#i’ll stop complaining about this now
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tlou game: she is RIPPED almost 6ft tall can and WILL kill a grown man does not need a weapon her fists ARE the fucking weapon she can kill infected just by LOOKING at them also her hair is in a braid
tlou hbo : her hair is in a braid
#i’ll stop complaining about this now#lmaoshdhd#abby anderson#tlou 2#tlou season 2#tlou#joel miller#ellie williams#tlou2#its just :/
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Dorky metalhead loser Eddie who gets no bitches>>>> flight of Icarus Eddie who seems to get all the bitches
#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#flight of icarus#I hate referring to women as bitches but it is required for this meme format to work#I’ll stop complaining about flight of Icarus now I promise lol
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Do we see the vision? Like, there’s so much opportunity for cool merch off the “Meet the Vampire Lestat” trailer alone. Give me an “Armand Told the Truth” temporary tattoo sheet I’m so fucking serious.
#I’ll stop complaining about merch now#unless I come up with another shirt idea#interview with the vampire#iwtv#interview with the vampire amc#amc interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv series#iwtv s2#iwtv s3#Armand#the vampire Armand#vampire Armand#armand the vampire#Lestat#lestat de lioncourt#armand told the truth#rw.vamp
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OCD will literally remove your brain's ability to register when a task is Complete and then create 10,000 incredibly ridiculous and extremely specific rules for you to follow in every single aspect of your life (to keep you safe, of course, it tells you.) and then tells you that if you don’t do them Correctly and Completely every single time it tells you to (it tells you countless times per day) then the Entire Fucking World Will End and then it’ll do this fucked up thing where it makes you believe that nonsense.
and then people that don’t have it will make silly little jokes about being soooooo OCD and make t-shirts with fun little acronyms on them like Obsessive Coffee Disorder and tell you how much they like it when things are organized and clean, too!!
and then you’re supposed to just. laugh. like you haven’t been robbed of your entire being and potential and been taken over by a mind and life altering disability
#PSA: don’t fucking tell me to Seek Therapy or Try Medication. i am Aware. i have Tried. it isn’t that fucking simple#and this is my blog. i’ll complain about my illnesses all i want to. if you don’t like it i strongly encourage you to unfollow me#ocd#actually ocd#cw ocd#cw mental illness#mental health stuff#Seven.txt#Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is actually SO goddamn insidious. and only ppl that have lived with it will understand that#it’s a terrible terrible thing. to have something ruin your entire life under the guise of keeping you safe#it’s like being abused by your own mind and i don’t say that lightly#okay. stopped crying long enough to get this post out of my brain and onto my blog#gonna put Walking Disaster on loop and return to my Mental Illness Floor Time now#if no one hears from me for a little while it’s not personal i just. need to not be a Person right now. i’m so tired
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My dad won’t leave me the hell alone . I know that he’s prone to paranoid delusions but it was a lot easier to deal with when it was something like being convinced he’s a demon sent from hell. How am I supposed to convince a man his bitch ex wife and his bitch daughters aren’t plotting to ‘split his family up’ as he puts it. He is so convinced there’s no arguing. And if I refuse to argue he will yell more and tell me how I have no argument because I know he’s right. I know I shouldn’t react to that but it makes my blood boil 😐
#and this is a guy who will kill himself if I move out. or at least try to for attention so I’ll come back. this sucks right#and he’s so convinced about this that he is half convincing me that I’m actually a horrible spoiled person and I shouldn’t be complaining.#like. I know I do a lot of that on here but I usually don’t say anything. I should be thankful there’s a roof over my head#but sometimes like now it’s just too much not to say anything.#also I feel bad for everyone who keeps up with this stuff and comments and stuff. I take your advice into consideration it’s just hard#to actually do it. everyone in my life including my mom and therapist all say the same thing: stop helping them all esp my dad and#just take care of myself. it’s just hard. I feel so guilty
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the absolute lack of awareness and consideration some people have continues to astound me. (personal life rant under the cut)
i live in an apartment complex with a neighbor across the breezeway who regularly plays music so loud i can make out THE WORDS in my own living room
and a downstairs neighbor with a sound system up against the wall so when they watch a movie it vibrates our floors despite us repeatedly going down to ask them to do something about it, be it adjust the bass or move the sound system or just simply turn it down a little (and every time they’re snippy with us about it)
and people who like to gather at the pool right across from our building and play loud music until past midnight ON WEEKNIGHTS
i’m all for people having fun in their homes and enjoying life and music and parties and whatever. but also it takes just a minute to consider that there are other people existing around you and be considerate of them
#tw rant#if you’re one of those people who takes calls on speaker in a public place this extends to you too#nobody wants to hear it#some people have too much main character energy#and it’s annoying to constantly be trying to be considerate of if i’m making too much noise and not get the same in return#especially if you’re my downstairs neighbor#and we have TALKED TO YOU MULTIPLE TIMES ABOUT IT#YOU KNOW ITS A PROBLEM SO NOW YOURE JUST BEING ASSHOLES#and we don’t wanna be those people always complaining so we never go to the front office about it#plus they always require proof and while you can FEEL the vibrations it doesn’t come across on video well#and we just re-signed our lease#Alexa play i hate it here by Taylor swift#i miss our old building it was so much quieter#but they just HAD to renovate so we HAD to move#ugh#anyways i’ll shut up now we’re going out so at least i can hope it will have stopped by the time we get home
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apparently weather is supposed to be really bad here tomorrow afternoon :) like tornado bad :) anxiety is. here :)
#i HATE tornados and natural disasters they FREAK me out#and i’m on the second floor of an apt complex and there’s no basement and grace isn’t back yet so imma be by myself so that’s#going to be Freaky and gently terrifying :)#just a warning i may be super annoying on here tomorrow depending on how bad it is#got a heads up from my coworkers and my dad (and he doesn’t live here) so. panic is setting in ahhhhhh#they were like ‘make sure to keep your phone charged during work’ and now i’m paranoid that the power will go out and my phone will die and#i’ll be alone in the dark with no way to contact people while i’m panickinv#oh boy this is definitely a sign that i should go to sleep and stop thinking about what could happen#weather just freaks me out#okay done for now#will be back to complain and flip out tomorrow prolly lol#sorry for the breakdown😅#corey talks:)
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At least I have a Friendsgiving to go to bc man I’m sad as fuck about this
#I’m gonna try and talk to my brother or my cousin about it#and you know what? I know what they would say#we can join them#it’s so easy#but my mom would be pissed as fuck if I go behind her back like that#why does she have to do this#ugh I’m sorry I’ll stop complaining now
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#hey quick question what do you do when you’re in the wrong#and you know you’re in the wrong#but your feelings are still hurt#what the fuck do you do with that#I feel like i emotionally stunted myself when i tried to be the good one when i was younger#tried not to complain#tried to be a diplomat may#try to be good#try tryto be good#and now I’m just regressing so fucking hard#I never wanted to be grown up as a kid but I was constantly being mature#and an old soul and all that shit#and I robbed myself of my youth without even trying#and now I’m a year older and I don’t want to do it anymore#i don’t want to be the bigger person#it got me nothing#now I’m just a 24 year old who wants to throw a fucking tantrum#why can’t I get over anything#why am i so sensitive#this can’t be right#i know I’m just human#I know I’m not always wrong#why don’t I feel that way#why is it that i don’t feel like a person who makes mistakes#I just feel like a big fucking mistake#and talking about it doesn’t help#not really feelings come and go yes of course I’ll feel better#that’s life everything just happens over and over you feel things good and bad and isn’t that beautiful#it just makes me tired it’s always made me tired I’m always just flinching waiting for the bad feelings to come back and I don’t know how to#stop
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#dumping out all my issues here so bear with me#but i’ve been in the same room for going on 72 hours#haven’t seen anyone or talked to anyone in person#i have covid so i feel miserable and have no motivation to do literally anything#but classes and work don’t stop so i have assignments piling that i have no energy to start or complete#on top of all this!!!?#my brain has decided NOW is the perfect time to have a crisis about the future#i’m a senior in college and the real world is fast approaching which actually makes me physically i’ll#bc wtf am i gonna do#anyway#i’m having a hard time#and felt like complaining#apologies for clogging the dash#BUT THE ONLY THING ON EARTH RN I THINK WOULD ACTUALLY FIX ME IS A PUMPKIN COLD BREW I FUCKING NEED ONE SO BAD
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The way I had every intention to be productive this weekend and did none of it bc I know I’m in for some shit the minute I walk into that stupid office
#I finished the t-shirt design for HR lady right and she came in twice about it (could’ve been an email truly)#then when she DID said an email she just forgot that we fully did discuss putting the gross 75th anni. Logo on it#so her email was just that#and I did forget to respond to the email- like I skimmed it and then went ‘we talked about this’ but I’m not allowed to be a smart ass over#email anymore because when sales reps were being especially rude and disrespectful to my coworker and I#I’d waste no time to put them in their place#it took two fucking years of complaining for them to not treat us like shit and to give us deadline that aren’t same day/next day#like two years of me forcing my bosses hand to actually stand up for us for him to tell them to back off#I stopped dealing with it#my coworker does now bc I can’t be bothered to argue with assholes anymore#anyway yeah I- I truly do not check my email often so by the time EOD rolled around I wasn’t checking#but I know HR lady will be in my inbox bright and early :/#but on the bright side I’ll have the art room to myself Monday+Tuesday bc my coworker is leaving~~~~~#so I’m gonna try and be productive Monday so I can rest and relax at my desk Tuesday#then pretend I’ve been productive when I meet with my gross awful boss Wednesday morning#ugh#I need a new job bad#I hate this one#it’s fine but god is it boring and not creative at all#I love graphic design I do I really do but when it’s just sign making with pre-made templates it’s soooo fucking boring#So this weekend I just got high and yesterday a lil tipsy to feel a lil crossfade#I truly haven’t done shit bc if I think about Monday I’ll scream#personal
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idk how to start this so this post is ab individual action, trying to motivate positive change in the world, etc etc
a lot of growing up in the US for me makes things feel more scary than they are. like it’s actually not that difficult to go out of your way to get a bottle of water or iced cup of water from some random drive through if you think you should do it. either fast food conglomerate or local actually, it’ll usually be cheaper than 5 dollars to get drinkable water. i try to have 5-10 dollars i can justify spending on water, and asking for change, because sometimes when i’m out driving i need to go grab water.
i do not do this for me as much as i try to do it specifically when i see someone who’s most likely homeless on a street corner. i’m sure one day i might do this and they might not be there when i come back, but what have i lost really? a bit of time and a bit of money that would’ve meant more to them, that i can hold onto until i see them next.
the pressure that a lot of people feel when they think “what can i do” comes from this grand narrative that the average citizen can singlehandedly fix the housing crisis. rich people? maybe. nonprofits? not in a day, not all one person still. what can i do is a question i ask a lot. what can i do, not just because it feels bad to move along like nothings wrong with the world, but what can i do that will do anything. what can i do that makes even the smallest change.
i feel like it took me too long to figure out a personal method to what i consider individual action. it’s taking time to get to my own financial stability to be able to do more. but for now it’s as simple as water and cash. not water and food, but water and cash.
individual action means a lot in small steps, go get a bottle of water bare minimum and the price of a meal if you can and then just give it to them. if it wasn’t such a miserably hot place where i live i would keep a pack of water in my car, which i still want to do for the sake of having immediate access to water to give someone who might need it- hot or cold sometimes won’t matter. but when it’s hot out, get cold water, if it’s cold out, a warm tea will hydrate more than coffee will as long as it’s not super caffeinated.
#very genuinely i’ve always felt paralyzed by the idea i cannot doing anything to help and on the grand scale i kind of can’t#i can’t give someone a house to stay in where i could take care of the space enough to get someone back on their own feet#but i can give someone water and some money for whatever they need#one day i’ll be able to do more but for now. water bottles and cash.#what i want to say here is everyone knows bare necessities and everyone knows ways to get them#i also have an opinion that you should sit with and hold the harsh feeling of seeing the world fall apart and help people survive anyway#idfk man#i’ve met some extremely fucking jaded people in my time at college who seem to have no way to piece together that they can do SOMETHING#one of my classmates once complained about feeling bad about not doing anything for a guy on a corner and i recognized who#because i’d seen him too and done nothing at least 5 times before one day on the way home i gave him all the cash i had on me#she’d said she’d do more if she wasn’t so scared and anxious of being hurt. i don’t see how he could even look harmful or dangerous#he blessed me and offered a hug and asked me to have a good day and said thank you and i still can’t see why she was scared of him#at the same time i hadn’t done anything until i saw myself in someone else and thought it looked nasty. looked uncaring.#i saw him again today and gave him a water bottle and all the cash i had on me. i told him the weather seemed hot#he agreed with me and he took the bottle of water#i think i interrupted him opening it to hand him the rest#he got up and he blessed me again#offered a hug and more thank you’s and it’s so simple but i felt us both human in that moment. talking about the weather in a brief exchange#wishing each other well as we go different ways#he wouldn’t stop thanking me and wishing me well#i told him it was the smallest thing i think anyone could do and i still walked away hollow wishing to have done more somehow#to suddenly own an apartment complex nearby for him and anyone he knew that needed it too#not a rigid shelter but a place to make home#blah blah blah talking too much about a deed done because i get emotional about humanity#tauto talks
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i’ve got another 20 mins left in 2022 so i’ll get sappy rq. i’ve really, truly, genuinely enjoyed being on here w y’all this year. i joined wrestling tumblr near the end of 2021, so i’ve had this blog a little over a year now, and i’m really grateful i made it and joined you guys on here. thank you for looking at my silly little posts, thank you for thirsting abt wrestlers w me, thank you for sticking around and being generally welcoming to a new face around here. it’s been a really fun year enjoying wrestling with you guys, and i’m excited to do it more in 2023 💕💕
#as much as i enjoy talking abt wrestling w my family. it’s very different on here with you guys#i feel a lot safer to enjoy it how i WANT to enjoy it on here#i don’t have to make myself quiet on here. i don’t have to make myself smaller or downplay anything about how i feel#and i know i joke around a lot. i poke fun and i complain and i say hater stuff but genuinely#i have a lot of fun on here. i love coming on here and seeing what y’all have to say. i love spilling the most ridiculous posts on here#i love going from in depth analysis of storytelling and character motivations to incoherent abhorrent thirsting with u guys#so. yeah! i’m having a lot of fun. and you guys are all pretty damn cool#i don’t really talk with many people on here. i think i dm with like. two people.#but that doesn’t mean i don’t really like you guys and enjoy your posts and think you’re super cool#i’m not good with conversations or holding friendships like that one on one but im happy to be here#if you ever want to dm me they’re always open tho!! don’t take that as me saying i don’t wanna talk akskdnfn i just. don’t usually text 1st#okay. i’ll stop now but!! real sappy abt y’all. thanks for making 2022 fun
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it’s not even just them being under hybe thts getting them this treatment like they’ve been getting this since they basically started. like even back in 2018 when mnet got a new favorite gg to give all the attention to, they got put in the basement for nearly a year and then for OVER a year. why do their companies always hate them
#bella.txt#also i feel like a lot of ppl have very very rosy views of love bomb era as if they didn’t also have shit ass budget during that time like 😭#they still had the same $3 studio backdrop and random props quality that they have now#but apparently ‘that was a better time for frommy’ 🙄 shut up u literally know nothing#i cld complain more about ppl who can’t seem to move on from tht time but i’ll stop for now#srry i have to complain here bc i refuse to use my twt for anything other than access to frommy twt 🫶
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Thought I’d get out for the night, so I’ve been sitting in this gaming lounge for the last hour and it’s… meh. Ordered an overpriced milkshake, just kind of hanging out. Honestly, I’d rather play games by myself at home than deal with whatever’s going on here. Well… it was worth a shot 😒
#haha this sucks#it’s hot and boring and I’m annoyed#only came bc my therapist has been bugging me to get out and try to be social#but… like… I’m a hater. I’m about to hate on some people… even if I wanted to be social there’s no one here I would ever talk to#the dudes that hang out at places like this are not the kind of people I make small talk with#tbf talking to dudes irl is majorly unappealing to me#what do we talk about? their favorite marvel character? guns? vin diesel? I dunno. I’m lost.#also ordered a milkshake that took them 30 minutes to make which I mean I’m amenable I’m cool and relaxed#but it’s literally just me getting anything to eat or drink back here the whole time so I dunno 🤷🏻♂️#dropped my brother off here so he could play in a Smash Bros tournament so it’s not a total waste#god I’m whiny#I need to just leave#I’m sure I could have had a better time but tbh I’m tired and already had a negative outlook on this before even showing up#video game lounge sounds cool but it’s like $10 an hour#and I dunno I have no desire to spend cash to play some new game I’m unfamiliar with in public or whatever#now if it was an arcade I would be so psyched. but no it’s like rent an Xbox for an hour kind of deal#just gonna go home get fucked up and play fallout and I’ll be so fucking content l#writing all this down so I can remember what to whine about in therapy next week#ok yeah this was doomed to not be my style. that’s fair. maybe look for a D&D group in the area or something instead#okay lemme stop complaining and just leave#I love you. I’m bored. and I’m dying. and I’m bored.#goodbye forever#text
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today we mourn the plot of every upcoming zelda game
#zelda game director said in an interview he never considered the timeline when making totk just wanted to make a ‘fun game experience’#just fucking shoot me directly in the face next time buddy#why do you people pretend this timeline is important if EVERYONE MAKING YOUR GAMES ADMITS TO NOT GIVING A SHIT ABOUT IT#GET RID OF IT OR FUCKING FOLLOWIT#IM GOING INSANE#anyways just gonna treat zelda like i do game grumps now#go back to enjoy the classics and warily digest new content in hopes of it being decent#but knowing i’ll never get back what i once had…#i will never stop complaining about how totk ruined zelda lore for me lol#i used to care so much#i know everything about zelda lore#i memorized my hyrule historia#but none of IT FUCKING MATEERRRSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#):<#loz#personal#UGH
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