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microdosing on catharsis by watching a fictional character or persona i relate to have an emotional breakdown until my chest starts to ache from the amount i've repressed

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My bad bro - Parker

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i seriously will never understand endos or tulpas. why would you want this. ever. one of my alters hates someone whos supposed to be my best friend. i dont know why. hes been fronting almost all day. i dont know how much of an ass hes been. i hate it -✂️

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im goign to throw up this is the funniest fucking shit ive ever watched

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- Alex

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OH MY GOD WAIT

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nevermind i feel way better now and after mulling everything over i want to Try something. if possible. -✂️

actually i seriously cant take it anymore im at my limit. i have to vent on here because i dont wanna do it on main -✂️

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today my friend asked me out. i said no bc 1. im aro 2. i have a boyfriend. but like. she always says shes a lesbian? and i dont know if it was just a joke or something—i make jokes about liking men mostly, but im bisexual all the same—and im just. trying not to cry? because i just realized that? shes one of the only people i really think acknowledges my gender identity and. god i feel like shit right now. -✂️

actually i seriously cant take it anymore im at my limit. i have to vent on here because i dont wanna do it on main -✂️

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actually i seriously cant take it anymore im at my limit. i have to vent on here because i dont wanna do it on main -✂️

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i think simply plural should have a death battle option - 🐍&🍤

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One of the heartbreaking things about DID is feeling like you haven’t actually lived a life due to amnesia. I know it’s not necessarily a bad thing and it’s for our protection but having a handful of half-second memories from the beginning to now that are super blurry and practically useless doesn’t feel like having lived. They all feel like stories we’ve been told our entire lives that we don’t actually remember, we just know that they happened. All these snippets are sewn together end to end and there’s no in between, it made time go by way too fast and now I’m 23. I’m going to blink and I’ll be 30. I don’t know, it’s just bothering me more today sorry y’all

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sorry for not using this blog ever ever we’ve been busy as shit and by that i mean ty was having an episode. anyways whats up -🐍

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till deactivation do us part

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thinking of that time that I... uh... I forgot

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[Text: This persecutor is tired of people hating them for what they did and is trying to recover.]

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