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hey gorgug’s haunted house au enjoyers. i wrote another little fic. and this may surprise you but it’s baron and riz related. Again
this takes place when riz is alive duh, i feel like context can be gained from the fic but if anything is confusing or unclear then i am very open to answering!!
here it is
#gorgugs haunted house au#sam.fic#i would say that i’ll try to write something related to other ghosts but um#i’d probably be lying#i only get inspired to write about baron and riz…
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you’re still calling me friend?
#huh?#tbh if everyone was lying to me i’d be asking a lot of questions too……#you betrayed my trust. we’re still friends though#solid snake probably#bro forced him to cooperate after stealing his clothes… dignity and 50 huskies#the briefing should be called ‘campbell and naomi lying for 25 minutes’#what’s a silly little injection going to do to a man huh?#metal gear solid#mgs#metal gear#metal gear series#solid snake#metal gear solid 1#mgs1#mgs 1#shadow moses#roy campbell#colonel campbell#snavid#mgs david#snake mgs#mgs snake#mgs solid snake#solid snake mgs#metalgear#metalgearsolid#mgs memes#metal gear memes#shitpost#shitposting
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I know this isn’t a particularly common characterization of them (at least not what I’ve seen) but I personally think of the two;
Shanks rarely gets restless, he’s the one more content to just bask in a moment, it may not be in silence but he’s comfortable just doing nothing with his crew. As long as there’s alcohol, a hammock and the people he loves, Shanks is straight.
Contrary to that Mihawk is always itching to do something, entertain himself in some way. If he’s not dueling/training, he’s gardening if it’s not that then he’s cooking or he’s reading and if nothing else will do then he naps. but he’s always trying to occupy his time with something.
I think a lot of people don’t notice it because it’s not the jittery hyperactivity that people associate with it. But Mihawk is restless, endlessly so. He’s in a never ending fight with his boredom but it’s all internal.(except when he decides to make it someone else’s problem ala Don Krieg)
Mihawk’s the type of dude to implode instead of explode so it makes sense that things like restlessness don’t really show themselves in an outwardly physical way. Instead it’s more of an internal pressure and incessant need to stave off boredom. But because of his preference for being alone and the fact that the activities he chooses aren’t ones usually associated with restlessness. It goes unnoticed.
Except by Shanks who’s always going out of his way to make the life of a pretty little birdie a litte more interesting.
#Mishanks#It’s less flitting from project to project and more this burning need to be entertained#throwing thoughts to the void#it’s something I identify heavily with because by appearances I’m just lying in bed at peace#but restlessness and boredorm are a Pressing heat in my head that’s hard to get rid off#so maybe that’s why I identify with him that way#but I’m interested to hear other peoples opinions on this#I know alot of people characterize Shanks as hyperactive but he’s always felt more bubbly calm to me#like he’s sunny and loud but in a lazy way but that might just be his age showing#I’m not shitting on the take just thought I’d give my perspective#Shanks being the only one to truly see how lonely Mihawk is is something I hold dear to my heart#and something I’ll probably one day post about#dracule mihawk#akagami no shanks#hawkeye mihawk#one piece#op#red hair shanks#a character who has Mihawk’s general disposition but not his restlessness#is Zoro who much like Shanks is just chill to be lazing away in the sun in the presence of his crew#and sure he trains a lot but it never feels like it’s because he’s just looking for something to do
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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i’m like solidly upper middle class i attended a very bougie private liberal arts college before dropping out and i would not have the resources to move to LA to be a pop star without a backup plan after going to the most expensive music camp in the country as a teen and only THEN coming out as queer bc i literally live in LA… this is a girl who clearly comes from money and she claimed to have lived in a trailer park up until she really blew up and it got quietly removed from her wikipedia page. and there r still people who buy her whole trailer park white trash queen shtick and see her as a working class pop star For the People
#i also can’t imagine ever lying about my background and pretending to be poor#like as someone with a lot of friends from families with a lower socioeconomic status than mine#that seems incredibly insensitive on so many levels#ALSO. if my parents were willing to fund my music career i’d probably be publicly thanking them every chance i got
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I love my brain sometimes…..but not all the time and this is definitely not one of those times.
#I freaking wrote almost 1k words on this character that I don’t even know if I’m serious about creating or not#I was literally lying in bed reading and I just started to brainstorm about it then all of a sudden brain goes ‘’WRITE IT DOWN NOW!’’#mind you I am still very tired but even more so now since I was straining my eyes and stuff#geez….#if I didn’t have to work tomorrow I’d probably be staying up later tbh
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It’s a shame we won’t see Kieran or Ash interact in the anime. I would’ve loved to see how the Kitakami story plays with him and Pikachu there
If Ash were involved there’s a 0% chance Kieran would undergo a villain arc lmao
#He’s WAY more active than the SV protag and wouldn’t feel comfy lying to Kieran#If the story plays out in a similar way to the DLC#Ash is just too charismatic and good and encouraging LMAO#Kieran is not immune to Ash propaganda.#Pokemon#Pokeani#Also tbh. I’d probably end up shipping them. Hfjsjsn#Ash Ketchum#Kieran#Satoshi#Pokemon Kieran#The Teal Mask#Pokemon SV#Shima answers questions
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had a really funny idea for an ask blog ft. Vanny and another plex employee oc,,
#Get this right. 2 pizzaplex employees accidentally get tumblr famous bc someone has been leaving weird graffiti everywhere and#Getting up to other shenanigans and sends asks abt it to this one like urban exploration blog. Who later gets an ask basically like#Hey I work at the plex?? This is some insider info only another employee would know????#The two anons are constantly back and forth in this persons inbox and are eventually assigned nicknames#‘Pix’ for the mystery vandalism employee because she shows up as nothing but weird pixels and glitches on cameras#The other employee is ‘Cam’ because they have been monitoring all this on the cameras#One day they get each others blogs and keep sending each other death threats and shit jokingly but one day pix warns cam not to go to a#Weird late staff meeting#The next night it is literally just the two of them and they think this is so funny they start a blog trying to uncover why everyone else#Just isn’t coming in. At first they are like well layoffs duhhhh#But then ppl send asks and messages like ‘hey have u seen this employee it’s my brother/friend/etc’ and they realize shit is actually going#On in here#One night cam is live-blogging their shift and sees a weird intruder in a costume with a knife and runs around eventually escaping and find#Pix lying at the bottom of a stairwell unconscious with a bloody nose later#Takes pix to the hospital. Only to be alone in the plex the next night and suddenly get a phone call saying that pix left the hospital. Bc#Pix left cam as the emergency contact because ‘she didn’t have anyone else’.#Cam has to survive the masked intruder#eventually starts recording everything but when the intruder gets closer the footage gets glitchier#Eventually there’s just one fuzzy image of the intruder with Roxy and Monty standing on either side and that’s the last we hear of cam. Nex#Post is pix saying hehe thanks for following our little story aha !! Bye now it’s over!! And that’s it…..heheheheh#Killer rab blog has become a little boring for me so… might start this soon….#I’d have to make like 2 blogs plus some fake dms too probably . Damn
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Supposed to be on a book buying ban but obviously I’m about to finish reading the Shades of Magic series for the first time so obviously I’ve just ordered The Fragile Threads of Power…
#shades of magic#adsom#a darker shade of magic#a gathering of shadows#a conjuring of light#the fragile threads of power#threads of power#kell maresh#rhy maresh#delilah bard#alucard emery#when I tell you I’d die for kell maresh I’m not lying#probably Lila too tbh
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grounding techniques sound like such bs until you’re actually in the thick of it and suddenly find yourself counting shit you can touch and hear n etc and suddenly it’s like oh ok. Horrors are done
#aka. We had a moment 👍#but I’m ok now.#Helps having a very very clingy cat who sits on you as if she’s been trained to do that when she most certainly has not been#Anyyyyway. I need to get Diagnosed .#the one like non-catastrophizing thought I had in that mess ‘wow they weren’t kidding#this Girl can Need To Go Back to Therapy’#Realizing that thing ur previous therapist suggested you might have may actually have some weight to it. Like. Awww fuck#That’s like so much to deal with. I’d like to opt out of this mental health issue thanks.#Not adhd. The Other Thing. The Scary Thing (to me)#I’m dodging saying it because I’m in the phase of like ‘if I dont say it it’s not real’ where right now I can be in denial 👍#because I’m NOT diagnosed. I’ve just had two separate counselors tell me I probably have it. 👍#Which could mean nothing. <- lying to self#vent#<- I mean yes it counts so I’m tagging it as such#clamtalk#it’s 1am I need to bed . Long day tomorrow.
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save me low quality recording of lisa frankenstein, save me
#listen i just had a fucking bomb dropped on me of bad news and having a panic attack about it#i’d go to the theatre and use my amc pass but it’s too late/dog sitting/have to be up early for work#and it’s too late to watch my other comfort movies of choice: carol or eeaao#either way these three films WILL make me sob for various reasons and *nicole kidman voice* i need that right now#also probably not an original text post because iirc i saw someone else post this same sentiment#however i didn’t want to just dump all of this into their tags on their post when i rb’d it#anyways lisa frankenstein (my beloved) thank you for being a comfort movie for me that won’t completly break me emotionally#i’m lying#it will break me emotionally but not nearly as bad as carol or eeaao#but maybe i need that….but that’s friday me’s problem when i work my half day#meaghan rambles
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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)
for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge
#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however#because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog#& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded#but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone#else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore#i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help#that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less#the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin#& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls#i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON#BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT#B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought#calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never#saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee#and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i#could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years#i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has#the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere#but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct#no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES#WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES#AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies#morgan frost#philadephia flyers
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wowwy wawawa. was worried about seeing a new psychiatrist, but any doc that gives me a month of ativan is okay in my book.
so anyway, I got that and also starting something called remeron after the weekend is over (going out of town for my brother’s 2 day chess tournament and don’t want to deal with side effects during it). Let’s be hopeful.
#I’m just saying I’m more used to drs not wanting to prescribe harder antianxieties but this dude was nice#plus I’d been a patient there before + recent ER trips and yadda yadda yadda it’s not like I DON’T need any#sorry that first paragraph came off as very ‘hehe I got drugs to abuse’#but really I’ll end up being very frugal with them and hopefully they’ll help with some of this irrational anxiety.#I’m happy for the help#I was very worried walking into his office. very severe. more than one bible lying around. uncomfortable seating.#but he ended up being pretty knowledgeable. we talked about prescriptions I’d tried before. he worked with my concerns.#new med is supposed to also help with anxiety and probably make me sleepier. which I kinda want maybe. I haven’t slept well lately.#and then I have regular ol therapy on Monday. so. we’re gettin at it. mentally. yup.#also like I mentioned. brother has a chess tournament this weekend#maybe you’ve followed me long enough to remember I took him last year. and the year before. and the year before.#I almost wasn’t going to go with him this year but now I am and I’m psyched#I mean. it’s not a super exciting event. I just sit around all day while he plays. but I like it. I like being there for him.#what was I saying? I dunno. this is too many tags. blegh blegh blegh.#you can ignore this#text
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Google search how to come out to someone whose favourite Jim carrey film is ace ventura ONE
#the truest repairman posts#Ok I’m going to go on a tinsey little rant in the tags so if you don’t want to see that don’t expand 👍#Anyway my dad is off tomorrow so I’m going to be seeing him so technically it would be the best time I’d get#However last year I asked my (now estranged from) mother to tell him because I was worried and she told me he reacted badly#However now I know that she was a lying scumbag who had been recording my phone calls and described me as a narcissist and an abuser#She was the only person I was out to because she convinced me that no one would ever listen to me- only her#And she did lots of other horrible stuff that I’m probably never going to get into#So I absolutely do not trust what she told me happened#But I’m still scared. Basically. It’s just a case of when I have no other options I think because I’m not sure if I can do this much longer
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When you accidentally caused a peaceful world to get several evil organizations popping up at once and you essentially have to become God’s Janitor.
Synopsis: One too many rifts were left open on a peaceful version of the pokemon world. Because of this, a lot of evil organizations who didn’t even exist are starting to show up ready to cause trouble. Giovanni and Arceus have to go fix up the rifts and kick the teams back to their world.
Based on one of the original ideas I had for Giovanni in my ‘Ask Team Galaxy Recruit’ till I decided I really liked the idea of him just staying there permanently. Mixed with the story I never posted here but I wrote about where Giovanni kinda just became all the legendaries secretary.
#pokemon#beta arceus#pokemon giovanni#pokemon N#pokemon cyrus#There's probably a lot of people in that world going 'wow that's a lot of evil twins causing problems this year'#i wish the last panel was an exaggeration for comedy sake#But I’d be lying
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Ello!
I promised and I will deliver
Roommate head canon look! ✨✨✨
The world will always needs red heads. There’s never enough of them fr.
Have an amazing day!!!!
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SO CUTE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH @thedevillovesflowers 🩵❤️🩵❤️
I LOVE SEEING PEOPLES INTERPRETATIONS I LOVE SEEING PEOPLES HEAD CANONS AHVDJAJAK
#asks#the roommate series#if someone told me that there would people#who would draw things from thing dive written#I’d probably say they were lying#I have so many happy tears#you guys are so amazing#I love all of you
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