends is sheet dumb LUCK#my high school class had some wonderful weirdos in it who I’m still friends with#and the grade above me did too#whereas my sister a year younger than me just didn’t gel as well with the people in her grade#and I thought about it and was like. damn if I’d been a year younger I probably would’ve also struggled with that#like in any group or walk of life there are always weirdos but they’re not MY weirdos y’know???#gotta find that compatible brand of weird#and same with jobs I am only just barely functional-passing enough to make it and even then I have a select group#of fellow teachers who can handle my chaotic energy lmao#so much of it is luck!! and just being chaotically stupid enough to go for it and leaning into your awkwardness and making it endearing#one potato queue potato three potato four#human connection#us weirdos have to stick together#cause we are living in a neurotypical world#and I am a neurodivergent girl 🎶
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My classmate yesterday said she was barely passing her science class (she had a 95)
#i wanted to punch her#i am someone who typically does pretty well in school (so far) and a 95 to me is straight up great#barely passing is a sixty fucking five like good lord lower your standards or i’ll do it for you#she then asked how my grades were (better than hers but i’m not taking any accelerated or advanced classes)#felt rants
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haha dude it’s been so long, we gotta catch up!! I need to tell you about how hard it’s been to keep going
#lemon man talks#It’s been so hard lately#you can ignore everything I say from this tag forward#I’ve been so. Excluded by everyone lately#My friend got out of class earlier today and just passed straight through me and didn’t say bye#She said bye to the friend behind me and the teacher#I was right there between them but she ignored me#They have barely talked to me the last few months#And my reaction to people showing they don’t want my presence is self isolating#And I’m so lonely#i feel so lonely right now#And on top of that my father is getting more aggressive#He might start hitting me and my brother again#He might take away my crumbs of liberty again#He could do anything and I wouldn’t be able to react#I’m so scared#and of course my friends don’t know about that because they don’t talk to me anymore#Today I was sitting in front of them during recess#They were talking about a concert they went to together#They didn’t bother to tell me about it#The conversation was just for them#but they came to ask me about chemistry because I’m decent at it and they asked for my sharpener#Friendship. Yay#All my other friends are away#One of my best friends just moved to another continent and the other is busy with possibly the most important tests of her life#i’m so lonely#my father decided yesterday night to change a big part of my routine#I went to sleep extremely anxious and I was already going to wake up a lot earlier today#And this resulted in me waking up at 3am and throwing up and not being able to sleep again#So of course I’m also exhausted
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