#i will always be there to talk about dead fandoms

[makeyoumine69]

I will survive or not☠️

Hello dear people, I don't usually talk about my personal stuff and the shit that's going on in my life, but I think now is the time to tell you and maybe ask for your help. As you know I live in Russia and our admin keeps blocking everything they don't like, including Discord, YouTube, AO3, Patreon and LGBT is now a terrorist organization. Yesterday they said they will block VPN and all sources that can help you to keep using the blocked platforms. In addition, my boyfriend can be taken away from me and sent to the army. So, I was thinking about moving somewhere a long time ago, but now I feel really depressed and trapped in a dead-end situation. I don't know if I can keep up with writing, but I will try my best. I'm sorry if I become less active or distant, but I'm very close to falling apart and just giving up. To everyone who wants to support me, you can do it here, thank you in advance! If anything happens, remember that I was always happy to be here in this fandom and write for you! American Psycho and Patrick himself changed my life and I am so grateful for everything, even though I know that a lot of people will be happy if I disappear forever.

[bokodoko]

I didn't like the MHA ending, but I somehow got over it. It wasn't perfect, but I could still be somehow content with it. But the recent leaks ruined everything. I didn't like the Uraraka scene at all. Izuku never thought about her in a romantic way, and making this scene AFTER the manga ends is just wrong. Toga pushing Uraraka to Izuku is also...weird. Using a dead character to get two other characters together?? Are you kidding me? It ruins Toga's character.

I COULD somehow get over that, but the thing that really gets me is Izuku rejecting Katsuki's offer (for the agency). THAT Izuku who always admired Katsuki so much REJECTED his offer??? After EVERYTHING that Katsuki has done for him? I refuse to believe that. Katsuki looks so broken and not happy at all. If this was what Horikoshi had in mind for them from the start, then Katsuki will truly feel miserable for the rest of his life. Their entire theme is about holding hands, and they didn't even get that.

Please, does anyone have some advice? I have no idea how to cope with this outcome. I've been in MHA fandom since 2021 and it's really important to me. I will appreciate any kind words.

(Izu///Ocha shippers don't interact!!! I'm not saying all of this because I want to argue with you about shipping. I'm talking about the character writing...)

[lucien0501]

LETTERS (Wolfstar Oneshot)

Summary: Letters from Sirius Black to Remus Lupin from Azkaban. He isn’t allowed to send the letters so they’re only one sided, which definitely makes it sad. There are a few mentions of fun past Marauders moments/pranks!:) Harry Potter Marauders Fandom

Note: I do not support the views of the author (I am a trans person so....no🤬) but I love these very gay characters so much that I had to write about them!

Word Count: 1k

Warnings: Hints of mental instability, losing memories because of dementors, definite angst, mentions of Lily and James’ death, brief mentions of sex, swearing, Sirius’ hate for Peter Pettigrew, death threats towards Peter Pettigrew, and overall kind tragic because Sirius is stuck in Azkaban.  Let me know if I missed any!!

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Moons

I'm not sure why I'm writing to you--we're not allowed to send or receive post from Azkaban, but you know that already. You always seem to know everything, you're smart as hell.

I'm not going to waste parchment explaining everything, I already spend too much time rehearsing what I'm going to say. Lily and James, Remus. I still can't make myself believe it, I'm not sure I want to.

I want to ask you not to forget about me, not to believe I'm a traitor. No, that's a lie. I want to ask you to wait for me. I'll come back to you one day, I promise. It’s selfish of me, to hope you won't move on. But I've always been a selfish bastard, you know that too.

I can't remember your eyes, Remus. Or your laugh. I try, every day to conjure you up from my memories, but the Dementors are slowly sucking you from my mind, one day at a time. I'm terrified of losing you--our years at Hogwarts, for good. I'm scared that one day I won't remember what you taste like, your oversized jumpers, the sounds you make when you come. I love you, Remus, and the Dementors prey on love, it's a feast to them.

But they can't take away my hate, my need for revenge. I fucking hate him, I hate him I hate himIhatehimIhate--

Pads

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Moony

Do you remember the time we shagged on the big couch in the common room and James found out? He was so disgusted he didn't sit there till Christmas.

Do you remember the time that we all got drunk and played Seven Minutes In Heaven and I charmed the spinner so I'd get you? That was our first kiss. I remember.

Then there was that time that we slipped Snivellus a potion that turned his hair pink for a week. We thought it was the most brilliant thing we'd ever done. Did he retaliate? I'm not sure anymore.

Remember when we snuck out to Hogsmeade through the secret passage and almost ran into Professor McGonagall? Did we get caught? I don't remember.

I'm trying to remember. I have to remember

Padfoot

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Rem

Half my bloody family is in here, you know. It makes for a wonderful reunion, lots of cursing and threats of murder-- just like old times! 

I wonder if my parents are proud of me now, after what they think I did. After what everyone thinks I did.

I'm sorry. I'm so damned sorry for all of it, for the way I must have hurt you. I wish I could actually send these letters and wish I could talk to you again. Just for a few minutes.

There are so many things I should have done differently. So many things.

Sirius

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Remus

I wonder where you are, now? What you're doing? 

It's been five years now, for all I know you could be dead or married or finally realized you're better off without me. I wouldn't blame you for the last one. 

That thought haunts me every day, that I'll get out of here and I'll find you and you'll say that you've moved on and none of it matters now.

Cause I will find you. I'm getting out of here, one day.

Sirius

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This will be my last letter, I'm almost out of parchment and there's no way in hell they'll bring me more. Maybe I'll write on the walls to keep myself from going mad. 

I'm so sorry for everything that I did. For everything that I failed to do. I never told you enough how much I loved you and now it's too late.

I'm going to get out of here, I promise. I have to. 

I'm going to kill him, fucking rip him apart with my bare hands, damn my wand. 

And then I'm going to find you. And everything is going to be alright because then I'll be in your arms. 

[fight-nights-at-freddys]

i wasn't talking about objectum-like paraphilias, either.

the problem is you assuming the entirety of the para community is making it a "quirky fandom-like thing". i do not understand how you can have intrusive thoughts, and not grasp that you're still advocating for thoughtcrimes, by calling pedos, zoos, and such disgusting and likening them to groomers and predators just for HAVING those paraphilias.

my point is, no community online is safe for children. there are predators lurking EVERYWHERE. if you can admit that it's largely the fault of the lack of supervision, then why can't you say the same for minors in the proship community, and to extend it, the propara community? why do you make these leaps and then fall short when it comes to communities you believe are dangerous?

"Pro para and proship is not the same. While in another one you talk about your favorite age gap ship in the other one you talk about how you want to kiss your dog."

and *some* proshippers talk about having sex with their brother, and *some* artists are racist, and *some* writers are sexist. again, generalization is a BAD THING. most of the paraphiles i've talked to are not happy to have those attractions. most of the paraphiles i've talked to don't talk about their own kids/animals/dead bodies/siblings, it's usually a fictionalized version of one in their (again, keyword) heads.

and again, they're allowed to talk about their paraphilias, INCLUDING all the gritty, nasty, bad, wrong, immoral details, and you can block them, OR they're not allowed to talk about it at all. you can't have it both ways. you can't say "they deserve a space", and then turn and say "wait, but not like that!" because that's insane.

"Not some bullshit like "Imagining kissing my dog.. I love being a zoo ❤️" #propara #proudzoo #ThisIsTotallyOK"

the difference is, those posts are *harmful*. saying you have those thoughts about your own pet is a bad thing! i never said it wasn't. that's why, by and large, para accounts on twitter are bad, because they almost always treat being a paraphile like that. HOWEVER, that does not mean that EVERY propara blog on here acts like that, like you think they do.

"If you don't get it then there's nothing more I can say. You guys lack of critical thinking, if you accept anything without questioning, then you are a lost cause and should not be in these kind of communities."

I *am* thinking critically. I'm saying there's nuance to these things, and it's not right or fair to paint an entire community with words like "groomer" or "predator", when you're talking about *individuals*. ezra does not represent an entire community, either. again, you can extend this to proshippers (considering you call yourself a proshipper), but you cannot do the same to the para community.

granted, you're a "baby radfem" and kink critical, so idk why i'm even bothering.

I hate these posts.

either you are AGAINST the idea of thought-crimes, or you're not. just bc someone's a paraphile does NOT make them any kind of offender. being proship, you almost HAVE to be pro-(anti contact) para, because part of being proship is recognizing that your imagination also can't hurt anyone.

ignoring all that, though, the other glaring issue is that these are the exact arguments antis make towards us. calling people predators with no proof, saying paras should "keep it private", that paras are trying to "groom" people into believing their paraphilias are good. replace "paras" with "proshippers" and you've got the same dumb arguments WE'VE BEEN HAVING FOR YEARS.

EVEN FURTHER THAN THAT, what happened to using the block button? why do y'all forget all about that as soon as it's a paraphile, or at minimum, someone you DEEM to be a paraphile. y'all are no better than the people you are against.

[frankensteinposm0]

« But you are everything to me. »

I might turn this into a comic but I have to think about it. Anyways the sillies 🫶🏻

[pnfc]

i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece

[dustykneed]

Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!

ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD

i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):

She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.

[smile-files]

the best thing about being very attached to classic children's shows is that most of my friends have engaged with them (they watched them as kids). the worst thing about being very attached to classic children's is that none of my friends are currently engaging with them (they watched them as kids)

[ninashiki]

i feel like almost everything in utena has sort of already been extensively discussed in the last two (almost three) decades of utena's existence (not that there aren't new interpretations to be made, there always are) besides black rose arc (mikage+mamiya+tokiko). which is why they're so much fun to think about. i think the need to read between the lines makes it unfortunately easy to misunderstand or look past obvious stuff if you don't pay attention, but to me it's always been really obvious that mikage's arc is a literal representation of the erasure of queerness in ohtori (society?) by akio/everything he represents. and that's so fucking tragic! nemuro was never able to find a name for his desires. he lived and died as a puppet in the shadows.

[al-luviec]

still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)

[todayisafridaynight]

Dunno why the rgg fandom has been so dead lately hoping that the announcement brings people back cause it really doesn’t feel like how it did before ☹️

it hasnt even been two weeks since i got an ask like this i need yall to wait a minute

[professionalbalbberer]

I have a new dead boy detectives obsession did I tell you that yet lol

[eyrieofsynapses]

person: hey listen up. what if Sherlock Holmes were, you know, queer--

me: *sitting forward* I'm listening (actually I was on the same page years ago)

person: right! SO what if Sherlock and Watson were gay--

me: ...you've lost me.

so anyway. anyone with aroace Sherlock and/or queerplatonic Sherlock & Watson takes, hmu, everyone else go home. you're valid and ily, you're great, but also: idc

[blahaj-blastin]

I will never turn down the opportunity to hear about someone’s OC or WIP. I love hearing people talk about stuff they made and are passionate about. It makes me so genuinely happy.

It doesn’t matter if we’re strangers or best friends. It doesn’t matter if you’re on the verge of publishing or it will never see the light of day. It doesn’t matter if the lore is deep and developed or if you literally just came up with some dude two minutes ago. Tell me the things! I love the things!

[giolovesyousm]

"i feel like I've never been alive [...] for years, I've been risking nothing. I have no idea what I am or what I want to do"

-charlie dalton

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Listening to "Out There" from the Hunchback of Notre Dame again and I'm like damn that really is a q!Fit and Madagio song huh