#i’m actually Not okay

[liveyun]

seeing all the theories saying that tae was half blind in the love wins all mv and iu was deaf. . .the way she covered his good eye when the inevitable came closer. . .

[cottagewhores]

look at himmmmmmmm

[afterdarkprincess]

I’m sorry something about this one specifically is just so babygirl 😫🫣

[violation72089]

me, seeing the Loki: Season 2 promo poster before the season aired: awww, Loki wearing his horns. how odd, i guess it’s just from his past or something.

me, after the season aired: OH NO OH GODS NO OH NO IT’S

[certifiablyinsanez]

Can we please please please talk about physical touch between aziracrow this season? Because it’s actually driving me to insanity so interesting.

So in season 1, we don’t see very much physical contact between Crowley and Aziraphale. And that’s certainly not because neither of them aren’t wanting, but probably rather because their sides wouldn’t like it. It’s too dangerous. Being seen together is dangerous enough, but it could be something to be explained away with the right persuasion. But any images of holding a hand, touching a shoulder, could spell certain doom for them. As we can see from the 1941 minisode, even the innocuous picture of them with the gun went from meaningless to provocative with just one bit of evidence. The zombies were going to call Furfur for the proof just after a handshake.

But it’s the after days now and perhaps they can start taking risks. And who takes the risk? Aziraphale. I think it returns back to the fact that in their relationship, Crowley does the tempting and Aziraphale loves to be tempted. There’s no evidence that Crowley tempts Aziraphale into physical contact, aside from the fact that he’s a total hottie the love of Aziraphale’s entire existence. And at this point, Aziraphale simply can’t help himself. There’s nothing holding them back so to speak. No one to be in trouble with. What other reason was there for them to have been abstaining? We all know that once Azi has been indulged, he gorges himself and is incredibly gluttonous. Once he began touching Crowley and Crowley didn’t object, I think he found another think he was starving for.

Crowley on the other hand, doesn’t seem to reciprocate. He absolutely likes it, don’t get me wrong, but we don’t see the same kind of touching on Aziraphale. I think it, again, returns to the fact that ironically, Azi is the one who is “devilish” so to speak. He’s ravenous for food, for his material objects, and for all the takings of Earth. Crowley on the other hand has a “holy” image, a humble, empty apartment, eats food very little, and yes, reserves himself from pleasures like physical touch. But here’s the kicker:

Crowley holds back because once he begins, he won’t be able to restrict himself. The only physical touch in the modern day seems to be the Kiss and it’s very fitting to his character. Aziraphale’s love for Crowley has been slow growing, building up over millennia. Crowley, however, fell hard very close to the beginning. And his love had also been growing over all these years. Crowley could not take their courtship slow once they began. He could not continue their slow dance once he got the go ahead. I believe a simple touch to Aziraphale like Azi does to him would lead him to bigger acts of love, like a kiss. His resolve would simply crumble. And he can’t have that.

It would risk everything they built. If Aziraphale was not 100% into the start of their love affair it’s possible it would all fall apart.

And the fact that it does is agonizing.

[malwarewolf404]

Just watched Nimona

[mimmikyyu]

Aziraphale that wasn’t very Live Laugh Love of you.

[jagermancoded]

[myhallucination]

Y’all that post-series depression is hitting me hard rn

[starrymush]

Spoiler warning if you haven’t seen sw rebels: I’ve been rewatching rebels and the found family makes me want to cry every time, they’re so happy and love each other and then thrawn comes and he’s like I’m going to capture your mother and Kanan goes to save her with his children and then he dies to save them. 😭 Rebels makes me go through an emotional rollercoaster.

[thatonedelusiongirl]

am i being paranoid to think she may find this account an i’ve been speaking my whole damn mind i mean i’ll know if she found it when my text won’t go through lmao but actually ( what is she does?) she probably won’t im just delusional an paranoid… ( she probably already has ) i just started it yesterday ( idk man ) what if she’s just reading everything i post an gaining knowledge on how i think ( i’m fr like joe goldberg ) but like wtf why am i so paranoid i doubt she will but man i’m scared i’m so delusional so maybe she’s not even real an just a figment of my imagination who knows ( i’m probably schizophrenic) i have no idea anyways i hope she doesn’t find this account because this is the only place i can actually talk with out be scared of who may stubble upon it… yk what ima ask if she has tumblr an as her for her username to see if i can follower her ( i actually am going to block her so she will never find my account)

[thegodcomplcx]

amy not being able to grow up and her fixation on eleven; her imaginary friend, her raggedy doctor. and then she leaves him and she haunts him and she becomes HIS imaginary friend. okay okay okay. i’m okay. it’s okay.

[maepersonal]

gonna do something drastic like steal the car and drive 6 hours and crawl into their bed and not care about the consequences

[waywardtrenchcoats]

AHHHHHHHH

I -I just. I- (x)(x)(x)

[sunnyxjarrus]

could you imagine breaking down on the door step of someone who you have met about 5 times in the span of 7 years because you are dog sitting and the key won’t work and you can hear the dogs crying and you’re trying everything that comes to mind and texting the owner who tells you to try the spare and you do and it works so perfectly

because I definitely couldn’t

[kimetsu-chan]

Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own

if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist

Rules:

No spamming

5 notes per person including likes

if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING

tagging is okay

Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l