#i wish i could win the lottery
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So we all know there are celebrities on tumblr
Anyone ever tried asking them for money?
Edit 2.10.24, Number of People to waste my time about this thus far: 2
#tumblr#celebrities#celebrity#fame#western imperialism#philanthropy#donations#universal basic income#i wish i could win the lottery#i would give half of it away#bc goddamn im tired of this system#capitalism#anti work#anti capitalism#free money#money#help#cashapp
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"my hiatus had nothing to do with my living situation" i say, and the universe immediately hits me over the head with a steel chair.
#‘ 001. ’ (out of character)#smh i wish i could speak winning the lottery into existence as easily as i apparently speak more fuckery happening 😔#n e way i have returned - thanks for patience as always#going to distract myself with drafts in the meantime to get the chaos juices flowing#because as much as i stop writing when i'm stressed out or depressed i realize that after a while the one of the only ways i can#get *out* of that stressed out mindset is by forcing myself to go back to writing because it's something that i enjoy
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the dream honestly is to live next door to a cool little grandma who i can knock on their door and be like "oopsi, i baked too many muffins, do you want some?"
#also lowkey for her to then have an insanely hot grandkid around my age and match me up with them...............#lea speaks#if you know the pain of apartment hunting in cph then you know#the pain is so real this winter#the wait is so fucking long#i have never wished this hard i could just magically win the lottery and just buy a place instead of renting#and sure there are a lot of upsides to how it works here in denmark BUT THE WAIT? omg. agony.
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Actually I think it's a bit unfair that I can't be an astrophysicist and a historian and a game developer and a marine biologist and an archaeologist and an author and a seamstress at the same time
#I think I have a quarter-life crisis /hj#like I want to make space discoveries but I also want to analyse ww2 battles and I want to-#study the behaviour of whales and I want to create fictional worlds and I want to sew costumes and and and#there's so much knowledge out there to be learned and things to try out how are you supposed to do this all in one lifetime?#when you're expected to start working a fulltime job and stay in that line for the rest of your life??#though my problem isn't necessarily that I don't wanna be doing that job - it's more that I don't *only* wanna be doing that job#I just wish I could just try different job fields and see what they're like for like 2-3 years before trying out something else#but since they're all so different I'd have to start from the bottom again every time which probably also means worse payment etc#and I just don't have the time for that because I'd also like to build a stable life and maybe have a family later on#plus some of these jobs are just don't pay very well to begin with#I swear if I was rich and didn't have to worry about regular income I'd probably just be a forever student and study a whole bunch of stuff#just because I want to#unless I win the lottery I'll probably just start working fulltime though once I hopefully finish my master's#however I've already been thinking about signing up for studying history afterwards regardless - just for fun without pressure#I love the topic and then I wouldn't have the pressure of *needing* to find a job in the field afterwards#bc it's hard to find something unless you go for the teacher (or maybe professor) route plus pay seems kinda meh either way#but we'll see#I don't even know what this post is supposed to be. like not really a vent but. still complaining? idk#I don't know how to tag this#selnia talks
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Just got a calendar notification that says I'm supposed to be on the eastern side of Nebraska right now having fun. Too bad neither my boss nor my cousin's boss allowed it.
#chit chat#work stuff#we canceled this fucking trip#i managed to get time off a few weeks from now but then my aunt canceled and my grandparents canceled#so i have time off but no trip#everything is so dumb all of the time#i wish I could win the lottery so I could actually get a chance to have fun in my life#fanfic is great and all but I want to touch the grass in cool places#not that any part of nebraska is cool per se#but at least omaha has a Renaissance festival#going to a renfest in every state that has them has been a goal for me and my cousin#but fucking. the bosses get to decide if we're allowed to live out lives unfortunately.
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If you see this ask me if I've made my appointment yet?
Because oddly enough, finding it rather difficult to remember to make the appt to talk to the psych to get discharged back to my GP so I can explore "other treatment options" for ADHD, since the drug lady working with me decided that putting me one three types and then upping the doses till I couldn't tolerate them (despite getting real benefits at lower doses and side effects I could live with) meant I obviously can't tolerate any meds ever
No, I'm not mad that I had a taste of what being able to concentrate is like and am possibly being told I'm never allowed to have that again, haha, why would I be mad about that?
But yeah. I'm scheduling this for Saturday daytime when they'll be open to phone. Hopefully. Having people ask normally works better than alarms for me
#duckpond stuff#adhd adventures#i wish i could go private but thats not happening unless i win the lottery#which makes me want to cry because i just want to be able to focus#to do the things i want to do. the things on my list that keeps growing and growing and never ends
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Ive had a week and a half off from work for my holiday break. I go in tomorrow. Im so depressed. I miss feeling like I have a life to live rather than spending 90% of my time at a place I hate with people I dont really care about.
#depressed#workingsucks#I wish I had a life#Can I win the fucking lottery already?#I wish we could go back to 2020 and get paid to do nothing#Controversial opinion
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VICTORIA LISTEN IS THAT LIFE SIZED LEVI
KAJHDKAHDKAHDA YYYASSSSSSSS!!!! AND I THINK IT IS EVEN BIGGERRRR!!! AKJHSDKJHJAKDHJKADHADKHDKA AAAAHHHHHHHH
#i wish i could win the lottery so I could buy something like that :')#i would sell organs if i must! hahah
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ahhh welcome back ‘I should be monetizing every second of the day and it’s a bad thing that my primary hobbies cannot be monetized and I should be ashamed’ feelings
🙃 this is because of student loans 🙃
#every time student loans come up I basically want to die#because they’re so stressful and there’s so much shame around it#and I’m making more than I ever had in my day job#and I want to have time to write so I don’t want to take on a serving job or something#so then my brain is like well then your writing has to make money#but every time I try to write original fiction I get stuck in a months long writers block#and also fiction writing doesn’t make much if any anyways but it at least is legally able to#i would just like to win the lottery#or at least have this one thing taken away#but no I made a bad decision - that was weirdly at the same time a good decision that I had a party for#and now I’ve ruined my life?#unnecessary dramatics#ok maybe necessary#I wish I could find a therapist I clearly need one but that costs money too so
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Witchy Tips
I said there's consequences for everything you do, good and bad. I wish to give examples. Say you hate your coworker. I dunno, say they stole your lunch, opened all the dimes in the cash, and took 45 minutes on a 15 minute break. And you're pissed. So you do a curse and they break their leg. and it works. Now you don't have to deal with them. Now, every shift you work for a while is with good coworkers who do the work and who are fun to work with! .... but now you're short staffed, and maybe on the long weekend you booked off, now you gotta work. say you really like one of your coworkers! They're your work friend. You let each other slack off a bit, but still get all your work done together. So you want something good to happen them. So you cast a spell for them, and they win the lottery. ( lol, we wish) well, maybe they treat you when you go out now. Maybe they help you out with some stuff they know you were struggling with!... but they also quit their job. Now your work buddy isn't there anymore and maybe you're short staffed for a while until you rehire. Often, the consequences to our spell-casting are mundane, and logical results of what happens.
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#i appreciate y'all more than words could ever express. truly and deeply‚ i wish i knew how to do more to give back#to the people that help me. i always try to pay it forward but i feel like that'll never be enough#once i win the lottery‚ y'all are getting back x10 what you've provided me#......(this is a joke‚ i do not gamble LOL)
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#here i am to rant again!#so my home has some plumbing issues#so we got a plumber in today to sus it out#essentially told us that he cant do anything and our best bet is to literally renovate the entire bathroom :')#which is gonna cost anywhere from 20k-40k#which is like. not achievable for us rn#we're a 9 person household w not a lot of income#its just really unfortunate circumstances rn i wish i could just win the lottery or smth#or i go on tinder and find a bunch of cute tradies who'd be willing to do the work for us and as payment i can blow them or smth#im kidding but like. am i? cos id do it!#on top of the actual issues going on#my ex and i recently admitted that we still love each other#and now this mf has gone radio silent on me :')#'hey i still love u and i wrote this song for u all abt how im so upset that i lost u'#'but now im gonna basically ghost u'#oh! sick! thanks so much!#u fkn dickhead#GOOOOODDDDD this is so fucking frustrating#delete later
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I've sold myself to a soulless cubicle job and yes I regret it. I just hope the pay balances it out because I know it's not permanent. Just for a couple years while I finish my degree. I hate that I always have to sacrifice. Either sacrifice time with my husband and children to make decent money, or sacrifice pay to have time with them.
#i just have to keep telling myself its not for forever#hubz and i are busting ass to build the life we want#were going to get there#one way or another#wish we could just win the lottery and speed things along..#but we both only have two years left on our degrees#were taking the right steps#its just so slow#and then our financial strain at home..#taking care of family is hard#no one talks about the monetary strain#the physical and time strain yes#and thats immense#but the financial strain too...#life#my life#ughhhh
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So I'm in a Situation.
When I moved back in October, I started a program with my disability where a worker comes by daily to help me manage basic tasks, basically just someone to make sure I take my meds and clean occasionally. At the time I was hesitant, but really needed to move from a shitty apartment and this program had specific rented apartments that I could move to without a significant raise in my rent.
Now it's March, and I really don't think I'm suited for this program. I don't have the social energy to meet with someone every single day, and there's been some drama going on with the person running things not really being great at talking to neurodivergent people like we're not idiots. I desperately want out.
But. The apartment is under the program's name. I'm listed as a roommate. If I decide I don't want to do this program, I have to move again. I can't afford to move, and I can't afford the full rent of the place I'm in. So I'm stuck in this program that is honestly draining everything from me, where every decision I make goes through a really passive aggressive management.
I don't even feel like I can save much, bc if I have more than $2000 any given month my disability payments decrease. How the hell am I supposed to move when average rent in this city is $1000/month and saving enough for the first rental deposit means I can't get benefits anymore?
#subsidized apartment waitlists are years-long waits#thats part of the reason i was eager to do this bc i really needed to get out of my last place#i moved from 'the landlord keeps misplacing your payments and trying to get double rent' to 'daily passive aggressive texts/visits'#wish i could win the lottery so i didnt have to worry about rent
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Going through my albums and photocard binders to make sure there’s nothing in them so they can be temporarily packed up. Currently going through one of my Monsta X binders and once again Spotify has creepily figured it out so it started playing Monsta X for me. It did the same thing with them last night I think. And it also played a BOYFRIEND song while I was looking through their albums.
#random#monsta x#albums#photocards#have to clean my whole room#there’s no room to clean#and I just realized that the more boxes I use to try and clean it just adds more clutter and less room for me to get around#I haven’t even got over to the other side where my window and dresser are yet#or my closet#ugh I have too much to do and not enough time to do it all#damn I wish I could freeze time right now#and while I’m at it somehow win the lottery#or jaejoong 👉👈
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