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Printer issues
Ur here, Lunch Date, Flower Shop, The Stranger- pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, next part?
(A conversation between Sasha and Micheal before the siege of Jane Prentiss)
Sasha stared as the printer sputtered and grunted. A pause, another sound before silence. She grumbled and hit the roof of the printer a second time. Nothing. A small mechanical shutter and then nothing. Sasha let out an exasperated sigh and sat back. It was unbelievable that she could hack into anything Jon asked her to, but she was thwarted by a damn printer. She considered bugging Elias about it but she wasn't in the mood to deal with him. If she wanted the details to the statement printed, she'd have to use the printer at the desk to artifact storage.
Just lovely.
Sasha dragged her hands through her hair as she made her way to the other end of the Institute. She didn't have to pretend she enjoyed the place. It wasn't... Natural. She had figured out that much. And not just because of the worm infestation gathering outside the walls of the Institute. She had felt it before as well. She sensed it when they had followed up on statements only to find the person dead or missed. She had noticed it when at her desk and it felt like a thousand eyes staring daggers into the back of her head. And she noticed it now as she sat behind the Artifact storage reception desk and logged in, praying desperately that the printer would connect and behave in a timely manner.
The printer made a small wine and a short compliant huff before a paper started feeding through. Sasha dared to breathe. The paper pushed its way through and the printer made a delighted chime. She frowned. The printer paper, which should have printed out an information sheet about a drug company in relation to a health crisis, was instead a mess of colors and patterns, Sasha found it was hard to look at after a while.
Just. Bloody. Lovely.
She didn't have time to think before laughter ricocheted off of the wall and shattered through her mind. Micheal. Lord, she really needed to get paid more.
Sasha forced herself to at least try and stay calm.
"Hello again, Archivist Assistant, what leads you down here to such a place?"
She eye'd him carefully. The last interaction had left her compromised and almost dead in a graveyard and while she was safely within the Institute, she doubted that would actually be a genuine factor against him.
"The printer wasn't working." She answered rather dumbly.
He giggled and walked forward, picking up the headache of colors splattered over the paper and looking it over. "It doesn't seem broken to me." He laughed again and she felt it in her bones.
She shook her head and swallowed. "No- not this one, the one upstairs."
"Ah yes, well that one has never seemed to work." He giggled again and she managed a small frown.
What would he know about the institute's printer? She thought it was best not to ask. Instead she carefully moved towards the computer and gestured at the screen. "That's why I'm opting to use this one."
"You should try again then." His hair washed over his jaw and his shoulder as he tipped his head. His grin spreading further than the confines of his face.
Right. Sasha clicked print and watched the printer go through the motions of odd sounds before spitting out yet another distorted array of colors and shapes. Maybe she'd just be better off telling Jon he wasn't getting a paper version. Surely she could just email the details to him?
Micheal's laughter reverberated through the room as he leaned against the counter, holding his face in too long fingers.
"My, my, Assistant, whatever are you printing?"
Sasha let out a half hearted chuckle. It was too late into the day to have to deal with this. She ignored his question. "Yeah, obviously this isn't working."
"Giving up already? Oh Assistant, come on, give it another try." His smile was all teeth.
"It's Sasha." She said, rubbing her forehead.
"The printer has a name?"
"No, Micheal, my name. My name is Sasha."
He laughed again, his form spreading out like smoke before reflecting colors like glass, just transparent enough to see through whilst also noticing your reflection.
"So you say, will you try again?"
"Yes cause I'm sure it'll work better than the first two times."
"Sasha?"
She snapped her head in the direction of the voice, seeing Sally walking towards her with a concerned expression and carrying a stack of books.
"Who are you talking to?"
Sasha turned back to where Micheal was standing, except Micheal was gone and the door he had come from no longer seemed to exist. Of course.
"Oh um, no one, just talking to myself."
Sally didn't press the matter, instead disappearing down an adjacent hall. Sasha scowled and tried pressing print again, almost crying with relief as the document finally printed. Sasha quickly grabbed it and went to walk away before glancing back at the tray. Back at the two distorted pages. She grabbed those as well, folding them up and tucking them into her purse.
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"Thank you, Sasha, I'll have Martin look into the drug company's representative tomorrow."
"Great, just don't ask me to print out anything in the future, I've had quite enough to last me for a while."
Jon gave her a quizzical expression and Sasha let out a belated sigh.
"Nevermind, I'm headed home. Don't forget to feed yourself, Jon."
He muttered some backhanded response and she headed for home.
Sasha tossed her purse on the kitchen counter and started brewing a cup of tea. She spent most of the evening getting out of work mode and into comfier attire. Finally pulling out the distorted papers from her bag and looking them over. The colors were...pretty. For lack of a better word. Oddly distracting, mildly disorienting, but pretty nonetheless. She hummed and taped them to her fridge. A bit of eye-catching decoration never hurt anyone.
#yes im well aware this isnt canon#but its a hill i shall die on#kitsunesakii#not dead yet#writing#snippet#micheal shelly#tma#the magnus archives#micheal the distortion#sasha james#jon sims#jonathan sims#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#THIS WILL BE A SERIES#THIS COMES BEFORE THE OTHER CONVERSATION I WROTE BETWEEN THEM#i will make it clearer i promise#writing the fanfiction i wish existed#fanfic#bury me on this hill#dont let the sky swallow me like it did to that other guy#Sasha stay far away from artifact storage#Jon for the love of god get some sleep#also hi#are you still reading this?#how amazing#welp u look beautiful today#happy new year#lol
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something happens and i’m head over heels ✨
#i’ll make him hairy as he’s meant to be in the next one promise#next one is a little spicy#sort of#anyways this is eddie’s view of steve being silly and happy while they’re out at a bar#steve just got his hearing aids and is delighted with how much clearer the music is#he does switch them off after a while to just feel the bass#anyways eddie’s in love with him and every time i draw them i feel their love#am i sounding delusional enough yet#stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#my art
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How bad are Donnie's memory issues really? It's kind of vaguely explained but how much as he actually forgotten about everything pre-curse?
i think there's a lot of significant gaps in,,, uhhh everything, its retrograde dissociative amnesia. things are really patchy and memories kind of randomly surface in and out, its really upsetting for him considering all of the gaslighting. really its because he tried to convince himself that to an extent this was always happening, so he kind of shut down and stored all of the happy memories he had with his family elsewhere. they're still there, just deeply buried.
the scene before the finale of CL was mostly meant to be there to draw contrast, its hard to say how much of it he actually remembers. especially after the whole murder attempt which was extremely traumatic for him.
cant know what you dont know, and they cant really know what and what he doesn't remember either. it was kind of wild rewatching the show again a little while ago because i was just sitting there and thinking about how cc donnie just does not remember so many of the shenanigans he got into LOL
he tried so hard to convince himself that it wasnt real and that this is and has always been his life. and even then his memories of the past 4-5 months or so are pretty spotty too, especially around the last month or so of the curse. he checked the fuck out after his room was destroyed and really only came online when he was in immediate danger, tbh
#ask#canary continuity#people thinking about the rooftop conversation and i just wonder if donnie even remembers it at all#leo is utterly haunted by it but donnie does not reference his promise once#does he even remember that leo vowed to protect him. does he still remember and just think he's making it up#because it feels like a dream#because it cant be real. not with how deeply leo hurt him#ghhoodddd donnie can barely remember what he was like#they're mourning a brother that he used to be. that he doesn't even know how to emulate#even when the memories are clearer the behavior doesnt really feel like His. he cant be that again#he thinks his old self was deserving of his abuse and his new self doesn't deserve to be loved because he isnt his old one#he's really put himself into an unwinnable mindset huh?
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Characters who need to make themselves believe the ends justify the means. Forcing it down their throat, again and again and again. Till its second nature, till its addiction. And maybe the ends don't feel so pressing anymore, cus who knew the means could be so good.
#the pragmatic idealist burdened with both responsibility and hope#who lets their morals corrode over each compromise desperately reinforcing them with more and more questionable promises they cant keep#till they wear a crown of Machiavellianism set heavy like a gravestone#and when they finally let themselves indulge in the hedonism of the delusion#its not bitter like they expected#the Stockholm syndrome from their hand crafted cage long since set in#it feels like freedom#mori ougai#geto suguru#im not sure if this makes any sense#but i love this type of character#who sees it clearer than anybody else does#and takes it on even though its not theirs to take#and laughably they get it fkn wrong#and it breaks them#so they just stew in the absurdity of all the vain sacrifices and all the ends they drowned trying to pursue#and they force themselves to love the burn in their legs as they tread water cus they know they arent trying to swim to shore anymore#not really
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“Oh, but you see, Kazansky,” the boy looks down at him and smiles. Engulfed by the honey-gold haze of a sharp summer sun, the sweetest, most reckless thing he’s ever seen. “I am dangerous!”
And there’s something about that smile, guilelessly fluttering across his flushed face like a hummingbird taking flight, that digs into Tom’s chest like the gentlest of knives. Cleaves its way between his ribs.
Fills his heart with light.
It’s strange, how quickly it all happens. How startlingly unremarkable it really is. How Tom takes a deep breath, lets the faint wisps of warm vanilla sugar trickle down his too-dry throat, closes his eyes, and just knows: he might’ve entered this quaint house in the middle of nowhere with a firm plan in mind to destroy any chances his father had of securing a betrothal (even if that meant stooping low-enough to make a thirteen-year-old cry) but hurting Pete Mitchell in any shape or form, wouldn’t sit right with his conscience.
Knows that there’s no reason why Mrs Mitchell should be so intent on finding her son a match at such short notice, especially when he’s so young. (Especially when she doesn’t seem like one of those parents that unfortunately, aren’t all that uncommon in the Navy: who think their omega children have little value beyond the connections they can help forge via bonding and marriage.)
Recognizes dire straits when they’re staring him in the face: the thinly-veiled distress in Mrs Mitchell’s dull green eyes; the worn dress shirt that’s almost two sizes too big for Pete — that he was probably supposed to grow into several months ago, but never did; the stale scent of grief and pain that clings to even the most carefully-polished surface of their home.
Finds himself thinking that maybe, it isn’t all that strange. Maybe, he could spend the rest of his life with this boy. Finding out what makes him smile. What makes him laugh. What is his favorite dream to dream.
In the end, it all comes down to this: Sometimes, you meet a person and it feels like you’ve known them your entire life. A quiet sense of belonging settles in your bones, and you realize you’d do anything to keep them happy and secure.
#the unbearable lightness of being#icemav#topgun#omegaverse#as I promised myself (and others)#I will be making a final fully-edited version of this fic#and posting it on ao3 once I’m done#don’t know how long it’ll take me but I’m hoping to get it done by Spring/Summer of next year#this is the first fic I’ve ever written and the more I think about it the clearer it seems to me that it’s probably going to be my last#which is why I want to do my best to leave the best possible version of it on the internet for posterity#to everyone who’s left me asks and DMs and Ao3 comments in the past few months#please know that I’ve read every single kind word you’ve sent my way#and they all mean a lot to me#thank you ❤️ thank you ❤️ thank you#I’m going to try my best to get back to all of you as soon as I can 🤞🏼#hope you’ve all been doing very well#and oh#Happy Holidays! 🌻
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The choice from Sunday is kinda weird cuz the options are build a cage in the house for the bird or build a nest where it fell and one leads to the bird growing up but dying once its set free and the other one probably leads to it dying much sooner. They both feel like the same option and even tho obviously the most kind, caring, morally right thing to do is keep it inside so at least it lives longer even if it's in a cage. But like to me both options suck and are basically nothing cuz I'm sorry if I look like a bad person for this, but I'm not sorry, but I'm not fuckin touching a wild animal. Even if I knew it was there even if I bothered to check out the sound to find a bird, which I wouldn't, I'm not touching it. I'm not even getting close enough to find out it's too young to fly yet. Whatever happens to it happens man and I'll never know what happens to it cuz I'm not even gonna look at it. Like, where's the 'you seem like an asshole but really it's quite a normal choice' in this whole trial thing??? That's usually an option you can pick. Sunday!!! Sunday, listen!!! There are more than two choices!!! You don't have to always do something!!!! You can just walk away!!! You don't have to try to do something for everyone all the time!!! Think about yourself sometimes!!! It's not selfish I promise!!! SUNDAY!!! OH MY GOD HIS WINGS ARE COVERING HIS EARS HE CANT HEAR US!!!!
#i genuinely dont wanna pick anything#like okay. i know they dont have animal control or a shelter in this setting. but irl genuinely just call some people and see if theyll take#it if you wanna do something about it.#you are not getting my ass to touch a wild animal of any kind. i dont care what the situation is#i was asked once if i could help take care of some baby mice a friend accidentally ruined the nest of and a shelter wouldnt take them#and i was like. im sorry but no cuz i know for a fact im not equipped to handle something like that and i dont wanna touch wild mice and#i KNOW at least some of them will die and i wanna now have to deal with dead mice. and you know what happened?#the friend couldnt keep up with how often they needed to be fed and they died. and now you have dead mice.#something could have happened where they survived outside like the mom came back and fixed it maybe or at least one fended for itself#like its a shame the nest accidentally got ruined but it was an accident and things like that happen all the time#yes its an accident you caused but in the case of something like that i really dont think its suddenly your responsibility now#and i know itll make you feel better to try to make up for it but now you have dead mice#and i know for some people at least trying to help makes them feel better but now we're at the point where i just dont understand#i just cant comprehend the feeling or the idea or the thought.#so its like. i get sunday feels like he HAS to do something for everyone all the time but its genuinely turning him into a monster and he#cant see that. like trying all the time despite getting nothing done will tear you apart. let yourself rest#do the small things you can do around you. dont put the weight of everything on you all the time otherwise you wont get anything done#and youll start thinking not doing anything isnt even an option anymore#i promise its okay. take a break.#im not even referring to sunday anymore. you 🫵 its okay. take a break. make yourself feel better#then come back to things with a clearer calmer mind and do the small things you know you can do#dont force yourself to do everything because you feel like you have to. itll be okay. i promise#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hsr spoilers#oh right this is a spoiler post ifnfjfnfk#long post
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finished the colours for nami's star guardian design... 🥹🩷
#🔱 my art#🔱 floating from a different world ⚬ star guardian#causes a glitter explosion on the dash#next up is making designs for the rest of the squad!#o and her staff....#some of the details will be made clearer in the next images i promise. and itll be an original pose instead of taken from her concepts#imagining her magical transformation sequence........ 🥰
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Haven't used the paints that I have much recently so decided to try doing the Stardew Valley title screen!
It also worked as some good practice for painting clouds and doing gradients which is something I've been wanting to get better at!
#stardew valley#art#my art#Actually quite pleased with how it turned out!!!!#I also enjoyed adding in the little junior at the top! Glad they turned out alright :3#Just noticed how blurry tumblr makes the pictures - promising it doesn't look like that in person#The colours and lines are much clearer :)
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hi! how do you. describe characters so you don’t just use pronouns like 37 times in a row
(Especially when characters all use the same pronouns 😭)
omg ok wait this is one of the hardest things ever. i hate using like descriptive words like "the blonde man" "the taller one" etc because it just like icks me out for some reason so usually i just use character names often and then switch to pronouns. it can still get vague or confusing sometimes so then i try to just reorder the sentence/phrase it differently
#i hope this is what u meant by the question btw 😭#lmk if its not#but yeah whenever i'm rereading to edit i'll be like wait who is saying this.... and then i just end up using character names excessively#which sucks but i'm getting better at making it clearer i think#it's one of those things where you improve with time#nya talks#my asks#also sorry about all the asks i've been neglecting lately.... esp the anon ones#i pinky promise i'll get better at answering them#N I PINKY PROMISE THE NEXT PART OF BFOP IS COMING OUT SOON ive gotten so many questions ab it GIRL IM TRYING TO GET IT OUT I SWEAR 🙏
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how can I explain to anyone that the funniest inside joke ever boils down to a green bean
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First OCKiss art, and we have April and Horizon trying to disguise an elf man as Normal Human Dude Who's Not From Another World, by putting him in April's clothes.
#My OCs#SDQ#My art#ockiss24#OCKiss#OC Kiss Week#Art#OCKissWeek#OCs#It is not very shippy art I admit#Got a little bit hosed on the prompt#Thought about doing a 'So Close' ballroom thing but I do so so much ballroom art of these characters#I'm doing better on later ones I promise#This one may spawn a little comic to make it clearer watch this space
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gamers i feel fuckennnnnn terrible ✌️
#hm.#like. this particular situation feels hopeless like i cant salvage anything#its like when glass cracks and u know its broken and dangerous and all it would take is one lil push#and itd just fall#like. i always wanna be someone who tries but. i always try until im raw and bleeding and worse for it#theres trying and theres not knowing when enough is enough and i just dont know where the line is between that#is it really unsalvageable or do i just not wanna hurt over this any more#i know im cared about but. theres one person who i wish cared more. who i wish didnt say things and promise things#because now that its later down the line its clear none of that meant a thing which is exactly what i said then#promises like that dont last. especially from those with commitment issues. i would know.#its why i dont make those kinds of promises. only very rarely. and now im gonna be made into a liar#promise breaker. i hate that#i keep complaining about this and. i keep giving myself a few days. a week. over and over.#'maybe it'll change when my heads clearer. maybe i'll feel differently later'#and tbf i do for a bit. but it doesnt last. it lasts for less time each time i try that#im still mad and upset and hurt#i'll figure it out but. why me. why does this happen
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hi! i didn’t want to ask in case you were busy but it’s been some time. will you perhaps continue ever a never after? i really enjoyed it 🫶
Hiya!!! No it’s completely ok, I should’ve been more open with people outside of patreon about EANA sjshd! I’ve just been going through a bit of a depressive episode and have lost all kinds of inspiration, so it’s been horrible for me to even try and sit down to write. I’ll finish it soon, probably in June, and then I’ll post the last few parts on wtp as well!
#I usually push through and continue to write cos my creativity and inspo usually comes back but it’s just not done that#and I was afraid to push myself when I was just having a horrible time mentally sjdhsj#but I promise I’ll finish it! just give me some time to get my head clearer sjdhs ❤️❤️#also so happy you enjoy it that makes me so happy 🥰#answered#eana asks
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[Read these as if they're movie stills with single subtitle LOL]
Have a bunch of thumbnails of some of Silvaire's history within Garlemald times >:)c
Also known as 'fucking ouch' ;; I'll probably finish them in full form slowly but surely.
#I suppose it fits under that LOL#[Mun Art]#Art: Lore#bold of us to assume I know what tags are#Man this whole thing makes me sad every time#sorry for my sketchy handwritng I promise I can write clearer I wasnt gonna post these originally#[Arc - The Hound]
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WHY ARE PHONE CALLS SO FUCKING QUIET??? I HAVE MY PHONE AT FULL VOLUME EVERYTIME AND ITS RIGHT NEXT TO MY EAR AND I STILL Can't FUCKING HEAR THE PERSON I'm TALKING TO OR THE SHITTY ASS HOLD MUSIC I HAVE TO LISTEN TO FOR HALF AN HOUR EVERYDAY
#literally I have no hearing difficulty this ain't even processing#why do we pay to expensive ass phones for forever but I still can't have a higher quality phone call#I literally couls have clearer calls on wall home phones I want to stab somthing#nothing has made me more fucking depressed recently than the fucking US and our shitty healthcare system and our school system and#our fuckong gunsssssssss#THERE WAS A SHOTOTING AT MY CAMPUS LAST WEEK. WHY DO WE STILL HAVE GUNS.#WHY CAN I NOT GET A FUCKING PULMOMOLOGIST WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME. WHY Doesn't MY INSURANE COVER ANYBODY BUT ONE MAN WHO FUCKING DISMISSES ME#IVE SPENT THOSANDS ON HEALTHCARE THIS YEAR ALREADY. PAY AND PROTECT FOR MY FUCKING HEALTH LIKE UR SUPPOSED TO DO#no offense my gov officials but recently anytime I think about this country it avtually makes me suicidal haha.#rant#IM OKAY RN I PROMISE I JUST HAD TO CALL MY INSURANCE COMPANYYYYYYY#I will look at a video of a baby hummingbird and feel better 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊#also how do I block post where ppl talk about how stupid americans are. I'm well aware.#like obv please rant ur frustions about us pls I will not stop u#but I'm really tired of seeing those popular ones that make me feel FUCKING TRAPPED HERE BC I AM.#IF U COULD SEND ME TO A COUNTRY THAT TEACHES KIDS TO WRITE THEIR ADDRESSES W THE COUNTRY AND THE TERRITORY ID FUCKING LOVE TO GO :):):):):)#long post#literally there is not enough therapy to get me thru dealing w america rn all I can do is doctors visits n grocery shopping n bird watching#ALSO GET ME OUT OF TORNADO ALLEY I'm FUCKING EXHAUSTED
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my theory is that there will be some clear trends in the general age range for the three big ships for two reasons:
one, these ships each became A Thing at very different times. for people that got into jasico after HoH came out, solangelo wasn't even a thought yet. for percico fans that got into it way back with the original books, jason didn't even exist as a character yet.
and two, i've noticed a big difference in how much older vs. younger people in fandom value canonicity. those of us who are older grew up in an era where queer romance was generally subtextual at best and we're used to shrugging at canon and doing whatever we want. favorite ships came from one's preferred dynamics, not what was necessarily most likely to happen. but younger fans seem to care much more about how canon a ship is. my best guess is that it comes of canon gay content being way more acceptable these days so canon representation is the priority, thus more of a focus on what's definitively canon and a much stronger desire to see favorite ships get canonized.
hey pjo fandom, i wanna do an experiment. in the notes, tell me what your favorite nico ship is and how old you are (general ranges are fine if you don't wanna give specifics!)
#i still haven't gotten over the time i saw a younger person in fandom talking about how they were reading pjo for the first time#and they were still in the middle of the original series but already shipping solangelo presumably based on iust fandom content and whatnot#it just baffled me so much like ?????#i'm not saying either side of things is more correct#it's just interesting to me and makes it clearer why some fans struggle hard to see other's perspectives#i can't imagine being into a ship before even getting to actually see both of the characters in canon#but some people are more excited by the promise of canon content#pjo
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