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the way nick picks charlie up almost every time they hug makes me physically unwell
and they hug like at any moment they could just disappear or lose each other and it’s so so beautiful
#heartstopper#nick and charlie#nick nelson#nicholas nelson#charlie spring#i’m actually emotional over this#i’m tearing up#they have my heart
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Now I’m without you
#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonic fanart#sth#my art#Sega pls drop the soundtrack early pretty pretty please <3#I can’t stop watching the ending I’m actually emotional over it#I need to add that song to my playlist NOWWWEWB
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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holding my comfort plushie softly in my hands, staring into their eyes with love, knowing that they understand me more deeply than anyone and bring me more joy than you can imagine, and they will always be with me as long as they have a choice and we can get through this together
#plushies#plushblr#emotional support stuffed animal#stuffed animals#comfort item#posic#actually autistic#autistic special interest#safeplush#plush#toyblr#soft toy#posic companion#plushie love#my text#im going through a moment#if you think i’m ridiculous for seeing my objects as alive. don’t bother telling me im going to be myself over here in this corner#and you can walk away
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I started this painting August ninth. It’s now November fourteenth. It has been uncooperative to say the least. But honestly, I’m happy with how it finally came out.
Also, Faas with pigtails because.
#this’s the first time I’ve drawn him properly smiling#he’s existed for over a year#and i feel bad that I haven’t let him smile ;-;#his character just doesn’t emote tons#but.#look at him#he’s so happy#also I’m sorry I haven’t posted actual art in a while#I’m in the stage of chipping away at fifty WIPs at once#and trying to finish them before the new year#and finishing art for the shop update#and#artists on tumblr#small artist#my art#digital art#character design#regular style#faas art#enya art#troll changeling#changeling#changeling art#kelpie#kelpie art#troll#scandinavian folklore#creature design#nordic folklore#folklore
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getting emotional over the fact that mr reca really would guide you, just as a good director is supposed to, but would still retain the authority to make executive decisions if he felt your choices were not beneficial to your film (life) or your growth as an actor (person)
#mr reca x you#mr reca x reader#i love him i love him i love him so fucking much#i’m going to cry like actually i am so goddamn emotional over him right now it’s not even FUNNY#i’ve been having a MELTDOWN over this man all fucking day#so anyway#i have so many fucking thoughts about him but i’m trying to post them in a timely manner instead of just spamming#oh my GOD i love him#the point here is that daddy is still The Boss at the end of the day#he’ll allow you to make your own silly little decisions and learn from your silly little mistakes and cheer you on throughout it all because#he loves you SO much but at the end of the day he has the final say#his word is LAW as we have heard <3#inky.reca
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Belle wearing glasses is actually something that is so important to me
#hi how are you I’m crying over this <3#AUSTRALIA BATB PRODUCTION YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT MATTERS#LOOK AT HER#SHE’S SO CUTE WHAT THE FUCK#GIVE BELLE READING GLASSES IN EVERY BATB PRODUCTION PLEASE AND THANK YOU#the costumes are also just so good!!!!#this is something so silly to get so happy and emotional over#but like#it’s my favorite princess and she’s wearing glasses like me and they serve an actual purpose for her!!!!!!!! it’s not just something silly#to be used as a transformation tool#AND IT MAKES SENSE THAT SHE’D NEED READING GLASSES#beauty and the beast#beauty and the beast Australia
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Something that will never not be funny to me is how Harlan writes dialogue for John and then realizes how fucking romantic it sounds so he has to follow up every interaction in which he talk to anyone ABOUT Arthur with a “friend” at the end lmao.
“My king, I respect the affection and care you bestow upon your very dear FRIEND”
“He’s meat”
“Yeas but he’s my meat- MY FRIEND”
“Why does he chose you and not me?”
“Because I love him.
And he loves me. That’s FRIENDSHIP”
Sir, just stop.
Are you doing this to mess with us or are you doing this to yourself and we are all just going along with it for the feels?
(And, just to clarify, this is not a “they are clearly in love with each other” post, but me saying that (whether read as platonic or romantic) it felt like Harlan realizing how beautifully he wrote a piece of dialogue and then having to throw 3 “friends” for good measure in the next sentence, lest the fandom bursts into flames. And that’s seemed a little funny to me)
#malevolent#I just listened to the witch and GOOD GOD#I can usually suspend my disbelief but last episode it got to the point of just sounding like a silly gag instead of actual dialog lmao xD#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#malevolent john#malevolent pod#john doe#malevolent spoilers#and yk what?#I usually vibe with the unhinged aromantics so much but rn#rn I’m just in a ‘nah bro they definitely look at eachother with love in their eye’#usually they are my emotional support unghinged esoterical qpr#but rn I’m living from reading John as#a tragically pinning gay dumbass who is slowly choosing the man who does not reciprocate his feelings over his immortality over and over yk#I’m not ok#I’ll probably go back to reading them as bffs who would kill and die with and for eachother#like probably next episode or the moment they have a tender moment again like it usually happens yk?#but dayum is Harlan not doing himself anyfavours to beat the shipping allegations#mans the captain of his own ship and he is purposefully sinking it wth man?#Well??? can they kiss? as friends??? like I feel they would both benefit from kissing eachother… as friends of course
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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AUUUU STOP THIS MOMENT WAS ADORABLE AND SWEET AND PRECIOUS AND MY HEART MELTED FOR THEMMMMM 😭💕
(lots of writing under the ‘read more’ btw incase you want my personal thoughts on things!)
Before the episode started I has been bracing myself for the genocide route, but it seem like what we ended up getting was the pacifist route because NEVER would I have anticipated such an empathetic twist??? I was dead convinced that my hopes/dreams of Puzzle redemption were squandered and left to rot (they probably still are to some degree actually lol but oh well I can accept that he’s a lovable psycho). And yet this episode does the impossible….giving us an unfathomably wholesome scene that helps heal his dejected inner child, even just a little. PLEASE this wasn’t something I was prepared for and it’s gotten such a strong grip on my heartstrings right now. I love themmmmm holy shittttt <33
I didn’t think Meggy would step up and try to connect with him like that especially since she was so aggressively defensive when he initially reached out. And I like that even when she gets to speak to Little/Kid Puzzles her behavior is very stern at first lol. Kinda like a disappointed older sister who can’t be bothered to put up with him for too long. But using Leggy as a way to build that bridge again was so clever of her—and hey it helped lure him into false sense of security so he’d get jailed up jskjsksp. Everyone wins I guess!! ALSO can I just say whoever composed the soundtrack (Zach Preciado for the rap segment specifically) deserves just as much praise as the voice actors because DAYM the layering of all those instruments and the seamless transitions into different emotional tones was superb :))
#SHUT UP I’M NOT SOBBING MY EYES OUT YOU ARE DON’T LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW /j#naw kidding I don’t cry easily#although it did make me say ‘awwh’ multiple times out loud and do squeaky happy noises#THIS EPISODE WAS WORTH THE WAITING YEAAAA#although I will say think we kinda buffered severally on the intended tone of what to expect from it#like I think the fandom collectively figured it would be intense and darker themes#probably more edgy and characters actually screaming in pain or fear#kinda leaning into a Jigsaw horror movie#but this was far more light compared to any of that soooooo jksjsksp#if anyone starts labeling this episode as ‘not good’ maybe consider your own personal biases beforehand yea?#don’t get me wrong I do believe there’s valid concerns over how Puzzle’s character will be handled going forward#given how he’s not dead (THANK THE LORD ABOVE MY BOY LIVESSSSS)#and yea guess it was missing a bit more emotional weight when it came to the threat levels#BUT the Kid Puzzles & Leggy scene made up for any of those gripes in my opinion <33#HOW COULD ANYONE HATE THESE TWO LOVABLE PEEPS I WANNA HUG THEM TOOO#okay now back to animating for the MAP project :))#hplonesome art#WOTFI 2024 spoilers#spoilers WOTFI 2024#wotfi 2024#smg4 WOTFI spoilers#smg4 wotfi 2024#little mr puzzles#leggy & little mr puzzles#little mr puzzles & leggy
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thinking about how, in calamity, time and distance weigh on the narrative like how evandrin haunts it, but just like how evandrin isn’t dead—“the ritual didn’t work. what’s the most logical explanation?”—the docking into cathmoira every seven years is not the only way to see these family members. but the narrative is weaved in such a way that it isn’t until we’re in the thick of the finale, and people are vivisecting on teleportation pads and overcrowding airships and fleeing through portals in trees—and then patia teleports the orb and library, guaranteeing her end. loquacious turns down the offer to return through the gate. nydas does not leave on a ship or his dragon, and zerxus does not leave on tempest, and cerrit does not leave with his kids (although he does leave for them time and time again). it’s never even a choice for laerryn. and it all matters, and it truly was never an option to begin with—“we all go down with the ship”—but that’s not what I’m talking about.
there’s all these ways to get around, it’s the age of arcanum after all. if you can’t do it yourself, you surely know someone who can (for a fee or a favor, of course).
so, to follow to a logical explanation,
nydas never visited his brother, his family?
zerxus never went to see his son?
how many times do you think patia or laerryn offered to teleport for a visit? how many times did zerxus almost ask?
#exu calamity#thinking about the ring of brass again don’t mind me.#also with how it’s phrased. wayne? cleareye/Cerrit’s wife: did she stay behind at a stop or teleport away?#I haven’t slept yet so I can’t remember her name just cleareye lol#if the implication is that she’ll try to be there while they’re docked-yes part obfuscating but she’d teleport there yes?#my point being that there’s some real juicy emotional implications there#not actually like shitting on a character or anything. okokok disclaimer made I’m going to bed now#I’ll go over this again when I wake up bc I’m sure I forgot to mention something since this was basically me rambling up to a point
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thinking about how alex just lit up the moment miles came onstage for 505 in london, and wondering if that exact same expression came over his face when miles said yes to the ireland shows. if he pulled miles into that same kind of fierce, heartfelt hug, the kind where his smile is pressed against miles’s neck and it’s just them, for a moment, with their arms around each other and everything else fading into white noise. if he gets that same smile on his face every time he thinks about them playing together in october. if they’ve been rehearsing songs they haven’t played together for years, and every time he looks up and catches miles’s eye they’re suddenly both smiling like that, with the same kind of captivated adoration and freedom that’s shone through everything since before they’d even written any music together.
#can you tell i’m having a meltdown#i’ve been thinking about it all day and i’m actually stupidly emotional over it#just the thought of them being around each other and sharing the stage together like that again#it fills my heart with so much joy 💗#milex#arctic monkeys#miles kane#alex turner#lulu posts
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She’s married she’s married she’s married she’s married (to a man to a man to a man to a man)
#I need to stop imprinting on women with PhDs#I need to just be regular friends and colleagues with them#the first one is straight#this one is maybe bi but more importantly married#but god why does every conversation feel so flirty#the women I go on actual dates with are not as affectionate in casual conversation as she is#I really wish I could date normally and I really wish I could make friends/do networking normally#but dating doesn’t really work for me because I really need to get to know someone before I can determine if I have feelings#but clearly I only develop crushes and feelings on women that are completely uninterested in me romantically#my therapist calls that self sabotage but I don’t think she can fully understand how confusing demisexuality is#like I feel a connection with the people I feel a connection with and that has never once happened for me going on dates#it only happens with people I get to know really well platonically first with absolutely no thought or pressure of theoretical romance#I would fucking love it if I could go on three dates with a girl and feel anything other than ‘we get along well and I had a nice time’#I would fucking love if I could just make out with someone casually and it not be incredibly uncomfortable for me#but no instead I just develop really intense friendships with women that see me like a little sister and I don’t a#and I don’t say anything because I don’t want to make things weird#my hormones are all over the place#we haven’t talked in awhile but we’re chatting about what crafting projects we’re each working on#so I’m feeling vulnerable and emotional
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Dan in 2009 saying “this is the most fun I’ve ever had” completely sarcastically, thinking it’ll have no effect on his life in anyway, and then the entire phandom (without even knowing it lol) taking that phrase and making it sincere, using it and telling Dan and Phil that the time they’ve spent with them was the most fun they’ve ever had, taking this sarcastic thing that he said on a whim and making it real. Yeah I’m. I’m totally fine nothing to see here-
#sorry I’m just emotional over these idiots don’t mind me#fandoms can be really good. actually. and I love it so much#I’m rambling I should shut up now#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester
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so many people can’t conceptualise emotional neglect as anything other than ‘my parents were cold and distant and never talked about feelings with me’, and this, while being just a general awful problem of course, is also what leads to so much john winchester mischaracterisation. in this essay i will
#like. it can also be#a parent who you’re close to who is actually extremely emotional and explosive and reactive#and via forcing you to look after their emotional needs and spilling their problems all over you also teaches you that your feelings qrs re#unimportant and that you’re unimportant. even if they dont necessarily mean to or they dont with their words!#anyway i’m sure john winchester was a mix of the two#but my point is like. God this applies to so much actually#there’s this incredibly pervasive idea that damaging parenting has to be like. i dunno. distant somehow#your parents don’t love you. you’re not close to your parents#and obviously that IS damaging but it’s not the only way a parental relationship can be damaging… far from it#and a lot of what makes john so interesting to me is he DOES love the boys. of course he does#and he isn’t some hyper repressed incredibly macho figure either like some people characterise him#he’s warm with the boys when we see him in s1. sure he turns all his emotions into anger but it’s always very clear he Has deep emotions.#everything he does is powered by ‘love’#(theoretically).#like. hes obviously close with dean. he even has strong ideals about parenting when he starts off (see 70s era john disgusted at how future#john actually raised them lol).#and he’s still extremely abusive and neglectful and damages sam and dean soooo much. like. all that can coexist#and it’s such a disservice to flatten his character and pretend it doesn’t#plus it just offends me. like come on.#idk i guess a lot of people like to project their own bad experiences onto john and it’s not like i’m saying they shouldn’t do that#but. characterisation wise#he’s awful in a very specific way#spn#john winchester#oliver talks
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they didn’t need to go this hard in the stage play i fear like the director said “take five” and these two heard “ruin lives”
“you big into exploring the effect that oda’s limitless friendship had on dazai and how it shaped him as a person?”
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#but they rly tapped into the emotional turmoil dazai experienced here which gets me so 🫵‼️#oda likening him to a child crying in the dark and here he was. actually crying in the dark over the body of his friend#the way he’s cradling the hand that has his blood on it i’m not ok im actually ???!?!?????!!!!#i could talk about this scene in all three contexts - being the novel the anime and the stage play#and how each time. it fucking ruins me#dark era doesn’t have a manga yet and when it does i’ll be equally as fucking depressed about it#the trope of being just that little bit too late#is too much for me to bear ….#and the conversation mori and dazai had right before this. “is there any reason why you should go to him?” “because he’s my friend”#i’m going to eat spoonfuls of dirt#sorry to everyone this afternoon i’m just on a mad one#don’t reread dark era on ur lunch break future me#⸌ ⋆ ooc.
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