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so the other day a castmate of mine was talking about having once been a little girl (at this point, i all but short-circuited because said castmate is a man in his mid-sixties and my brain had its little moment of “!!!!! trans person!!! and he’s OLD!!!!”) and being asked if there was a famous person he looked up to or wanted to look or be more like. and he said— again, as a little girl at this point— “santa claus!” and everyone thought he was weird for it.
and this story doesn’t read as well over text because you really have to see the guy. but he looks just like santa claus. he’s got the long white hair and the beard and the belly and everything. and i just. the amount of secondhand trans joy i experienced is truly insane. i’m gonna get old! i’m gonna get old the way i wanna get old! hey everybody you’re gonna get old; we’ve been doing it for years!
anyway shoutout to the santa claus of my cast and to every older trans person we love you so fucking much
#trans#queer#trans joy#ftm#theater#it was so fuckin cute#i wish you all could see this man#phron speaks
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I finally got around to reading Hunger Pangs by @thebibliosphere and I couldn’t not make fanart!
#it was SO GOOOOOODDDD#I could visualize all the characters and actions and settings so clearly!!#I wish I could make a comic of the whole thing or animate it so bad#how I imagined Ursula changed as I got to the second half of the book#hi joy if you see this I hope you’re not having a headache right now <3 sending love#also that castle reminded me of someone’s house…#phangs#phangs fanart#hunger pangs#hunger pangs fanart#hunger pangs: true love bites#phangs vlad#phangs nathan#phangs ursula#fanart#digital art#Raspbrry’s art#Raspbrry’s fanart#phangart
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playing “how many gold accents can I give this guy before it’s too much” and failing <3
#nevermoor#israfel#the angel israfel#<- tagging him like this brings me so much joy. no last name only The Angel#i spent too long studying how cracks form over glass for this lol#and I spent no time at all studying wings. don’t look to hard at them 🫣#i imagine there are also cracks along his hair but each strand is so small it looks more like iridescent gold. yknow??#I wish I could animate so I could shake him around a little and show his hair glittering#alas. that sounds too frustrating lol
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PONYO ZORO OH MY WORDDD😭💫💖
Ponyo Zoro indeed!
#Using this as opportunity to thank you all so much for love on my latest posts!! I wish i could thank each of u individually.#All the sweet words in ur reblogs make me oh so happy! I felt overwhelmed with joy for last few days#swear people on tumblr are kindest people on earth#i hope everyone has a great day/night#AJSGKAGSKSHW💞💞💞#im crying#so happy#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#zoro x sanji#sanzo#zoro#sanji#studio ghibli#ponyo#ask#doodle
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#art#i am filled with a sense of 'saudade' of 'dor'#i understand the evolutionary need for empathy and so i am left to bleed this profoud sorrow into my art because i know i cannot help#i wish i could provide the joy and the peace that is needed but i know i am not allowed in the his fortified citadel of sorrow#i cannot find a more fitting word in eng for what i feel aside from sorrow#i am sorry#sorry#i am not good yet#fanart#off game#off mortis ghost#off fanart#off the judge#off pablo#off valerie#the kitty brothers
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Fan Joy July Day 26
Repairs by AnxiousArtist0
So, fun thing! @zolanort asked to collaborate with me on this one. Zolanort picked from my list of fics to highlight and funnily enough, had ideas for drawing basically the same scene.
Sky watched him work, clasping his hands together in his lap to try and hide the tremors that ran through them. No need in making the captain worry.
After a minute, Sky finally realized what Warriors was doing. He was stitching up the tear himself.
“You don’t need-“ Sky started, but Warriors cut in.
“Nonsense. You wouldn’t be able to get a good stitch, with how your hands are shaking.”
The knights are good brothers. ❤️ and the idea of Warriors seeing Sky struggling and helping without question or hesitation is so sweet. Everyone go ambush Zolanort and AnxiousArtist0 and tell them how amazing their stuff is 😊
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I'm so tired ah
#persona#I'll try my best to wake up everyday#I don't feel pressure or stress from feeling this way#I think I'm just tired? [for now]#art block and stuff. nothing really important.#I feel disconnected with my cat persona haha#I wish I could be as happy as that little thing. I don't want to make it feel anything else but joy#kat talks#my drawing museum
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AHHH i havent posted in so long im sorry …. i am still alive and komahinaing
#FORGIVE MEEEEE life happens i wish it could be komahina time everyday#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa#nagito komaeda#danganronpa 2#komahina#hajime hinata#feeling the joy
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i dislike them...
#persona 3#llemon art#p3 reload#persona 3 reload#shinjiro aragaki#akishinji#akihiko sanada#you can trust me with your favorite characters#i draw them and feel joy and rage bc im mentally ill#i wish gay people were real#ive been messing with brush settings#if i could make myself keychains of them id be far too powerful#if i think too hard about them i break down horribly#akishinji... you ruin my life....#its almost my birthday#shoot the chef in the skull 15 times
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Nothing unusual. Decided to play Divinity 2 with my sis. Created my characters there, found a home for them, decorated it, imagined a story and then went back to Sims 4 to recreate my Sims-Divinity Characters back in Sims :D
CC credit: Me :D, @simstrouble, Nelfeah, @giuliettasims, @chocobunsims, @golyhawhaw, @joliebean, @uxji, @thisisthem, @goppolsme, @johnnysimmer, @introsims, @pralinesims
#the sims 4#sims 4 simblr#my sims#WistfulWorldSims4#my ocs <3#my oc stuff#divinity 2#Every game is a Sims game#I basically play dolls everywhere :D#Yeah we killed all magisters in Fort Joy#Including Alexander himself#And then sell Alexander's clothes to Nebora#I wish prisoners in Fort Joy Ghetto could um... notice they're free?#I'm also a bit angry with the scenario for this game#It wasn't a hard choice to eliminate every and each magister#Because authors at the very beginning showed them as perverted freaks#But the game is kinda hinting you can colaborate with them#I will never ever collaborate with someone who use torture genocide and victimization to justify... whatever shit they ere going to justify#So yeah. This game speaks about the choice but gives no choice
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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I beat Veilguard.
It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.
#datv spoilers#the moment that completely broke me#''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas#you are free#and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years#I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully#I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years#and that was for him to find peace#so these are mostly tears of joy#I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now#this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love#and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been#the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me#it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long#but I'm so thankful to have closure now#my heart is full#you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season#snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked#I like to think he regained it now#thinking about a little Wisdom spirit#hmm#I don't think I can sleep now#I think I'll just watch the snow a little more
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"Arthur caught that."
"Did he?"
"And he killed that with his hands!"
#hamish <3#I think arthur definitely saw a lot of himself and his ideal life in hamish#a nice peaceful cabin by a lake completely uninterrupted by people?#with no worries except fishing and occasional animals?#arthur lives for that stuff#I'm glad hamish and arthur bonded so well and became good friends whilst they still had the time to#and john being able to bond with hamish over his memories of arthur?#my heart aches but fills with joy at the same time#I wish we could have buried hamish#oh arthur#oh john#mick squeaks#mick gifs#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#john marston#hamish sinclair#red dead redemption community
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For winter is coming and I… am a princess.
#princess kenny#kenny mccormick#kenny mcormick fanart#south park fanart#the stick of truth#stick of truth#snow day#south park snow day#sp kenny#south park#mine#recently told a friend of mine who hadn't paid attention to sp in over a decade about princess kenny and i wish i could personally#recapture the joy of seeing Her for the first time like that#i’d also been like suddenly hit with the realization while playing snow day tht ive only draw princess kenny like… 1.5 times back in 2016#(<- i say 1.5 specifically because it was twice but one of them was an outfit swap with another princess character)
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#I can't think of any more but I'm sure I'm missing something#Me personally I've been waiting on that Beastclan lore for a while#I really liked getting new lore about existing parts of the world if that makes sense#Instead of here's lore because here's a whole new thing it's just elaborating on what's already here#Plus I like the Beastclans and I liked the new familiars and I really want more scenes#Honestly what I really want is more of those lair location banners. More scenery!! I love the environmental art for FR#But I'm also content with anything because all my wishes were already answered with the world map update#Nothing more they add could ever top the sheer joy I felt#flight rising#flightrising
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WHY must the act of creation be so tiring. is it not enough to simply have The Vision
#rye.txt#the act of creation is a joy but I wish I could do it without it draining my energy dry 😭#i want to MAKE THINGS and i don’t wanna be tired after!!! i wanna make things and then have the energy to make more things after!!!!#this is me saying I wish I could make more videos. they are so much fun and I am so proud to make them. but DAMN do they kill my energy#i have no idea how other people manage to make so many in such a relatively short timeframe. like how. where are you getting your energy#in order to power through a big project I need to be fueled by Rabid Inspiration. and then I crash for like 2 months
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