#i‘ve been so obsessed

[puppygirl-gwyn]

concerning my recent TMA obsession

so… a year ago, i had dropped TMA after finishing the first 44 or so episodes. Only recently (meaning exactly two weeks ago), did i start listening to the podcast again.

today, i got to season 5 (currently at MAG 164). i‘ve been keeping track of all the connections using obsidian.

[anantaru]

Yoru hi! How are you doing? is it okay to ask you what was your experience regarding gender pronouns? Was this decision sudden or step by step?

hi love !! i‘m doing well and i hope you‘re too 💗 i don‘t know how to explain it honestly, like at some point i simply felt more comfortable with they/them rather than she/her, it took me a few years tho to finally understand it and it‘s so hard to explain for me personally 🤔 i don‘t know how i got so uncomfortable by she/her because whenever someone messes it up i‘m kinda like 👺 i’m still finding myself out and embracing myself, i struggled with prons ever since i came out as pan (which i did in my teens) so i’m happy i took the final step a few months ago !! i‘m very fortunate too that the people i‘m friends with, my family and my workspace are all very open about it and refer to me by they/them !! i‘m v thankful 💗 (i just want to say that i‘m also friends with people + working with people whom i speak another language with and some of said languages do not have "they/them" in that particular sense, and when they refer to me by she/her i don‘t mind that at all since obviously they don‘t do it on purpose and languages can be tricky like that !!) 💗

[orange-dreamzer]

I am very genuinely thankful to my ex bff leaving me. Best thing that has happened to me fr

[vscabarca]

hii could you write about gavi where he falls for the social media manager (owner) of the barcelona insta page and she likes to post a lot about gavi where she kinda crushes on him and he notices and messages the barca acc abt it and asks for her main account since he is interested and likes to see what she looks like after seeing her he immediately falls for her

social media manager - pablo gavi

summary: gavi wants to know who‘s the new admin of the official Fc Barcelona Instagram account after the admin lowkey crushes over him. here is p2!

genre: fluff

a/n: sorry anon for waiting so long…😔 hope you like it still!!

———

„Our social media manager is all over our golden boy here!“ Out of all people, it just had to be Ferran saying that. Even though Gavi wasn’t the youngest in the team anymore, they still treated him like their little brother. Besides aggressive hugs, soft kicks to his butt and playful banter against him, Gavi was more and more teased for his frequent appearance on the official Instagram page of the club.

Nobody really knew who managed the account, the players only knew Sarah took the pictures but didn’t edit or post them.

„Stop, it’s not that serious, I‘m just the fan favorite.“ Gavi countered, knowing how to handle their stupid jokes and did no longer erupt into the angry bird he was known for.

But lately it gnawed on him. It was true, he appeared more and more on their Instagram page after the club announced a change in their social media department, and it almost seemed like there were new faces behind it.

15 october

fcbarcelona: Gavi shoots Spain to the 2024 Euros!🥳 felicitationes Gavi and sefutbol!!

14 february

fcbarcelona: besitos for people who celebrate valentines day!💓💌🎀 ps Gavi i‘m single… xoxo-admin

13 may

fcbarcelona: happy gavi in practice? = happy admin😁⚽️

23 may

fcbarcelona: 1-10 how do you like Gavi‘s new haircut? I’d give him a 11🤭

21 june

fcbarcelona: when Gavi hears you haven’t bought a match ticket for the pre-season tour yet… (don’t worry Gavito I bought one😇) xoxo-admin

27 july

fcbarcelona: Gavi is ready for pre-season in the US, are you?😍 Get your tickets here! www.fcbarcelonatickets.com

The posts these past half year earned much more publicity due to your unhinged and funny captions. People loved this side, a more humerous and silly atmosphere than your rivals.

You were not even twenty, stumbling across this job by chance as you scrolled through various job descriptions.

You always loved the football club, so this was your opportunity to start a career in that sport.

Did you have a little crush on Barça‘s number six? Yes, but to defend yourself, as said before, people loved it. It also felt great knowing no one knew who was behind the account, only your friends and co-workers knew.

It was a sunny day in Barcelona, you were about to work on some posts for the US Tour when Sarah stumbled inside your office.

„You won’t believe this.“ She beamed, shaking her head in disbelief. You noticed her phone in her hands with Instagram open on her screen.

„What, did Messi finally reply to your DM‘s?“ You joked, knowing Sarah was obsessed with the Argentine and used every opportunity to text him.

„No then I wouldn’t walk in so casually, but someone did text me… about you.“ You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion at her last words, not understanding why anyone would text your work colleague about you.

„Huh? What do you mean? Why would they text you about me?“ You questioned while Sarah just sat there with a grin on her face.

„Because he wants to know who runs the FC Barcelona Instagram account.“

Huh? You were even more confused now. Why would anyone want to know who posted these hilarious and often badly edited photos?

„Who?“

„Gavi.“

You almost had an heart attack hearing his name.

„Pablo Gavi texted you about me? Omg is he angry with what I‘ve been posting? Or doesn’t he like how-”

Sarah interrupted your stream of words, telling you to relax while she laughed at your reaction.

„Quite the opposite! Let me show you.“ She scooted closer, handing over her phone.

pablogavi

Hi sarah, its gavi from the team😁 I was wondering who’s behind all these funny posts about me on our page on Instagram? Could you tell me who makes these posts? thanks!

„Oh my god, you didn’t tell him it’s me, right?“ You were blushing once you read his message, feeling extremely embarrassed about the whole situation.

„Of course I did, I gave him your private Instagram.“ Sarah said as if it was the most normal thing to do.

Your eyes went wide, immediately slapping your hand over your mouth once you realized Gavi knew who has been thirsting over him these last months.

Before you could scold her and go crazy, Sarah excused herself, saying her break was long over.

„Oops, well Y/n my break is over. See you soon and have fun with Gavi!“ She winked.

„You‘re dead I swear!“ You shouted after her with a laugh, still not believing she did what she did. Now you were even too scared to look at your phone until work was over.

———

Gavi sent that message right before a morning session, hoping he‘d get an answer once Flick would release them for lunch. Logically, it had to be a girl. Of course it could also be a guy, which would be no problem at all, but imagining it being a girl around his age made everything more exciting.

What would he even do once he knew who you were? He couldn’t just follow your with his normal account, he basically had to do it with his private one. These thoughts got quickly out of his head once he was hit by a football. His friends made fun of him for being absent and he even felt embarrassed, even though none of them knew what he was thinking about.

After practice, waiting for everyone to leave the locker room, Gavi looked at his DM‘s seeing Sarah had already answered him.

He immediately clicked on the @, seeing your private account pop up.

He could only see your profile picture, but he felt like he was hit by cupids arrow immediately after he looked at you.

You looked beautiful, hair flowing freely and a cute smile covering your face as you took the selfie.

Just when Gavi thought he was alone for once, Pedri realized he forgot his phone and went back to the locker room. He had never seen his friend so scared, Gavi even dropped his phone to the ground. After Pedri first laughed at his reaction, he picked the phone up for his friend, only to see a cute girl across his phone screen.

„Who is this?!“ Pedri said teasingly. He knew Gavi wasn’t keen on talking about girls with his friends, that’s something he‘d rather kept to himself.

„Swear on god to not tell Fermin or Ferran, otherwise the whole team knows within ten minutes.“ Gavi scolded, pointing his finger at him. He knew there was no point in hiding it from Pedri, maybe he could help him out.

Pedri innocently put his hands up, saying he wouldn’t tell anyone.

„She’s Barça‘s Instagram admin. I thought the posts about me were funny but I wanted to know who the person was behind. Sarah gave me her @, and that’s her who you’re looking at.“ Gavi explained simply, waiting for an answer.

„She’s pretty.“ Pedri only said, agreeing with Gavi.

„She is. What should I do?“

„What do you wanna do?“ His friend countered. He wanted to know what Gavi‘s intentions were before he said something.

„Well at first I was just curious who the person is, but now I think I have a crush on her after looking at that picture.“ Pedri next to him snorted at first, but once he realized he was serious, he said what every friend would say.

„Text her. Tell her you think her posts are funny, then ask her out.“

„Isn’t that a bit weak to just text her? Aren’t girls more impressed when the guy comes up to her in person?“ Gavi asked. He had a point, but you would like anything he does if we’re honest…

„I mean she does work here too… you can always go to her office and talk to her.“ Pedri suggested, even though he was surprised that Gavi would even do such a thing for a girl.

The following day after afternoon practice, Gavi still thought about you and decided to come by your office, hoping you’d still be here.

He softly knocked at the door, peeking inside to see you look up from your laptop. Surprised was an understatement, you were shocked to say the least.

„You must be Y/n right?“ Gavi asked, stepping inside a bit before you invited him over to you.

„Yeah! Come in, can I help you with something?“ You said, trying to be as professional as possible even though you were trembling on the inside once Gavi stood in front of you.

„You’re Barça‘s social media admin right?“ He said with a small smile on his face.

„I am, Sarah told me you‘ve been looking for me. I‘m sorry if I offended you in any way-” You were cut off by Gavi, telling you he loved your posts.

„No, no don’t worry, me and my friends love them, we always have a good laugh.“ Gavi assured you, taking a seat on the stool opposite your desk.

„Then I‘m glad. Don’t worry I‘m not crazy or anything but the people like my work. Not that you think I‘m some kind of weird fan girl.“ He had to laugh at your words, his head falling back while you joined in laughing.

„No, I get it, it’s good for Barça‘s marketing.“ He joined in with the jokes, creating a great atmosphere between you two.

„Was there a specific reason you wanted to know who the admin was?“ You asked genuinely curious after you just shared a good laugh.

„Well, my friends and I always joked about your posts about me and I was just wondering who was behind it. And once Sarah gave me your personal Instagram account I realized you are a very pretty girl, so I decided to pay you a visit.“ Gavi‘s cheeks grew red at his little confession, but he soon was more confident once he saw how flustered you got.

„That’s very sweet of you, thank you.“ You answered with a smile, having to break the eye contact out of nerves. The guy half of Spain adored just called you pretty. Huh?!

„And I was wondering if you’d like to go out with me sometime? Maybe eat dinner or something like that.“ Gavi asked, fidgeting with his shirt. You immediately started beaming, feeling your cheeks heat up.

„I‘d love to go out with you, yes.“ You said, smiling softly as you saw him grin too.

„Great, I‘ll text you. Is Friday at seven good? I can pick you up.“ He got up from his seat, making you get up too.

„That’s perfect, see you on Friday.“ You accompanied him to the door, leaning on the doorframe seeing him turn around to give you a gentle hug.

„See you on Friday hermosa.“

[blkberriess]

grumpy megumi x sunshine reader halloween edition!

i‘ve been soo obsessed with megumi lately it’s not even funny, anyways let me know what you guys think of this !!

"Gumii! I'm back" You burst through the door, almost tripping over yourself with your hands filled with shopping bags. Megumi hears you and walks to the front.

"I thought you were just getting a few things from Ulta?" Giving you the biggest look of confusion, he walks over to you grabbing the bags so you can set your stuff down. "I knoww but there was a sale and you know how that goes, but I passed by spirit halloween and-" He immediately cuts you off.

"No."

"You didn't even see them yet!"

"I just got Gojo to stop calling me Willy Wonka. I'm not doin it." He starts going through the bag looking at the costume and pulls out one examining it like it's some foreign object.

"Barnacle Boy? Babe it's like you're asking me to get made fun of, why couldn't you get something classic like a pizza costume." Snatching the outfit from his hands, "Because pizza isn't as fun as this, oh and look— I'm gonna be Mermaid Man!" You waved the outfit in his face hoping to change his mind. "M'not dressing up this year" He crossed his arms, pointing at the other bags, "What else did you get?"

"The rest are just makeup and like accessories and stuff." As you start putting everything back into the bags, Megumi hums and makes his way over to the couch getting comfortable as if you guys didn't have unfinished business. "Um excuse me where are you going" You hear him sigh and say muffled words under his breath, not having any of his mess, you walk over standing in front of him, hands on your hips.

"Will you at least try on the outfit"

"No point if I'm not wearing it" He says shrugging giving you a nonchalant stare.

"Yes you are."

"No I'm not"

Moments later he came out the room with the costume on. "Oooh you look so cute!" While laughing you pull your phone out to take a picture, "First of all I look ridiculous- who are you sending that to?"

You grin at him, "Don't worry about it!, Just smile okay?" He rolls his eyes putting on the world's most fakest smile.

After a couple minutes of having a mini photoshoot, he returns back out with regular clothes on. He slumps onto the couch next to you while you look at all the pictures

"You better not send that to anyone" He grumbled, after not hearing a response from you he sits up a little, "You didn't send that to anyone right?" A small pang of guiltiness hits you.

Before being able to respond, Megumi's phone goes off

'didn't take you as the barnacle type..' Gojo‘s text shines across the screen

Shaking his head, “You guys are ridiculous”

"Boy bye you love us." You say nudging his arm. A small smile creeps onto his face "Yea whatever."

[bravo4iscool]

i‘ve been asked to give this little ‚false signs‘ thing a happy ending and while i believe that i can‘t do that since this piece of work from me is a little too personal and based on real events (lol) i want to give you a kind of ‚ending‘ nevertheless.

people i thought might want to be tagged - @samthereader1 @alittlejudgemental @lilliumrorum

(masterlist | false signs masterlist)

REQUESTS/ASKS OPEN!!!

it was the evening of the marine ball and well, you weren‘t going. you decided so the very second simon told you he‘s got someone else. perhaps it was childish but he hurt your feelings and you couldn‘t just ignore the way your heart shattered to pieces.

so, you sat in front of your tv, watching the lastest season of bridgerton (please don‘t blame me guys, i‘m OBSESSED with this series😭) and nibbling at a bottle of water. it was safe to say that you were surprised when there was a knock on your door.

you scrambled to your feet and walked over to your door, opening it. „simon,“ your hand tightens around your door knob, your knuckles turning white. „what are you doing here?“

„‘taking you t‘the ball,“ he simply says with a slightly tilted head. „why‘re y’not ready?“ he wants to know, pushing himself past you into your flat. he turns around, eying you. „get ready.“

you stare at him for a second before you close the door. „no.“

„what ‘no‘?“ he frowns.

you plant your hands on your hips „i said no, simon.“

„but why?“

„because i am tired of being the second choice, alright?“ you try not to spit it into his face, balling your hands into fists beside you. „i don‘t want your pity simon! i don‘t want to only be considered because you feel guilty!“ you take a deep breath and try to calm down.

he searches for your eyes and takes a step in your direction. „you‘re not-“ he starts but you raise your hands to stop him.

„don‘t try to talk yourself out of it now. you‘re making it worse. i‘ve accepted the fact that i won‘t be someone’s number one but i don‘t need a constant reminder of it. you wouldn‘t have thought of me if i hadn‘t mentioned it at all, i want it to stay that way. just leave me alone, okay?“

he doesn‘t want to leave you alone. he wants to- he doesn‘t know what he wants…

„but-“

you sigh and massage the bridge of your nose. „leave simon, please. take her to the ball and be happy. i‘m fine.“ you know you‘re lying to yourself but you always have done it, no? lying to yourself, manipulating yourself… it‘s all you know.

he doesn‘t know what to say at that. he keeps still and eyes you. he knows he fucked up; he can see it your eyes and he hates himself for it.

„i‘m sorry,“ he says before he strides over to you to take you in his arms. „‘m sorry…“

you relax into his arms, hiding your face in his chest. „don‘t be. it‘s…alright.“

[pandorxxx]

Who’s side are you on?

For a better reading experience, listen to Too Late by Chase Atlantic.

[im clearly obsessed with chase Atlantic. Also, the song has nothing to do with the story, but that’s what I was listening to when I was editing this💀]

Neteyam(21) x omayicayan fem reader (20)

Warnings: SMUT THE HOUSE, slight daddy kink, breeding kink, oral, p in v, rough sex, cursing.

🔞Minors, do not interact🔞

Synopsis: Neteyam is mad about the recent incident with his brother and father. He confides in you, but you side with lo’ak. He doesn’t like that too much, and decides to teach you a lesson.

“Y/n I can’t do this shit anymore!” Your mate storms in with a look of rage. He throws his ionar (riders mask) to the ground with a loud hiss.

He paces the room with loud breaths, flexing his muscles with every inhale and exhale.

You stand slowly, walking towards him hesitantly as you have never seen him like this.

“What is the matter, Neteyam?” You ask calmly, palming his flexed bicep as he looks down at you with angry eyes.

“Lo’ak!! He almost got us killed today. I took responsibility for it as I always do, but I always end up getting punished, or scolded. I just cannot take it anymore” he yells as he starts pacing again.

He growls loudly before punching a hole into the hut wall. You jump slightly at the impact. He was scaring you. He’s been mad before, but never this mad.

He turns to look at your demeanor for a moment. Your breath hitched, lips slightly parted as you watch your mate go completely feral.

“ i-I’m sorry y/n…I don’t mean to scare you, I just get so mad at lo’ak. It’s like he does this shit on purpose. Why does he have to make everything so hard?” he says as he plops down on the cot with his head in his hands, rocking back and forth with low growls rumbling in his chest.

You are still scanning his demeanor, not knowing wether to run, stand still, or comfort him. As his mate, you chose the latter. You take a seat next to him on the cot as you place your delicate hand on his shoulder.

“I-I’m sorry this is happening to you, my love. Maybe you should just tell lo’ak how you feel about this situation. He is the younger brother, so he’s going to get into a lot of shit that you have to get him out of. That’s just how younger siblings are.” you say through shaky breaths, immediately regretting your statement.

He snaps his neck at you, anger behind his eyes. He sits up from his previous slouched position.

“Are you taking his side y/n? Please don’t tell me you’re taking his side. Don’t make me take my anger out on you.” He says through gritted teeth, poking you in your chest.

Your body heated up at his response. You push your thighs together slightly, breathing raggedy, as you tried so desperately to hide your nervousness. However, he noticed.

He stands up slowly, keeping eye contact with you. He shifts his body to the front of you as you still sit on the cot, looking up at him.

You couldn’t deny how much his anger turned you on. He looks down at you with a tilted head, and a dark glare.

“Teyam, I didn’t mean t-“ you were cut off as you tried to touch him, and he immediately slapped your hand away.

“No…you meant what you said” he leans down, slowly pushing his fist into the cot on either sides of your thighs. He is now nose to nose with you as he glared at you. Nothing but anger and lust in his eyes.

“And I meant what I said, I’m going to ruin you.” He growls before standing back up, towering over you as you sit on the cot.

“I‘ve had a very long day, and you’re going to make it better…on your knees, now.” He says as he palms his hard cock through his loincloth.

You oblige as you scramble to get on your knees in-front of him. You look up at him with a frightened gaze, but he couldn’t care less.

He looks down at you as he takes his loincloth off. His hard cock springs out causing you to jump slightly.

You just stare at it for a moment, admiring the precum oozing out of the tip. A harsh grab to your throat broke your trance.

“Don’t piss me off. You know exactly what to do.” He says through gritted teeth as you whimper under his grasp.

“now suck it…” he says as he pushes your head down onto his thick shaft.

You squeal as your nose touched his pubic bone. You push on his thighs to try and back up a little, but it was no use. He had a grip on your braids so tight, you couldn’t blink.

“No…you talk too much, so let me shut you the fuck up!” he says through gritted teeth as he starts to bob your head back and forth on his cock. He throws his head back in bliss

Tears start to well in your eyes from how deep he was. He was touching the back of your throat. You were on the verge of choking on him.

“Ohhhh fuck, look at you. Choking on my cock.” He laughs as he takes himself out of your mouth to let you catch your breath.

You let out a loud gasp, as you are finally able to breath. There is a line of spit connecting your bottom lip and his cock. Your eyes were puffy and red, as tears threatened to fall on your reddish cheeks.

“Teyam, pl-please, I c- can’t” you plead through heavy breaths.

“You think you can’t take this? Wait until I’m balls deep in that tight little pussy of yours.” he growls as he lets your head go with a slight push, causing you to fall back.

He gets down to the ground with you, now in between your legs. He rips your loincloth off with such force that it burns you.

“Teyam!!! PLEASE!” you scream.

He gets all of your clothing off easily. He leans back and admires your body before he completely destroys it.

“This will teach you not to side with anyone other than me” he says as he connects his thumb to your sensitive clit. He rubs in slow circular motions that drive you insane.

You let out a soft moan as your back arched off of the hut floor.

“Talk to me babygirl, do you want more?” He asks as he watches you squirm under his simple touch.

You start to feel your high approaching already, shaking and eyes rolling back. “Neteyam! Fuck I’m cumming! It’s too much!!!” you whine as you come undone under the boys touch.

“Already, baby?” He chuckles “Wait until I fuck you senseless. Is that what you want?” He asks, tilting his head at you as you try to catch your breath.

“Mhmm!!” You nod with your bottom lip between your teeth, looking up at him.

“No I need words babe…” he says as he lines up his throbbing cock with your soaking wet cunt, gently massaging your clit with the tip. The friction is enough to make you come undone for the second time. That’s just the power he had over you.

You moan at the sensation, gripping his arm.

He looks at you as he slaps his cock on your pussy to get your attention. He chuckles at how delirious you were. He just knew you would be an absolute mess on his cock.

“Y/n…tell me what you want babe!” he grabs your face lightly to get you to look at him.

“Please fuck me. I wanna feel you so bad daddy” you whine.

His eyes widen at the name. He’s never seen you so hot and bothered before. He finally pushes his hips into you slowly.

“Daddy huh? I like that.” he smirks as he shoves the rest of his cock into you. His hand now lightly wrapped around your neck as he starts to move slowly.

You were practically screaming at the sensation. You wanted him to speed up, but you also needed to adjust to his size.

“ I-I….FUCK! I- can’t!” you stutter on your words in between heavy breaths.

“you can’t what baby?” He says picking up the pace and tightening his grip on your neck causing you to bite your lip.

“You feel so fucking good! I can’t take it! Please I-“ you moan as your eyes roll back, jaw practically on the ground. You hit his arm repeatedly as an attempt to tap out, but he didn’t care.

“You gotta take it! I’m gonna fuck you until you learn how to listen, and shut the fuck up. You’re supposed to take my side. No on else’s!” He growls as his head falls back, and eyes shut tightly.

“SHIT!” You yell sharply as you cover the hand that is choking you out. Eyes completely shut, you feel that familiar knot in your stomach again.

He watches your face contort as he pants, his high approaching him quickly. From your moaning to the feeling of your tight walls wrapped around his cock, he was about to come undone as well.

“Mmmm…fuck this.” He growls as he pulls out of you, flipping you over on all fours. He pulls your hips up to his pelvis as he pushes your head down on the ground. He admires the view for a moment before you knock him out of his trance.

“Neteyam!! I need you...please!” You plead with him as the emptiness you’re feeling starts to irritate you.

He grips your ass as he slides back into you with ease. You let out a loud moan as he starts to move.

“You feel sooo…fucking….good” you whine in between thrusts, looking back at him. His eyes glued to your ass as he slaps it hard. He lifts you up by your hair as he pounds you. Tears fill your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure.

“I know baby, i know. I’m almost done with you, i promise.” He pushes you down to face the floor, hovering over it due to his tight grip on your hair. He was hitting your sweetspot in this angle, causing your orgasm to build up again.

He wrapped his arm around your stomach to feel his cock poking through it with each thrust. He was practically in your chest.

“Do you feel that baby? Do You feel my cock in your womb?” He whispers lowly in your ear causing you to moan louder than you already were. His words were making you melt under him, and he knew it.

“Mhmmm!! I feel you teyam!! Fuck! I-I’m gonna cum!!” You scream to let him know you were close.

“I wanna feel you cum on my cock, ok baby?” He says softly through his low grunts.

“o-ok daddy! Shittt I’m cumming!!!” Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you shake violently, clenching around his cock.

He thrusts in and out of you sloppily as his high slowly approaches.

“Yeahhh just like that baby, I’m about to give you the next mighty warrior. You ready?” He growls as he throws his head back.

“Mhmm I’m ready, teyam!!!” you yell, gripping his arm from behind.

That was enough to send him over the edge. He grunts loudly as he paints your walls. Thrusting in and out of you slowly, riding out his high.

You both moan at the feeling of him pulling out of you. He watch’s his cum leak out of your glistening cunt with a dark grin. He slaps your ass once more causing you to yelp.

“Have you learned you lesson?” he says with a grin, massaging your slit with his swollen tip.

“Yes neteyam. I won’t side with anyone else, i promise.” You pant, trying desperately catching your breath.

“Yeah, that’s what the fuck I thought, baby…”

This has been in my notes for a while, but I hated it ngl. I was re-reading, and decided to edit it alittle, now it’s muchhhhh better😮‍💨. This is just alil sum sum to hold y’all, because I have work soon🙄. Anywayssss love y’all, ttyl🫶🏽!!!

Outtie❤️🖖🏾,

Pandorxx

[yunohawkeye]

Donkey Kong cuddle headcanons

Yes, I‘ve watched the new Mario movie.

Yes, I‘m a little obsessed with some of the caracters.

Is my main obsession Donkey Kong? - No, but for some reason my brain decided to be creative when it comes to him.

90% of the time he‘ll be the big spoon, most definitely because of the massive size difference between you two and his desire to make you feel safe - he doesn‘t train as much as he does for nothing after all

The few times you tried to change it up you felt more like a backpack than his partner

Most of the time it‘s you laying on top of him or sitting in his lap

Depending on the mood there are two kinds of cuddles

Either Donkey Kong is in a playful mood and you‘ll end up being teased and tickled while he‘s keeping you in his arms

Feel free to get back at him though, while he dishes out a lot he can‘t really take it. As soon as you tickle him back he‘ll be the one begging for mercy in less than a minute

But sometimes it‘s one of those very intimate times where he doesn‘t put on his macho persona and just melts into you

He‘ll hide his head in your neck while hugging you tightly and relaxes when you let your fingers dance through his fur, talking about what‘s been bothering him, mostly involving another rejection from his father

There‘s no teasing, no smirks and winks coming your way and his voice isn‘t as boisterous

Even with his massive frame, during those times he seems so weak and timid as he‘s enveloping you in his arms, being so careful as if you‘re made of porcelain

Those are the times that really solidify your relationship, he doesn‘t show this side to just anyone. The only one that has ever seen him like this once was Diddy Kong - by pure accident

But no matter if he‘s going through some tough times, he‘s a very cuddly ape so expect to be caged in his arms for quite a bit - maybe get a good book to read

He doesn’t seem like it but he‘d also love if you could read it to him

Cuddling together and listening to you has become one of his favorite pastimes and is a very good way to get his mind off things because deep down he‘s a very big cuddle bug

[tys-kitty]

Hi can you recommend fluffy kittyfics please? im struggling

Let me tell you my dear friend that I‘ve also been rereading the same fan fictions all over again! (Please do your magic, fanfic writers!🥹)

And of course I have some recommendations! (Sorry that it took me so long to reply)

Beware the following contains a bit of smut!

I hope you like these because I‘m absolutely obsessed! If you need any more recommendations, let me know :) (I have a few more heheh)

If any of the lovely writers see this and want to be tagged, please just let me know! <33

[megisonika]

So I‘ve recently been obsessed with Cyn from Murder Drones, just her, literally nobody else xD So I did this Fanart today- and yesterday

After watching the last episode I was blown away and ever since I can’t really stop thinking about her. She‘s such a silly robot 💛

Defo recommend the series, it’s only 8 episodes, but they are hitting you hard!! Also I do like V & Doll as well, but as soon as Cyn joined into the lore, my whole attention was on her xD and goddamn, the music at the end fight!!! AAAAA!!! Can’t wait for the official release of that song!

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Please do not copy, edit, trace, use or share my art anywhere at any time for any reason, thank you!!

This art belongs to me, I don’t give permission for AI to use it!!!

[setokaibassoulmate]

Newest Kaiba haul!💙 I‘m so OBSESSED with the new big Kaiba plush! He‘s so soft and his rosy cheeks🥺 I also got the new Kaiba and Blue-Eyes Loppi/HMV goods!!🩵 I also got a big blanket with Kaiba and Blue-Eyed White Dragon and a clear file with Kaiba, Yami and Joey that I‘ve been on the look out for☺️

[dreamyyesenia]

If you get this answer with three random facts about yourself and send it to the last seven blogs in your notifs. Anon or not, doesn't matter, let's get to know the person behind the blog (but no pressure 💗)

Thank you dear 🩷

1. So I think I told you guys I‘m obsessed with cats 😅 but we couldn’t/weren’t allowed to get one so my sister and I convinced our parents to get smaller animals so we had: Desert jerboa (basically springing mice with bushy tails) and a tortoise 😄 We let them roam freely in my sisters room, only at night they had to go in their little houses because we were afraid we’d accidentally lay on them 🙈 the jerboa lived 8 years, I still miss them!

2. One mod I‘ve been wishing for forever is an overhaul of the doctor career. How is there just one doctor lol one nurse and one secretary- come on give me sth that’s at least a bit more lively! Also, more diseases. I do not want real life diseases in the sims, I want sims style stuff that can be potentially fatal but also be treated easily with gameplay. Does this make sense? 🙈

3. I‘m a perfectionist and I have OCD. Sometimes perfectionism can be a positive thing ofc but other times it impacts my anxiety disorder in a very very negative way. Still working on it but it’s getting better 🩷

[bettsfic]

Hi, Betts! Apologies if you‘ve already answered something of the sort before, I tend to forget that tumblr exists for a few months every once in a while, so I‘m not super up to date with all the topics you‘ve previously discussed! But. I‘ve been writing fics for a couple of years now and, after getting medicated for my adhd, I‘ve also established a pretty reliable and enjoyable system to finish the (long) fic projects I start! However, every time I try to work on something original, I usually tap out after 5-10k words. The excitement, the itch, the brainrot, the daydreaming, it‘s all there but I just lose my motivation at a certain point. Part of it is that creating and writing original characters is incredibly challenging. I‘m using to having a solid base when I write fic characters so it makes sense that having to come up with that base all by myself is new and slightly overwhelming, but ok, I already have ideas to deal with that. However, there is also the fact that I *know* my original stories won’t see the light of day for a hot while — not like my fics that I get to share on ao3 — and that kills my ends up killing my motivation more often than not… I think! Some of my friends and mutuals have offered to beta/read my original stories, so that could help, but since I‘m here writing this, I still haven’t found that push to properly work on my original wips. (Also, I feel like my original writing style is just 10x worse than my fic style… but maybe that‘s just the normal new project bad kind of writing?) I was wondering if you have dealt with something similar and whether you have any tips and tricks to convince myself that my original wips are fun and worth the effort too? Love your advice and your fics :3

when you've written fanfic for a long time, there's one creative muscle that can atrophy, and that's building parameters. in fanfic, the most ridiculous, far fetched AU is still grounded in some way by the text it's responding to. you're playing a game that more or less already has rules. but in original fiction, you have to write the rules before you can play the game. a lot of times that means you write an entire book to figure out the book you're trying to write, and then you rewrite the book.

i almost always come to a grinding halt at about 10k of any original project because that's how long it takes me to find the parameters of the inciting incident. and once i have the parameters, i start over. usually there's one or two paragraphs i keep and which end up guiding the rest of the project. sometimes the parameters are never set and i have to set the whole thing down until a solution comes to me, which can take months or years.

as for external validation/motivation, if you can find a couple good cheerleaders who will read chapters as you finish them and who get invested in the story you're writing, i find that can offer a simulacrum of the immediate satisfaction of posting/updating a fic. i had to have cheerleaders through my first two original novels. i can motivate myself now and don't need them anymore, but lacking them does make writing original work a very lonely endeavor. but if you have good cheerleaders, do whatever you can to keep them. buy them little trinkets, send them birthday cards, kiss them on the mouth. because that kind of friendship and dedication can be such a rarity in the grand scheme of things.

and as always, writing is an endurance sport. it can take years to build up the patience, discipline, and drive to write a novel. even if it doesn't feel like it, getting down a bunch of false starts is still progress. like chess, it's good to know your opening moves, and that initial 5-10k of parameter-building goes waaaaay faster when you know you're going to scrap it anyway. all you're looking for in those early words is that one paragraph that turns the ignition. and once you're on the road and headed in a direction, there's no better feeling than seeing your word count go up and getting obsessed with your own world and characters.

[nottatastellata]

woke up to find out they finally cancelled the yuri on ice movie.

HOW do you even fumble an award winning series that exploded in popularity this badly??? i‘m serious. i need to know what went on behind the scenes like?? it was such a good original concept. i barely watch anime and yet i‘m still obsessed with yoi.

i‘ve been waiting for that movie for 6 years…. and i guess we‘ll never get a second season either. and this makes yuri not winning gold all the more bitter honestly.

at least the fandom is still somewhat ((barely)) alive so i don’t have to scream into the void complaining about this :,)

[vscabarca]

i‘ve been quiet about the whole gavi relationship "drama" but it‘s just so annoying literally wtf is up with some of the fans🫠 LET HIM BE, LET HER BE. "but she‘s using him for fame bla bla bla, she made a fake fan account bla bla bla" gavi knows her and he seems to be happy with her. So should we!

being a fan/supporter or whatever of a footballer doesn‘t mean we should insult and throw hate towards their partners, even though you might not like who they are. if you get angry, sad, jealous WHATEVER about the fact that gavi and ana are together, thats literally an obsessive behavior (sorry not sorry) and YOUR problem.

it doesn‘t change the fact that you can still support your footballer like before, watch their games, edits or interviews or read fanfics cuz you need to be able to differentiate between real life and your headspace

if this offended you i‘m not sorry.

(edit: i‘m just a bit jealous that she gets to see pookie being a cutie more than us😔)

[xxnghtclls]

Permission Playlist!

So I‘ve tried to put together the songs which inspired me the most or that I remember vividly listening to, while writing chapters!

A lot of them just served to put me into a certain mood, so the lyrics don‘t necessarily match up, but the lyrics of most of the songs played a huge role. You might recognise some of them even 😋

Here’s the link: Permission Playlist

And if you haven‘t read Permission yet, here‘s Chapter 1.

Other than that, I want to give a little direction here, that you know which songs belong to which parts of the story, since sometimes they guided me for a whole chapter, sometimes a whole song for just a short moment! Sometimes the songs describe y/n’s point of view, but sometimes Sukuna’s too!

I’ve been writing Permission for over a year, so I probably won’t remember everything, but these were the most important ones I remember! I also tried to put them into order of when they fit into their moments or chapters:

(in-depth description (-ish) under the cut)

Song 1-15 (Wicked Games - Jenny Of Oldstones)

I listened to those songs mainly when I was planning the whole story. To give me moods, themes, emotions that I want to convey. I listened to the Game Of Thrones Soundtrack a lot in general, but those songs I listed in there were the ones who inspired me the most!

Fun fact here: Mado Kara Mieru from Christopher Tin was the one which gave me the most inspiration for how Sukuna’s melody would’ve sound like.

Song 16 (Serj Tankian - Rains of Castamere)

Basically my Soundtrack for Chapter 13 and especially the throne room scene, when the new girl arrives and Sukuna invites her in.

Song 17 - 21 (Obsessed - Entitled)

Those songs guided me from the moment when Sukuna saves y/n from the curses until the end of the camping arc. I don’t recall listening to music a lot during that time of writing, cause I acquired that skill only later 🌝

Honorable mentions here:

Zandros - Obsessed was for me the moment y/n sees Sukuna standing over her after killing the curses, seeing the snow flakes crash against his body. Idk this song carried the mood for me.

Adin - Somebody Else was one of the few songs that I connected with Sukuna’s pov.

Song 22 - 23 (Crash and Burn - Breathe)

Those songs described for me the moment when they return to the shrine and long for each other, before y/n gains the courage to knock on his door in chapter 24.

Song 24 Max Richter - On The Nature Of Daylight

I don’t remember clearly, but I think I listened to this to get in a sad mood to describe y/n’s pain when Sukuna left for war and she misses him dearly.

A good song in general to get a fucking sad mood tbh.

Song 25 - 27 (The Way - Violently)

Oh those were the songs I listened to when y/n follows him into the war. Chapter 29 & 30 all the way.

Zack Hemsey - The Way was perfect to listen to when she realises, she’s close to Sukuna and the war is starting. This remix with the sirens was perfect for me to visualise how she’s running over that battlefield, dodging the bombs, fighting her way through. It’s still such an epic scenery in my head which I hope I could convey!

Jayme Deville - Right on Time kinda gave me slow motion pictures in my head, for when Sukuna approaches her during battle.

Mira - Violently is such an incredible song for me. It describes her whole journey and emotions so so good. I listened to it when I wrote the kissing scene, but it grew to be a super important song for their whole relationship, that’s why I would choose it for a rolling credit song hehe.

Song 28 - 31 (The Shadows - Take Me Back To Eden)

Those were all the songs which inspired me for the Sex Scene when Sukuna returns from war in Chapter 32.

Honorable mention here:

Sleep Token - Take Me Back To Eden just IS the moment for me when y/n notices, that Sukuna stayed in her room and he opens his eyes to her.

The lyrics

My, my, those eyes like fire

I'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre

just describe the effect that Sukuna (and his gaze and eyes) have on y/n (and on me tbh) so perfectly, that I needed to add that to the rolling credit choice as well.

Song 32 - 33 (O Saki Saki - Lahu Munh Lag Gaya)

Heh! Chapter 33, the festival! I actually planned to have a dancing scene with y/n and other people from the festival, kinda Bollywood style, to impress our Lord and Saviour Sukuna! 😆

However, since that requires A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL of writing skill, I decided to leave it. The Songs still served me perfectly well to get in the mood for a cool ass festival atmosphere for a cool ass King!

Song 34 Clann - Her & the Sea

Chapter 35, when Sukuna and y/n talk on the bridge. Just that moment and atmosphere.

Song 35 - 36 (Timeout - You Thought)

Mood Songs for when y/n is gonna find out that Sukuna fucked around when he was in war. No particular moment here, but served me to get into her emotional state.

Song 37 - 41 (Ecstasy - Luscious)

Again mood songs for sex scenes after Sukuna’s confession in Chapter 36.

I think I listened to Ecstasy and All I Need by The MXXNLIGHT for the Throne Sex in Chapter 25 as well.

Song 42 Clann - She Loves The Rain

I think this one explains itself…Dancing in the rain with Sukuna in Chapter 44.

Song 43 - 44 (Fatal Attraction - Obsession)

Again mood songs for their overall relationship, that represent how knee deep y/n is in love with Sukuna.

Song 45 Mira - Thorns

Oh Mira, how I love her music. That song was published a few chapters before I was ready to write Akiko’s murder, but it described y/n’s reaction regarding Sukuna’s apathy so perfectly in Chapter 45. My heart ached so much when I listened to it the first time!

Fun fact here: The moment when Sukuna reveals that he was pushing the maids with motivation, was actually planned to be directly after Akiko’s death. I noticed in the early draft of that chapter, that it doesn’t work out and decided last minute to completely change that plan and to write that moment into the finale of the story.

Song 46 - 48 (Blood Code - Cold Blooded)

My soundtrack for y/n’s killing spree in Chapter 46 😆

Song 49 Zandros - Look What You’ve Done To Me

Mood Song for the aftermath of Sayako’s death and y/n’s feelings about coming a monster in Chapter 47

I think that‘s it. I hope you enjoy! <3