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I love seeing tumblr's attitude towards something shift. Like okay guess uh....This Thing we all enjoyed and was all over my dash again is now Cringe
#like USUALLY there's a controversy but sometimes im just sitting here and suddenly liking idk...hazbin hotel is really bad#i watched it and it seemed fine so idk stuff like that#and it's not that controversies are entirely separate from the Thing#it's just that it strikes me as somewhat hypocritical
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I'll miss your horse girl Bjorn agenda. Honestly gave him so much character.
Imagine him braiding flowers in his horse's hair and then doing the same to his beard so they match.
Modern Bjorn would've loved the Kentucky derby 馃槥
*hands you thing*
He tried but she ate em 馃尲馃惔
#ask#idk if hed care for horse racing tho#on 1 hand. gambling + drinking + watching horseys#on the other. i mean we call him a horse girl cause he seems so concerned with their welfare right?#idk maybe hed also benefits from buyin cheap wastage horses so 'its fine'#seems like a very 'is what it is' kinda dude so yeah maybe he would#idk. hes a cartoon. could probably argue for either#I might still draw stuff occasionally#idk#I just def don't care like I did :T#vinland saga
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*i last had one ummm 2 days ago i think. if this impacts anything. and additional context little man has a performance at school tomorrow so i willlll be going to watch that. in the afternoon. which doesnt rly impact much butnit does to me
#i have one already i just havent taken it bc idk if i should save it 4 tmrw#im feeling sort of awful. its bc i cooked i always feel awful after cooking bc i get too sensitive abt it even tho everyone is saying it wa#rly good bc i added some stuff to the alfredo sauce and wtvr....#+ like we were gonna watch a movie but its Apparently not on either of my sites. yes the movie was cats 1998 .#i used to have a bookmark spdcifically for it but that seems 2 have been taken down#so im the bummed. and also the cats like. have been so fuckjng insane today#and they bumped the table and knocked off phoenixs bowl of uneaten pasta#bc he Hates alfredo apparently and im mad abt it bc like. we ran out of fettucine so i had to make myself a bowl of penne which was fine bu#like. if he wasnt going to eat it (he said he was SO excited for dinner beforehand) i couldve just eaten it yk its such a waste. im just#kind of frustrated and during apl that the cats scratched the back of my leg#and i havent showered yet. and basically i kind of want to start crying which is dumb
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kind of annoys me sometimes how I can happily listen to my roommate explain the entire plot of whatever she's currently into but when it comes to my interests she can only listen for a few mins before wordlessly walking out of the room
#ive only slept 4 hours and its a sunday so im probably just cranky and getting irrationally annoyed idk.#but i wanted to talk abt revenant gun bc im enjoying it and havent gotten to discuss it w anyone :-(#i dont wanna post on here bc i dont wanna see spoilers and i dont have anything to say that other fans would find particularly interesting#ik half the arcs of the veilguard characters despite the fact ill never play it bc i like listening to her + hearing her opinions#but damn i guess she doesnt gaf shes got better things to do. im not being fair i get we jusr socialise differently n thats fine.#and ik its not true but sometimes i feel like she doesnt like being around me very much bc shes always halfway out the door#and she doesnt suggest we watch shit together anymore n has turned me down the last few times ive suggested it#but ik shes doing shit w other ppl shes always calling n playing games n stuff w other friends so well maybe its a little true#and she acts so strange around me sometimes like she'll move to the other side of the room if i go open the fridge or whatever#like damn girl im not gonna fucking bite u. whats up with the constant 5ft distance. bc u dont ever do that with other friends just me.#and then it pisses me off when it sort of comes up as a side thing to smth else bc it ONLY ever comes up around other ppl she'll never#bring it up directly with me and she'll blame it on me as if we havent had this conversation multiple times where ive explained exactly#why im weird abt shit sometimes and where my boundaries are and what i would like and then nothing at all changes#like last time she brought it up around another friend she was like oh well we can hug more if u want like no we fucking cant bc u act#like we're magnetically repulsed u hate me being in ur space and only tolerate it when we're around other ppl which is why it makes ME#uncomfortable when she does try to be physically affectionate or whatever bc she 100% exclusively does it in front of others#like man u dont have to put on a fucking performance??? or even worse do it just bc u feel guilty abt leaving me out i hate being pitied#even if ik i very obviously do get hurt at being left out. but thats my problem man i would never fuck w someone elses boundaries#i hate hate hate when ppl have inconsistent conditional boundaries and never communicate what the fucking conditions are so theyre#constantly moving the benchposts around and acting unpredictably like how am i supposed to know where they are!!!!!! please#snd then so embarrassing to pointedly say its bc of MY behaviour in front of someone else like oh ok. u couldnt have told me this before.#in private so we could actually communicatr. sorry this has gotten so off track im feeling so gross this morning and everything is#frustrating me im so tired i feel nauseous ughhhh#okay well anyway. got my list of tasks lets just focus on this shit instead before i spend yet another sunday miserably ruminating#.vent#im not actually mad at her or anything like i said we just socialise differently we have different incompatible flavours of autism#and thats not her fault but its just so frustrating that we cant seem to communicate very well. i think im allowed to be frustrated#anyway yeah sorry im leaving it im leaving it. i should go polish my boots before i shower
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We've been watching JoJo for the first time 8 episodes in and idk I feel pretty indifferent about it?
#i know the series are supposed to vary quite a bit from the first so maybe the popularity is more for the later stuff#like just watching the anime alone it seems hard to imagine that this alone could be so big#but in reality i know theres the manga readers to account for#its not even like i hate it i just mostly dont feel much at all atm#i do laugh occasionally less cause actual comedy more so at the nonsense fighting moves coming from nowhere#and ill admit it does have more gore than i thought it would which was a surprise#but like i just think for a fighting anime it lacks in comparison to others#like some fighting anime drag sure but this is like way too fast like theres not enough stuggle jojo just defeats guy after guy so easy#also i think its weaker on establishing character than other animes even fighting ones#like they hammer in dio is evil jojo good but thats like it#but again only 8 episodes in and idk what im in for#its fine enough to put on fir now and maybe itll grow on me im curious enough to keep at it at least
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I have mixed feelings all around about the live action atla but like honestly, I'm very disappointed in Zuko's scar. Where's the scar tissue, the disfigured eye lids, why is his eyebrow still there, where is the Drama of it all. Like it kinda just looks like they sprayed on a bit red makeup and half-assed some veins, put some prosthetics on his face plsss. (Edit: after further studying, I do see some bubbling of the skin so I will give them that, they tried in a way, but I still wish there was more going on) They want to be accurate to the original show and yet are too scared to make Zuko "unattractive" 馃檮 He better be bald underneath that helmet.
#idk if its just cause im not excited about everything goin on with expanding the avatar property that im looking for stuff to be upset about#but its just. doesnt look very good#i do find aang looking so young very jarring but also so fun like yes that is a 12 year old deal with it#and the casting in general seems fine like katara is cute im not touching sokka but i appreciate the brown eyes#i was not looking forward to blue contacts so im glad with that#idk idk idk its whatever ill probably watch it unless it like super bad who knows#atla#avatar the last airbender
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6 years ago today i joined the failboat discord server and effectively joined the community. contrary to what you may think i have no regrets
i think that's officially like. more than half the channel's existence. and about a third of my life. which is crazy to me. wish i could do more to celebrate but ig im just stuck here on tumblr for now
#failboat#genuinely this community is so important to me. probably wouldnt be the same guy i am now if not for the friends i made here#even if they dont seem to identify as much with the community as i still do. which is fine by me but im staying here lol#even if i did go down a different path i know im stuck here forever. even as an adult who may head up their own communities in the future#not even just the community though like. i probably get a lot of my sense of humor from boat's content#honestly the easiest way to make me laugh. or even cheer me up when life gets sour#my favorite way to waste time is to watch boat fuck around in video games live. literally the only streams i watch like 99% of the time#idk. i dont wanna get TOO sappy right now. i got other stuff to draw haha#just know that i've enjoyed all 6 years that i've spent in this corner of hell whether on discord or not <3
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i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.
#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting#literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall#the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy#and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird#disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living#as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol.#and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal#so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which#def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all#seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like#its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc#as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and#ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all.#but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as#a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el.#idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be#misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been#on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee#i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up#anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr#maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(
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i just realized i havent posted here in weeks oops
i have a youtube and a tiktok where i post mostly everything but i keep forgetting to post it to here too 馃槶 so if you like my stuff maybe you should follow me there instead of here
honestly i dont know if theres even like a community or interest for voice acting on tumblr or anything but im still here just less active here than other places!
[lots of rambling in the tags...]
#idk#i just have fun with it even if i can barely find an audience#maybe its the fact that im so late to it?#i watched mlp from like 2013-2015 then fell out of it and only got back into it last year#and only started ''voice acting'' since february#and all the mlp voice acting videos i see on youtube are from like 2016-2020 when i was not in the fandom#so maybe i just missed the height of popularity or whatever#but people in the mlp discord servers im in seem to enjoy it so i like that#i would like to join servers specifically for mlp voice acting communities since i want to make friends who do this kinda stuff too#but idk if those even exist?#is this like a niche interest and hobby now idk#i just like doing it because it brings me joy#and ive been happier than i ever was before these past few months ive been doing this#and ive become more confident#not cringing at listening to my own voice anymore#not as scared to post my voice to the internet#ive found something i enjoy doing and even if other people dont care thats fine because i care and i have fun doing it#and i know no ones reading this and im just writing this for myself but its good for me to write all of this out somewhere
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I am trying so hard to save money lately, but it is so hard, especially when there are so many things that make me want to spend. the latest temptation is that I really would love to participate in a Make-Along this spring, but don鈥檛 know if I can justify spending $60+ on the yarn kit for it (especially when I already have a whole closet-full of yarn from my workplace from when we had a big inventory clear-out last year)
#I鈥檝e never done a make along and I just think it would be super fun?? a fun thing to keep me motivated and give some low-key enjoyment#and a way to destress over the next few months (which are guaranteed to be hectic and stressful)#and there鈥檚 a super cool mystery make along gearing up right now that looks really fun#and if I don鈥檛 end up liking the finished product I鈥檇 be more than happy to gift it to someone else#and there鈥檚 both a crochet and knit version of the pattern#and while I would *rather* do the knitted one (I just seem to enjoy knitting more lately for some reason?) the price for that kit is at#least double the price for the crochet one#so I think I could just resign myself to doing the crochet version and it would all be fine. but I鈥檓 still stuck trying to figure out if I#can justify dropping $60 for it 馃檭#the one thing I鈥檓 telling myself could help make it worthwhile is that I really cannot crochet while watching tv as easily as I can knit#but I *can* listen to audiobooks#and my Read The Bible In A Year plan is using an audio Bible#so maybe I could promise myself that I鈥檓 only going to listen to my Bible readings while I work on this project and it could be a#good motivator for me?#idk girls. decisions are silly and dumb. love having a free will and all that but sometimes it鈥檚 irritating as all get-out.#especially when it comes to these little goofy probably-inconsequential things that I always manage to agonize over forever :P#gurt says stuff
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Watched the MLB movie finally! While I had a few Notes, all in all I enjoyed it, the animation was so pretty and I was really impressed how they condensed so much stuff into one movie
#like sure they changed stuff and moved stuff around#and things were left out (for a possible sequel?)#but as an adaptation it's pretty good i think#if they had tried to cram anything more into One Movie it would've ended up a jumbled mess#i think they made a good choice in doing the origin story and the hawkmoth plot as the main things#and have other adventures as a montage of the heroes growing closer as time goes on#and i feel like marinette was written better than in the show imo#sure it's been a while since i've watched the show so idk what's going on there right now but still#my only Notes tm for the moment are basically how adrien got the ring and how adrinette met#and that's about it#like we should 100% have been SHOWN Why adrien was chosen too and not just Have The Ring Show Up you know?#and i personally really liked the origin story of adrinette being marinette not caring about adrien's money or looks or status#and kind of being like :/// about him because she thinks he's a rich douche#but then finding out how KIND that boy is and THEN starting to fall for him#the movie version was Fine i guess but i would've liked to see the 'oh shit he's actually super nice i was wrong'#it was just so basic 'girl meets boy and falls in love' meet cute and while there isn't anything WRONG with that.. idk#it's just more boring than 'dude you kinda suck - except holy shit you don't? you're really nice?? oh no'#and it made marinette's crush seem different from how everyone fawns over adrien because of his status#otherwise though? can't really think of much to complain about#the songs were a Surprise for sure but i personally didn't mind them i love movie musicals#however there were a bit too many of them maybe? or idk#maybe the songs could've been tweaked a bit to stand out more imo but that's probably more a me thing than anything#hawkmoth's song slapped though lol#i was basically like ??????????? and :DDD at the same time (positive)#also i laughed so fucking hard at the end screen cut lmaooo#anyyyway i'm probably gonna reblog gifsets now bc man the animation was prettyyy#personal#miraculous ladybug#mlb movie
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i be like "im gonna go on twitter and look at fun art :>" and twitters like "do you wanna see that ukr//aine is trending bc people don't know how to read a news article and think ww///3 is upon us" and im like no twitter this is the second time you've shown me this this week and id like it to stop
#vincent.txt#vent tag#does NOT help that im watching howl and that has a lot of focus on war . lol kadsjf#im so scared bc im starting a new job in probably a week or two and sometimes idk how to look forward to it. when sm and twt are like . thi#but ill be fineeee ill be fine i just needed to ramble i hope everyone who sees this has a good timezone#my pendulum keeps me together with this shit. that and my antidepressants#im great with my pendulum and while i fear it tells me what i want to hear the stuff always seems to be right so. who am i to not trust it?#i trust my sisters cards after all and thats the same thing no?#ok tag ramble over im gonna get back to my movie probably . or limbus company i like that game#war -
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genuinely I wish tht more of the rats smp content was put in2 more 'easy 2 watch' videos instead of long stream vods so ppl could enjoy the chaos tht was tht smp without the imposing watch length of the streams bc most of them r Hours long. martyn did, bc he's both a youtuber n a streamer, but the other ccs who r Also youtubers didn't 4 the most part n tbh some didnt even upload their vods. n it's all a real shame bc I think more ppl wouldve/could get in2 it if it wasn't so long esp since theres a lot of meandering in the series sonetimes w exploration of the house n such. It was such a fun goofy smp w some real stellar charas n bits (garbage rat n marty my beloveds) n the creators had fun n more fans should see/should've seen it ngl. it coulda been a bit bigger than it turned out being, methinks.
#Like... when I 1st heard abt rats I was turned off from it bc it a lot of hours-long streams. n I'm not rly a stream or vod watcher.#I was excited 2 watch but noticed it seemed 2 b jus streams n the length was an issue. Esp bc in the beginning/ some parts not much happens#I eventually had free time on my walks 2 watch long stuff n became enamored w oli so I watched his vods n I watched Marty's vid series bc#thank God he understood the assignment n knew 'ok yea some ppl cant/dont want 2 watch long streams thts fine' n edited them in2 vids AND#posted his vods 2 YouTube. which I can't say some of the others even Did n some archive channel had 2 upload all povs vods :I#Like bro not every1 uses twitch... n some of the other creators r youtubers n ppl who watch them might want 2 check out ur content but then#Cant. idk.. the smp rly did jus feel like it kinda came n went n mayb it's bc I'm not Highly in the mc.yt fandom twt especially but.. yea.#Even 2 this day there's not Tht much fanart tht I can find 4 it which is a Damn Shame. show me garbage rat#absolute Shoutout 2 tht 1 youtube channel tht archived all the rats streams tho. Bless them.#Delete later
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my wrapped this year is going to make me look so boring cuz i really don't listen to songs on repeat ever (its rare for me to listen to the same song twice in one day...my top songs in the last 2 years were both played less than 25 times the whole year) but this year i've been listening to the billboard global 200 top 10 every week
#plus any from the excluding us top 10 that wasnt on the other top 10#i skip ones that ive heard a few times and decided i dont like but like ik a lot of my top 100 tracks are gonna be top 10 mainstream global#hits which is fine but i feel like my wrapped never makes it seem like i am as varied as i am but like theres too much new stuff for me to#put all the stuff i already know on repeat...#watch songs from ttpd get high up on the list bc i listened to them a bunch trying to rank it (which i never ended up completing. maybe i#will return to it at some point idk)#ive just been wanting to keep up with new releases more so thats why im listening to the charts while still doing my 2 albums a week#of older stuff
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it's all a bit weird and strange
#sfhsdjkhgsdfhsjifhsdifhsdf#it's like fine#i had some water#and it's like fine but also college starts in two weeks i should really do my transfer application but i'm scared i'm also scared that i am#not having the Correct experience#everything is so hard when i think about it for more than five seconds#i'm not really looking forward to my schedule this semester#and i know i'm just a sophomore but i feel like everything i smoving too quickly what happens after i graduate college time is moving so fa#and yet so slow at the same time#i can't hold onto it it's gotten away from me it's like 19 years have gotten away from me#my stuff#and like all i wanna do is write and read and watch the strange planet show and do all my tasks but to do all those things seems to hard bu#i know if i can do all those things i can be a person#and i AM a person it's just#ugh#sometimes i find it so difficult to like myself#and like i get it don't we all#idk but i think when you think about your life you shouldn't just want to cry#take it one day at a time i guess#should sleep it's late i know#everything is too fast and too much all the time#but it's fine
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in new apartment by myself 馃槑鉁岋笍鉁岋笍鉁岋笍鉁岋笍鉁岋笍鉁岋笍
#i do have a roommate she's just not here for the weekend#but she and her bf helped me move today 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶 imma buy her sm lolll#but now im just chilling <333 and it's not a stupid hot ass apartment bc the ac is good#and we're not on the top floor lol#yall i fuckin hate packing and moving 馃拃 but they helped sm and made it not too bad lol#and pretty quick#i wanted to do work today bc i have not been doing much work this week but that went out the window too LOL 馃槶#it's fine i'm just .. taking this week lighter ig lmao altho my 'summer goal' is lowkey getting harder to reach 馃拃#i'm not even halfway thru and it's def more than halfway thru summer :')#i can change my goal and ask them to change the thing that reflects it but :D#not rn lol#unrelated but theres always so much fucking yeIIowjackets on my dash (just saw a gifset so im like thinking abt it XD)#i would totally watch it if i knew where and if it wasn't .. horror ish which it seems like which i dont rly watch 馃拃#might be too scary for me c:#but i look at all the gifs anyway bc idek lmao#getting slightly invested in their relationships and stuff and idk shit about them <3#anyway :3#jeanne talks#also i haven't rly experienced it but even just the idea of only having one roommate vs 3#i love it already ;-;
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