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Idk if I'm gonna get jumped for this but....Iiii don't know if it's really appropriate to call Vander Jinx's dad. He definitely was her guardian, with huge uncle energy for sure, but dad? Like, dad is something really personal and requires a high level of closeness, and they didn't seem to share that bond. Out of all the kids Powder seemed to be the most removed from him and share very little traits/interests with him, and after growing up we don't see Jinx care about him at all. So, idk, to call him her dad seems more like a fanservice to me rather than what can be confirmed by the show.
He's defo her dad in the au, tho, because there he would spend a lot more time with her and because of Vi's death pay more attention to her, therefore tightening their bond.
UPD: I mean, Vander isn't even a part of her hallucinations. Now, you could argue that it's too traumatic for her even to remember him as is seen in season 1 ep9, but I think it's the opposite, actually. Knowing Silco he probably yapped about Vander all the time (and he literally does this in ep5), so Jinx definitely remembers him and thinks of him to some extent. But why then his hallucination appeared only once? Well, I think it only happened because Jinx was under extreme pressure already, plus she recently had a shimmer operation, which could've worsened her mental state, hence Vander appearing as a hallucination. Again, this is just how I see it, I may be wrong, but I do think this view of their relationship is rational enough.
#I'M NOT SAYING HE DIDN'T CARE FOF HER OR LOVE HER. AND THE SAME FROM JINX'S SIDE#i'm just saying that from my point of view personally their relationship wasn't close enough to warrant them the father/daughter status#am i partly motivated by my want to make silco her singular and definitive parent? yes. yes i am.#but if this opinion wasn't confirmed by the text i wouldn't have said anything about it. but it is not the case this time#you can absolutely argue with me on that tho lol. it's not THAT serious of an opinion and i won't take a hard stance on it🫡🫡🫡#just something i thought about and decided it was rational enough#and yes i know jinx wrote dad on vander's picture in the artbook. there's also a lot of stuff in the artbook that i choose to ignore and#consider them pure fanservice so. i don't care about that one either sadly#jinx arcane#vander arcane#vander and jinx#arcane critical#(?) i guess#arcane
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Nothing Wrong About It

Here’s a (cheesy) mellodramattic comic I made a couple weeks ago that I’m really proud of. I apologize for the bad coloring; finding the perfect colors is really hard when you’re doing traditional art with limited options for colors, so you end up having to work with what you have. Which is why Mello looks like he got spray-tanned. (I put my soul into trying to make him not look orange with the colors I had, since I headcanon him with a more tan complexion, so please don’t attack me lol)
I hope this resonates with a lot of you! And I’ll be submitting this for the free day prompt for @mattmelloweek.
#YALL DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG THIS TOOK MEEEEE#But anywho!#Oh yea and I listened to creep by radiohead on repeat over and over while drawing this#I was feeling the same things Matt was feeling in the comic at the time i wrote this#the teeth close up is actually referenced from my own teeth!#soo yea!#💙💙💙💙#❤️❤️❤️❤️#funny's art!#cj's art!#death note#fanart#mail jeevas#mello#mihael keehl#mattmelloweek2024#mellodramattic
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wildflower by billie eilish except it’s post s3/4 billy feeling guilty and undeserving of steve, and almost bad for nancy? a weird sense of guilt because when he first moved to hawkins he would watch them when he thought no one was looking, lonely and yearning. wanted steve to touch him like that, treat him like that, love him like he loved her. but anytime he was caught, he panicked and spewed hate. anger was safe, anger protected him. a gay teen from california in hawkins? he didn’t have anything else to resort to. but now he’s too tired to be angry at the world and too in love with steve to ever feel how he did before nearly dying. but he never quite made amends with nancy. nancy, who he wonders if steve is thinking about every time he kisses billy. who he’s been too afraid to approach and talk to. who he feels hates him, and knows he doesn’t deserve steve. he knows she broke his heart, but he also knows steve pictured a life, a family with this woman. he doesn’t know if he can give steve that. billy wonders if he thinks about nancy more than steve does, too scared to ask. scared all his crazy thoughts will be confirmed. he knows she’s with jonathan, but he also knows that she was his first true love. she’s with jonathan, but he swears he feels her eyes on them whenever steve hugs, touches, kisses him. swears she’s giving them the same almost sad, wanting look he had to fight when he used to look at them.
#harringrove#billy hargrove#steve harrington#heyyy draft i wrote and forgot about like a week ago#idk man#i wish i was better at translating my thoughts into words#i just be closing my eyes and visualizing shit and feeling it to my core#but anyways the image and idea of billy yearning for steve the second he rolled into hawkins#laid eyes on him and nancy in the parking lot and knew he was fucked#he was envious of nancy and hated her at the same time and everyone thought he was taunting them to get close to nancy to piss steve off#when in reality he just wanted steve and the more he learned about steve the more he wanted#couldn’t understand why she would leave steve the same way he couldn’t understand why steve would choose him years later#but now that he has steve he still feels like he’s doing something wrong#like he broke girl code or something#steve’s love is billy’s drug tho#i also feel like last season teased a little bit of stancy and like their nostalgia?? esp with jonathan moving
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Pistons vs Hawks - Nov 8 2025
#ok i know these look like the same photo but it's not their fingers are moving i promise!!!!!!!#anyway when i saw this set i was so confused bc i was looking for cade/duren/ivey photos loooool#and then i concluded hey maybe cade has the most chemistry with beas but then i didn't really see moments between them after that#so i wrote beas with hardaway because of that one moment after the heat game which i giffed#hardaway and beas are breakfast club partners so i still ship them ok#but i do think over the course of the season beas and cade grew close and that's my conclusion#and they STILL do this handshake all the time#malik beasley#cade cunningham
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I wish I could relate to Navidson but I can’t which makes me angry so I get pissed off at him instead.
#I’m in the appendix sections now. I kind of wish that book could go on for ever but am glad it stopped before I started measuring my own wa#ls.#I love more than words that he never wrote Thumpers real name in when he found it out & when she said she was getting her tattoos removed I#almost started crying like a kid#Not because I give a shit about her tattoos but I was seized by the knowledge at that moment — and I don’t know if this is true#it’s probably not; it’s probably bullshit — that she was feeling the exact same thing as he was the entire time and never took the necklace#off because she was mythologising him the way he was mythologising her and we were this close to figuring it out in time but we were also m#les and miles away. And also ‘in time’ is a fallacy. It was always always too late#But the idea just for a second that she only got all those tattoos to be in the same room as him as he made needle clusters and think about#talking to him and most of the time just going home instead. They felt the exact same thing.#And then the moment passed and I thought it was dumb to be crying about it so I stopped. It reminds me of that bit in whatever stage show t#at was where this dudes entire conflict is due to his wife not answering the phone and he catastrophises this and at the very end she picks#up; and says she’d been trying to get through to him the entire time and the phones were down.#house of leaves#currently reading
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v random rant ab next gen fics under the cut bc i wanted to get this out but also it’s just. very ridiculous and don’t want to subject unsuspecting people to it lol
i’m reading next gen fic and realising what it is that bothers me so much ab most of it. and just, many fics in general.
it’s the sheer thoughtlessness in the characterisation. i’m reading this potter kids at hogwarts thing and james is a horrific bully who turns on al as soon as he goes into slytherin. the rest of the weasley family is no better. rose is like hermione in first year but infinitely worse, with fanon!ron’s hatred of anything green and silver. all the kids are just. weird.
and it doesn’t make any sense???? like, on one hand you write harry and ginny as good, loving parents. if you take into account all the other adults, as well as the effects of the war and the collective history and experiences they all have, it stands to obvious reason that the kids would be raised differently. would have certain quirks. but won’t necessarily be the same archetypes ykno?
like, idk. it just falls into lazy characterisation for me, and that’s not a bad thing. it’s just so. annoying. bc these are literal blank slates and u can make things SO fun but just. don’t.
a lot of marauder era characterisation goes this way too. but i think i get so annoyed by the next gen stuff is bc i genuinely love all those little shits sm for characters who are essentially nonexistent. it is once again the same issue of me having extremely niche headcanons and getting pissy when everyone else doesn’t think so lol
#next gen#this has been a rant#nothing more nothing less#obv fanfic is a place to play around. no one had to self introspect to write#but i think it bothers me when there’s no coherence in it#like. if there was good parenting but the kids are collectively horrible then what does that even say#it falls v close to the ‘it’s in the blood’ stance#it’s why james sirius is often written as an og james clone#there’s no creativity also#al however. was written wonderfully on this. so was scorpios.#maybe one day i will write next gen properly#in the meantime i’m gonna post ab my headcanons#i have soooooo many feels for james sirius it’s not even funny#no surprise of course#but god. he occupies such a fascinating position#this has been sitting in the drafts for a bit#bc i rage wrote it after reading a fic#but i sat on it bc i didn’t want to shit on it bc it was genuinely rly nice#but i was also v bothered at the same time#and then i read a lot of other next gen fics#and realised it’s a pattern for me and my little hater heart lol#pen’s whining
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By the way, did we ever talk about how stupid it is that they made Silco the reason Felicia died? I don't mean that he killed her personally, but that he jumpstarted violence on a peaceful protest. Because that's sooo who Silco is, right? A character who makes impulsive and poorly thought out decisions, right? A character who goes into a fight headstrong without carefully planning his moves and strategy and just YOLO-ing it, right? Right?? ......sigh
And don't even THINK about giving me the whole "wElL hE cHaNgEd SiNcE tHeN dUh" crap. Even s2 is smart enough to show us him writing something in a notebook in a flashback, which implies that he was the brains behind the Lanes' creation/revolution as a whole. And if he was he would never sabotage his own plans with something so stupid as throwing a single molotov at enforcers. Literally who does that???? Silco we know would probably organize an attack under the guise of a peaceful protest, but not just. Straight-up ruining just a regular peaceful protest. That's stupid. And Silco is the last character in arcane that would do something stupid. Literally the whole plot of season 1 relies on him being intelligent and sneaky with his plans are you kidding me.
#i mean. silco DID do something stupid. that being his attempt to kill vi and cait near the water tower#but i'll actually close my eyes on this one because writers just couldn't allow him to kill them because they're part of the main cast. but#if he wanted he would've killed them then#with the rifle cait gave to the pharmacist for example *twirls hair* yeah you get it#stop assassinating him for the love of god he's already dead#silco arcane#arcane critical#arcane season 2#arcane#also i remember a post comparing him to jinx like. they accidentally killed their family when they only wanted to help#but that doesn't work for several reasons. first is ofc silco's character as i wrote above. and not only he is a different character he's#much older too. jinx was what? 9? when she blew up the cannery. while silco was in his mid-late 20s. you don't think the same in this age a#a nine year old. second is the circumstances. jinx only built a bomb with whatever she had at her hands at the time because she needed to#act fast. otherwise silco would kill her entire family. silco on the other hand started the whole thing. it would make a little bit more#sense if he threw a molotov as a reaction to enforcers beating someone up/arresting someone but we don't have this implication iirc#so. please please please don't try to find reason in bad writing i literally lose my sanity
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soooooo in honor of your recently discovered passion for [REDACTED], you too get a tiny bit of problematic smut :3
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Hector stood rigid. Every muscle clenched. Not a twitch. He had to, as nails that could shred through metal glided down, down, down his shoulders and his arms, with the lightness of a feather. How could a touch so gentle come from the Lord of the depths of Hell, and how could it leave him lightheaded, his limbs trembling in a concoction of icy fear and sizzling need?
His hazy mind was succumbing to familiarity. He had to stay resilient.
The claws raked all over his skin, slow, tantalizing. One of them, like the blade of a knife, traced his sternum, cutting through his curls. Hector gasped, dizzy at the realization that tendons and bone were no match for Lord Dracula, and he could carve his heart out of his chest, where he to doubt that it no longer belonged to him.
A shudder, and the tip pressed deeper into Hector’s diaphragm.
He sucked in a harsh breath. The collar seized his throat. The claw stung in a threat.
There was no escape for him, from the sensation, crushing and perversely enticing, of being meat, ripe for feasting on, small and weak and so utterly fragile in the hands and fangs of a monster.
Hector swallowed through the collar. No, no, he was not mere livestock to the slaughter, dumb and placid and resigned to its fate. He had a mind, that he whetted to fight and survive: it was up to him to stay sharp when his supple body could not.
He could not bear it. Hector pulled his arms down: like a lever, his head reclined back, his throat stretched to the limit, and his chest puffed out in a bold display. Take my heart, then, if you’re so eager to hold it. What an alluring lie it made for; and Lord Dracula succumbed to it, because Hector’s body may have been weak, but his Lord’s soul was even more so, for him; he delved his tongue in the exposed crevice between jaw and collar, cool against his sweating skin, and oh, shameful groans were wrung out of him – in his daze, Hector was relieved that the collar did not allow him to be loud.
#this scene is wayyyyy too long but basically hector's sash is tied around his eyes and wrists at the same time#hence the lever part#convenient isn't it ;)#suggestive#hecula#(also going back to these older parts helps me editing - i wrote “sharp” twice very close to it)#(and i hate revealing how poor my vocabulary is :( )
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I don't know how to write this without it being horribly obvious who I'm writing about
#but at the same time. since when have I cared about that?#I wrote an entire poem about another writer and then flashbanged you all with a song. idk. I want to post this and talk about it#I like what I've written#but it IS very directly and not even vaguely about another person and I don't have any right to say any of these things#I've never had the right to miss anyone. I always love too hard. far more than is reciprocated at least#everyone means the world to me but everyone has someone who means far more to them than I ever will#I'm not anyone's most important person. or even AN important person. but everyone is so so important to me#idk a song came on my playlist while I was reading and now I feel really upset about something stupid#like. a friendship lost that wasn't even that close. I don't think this person cared anywhere near as much as me. and I didn't#care as much as I should've/could've either. so. it's complicated#Lu rambles#sometimes I think I could write poetry
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eobard thawne is probably extra normal about the fact both him and iris have written barry's biographies bc i know he was really normal even about iris' one since oh you know. his very first appearance as a fan.

#look at me! i wrote a book about your life and how great you are! just like someone you love!#AND WITH THAT PATHETIC GAY FOREWORD NO LESS.#he is so lost#bitibg the table AGAIN#AND WHY IS HE STANDING LIKE THAT ON THE FIRST PANEL!!!!#also did he like. steal it from the museum's exhibition. like i highly doubt hes allowed to do that while not being a curator yet#(btw is he actually against touching the historic artefacts as a curator or he just hisses at anyone standing too close to display cases#because hes the only one whos Allowed to Touch things that have been in the same room with barry at some point in time)#((i mean ik his pedantic ass would be mad af if he saw anyone else doing the same to other even non flash related relics but still))#ooh and tf is up with the 2nd panel where hes wearing the flash suit right after panels with reverse flash pants. tf were they cooking#why are there reverse flash pants in his fan era in the first place!!#either we had colorist problems since day 2 or this is actually a smart move reflecting thawne's dissociated perception in his narration#i wouldnt bet on the second tho. aint nobody gaf about this rat 💀💀#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#eobarry ig?
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#this hbomb video dropping the same week i read a fic that had a bit SUSPICIOUSLY CLOSE to one of my old clemvi comics :)#dialogue halfheartedly edited and still in the exact same order of delivery. too similar to be a coincidence of ideas#felt ... not good.. reading it :(#compared to me looking forward to finally reading a fic that the writer came to me and asked if they could adapt some of my ideas for :)#just goes to show the difference that literally just asking can make#im not gonna say what fic it is im just talking on my blog ok but the timing makes me :) i feel a little better now#whats funny is that i wrote the dialogue the way i did to condense the idea down into a 2 page comic. you couldve expanded on it...#like just ask!!! im not posting on the internet just to scream into the void ya know like i actually like sharing and talking about stuff#it speaks
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And here's the new PSO inspired magic circle I wrote! (that's tailored to specifics that I'm not getting into) As well as the traditional Algolian seal (I've broken down a bit of it here) and the first magic circle I built
I'M GETTING MUCH QUICKER AT THIS!
I drew every symbol instead this time, I find it to be the one thing easier to draw on tablet than paper, I think I'll go back to the other method next time tho it looks neater.
Ok into a bit on how its wrote/the magic building for those curious :3
So I went over a bit on it yesterday but here's the full circle that there was no way I was fitting in that tiny space.
Magic Circles are now the thing I study when I'm having my after work drink at the bar ^^;
The 3 outer circles (I keep referring to as Muut Ditts Poumn circles) while they all hold the main energies, they're all lions :3 The alchemy symbols for essence pokes out of them and toward the middle text. Leo as well as the 2 Divine beings, each associated with the Sun and the Moon. In the outer ring, where the Photon Blasts would be listed, I have other Gods that represent different phases of the Sun and the Moon, Moon Gods being separated by the female end of the ankh, as the moon is of feminine mother energy against the masculine father energy of Leo's ruler, the Sun. Sun gods border the rising & moon signs of the initiator. I probably put a bit more time into the order of the names in the ring, but PSO isn't actually conjuring magic outside our hearts and is allowed to be whatever about that.
I'd also only use the Ankh with Egyptian Gods as I only work with them aside from "celestial bodies". There is more detail on the significance of the ankh in the first post. The reason its positioned sideways is I learned horizontal lines can be a negative aspect, where as vertical lines are always positive. I still have a horizontal line in this, but with it being only one, the numerology plays in to it enough, I also didn't HAVE to add it but felt it necessary. The magic numbers are 1 and 7.
The Divine are placed in their directions in accordance to the element. Sun to the South for Fire, Moon to the West for Water. Leo is placed east due to the affinitive candle color. East represents air which is the main element of the target.
The alchemical symbols I used aren't all available text symbols, but here's what's there. (I've used so many reference books for these and they don't match each other either it just is what it is I guess)
Top Circle: (Symbols unavailable) Triangle: ♀ Planet - Venus | Metals - ♀ Copper, Brass | Zodiacs - Libra, Taurus Sides: Symbols for crystal and lapis lazuli (Divine specific) Bottom Circle: (Symbols unavailable) Triangle: ♂ Planet - Mars | Metal - ♂ Iron, Brass | Zodiacs - Aries, Scorpio Sides: ☾ Moon | Metal - ☾ Silver | Zodiac - Cancer Steel - Saturn | Metals - ♄ Lead, ♂ Iron, Steel | Zodiacs - Capricorn, Aquarius (steel is Divine specific) Right Circle: (symbols unavailable) Sides: Planet - Sun | Metals - ⊙ Gold, Brass | Zodiac - Leo
I was also able to place the alchemy symbols a bit neater this time because I didn't have odd numbers of them like in the Algolian Seal spell. The circles with the points in the outer circles represent wax, there is also a wick symbol in each of them as well as different things to dress the candles with such as oil, herbs, and fumes.
Sorry its not quite as in depth as the Algolian Seal inspired one, since its more religious sided I figured I'd skip the deeper details. Hope it was a fun read and it helps if u wanna build magic circles one day or something :3
#i'm just glad pso is what got me to learn how to write this shit#so this circle goes on papyrus and hopefully I get to do the spell during the new moon friday#tbh i wanted it on my phone so i could use it as a reference while I sit outside and draw it sorry for being selfish this time#pso magic#actually I might have fucked up again lmao#I was suppose to put the time and date I wrote this and the time and date I perform it in the outer ring#but...that's really hard for me to translate I think...#cause the divine beings I used....#one already counts as the new moon hmm shit what you get is close enough guys#also I want u guys to know i have so much anxiety over using the wrong angle/angel#like ik the difference spelling them but i don't always pay attention and I can use both in the same paragraph sometimes like i'm sorry#magic
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Anyway listening to Inkspell audiobook now and between being horrified at Fenoglio's mafioso ass accent I'm remembering inkdeath and tbh? Roxane/Dustfinger/Resa/Mo polycule
#Meggie wondering how to break the news of her mother's infidelity to Mo when she turns the corner and sees him making out with the SAME MAN#meggie: What The Fuck Is Going On#meggie: oh my fucking god does this make farid my brother. did i date my brother. mo and Resa how could you do this to me#inkheart#brianna: my dad left for ten years then came back and died. and came back again. this time apparently as a brazen harlot.#but then she goes to snitch to Roxanne and finds her with Resa and is like ???????#brianna and Meggie bonding over their parents apparently being huge hoes#and farid is just like GREAT ITS LIKE THERES TWO MORE ROXANNES NOW >:(#look Dustfinger/resa ust is canon ok#and y'all saw how gay shit got after Mo read Dustfinger back to life. soulbound by death#and Roxanne and resa became close during inkdeath..... I'm just saying a couple grown up conversations and it's a polycule that wrote itself
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Unprompted Halloween asks || No longer accepting.
@muses-inn sent:
[📓] "Trick or Treat", are the words Rick is being greeted with as he opens the door. They're delivered in a monotonous, uninterested tone. The kid in question is short, blue-haired with brown cat ears that are slightly folded sideways, and he's wearing a science coat. It looks like a wildly thrown-together costume, but it is in fact the kid's normal attire.
'I will go Trick or Treating so you stop nagging me, but I will NOT wear any silly costumes!' Leon proclaimed several hours earlier to Cloud. And that's how the humanoid-feline alien has wound up where he is now. Also, taking on the challenge that he would collect more candies than Precis, who' also up and around collecting candies elsewhere.
So, he's stretching out the wooly pumpkin bag, with this undoubtedly annoyed expression all over his face. And repeats the words again, this time with a more demanding tone. Just in case that old geezer didn't hear him before. "Trick or Treat!"
// Leon D.S. Gehste for Rick? Fashionably late as always, but I thought 'hey why not giving this a shot'
Finding out that the planet he has travelled to celebrated Halloween wasn't in Rick's plans. He's here to do some harvesting, nothing complicated or dangerous, but still time-consuming. The flowers he needs bloom briefly at specific hours throughout the local night and day, which means that he has to wait each time for it to collect their pollen.
He has figured out that, since they'll be stuck there for a few days, he could as well get started on synthesizing the compound he's working on, while Morty keeps an eye on the flowers. It's a good idea...if not for the fact that he hasn't foreseen being interrupted by trick-or-treaters.
With Morty out, when someone starts to insistently knock at the door, Rick is forced to stop what he's doing to go and see who it is. With the intention of getting rid of them as quickly as possible, naturally.
The sight of some kid in what he assumes is a cheap costume is definitely not a surprise. He can't tell who the boy is supposed to be dressed as, and he couldn't care less. These people have animal traits and magic. Who knows what sort of medias they consume.
What catches his attention is the teen's tone, flat and devoid of emotions. What the fuck is wrong with this brat? He sounds like some old guy with depression.
"I-I heard you the first time," he snaps back, leaning against the doorjamb, arms crossed over his chest. "B-But more than treats, you should get your amigdala checked out. 'C-Cause, geez, there's obviously something wrong with your brain."
He taps his own temple with a snort, then reaches out as to close the door.
"I-I don't have any fuckin' candy anyway. N-Now piss off, I-I have some very unstable chemicals I-I need to keep an eye on. U-Unless you want us all to blow up."
#[ ic :: c137 Rick ]#&& Leon D.S. Gehste || musesinn#[ v. Forever a hundred years ; main verse :: c137 Rick ]#musesinn#[[ not late at all !! ]]#[[ your ask allowed me to close the Halloween time xD ]]#[[ also damn I guess that these two are in the same grumpy club xD ]]#[[ I wrote this as Rick being on Leon's planet ]]#[[ 'cause from my understanding there's no Earth in that universe ]]
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Digimon Ghost Game ~ Hiro & Gammamon + {Tanabata}! (Japanese cultural holiday taking place on July 7th!)
#digimon ghost game#digimon: ghost game#hiro amanokawa#amanokawa hiro#hiro and gammamon#izzyizumi posts#(OK so Fun Story Time)#(Way back in 2k13 during Tanabata of that year I was very actively involved in a big 'pan-fandom' wide r.p. {role-play} game)#(This wasn't on Tumblr but it was elsewhere and Anyway so I wasn't playing from DigiAdvs at time though I did have my Koushiro he was just)#(Getting Started with my Koushiro Voice Testing & at time I was testing out other charas too & one is like Japan EmbodiedTM)#(Im Not Saying Who They Were {I had a few Similar} but anyway 2k13 was the year immediately after Grandpa on my not-Jew end passed)#(and I was close to Grandpa on that end & Grandparents in general too & Grandpas passing at time hit me *super* hard too)#(At same time. Multiple people were dropping from the rp game {it was still pretty active but} it had been slowing a bit as a result)#(So I got the idea to have my chara hold a Tanabata event post and it actually got like 1200+ comments total)#(of course half of those were replies during threads but anyway it was a surprisingly big success for me to have made that event work)#(At the time my charas 'wish' had simply been 'I hope for the remainder of the following year to be Good')#(What my Chara meant was 'I do not Need a Wish but if I have one I hope everyone elses Wishes can come true for them')#(and also 'if I must make a Wish I would Wish to not {be the only one left here} by the end of That Time')#(and my rp partner who threaded with me had their chara be like 'I'll wish for your wish to come true' & wrote it in charas 5 languages)#(They didnt Know I also meant re the rp games stability but like anyhow that event post was one of my most fun rp experiences ever)#(Fam deaths hit me super hard & I was in a very dark place at time but being able to experience that event really helped me that year)#(I probably wouldn't have kept this blog running on queue for as long if it hadn't been for things like That really helping in between)#(in general I'm really grateful cultural holidays like Tanabata still exist for Japanese people especially as I am {myself} a Jew)#(& we have our own cultural holidays & they may clash at times with Concepts but at the same time I *do* believe we can have solidarity)#(anyway im super Super Happy that if not Koushiro. *Hiro* could get a Tanabata piece because I feel it fits Hiro+Gammamon a TON too)#(Hiro would definitely be the type to be like 'I wish for the remainder of the year to be Good {for Everyone}' & Koushiro Would Too)#(but it does kind of Hit in a Certain way for Hiro+Gammamons storyline in itself Too & I'm just super grateful Hiro could get July theme)#(because if it really couldnt be Koushiro. & I wanted Koushiro for either Tanabata or Aug 1st in itself if not rainy season {June})#(Hiro was Next Best Choice & anyway This is also what I mean when I say I think cultural themes with this series should be Acknowledged)#(When They Happen in Various Official Arts or even eps INVOLVING the Chosen themselves because these are *cultural specific holidays*)
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saw the wip february post, got curious, decided to check up on my wips and tragically discovered I have like 33k written in wips (only counting ones I intend to actually write still i.e. no wen au, JC dimension travel etc), :-( so much effort and for what imagine if i FINISHED SOMETHING
#the two most complete ones are detective wwx (a deadset au) and necromancy#the problem is det wwx is prone to plot holes so i want the whole thing written before i post anything so i can edit if i get big brain ide#and ive been working on teh last third for almost 2 years now i wrote the first 2/3s in a week rip#the issue with necromancy is that a lot of it is not in order and the first part which is genuinely close is still missing scnees#i want to try and cross something off on wip february now is my time#oh this is also only mdzs i have more if we count ace attorney mob psycho and jjk probs another 10k in those#i also have wips for scum villain and tgcf but they're in the “im never gonna finish those” category#salty that i have a full arse fic in wips its just not the same thing or coherent#don't mind me
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