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i nearly died
#niall horan#tslot jakarta#tslot#i wished i prayed i begged for this#lived up to his name#ho(e)ran#the only video i took of hbw cuz i was busy ruining my vocal cords
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i want the vanrouges to go on a trip TOGETHER
#i posted this like a week ago to twt and forgot to post it anywhere else. ive been moving this weekend ive been busy sry </3#i am living in an airbnb all by myself for the first time in my LIFE and i have to go apartment hunting. starting a new job tmrw#pls wish me luck ive never EVER had impostor syndrome like this. im so grateful but i feel so unprepared#im getting a 28k raise tho so like i HAVE to. u see how i have to#AND MY HOUSE SOOOOLD NO LONGER MY PROBLEM!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! the buyer owns a restaurant i liked too!!#but yea this isnt a disney-fied location i literally just drew them in peru. i want them to see the world. as a FAMILY#twstファンアート#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#LET SILVER SEE DA WORLD!!!!!! TAKE HIM WITH U!!!!!!#im gonna go be sick with anxiety i am BEGGING u guys to pray for me. sososososo scared scared scared#suntails
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THE SIMON PEGG ARMY GROWS‼️‼️

#really wish they made a Gary King funko with these new fusion ones too#and literally any of Nick Frost's characters#i would die for a lil Danny Butterman funko pop#and yeah i know they made a couple versions of Ed with the original Shaun of the Dead funko pop release#but i am NOT gonna pay like 60 quid for a funko pop just because they stopped making them#literally im so glad they re released the Shaun ones cause again#not paying 60 quid for at the end of the day what is a plastic figure#praying for something like idk funko fusion 'season 2' or some nonsense where they add the other cornetto characters#PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU FUNKO#also unrelated to cornetto but i would also desperately like some official red dwarf funkos too#those would be sick#‼️IM RAMBLING‼️#i apologise#anyway tags#cornetto trilogy#shaun of the dead#Hot Fuzz#Simon Pegg#kit screams into the void#my posts
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Maria in Silent Hill 2 (2024)
#Crimson's Gifs: Silent Hill#SH#Silent Hill#SH2#Silent Hill 2#SH2R#SH2 Remake#SH2MAKE#Silent Hill 2 Remake#Silent Hill 2 2024#Maria#Maria Silent Hill#Maria SH#Maria SH2#Maria SH2 Remake#MY QUEEENNNNNNNNNNNN#I pray. IM BEGGING. That we get Born From A Wish DLC#PLEASE KONAMI ITS EASY MONEY PLELWAASEEEEEE
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Jonah Magnus
ugh number one guy, enough of sam trying to find out about martin blackwood and helen richardson and more research of the magnus institute involving research of jonah fucking magnus, also he just needs to return to me at once, i miss him dearly
How I feel about this character: I really like him. A fair amount of that comes from the fact that I've always had a natural affinity for villains and also that Ben Meredith's performance was just really good and I appreciated that. But I just enjoy him, I've always enjoyed villainous characters who are unapologetic in their villainy and aren't in a constant moral quandary about their bad deeds, and Jonah really just has no problem with any of the objectionable acts he does. I like his villainous traits, that he's duplicitous and manipulative and a bit sadistic (he didn't need to go that hard against Martin or Melanie, he did that because he wanted to), I like that he has his own agenda that he works at no matter what and no matter who it hurts, and I like that there are layers to him. 102 is one of my all time favorite episodes because we get to see things like Jonah having some kind of consideration (mild though it is) for other people, his curiosity, his enjoyment at things when he feels it unbridled, his sense of humor, and beyond that, Jonah is clearly not just a determined and driven individual, but there is some interiority in themes of choice, creation, and transformation intrinsic to the very nature of how Jonah extended his life the way he did. I dig him, he's real neat, he's legit my second favorite character in the show. Plus, when he snaps, he snaps, that's always so much fun (one hit would have killed Leitner and Martin and Melanie would have both been cowed with far less, but when Jonah gets mad he gets vicious and violent and that's why he pulverizes Leitner's head and goes way farther with torturing people who've irritated him and it's really fun that he has that side that just kinda loses it when pushed, I love it).
All the people I ship romantically with this character: I do actually ship Jonelias, it's an interesting dynamic and i wish it had been explored more post season 3. I also enjoy all of Jonah's romances that he definitely had with, like, every member of his original squad back when he still was Jonah Magnus. But number one OTP is always gonna be Lonelyeyes, andnot even in a meme way. Like I genuinely enjoy them as a couple, I have a LOT of thoughts on how that went on and what they meant to each other in the grand schemes, and I wholeheartedly believe there was emotional investment from Jonah's part (there kinda has to be, because Peter by nature isn't gonna be actively pursuing anything except potential victims, certainly not romantic partners). I have a post about this somewhere, but Peter is also the only person who has died in Jonah Magnus's ten million lifetimes that can be laid squarely at his feet. Anyone else who dies was likely gonna die around the same time in similar circumstances even without his involvement, but Peter, assuming he and og!Elias were the same age (which I do) is the only one who dies because of Jonah's actions and nothing else, if only because he's in his, like, mid-forties, and I can't pass up the thematic richness of someone who was so afraid of death he found a way to legit not have to deal with having a lover who dies well before his time as a sole result of your involvement in his life. I'm heavily invested in them as a couple, I could talk about it for days, not just because Jonahlias is my second favorite character and Peter Lukas is legit my fave.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: I know it's not canon but given my issues with season 5 I can elect to ignore it, I like imagining him and Rosie as buds and her as someone who doesn't take his shit and them just vibing (was always big into Web!Rosie or even just Eye!Rosie as long as she was specifically into just observing). To me, they just spent season 2 staring at the Archives and being judgy while sharing a coffee.
My unpopular opinion about this character: Again, I like villains, I don't mind Jonah as an out and out villain, but I think I preferred what we were getting out of him in season 3 than the turn to big bad. Like, season 3 Jonah seems to operate honestly similarly to Gertrude on a wider scale. He wants to stop Rituals, by whatever means necessary. And he wants to keep control over the Institute, his center of power, and is willing to do whatever necessary to keep it as well, and has no problems being cruel or awful in the process. And he has different motives for ending Rituals than Gertrude does, clearly, because he's not a very good person, but I just prefer that kind of grey/neutral affinity, regardless of him personally being bad or evil, and that role that he was playing. It was more fun for me, and I think it had more creative potential for Jonah as a character while still keeping him in a sort of villainous personality, which as I've said, I love. Also I think that all non-Elias enjoyers need the word "capitalism" taken away from them and they can only have it back when they prove they understand wtf they're talking about because a lot of the critiques are not only weird but straight up inaccurate to the character and don't make sense. Not gonna elaborate much on it too because I have a post about it already on my blog in some detail, but another major unpopular opinion of mine is that Jonah, specifically Jonah, was not seen as a bad boss or hated by wider employees at all, canonically, it's only Tim that starts turning on him in season 2 because of his issues and everyone else only hops on board after he legit reveals that he killed someone in cold blood and framed their coworker for it, they liked him as a boss and thought he was good this is literally canon even if it's an unpopular opinion.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: That he shows tf up in TMAGP. Like, where is he? I'm pretty sure he's involved in the computers, because "jmj errors" are not actually a thing and very specifically for this show, and it makes sense that the three people in the Panopticon in 200 were the ones transported to the computers, but that's TMA!Jonah. There was a Jonah from this show's universe too, one that created the Magnus Institute and very obviously had plans, even if they diverged from what we know. And I don't think the fire at the Institute, stopped him, so where is he? Can he show up? God I hope he does, and if he doesn't I still have a draft of something that I might write down eventually.
#personal#answered#anonymous#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#(cuz really a lot of my thoughts on the character come from him as elias specifically)#but yeah i am a diehard elias enjoyer#i think he should have killed more people and tortured more employees#some of them were getting really fucking annoying#a LOT of people legit don't get the character and that's entirely because they don't want to which is fine#but then do not speak on him#i however shall speak on him as i love him i think he's great i wish we'd gotten more of him and i pray weekly to see him again#ben meredith i am begging you get back on the mic
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Really really missing my boy these past few days.




#I would give anything to just sit next to him right now.#wish he didn’t have to go away every winter#I’m not religious and I don’t pray#but I’m begging the universe to let my plans work this summer#begging for things to go right for once#I’m trying so hard#keep wanting to give up and keep thinking about how he won’t know where I went#gotta keep going for him.#delete later
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scrolling through lyric accounts on tiktok and saving certain videos under the album “landot core” so that when i learn how to edit i can finally make the landot edits that no one else is
#god i wish mashle had a bigger fandom#maybe hopefully it’ll grow when season 3 starts up#hoping begging praying it does#mashle#landot
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SONIC RACING CROSSWORLD OH MY GOD
me and my sister have literally been playing Team Sonic Racing together (super fun game btw we love it) and WE ARE SO PLAYING THIS TOGETHER
JET!!! AND SAGE!!!!!!
HER CAR IS SOOOO CUTE I'm so excited omgomg
#HOPING BEGGING PRAYING FOR FUN AND SILLY CHARACTER INTERACTIONS!!!!#ive just noticed the board in the background of the first pic and IS THAT CREAM???#i was literally saying to my sister that i wished Cream and Cheese could have been in TSR AND!!!!#plsplspls Wave and Storm as playables too plsplspls 🙏#sonic racing crossworlds#team sonic racing#sonic the hedgehog
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holding out hope . . . don’t act like it’s set in stone . . . it’s not . . . yet . . .
(much ranting in the tags)
#kotlc#yes this is about the POSSIBLE keefe short story collection or book or novella about his time in the forbidden cities emphasis on POSSIBLE#i can’t deal with anymore keefe content guys i can’t do it anymore there���s already too much#let me OUTTTTTTT shannon i just wanna be done with this series stop holding me hostage let me FREEEEE /hj#if it's keefe-centric and away from the main story why can’t she just release it AFTER the series is finished? like this is SOPHIE'S story#obviously with the baby and whatnot i’d be cool with her not releasing a book for another year but releasing extras IN PLACE of a REAL book#i don't understand /gen#if she has the energy to write a book why doesn't she just write the next one#it might not be that though that's just a possibility obviously i'm just curious#in the case that this extra is going to be released in the place of book ten this year it's like well. why doesn't she just do book ten#i wish i could say “i'm not a keefe hater but this is too much keefe content” but i am a keefe hater so#IT'S FINE IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT MAYBE WE'RE ALL SUPER WRONG AND SHANNON'S JUST HAVING A SILLY GOOFY TIME#also even if this IS a special announcement we could still get book ten news? along with the announcement? mayhaps?#manifesting book ten news along with the special announcement please shannon#sigh hoping praying manifesting anything not keefe#if it is a short story collection i cannot tell you how BADLY i want it to be the adults' backstories#like i'm rereading unlocked rn and grady edaline alden and della all have so many blank spots in their registry files???#an extra could fill those in . . . just saying . . .#also the ancients#the ancients are super interesting . . . just saying . . .#luzia's pyrokinetic friend! fallon and luzia's mom! fintan (possibly) throwing vespera in the dungeon! luzia and vespera light experiments!#fallon and the other two on the original council! bronte and fintan's relationship! fintan and luzia's relationship!#bronte working under fallon as an emissary! them going to meet the ogre king! luzia and orem's relationship! why orem doesn't like his mom!#so many possibilities . . . come on shannon . . . please . . .#give us this . . . just this . . . begging pleading imploring shannon to hear my prayers#throw a great gulon incident short story in there to keep the keefe stans happy and then get into the juicy stuff#anyway. if we manifest no keefe content there won't be keefe content <- lying#kotlc unraveled#unraveled#mine
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oh-oh god. I 🤢 I can’t do thi-
#the talkinator 2000#rift apart#ratchet and clank rift apart#ratchet#clank#rivet#I’m so sorry to people that like this game but. this is the equivalent of Light Fury and HTTYD3-4 or 5 or whatever number#no WAY the only other rare species that exists is a GIRL? 🤯🫢😳 AND SHES LIGHT COLORED? ⚪️❔😏 AND THE GUY HAS A CRUSH ON HER?? ⁉️😍🥰😻#I wished I prayed I fucking begged for it to not go this way but deep down I knew. deep down I knew it would in fact be like this#pulling myself forward by my arms… maybe… maybe they at least made some innuendos….#no? it’s Pixar movie level G rated? oh. ok. no no it’s fine it’s cool I hope you like it.#I’m just going to be over here with a rope a chair and a game of russian roulette. maybe a take a detour through some traffic#I was literally JUST thinking the other day ‘man I’m sad about not having the new R&C game maybe I should try it maybe I was too hard on it#and the universe pops in to tell me NO BITCH YOU WERE RIGHT DO NOT CALL HER
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god. dunes really arent coming back to europe this summer are they
#i hoped i hoped i prayed i wished#i was begging w all my heart for them 2 announce smthn nearer here for after their US tour#i miss them so bad but there was just absolutely no way i couldve made it without like. taking out a loan or smthn#this is so evil i need to stop seeing pictures and videos of their shows i need to BE THERE this is awful#theyre not going to come back until they have another album.#which means then they wont play all of past lives.#and if i dont see all of past lives again i shall wither and die its not FAIR!!!!!!
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Sometimes I write silly shenanigans between my heroes and villains and then all at once the crushing reality of why I feel the need to do this for every single villain I make hits me
#this is what I wanted#i want them to be happy and silly and they don't have to like the protagonist#they can continue to hate their guts but im begging for that hate to not consume them#don't let it destroy them#i hope and i pray and i finagle my stories until they make way for the villains to be happy because i love them#I've made too many enemies to wish them all dead#i would forgive and forget anything if they'd let me#i cry myself to sleep begging God for their salvation if i never see them again#i can't handle the psalms because too many talk about the reassurance that God will destroy their enemies#the destruction of my enemies is no consolation to me#i loved them#i still love them#but they don't love me. so i write stories where all the villains get to be happy and I pray God will do the same.
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Fuck cancer 😓😭
I wish diseases like this wouldn’t even exist and asshole doctors would be fired
I can’t deal with this pain right now 😥
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If everyone who's getting all excited about the prospects for Republicanism in the six counties after the local elections would actually spell "Sinn Féin" correctly, that would be a simple step in the direction of showing respect to the colonised culture you're so exited about standing in solidarity with
#I also beg and pray and wish and implore and various other verbs to the same effect for americans to fucking learn anything about ireland#but baby steps
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i miss my grandpa so much i wish he was still here
#it'll be 2 years today and i just wish he didnt have to go like that scared and alone in a hospital room and from covid#i just feel so bad every time i think about it even if there was nothing i could do#we all got covid after him and i got sick and all i could do was talk to him on the phone#and he was just begging us to take him home they wouldnt even let him go i wish they did i wish he didnt have to be alone when it happened#i know there's nothing i could do but pray for him now#he was just the nicest person alive like no one ever met him and didnt like him no one could ever get mad at him#still though....i wish i could just go back and just stop it from happening.....#i hate march everything terrible always happens in this month
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I wish more people, in Minecraft, were terrorists and cannibals with addresses






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#i wish i had a god i believed in that i could pray to#that would listen and smother the rich in their sleep#may i find god and let him beg for my favor
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