#i’m actually in shambles .
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I’m actually losing my mind over the trailer rn, eepy disgruntled miniroth and baby angeal reveal,,, I WAS SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW I WANT TO DRAW THEM
#i’m actually in shambles#crying and throwing up#there goes my sleep schedule#random thoughts#ff7#ffvii#sephiroth#angeal hewley#ff7 ever crisis
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hey alchemy stars
FUCKING EXCUSE ME????? (HE ISNT EVEN THE LIMITED)
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with how life has been going this year, i’m contemplating suicide more than ever before
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#my entire life is going to absolute shambles and i feel like a fish flopping out of water.. nothing has gone well this year for me#everything has gotten significantly worse.. to the point of feeling like there’s no uphill this time#i’ve become so numb to life at this point that if one more bad thing happens i’m calling it quits#i’m tired of living like this#i CANT live like this#i physically cannot take any more this year
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oomf died, what do i do -lu guang, probably
closeups under keep reading
#link click#shiguang daili ren#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi x lu guang#lu guang x cheng xiaoshi#finally got around to actually watching link click#finishing season 2 tonight#we are in shambles#i got spoiled by a youtube comment but i don��t know how the plot gets there#so we’re still balling#my little blorbos#cxs try not to do dumb shit that will cause a Lot of trouble in the future speedrun any%#was watching with a group of friends and like#we would collectively sigh whenever cxs did yet Another Dumb Thing#i’m still a cxs defender though#a defender of his ideals#not necessarily his actions#we all agreed that cxs is like that one guy you don’t wanna do a group project with lmao
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I remember seeing someone’s hc a while ago that in rba their energon is pink instead of blue like tfp (cuz yk, aligned continuity) because ratchet or someone else finally finished the synth energon formula and NOBODY TALK TO ME
#im sick I’m in shambles#the implications RAAHH#if someone could help me find the og i will give u a kiss on the forehead like a little cat#I’m jk but ohhhh my gosh#it’s on the brain#and YES im actually really I’ll right now so yk the fever brain isn’t helping HAHA#ILL as in SICK not I’ll my bad#I don’t feel like correcting the whole tag lmao#tfrb#tf#transformers#transformers rescue bots#rescue bots#rescue bots academy#tf rba#transformers rescue bots academy#ALSO ik I said a post would be out today and IT WILL BE… like before midnight my time hahahehfahjljkl
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art by: @/neulicius
“you look breathtaking. I mean you always look good to me, tonight though…” “I know. you made that clear when you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself before and after we left.” “what was I supposed to do when you looked way too irresistible? you can’t blame me when you’re wearing my favorite perfume on you as well.” “you say that but even on a normal day, you’re still just like this.”
#hazel shares ˙ᵕ˙#AAAAAA this is my first ever comm for self-ship art and I am in shambles!!!! 🤧💓💓#the artist did such an incredible and wonderful job I can’t stop coming back to stare at this every 2 minutes#it’s a lil funny how I’d be on my tippiest tippy toes just to even out the height difference here#he’s actually squishing me tightly to his chest just for this moment to happen 🙂↕️#oughh he’s so handsome and pretty I’m gonna smooch him senseless now -cuteness aggression activated- ✨#satoru x hazel#◜selfship.◞
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It crushes me how much she’s struggling but this is the most she’s said with anyone 😭 and you’re telling me we got the lines “I can hear your heart. When I sleep, I can hear your heart beating through the stone. Can you hear mine?” and I’m supposed to believe they’re not endgame??????? THEY’RE SO ROMANTIC EVEN IN THEIR ANGST!!!
#elucien#elain archeron#lucien vanserra#given how much lucien pays attention to her he sees you more than you realize elain!!!#which is why I’m sure she avoids him lol#I am in SHAMBLES every time#I’m totally normal about this btw#gigi reads acowar#but also the “’he wished she’d shoved him out for window’ is actually hilarious to picture’
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Trying to find a fic when you only remember the feels of it is another level of frustrating bc no I can’t tell you the plot nor if it was a one shot or a 40 chapter but I can tell you it made my heart squeeze with a concerning amount of anguish and I’d like to read it again.
#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth angst is an addiction I swear#hoo#heroes of olympus#percabeth angst#percabeth fanfiction#fanfiction core#ao3#ao3 reader#it’s 1 am and I just finished a school project so if I wrote fsnfictikn as fabrication at any point I apologize#I meant fanfiction#literally going crosseyed rn#but I’m actually in shambles bc this fic destroys me and I think I didn’t bookmark it because it was so terribly good that it hurt#sigh#fandom things#pjo fandom#fandom culture
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One thing Ferrari has made me good at is being delusional and lying to myself. So yes carlos didn’t get pole (or even front row) but it’s because they compromised their quail setup to have a better race set up for tomorrow. So in reality carlos is going to win his home gp and then win the wdc and then become president of the FIA basically
#carlos sainz#cs55#ferrari#scuderia ferrari#barcelona gp 2024#spanish gp 2024#I’m actually in shambles right now but we persist#manifesting p1 for my boy
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I’m in fucking shambles after this demo. Pre-nibel Sephiroth my beloved, the way he just brushed it off and pretended everything was fine 😭😭😭 AUGHHH
#i’m not crying you’re crying#I’m actually in shambles#this man needs a hug#it’s all hojo’s fault#i’m going insane#sephiroth#FFVII#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy#final fantasy series#final fantasy vii
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ah. as (frustratingly) expected. absolutely no addressing gojo. ok.
#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk 237#gojo#jujutsu kaisen#i’m telling u cooking too long burns the actual food.#but i’m ngl the fight seems interesting#but the story is in shambles
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heyyyyyyy so in the malnourished fwhip explanation post you said you'd get back to the thing about gem and fwhip not liking that they got first pick during the famine and i fully agree with you. if it also you said you'd get back to it and you didn't and you're good at articulating things so I would like to hear you elaborate if you are willing
OH yeah. i had planned to get into that in the section where i talked about fwhip continuing to use the corrupted fertilizer because it works so well that it means his people are fed, but i didn’t elaborate much further than that. so i shall now!
(context for this can be found here, in case you missed that post!)
so as i said previously, when famine strikes the grimlands and the royal family have their food needs prioritized, this is something that fwhip and gem, despite both being very young, find awful. i think both of these kids have very strong senses of justice (cough because they’re both autistic cough), gem especially, since she’s the one being trained to be the next countess, so she’s a lot more worldly than fwhip at that point. fwhip is approaching this from a basic fairness standpoint- everyone needs to eat, it’s not fair that he and his family get priority. gem is approaching this based on her experience in other empires and her conversations with other to be emperors- this is not how a good ruler treats their people, a good ruler tries to put their people first always.
i think this manifests in a variety of different ways when they get older. for fwhip, this manifests in putting his people’s food needs above his own when it comes to the corrupted fertilizer. if the fertilizer was giving everybody else nightmares, he would’ve heard about it by now, so clearly it’s just him. that means the fertilizer is a net good, so it stays. i think fwhip is a weird and very distant ruler, one who thinks of himself as a little too equal with his people, and that can be good and bad. something like this, where he puts the people’s need for food above his own wants is (for everyone else) good, but it also means he doesn’t really register how much more important his actions are than anyone else’s. for someone else in the grimlands (or even for fwhip just a few years ago, when he was still the kid brother to the rising countess), blowing up your friend’s house might get you in trouble, but it’s not a big deal. for modern day fwhip, it’s literally an act of war. “peace is boring” is a very frightening attitude for a ruler to hold, and he holds it because he wasn’t properly trained to be count, he’s still very young, and he views himself and his people as pretty much the same when, unfortunately, they just aren’t.
for gem, i think what this does for her behavior doesn’t manifest for her a while. she ran away from the grimlands because she wanted to be a wizard, she wanted to be anything but countess, and i think she did fundamentally believe fwhip would do better than she could. so she becomes a wizard in a very insulated community, and then her instructor disappears and leaves the entire place in her care, and that freaks her out. yes, she was trained to have far greater responsibilities than this, there aren’t even any students for her to train yet, but being in charge scares her still. she so desperately wants to be a good ruler, a better one than anyone in her family line has been for a while, because she’s been up close and personal with bad ones. and i think for gem specifically that manifests in her wanting to be a just ruler. very few people are ever fully beyond redemption for gem. her pillager students just need to put their weapons down, and then they’re ready to learn! see, they weren’t really evil, just angry and armed. sausage has good left in him, even at his worst, she knows it. she just needs to draw it out of him, at any cost. scott didn’t mean to hurt her, he was just scared and she pushed him too far, that’s on her. i think the only person she sees as truly, 100% beyond redemption, who she never really changes her tune on, is xornoth. even the other emperors she isn’t a fan of i don’t think she thinks are irredeemably evil, they’re just assholes and she’s gonna be an asshole back (or she’s gonna let the other WRA members do it). (the only outlier to that is maybe joey. at some point after he gets the crown from xornoth, somebody says he’s most likely beyond saving, and that somebody might be gem but i can’t remember. if it is, i think she had simply run out of energy for second chances for him, and he’s not her responsibility anyways, so she feels less bad about doing it to him than say, a student of hers. if she isn’t the one who says that, disregard.) she is trying to extend justice, to extend second tries to everyone. arguably she even tries this with xornoth, when she tries to learn more about him when he first shows up, but he also made it very clear he had no intentions of improving, so.
TLDR: i think both roseblings are affronted at the fact that because they are nobility, they are inherently better treated in times of crisis. for fwhip, this is because he thinks it’s unfair, that he’s not inherently better than the people of the grimlands, so it’s unfair for him to be treated as such. for gem, she thinks it’s unjust. a good ruler, a just one, would put their people first. so when they get older, this manifests in a variety of ways. for fwhip, he views himself less as a count and more as just another citizen of the grimlands, a tinkerer with a penchant for explosions and not much more. this means in times of crisis he puts the needs of the many over the needs of the few, but it also means he doesn’t think about how much more weight his actions carry with the other empires than the actions of a regular person. for gem, this manifests as trying to extend justice, a helping hand, a second chance, to everyone she can. even at her detriment, there are very few people she believes are totally beyond saving, and she tries as best she can to save them.
#empires smp#empires s1#fwhip#geminitay#i will say i am much more familiar with fwhip’s character#as i still haven’t watched gem’s pov in full#but i do feel good about both of these points#that tldr is also pretty long sorry about that lol#my writing#also ty for saying i’m good at articulating things teehee#oh i will also note. yes gem does just leave her students unsupervised at the end of her season#i genuinely don’t think this is any sort of malice on her end i think she thinks that’s totally fine#because that’s exactly what HER mentor did (when he TURNED INTO A CAT AND DIDNT TELL HER) so like. she was fine they’ll be fine clearly#like yes her empire is in shambles but gandalf can deal with it! it’s fine!#ok i am extrapolating the stuff about gandalf i think#i don’t remember if that’s actually canon or not#i know he is a transmutated wizard who retired as a cat i can’t remember if he was in charge when she showed up#but you get the idea#this whole post is extrapolation and headcanon that’s what you’re here for#i think you can let me have this#my art
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Guys I’m so mega excited for my dnd session tomorrow
It’s mostly because of the newfound vigor I’ve received due to my dm saying I’m a delight to have at the table but that’s my business
#like#guys!!!#people like me sometimes!!#we’re not friends#we actually only speak maybe once a month#but I’m really happy that he liked me enough to say that#I have no friends or close relationships so anyone’s praise means a lot to me#guys what if I put him in my will#what if once I die he gets everything I own#all it took was one compliment and he has me in shambles guy#I’m pathetic I know 🙄#AND I DONT CARE 🗣️‼️‼️#BECAUSE IM SO FUCKING HAPPY HE LIKES ME 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️#dungeons and dragons#dnd campaign#dnd
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naw what the fuck what the actual fuck neil gaiman NEIL GAIMANNNNNNN
#i’m literally in tears sobbing shambles#he gave us everything then he immediately took it away#neil’s a genius but i’m going to get him i’m going to get him and get him good#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#he’s brilliant but i want to kill him#i’m going to actually explode violently#good omens#good omens 2#good omens s2#i will need a month to recover#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#emptymilk thinks
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Hi!✨️I did the cover for book 2 of TPG, might do the other 2 as well if I have time and inspiration.💖
YOOO OH MY GOD??? the color choices and expressions are SO good, i love the split/divide between the center. inuokko looking at each other i 💔 this is seriously stunning, i’m so impressed and flattered you took the time to draw the second book cover too!!! you’re seriously SO sweet, i’m totally in love with them and your art style is gorgeous. THANK YOUUUU TIMES A MILLION ILYSM!!!!!!!!
#SOBBING OVER THIS#both covers are 10000000000/10 i’m actually beside myself#MY BOYSSS NANAMI AND GETOU TOO im in shambles like utterly. shambles i tell you#wahhhh i seriously love both of them to the moon and back#YOURE THE BEST#tpg
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