#i wish i hadnt stopped

[lovingaeth]

wanting to write but being so so scared

[pieofdeath]

President Hancock: "We are not going to have any more nukes blowing up. My fellow Americans, we are going to tighten up around here-"

Jacob:

"DAVE."

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i need to share the absolute fucking Experience i had playing minecraft tonight. i'm gonna be emotional about it for days

so me and my friends like to play on this server that's pretty much just a bunch of minigames. one of them is Murder Mystery - of a group of - i think its 13/14 people - one person is randomly selected as the murderer (spawns with a sword), the other as the sheriff (spawns with a bow). the rest are innocent. the innocents can gain a bow by collecting coins. no one knows anyone's status unless the player shows their sword/bow. i'm doing a quest where, in order to get points, i need to kill the murderer.

so as the game start countdown begins, me and my pal are checking out this Red Link skin. it's pretty neat! we're all crouching and punching at each other, as one does. i feel a connection form with Red Link. we're buddies now. we're in this together.

so we're all running around the map. every time i see Red Link, we crouch and punch at each other. the game is going fine, we're having fun. i'm delighted that i've made a one-game friend.

then my friend says that Red Link is the murderer, and i literally have a hard time believing it. Red Link? my Red Link? no, they must be mistaken. we were together at the start. they had ample opportunities to kill me. it can't be Red Link. but whoever the murderer killed was the sheriff, and i needed to complete the quest - picking up the sheriff tombstone grants me the bow.

so i run, trying to find it, and i turn the corner.

there Red Link was, standing at the end of the hall, by the tombstone, with a sword in hand. i froze. i was so upset - not Red Link! not my dear companion! i was so sure that was it.

but i walked forward anyway, thinking that maybe if i dodged around them, grabbed the bow, and turned and shot fast enough, i could get them. the thought was actually distressing! Red Link didn't put the sword away. they watched me slowly approach. we stood on either side of the tombstone, and i expected Red Link to cut me down. i was well within reach of their sword.

Red Link calmly, still looking at me, moved to the side and past me. i panicked and grabbed the bow, ran to the corner, turned and drew - Red Link was already at the other end of the hall, running away. i didn't want to shoot, but i needed the kill - who knows when i'd get an opportunity to complete the quest again. it's a tough one.

i missed, thank fuck, but man. i was in shock. i thought i was a goner.

then, after the game where awards are given - the murderer, who killed them, who collected the most coins - i went up to Red Link and crouched. they crouched back.

then they left the game.

[glitchyvoice]

i think my save might just be cursed tbh

[snotklown]

i didnt share my old butch artoo and threepio humanizations here. my bad lesbians be upon you

[koschei-the-ginger]

[piplupod]

if i have caught a flu bug on the roadtrip bc my family refuses to wear masks then i am going to start tearing this house apart piece by piece. it may just be exhaustion and hunger, but I am feeling so incredibly sick rn. brb going to go dig a deep pit and jump in it to never be seen again

[marklikely]

i know a lot of trans women talk about mourning not growing up a girl and i always thought i didnt experience any equivalent to that (probably for many reasons) but the last couple weeks i realised i think i do and its specifically about not growing up a gay man.

[g0thsoojin]

🦴

[aerodaltonimperial]

Another day of my spouse being too sick to help out, another day where I'm desperately searching for a mere CRUMB of serotonin lol

[mo-ok]

Kagayake!

[cozybearz]

went to the shop i used to work at for the first time since like last summer and their 24 count box of little chocolates is up to 34 fucking dollars it hurts

[dollar-store-sparklez]

i miss dominion smp :(

[burialrite]

Maybe it's just pride month but I have been positively sobbing every night to various gay medias. I am so anxious for this upcoming election and life isn't letting me breathe long enough to process the existential dread related but like. All of these people are so visible and loved and I just want to be the person I really am. :') visible and true and loved.

[glitch-h]

So like i have a shit ton of old keitor fic drafts that never saw the light of day and im wondering if i should post them? Id probably just compile them all on ao3. Like im not hyperfixated on the boys anymore and im never gonna finish the wips i had for them (and i feel bad but yknow i dont control the hyperfixation) but it might be nice to do something with those drafts. So.

Here I'll make a poll

[humanmorph]

these episodes are like. almost too dense with extremely cool shit going on like can we take a break for a SECOND im still thinking about signet+belgard+thewakingcadent. puttingthe whole figure aside for a minute too because wowwwww