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just letting you know that your tags abt yearning Winters made me burst into tears at work and no one was more surprised than me. Never have I ever lost it like this lmao. Are those quotes from his book?
OMG. I am holding your hand, my friend because I Felt That Right Here. Yes, they're from several books/collections actually (I am screaming with you) and they're all burned into my prefrontal cortex. :') Presenting co-dependency as told by Dick Winters, as inflicted by one Lewis Nixon III.
To address said tags and their corresponding quotes: 1. #dick “didnt want to see anyone but the moment nix called he answered” winters
“Winters was not only separating from DeEtta, but people in general. When friends came to visit, he refused to see them. This included the wife of fellow F&M graduate Rick Burgess, the army friend Winters loaned $125 while at Camp Croft so he could get married. The new Mrs. Burgess stopped at the house to welcome him home, but he would not go downstairs to greet her. “Naturally I hurt her feelings, but I didn’t want to see her,” he said. “I didn’t want to see anybody.” But the offer from Nixon was still in Winters’ mind. At about the same time the man from New Holland Supply made his offer, Nixon again called his army buddy. “Job’s still open, Dick,” he said. “Let’s get together and talk about it.” Winters liked the idea of seeing Nixon again, and agreed.” From "Biggest Brother" by Larry Alexander
2. #dick “Capt. Nixon left this week...im as lonesome as a lovesick swab” winters (One of my personal favorites. Makes me chew on my arm)
September 16, 1945, Letter to DeEtta (on Lew's departure from Europe) "Capt. Nixon left this week, which makes everything just dandy. I am about as lonesome as a lovesick swab who married a Wave on an eight hour pass." From Hang Tough: The WWII Letters and Artifacts of Major Dick Winters
3. #richard “Dick's eyes shone as he recalled his old friend” winters
"You seem to have been polar opposites. You didn't drink, nor did you swear. Nixon did both and in huge quantities. He would have been the last man whom I think you would have befriended. What was the foundation of your friendship with Nixon?” Dick's eyes shone as he recalled his old friend. "It is hard to explain. I had first met Nix when we were at Fort Benning, Georgia, in officer candidate school. Later we served as platoon leaders under Sobel's command. A special bond always exists among the platoon commanders in any military com-pany, particularly when they perceive their own commander as 'the enemy.
There is no question in my mind that Nixon was the best combat soldier in 2nd Battalion. By the time we jumped into Holland, I was so lonely that I needed someone in whom I could confide my inner thoughts. That someone was Nix. Whenever the bullets began to fly, I could turn and there stood Nix. From “Conversations with Major Dick Winters.” by Colonel Cole Kingseed
Once again, I am holding your hand so we can both scream together and marinate in this Winnix brainrot. I'm so sorry to have caused you distress in the WORKPLACE!!
#winnix#lewis nixon#dick winters#band of brothers#winnix irl#i wish i was normal about them#foaming in the mouth; im fine yeah why DO U ASK?!!!!!!
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kageyama proposing only for hinata to shout “NO!” and kageyama nearly crumpled bc he expected a lot but a “NO!” wasn’t one of them and he had been so anxious and so worried and his smile is wobbling and then hinata is laughing and kageyama feels even worse ONLY for hinata to pull out LITERALLY the SAME ring out of his pocket kageyama nearly collapsed from relief and he’s flustered so obviously he’s screaming at hinata who’s still laughing but his voice is shaking and he’s clutching the ring box so tight his fingers are white anyways they both get proposed to that day and tsukki cackles and makes fun of them saying their weird little telepathy works on and off the court and yamaguchi is crying and laughing too and yachi is barely breathing with how worried she was and the rest of karasuno is there too somewhere in the bushes The End
#anyways#i’m insane about them#like a normal human being#haikyuu#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyuo#hq kageyama#hq hinata#hq#kagehina#hinakage#shobio#i wish i was normal about them#no i don’t
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waking up at 5:30am for vessel. i've done so much in the name of sleep token this year but it's only just hit me that i may be in too deep, now, at 5:30am
#not even seeing them until the 18th#this is just a trip that has spiralled into a mini holiday with my mum#paid for by my drug trail LMAO#sold my body to science for sleep token#now forcing myself to get up before finishing my tea for sleep token#help.#i wish i was normal about them#im so tired its now later than 5:30 i forgot to hit post
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he's fiiiiine.
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#trafalgar law#tony tony chopper#one piece spoilers#my art#my comic#undescribed#been thinking a lot about them recovering at a normaler-ish rate after onigashima and the conversation that couldve happened.#i also wished we got to see law be a doctor more when he was with them. even just asking how theyre doing.
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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don't make me fucking beg
#disco elysium#jeanharry#jean vicquemare#harry du bois#my art#hi im normal about them :)#so i finished the game and i need more jean....and jean and harry before The Incident......#this is open for interpretation but for context....#pre-martinaise harry du bois is an asshole#i love that tag in ao3 so much i wish there are more fics in it bc i really love that idea
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and then they've never seen each other again
#i think about their letters 24/7 grrrrrr#james i wish you were here 😭😭😭#im so normal about them#francis crozier#james clark ross#rossier#the terror#(adjacent)#franklin expedition#polar exploration#my fanart
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#ursaluna#bloodmoon ursaluna#ground type#normal type#pokemon#halloween#halloween palette pokemon#pokemon halloween#a friend of mine saw this drawing and said it made them wish pokemon were real#I was a bit confused as to why#in my mind this image means you're maybee about to get attacked by a bear covered in mud#but pokemon being real in general would be cool....but also terrifying#Gen VIII#Gen IX
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sorry, but of a stupid question, but are marceline and princess bubblegum in love in the show, or is it one of those things that are heavily implied?
they are in love. despite peoples strange complaints and "criticisms" that say it was a rushed romance, you can see the signs and hints from the first episode they are introduced which is "go with me". evident bitterness between the pair and its the *first* time the audience is introduced to them, and their dynamic, and the entire episode is about marceline "helping" finn ask bubblegum out on a date, despite her purposely meddeling and telling him to complete tasks that are the opposite of what bubblegum would want. then we fast forward to season 3, and we see the pair in the episode "what was missing" which is an episode where a door-lord as stolen each of the characters most prized possesions, and the item stolen from bubblegum is a rock t-shirt marceline gave her years and years ago that bubblegum admits she still sleeps in.. which causes marceline to blush. you may think im joking but no, marcy blushes which is followed with bubblegum then blushing about it. we move a few episodes down the line and marcy asks bonnie for help with a task in retrieving her teddybear, hambo, which was given to her by her father figure simon before he abandoned her (ouch). in the start of this episode however, we have scenes of bonnie waking up wearing the t-shirt marcy gave her years ago, her sniffing it as she wakes up (???) then moving to her CLOSET which REVEALS a POLAROID of MARCY AND BONNIE in the CLOSET that is STUCK THERE hidden AWAY only for BONNIE TO SEE.... anyway back to the teddy bear hambo, to retrieve it bubblegum had to give away the t-shirt i just mentioned, which according to maja the skywitch had more meaning and "sentimenal value" than the LITERALLY TEDDY BEAR GIVEN TO MARCY BEFORE SHE WAS ABANDONENDED!! CONTEXT CLUES BABY!! anyway then we move forward to season 7, specifcally the episode varmints, which is an episode very clear in healing the pair through their past as bonnie finally apologises for the problems and issues the pair had, as well as them both opening up to each other about the things neither one of them wanted to bring up in fear of being either rejected or the fear the other would just shoot them down. its an episode of healing, and in the end of it bonnie falls asleep on marcy, a clear sign of returning to comfort and what they used to know. then we have the stakes mini-series which is all about marcy going back to what she thinks she wants (humanity), and gives us the gorgeous amazing and talented scene of marcy not understanding these new human feelings, and thinking her being hungry is her being in love.. as shes with bonnie.. which causes bonnie to blush hard. gay people right? and then we have the finale, which is where the pair finally make up in the midst of a war where marcy thought bonnie had died, and marcy reveals the gorgeous quote of "even when we werent talking i was always scared something bad would happen to you and id not be there to protect you, and i guess i didnt want to lose you again". they then both kiss. so to answer your question, yes, there are clear signs throughout the show. sorry i am not normal about this okay goodnight
#bubbline#asksey#i will never be normal about them#i love them so much#i left out a lot of details cause i wanted to type this as quick as possible from the top of my head#and i think i did it justice#i wish i could tldr it but no i physically cant
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Y'ALL. Y'ALL so for a long time I've believed that "the sun" in Meursault's story is Carmen, and I went to check Hell's Chicken's dialogue to see exactly how he said that he'd dealt with distortions before, and... you know what else he said?
To my knowledge, it is a phenomenon where an individual morphs into a form often unfit to be considered “human”. It has no known causes, and the appearances were all different.
Unfit to be considered human.
Meursault, who, in his book, was judged by the court to be soulless.
Meursault, who has EGO for Cyborgs who have been so mutilated they barely act like people anymore; a murderer who was experimented on until ceasing to be human; a sheep named after Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, a novel about the humanity of androids and the inhumanity of humans; and now a rose that can't help its bloodsucking nature, based on Carmilla, a vampire whose story emphasized the duality between her vampiric traits and her human ones.
Meursault, who answered Heathcliff's ironic question of if he had metal for brains like this:
I'm placing my bets now, that line from Hell's Chicken is foreshadowing for Meursault's canto even more than "I have witnessed a number of [distortion] cases in the past" was
#limbus company#project moon#meursault#sorry of my info on carmilla is off i still havent read the book#me post#CLARIFYING IN THE TAGS: MEURSAULT IS HUMAN#it would be a disservice to his character and honestly pretty gross if he ended up not being human#the entire point is that he IS human and that other people perceive him as otherwise because of how he behaves#so I guess theoretically if he did distort it would exacerbate the issue?#extremely speculative but there are distortions who can behave pretty normally while distorted#like the marksman of the mist (and also some of the reverb ensemble but those people are all full of issues WAYYY bigger than marksman was)#if meursault was one of those...#someone calling him unfit to be human. it's fine it definitely won't leave a scar on his psyche#i think in his canto there might end up being something about how even though people don't see distortions as humans#distorting is a very human thing to do#anyway i think overall there's juxtaposition with him and don quixote#don isnt human and wishes she could be#meursault is human but people don't think he is#yknow despite my theories it would probably be more poignant if he DIDNT distort#them looking at him and assuming he only couldve done something like that if he distorted but he didnt#oh wait but the timeline... they probably wouldn't have known about how distorting works yet#nevermind back to the first idea#they ask why. he talks about a beautiful voice. no one knows about this yet and they all think there's something deeply wrong with him#'a beautiful voice convinced me' holds up in court about as well as 'the sun was too bright'
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how about a slice of pie?
#lokius#lokiedit#mcuedit#marveledit#lokitvedit#lokitv#lokitvsource#marvelgifs#mcugifs#mcu gifs#marvel gifs#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki tv#loki series#loki disney+#loki season 2#the way loki scrunches his face in agreement#also the multiple deep breaths that mobius has to take to calm himself i---#can't believe we're gonna get more of this scene soon i'm so excited i could cryyyyyy#okay but loki doesn't actually like (or really eat) the pie but he does it for mobius#and yes mobius is a stress eater and uses food for comfort (always has always will)#but now he gets to eat with loki's company#gosh i love just how well loki knows mobius#'are you okay? i've never seen you like this before.'#knowing that pie will help#wish i could be normal about them#(no i don't)#mine: gifs
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#i wish i was normal about them#this shit hurts#just another night just another day 🫶🏻#jjk#satosugu#geto suguru#gojo saturo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk gojo#jjk geto#jjk satosugu#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers
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Something about a big leo hugging a little leo in the mindscape just hits different
this time flavored with @remedyturtles's Death Wish boys!
i care about them so much lakdjfalsdjflskd if i had the spoons, there would be a second animatic made already, but alas, school >:(
#sad•leonart#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rise leonardo#rise leo#rise future leonardo#rise future leo#god. im so normal about them#they mean everything to me#mindscapes and hugs#death wish fanart#death wish#little kid with a big death wish#i dont think i have a tag for them#considering i've only made an animatic and now this#akljdflakjdf#eepy time now#funfact while i write these tags it is midnight and i have to wake up at 8..#and also i was supposed to work on a scene for theatre and.. i.. have not done that....#thats a problem for morning me <3
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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Cannot even begin to express how badly i need a relationship where i ask them to bring me some comfy clothes and they bring me their own clothes instead of mine
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#i am once again talking about how clothes sharing is the hottest thing on this earth#sorry#don’t try to put me in your clothes unless you want me to kiss you fr#and do NOT wear my clothes unless you also want me to kiss you#like i cannot express how Not Normal i am about clothes sharing it’s embarrassing tbh#sometimes i look at all my clothes and try to figure out which things i would want someone to wear#and sometimes i put on my extra big and comfortable fav tshirt and wish someone would let me wear THEIR extra big comfortable tshirt#im like….i could just mail my clothes to them if it’s long distance#ya girl thinks about it TOO much#it’s embarrassing as hell😔#giving me ur clothes is in the top three easiest ways to seduce me and i am not kidding💀💀#im gay and i like sleeping
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At a very important job interview
Interviewer: So what are your skills?
Me: The ability to see Jegulus in literally every piece of media I consume
Interviewer: you’re hired
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(Inspired by my rewatch of Mulan. I firmly believe that James is Li Shang and Regulus is Mulan. I will Not Elaborate)
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#I wish I were normal about them.#but it’s OKAY.#in my mind they succeed in every universe.#(just not canon but shhhhhhHHHH)#canon? I don’t know her.#the marauders#marauders#dead gay wizards#barty crouch jr#james potter#regulus black#dorcas meadowes#evan rosier#lily evans#pandora rosier#mary macdonald#marlene mckinnon#mskingbean89#crimson rivers#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#hogwarts houses#wolfstar#tangled#mulan#mushu#li shang#eugene fitzherbert
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