#i will cry for what could've been
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I wish there was a way to save Aymeric and Aurore because they're such colorful characters. I wish we could've somehow befriended/made a deal with them and got them to help us somehow. I love both of them.... maybe I just have a weak spot for siblings, but they both have so many facets that never actually see the light of day. Plus I think they would both actually get along with V pretty well. I play male V so I don't know all of Aurore's details, but Aymeric is allergic to strawberries. This never actually becomes important for the story or gameplay, but it's a tiny detail and I love those. I just want more of the Cassel twins please
#cyberpunk 2077#phantom liberty#aymeric cassel#aurore cassel#i love them#i just want v to become friends with more people ok#we don't get many side characters who get to be v's friends in pl#only really the main ones like so mi reed and alex#most of the others end up dying or disappearing from v's life as soon as their quest is done#never to be mentioned or talked to again#Idk I just think it'd be cool to save them somehow and be able to work with them#they are great characters#my v isn't necassarily against killing but he does get upset cause he kinda actually really likes them as people#but he didn't wanna tell Reed that#i will cry for what could've been#cyberpunk v
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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used to be, you and me
#im coping#kimetsu no yaiba#sabito#tomioka giyuu#sometimes i think about what these two could've been and cry#my art
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i've always had this hc that romans are a lot more neutral about the gods than the greeks. looking at the books, it very much feels like a transactional relationship between the romans and the gods. the gods ask and the romans do. they take care of the temples, they make offerings, they pray when they need something, and then they go about their lives. and so i've always believed that when a new roman demigod makes their way to cj, the older demigods/legacies/civilians always tell them not to rely on the gods for anything.
don't think of them like they have feelings, they'll say, the gods take what they want and we dutifully give. more importantly, don't rely on them. if you have a godly parent, no you don't. you have someone who donated sperm or carried you. they care as long as you can give back. and being favored by them is a sentence worse than death. live unnoticed.
then do you think they tried to tell jason grace (youngest in the legion for the longest time, rome's child, jupiter's son, juno's champion) this and he didn't believe them? do think he couldn't believe them not when he was juno's champion? not when he was lupa's youngest? not when he was rome's favored child down to his bone? not when he was their dutiful soldier, their golden boy, their saving grace?
years later, standing on the battlefield after the second giant war, do you think jason grace,
(no sense of self, no personality, no memories, no past, nothing except his loyalty and his duty to rome, its people and its gods)
looked at percy jackson
(memories restored, sense of self intact, girlfriend who never stopped looking, everything even without being overly loyal to gods)
and wondered what his faith got him?
#bc i do. i do all the time.#i think in that moment he finally realized what the campers were trying to tell him after all those years.#like riordan very clearly does not give a fuck about the romans. he makes no effort to make them fully fleshed out characters.#even in a book series about romans and greeks ending their centuries long feud more prominence is given to the greeks#everything is always about the greeks. which is like fine or whatever. write what you know and all that but i wished he never#introduced the romans in that case. and he's weird about them too!!! they could've been something cool!!!!#instead he made them child soldiers (all demigods are to some extent) and pro-slavery?????#they fought on the side of confederacy for some fuckin reason???? like what the hell????#and he made them soooo goddamn cold to each other. nobody searched for jason? nobody??? not even his cohort??#maybe reyna couldn't because she was praetor but his cohort didn't look for him?????#and by the end of hoo percy gets all of his memories back and jason just has to live with his new future#he had a life before hoo!!! he had ppl he cared about and loved!!! he had places he liked to go in the city!!! hiding spots and training#spots!!!!! things he liked and disliked!!!! first crushes and important memories!!!! he was someone before juno took it all#he was Someone and now.... now what? now he's more greek than ever. he was roman. he was rome's favored child and now....#whatever. i'm like gonna start crying now.#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#camp jupiter
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i really hope every "obsolete" piece of technology knows that it's still dearly loved, and that there are people who deeply cherish it despite its "failure"
#jade talks#don't look at me i just finished watching a history of minidisk as a format#it was so promising and it it could've been so loved I'm gonna cry#i really wanna know what old tech y'all like.... feel emotional about
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The experience of watching NatsuYuu is either I cry during the episode, or I cry after the episode just thinking about it.
Oh- or both oc, its both a lot of the time🫠💖👍...
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#natsume season 7#natsume takashi#natsume reiko#natsuyuuS7EP11#for the ones saying this ep would make ppl cry im sorry i doubted you#i dont know why i doubted when its freaking natsuyuu why wouldn't i cry when i have a 90% cry rate for every episode??#i didnt know i loved reiko so so much she is such a queen she is so darling i will protect her with my life#i was so not expecting yuujinchou origin lore what just thinking about it makes me tear up#if i was this upset and moved i cant even imagine what emotions natsume was going through#someone telling him about his grandma without him having to beg or hear them slander her must've been so important to him#thank you reiko for paving the way for your beautiful grandson all your hardships amounted to more than you could've ever imagined
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',:) Requests??? HEH. Well there's like ten million in my head but actually Rat since you've already blessed the world with yassified Sparrow, how about some yassified Lark? (I remember you mentioning that Lark is your jewelry model! I'm dying to see him!!!) 💜💜💜
I hope this is what you meant by yassified
pov you get dragged into playing mermaids with your best friend's 5 year old daughter who will not stop talking about fish
(requests are open <;3)
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#fanart#lark oak#scary marlowe#while drawing scary I kept listening to 'what was I made for' by billie eilish#yknow from the barbie movie#and I almost started crying again#not only for scary but because IVE BEEN TO THE BARBIE MOVIE TWO TIMES AND HAVE CRIED WHEN THIS SONG COMES ON BOTH TIMES#HELP#I think there is something to be said about the notion that lark could've babysat scary when she was a child#yknow the kiddads probably shared the 'it takes a village' mindset#even while trying to protect their children from themselves#I think terry and lark would've been best friends. I think they understood each other well. but probably had a lot of scuffles#I think they only had to look at each other to have a conversation#one day I will deliver on ACTUAL yassified lark baba#one day.#this is revenge for you saying 'HEH' in my askbox#also that. was a mistype. sparrow is my jewelry model#but I support twin equality#my art
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with gojo, geto and even kenjaku dead, do you think satosugu's story is completely over? because for me personally, if this is the end of their story, it feels kinda unsatisfactory and inconclusive. i hope we get more content and there are so many questions about their story that still need to be answered. i dont expect gojo's censored last words to geto to be revealed ever but i hope we get at least a somewhat conclusive ending.....
Their story had a conclusive ending, they're not the main characters so no matter how much we crave for more bits of satosugu this is what we have and this is how they ended. I don't necessarily find it unsatisfactory considering both of them served their purposes and we got another top notch satosugu angsty crumb till gojo's last breath (that panel of him saying "my only disappointment is that you weren't there to give a slap on the back" and geto's tears). I don't think we should drag it out or find any other means to insert more stsg when it isn't even their story, sad but true. This is it for us, they happened, it was beautiful and then it ended.
#i am sorry anon i cannot give you fake hope#trying to forcibly focus on their story when it isn't needed by the plot would ruin every nostalgic and nice moment of theirs#some things are better left untouched and hey tragedy isn't so bad#atleast it's way better than a forced happy ending that'll leave a bitter taste in our mouth because though most us stsg shippers love to#cry over them we have made peace with the kind of end they had and it's fun (lwk sadistic too) thinking of what could've been and#wondering about ifs and buts#but let's leave the canon untouched meanwhile#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#ask#jjk spoilers#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#stsg
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Is it really brainrot if you haven't had a dream where you were a character in the show
#this is directed to Mr. Jonathan Sims and to grian#Both of these dreams where nightmares btw#What that says about me idk#Also after I woke up from the grian one I debated my gender for like... 3 hours with myself#The grian one was a murder mystery airport with cannibalism#The jon one was where Elias and Michael Distortion teamed up to show Jon himself from different universe's#And what he would look like if different fears claimed him#The flesh one had a pair of scissors in his eye and didn't even acknowledge it#When he saw the universe where all had gone well he started crying because “that could've been him if only he didn't fail. If only he was b#Eventually he lost his mind wandering the halls with lost opportunities and chances surrounding him#These were both in first person btw#I felt all the emotions they felt#the magnus archives#the magnus pod#the magnus institute#jonathan sims#jon sims#jon archivist#jon tma#jarchivist#elias bitchard#elias bouchard#Theyre was one au in the tma one where there was a vast!Jon who was tied up because according to Elias he kept “kicking down the stars”#He was all tied up like he was stuck in a spider web with his legs just inches above the ground#grian#hermitcraft grian#grianmc#The grian one wasn't as scary but it was the first of these dreams#dreams#one time i dreamt
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https://www.tumblr.com/patricia-taxxon/tagged/tw%20incest
Okay i already think you're even more of a clown by linking THAT instead of an actual post(and Patricia know this is happening considering the first result is her pointing out people research things that to incriminate).But i did go into the tag to find exactly what i expected and it's that Patricia is an incest and csa survivor coping with her trauma and what i didn't expect is she literally has pocd and you're trying to frame her as a predator for it when it's a legit disorder.Also:
Here,a link for you since you clearly need it: https://www.collinsdictionary.com/dictionary/english/joke
#if you assbreathers don't leave this poor woman alone i'm doing something so foul you'll start crying in your overpriced hot topic clothes#anonom#patricia taxxon#transmisogyny#trans women#transfem rights#transandrodorks#transfem#transfeminine#black femme#black transmasc#bigender#genderfluid#demigirl#pedophillia cw#incest cw#child molestation cw#child abuse cw#askies#💌#'but you've posted stuff critizing k.ink!!!'yeah and i also think nobody deserves to be harrassed over it either#i don't fucking know these people i don't know what they've been through or how they live their lives#i'm not gonna glaze you or any other person who supports traumatizing tfems my girlfriend who was also my best friend is a trans woman#and dehumanizing people who gross you out with their 'dark/hard' coping isn't punk.this callout could've been a block button
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The moment your evil vilains who eat orphans for breakfast and make tea with their tears start acting like a found family, these aint your evil vilains anymore, these are, in fact, my sweet little babies who never did anything wrong in their life.
#wurds#i have very flexibe morals and a deep love for love#this post is about#the bad guys#and also#the uncanny counter#but most in a way of could've been than what ir was#also#team rocket#they are the ogs we love em#lowkey#jujutsu kaisen#but im angry at this series#it made me cry a lot#and i have a complex hate hate hate love relationship with the blue ripped guy#i forgor his name but he killed my girl#and#nevermore#nevermore webtoon#i miss them btw#evil throuple#:(
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The Stranding - Chp 73 - Hidden Duality
I was in emergency for 8 hours last night and never got seen by a Doctor, so have a chapter before I go get myself some more sleep to catch up <3
By the time 2am rolled around it had been over an hour and a half since the last person had been called in to be seen, and we had noticed that only the triage nurse and the registration nurse were still there. My province has a wildly concerning lack of Doctors and healthcare professionals right now, and I couldn't wait another 4-5 hours for the next shift change, so we left and went to bed out of it. Hoping I can stave off the worst of the discomfort with over-the-counter medicine until I see my family Doctor on Monday.
Meanwhile, the gang is experiencing some shifts in dynamics that none of them find particularly comfortable as they assess the wreckage of the Swift Landslide. I hope you all enjoy!
Much love and be kind to yourselves <3
~ Belle
#g/t#giant/tiny#giant tiny#g/t writing#g/t author#gtauthor#gt#gentle giantess#author thoughts#g/t story#giant/tiny story#giant tiny story#giant/tiny writing#A frustrating thing about yesterday was that I needed my sister to tell me that my family doctor's office auto-clears the cancellation list#and that for almost 2 weeks I had been off of the cancellation list and no one had warned me#I don't know if anyone thinks it's concerning enough to get me in to see him that I could've seen him last week#but god I was so angry I started to cry yesterday when my sister told me that I just... wasn't on it anymore#Called and got them to put me back on but my appointment is Monday so like will they really care enough to call me?#I don't blame any of the staff for what happened last night in the ER by the way#We really have 0 fucking doctors here now and even the smartest and best paid humans are not robots#It's hard times all around#Sorry for le ramble
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the grape jewel end is like the Fate is fucking AVOIDED
#i started crying so hard as soon as i saw the dresses yall have no idea#what could've been and what never happened#the dresses are busked in warm light!!!! standing in the SUN#b e s i d e each other#and the girls are. happy and in love and happy and in love and ha#and NOTHING happens and all Elise had to do was yeeting the fuck out of the woods holding Freya close#i got another ending first (obviously) and had such a whiplash during the feast as if ive been expecting anything else#and n ow the. the dresses. my god.#little goody two shoes#lgts#lgts spoilers#little goody two shoes spoilers#spoilers#<for a good measure
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Guys please don't mention Aizawa and Hizashi being in the same agency because I will fucking cry I am still not over and will never be over Shirakumo
THEY PLANNED TO BE TOGETHER IN ONE HERO AGENCY I CANT PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME
#obv this is a joke#do what you want#and i will cry again#IM STILL THINKING WHAT COULD'VE BEEN#PLEASE I'M STILL BROKEN I CAN'T HANDLE IT#my hero academia#mha#oboro shirakumo#aizawa shouta#yamada hizashi#I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED SEASON 5-7#BRO
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Save a cowboy, ride a huge fucking sausage today 🏜️
(i will hopefully get around to making more Peppi pin ups in the future-)
#my art#artists on tumblr#pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#peppino spaghetti#TUMBLR PLEEEASE PUT THIS ON THE MAIN TAG OR I'LL CRY AND THROW UP#had to post this twice but anyway uhhh horniness encouraged etc etc#OKAY ITS ON THE GODDAMN TAG i feel normal again anyway allow me to ramble about this 🥰#it took me way to long to get to this and honestly this might be hands down the most complex background I've ever done#and pretty one for that matter#might implement that in more future stuff#i honestly hope the lust within me when i made this can translate well to the viewer MSGSKSHDKDHD 😭😭#i honestly get so stressed by art i lose that feeling#btw the original sketch did NOT have the best and i had given pep nipple piercings... what could've been 😢#next one i make will be a pin up of the rocket because of course it will be#dont hold your breath tho#also yeah i got a bit silly w this LineArt i love experimenting w that shit lmao#BIG FAN OF IT TOO GOTTA SAY#anyway i am pleased w this and i hope yall are too etc etc
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#well I just submitted my essay for my history class so I'm finally done with finals#I wish I felt happier or relieved or something but I don't. I feel awful. my body hurts from the incredible amount of tension/anxiety I had#trying to finish it before 11:59. I submitted it at 11:55. I have never come that close before and I hate it#the amount of anxiety I had you'd think the deadline was hunting me for sport#and what's worse is I felt all this anxiety and put all this work into it and I'm not even happy about it#I spent two days trying to figure out what he wanted us to write about because apparently he just seems to be really bad at instructions#like I thought maybe it was just me overthinking but I spent two hours talking to my mom about it and in the end even she couldn't figure i#so then I had only two days to gather notes make an outline write an essay. while burnt out and barely able to focus.#and while not knowing exactly what I was doing like is this what he wants. is it not. who knows I literally don't have time left#to figure it out I just need to write something and hope it works#but I hate being unsure it makes everything harder#especially because I really wanted to make a good grade. this was the class where I made a 78 on my midterm#which brought my class grade to a B but I'd been able to get it back to an A and I'd be able to keep it if I got like an 80ish on the final#the essay turned out okay idk if it's what he wanted but whatever at least I got the other requirements like word count and sources#but the CITATIONS...we had to use chicago which I'd never used before and let me just say. mla is the love of my life after this.#actually chicago might not be that bad if I got used to it I think my violence should be directed toward every word processor#that links footnotes. it is so STUPID that there isn't an easier way to make them different#if it hadn't been for trying to figure out footnotes on google docs I could've submitted it like ten minutes earlier#and with phenomenally less stress#I eventually had to make a choice as to what I'd give up: (1) submitting it on time (2) perfect citations or (3) word doc#which is what he wanted it submitted as#except when I tried that thank goodness I looked at the preview before I submitted it because I saw that it'd messed up the citations#I ended up submitting it as a pdf. on time. with perfect (maybe) (I didn't have time to double check) citations. but not as a word doc.#is it the end of the world? idk probably not but not meeting a professor's requirements is like. anathema.#all of that is to say that I'm going to cry and then let it go and get to bed and just. idk. I've reached that point where#I'm so tired and numb that it feels like I'll never feel better#anyway#maybe I hurt because of my meds and the side effects decided to kick in now because the grace of God held them back long enough#for me to finish#earl crow ramblings
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