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i wish i could read undisclosed again for the first time. like waiting for updates was so exciting i love you
This made me feel so bittersweet omg 😭 it was so so exciting for me as well <3 I get excited when I finally get the chance to post oneshots too but something about series are so special and I miss that!
#asks#undisclosed#i miss you guys alllll the time#i wish i had the energy and time for series rn#(a million reasons staring at me in the corner)
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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NGGGH THE ANIME OPENING AMV'S IN MY HEAD ARE ESCAPING
#goat posts#i wish i had the energy to do animatics#i've been working on this fanfic (won't talk about it until i have the whole thing planned out)#and godddd i spent more time thinking of an opening if it was an animated series instead of thinking of the story beats#i have stuff planned#it's just a mess rn
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🍂 joelsgreys weekly recap 🍂
hello friends! here we are at my very first weekly recap! i really wish i could have come up with a more creative name but this is all i got. anyway, i am so grateful to be back to engaging with the community, this is the best i have felt in a long time, i feel…i feel human again. and because i feel human again, i have the capacity, time, and energy to really engage with others and not only that, but i can enjoy it. thank you all sm for welcoming me back after several weeks of me just popping in and out, after a name change, and after i had all those bumps in the road.
fic recs
here’s some of what i read and enjoyed over the last couple of weeks!
🔥 indicates smut, please be sure to heed all tags/warnings by the author, all blogs and works are 18+ only, MINORS DNI.
Sequins by @trulybetty 🔥
Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: On a night out with friends, you run into a broad-shouldered stranger and there's no denying that there's an immediate attraction between the two of you.
Deliver Me From Nowhere by @atinylittlepain
Joel Miller x OFC Reader
there is no series summary, but please mind the tags as this fic does involve dark themes including domestic violence. but it’s such a beautifully written story, Gin’s talent is out of this world.
Born lucky, under a bad star by @softlyspector
Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: Joel has always been lucky, in the worst of ways. *major spoilers for tlou part 2
daydreams by @morning-star-joy
Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: It's been years since Joel's kissed anybody, and your lips are all he can think about.
a matter of time by @cupofjoel 🔥
Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: joel can't remember the last time he took things slow and let himself feel. you give him a gentle reminder.
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE RAIN by @psychedelic-ink 🔥 (i’m not yelling okay the title is in all caps….but i am yelling at how hot this was)
Javier Peña x Plus Size Female Reader
Summary: it's the 80s. when the dig you've been working at has to take a short break due to escobar and politics, you decide to wait it out at medellín. while hitchhiking, a charming stranger pulls up.
stay here, honey by @swiftispunk 🔥
DBF! Joel Miller x Female Reader
summary: [no outbreak] p*rn no plot. you sit on dbf!joel's lap at a party, it's a whole thing
Divine Dynasty Series by @cavillscurls 🔥
AU Mafia! Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: Your father had been a loyal asset to the Miller Clan for his entire life. After his passing, Joel feels a responsibility for you and your safety; inviting you further into his world, and your desires.
a lover’s pinch by @hier--soir 🔥
AU Professor! Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary: a one-night stand with a charming texan turns into something much more thrilling when you discover he is your new college professor. joel miller is entirely off limits. but now that you’ve had a taste, will you be able to keep your hands to yourselves?
*only 1.5 chapters in so expect to see this in the next recap too lmao.
beautiful fall divider by @saradika
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Meet the Mods: Bri!
Pronouns: they/them
Introduce yourself!
hello, I'm Bri! I've been on the team for three years now, and I'm excited we're back for our 5th anniversary!
Your favorite meme from a previous bbb?
ohhhh it's probably also peach god, just like jess? it's just a classic
Your favorite part of big bangs?
i've said before how i love the beginning of the bang, when everyone stumbles in and looks for their friends... but i also love the middle of it, when we get to release the claiming document and everyone is all over it and ooh-ing and aww-ing over the ideas! it's such a lovely atmosphere and, as a writer myself, it also shows you the part you usually don't see - the excitement someone else gets out of your fic (idea)!
How long have you been into dc/batfam?
funnily enough, it will also be five years in summer! i really went down the rabbit hole and stayed there :D
Do you regret getting into batfam/dc?
i mean, sometimes??? like all good hyperfixations, this has consumed too much of my time and energy >:(
but I've met a ton of lovely people in the fandom! some of my best friends I've met here, and i wouldn't trade them for the world (not even when dc releases another sucky batman comic) <3
What's a storyline you would love to see adapted for a movie, tv show, or something else?
you know what. i ranted about it on the weekend to a friend, so i'm going to say it: literally any storyline with a batman villain that is not the joker. there, i said it.
Who is your favorite batfam member? Why?
this is maybe an out-there answer, but i love carrie kelley and i wish we had more of her... because she's so cool and I think she has a lot of unused potential :0
Which batfam member do you think you’d get along/be good friends with?
i think i could get along with dick well! he's smart, capable, likes to micro-manage, and would fucking love my kpop serotonin spotify playlist.
Do you have any favorite fanworks?
oh I've not been consuming much batfam fics lately (i have another hyperfixation burning at higher flame rn), but let me recommend the one i am reading:
@eventualtoast has an ongoing no lazarus pit au series that is absolutely fantastic! it's a canon rewrite that imagines jason coming back without being put in the lazarus pit.
toast pays so much attention to how the same thing can differently affect people and relationships, and i personally love the dual perspectives from bruce and jason on the same events throughout the series!
please heed the content warnings (graphic depictions of violence, permanent injuries/traumatic brain injury, discussions of ableism), but it's at 73k and i know for a fact they have more planned!!
Do you know what you want to do for this year's big bang, if you're participating as a writer/artist?
I might participate as a beta this year because my next semester in college looks like it will be somewhat busy! also, this way I can read some of the fics beforehand :D
Anything you’d like to add?
i hope to see many of you back for this year, and if you're new to the fandom/unsure if you want to participate, please do! we love new people and everyone is really sweet :D
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hi! i'm curious, do you have any fave svsss headcanons? or any plot bunnies that you may or may not write in the future? 👀
Hi!! Thank you for the ask, ngl I had to sit down a bit and think about this... like do I have headcanons for SV? 😅 And yeah, it turns out I do, but unless I explicitly state them in a fic, or imply them heavily in text, they don't apply to every fic I write, you know? Added a read more because this got long, sorry!
So here are a few, that I could think of rn:
Top!SQH: I don't really write MoShang-centric (or CumPlane) fics, but if I did, it would be most likely with this dynamic in mind. I just think he is neat. ☺️
SY's age: I'm down for him dying relatively early, like between 18 and 20. It just makes everything funnier IMO to have him play the wise mentor when he was barely a legal adult in his own world and the mental age difference between BingQiu switching during his 5-year nap?? ☺️ (But I also have several WIPs where SY is like in his 40s so...)
SY's original hotness: every time I see someone post about him being a total knockout (conventional or unconventional) who is over it/doesn't know/etc., I smile. It would work a lot, is all I'm saying, and in a reverse transmigration situation, someone would definitely have their work cut out for them.
modern!LBH's job: so if LBH was born/raised in the modern world and an orphan, I'd probably write him as someone who is a doctor or an engineer - mainly bc I could see him with the drive to show everyone that he can do it on his own and excel too. Funnily enough, in the modern AU WIPs I currently have, he is either a haute cuisine chef (romcom with single parent SY), a medical student working as a waiter/delivery boy (romcom with fake dating), an escort (fic with a hopeful ending), or a gardener (lesbian horror). So like 1 out of 4? 😅
Plot bunnies. They are really bunnies, I have around 140 docs in my SV WIP folder. Some of those will be merged into one fic, and some of them have like 5-6 different fics in them because I was lazy and didn't want to open a new file.
Here are some that are almost finished being written tho:
Haunting of Bly Manor AU: lesbian BingYuan with uni student SY going to be the nanny for a rich widow's two children in an isolated estate over the summer to get her tuition money together.
SY as reincarnated SXY: TLJ/SY, past!TLJ/SXY with SY finding himself next to SXY's cooling body and baby!LBH is already in the river but caught up in the nearby vegetation.
SV/Stardew Valley/From fusion: BingQiu with SY waking up on the bus to Cang Qiong Mountain with a letter from his grandparent(?) telling him about an inheritance. He has a dilapidated farm called Qing Jing Peak, only a few spirit stones in his pocket and the bus breaks down immediately after his arrival. He can't leave the mountain, every time he tries he gets turned around, his money is barely enough to buy himself some bread till his first crop matures and every night when it gets dark monsters appear in the town.
Isekai AU: BingYuan where original!LBH agrees to play a game with a strange entity before dying during his daughter's wedding. He has to go into various worlds and try to fulfill the original host's wishes or change their fates. This is a multi-work series, part one (interstellar arc, also omegaverse) is almost done, I'm writing part two (zombie apocalypse arc) now, but I'll not publish any until I'm at least close to finishing part three (waffling between two settings). Will be at least 5 big arcs.
There are also several one-shots that I could post, I just have to find the energy and the time to edit them. I'll get there eventually. 🥰
Thank you for your question and sorry for the long post! Hope you have a nice day!
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2, 3, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 20 for Dragon Age: Veilguard Questions! :3
Thanks!! Under cut because it's a looooot of text :D
2. Which Dragon Age game is your favorite so far?
I love them all but I'd probably pick DAO for the variety of origin options. DA2 is fun but only picking my class is a bit sad, haha. If it wasn't part of a series with extensive backstory options I would have no problem though, it's a good game and Hawke is interesting.
DAI is where I've put most of my energy for OC creation, so it's dear to me as a story, but replaying the game can be a bit of a drag sometimes, mostly for the stick-limbs and movement animation reasons xD
3. Do you usually play as a warrior, mage, or rogue? Which class are you planning to try first this time around? Which subclass?
I've got oc's of all classes pretty equally, but I usually play mages or warriors, haha. This time I'm planning to try rogue since I have a Rook idea already, but I will probably play a mage soon after too! Subclass idk yet. Maybe Saboteur?
6. Do you have your Rook(s) planned out to any degree? If so, would you share some details or ideas you have?
Yep! I talked about her a bit here! Fiora is my human Crow rogue that I made for an old very short ttrpg game (you might remember her early stabby-auntie draft from there xD) where she was an ex-crow Grey Warden, but after that I dropped the Warden part and kept building her design so I could use her as my Rook or in another ttrpg or something!
(unfinished portrait and picrews is all I have rn lol) She has a dorky and occasionally dark sense of humor but a very good poker face, so she gives off a pretty distinguished impression.
Backstory stuff outside DATV: Being pretty and charismatic Fiora often took jobs for the Crows to seduce targets for information. She had some reoccurring targets that she thought were very charming and fun, and some careless moments led to her going 'oh shit' in her apartment a month or two later.
She didn't want Tobia to grow up a crow so she made a deal with a trusted contact to help her, used an injury as a cover story to go out of the crows' view, and left Tobia with said contact before returning to the Crows. Now she wears semi-permanent knee&wrist braces and sometimes a cane that absolutely has a blade within. She tries to be a parental figure to the crow kids she mentors when others can't see, but takes her role seriously and thinks avoiding the crow's ways of teaching entirely would leave the guild weak. She respects the crows and doesn't wish to leave, she just wants Tobia to have a choice in what he becomes when he grows.
I also toyed briefly with the idea of playing as Nava (my Lavellan's daughter) since in 9:53 she'll be 18, but I think that's still too young and also too much emotional damage ahah
7. Which character from the previous games or other media are you most hoping will make an appearance in DAV?
Honestly, so many. Inquisitor's been confirmed and I'm over the moon about that! Other than that... Dorian, Maevaris, Zevran, Merrill, Sera, Josephine! From other medias I'm hoping for the crows Teia & Viago + Illario, my fav Grey Wardens Evka & Antoine, and of course the classic one, Felassan. I don't need my Warden to appear personally but it'd be fun to get a letter or something like in DAI.
8. What faction are you most excited to learn more about?
I've been intrigued by the Crows for years now, but the trailers really got me excited about the Grey Wardens again too! Veil jumpers and Shadow Dragons seem cool but I think I need to know more before I properly get excited.
9. Which romance, if any, do you plan to pursue first?
For Fiora I think I'll go with Lucanis, he seems fun and fitting for her and it'd be fun to hear the dialogue with their shared faction. But I'll probably start a second playthrough alongside the main one so I can also romance Davrin, he seemed like a delight.
Irl I'm definitely a bit *eyes emoji* at the ladies but I'm too much of an oc-hoarder and lore nerd to play as myself hahah
11. What's one thing you'd really like to see in this next game?
Hmmm I'm kind of just going in and seeing what's up, I don't have specific expectations. But I guess my main hope is that we get a proper conclusion to ongoing plot hooks & character stories, and answers to at least some ongoing questions. Opening new mysteries is a lot more interesting if old ones get closed in the meantime and there's SO MUCH in Thedas.
I guess I would like to see some flashback etc. to get a glimpse of what the ancient elvhenan and dwarven lands actually looked like? Since we've heard about it for so long.
I'm also hoping this game will make me cry like a baby, I live for big emotions in fiction and it takes quite a lot to make me react out loud :'')
20. Post a picture or gif that conveys your current level of excitement for Dragon Age: The Veilguard!
Excitement level: Very.
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15 questions
tagged by @wodkapudding - thank you!
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: My mum did originally name me after some fictional character from a series she vaguely implied I should give a try but like. Never really tried to get me interested in. Idek the title or author rn. Stole my current names from an OC and from Sebastian Moran.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: don't remember, but it was uuuh close on Wednesday because my mum called me to tell me my grandma's not doing as well as she pretends to. (We saw her on Friday and I'm a bit more at ease now since she wasn't like. noticeably weaker than usual and can probably leave the hospital some time next week.)
DO YOU HAVE KIDS?: Nope. Don't see that happening either.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?: Fenced for a long time, would love to get back to it on a purely recreational level, but I'm not paying the 20€ fee for one training session per month (that I would also probably miss a lot in summer because work). Did some athletics as a kid, but with neither passion nor success.
DO YOU USE SARCASM?: I would never. /s
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?: overall apperance, followed by clothing, because I usually avoid people's eyes
WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR?: some undefinable greyish greenish mishmash
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: depends entirely on the movie
ANY TALENTS?: does writing count? Also filling the water thingy for the egg cooker at work with the exactly right amount of water on the first try.
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: in the middle of bumfuck nowhere (actually, a Kreisstadt. doesn't make it any less bumfuck nowhere) between Hamburg and Sylt. Couple dozen kilometers from Wacken.
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?: writing and reading, mostly. cooking can be fun too and I like going to the gym.
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: nah. Not a fan of animals in my immediate living space.
HOW TALL ARE YOU?: ~1,73m, please don't ask me what that's in ft
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?: history, german, english as long as we had a competent teacher, biology and chemistry were fun too
DREAM JOB?: eeeeeh. Sometimes I wish I could go back to [redacted], but a) that's impossible, b) it would be terrible for my mental health and c) there are Reasons why I quit. Mostly I wanna keep working food service or maybe retail, might try and throw an application at a book shop at some point. I just want something chill that pays the bills and lets me be helpful and leaves some time & energy for writing.
Not tagging anyone specifically, feels like I've been tagging more than a few people in stuff lately, but if you feel like doing this, go for it!
#i was tagged#thanks! haven't done one of these in a while#and of course as soon as i sat down with the laptop all energy and inspiration to write evaporated immediately soooo
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Twenty Questions for Fic Writers
Tagged by @decaflondonfog and @jaywalkers (thanks y’all, loved reading both of your thoughts. sorry I’m late doing this)
1. How many works do you have on ao3?
10 works (8 fics (one of which is a secret fic for @aftgthenandnow) and 2 original works)
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
30,661 (not a whole lot but I’m working on it 😅)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
All For the Game is my main bitch but I also have fics published (or orphaned in some cases) for KinnPorsche, Romeo & Juliet, and BBC Merlin. It’s actually my default state to be a fandom hoe so I currently have active WIPs for All For the Game, BBC Merlin, Mo Dao Zu Shi, Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System, Word of Honor, Tian Guan Ci Fu, KinnPorsche, and a secret fandom for Yuletide
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
leave or stay (i’m invisible here) (KinnPorsche, Kim/Chay, 4k, T)
secret @aftgthenandnow fic
sometimes i wish i kept some of my feelings in the basement (All For the Game, Andrew/Neil, 6k, M)
A Damned Saint, An Honorable Villain (Romeo & Juliet, Benvolio/Tybalt, 3k, M)
No Stranger To the Wind (All For the Game, Andrew/Neil, 10k, T)
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I respond to comments, mostly just cuz I like thanking people or engaging in conversation with them if they leave a neat comment. But I’m (happily) not exactly a popular writer, both cuz I’ve only just started posting fic and also cuz the subject matters and/or fandoms I tend to write for can be pretty niche, so it’s easy for me to have the energy to reply to all the comments I get
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Hmmm I guess prob Prayers or A Damned Saint, An Honorable Villain. Both have kind of depressing open endings
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Prob Belonging cuz it’s mostly just found family fluff
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I’ve never gotten hate before and I really hope I never do cuz I would cry
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Lol no. Most I’ll do is a fade-to-black pg-13-type of thing or innuendo
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
I do write crossovers but I haven’t ever finished writing any of them, just a couple fandom fusions (No Stranger To the Wind is the All For the Game characters existing in the universe of Cinda Williams Chima’s The Seven Realms series). The craziest one that I’ve ever outlined though was a BBC Merlin/Voltron crossover where after Lancelot walks through the Veil, he’s reincarnated as Voltron’s Lance McClain 😂 (I may or may not have been very inspired by Trust Me, I'm an Alchemist by metisket)
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No and I hope I never do cuz that’s such an insanely disrespectful and shitty thing to do
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No, but I would be thrilled to have any of my fics translated…so long as the translation is hosted on ao3
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
My best friend helped me out with the kissing scenes in sometimes i wish i kept some of my feelings in the basement so that’s about the closest to co-writing I’ve ever gotten. I’d love to fully co-write with someone one day though
14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?
Hmm difficult question. It’s hard for me to have an all-time favorite ship cuz my favorite ship is usually going to be whoever holds the spot of brainrot of the moment. As I currently don’t have a single ship that’s taking the cake rn, I’m going to say Andreil because they hold the record for longest time of being brainrot of the moment for me (19 months, which I know doesn’t sound like a long time but you have to consider that it’s my default state to be in a lot of fandoms at the same time, so the fact that I was for the most part only focused on AFTG for a sizable period of time is highly unusual for me). I have to give a shout-out to Merthur though cuz they’re responsible for turning my fandom participation from passive (solely reading fic) to active (actually writing fic and engaging with fandom communities…that is to say Merthur was part of the driving force behind me creating this tumblr, though Andreil is the ship that got me to actually start posting lol)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
So I’ve got this AFTG Hunger Games au that I’ve been unable to write because every time I sit down to try to write something for it, I get a new idea to add to my outline for the au and then next thing I know I’ve done no actual writing and I’ve just made the outline longer. And now I just stare at the monster of an outline I’ve made and get too intimidated to write the fic cuz it’s just soooo long. And I don’t like posting fics unless I know they could stand on their own (even if they’re a part of a series) so the likelihood of me ever posting anything for this au is becoming sadly less and less likely as time goes on
16. What are your writing strengths?
I’m not sure actually. Prob characterization cuz that’s usually what I get complimented on the most in fics
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
1000% dialogue. Every bit of dialogue I’ve ever written has been an excruciating process where I hold the screen with a death grip and ask “would he/she/they fucking say that????” I hate writing people talking so much, it’s just exhausting for me, especially in a large group setting, which is prob why my default type of fic to write is usually a short introspective character study of some sort 😂
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I would never do it myself cuz unfortunately I’m a lame American who is only fluent in English, but I love reading it in other fics (…if it’s done well cuz I’ve seen some very cringey and awkward instances of multilingual dialogue in fic over the years)
19. First fandom you wrote for?
The 1st fic I ever wrote that I posted on ao3 was for BBC Merlin (which I’ve since orphaned cuz the fic is kinda cringe). But before that, I took a creative writing class and our 1st writing assignment was essentially write a fanfiction (the prompt was literally “write a variation on an existing story”). I chose to write a story inspired by Monsta X’s DRAMARAMA music video and accidentally used the names of 2 guys in my class for the main characters (in my defense, it was the 1st week of class and the names were very generic American boy names). So I guess technically that was my 1st fanfiction 😂
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
sometimes i wish i kept some of my feelings in the basement. I really popped off with that one. It’s the only fic of mine that I actively reread for fun and I’ve been trying to replicate whatever was in the water when I wrote that fic ever since
No pressure tagging (apologies if you’ve already done this I haven’t been keeping track 😂): @seasy33 @bisexualbard @quensty @nanatsuyu @justadreamfox @worldenough-and-time @kairospy
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I am begging you and every other MHA fan to raise your standards cause Kohei gave everyone a yuri couple only to immediately kill one off.
…how many times has horikoshi faked deaths in this series. Because it’s A LOT. Afo, allmight, izuku losing his arm, bakugou, touya, Ochako literally last chapter, like… the story isn’t done yet my dude.
BUT HEY IF YOU WANNA ACTUALLY CRITIQUE HORIKOSHIS WRITING THEN IM ALL FOR IT HAHA
So how do I think horikoshi has seriously failed mha… hmm…
1: her
Her entire character. Well, not entire character. She GOT a lot of screen time and development don’t get me wrong, especially later in the series, and yes I love the fact that bakugou and dekus relationship was more prioritized than Izuku and Ochakos, but does that mean he prioritized her character? No! Nope! NADDA! Ochako is repeatedly sidelined throughout the story, and is also somehow excluded from a lot of arcs that SERIOUSLY RELATE TO HER CHARACTER.
Imagine if ochako was a part of the stain arc at all. She joined for selfish reasons like iida, he has a blood quirk like toga (which could’ve EASILY been foreshadowing to her not being freaked out by blood like most people), could’ve been a great way to show some nuance to her character….
And yet… AND YET…
That brings me to mistake number 2: Shoto Todoroki
Do I think shoto’s character is written badly or wrong? No! Of course I don’t! The entirety of the todoroki storyline, especially with its connection to hawks and the dirty parts of heroics, is really really good! I think it’s one of the most well handled abusive families in all of fiction. It understands EVERYONE in the family, and horikoshi is still able to show so much character and development in just a few scenes, like Natsuo or Rei.
So what IS my problem?
The fact that Ochako, her story, her CHARACTER AS A WHOLE… becomes sidelined due to horikoshi’s choice to prioritize his character over her’s. Again, it’s a great story and I wish he could balance both of them in mha, but he COULDNT, and he made the choice to sacrifice a woman’s character over a man’s.
Though I will say, a note on how ochako could’ve been in the stain arc: toga as a concept was created later and for ochako specifically, so it does kind of make sense as to why she wasn’t involved. Plans change and writers change, their ideas for their characters and what direction they go will ALWAYS change, and sadly you can’t predict that you won’t change a character or it’s direction at any point. It sucks! But that’s how a lot of these really long manga’s go. They have to write and then draw it pretty fucking fast.
And tbh I don’t really know what id do in horikoshi’s shoes with ochako and shoto! But it is definitely a critique we can acknowledge. It would take some seriously extraordinary writing skills to be able to balance, what, 3 deuteragonists? Katsuki, Ochako, AND Todoroki? Especially since one of those characters has a very complex trauma storyline that involves like five other characters? I honestly wouldn’t know what to do in his shoes!
I just wish he had picked the woman out of the two of them, but I think everyone knows that his manga wouldn’t be half as popular were he to have made it focus on two guys and a girl, instead of three guys, one of which is conventionally attractive and has major main character energy.
Anyway number 3: the overhaul arc
Ugh I have such mixed opinions on this arc. On one hand it has some really interesting storylines… when they’re on their own.
From what I understand, horikoshi did this arc because he wanted to try his hands at a longer arc and he had never really done that before. And while it’s great and very obvious he learned things from this arc, it just… takes up so much god damn space and gives us absolutely nothing long term.
Like yeah it makes a few points, like how high schoolers shouldn’t be involved in all of this and kinda sets up the ending rn where the actual adult heroes are sacrificing themselves for the next generation (ex: the guy that I forget the name of who’s now bakugous heart, allmight for deku, midnight for Mina/all the other kids, Mount lady, Aizawa for deku and all the other kids, Mirko for bakugou, etc etc), where as villains sacrifice the next generation for THEMSELVES (ex: afo and shigaraki, overhaul and eri, the gun arm girl for deku, also afo for dabi, etc etc) which is really good to do!
It’s just. Yk. Done by basically every other arc.
AIZAWA REPEATEDLY SHOWS THIS, ALLMIGHT REPEATEDLY SHOWS THIS, ENDEAVOR REPEATEDLY SHOWS THIS. Like it’s the entirety of Mount ladies arc, learning to be a hero and sacrifice for the next generation. Sacrifice and the fact that we forget 1-A are high schoolers is constantly shoved down our fucking throats; we don’t need this arc that takes so god damn long, only adds more characters that aren’t that important, TAKES AWAY FROM YOUR MAIN CAST OTHER THAN DEKU AND ALLMIGHT, JUST for it to tell you explicitly that “kids shouldn’t be fighting the battles of the previous generation, but they have to”. It just. Ugh.
There’s so much time in that arc fucking WASTED on nighteye or mirio’s character. Do I think the big three are really interesting? Of course! The contrast between mirio to deku is fascinating! It really shows how much deku can’t become allmight.
But you know. We talked about that a season ago mha. Yk. When he learns to use kicks instead of punches. Or yk. Gran Torino’s entire arc surrounds that. Everything about deku is nothing like allmight. That’s the entirety of their characters together. It’s repeatedly shown to be dekus biggest insecurity. He’s not allmight. YOU DIDNY NEED THIS ARC TO TELL YOU THAT AGAIN.
It’s like, everything that matters in this arc has already been shouting at you throughout the entire show, and everything else is never really used again outside of a mention here or there. It’s REALLY CLEAR Horikoshi was just doing this arc to try doing a long arc, not thinking about the long term of said arc.
Hmmm what else is there to complain about…
Eh, I guess the fan service? Which is, yk, in every other shonen anime/manga out there. Sometimes with people far younger than anyone in mha.
Ugh it’s like people like you just want me to be screaming “horikoshi did this! Horikoshi did that!” Every five seconds. I read the manga, I’ve talked about these flaws before on my account. Sorry if I… enjoy the manga???? Wait… omg!
It’s almost like I’m an mha account and it says RIGHT HERE IN MY BIO! Crazy!
Like seriously, what was your point? You were mad at drawings on a screen and someone enjoying that story and just… wanted to make someone’s day worse?
Did you expect me to heave over and be like “yes master anon! Toga is the worst written character in mha and horikoshi is a bad writer!” He’s a capable writer who understands his audience more than people give him credit for.
EVERY story has flaws. Every. Single. One. And because mha is literally everywhere and the fandom can get annoying because, it’s literally everywhere, I can understand getting annoyed sometimes. But you can’t sit here and expect me to solely focus on how bad horikoshi’s writing is because you’re mad at one thing. Toga SHOULD be selfless for ochako, sorry that it means thinking that she’s going to die???? What do you want from me?
I don’t have to “raise my standards” because horikoshi uses a lot of subtext and symbolism. I have other gay media I watch or read.
But like every single lgbtq movement that’s ever happened, it takes BABY STEPS. There aren’t many, if any, gay shonens out there, and if mha wants to be the first one it has to play by the rules. It has to make you think this is every other heterosexual shonen ever.
Shojo didn’t just become gay, it had to have shows like sailor moon censor a lesbian couple to be “cousins” so that other shows could exist. Madoka had to be at least semi subtle about its queer coding.
That whole meme where it shows one show saying “x show walked so that y show could run”, yeah that’s how every gay genre was made. Horror didn’t just become gay, it had to have community and relatability build up over the years, along with those new gay writers remembering where they came from, who paved the way.
My point being: I don’t give a shit if you think horikoshi is an awful writer who you think I can’t criticize. However I DO KNOW that if toga and ochako fully get together you’ll NEVER be able to avoid mha. And that thought makes me smile so much more than just the fact that they’re canon.
#I’m gonna quote myself saying ‘yes master anon’ bc that’s hilarious#should I be posting this? probably not#giving someone like this a platform is dumb#HOWEVER#they weren’t saying slurs or being offensive#it was just petty fandom discourse so whatever it’s being posted#you may say I’m giving them too much energy#however what I say to that is that I LIKED talking about this anyway so it doesn’t matter
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for the character ask thang can you do...nylocke maybe even 👉👈
sure thing stranger i definitely dont know!
favorite thing about them: theres like....sooo much i could say. i think above all his dedication to the roleplayer bit is really fun and endearing and seeing him break it on occasion warms my heart
least favorite thing about them: nylocke is without sin and flaw. the only thing i could consider a least favorite thing is like, i wish everyone else showed more concern about him when they put him in the goddamn dragon head. what was happening there. was he just doing the O_O face comoletely still in real life the whole time????
favorite line: similarly to rockoon, everything that comes out of his mouth is gold. if i HAAAD to pick something though itd either be just...the whole park scene in dragon drama, or everything he said during the final match of the gemini tournament. the former is sweet and the latter is so funny because you can tell he is trying so hard not to just tear zetto asunder because thats not what he needs to hear rn
brotp: nylocke is a friend and buddy to all. hes the most likable character in the show. everyone loves him. once again if i HAD to pick itd probably be him and kirb even though i also like them romantically. their dynamic works either way. ALSO DEMONKING AND WHYTI THEYRE SO SILLY TOGETHAR
otp: do you even have to ask......gamelocke........the meowmeows ever owners of my heart. my POOKIES
notp: closest thing ive got is serpentine because even though they have divorced energy serpentine is like. REALLY weird and vindictive at least in the series
random headcanon: i cant stop thinking about kirb saying he could be a vtuber earlier on stream...thats true but its not mine. what *I* think is that after the whole fuckin...serpentine origin story reveal he generally makes a better effort to see past his character and be kinder to younger players, i feel like getting caught up in his character sometimes makes it hard for him to notice others feelings and he starts recognizing that bit by bit over the series
unpopular opinion: is there even an unpopular opinion to be had? its nylocke dude what do you want me to say
song that reminds me of them: nylocke is the main blorbo of a good friend of mine so i never made playlists for him PERSONALLY....i think his theme is the number one song though. i know its cheap but like...cmon. nylocke. the dragon of destiny....be you ally or threat on this you can bet this day is for you and me...
favorite picture of them:
these two from the kickstarter requests jumped out in my head immediately
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Mortal kombat ain't even mortal kombat anymore. It's a wish brand wannabe tekken but more gore. And don't get me started on them actually copying. Legit stealing guiles sonic boom move for liu kangs fireball now.
Yes. You heard me.
They legit copied guiles sonic boom move down the the spiral and motion for liu kang in this new mk1/mk12 game.
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If y'all know street fighter. You will know that the character guile. Has a move called sonic boom. It is a move that looks like a cyclone of energy from his hands.
Liu kang never had that. He had a legit fireball and it always looked like a fireball. Not a cyclone.
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Now i know it's fast and hard to see. But dont it look oddly. Familiar? They look suspiciously similar.
Now you could argue that its coincidental. Sure.
But it's kinda ODD CONSIDERING THAT STREET FIGHTER 6 IS DOING SOOOOO DAMN WELL RN. and is one of mortal kombats biggest competitors in fighting games. Next to tekken. But even then they are trying to actively copy their competitors homework yet fail miserably on their story. Which is what WAS mortal kombats strong suit next to the fatalities. And since we are so damn desensitized to fatalities. They have to actually put in effort.
BUT THEY DON'T WANNA DO THAT !
So instead they copycat a move from their competitors. And put it on their current bitch posterboy chosen brat.
To try to sell to us he's good. Or the game will be remotely interesting.
When it's all just gimmicks,smoke and mirrors,and corporate greed. All jangly keys to distract you from the fact if capcom
AND IF CAPCOM GETS WHIFF OF THIS AND THEY CAN PROVE IT! it's over for ed boon. Because Wtaf?!
But then again they could just cover their ass and change the animation. But.....that would take time,effort n money they dont have if they wanna release this stupid joke of a game in September.
So in conclusion. You can take what you want outta this. You could leave it.
But to me?!
THIS IS STRAIGHT UP BULLSHIT AND DISRESPECTFUL. to both series and both games.
(Shout out to my fiance for showing me this and pointing this out to me)
#vent#mortal kombat#boost this shit because fr this might just might be plagiarism#if not its a very odd coincidence that they just so happen to be very very similar movesets#they look too alike for it not to be#the fireball it's now looks like a sonic boom cyclone to me#the motions n gestures dont even look like how lius used to be#it looks too similar to ONLY be a coincidence#Youtube
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ohhh myyy godddd that’s so crazy to me. i’ve been going to weddings since i was a CHILD. i think it’s a culture thing tho bc where im from ppl are always getting married andddd you’re supposed to invite LOTS of people, there’s no such thing as a small wedding😭
but i get being tapped out !! when it’s been too many back to back i get tired and stressed abt it. also funny but i think ive only been to like one funeral ??? maybeee two idk
birthday was fun !! vry simple i stayed home all day im not much of a birthday person, or at least just not my birthday bc i love celebrating my friends. the skincare routine is ???? it’s only been a few days so im not sure yet but ill keep you updated
i was going through dresses with my mom today for the weddings that was fun, always love putting together an outfit. i got a new phone case with one of those cute charms that hang from the bottom and it feels like a whole new phone🤭
I SAW ONE OF YOUR ANONS MENTION SHATTER ME ???? SO FUNNY CAUSE IM READING IT RN (i’m on book 5, anon TRUST when i say things change) im also not a huge dystopian fan at ALL bc it’s just getting too real !!! but i picked this up because my friends were BEGGING me saying i had to read it and I HAD NO IDEA IT WAS DYSTOPIAN 😭😭😭 I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS FANTASY ???? but nope !! its taking me forever to get through them but im pushing thru💪
on the topic of books, have you ever read a court of thorns and roses ??? i spent so long avoiding it for some reason but i finally caved and O!M!G!!!!! i LOVED it. idk if u have or haven’t but i will say i think you’d LOVE rhys😉
wishing you every single good thing in the world cause you deserve it !!!!! tell me how you’ve been <3333
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The weddings I've gone too haven't been that big either. I think the max was 150 people (but could have been closer to 120). Most of them have really been ~100. It's just so expensive and that's why I'm sick of it. It's a lot to spend on a bridal shower gift, a wedding gift, AND I've been on two destination bachelorette parties so it's just literally been draining my bank account.
I love that you had a lowkey/relaxing birthday! It sounds so nice! I am actually a huge bday fan. It's the only time I want to be the center of attention (or willing to be). What's your favorite kind of outfit? Or your style in general?
Isn't it cute how a little detail can change your whole attitude about something? I got a new screen protector and I'm like "I love this phone again" and last week I was ready to go trade it in HAHHAHA
🎀-anon will hopefully see this! I'm not sure I'll ever read it tbh. Like I said, dystopian really freaks me out now. I was firmly in middle school when The Hunger Games came out and Divergent was all throughout high school. On top of that my friend was recommending a whole bunch of zombie apocalypse books at the time too I was just really stressed while reading which is not what I wanted. It's still not either hahahahaha I don't mind a little conflict obviously but reading about governments and people being horrible to each other for the sake of being horrible (essentially)... I'm all set. I would first watch the news 😂😂
I have not taken the leap to read A Court of Thorns and Roses 😭 I think it's inevitable but I have A LOT of reading to do to get through my bookshelf. I've been making slower progress which isn't very helpful either 🙃 The fantasy side of novels never really piqued my interest either but I've seen lots of good things of course about the series! I'm sure I'll read it eventually, but I don't think I will be doing so just yet. When I do, I will keep an eye on Rhys hehehehe
I've been good. I swear the weekends are getting shorter every week. I'm lowkey dreading May and June but hopefully it will go by as quick as possible 🙃 I'm thinking about taking magnesium supplement because my doctor recommended it as a way to help me get out of my funky moods, boost energy, etc. etc. It's also just supposed to be really beneficial overall. Idk, I'll try anything to fix me hahahahaha I'm reading my book and writing part 4 of Ding...I'm not sure if it'll be done in time for tomorrow. I'm hopeful, but nervous it might be a Thursday update this week. Thanks for asking! Hope you have a great rest of your weekend and stellar start to the week!
xoxo
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✨ let's play 10 Qs for GK! 🎆
1- fave character besides harvey/twoface? 2- fave harvey/twoface scene? 3- fave dynamic between 2 characters? 4- best character development? 5- most memorable line? 6- fave plot twist? 7- what did you think of twoface? 8- something you loved about the creation/design? 9- anything you would change about the season 1 plot or characters? 10- what did you think of the season 2 setup?
💌 thanks for sharing the love! #GothamKnights 🦇💋
SLAYYYYY i love quesitons about htingsss this is how i look rn answeirng these btw 👇🏽
in addition to harvey/two face (because he really was showstopper sawwy to the knights), but i reallyyyyy adore duela. not only was she hilarious, her character arc/development throughout the show was great. always enjoyed whenever she was on screen i was like omfgggg my bestie !!
where do i even begin......the one that sticks out in my little brain of mine is when harvey overdoses on his anxiety meds and meets face to face with harv/fugue!harvey. that was absolutely incredible and i replay that scene in my head like a rotisserie chicken bc those writers put their whole pussy into it
at first i was going to say duela and carrie because their dynamic was soooo much fun but after 1x13, harvey and duela pulled my heartstrings like damnnnnnn i did ackshully tear up at that monologue naurrr don't let my mutuals know that. honorable mention are the row siblings because WAHHHHHHH 🥺😭 they mean so much to me
i mentioned duela's development in my first answer and i am not very eloquent with words if we're being honest but the way that she gained a sense of purpose and wanting to actually help gotham through all the trials and tribulations that were thrown at her...really wish we got to see more of that
it's a toss up between "big dent energy" and "guess who rode of the bat wang" .....honestly anything that comes out of duela's mouth is funny as hell who let her be that way
hmmmmmmmmmmm my fave was def harvey being duela's dad. did i call it from a mile away? yes, but it was absolutely satisfying to be right. i actually cheered out loud and punched the air MWAHHH
gosh, when we finally got to see his whole entire face, that shit was absolutely terrifying in a good way. interesting way of how rebecca was the one to toss that acid on his face. sadly, as much as it was all scrumdillyumptious, two face had like a total of three minutes of screentime and we will more than likely never see him again....does anyone have james gunn's number i need to ask him for a favor,
im not following any of the cast and crew of gk pero i have seen some of their tweets and the level of dedication these people put into the show....anyways, everything was so well thought out,,,i nominate the bat cave that shit was really cool. loved the water concept since it wasn't done before in the dc universe
LOL ermmmm, *scratches neck* is this thing on.....NOT to be mean or anything but i wish there was more action. as much as i luv the pauses for breath, i also luvvv ffight sequences. also a part of me thinks the show dragged a little. i know it was only 13 episodes but 18 would've been better. and though i loved the funny bits, sometimes i wish the show took itself seriously. they tried to target to gen z but mannn, at times i had to kinda duck my head bc it was embarrassing and i'm not even gen z. idkk i cant be too harsh on the show bc they did what they could and i enjoyed it overall!!
where is the s2 blueprint ik they're sitting somewhere in the producers' houses....but yeah, i actually liked how gotham knights ended! it works well ffor a mini series. the ambiguity of it all is ripe with possibilities for the fans to gnaw on. turner being trained to become the next batman, the gotham knights putting their boots back on to save the city thinking turner is gone for good, harvey allowing harv to take over with the potential of becoming a major problem....tag me in any stories you write, you guys 👍🏽❤
#ask#omgggg thank you saurrrrr much for sending me this ask i had a blast answering these <333#everyone go watch gotham knights right neowwww if my dad who owned a comic book store enjoyed it you will to ^_^
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That is awesome, huwehuwe, but yes, I apologized first cuz I tend to easily create misunderstandings, even tho it is not like I want to please others, but the less misunderstanding, the better, I think! x'D Soooo I might go overboard there and so glad you didn't mind (srsly you can't see it rn, but the relief is all over my face hehe)
And yeah, about the legend analysis, I hope I can make it understandable a bit since my friend does it better... Allow me to explain it in two parts:
1. The way the movie decided to slap all the dragon textures on the whole Miracle Box does not align with the symbolism of Chinese mythical creatures and zodiacs (Dragon textures on the red edge aka the box base AND the Yin and Yang spots? Wot??)
My friend suggested that those dragons must be Rahu and Ketu dragons from Hinduism and my friend mentioned Thomas's old bible did talk about the relation between the Miraculous Lore and Hinduism elements. Though the concept is kinda complicated so we assumed Thomas simplified it with the concept of balance/ dark and light/ life and death/ good fortune and bad fortune = A Ladybug and A Black cat.
But even then, it doesn't make sense with the Chinese Zodiac concept of the series as a whole when there is already a Dragon Miraculous from 12 zodiacs when transferring to the Movie. The fact that SEA countries have different dragons so the director shouldn't just randomly paste something on it to make it "Asian/Chinese-enough" or for coolness; E.g. A dragon from the West is nothing like a Chinese Dragon or a Vietnamese Dragon. The concept of Yin-Yang is varied since it has been developed for thousands of years, and the creatures (Tiger-Dragon, Phoenix-Dragon, Feminine energy - Masculine energy…) each black/ white part represents will differ for each Chinese Philosophy (Taoism, Buddhism..) and it's still a mystery (at least for me this requires professionals or more time to look into)
So yeah basically the movie's director does not understand the Miraculous lore or must be confused, don't know what concept to go for but refuse to use current concept of Thomas so they picked the symbols randomly and inaccurately.
2. Oh dear... Movie Adrien is something, not even Claw Noir aka Emo Adrien is that hard to understand his motive. (Many people said "Movie Adrien is depressed!" well senti and super depressed, orphaned Series Adrien begs to differ-)
Anywayyy I wish I had more brain power to make this simpler to understand but I resorted to listing some contractions that I hope it will shed some light on how I feel about Movie Adrien... Please imagine this is a convo between A: Series Adrien; B: Movie Adrien *crying*
[I borrowed this method from miraculeuxx she's real for this]
A: ...You thought Marinette was weird when she stumbles instead of cute??
B: What so cute about that??
A:... Okay then what did you do when you first meet her as Ladybug?
B: I was acting reallll coool, acting fly and such y'know? I told her that's I'm the new hero in town, I'm the man and she is my sidekick
A:... Please don't tell me there's more-
B: Oh yes I came up with crazy puns, and calling her a watermelon
A: ... And you reuse them several times!?
B: Oh yeah! For months!
A: ... HOW ARE WE THE SAME PERSON!?
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Anddd many more that I remember but still I need to dig the movie again before saying anything meanie because I can't just make up fake facts and gotta give credits where it's due you know x'D
Again thank you! I also love reading all kinds of opinions because it helps me learn a lott
(Adrien pic credit: ari! youtube)
FWIW I absolutely ADORE the ML movie and could gush positively about it for hours without let up :)
Oh my gosh, it's good to know you enjoy the movie that much because it's incredible to me to see people talking about things they love! <3 🥺🥺🥺 ... B-but it's also, uh kinda unfortunate because I... nnnnngg how to say this... <I am so sorry in advance I put it away in case it is too long and it ruins your mood, but yes TLDR; The movie is cute, enjoyed the artistic elements, but hate the plot dev...>
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I'm actually on the opposite side of this matter, and have a quite strong opinion while being over there, and oh boy oh boy, I think "that" opinion will hurt some poor soul and I swear I won't mean to and pleaseee hear me out... 🥹🥹🥹
I enjoy the music, the aesthetics, the camera angle, the actions, Ladynoir obv, some scenes that are executed stronger than the series (eg: Marinette saves Master Fu; Sabrina's kindness toward the new girl; how they express Marinette's anxiety and the opening and initial character behaviors make sense with the overall settings) and GOOD MUSIC! (I think I said it twice)) But yeah, I tried my hardest to watch it with a blank mind, no judgment, no comparison, and in the end the plot and character devs are not for me...
However, I do think they will be an excellent stand-alone movie for any kind of audience and simply enjoy some action and cute romantic moments. Some scenes are not good for kids like did you see the way Adrien treated Marinette?? He did try to change but yeah I need 30 more minutes for that also did I mention Zag got the Chinese legend wrong with his version of intro-
For what it's worth I think the movie is wasted potential, I truly was so sad, but I do understand why many like it tho I still think the series is superior as of now, I love seeing good things inspired by it hehe but again, I won't jump on the hate train toward the series. If you decided to read this, you are a wonderful and tolerant person; I am so blessed to get such respect from you, I would never hate you for this. Sorry and thank you!!
#And that damn Careless Whisperer sound effect#my frens teased me for months and it has appeared in my life constantly Im going to cry at that joke every time I hear it bc I am miserable#and many more troublesome things that I hope I can share with you guys on the movie next time! hehe#miraculous ladybug#miraculous discussion
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ive come to make an announcement
ive been doing that thing called "reading" lately & it's actually kinda neat. sure wish my ability to do it lasted.
#ive been reading the hmc novel & im on chapter 15/21#if i can read today i wanna finish it but it's been nice to have the ability for the first time in actual yrs#like. i mean ig i did read ultra maniac when the power was out awhile ago ? but i can read manga rly easily#i can manage like a series every couple yrs depending on if i have the physical copies#but physical novels??? i think... the last time i read them was when i read tlc in like 2019?#& even then i only managed to bc i was reading along w audiobooks#idk the last time prior to this that i read an actual novel on my own. it's been a v e r y long time#& i miss it man i miss reading sm. i do prefer the audiobook read along method cause shit sticks better when i do it#but i haven't had internet so i couldn't look it up & do that method#hhhhggg i want to be able to get my shit together so i can be on a schedule#& maybe sort out downtime that would let me read again#i have so many books ive owned for y e a r s & always start but never manage to finish :(#it sucks sm. esp cause when im unmotivated to write which i have been for a Long time#reading is the only thing that inspires me again. like i haven't rly successfully written much lately but reading hmc#has made me Want to again so#that's been nice. wish it could stay in this mode but reading takes SO much mental energy & i don't have much to spare rn#i got too much bullshit i gotta focus on surviving rn to spare much mental energy for anything else 😔#just wanna be done w all that shit & be a normal bitch again :/ it'll be over eventually but im impatient#& the little tastes of what life could be if i was over it help but also make the agony of being stuck sm worse#a n y w a y#ig whenever i finish the novel ill say m'thoughts since the movie is my favorite movie ever so.#we'll see how i feel abt the book at the end. it's V different from the movie but i like it so far so we'll see#mine
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