#idk idk idk its whatever ill probably watch it unless it like super bad who knows

[doerot]

I have mixed feelings all around about the live action atla but like honestly, I'm very disappointed in Zuko's scar. Where's the scar tissue, the disfigured eye lids, why is his eyebrow still there, where is the Drama of it all. Like it kinda just looks like they sprayed on a bit red makeup and half-assed some veins, put some prosthetics on his face plsss. (Edit: after further studying, I do see some bubbling of the skin so I will give them that, they tried in a way, but I still wish there was more going on) They want to be accurate to the original show and yet are too scared to make Zuko "unattractive" 🙄 He better be bald underneath that helmet.

[autismnation]

ok so i just watched the movie split. and wow. what a shit show.

like it had a strong start, it seemed pretty interesting. im very glad 2/3 girls werent idiots and actually did what they could to escape. but the other one casey (idk if thats how u spell her name but im spelling it like that) was SO ANNOYING. idk it was probably her trauma or something but why did she literally not do anything??? she was all like “oh its not gonna work” and then as soon as she was on her own she got her ass in gear. what a team player 🙄 /sarc

speaking of her trauma, what even was it? i think she was raped or sexually assaulted by her uncle and then had to live with him after her father died, and she started self harming, i think. i understand that through the flashbacks but what were the other flashbacks even about? i know it was about hunting but considering the fact she didn’t even use the advice her father gave her, what was the point? like you really don’t need to show her love for her father because it’s a fucking given. maybe to show how innocent she was? idk still a given fact. like every child is innocent, most children love their dads. unless you specifically show her dad being an asshole, we’re gonna know she loves him.

on one hand, (i might be reading too deep) but it is very interesting to read this in an abused/abuser way. like the beast in kevin’s body is the abuser and hedwig, patricia and dennis are the abused and cling to the abuser because it makes them feel protected, even though the beast/abuser is doing harm (by fucking eating people). and then ofc casey, despite doing everything to survive when she was kidnapped and also running away from home, still ends up with her abuser (rapist uncle). that’s a cool thing to think about. i wish they went down that road instead of ‘ahhhh people with DID are big scary beasts!!!!’

and also i knew that this movie would not be respectful in any way possible. i didnt even want to watch the movie because i knew it would portray people with DID as monsters (crazy how i was right! /sarc) but my dad forced me to watch it lol. and like not only is it so disrespectful and contributes to the stigma around DID, it was so…lazy. like i thought it would be interesting to have the alters inside kevin fight or whatever (like some alters send the emails) and then at the end, the girls escape and kevin gets help. which i know is too hopeful of an ending. but it’s way better in my opinion from having some weird ass beast. why was it strangely catholic? its like the writers didnt know how to end it and just were like hmmm ok supernatural beast it is. and i spoke to my dad about this and he agreed that the beast thing was too predictable because they spoke about the beast too much. and what even was the beast. it was just the same guy but had like black contacts and prominent veins and blood from his teeth. not scary. i had to try hard not to laugh at some scenes because they were just so ridiculous…

also what was that weird thing where they mentioned dennis was a pedo then just…didnt bring it up again. dont get me wrong i do NOT want a movie about a pedo kidnapper, but this whole movie seems like a mess so i had to comment on how strange this is. like theres a few more details that are just mentioned then left and ignored but this is the one that irks me the most. oh, also the beast only left casey around bc it saw her self harm scars. what if she didn’t have any scars ?? big plot hole or the beast is just supposed to be dumb or something? like its all like “oh yeah everyone has to suffer to be ‘pure’ but if it doesn’t leave scars ur not valid and ill eat u 🤬🤬”

idk weird movie. only good part was hedwig because he’s funny and i feel bad for him. everyone’s acting was super good too. overall i would give it a wtf/10. jk like a 4/10, maybe a 5. also i hope its not just me who thinks this movie is crap. it had potential and it was thrown away.

[insertdisc5]

Hi!! I wanted to ask, in celebration of Deltarune CH. 2, do you have any updated thoughts and head canons about the game?? Like, y'know, similar to a previous ask about Kris in your Deltarune tag? Thanks!

thoughts on kris part 2 i guess???? (part 1 from ch1 here lol)

spoilers for deltarune like woah. this wont be kris focused just random thoughts on everything. thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk

not that many thoughts for this chapter tbh! EDIT LOL: this was a lie i have a lot of thoughts

-just in general i feel like the player isn't the only one controlling kris... like yes the player forced kris to do what happened in the snowgrave route but AT THE SAME TIME idk it feels like there's someone else too. just because of the terrifying voice i suppose. and also the jerky movement kris does every time they get their soul out? unless there's another reason for it... maybe getting your soul out means you walk weird lol

-BUT ALSO i feel like kris is 100% in control when they create fountains. idk it just makes sense kris would create them. to create another world, a better world, A WORLD WHERE THEIR BROTHER IS HERE PERHAPS? i do wonder why they get their soul out then though. i'm all for it sweetie! do whatever! i support you!

-(i am and will be playing deltarune with only kris' best interests in mind. i will not hurt anyone unless kris wants me to. dont worry my little meow meow im on your side! talk to me! no? okay ill stay under the sink its fine)

-speaking of asriel. SUMMER VACATION COLLEGE WHEN? SUMMER VACATION COLLEGE WHEN? SUMMER (starts crying) V-VACATION COLLEGE WHEN

-kris misses their brother so much it's so sad. if you make kris steal 5$ from asriel they take it "reluctantly"? talking to asriel online so often even alphys knows?? the google search?? GOING INTO ASRIEL'S GOOGLE SEARCH ROOM WITH THEIR EYES CLOSED BECAUSE THEY'RE CONVINCED THEY ALREADY KNOW WHATS IN THERE? THAT ONE IS LESS OF A MISSING THING BUT IM LIKE OH MY GOD

-the city walk with susie at the end makes it clear to me that kris really values susie's friendship... kris even sits with her if you spend long enough near the lake like aaaaah ;_;

-and even in snowgrave you spend your last acts with the final boss calling for your friends like YES there's a way bigger creepy aspect to this (kris as more of a Leader who Commands and commands their subjects to come) but still :'0 (and then noelle answers oh my god noelle im so sorry for the trauma)

-berdly. listen. listen. listen. liste

-berdly sucks but [berdly hurts his arm in the battle against queen if you don't save him because he doesnt want to hurt you] [berdly realizing smg's wrong in snowgrave and immediately taking steps to save noelle] berdly is my little crumb nugget. i will protect him.

-noelle. noelle. girlboss!

-like ooooh listen. hearing about the genocide path for undertale. made me go "that is SO COOL. i HAVE to experience it myself this is great. hehehe killing time" and like no regrets. i was fully enjoying the experience knowing i was an awful person. SNOWGRAVE THOUGH. i will never try this myself its too fucked up. casually grooming your childhood friend to murder people <3 and also acting like a weird stalker towards her <3 stockholm syndrome speedrun i will get all the info i can about this but i will never do this myself

-people remarking the kris/player>noelle relationship is similar to the relationship between player>chara in genocide path is like yes. chefs kiss. don't worry we just are making you stronger and everything will be fine "you made me kill my friend? and for what?" this is fine sweetie don't worry about it!!!!!!

-like the amount of details added to snowgrave, like if you equip noelle's watch she notices later? and her battle animations change as time goes on, she gets an ice shield and stops sighing in relief after battle? oh my god? oh my god.

-(berdly is not awake.) JUST KILL ME RIGHT HERE I HAVEN'T STOPPED THINKING ABOUT BERDLY NOT BEING AWAKE!!!!!

-also why didnt he turn into dust. so many possible reasons. is magic a thing in the normal world and perhaps no magic means no dust (theres graves). maybe he isnt dead. maybe hes braindead. maybe he'll come back. either way that boy is now in the closet big enough to put someone in

-also dess' name probably being december AND THATS WHY NOELLE LOST THE SPELLING BEE?!?!??! FUCK ME UP!!!!! JUST FUCK ME UP!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!

-also so many good pixel art this chapter. too many? i didnt need pixel art of cardboard noelle falling on the statue. like thank you but please. please it hurts my game artist brain.

-the expressions in this chapter were also top notch. all the unsettling noelle expressions like (i fall over face first)

-i threw away the ball of junk (which i already tried in ch1) and this time the game was like "ARE YOU SURE BC THIS IS A BAD IDEA" and kris felt bitter :'( (it deletes all your items in the dark world)

-i uh fucked up and skipped the susie+noelle scene bc listen last time ralsei mentionned seeing what susie is doing we missed some PRIMO LORE. turns out it just makes you skip the scene and you dont get anything new. welp

-speaking of ralsei well you know. he exists. but im stuck on him going "i just wonder what being ralsei-like even is...?" ralsei my dude there's so much i could say about this. do you feel like you can't be ralsei-like because you feel like you have to be asriel-like

-but also that makes no sense bc susie hasnt even mentioned ralsei looks like asriel. and i cant imagine asriel being so meek. so WHAT GIVES

-ralsei as kris’ “i wish i was a monster just like my bro and family and i’d look like asriel but with red horns [THE HALLOWEEN COSTUME] and my name would be something cool like ralsei instead of a boring human name like kris and im sweet and cute because thats how i act with asriel because ASRIEL MADE ME” theory because that would be cute.

-ASRIEL GOING TO THE CHURCH TO CONFESS HIS "SINS" WHEN "SINS" AREN'T A THING IN THE ANGEL BELIEF LIKE I KNOW THIS INTERACTION WAS TREATED AS A JOKE BUT WHAT THE FUCK ASRIEL?

-kris definitely has a connection with the big red door in the city, judging by what the kids say they probably went there... i feel like this place's dark world will be the Final Dungeon you KNOW some shit happened there. also the sounds you hear when you go there is the phone dark world call's sound slowed down? AND AFTER SNOWGRAVE APPARENTLY YOU CANT HEAR IT ANYMORE? HUWAH?

-speaking of songs the songs were all so good, My Castle Town rules, the berdly snowgrave music is stuck in my head, flashback is uwah wuahah, Until Next Time is so good, AND ALSO A FRIEND NOTICED THE DARK WORLD CITY THEME IS JUST tHE SONG 74 (MOST NOTICEABLE WITH THE SNOWGRAVE VERSION)?????? WHAT DOES IT MEAN????? it might be just "hey its just reuse" BUT MR FOX YOU KNOW WE'RE GONNA READ INTO THIS IS NOELLE THE ONE SINGING IDK BRO!!!!!!!!!!

-asgore dreemurr fired from the force what happun!!!!! game theory is that asgore is related to dess' death/disappearance but eh who knows

-you start the chapter at lvl2 and get to lvl3 after the final boss, a friend mentioned this is probably because we destroyed a world and im :0

-to go back to kris it's still so interesting to figure out who they are based on how they act/people mention them. like kris shaking the ferris wheel car? yeah makes sense i can imagine a pranking kid do this. kris' dance? yeah thats a little silly but i can buy it. doing cool anime poses? well i dunno this doesnt line up PERFECTLY but sure. BUT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN SNOWGRAVE... especially >proceed like that is such a weird thing that i can't imagine them doing, but i can't completely see the "player" doing either (compare with going to sans -which kris doesnt know- and going "SANS!" because of course the player would know sans), like THATS one of the reasons i feel like there's someone else in there. the weird robotic merciless actions. if im going super meta it feels like there'd be someone else like writing the choices into existence for us to pick you know? gaster probably? god i need to read more gaster theories i completely sidestepped the gaster shit bc i wasnt interested. anyway just spitballing

-(looks at big shot guy) please dont make him the next tumblr guy i beg you

-obligatory "queen was great" mention if only because this part made me laugh a little bit too hard

that was a lot. thank you for letting me talk

[awhst-alt]

I HAD THE BEST BYLER DREAM LAST NIGHT AND I REALLY WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL

it's so long (literally 2k words) so im gonna put it under the cut haha <3

so basically this would take place after mike and will start dating or something, idk exactly the time frame (i picture them being like 18 or something and this is the summer before college) and will goes to this summer arts program for like 2/3 months (i dunno how long american summer is but something like that) and its all the way far from home so there is dorms and stuff and he's "not in hawkins anymore" (no pun intended)

mike and will decide after will finishes his school they'd go to college together (cuz they're gonna be comic book artists together bc thats boyfriend shit) so throughout these months he's practically just waiting for will (<333333)

so one specific scene i remember from my dream involved will and mike getting off the bus to the school and then they hug and then mike grabs wills hand and brings him behind the bus and then he gives will a biggg kiss bc he won't be able to kiss him for 3 months. then they say they love each other and will gives him another quick kiss and is like "two kisses". they agree they'd call each other every day.

so will goes inside and mike goes back on the bus and goes home.

and basically the whole day is a whirl, until the end of it, in which mike is sitting in the kitchen near the phone waiting for like 3 hours for will to call, and will doesn't end up calling.

AND THEN IT GETS SPICYYYYY

so meanwhile at the arts program will asks like the front desk or something if he can call mike and they say phone is offlimits and they don't let him call mike

so then will goes to sleep and he's paranoid that he thinks mike is gonna hate him or something like that

mk than the next day in class there is this girl (they didn't reveal her name in the dream, ill call her stella) so stella is basically looking at will the entire class but will doesn't know it

so when they exit the class stella's like "hi" and will says "hi"

then stella says "i like your painting."

will is like rlly weirded out so he goes "thanks?"

"i um- hope this doesn't sound weird but i have no friends, do you want to be mine?"

"sure"

and then end of scene (this does not sound like a normal conversation but it's my dream so it doesn't have to make sense"

so BACK AT HAWKINS mike is still sleeping even tho it's like 3 pm because yk depressed boyfriend shit but then the PHONE RINGS and mike gets out of bed frantically and goes to the phone and he picks it up and is like "will?" and then it answers "it's el, idiot"

i feel like this is important for context but el speaks english very well now and hoppers back and she lives with hopper and not the byers anymore. ANYWAYS

el says "how's will?"

mike says "idk he didn't call"

"he didn't?"

"no, he didn't"

"okay. well maybe he will call later"

"yeah mb"

"wanna come over"

"ok"

so mike hangs up and gets changed and goes to el's house bc they r a couple o' besties and when he gets there it's like a therapy sessions bc mike usally talks to will every single day and he can't for like 3 months (unless will calls, but he's not going to) so he accepts he's gonna be depressed for 3 months and he's just talking to el about how he's gonna miss him so much and no be able to see his face and that shit

so el's like "well do u wanna do something to take ur mind off of him"

and mike's like "no im not gonna replace will" (I SCREAMED IN MY DREAM SRSLY)

but than el says "okay. guess im gonna go to the mall by myself" (ig starcourt is rebuilt by now)

and than mike bolts up and is like "fine"

"we can by something for will"

"okay yay"

so then they go to starcourt yasss!!

anyways back at the art school will is having lunch and stella is with he friends (even tho she said she doesn't have any friends) and one of her friends is like "omg did you see _____ he's so hot"

and another friend says "YESS! but ____ is cuter"

"what abt u stella? who do u have ur eyes on"

she says "byers" BUT NOOOOOOO WILL IS MIKES MAN

and they say "ew that kid who came back to life"

she says "yea. but he's cute, and shy, and once i wrap them around my finger i can get them to do anything"

so then she goes to sit down next to will at lunch

"hi will"

"hi"

"hru"

"im good"

"okay. good." and she gets upset because will goes ask how she is but she keeps her urging rage inside. and than they have this weird conversation and will is uncomfortable the whole time bc shes all like flirting with him and will is seeing someone obvi

but then she puts a hand on will's shoulder and he's shaking and then says something (idk what it is it wasn't explaining in my dream) then will stands up and runs to the bathroom. so he's just sitting in the stalls crying.

okay back at starcourt this part wasn't shown in my dream but im just gonna make up that mike and el go looking around starcourt for something for will (sort of like the mike/lucas/will montage where they were looking for stuff for el) and then i guess they find something for will and i don't have the slightest idea what they could have got for him BUT THEY GOT HIM SOMETHING GOOD

so mike's all happy but they'res still that depression inside of him lol

so fast forward a week, it really isn't explained but ill just make up that will still hasn't called mike, and he's super sad and all sleeping in but decides to look through his good ol binder full of will's drawings and in the arts school will and stella have a few more interactions im sure which are still very uncomfortable

okay so it's lunch again in the cafeteria and somehow will and stella are talking again but somehow it ends in stella kissing will and will like pulls away immediatley and is like "what is wrong with you!?"

and she says "what?"

"i'm seeing someone!"

"oh i uh- i didn't know."

the whole cafeteria is staring at them

so will's freaking out almost on the verge of a panic attack "idk what to do, he's gonna hate me and-"

"he?"

will has the look on his face like shit shit shit oh fuck no

"you're gay?"

"i-"

and will runs off once again. and everyone in the whole cafeteria knows that he's day and ofc with everybody being homophobic will knows it's not good at all bc everyone's gonna bully him

so then the next day he goes to class and the teacher is like "does anyone care to tell me where ___ is?" (it would be like a math question like 'where x is' but in art idkkk) and then the teacher calls on "will? can you tell me where ___ is?" and they'res a pause and then the teacher says "or perhaps you'd want to find your boyfriend instead?" (giving me anne with an e vibes prolly cuz i did a rewatch last weekend but i won't explain more in case some people haven't watched it but) anyways will stands up from his seat, everyone is looking at him, and he's shaking and so concerned but then he goes "fuck. you" badass will yeaaaa thats my boy

so then he runs out of the classroom and out of the school in a really cool montage way but then he realizes he's like 2 hours away from home but he runs and runs and he goes to a random bustop (it's not even garanteed if it takes him to hawkins but whatever) he gets on and tries to go back to hawkins.

and soon enough, he gets there, and immediatley goes to the wheelers because he needs to see mike and apologize for everything. so he's at the wheelers, and rings the doorbell, realizing he's still in his uniform lol but karen answers and mike is upstairs in his room sulking (i picture it would be 8 pm by now) so will asks for mike and karen calls mike. mike groans obviously because he doesn't know it's his boy, but he comes down, karen gets out of the way and as soon as he sees will they have a really big hug and it's super sweet and my heart UFHEIOSKA

mike says his usual "are you okay?" and mike is still confused as shit but will says "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" and mike says "you don't have to be sorry for anyrhing" but will says "ill explain"

so then they go to will's room, side-by-side on his bed and will starts explaining everything

(this is mostly improvised by me but it's still pretty similar to the dream)

"i hated it."

"the school?"

"yeah. there was no you, (mike blushes lmao), everything was terrible, i felt so lonely, they didn't let me call you-"

"what?"

"they said the phone was off limits. i wanted to talk to you so bad and i thought you'd hate me"

"i could never hate you, will, even if i tried." will smiles

"and then there was this girl, and she hit on me and i didn't know what to do bc i'd be the face of the school if i told her i was dating you and was gay and today she kissed me"

"WHAT"

"im sorry im sorry i didn't kiss back and i was so scared bc i never was in a relationship before and i was so scared it was considered cheating-"

and mike LAUGHSS

"what? mike? what's wrong?"

"if you don't do anything back, it's not considerd 'cheating'"

"oh. good. are you mad at me?"

"what? no! no never!" so mike opens his arms and says "come here" so will and mike hug or something like that and then mike says "do you need me to beat her up?"

and will says "you can't even beat eggs. besides, your noodle arms wouldn't be able to do harm to even a fly"

so mike laughs and says "i'm glad your home"

so will blurts "i cursed out a teacher"

"you? cursing?"

"yes."

"might have to start calling you a bad boy now"

will just smiles and says "i love you"

and mike says "i love you too"

AND THEN END AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF BC I LOVE THIS DREAM LIKE I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BRAIN THOUGHT OF THIS BUT IM OBSESSED

ALSO ONCE I FINISH WYBMFFAE ILL PROBABLY WRITE THIS INTO A FULL BLOWN FIC BUT AHIHFUSAH

edit: i have no idea what mike did with the present him and el bought for will but i guess they ended up giving it to him lol

[omegawolverine]

Hi! How are you today?♡ The date thing is kinda long sorry about that-

For the dating ask (platonicaly, I'm aro): My name is Gray! I also go by taco or Disa. I'm 15, almost anyway jfldjdks. I'm genderfluid, (pronouns today is kit/kits), I'm 5'0, brown eyes and hair. For hobbies I enjoy loom knitting, drawing, and occasionally writing. (I also watch a lot of mcyt but shhh)

As for the dates? It depends on the occasion. Just because I wanted you to feel nice? Movie night in. Cuddles (if you're cool with that), popcorn, any snacks really. Just watch movies or TV shows if your attention span is bad or you just prefer them. Maybe a nice dinner date or a fun activity.

If you're sad and need cheering up? Something quiet and nice. Maybe Cuddles and movies/shows, maybe just sitting in bed eating food or talking. Draw together, or just me listening to you rant. I'd need to know you better to know what would work best, but generally no loud and chaotic days out when your upset/stressed/exhausted or whatever else you might be feeling. (Unless you say otherwise).

If it's a super special occasion? We can go do something fun together! Pottery, rollerblading, escape rooms, anything really! Hiking even. Or we could stay in more if that's your thing. Just something together and have fun and enjoy each other's company. Something memorable.

Sorry it's so long lol. I wanna treat you right, even hypothetically, since you deserve it. You're really sweet and I'm so glad to be your mutual. ♡ (I think we're mutuals, anyway.)

(Also friendship would be cool too if you're not into platonic dating ^-^)

hi gray!! gonna just go ahead and say right out the gate i dont know much about platonic dating so please feel free to let me know more about it if you want (although ill probably end up looking into it on my own bc of this ask specifically haha) but because this is platonic dating, your like basic info (age, hair/eye color and height) doesnt really matter all that much to me?? im basically open to being friends with anyone as long as we get along well and though i do usually prefer being friends with people my same age, im not against being friends with anyone younger either lol

moving on to hobbies, urs sound pog! i share the writing, drawing and mcyt ones and i think loom knitting would be fun to learn, so we would def have things to do together :]

and dates!! those all sound pretty good, only minor details would need to be tweaked bc i am, admittedly, a picky motherfucker when it comes to like food and what i can and cant watch, etc, etc.

movie night in sounds lovely!! i do prefer tv shows but if it's the right movies then im down for whatever :] gonna have to say popcorn is off the table for me, but you can have as much of it as you want while i snack on some like. fuckn cucumbers or something idk 😭😭 but cuddles are also def in, i am a touch starved loser who is always down for a good cuddle

as for the dinner date or fun activity, id be down for those too! i quite enjoy going out and doing things as long as its not anything too anxiety inducing ajsksk

for the sad days, all those things sound nice! i tend to listen to music and just mope, or maybe put on a comfort show/youtuber then zone out. im always down to rant, its is absolutely one of my specialties (to everyone's annoyance lmao) but also just doing something chill or distracting is good once ive done my yapping.

and special occasions!! all of those things also sound good!!!!! im an introvert, so i do love my indoor time, but i also find doing stuff like what you listed with just one other person (you, in this case) makes me really happy, so no complaints there. pottery, rollerblading, hiking and escape rooms are all things i enjoy in different doses and under the right circumstances, so id love to do any of them :]

so yeah this all sounds lovely and if i did know more about platonic dating id probably say yes to you? but since i dont let's go with friendship for now! anyways, i really appreciated answering this long ask, it was super sweet and you seem like a great person to be friends with!! i enjoy being your mutual as well <333

[homestucky]

Davekat fic recs?

hrrmm wow i will have to think. ill probs just check my bookmarks which means i probably wont be able to think of many one chapter fics off the top of my head since i dont tend to bookmark them. also some that havent been updated in yrs i wont put here bcaus thats just frustrating unless theyre rlly notable and may come back i may not link them

also disclaimer that while im not super into smut so its unlikely im gonna recommend just porn fics, some may have some sexy times incidentally i suppose. also a lot of them are dave centric/dave POV bcaus hes my BOY

M.C. Escher that’s my favourite MC by Unda (COMPLETE)  is a wild ride and long but i recommend for sure, very well written n thought out. also check out the other fics in the series bcaus if i recall correctly there are some other shorter fics that unda wrote to give some background or develop characters. but theyre also really great even stand-alone! its finished now and i followed it the whole time :0. cw for child abuse and death 

Within, Without by reinkist (COMPLETE)  i actually read a long time ago so i dont remember it so well. i do remember thinking it was pretty great tho, so i do recommend it. i should probably go back for a reread some time. its just a really good meteor fic that explores everything you’d want it to, and does that well, u kno? its like the fic that u wanted to exist but couldnt find. but here it is!

Doc Scratch’s School for Supernaturally Gifted Adolescents by medical  (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED)is great, its like a multichapter magic/superhero au thing. its fun and characters in it are rlly well developed, like, i do enjoy a davekat fic which has a good and significant rose characterisation in there too. but theres some serious plot goin in in here too…. very exciting. 

To Be Taken Care Of by shitstuck  (COMPLETE)is good, its god some deep convos about troll v human culture and stuff, some rosemary too. bit of body horror but if i can handle it its not too bad. i just reread it lol. the epilogue changes the tone of things a bit n id be interested to know other peoples thoughts on that ;_;

Don’t Forget the Sun by Weevilo707 is rlly good but sadly NOT COMPLETE AND HASNT BEEN UPDATED IN AGES :@!! hope the authors doin ok  (EDIT: APPARENTLY the author is not planning on updating this one again, but i still think its a good read :^) )

Book Covers by turntechGeneticist717  (COMPLETE) is rlly great also!! big recommend. dave is lookin after a babby dirk as his big brother in college. i havent read it in a while but i remember when it was updating being like !!!!!!!!!!!Aaa!! also there are others in the series so take a look :)

The Truth is in the Eyes by AcrylicMist  (COMPLETE)is like a rlly mythological/fantasy interpretation of canon post game which is very cool????? like the world is sort of medieval or something but w the gods n magicky stuff. rlly interesting. , very dope again havent read it in a while and am running out of steam for ranting about fics but!! yea its sweet w an intriguing plot

The Eurydice Suite by callmearcturus  (COMPLETE) !!!!!!!!!!! i love this fic so much like its bonkers n i just. its like an inception sort of inspired au and i have NEVER watched inception but im just super into the concept. its just. a rlly amazing well written fic w perfect pacing and characterisation like the plot is like a beautiful spider web where time flicks back and forth yet makes perfect sense. theres such a sense of atmosphere. ive reread it so many times. also!!1111111 i love the dave in it, and i love the strilondes family relationsy stuff!! i also feel like it ties everything up rlly nicely despite having like all the main characters in it p much. hell yeaaaa. its my fav by this author whos an AMAZING writer like they just DROP U IN to the world with so much confidence and drop context and background in at a perfect pace so ur never confused but always intrigued. but often i find the atmosphere in their fics almost TOO intense u know?? like i feel like i wake up in a ditch after reading one like wh,,h who am i?? i hate using this word but the writing is weirdly like… “sensual” which i think means the writing is great, rlly strong atmosphere but im not  always 100% able to handle it. this one does not make me feel so dazed and its just.. yess

The Lucky Ones by daniomalley (COMPLETE) is another one i followed as it came out. a cool spacey au. sorry i cant think of anything else to say aaaa

Off Court by levvan (ON HIATUS?) is great tho strong themes of abuse from the start. not that none of the above have that if i havent said so uhhhh yea be wary of the tags i guess. but yes. 

three rounds and a sound by skitpost (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) is rlly great, like a magic school au. very excited to see whats gonna happen next :0

We’re All Friends & Family Here (And Frankly, We’re Sick Of Your Shit) byLandOfMistAndSecrets (COMPLETE) is TECHNICALLY a dirkjake fic but it has very cute little pastiches of other characters and the DK ones are very cute and well characterised

An Alien and a DJ Walk into a Bar (and Accidentally Start a Relationship) by Kadaaver (APPEARS TO BE ON HIATUS) i was p into when it was still updating. theres not actually MUCH relationship stuff yet if i recall correctly but still. good. and i enjoy the characterisation of dave being p socially anxious.

turntechGodhead is offline by forestknifefight (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) well relatively recently. i like this one a lot! theres some good beta kid friendship and some good karkat.

Astronomy in Reverse by PunkZucchini, sicklekind (ON HIATUS>??????) cute + features BIGKAT is i recall correctly

Bring You Down by acedavestrider (COMPLETE) idk what to say about this but thats not a criticism. its just a legit cute fic that is good for the heart. human au, earth n whatever. karkat is a student nurse!! yeaa! thats kind of incidental but i like it

Survival of the Richest by ireallyloveicecream (HIATUS???) theres not a lot of it but im so intrigued. some kind of a fae/magic fairy folk kinda thing

Californian Son by LivTC (COMPLETE BUT THERES MORE IN THE SERIES WHICH I HOPE WILL CONTINUE TO BE UPDATED ETC ETC) !! ok this one is kind of sexy n angsty and daves a REAL DICK in it but it rlly well written and i rlly wanna know more jijhihihu

First Contact by yesfir (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) !! its au but like idk scifi, humans having to make a deal with/coexist with trolls. space colonies!! this one is great… good character development and plot… does that great thing of pacing the revelations of the plot rlly gradually so ur like ! somethings happening here and i must know more!!!

Feathered by AlloftheFandom  (UNFINISHED, RECENTLY UPDATED) this ones exciting :3 karkat has only just been introduced to it. its like a magicky world w a bit of mild body horror so far. some good strilondes also… has anyone noticed that i need strilonde family relations in a fic i love….

Soulmates by egossweetheart  (UNFINISHED (fairly..?) RECENTLY UPDATED) this is a souleater au which i dont know a lot about??? but its cool, i am suitably intrigued. bit of body horror. idk as always check the tags. idek why im bothering to specify that. anyways,

 Vladimir and Estragon Cope with Their Trauma by Volo (UNFINISHED RECENTLY UPDATED ETC) afterlife au. so yea TW death. im into it tho

The Importance of Being Karkat by choicescarfsylveon (UNFINISHED RECENTLY UPDATED ETC) karkat has a radioshow, dave is kind of a dick. some parts of that change. i wont spoil which. theres something deeper goin on too…….. mysterios….

anyways here are some fics that i think are cool. sorry it took ages i just wanted to give it a good effort ukno?? its not an exhaustive list but its what i found. thanks to all these authors and hey, while we’re at it, all fanfic authors!! good work and i hope u all know how appreciated it is. anyways i have a headache so i guess ill finish this up. peace!

[bigbrothernetflix-st]

EPISODE THREE

“this was literally one of the worst decisions i've ever had to make so now i'm just kinda pissed off!” - nash

HOH: Nash UPSIDE DOWN: Joey & Saira NOMINEES: Brianna & Gina POV: Jacob FINAL NOMINEES: Emma & Gina EVICTED: Gina (11-1), Jake (WALK)

ARIA

https://youtu.be/SyHPQkbxxw8

JOEY

WATCH THIS AGE LIKE MILK:

I feel great!!!!! Nash winning means my ass aint going up, I gave her 2 tokens, and she gave me 1, and I feel fantastic heading into this week

SAIRA

i feel okay about nash being hoh, she wasn't my first choice but i don't think im in any danger of being nominated (hopefully haha) im not sure who i WOULD want to be nominated, i just know who i wouldn't want, so as long as they're okay i'm good!

JEV

I'm once again feeling pretty good this week. I've grown pretty close to Nash since nominating her in week 1 and she told me and Nathan we aren't going up so, there's that! She's told me Gina is going up and will be her target which I'm not thrilled about but hopefully Gina can pull some miracle and win POV. I'm a little worried about Emma and Jake too, as they've both said they haven't spoken to her much which is dumb, bc like hello??? its week 3, i feel esp with Jake, I can understand Emma bc Nash keeps leaving her on read but I don't think Jake has even tried much (crying emoji) So hopefully they can ALSO pull something out

JAKE

FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate everyone in this game t b h. why can't people just follow with a plan and go through with it like it aint that hard to put your chips on one person from your alliance so youre all safe like........ i dont think these ppl understand strategy and it's TIRING. i frankly am over people relying on their friendships to get themselves through another week bc fucking nash won an alliance-based hoh comp. now we have to deal w this fucking friend group running the house another week. i don't know if i'm safe i'm honestly probably going to be put up??? even tho nash is the one that CONSTANTLY ignores my PMs even tho ive given her paragraphs to respond to... she's gonna do whatever her little friends want her to do. i mean that's what she literally said to me. i was like pls don't nom me <3 and she was like "im not making any promises im just doing whatever the house wants me to do" like girl............ lkjghklsdfjhg what kind of dumbass bullshit response was that. just tell me you're putting me up or you're not. youre a big girl you can make your own fucking decisions.

i give nash what i would give any hoh if they won and that is "i'd never ever nominate you it's never even crossed my mind" and hoping that's enough to make her wanna keep me. she might think im not going after her but, if she's smart, she'll send me out the door this week before i can retaliate. 

im super super worried that jacob will be like oh jev n jake aligned in BBHOS9 u should put them up together since jev nominated you week 1. like i feel like she'd do ANYTHING jacob tells her at this point cuz shes just another one of his sheep so like hoping im good w jacob but he's such a wildcard idfk

at this point im just hoping me or emma don't get put up and if we do there will be a veto to be won and a nash/jacob to come after next so...... period

ARIA

yall i feel so fucking cracked and tired of everything but itS FINE!!! I got this easy peasy!! Im not going to always feel motivated but im doing my best and thats valid baby!!! So lets jump in, first off lets start with a random information dump of things i've collected

-jacob has talked about me w/ nicholas during pasio

-monty and jacob have a connection ( i dont even remember how)

-nathan nash (maybe jacob) obviously tight lmao

-joey monty close

-Jake made a counter alliance to Jacob's (actually joshes) alliance made of me gina saira emma and josh

-josh emma me alliance

-JOEY RECORDS CALLS

-Jake is wary of nathan (but also thinks hes cute ugh)

-told jake im wary of pasio peeps so he might nom them

-Jacob alliance STILL isnt created

-called with josh and told him that jacob is wary that the alliance isnt made yet

-jacob josh have a pregame

-told josh, saira and nick have a pregame

-josh kiki close

-josh thinks saira is a social threat 

-josh prefers jev over nathan

-told monty to talk to jake more

-told joshua jacob is the most connected person

-got back to nash gina doesnt like her

-jacob kiki nash confirmed trio alliance

-nash told jev gina is the target (jev then told jake)

-josh thought jacob was the original maker of the alliance

-jake thinks jacob/josh are snakes

-jake also thinks jacob-josh-nash-kiki-bri-nick-nathan are an alliance

-josh wants to play the middle w/ me :uwu:

 So from here I want to get into how my ideal week will go and how it will realistically go. IDEALLY Nash noms jev and josh with them not winning veto and the house gets rid of a utr social threat but realistically its gonne be gina and jake with gina going bc she doesnt talk to anyone of have any motivation for this game (I LITERALLY WROTE HER A PARAGRAPH TO SEND TO NASH TO NOT BE NOMINATED AND SHE GOES "hmm idk maybe ill send it" LIKE????) 

Okay the other thing im freaking out about is bc i feel like theres tension between me Jacob Josh and Jake and im not sure what it is about. I mean i kinda do but im missing key components. The whole situation just doesn't sit right with me at all and I feel very at odds with them in a weird kinda way. I've explained this so many times but i have such a bad feeling that josh leaked the janelle alliance to jacob and is more with him than me and now josh is setting these two sides against each other and i just heard from him that nash isnt nomming him so now im really uncomfy ughhhh i have such a bad feeling and i really need to work on people like jev saira monty to make sure i have people behind me i can fall back on, but also im getting the vibe jake really really trusts me which is great because i want to go far with him as well, unless hes just misting me SUPER hard ughhh

god i just have such a bad feeling about this week buts its fINE totally fine ill work it out eventually,,,but now its trust ranking time yay

1.Gina (youre so inactive i adore you!)

2.Joshua (kid GANG!!! thank you for trusting me sometimes <3)

3.Jake (hes a crackhead but hes my crackhead)

VERY BIG GAP

4.Emma (shes chilling what a lovely gal)

5.Monty (better inactive than be active and a threat)

6.Nathan (youre kinda sketchy but hes like a funky older brother)

7.Josh (youre at the center of a balancing act i wonder if u can keep it up)

8.Nick (they always give such an honest vibe,,,,,i dont trust it)

9.Brianna (shes so sweet but the sweetest angels make the fiercest demons)

10.Jev(,,,,your on slightly thicker ice than joey but combined with a little more charisma)

ANOTHER GAP WOOT WOOT

11.Joey (youre on THIN fucking ice buddy,,,,please be more open w/ me)

12.Saira (im begging for u to talk game to me,,, but also since we havent talked u cant snake me yet)

13. Jacob (idk ily sm but youre so fcking connected and idk if i reached ur inner circle yet)

14. Kiki (my favorite furry)

15.Nash (please talk to me im begging ill do anything please plsease plaease plae-)

So update ive been talking around and wow this game loves looking at my allies and kicking them in the kneecaps while spitting in their eyes ugh. So nash is probably leaning towards nomming jake and Gina with gina as the target (really weird that jake is nommed makes me think jacob had some influence there) but in that scenario best case is that veto is used and anyone but josh goes up and that person leaves easy fucking peasy!! Anyway i just talked with josh and apparently jacob was the one who came up with the alliance idea which is interesting bc he tried to pin it on josh. Anyways not to totally contradict my initial rant but me and josh had a really good chat where we're kinda in the same position between two groups (the og alliance and janelle) and we dont know if we should make the og alliance and with who bc of janelle so we're struggling to see whats the correct move from here....or maybe josh is completely misting me but i fucking hope not ugh- either way im surviving this week and thats that!!

JEV

I'm realising that I'm getting myself into a pretty tight position since I have firm alliances with Emma & Jake and Nash & Nathan, as well as being extremely close to Josh C, which could prove difficult for me down the line, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

KIKI

https://youtu.be/6cn8xUFWqhA

BRIANNA

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1XvZzg3dTEZ89VeFbG3bxk4JFNtr7Ixm0/view?usp=sharing 

i had to use google drive bc it wouldn't take my file on youtube :((((

JEV

So right now I've somehow accidentally wriggled my way into conspiring with Nash on how best to take Gina out, which is so dumb of me because I don't really want to see Gina leave this week, but at the same time I'm having to fight Nash's decision because she wants to put Emma up beside her and... I can't let that happen because I'm worried Emma would leave over Gina

JEV

So I'm speaking to Nash, taking the heat off of Emma by telling her I feel she could be a number for me/her/Nathan down the line, and now I'm pushing for Brianna to go up since Nash wants someone who 100% wouldn't leave over Gina and I'm thinking like... WHO would vote to evict Brianna, but at the same time I'm feeling super terrible about it because Brianna is a literal angel

JEV

Wow a lot going on so I'm trying to update as best I can, Nash is saying she's going to randomise for who goes to the upside down so I'm having to encourage her not to include me or Nathan in the randomisation just incase she needs us for strategising but REALLY its so I can stay and hang around and try my best to keep Emma from touching the block at all this week.

NASH

sorry for nominating women i didnt mean it.

EMMA

If i am being honest the more this game goes by i get so unmotivated and its only week 3 i suck because well in bbgames like galar and almia i mostly played from the bottom now im like alright i kinda want to fuck up my game for fun but kinda pisses me off a bit that i almost could of been nominated if it wasnt for jev but that pisses me off so much i tried talking to nash but i get left on read i dont take things 100x personal unless if somebody is being mean like laughing etc but knowing that i would be on the block over brianna when i did try talking to nash its still hurts a little but if somebody like gina wins veto if i get on the block it issss what it isss i guess but i played on the bottom way to many times maybe i can do this??

JEV

So my efforts worked and Brianna went up instead of Emma, now I've just gotta hope neither of the noms win POV/that the POV isn't used so I don't have to throw someone elses name out there to Nash :flushed:

JOSH

hello ladies and gays. straights aren't welcome here.

today, we are feeling GOOD because the person we nominated just a few days ago won power and STILL didn't nominate me. is that iconnery or what? i was honestly ready for my ass to be TOAST but i did approach nash before they won HOH and had a conversation about where we stood and they said i would be OKAY this week bc we did start talking. we love to see it, yes we do!

the nominees this week are gina and brianna and.. even though i'm in two different alliances with both of them, i'm not mad at either of them going up. i don't REALLY talk with either and i'd be happy to see either one of them go. the tricky part will be figuring out WHO to vote when the time comes, but we have a POV to happen before we get there. we'll SEE.

if i had to choose, i'd probably send brianna home simply because i find her a bit CHAOTIC where i feel like gina isn't really going to cause a lot of waves with me. she's much more quiet whereas brianna is more likely to be able to pick herself back up.

some other fun events going on:

jake was NOT happy about nash winning and thought he was going to get nominated because of it. he was about to RIP nash a new one and is really brewing with how much he hates them. MAKES ME LAUGH A LIL BECAUSE IT WAS SO UNWARRANTED BUT NEVERTHELESS, it's something to note that jake does NOT like nash.

i think aria is my number one right now bc we get along really well and have very similar opinions. i'm really open with how i talk to her so i'm HOPING she's not spilling everything i say to someone else but i don't think she WOULD? i dunno. i love her energy and i'm hoping we can SLICE AND DICE together in the middle.

my strategy is to take my HOH under my belt and take a step back for a minute while my two alliances (one: jake, aria, gina, emma, saira, me & two: jacob, aria, brianna, kiki, me) get picked off back and forth. i'm going to see if i can craft a narrative for them to go after each other but we'll SEE. there are a lot of people in the middle i enjoy a lot more than some of the people in my alliances so IDK. i feel like some people got thrown into these alliances that i did NOT want but they were kind of forced in so i don't trust it. and i think people KNOW because i'm not very chatty abt it in the chats (and i haven't even made one of the chats. am i supposed to? idk)

anyways that's all for now x 

ARIA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zp71zzR-wgE

someone help

JAKE

https://voca.ro/g2ZQWs9x8du

JEV

Not miss Nash coming to me asking how I'd feel about being renom :flushed:

JEV

So I literally just woke up from a sleep and in the space of 30 minutes have had to talk Nash out of renomming me, Emma or Jake since we've just made an alliance together so I warned her that probably wouldn't work out for us in the long run. We narrowed it down and she shortlisted Aria, Josh C, Monty & Nick, and I have spun her to try and get her to nominate Aria, because 1. I don't wanna see Josh C go up and 2. like with Brianna I feel nobody here would vote to evict Aria, and Nash wants Gina GONE (crying emoji) so I feel this was the only logical renom to suggest.

JEV

The conversation has turned back to Emma and I just really don't wanna let that happen because I do feel like she'd leave over Gina. Part of me is saying not to stick my neck out too much to save Emma but at the same time she's my number 1 in this game and I hope she'd return the favour if she was in my position.

NASH

this was literally one of the worst decisions i've ever had to make so now i'm just kinda pissed off! 

ARIA

Well,,,, FBSFJDF I feel like im making so many of these but honestly this game changes everyday so please dont be too annoyed by me uwu, the mood swing i had just this DAY was insane so lets begin w/ the general info-

IN TIME LINE ORDER

-Jev told jake that something about noms but acted dumb when I asked

-Gina/Joshua/Aria alliance created!!

-Saira and Josh are close

- VIDEO DR GOES HERE

-Jake spills Emma-Jev-Nathan-Nash-Jake alliance with Emma/Jev/Jake being a trio as well= Jev created the alliance

-Jev prefers gina out

-jake doesnt believe in screenshots or recording calls

-Jev and Jake are close

-Jev/Jacob/Jake all played together before

-I leaked Bri's backups to Jake as well as Jacob's trio with Nash and Kiki

-nash almost backdoored jev bc he wasnt responding to her

-jev was the reason i was almost otb

-I WAS ALMOST OTB

-Josh AND Jacob both want Jake out

-Bri thinks nash's comp ability is scary

-Nash and Nick are close 

-Jacob nervous about Bri's backup leaking

-Jacob barely talks w/ saira and monty

-made a final three w/ jacob josh called malibu

So now im debating whether its morally okay for me to analyze what happened in the living room in a game sense. FBSdffan So lets run down things in chronological order and I might mention my thoughts if they arent too controversial, Nathan leaks the alliance with jev/nash/jake/emma. Eventually emma says 'i wanna know who put these thoughts in the hohs head" and nick starts to shut the discussion down which is an interesting contrast to their earlier attitude where they were very for the drama continuing, which leads me to begin they had some sort of hand in it. Nathan goes on to say he likes nash on a personal lvl which jake analyzes as a nod to a friendgroup and a mini confrontation between nathan and jake occur. I believe that part was just a misunderstanding on both parties account. Then happy discussion until Jake calls nash out for being in the diary session for too long which leads to a discussion of house guests over analyzing production and using that as a strategy which is ultimately unfair and also at this time I believe nash was going through itTM leading to their friends to be slightly defensive on their behalf (which is valid) and i after rereading things i really hope that they're okay, ultimately this leads up to frustration on Jake's part and his ultimate quit. 

I mean where do i go from here? I have the Bri's angels but that did get leaked to Emma on Jake's way out so i need to figure some way to micromanage that where i think im gonna make a emma jev alliance and work with them as a trio in the future (if gina goes) but rn i feel like this force of energy that is Bri's backups is gonna body for a bit but i think theyre gonna throw hoh leading me jev or emma to step up and body a bit. Like i think i might actually win hoh and nom nash and monty with a nick potential renom bc im BORED and nash continuing to skate by without even talking to me is not valid, and monty is so not here its like??? HEWWO??? but idk thats making big moves i may just chill a bit for now but i dont want jev and emma being targeted in the future bc theyre gonna be numbers for me and thats on PEWIOD!

HOST WEEKLY CAST ASSESSMENT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L25lY813N1k&list=PLFEwPPy8j010XXwntq80VSU0qLNTNpSIN&index=4&t=0s

[movedtoprsmise]

🌷

I was tagged by two cuties @goldenmina and @haremofparkjiminsmh to do this tag thing. thanks babes 💘

Last…

-Drink: Dr pepper 😍

-Phone call: my best friend (@rnvntlve​) on facetime 💕 

-Text message: also my best friend! 

-Song you listened to: fucking Black Suit by Super Junior because i can’t stop listening to it LMAO save me pls

-Time you cried: on thursday (two days ago)

Have you ever…

-Dated someone twice: yepp 

-Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 

-Been cheated on: not that i know of lmao yikes 

-Lost someone special: of course, too many times. 

-Been depressed: yes. 

-Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah im only 16 and also not v interested in alc. BUT fun fact,, my friend got drunk at a party once that she was at w her gf and it was so bad she threw up in the front yard and tbh i still havent forgiven her dumbass gf for not stopping her from drinking.

Three favorite colors…

🖤black 💗pink & 💙blue

In the last year have you…

-Made new friends: yes! theyre so lovely 😣💘 

-Laughed until you cried: literally everyday.. im a mess 😂 -

Found out that someone was talking about you: not that i can recall 🤔

-Met someone who changed you: of course, yes. many people, for the good and bad. 

-Found out who your friends are: yeah~ ⭐️ 

-Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: ye.. my girlfriend 😍 

-Do you have any pets?: two kitties and one doggo 💗✨ 

-Do you want to change your name?: i used to want to but idrc anymore tbh 

-What did you do for your last birthday?: i had a “””sweet 16””” that was literally just my closest friends and I listening to music and eating bomb ass nachos and drinking homemade peach soda🍑. it was amazing and now im hungry.. 

-What time did you wake up?: i think it was around 7:30??? 

 -What you were you doing at midnight last night?: SLEEPING. my ass was exhausted rip 

-Name something you can’t wait for: this next tuesday (pray for me), to get my first tattoo, and to get my official driver’s licence 💕 

-When was the last time you saw your mom?: last night cause i havent gotten out of bed yet lmfao 

-What are you listening to right now?: Love by Taemin ❤️🤧 

-Have you ever talked to someone named Tom?: yes lmao im pretty sure i have an uncle named Tom 

-Something that gets on your nerves?: arrogance, rudeness, repetitive touches or sounds.. 

-Most visited website: tumblr 🙈 

About you.. 

-Hair color: naturally? chestnut. but its blonde-ish rn (i need to dye it ughhh 

-Long or short hair: idk my hair is like a good middle length.. not too long, not too short ☺️ 

-Do you have a crush on someone?: only you baby (((((;;;;; lol can i shut up 

-What do you like about yourself?: im gonna try to be positive and say that I like my eyes and lips. also my height is cool 😤 

-Blood type: B 

-Nickname: Billy or Bil(s) 

-Relationship status: taken 🌸 

-Zodiac: Taurus ♉️ 

-Pronouns: she/her; i wouldnt mind they/them 

-Favorite T.V shows: i dont watch TV but Big Mouth from Netflix is fucking hilarious and its my favorite rn, 10/10 would recommend if you’re a sarcastic piece of shit like me 

-Tattoos: none yet! 

-Right or Left handed: right 

-Surgeries: none 

-Sport: none ew im so not athletic pls send help 

-Vacation: mexico, cross-country roadtrips, the beach,, idk 

-Pairs of shoes: 4 

-Eating: nothing 

-Drinking: nothing 

-I’m about to: go find food~ 

-Waiting for?: tuesdayyyy⭐️🌈✨ 

-Want?: self confidence, nicer clothes, more motivation.. 

Which is better?

-Hugs or kisses?: i love kissing my gf but hugs are so nice 💘 

-Lips or eyes?: im a sucker for both but mostly eyes 💗 

-Shorter or taller?: uhh i like when people are taller than me!! -

-Older or younger?: what? idk?? either.. 😂 

-Nice arms or stomach?: neither my arms or stomach are nice so 🤷‍♀️ but if you’re asking abt muscles on other people,, i dont really care for them. whatever makes people happy lol 

-Hook up or relationship?: relationship🌻 

-Troublemaker or hesitant?: literally so hesitant it’s almost disabling 

-Kissed a stranger?: no. unless i gotta do it to meet BTS or some shit smh 

-Drink hard liquor?: neither, i dont drink 

-Lost glasses/contact lenses?: i lose my glasses all the time because im literally so blind lmfao help 

-Turned someone down?: probably 

-Sex on the first date?: lol no 

-Broken someone’s heart?: .. yes 

-Had a broken heart?: yeah 

-Been arrested?: nope 

-Cried when someone died?: of course 

-Fallen for a friend?: yep and now we’re been together for almost 4 years ☺️

Do you believe in…

-Yourself?: rarely. 

-Miracles?: yeah, i mean Park Jimin exists so… 

-Love at first sight?: maybe? idk 

-Santa Claus?: hes my man 😤😤 

-Kiss on the first date?: probably not but idk

this was so long oh my lordy. i guess ill tag @cutekookie @riley-mcsassy @jhopesun @kookmin-lady @luvisnotoverjims ? 💗

[baek--honey]

1-50 bitch

well since u asked nicely how could i resist

1. If you didn’t have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time? paint/draw or the like, or knit maybe,

2. What’s your favorite piece of clothing you own/owned? MY HOT MOMS SHIRT THAT I LOST ;n; also the big grey hoodie i have & a pierce the veil shirt i borrowed from my gf that im never giving back :)

4. How often do you play sports? never

5. What fictional place would you most like to go to? The Digital World

6. What job would you be terrible at? probably anything involving extensive memorizing and maintaining information for long periods of time. so basically a lot of things…… or maybe like. working at starbucks cos i cant make coffee OR remember lots of drink recipes omg

7. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a good chance at winning a medal for? playing kingdom hearts 2 on easy mode. i would have a good chance at winning because all the people that are good at playing kingdom hearts are gaming elitists that think playing on easy is for losers and if you dont play on critical mode you arent a real gamer :)

8. What skill would you like to master? making an omelet OR knitting

10. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on? some out of town adventure with my girlfriend where money and time dont matter 

11. If you could change one thing about your life right now, what would you change and why? uh i’d like to be less haunted by my traumatic past maybe! or be a few inches taller that would be cool i feel like both of these are pretty self explanatory 

12. What’s your favorite drink? W A T E R or milk tea 

13. What do you consider to be your best find? my girlfriend 

14. Are you usually early or late? way too early. too mcuh time i dont know what to do with it

15. What pets did you have while growing up? hm lets see i had a couple turtles, some fish, i had a gerbil that i got from a friend, an african grey named solomon, boston terrier named Tiny, two white boxers named Floyd & Lloyd, a mix named Macy, 4 chihuhuas named Dude, Pooty, Flout & Chief, and now we have a cat named Schrödinger :~), oh and an amstaff/dalmation mix named EL

16. When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with? anything and everything but never really asking for advice i guess? its more of them talking about a problem cos im easy to talk to and then me trying to help them come up to a solution if they need it

17. What takes up too much of your time? S L E E P I N G 

18. What do you wish you knew more about? cats!!!! also dogs cos i know a lot but i want to know more

19. What would be your first question after waking up from being cryogenically frozen for 100 years? why am i still alive?

21. Who’s your go-to band or artist when you can’t decide on something to listen to? seventeen or monsta x, exo’s LMR repackaged album

22. What shows are you into? the office, lost, honestly nothing thats still running on tv, i havent watched a show in forever, oh god wait does anime count cos i could write the longest list of anime i love: haikyuu, nge, digimon, noragami ,,,,,,

23. Who has impressed you most with what they’ve accomplished? Seventeen (Hangul: 세븐틴), also stylized as SEVENTEEN or SVT, is a South Korean boy group formed by Pledis Entertainment in 2015. The group consists of thirteen members divided into three sub-units, 

24. What age do you wish you could permanently be? a dog mom & i hope i can make that wish come true

25. What would be your ideal way to spend the weekend? napping on and off in bed with my girlfriend and then going to town for sushi & milk tea and then uhhhhhhhhhhh coming back home to nap some more and then go out for noodles for another date :} oh and a dog would be involved if possible because cuddling dogs is best

26. What’s something you like to do the old-fashioned way? physically writing and sending cards/letters in the mail i guess? i dont know if that really counts as doing something the old fashioned way but i definitely dont get as many cards or anything in the mail anymore. i also like to keep physical hand written to-do lists & schedules and stuff

27. What have you only recently formed an opinion on? how bad exo are at dancing  turtlenecks and scarves. they are good 

28. What’s the single best day on the calendar? october 10th my dogs birthday and also narutos birthday

29. What are you interested in that most people haven’t heard of? asmr??? 

30. What is the most annoying question that people ask you? “did u have a little lamb?” OR when my grandpa asks me anything about his iphone 

31. What could you give a 40-minute presentation on without absolutely no preparation? my dogs or seventeen. OR a half ass presentation about kingdom hearts, trying to explain it while getting around all the plot holes and not nailing down my arguments cos i dont really get it either and theres a lot i dont pay attention to but i could come up with 40 mins of info im sure

32. If you were a dictator of a small island nation, what crazy dictator stuff would you do? no waking until 10am. no crime or anything will be allowed ill figure out some way to make everything perfect so women can go out alone at night and not be afraid. no discrimination !! all the poc, lgbt, disabled, any minority  will be welcome and have safe spaces and any hate will be punished by law. also everyones allowed to have pets in their homes and no home goes without food or power. am i doing this right

33. What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? travel out of your comfort zone. like physically travel somewhere and make the most of it but do it with someone cos the buddy system is important

34. What’s worth spending more on to get the best? jackets. i will pay up to 100$ for a good jacket and wear it forever cos itll be confirmed long-lasting and also most likely very comfortable!!!

35. What is something that a ton of people are obsessed with but you just don’t get the point of? i just want to point out that its not that i dont get the point of it because everyone has their likes and i have my own that other people dont i like that people are into whatever they want to be its just that i am Not into it. and that thing is yuri on ice

36. What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years? being able to wake up every morning next to my girlfriend and out pets :~)

37. Where is the most interesting place you’ve been? corning museum of glass was super neat……. , dollywood, gatlinburg, chicago chinatown, idk i havent been to many interesting places 

38. What’s something you’ve been meaning to try but just haven’t gotten around to? i wana get a tattoo !!!!!!!!

39. What’s the best thing that happened to you last week? getting a job interview at barnes & noble because now i have a job there!!!

40. What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind so that you could experience it for the first time again? diamond edge chicago

41. If all jobs had the same pay and hours, what job would you like to have? all i really want is that job where im paid to sleep 

42. How different was your life one year ago? tbh not that much different?? other than i was in school and now im not. i didnt have a job and now i do. i was a year further away from moving 

43. What’s the best way to start the day? talking to my girlfriend and also let me just say that first pee in the morning. perfect

44. What quirks do you have? what are quirks exactly i looked up examples to help me think of some but all im thinking of is…i cant have the volume on my tv or radio on an even number it has to be on an odd number??? i have to sleep with a fan on. idk dude

45. What would you rate 10/10? [MV] 몬스타엑스 (MONSTA X) _ 걸어 (ALL IN)

46. What kind of art do you enjoy most? abstract w lots of colors and shapes. geometric stuff 

47. What do you hope never changes? my ability to collect myself (unless it gets better which then i hope it does), my passion for art of any sort

48. What city would you most like to live in? anywhere except charleston and somewhere thats not extremely highly populated

49. What movie title best describes your life? Scooby Doo 2 - Monsters Unleashed

50. What’s the best way a person can spend their time? sleeping or hanging out with their pet

[i-amusemyself]

All 100 Questions.

Bloody hell okay thank you!!! 😄😄😄

1. Is a kiss considered cheating?Yeah, Id say so.

2. Have you ever faked orgasm?Aint never had anyone to fake it with 😂 Ngl tho its the sort of thing id do (which is terrible i know)

3. If you could have one super power, what would it be?Mind reading.

4. Do you think youre gonna be rich in 7-8-9 years?I’d be worried if I didnt have more money than I have now, but idk.

5. Tell us some funny drunk story?Oh jeez erm, I don’t really have any 😂 My friends occasionally remind me of the time at the school christmas ball one of the business teachers turned up and I quickly ran away while aggressively whispering “oh no he knows im a lesbian, aimee told him”.

6. Why are you no longer together with your ex?We work better as friends, its less stressful.

7. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?See I’m really torn with this question. Part of me thinks itd be nice just to go in my sleep, with a heart attack or something. Its quick and painless you know.But equally I wonder if it would be better to maybe, like, have something where I knew I was gonna die. Because then I’d have time to try and do everything on my bucket list and say goodbye to everyone. Also maybe at that point I’d welcome death lmao.

8. What are your current goals?Idk? Im waiting on A level results which I really hope I’ve done well in.I hope to make lots of new friends at uni and learn how to look after myself quickly I guess. I dont know.

9. Do you like someone?I like a lot of people 😆

10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?Im really not sure??? There arent many people I expect anything from and even then my standards are pretty low. So like, I dont really get disappointed by people, only occasionally by situations.

11. Do you like your body?I could hate it a lot more, but I wouldnt say I’m happy with my body or general appearance. I struggle a lot with my features and my weight and the scars I have (which is ridiculous but thats what mental illness is)

12. Can you keep a diet?I mean if I wasnt on the diet im on rn (with lots of restrictions) id probs be in hospital 😂

13. If the whole world was listening to you right now, what would you say?Honestly id pass out under the pressure of it 😂 idk, id tell them all to take a chill pill but no one would listen.

14. Do you work?Nah, i had 3 jobs at once last yeah but now I’ve ended up with none.

15. If you could choose only one food to eat for the rest of your life what would it be?Either garlic bread or chocolate I cant decide!

16. Would you get a tattoo?I’m v much planning on getting one in the near future so yh!!

17. Something you dont mind spending all your money on?Plane tickets.

18. Can you drive?Yeah! I havent driven since I passed my test, but hopefully I havent forgotten how to that quickly!

19. When was the last time someone told you youre beautiful?…I cant remember. Thats depressing (not that I blame them).

20. What was the last thing you cried for?Argh I have no idea why I was crying, my brain just wasnt doing its job so everything made me stressed and sad.

21. Do you keep a journal?I keep a blog for diary posts but besides that nah

22. Is life fun?If you allow it to be, yeah

23. Is farting in front of people irrelevant?Tf is that supposed to mean? I guess if you know the person well it is.

24. Whats your dream car?I dont know about Dream Car, id have to research it loads to decide what my absolute fave it. Although rn I’d really love a ‘67 VW beetle bc theyre small and cheap on insurance 😂

25. Are grades in school important?My own grades are super important to me, (to the point its probably unhealthy) but in terms of how the people around me do, it doesnt really matter to me. I mean, I want everyone to do well, but I dont judge people based on it.

26. Describe your crush.She’s funny and all around awesome and interesting and good at deep convos and beautiful and way out of my league.

27. What was the last book/movie that really impressed you?The last one I read called The Bell Jar. It was unlike anything I’ve ever read and made me think about a lot of things. Also I related a lot with the main character.

28. What was your last lie?Eh, probably “im fine”.

29. Dumbest lie you ever told?Idk?? I only keep track of the good lies 😉

30. Is crying in front of people embarrasing?It shouldnt be but yeah, I try my best not to.

31. Something you did and are proud of?Umm, idk im p proud of playing basketball and representing my region/training with england. But i quit that so 👏 dicks out for my regrettable decisions 👏

32. Whats your favourite cocktail?Never had one

33. Something you are good at?Annoying people and being clingy 😂 also maths ig

34. Do you like small kids?It depends on the child, the day of the week, the lunar cycle, my menstrual cycle, how hungry I am…Yh legit sometimes I hate them sometimes I love them.

35. How are you feeling right now?Great omg I just got my best friend to watch mamma mia and now shes high on life next to me.

36. What would you name your daughter/son?🤐 there are a couple of names for girls I like and like 2 boys names? But i dont wanna say bc theyre embarrasing.

37. What do you need to be happy?Good company, good food and possibly music.

38. Is there someone you want to punch in the face right now?Theres always at least 3 people I would love to punch 😂

39. What was the last gift you recieved?My best friend got me a necklace and I almost cried its so beautiful

40. What was the last gift you gave?The gift of my company @only-slightly-dangerous 😉😉😉

41. What was the last concert you went to?I went to to see Amber Run in february

42. Favourite place to shop at?Um, as in shop? A place called blue banana probs (england’s hot topic smh)

43. Who inspires you?Kaitlyn Alexander bc they helped me to understand who I am and how I feel and to be loud and proud about it.And Luke Cutforth bc he’s so open about his mental health and struggles with self harm but hes so happy now.

44. How old were you when you first got drunk?18 lmao

45. How old were you when you first got high?It aint happened yet (and i dont really want it to)

46. How old were you when you first had sex?It aint happened yet smh

47. When was your first kiss?As far as im concerned never

48. Something you want to do until the end this year?What….does this mean….? Idk???

49. Is there something in the past you wish you hadnt done?It’s more stuff I wish I had done tbh. I suppose I said things I shouldnt have or got too involved in drama, but you kinda need all that secondary school shit to learn from it

50. Post a selfie.Lmao nah fam

51. Who are you most comfortable around?My best friend by a mile. Privacy who?

52. Name one thing that terrifies you.Abandonment without explanation.

53. What kind of books do you read?Anything non fiction about medicine/being a doctor/disease/psycopaths.Besides that whatever has been recommended.

54. What would you tell your 12 y/o self?1. Youre gay2. You and I both know you arent joking about being “a dude trapped in a girls body” stop laughing it off and confront it.3. Stand up for yourself.4. Chill out.5. Laugh a lot more omg

55. What is your favourite flower?It’s between petunias and roses

56. Any bad habits you have?Not answering peoples messages unless theyre Certain Person A or Certain Person B.

57. What kind of people are you attracted to?Ones that are out of my league and could kick my ass apparently. Also ones that are kind, listen and think a lot I guess

58. What was the last thing you cried for?Already answered

59. Is there something you dont eat? A food that truly disgusts you?I dont eat loads of stuff bc my guts hate me 😂 but besides all that I’m actually the worlds least picky eater. The only thing I dont like is raw tomato. Thats it.

60. Are you in love?I wish

61. Something you find romantic?All the clichés ngl 😂 just anything that says “i love you” or “i was thinking about you” really

62. How long was your longest relationship?Like 4 months? Barely long term.

63. What are 3 things that irritate you about the same sex?Oh jeez i hate these theyre so stereotype-y1. Bitching2. Not supporting each other3. ….?

64. What are 3 things that irritate you about the opposite sex?1. Not supporting each other2. Massive egos3. Yelling

65. What are you saving money for?Uni so I dont starve to death!

66. How would you describe your bad side?Hmm, idk, it depends what someone did to get on my bad side. I’d say stubborn, bitter and angry tho usually.

67. Are you actually a good person? Why?I could be wrong but I think so long as someone has morally good intentions they are usually a good person, whether they always succeed or not. So yeah, I like to think I am.

68. What are you living for?My friends and the hope I have for my future.

69. Have you ever done anything illegal?Piracy? Thats it.

70. Do you like your money?….did I type this question wrong or??

71. Have you ever made someone feel bad about themselves intentionally?Okay, the honest answer? Yeah. When I was a lot younger and less mature and someone said something that hurt me, I tried to retaliate with equally hurtful comments. I like to think I wouldnt do that now.

72. Ever sent nudes?Lol no

73. Have you ever cheated on someone?Hell no

74. Favourite candy?All candy hates me 😂

75. Is there a blog you visit everyday or almost every day? Tag them.Yeah @oneshappyplace knows I regularly spam her with notes in search or Quality Memes (im so sorry)

76. Do you play any computer games? Whats ur fave?Nah, as if I have time 😂

77. Favourite TV series?Argh I canny choose? I love the IT Crowd, I love supernatural, I love Sherlock, I love in the flesh…

78. Are you religious? Does God exist?I’m not religious and personally I don’t believe there’s a god or higher power but I could be wrong.

79. What was the last book you read? Did it impress you and why?The Bell Jar. See 27.

80. What do you think about vegetarians and veganism?I respect it I guess? At one point I was p much a vegetarian until I had to restrict my diet sooo. Tho I could never be one now, let alone a vegan.

81. How long have you been on tumblr?Too long 😂😂😂 Like 3 or 4 years?

82. Do you like chinese food?Love it!

83. McDonalds or Subway?(Never been to subway so) McDonalds.

84. Vodka or Whisky?(Never had whisky so) Vodka.

85. Alcohol or Drugs?(Never had drugs so) Alcohol.

86. Ever been out of your country?I’m currently in the USA so yeah 😂

87. Meaning behind your blog name?It’s p self explanatory and also v true

88. What are you scared of?Abandonment, deep water, knives, toys with battery packs.

89. Last time you were insulted?Ugh, probs like when I met up with a load of school friends for our leaver’s ball.

90. Most traumatic experience?I’d rather not answer that lmao (plus itd take a long time to type)

91. Perfect date idea?Chilling and listening to each other’s favourite songs while coexisting and eating fast food 😂 that or ikea ngl

92. Favourite app on your phone?Tumblr. Even though I hate it, it also keeps me sane.

93. What colour are the walls in your room?White and blue.

94. Do you watch youtube? Who is your favourite youtuber?I love so many youtubers omg. Lukeisnotsexy, mileschronicles, realisticallysaying and filthy frank are faves

95. Share your favourite quote.Pick your fights.

96. What is the meaning of life?To live life to the fullest so youre happy and have minimal regrets. Also to be kind and helpful so even if you dont change the world you might help someone else to.

97. Do you like horror movies?I think….? But I’m not good at watching them alone 😂

98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?Eh…again, would rather not answer (we got some nice supressed memories here)

99. Do you feel lucky or special in any way?I’m still totally in awe of how lucky I am to have met my best friend from 3000 miles away. Like, the probability of it was so so slim and yet here we are.

100. Can you keep a secret?I think so yh! It’s something that I consider super important.

[theperfectladiesman]

Saiyuki meme part 2

34) What character do you think is least like yourself?

~Probably Ukoku. I’m not a psychopath or sociopath looking to snuff out life and light. And he’s super cunning and manipulative. 

35) What is a shipping you’re not on board with? (Be respectful!)

~I pretty much ship nearly everything under the sun for the most part. Or can at least understand or respect a ship. I ship I wouldn’t really be on board with though would be Li Touten x Nataku. Or Dokugakuji’s mom x Doku/Gojyo. Just not my thing.

36 ) Which Saiyuki character do you think could easily adjust to modern times?

~I’d say nearly all the main cast. I think they’ve all been through so much & they’ve learned to get really good with adapting and rolling with the punches. But if I had to narrow it down, perhaps Goku. Followed closely by Gojyo. They seem the most easy going & quickly accepting & adaptable. Likewise, I think Kougaiji would be one of the ones who would struggle the most perhaps. 

37) What is your favorite quote?

~There’s A LOT of good ones. Seeing as I have the opposite of a photographic memory... I can’t remember what my fav would be. A really good, memorable one though is where Kou overcame Ukoku’s mind control & gave him the whole speech where he wont be controlled again & his friends helped him to the light. Idk, something to that effect. Maybe I’ll come back to this question later after I find the exact lines.

38) Do you binge read the entire series or read selected chapters?

~Usually when I binge read or binge watch, it’s from start to finish on the entire series. If I just want to research something or remember a specific thing, it’s selected chapters.

39) Are you more a fan of Gensomaden Saiyuki or Saiyuki Reload/Gunlock?

~With the anime, Gensomaden. With the manga, its definitely Reload. 

40) Your favorite character became a mythical beast. What would they be?

~This.... is a tough one. If I wanted to take the easy option, I’d say it would be Kougaiji and he’d totally be a dragon. Or if I wanted to be funny, saying Gojyo being a kappa. I could see Hakkai being the male form of a Dryad. But I think my favorite is Sanzo... and the only thing I can think of to liken him to is the Phoenix. Sanzo’s “like the sun” and Phoenix is a sun bird. Phoenix’s rise from the ashes and Sanzo got burned by Kou’s fire and still rose to his feet. 

41) If you HAD to choose a character to die, who would it be?

~Well, this doesn’t say -MAIN- character. I wish I could say Ukoku... that would spare everyone so much misery... but I like the psycho bastard. So...Gyokumen Koushu. Then maybe Kou would get his mom back & he could team up with Sanzo!

42) Would you rather: Have all characters die or Have only one survive

~The question is.... would it be like Goku? Have them forget & then be reunited with the reincarnations? On one hand, it would be nice to have one survive to carry on the memory of everyone who died. But....I feel like there’s something incredibly unfair & cruel about having only one survive... so I guess I’d rather them all die. 

43) If [character] got into a fight with [character] who would win?

~Lol its hard to do these ones when I’m just answering them myself. 

44) What does Gojyo’s marking look like to you?

~I answered this one already, basically, a tribal flame

45) If Sanzo became a demon, what kind of marking do you think he’d have?

~I kinda wanna say something like the youkai Suika. Something small & round on his forehead in place of the chakra. Or it would probably be somewhere more discrete like his back or upper arm, a red color instead of black...idk the shape/design.

46) If [character] died, what do you think they’d be reborn as?

~I think Zakuro would love to be reborn in the golden age (Elizabethanera) cuz that’s when theatre, music, poetry & literature flourished. Perhaps Kougaiji/Hazel in the Victorian age and Ukoku in the Edwardian era... I know that’s not what the questions asking, but it is interesting to think diff era’s you’d put them in. 

47) After the journey, what do you think [character] will be doing?

~Hmm... I’ll just stick with Gojyo for this one. Assuming he’s still alive after the journey. I think he’d stick with Hakkai. (grudingly)Helping out around the shop if Hakkai worked/owned a shop. I could see Gojyo maybe being a bar tender or an escort/host... or whatever those equivalents are in the Saiyuki era, or just keeps raking in money with his gambling while being domestic with Hakkai.

48) If [character] had a tumblr, what would they reblog?

~This one’s a fun question. I think if Gojyo had a tumblr, the majority would reflect the 3 things he likes most- women, booze, and smokes. Probably sprinkle in some selfies of himself being all sexy, cheesy pick up lines and puns, maybe some crude jokes, more scantily clad women, and gambling tips. Then there’s probably some stuff he’d reblog for the sake of Sanzo,Hakkai, and Goku if they had tumblr as well. Monkey posts to tease Goku, life hacks for Hakkai, & random stuff that would piss off Sanzo. Probably jokes about cranky old men or something. 

49) What is your favorite animated scene?

~umm.... idk... all of Gaiden?

50) [Character]; Boxers, briefs, or commando?

~I feel like Gojyo would have an occasion for all three. Briefs when he’s planning to get with a lady or impress. Boxers when he’s lounging with the boys. And sometimes commando, mainly when sleeping if he has his own room. 

51) What 3 or more tropes fits your favorite character?

~ummm.... running gag, ship tease, and funny moments. (gojyo)

52) What are 3 tropes that describe [character]?

~fiery redhead, the alcoholic, and jerk with a heart of gold (gojyo)

53) If Saiyuki got a 4th series, what would it be called?

~Well now that there is a 4th season coming out... Saiyuki Reload Blast XD (now we just need an Ibun OVA!!!)

54) If your favorite character could control an element, what would it be?

~Fav charater’s always been between Sanzo and Kougaiji... though recently I often wonder if it’s not Hazel now. I think Lightning suits Sanzo. Fire for Kou. And Ice for Hazel. Earth for Goku & Hakkai. Wind for Yaone.

55) Was there a character you used to love but no longer do?

~I dont think so actually. I think everyone I love I still do and everyone I hate I still do. 

56) What has been the saddest moment for you in the series?

~Yakumo’s death. Yakumo’s whole chapter arc.  And the end of Gaiden.

57) What is your favorite anime/manga genre?

~Psychological thriller/horror (but I also like romance & action & drama)

58) Name 5 other characters you like along with your fav Saiyuki character.

~Spike Spiegel, Axel, Seto Kaiba, Zelos Wilder, Alvin Svent, and Snow Villiers

59) Do you prefer subbed or dubbed anime?

~Dubbed. But most of the time subbed is 100 x’s better... obviously.

60) Did you watch the anime first or read the manga?

~Gensomaden anime came first.

61) Do you seek out spoilers or avoid at all cost?

~I avoid them at all cost, most of the time. Unless it’s something I’m not planning to watch or read.

62) Do you write fan fics or draw fan art? If so, link!

~I do, on both accounts. I don’t have any Saiyuki fanfics though. If anyone really want links, I’ll send them privately in IM’s. My Saiyuki fanart can all be found on my blog. Other fan art of diff fandoms is on DA. I only have a couple of completed fanfics on fanfiction.net... most of my work isn’t finished so that’s not really worth linking, I wouldn’t think.

63) What was the most pointless filler in the anime?

~I can’t really think of anything... maybe the sauna one where Goku thinks Sanzo turns into a demon. Or the kitty one. Don’t get me wrong, I loved both those episodes... but in regards to the plot, they don’t contribute a thing. 

64) How do you describe Saiyuki to a friend who has never heard of it?

~Four guys travel west to stop the resurrection of a demon lord. Um... there’s lots of humor and action. It’s amazing. It’s.... kinda gay without actually being gay.

65) If you RP what is your favorite thing to Roleplay?

~answered this one~

66) What is your favorite Saiyuki Opening or Ending for the animes?

~The opening for Gaiden is very gorgeous, perhaps that one <3

67) What’s something you think would improve the series?

~HAVING MORE MANGA TRANSLATED AND PUBLISHED HERE IN AMERICA! And bring back some minor characters, that’d be cool to see.

68) Who, in your opinion, has the most tragic backstory?

~Geez... that’s like comparing a life time of stomach issues to someone who has a life time of mental illness... both are equally tragic. If I HAD to pick.... Yakumo.... I’m just gonna go with Yakumo. Technically, it’s not really a backstory but what’s he was presently doing. Having such a kind, soft heart... wanting nothing more but to save, shelter, and raise youkai kids... and choosing to kill them when they go berserk, perhaps with the whole mentality of ‘kill a few to save the whole’. It’s so tragic. Other than that, I can’t choose 1 over the other for tragic back stories cuz everyone has it equally bad in some way. 

I guess I can say the tie would be between Gojyo, Sanzo, Hakkai, Goku, Dokugakuji, Hazel, and Nataku.

69) Who would be best at pleasing their lover?

~It kinda depends on what said lover wants most our of their partner and if it’s true love or a fling. If they both knew what they were doing, Goku & Kou would be very thorough, patient, and thoughtful lovers. Gojyo would be best at bringing the skill/pleasure in a pure sexual aspect. Hakkai’s difficult to pin down. He’d be gentle with the same qualities I listed for Gok/Kou.... but he’d have this wall up at the same time. Sanzo... just probably wouldn’t be the best, if he got intimate at all to begin with. Hazel’s so... antagonistic. I’ll just go with Gojyo or Dokugakuji. 

70) What do you think Saiyuki would be like if Kougaiji and co were the main protagonists? Do you think you’d still enjoy it? 

~A lot less humor and more dark because it would be more from the “villains” POV. Kou’s kinda angsty. I don’t think Saiyuki would be as well recieved and loved from Kougaiji’s & co’s pov... and there’s several characters we might have missed out on.... but I think it’s something I would still really enjoy. If its written by Kazuya Minekura, she’d make it amazing regardless. 

71) What minor character had a significant impact on the plot?

~I think that would have to be Hazel Grouse.

72) On a scale from 1 - 10, 1 being not much and 10 being too much, how much does Saiyuki Gaiden hurt you?

~TEN

73) What character is still a mystery to you?

~Perhaps Koumyou or Ukoku (maybe even Yaone in the sense that we kinda know next to nothing about her... that I can recall). But with Koumyou especially, both of them are just so complex & different than I am that they’re difficult for me to understand. 

74) What is the funniest moment in the series?

~It really says something about how much a perv I really am if the very first scene that pops into my mind after thinking about what my fav moment could be is.... Gojyo & Goku wrestling & arguing on the bed and that lady walks in & thinks they’re doing, or about to do, something naughty. Oddly, I Really like the scene where Gojyo mimics Sanzo too. 

75) Who is your favorite minor character?

~Hazel or Banri or Zenon ...... Yakumo & Zakuro are p great too

76) Which character has had the most growth?

~I think that would have to be Goku

77) Which character needs more development?

~hmmmm........Lirin maybe? 

[peep911]

Emily Is Away Too

This game was fucking great. Beat it in a day, listened to a bunch of old music I liked, and got one of the endings I wanted.

Going to put all my screenshots, chat logs, opened tabs, and so on below.

WARNING SPOILERS! DO NOT KEEP READING UNLESS YOU HAVE ALREADY PLAYED THE GAME! THIS INCLUDES MY ENTIRE PLAY EXPERIENCE FROM THIS GAME! I RECOMMEND YOU DO NOT KEEP READING THIS IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THIS GAME EITHER!

Either way if you have watched or played this game before you may be seeing a different ending, but you read ahead if you want. :P

Chat log #1: Emily

IM History with emerz35 Thursday, August 3, 2006 emerz35has signed in emerz35:hey tyler! Peep911:hey emily! emerz35:what's up? Peep911:just talking to people, you? emerz35:talking to people tooo. emerz35:so did you do anything fun today? Peep911:just played video games like all dayy emerz35:cool beans! i played games like all this morning too =p Peep911:that's cool! what'd you play? emerz35:haha honestly, the sims 2 just like your buddy icon! Peep911:damnn, pretty solid choice lol emerz35:really i'm just a sucker for any rpg-ish game. emerz35:what games are your favorite? Peep911:i'd have to say rpgs too! emerz35:reaally? no wonder we're such good friends =p emerz35:we should hang out and play gamess sometime. Peep911:as long as ii get to be player one =p emerz35:haha, you wishh. emerz35:so that was my morning, then i just hung out at jeff's house. Peep911:oh that's cool emerz35:it actually got super boring so i left haha. Peep911:that sucks, why was it boring? emerz35:he was just doing his own thing the whole time. emerz35:whaatever. emerz35:i'd rather be home talking to people anyways. Peep911:yay internet! emerz35:i was thinking the other day. emerz35:it's pretty crazy how our group of friends has stayed together like all of high school. Peep911:i know, it's pretty cool emerz35:i wonder if senior year is going to change that? Peep911:i don't think it will, but i guess we'll see emerz35:yeah i don't know, people have already started to act differently. emerz35:let's just stay friends okay? Peep911:sure, we'll stay friends emerz35:good! it would suck to lose you. emerz35:hey, do you know the band snow patrol? Peep911:no, i don't think so emerz35:listen to this song, it's my favorite. emerz35:youtoob.com/watch?v=fk1Q9y6VVy0Y Peep911:oh, i like this song a lot! emerz35:isn't it grand! emerz35:the music videos really cool too Peep911:where was it shot? emerz35:paris i think! it's so gorgeous. emerz35:i want to see them live so bad. but like, no bands ever play around here. Peep911:i don't know about that, what about warped tour? emerz35:oh yeah, that's the like, punk music festival right? emerz35:do you know anyone who goes to those? Peep911:yeah, some of my friends are going emerz35:oh yeah? i don't think i know anyone that's going. emerz35:what's your favorite kind of music? Peep911:definitely alternative emerz35:omg me too! you're seriously the best! Peep911:lol thanks emerz35:hey! you finally set up your buddy info! emerz35:arctic monkeys lyrics! they're in my info too! Peep911:they're really good! emerz35:so you're like my favorite person now =p Peep911:awe thanks emily emerz35:quick! i need your help coming up with a good excuse. Peep911:your dog ate it! that shit aalways works emerz35:haha, i don't know about thaat. emerz35:jeff wants us to hang out with his friends this weekend, but i reaaally don't want to. Peep911:why don't you want to hang out? emerz35:hanging out with his friends just means sitting around getting drunk. emerz35:and i don't really drink. so i don't know. Peep911:well that sucks, i'm sorry emerz35:haha, it's okay. do you drink tyler? Peep911:no, i never drink emerz35:cool beans, we're in the same boat! emerz35:why don't you drink? Peep911:it's just so unhealthy, you know? emerz35:it really is! i feel the samee. emerz35:haha, so i just panicked and i said i already had plans. Peep911:that's good! what are your plans? emerz35:i don't have anyy haha, i need to find some plans for tomorrow.. Peep911:you could hang out with me! we could play some games together? emerz35:hmm maybe! should we invite other people? Peep911:i don't really care either way emerz35:nahh, screw other people! and we both like the same games. emerz35:thanks for being my coverr! Peep911:absolutely noo problem! emerz35:i'm excited for tomorrow noww! Peep911:yeah, i'm sure it won't be tooo bad emerz35:oh wow it's getting kinda late, huh. Peep911:what! no it's nott emerz35:it is for me! i won't last much longerr =p Peep911:psshh you loserr! emerz35:at least i'll be a comfy loser in bed! Peep911:deuces! emerz35:deuces! emerz35is away emerz35and a magic trick, makes the world disappear. bbl. Chat log #1 Evelyn IM History with punk4eva Thursday, August 3, 2006 punk4eva:yoooo tyler! Peep911:hey evelyn! punk4eva:what is uppp? Peep911:eh nm, how about you? punk4eva:just chillinn, about to paint my nails punk4eva:i cant decidee what color thoughh Peep911:cyan all the wayy punk4eva:thats honestly what i was thinking, great ideaa punk4eva:speaking of colors, i like your new scheme! Peep911:lol hey, thankss punk4eva:so hows your summer goingg? Peep911:honestly, it's been kinda boring punk4eva:aww im sorry, what have you been up to? Peep911:a whole lot of video games! punk4eva:awesomesauce! punk4eva:i cant believe we go back to school in a month D: Peep911:highschool's okay sometimes punk4eva:yeah it can be, like our history class last year Peep911:that class was so great punk4eva:i know! funny how we never really talked before that punk4eva:you still have to hang out with me and my friends some time Peep911:yeah for sure, some day punk4eva:got any big plans for the rest of the summer? Peep911:i don't know, nothing reallyy, how about you? punk4eva:me and my friends are driving up to warped tour on saturday! Peep911:are you going to mosh? punk4eva:hell yes! i lovee punk rock showss punk4eva:whats your favorite kind of music? Peep911:alternative i guess? punk4eva:but punk rocks so good thoo Peep911:my favorites always change, maybe it'll be punk rock next week! punk4eva:yeah! thatd be sickk punk4eva:i cant wait to see senses fail, do you know them? Peep911:nope, i don't think so punk4eva:here, listen to this punk4eva:youtoob.com/watch?v=QUmj3y_263Y Peep911:its alright i guess punk4eva:i bet itll grow on you punk4eva:its my favorite song by them, ive got the lyrics in my buddy info punk4eva:speaking of infos, i dont think ive looked at yours Peep911:i just updated it! punk4eva:arctic monkeys? theyre okayy punk4eva:man idk where my friends are, they were supposed to pick me up like half an hour ago Peep911:you know, they're probably dead punk4eva:lol youre probably right, were supposed to go to my friends house and partyy Peep911:oh, are their parents not around? punk4eva:nahh they are! theyre just like, super chill :p punk4eva:i should probably start getting some stuff togetherr Peep911:oh okay, do you want to sign off? punk4eva:we can keep talking! i just need some stuff in case i stay over jackies punk4eva:ohh i should bring a movie, wanna help me pickk? Peep911:lol, suree, what are the options? punk4eva:final destination 3 or the descent? Peep911:obviously final destination! that movie is pure gold punk4eva:i know right! its so bad its good! Peep911:yeah it's like not even scary punk4eva:it still is kinda! some of the scenes are pretty brutal punk4eva:what movies are your favorite? Peep911:i think i'd have to say comedy punk4eva:oh yeah? i guess horror is definitely mine Peep911:i can't really handle most horror movies =p punk4eva:hey, just got a text punk4eva:theyll be here soon! Peep911:yay! they're not dead! punk4eva:sorry, just texting them back punk4eva:yeah, theyre not dead! xD punk4eva:theyre late because steve had to get the alcohol Peep911:do i know steve? punk4eva:maybe? steve myers, he graduated last year punk4eva:he's only 20 but he's got a fake id :p Peep911:oh wow, how did he get it? punk4eva:hes got a connect if you want one! ill give him your screenname punk4eva:wow, they ended up with alot. i see some drunk texts in my future :p Peep911:lol, that's reaally hilarious punk4eva:lol, you can probably expect somee punk4eva:this weekend should be fun, but my friends are ditching me next weekendd :( Peep911:boo your friends! screww them! punk4eva:theyre going on a roadtrip and my mom wont let me go, i need plans! Peep911:we could do something? maybe go see a movie? punk4eva:yeah maybe, hang out like just us? Peep911:whatever you want punk4eva:idk! were not really into the same movies, right? punk4eva:but we could get a group together and do something else maybe? Peep911:alright, that sounds good punk4eva:just finished packing! im gonna head out punk4eva:inebriated texts incomingg Peep911:deuces! punk4eva:lol wtf punk4evais away punk4evawarped tour this weekend! rise against, against me! & senses fail <3

Chat log #2 Emily IM History with emerz35 Friday, October 13, 2006 Peep911:hey! emerz35:hey tyler! what's up? Peep911:listening to music! you? emerz35:not too much, got home from kelly's a little while ago. Peep911:oh that's cool, what'd you two do? emerz35:shit, my moms calling me for dinner. but i'll be on later, talk to you then? Peep911:maaybe if i'm still on too emerz35:fingers crossed! emerz35is away emerz35shut your eyes, i'll spin the big chair. bbl. emerz35has signed in emerz35:hey sooorry about that. Peep911:lol, it's okay, you gotta eat =p emerz35:haha, so what were we talking about? emerz35:oh kelly's! yeah she showed me this site the facenook, do you know it? Peep911:oh yeah i do! i have a profile emerz35:oh cool! i'm setting mine up now. emerz35:there's just so many questions! Peep911:don't worry, they don't matter too much =p emerz35:haha i know, okay i'm on the last part, i have to write a status? emerz35:what should i write? Peep911:emily is talking to tyler, the coolest kid on eol emerz35:haha okay, i can work with that. emerz35:there, it's finally done! Peep911:cool! can i see it? emerz35:don't make fun of it! emerz35:facenook.com/emerz35 Peep911:ohh, im gonna read your note thing! emerz35:haha oh godd, kelly made me do that =p emerz35:you should send me a friend request when you get the chance! Peep911:sure thing! so what are you up to tonight? emerz35:just going to stay in, probably stay up late. emerz35is away emerz35if seeing is believing, then believe that we have lost our eyes. emerz35:don't worry! i'm still here =] Peep911:wait, why are you away? emerz35:i just don't want to talk to some people =p Peep911:why don't you want to talk to them? emerz35:jeff's just kinda being an ass. Peep911:well, what happened? emerz35:just some bullshit, i don't know. emerz35:maybe i'm being bitchy tonight or something? Peep911:i mean, you seem fine, what'd he say? emerz35:i can send you the chat log. emerz35:just don't show anyone okay? Peep911:why would i show anyone? emerz35:did you get it? Peep911:wait where is it? emerz35:it should be on your desktop, like the thing behind this application? Peep911:i found it! like my desktopdesktop emerz35:i don't know, do you think i was out of line? Peep911:definitely not! you should be able to do whatever you want! emerz35:yeah, i just don't want to go over tonight. emerz35:sometimes it's just hard being there. Peep911:why is it hard? emerz35:i just feel like i'm expected to act a certain way when i'm there, and i hate that? emerz35:the problems solved though because i can just fake being away and talk to you! Peep911:wootwoot! away messages, the mvp of 2006 =p emerz35:i know right! emerz35:hey! randoom question, do you remember my favorite games? Peep911:oh yeah, role playing games right? emerz35:woah, you remembered! emerz35:i'm impressed =p Peep911:i mean it's preetty obvious, do you remember mine? emerz35:it's rpgs too! of course i remember. Peep911:waait, that's not it though? emerz35:uh, that's bullshit! emerz35:hey! lets listen to some sigur ros togetherr. Peep911:i don't think i know them? emerz35:they're icelandic! i really love this album. emerz35:youtoob.com/watch?v=ojLgN7wqc5A Peep911:its pretty good emerz35:yay! let's listen to the album together! emerz35:i have no idea what the lyrics mean, but their music always me feel so happy =] Peep911:yeah, it's really beautiful emerz35:isn't it! this song hoppipola is my favorite. emerz35:hey, cool beans! you put snow patrol lyrics in your info! Peep911:thanks for showing me them! emerz35:hey no problem! i'm glad you like them. emerz35:you have some pretty good taste in music =] Peep911:i just like good music lol emerz35:so have you started applying to colleges? Peep911:oh yeah, definitely! i started applying this summer emerz35:oh wow! you're on the ball haha, i haven't really started yet. emerz35:where were you looking to go ideally? Peep911:close by i think, how about you? emerz35:i don't know, i'd really love to go to school in the city. emerz35:and i've always thought it would be really cool to live in new york. Peep911:oh jeez, i bet that'll be expensive emerz35:depends on where you live! emerz35:i think i really just want to get out of here and go some place totally new you know? Peep911:i feel the same! do you want to stay in new york after college? emerz35:yeah, i think that could be really grand? emerz35:but idk, planning that far out can be a little silly. Peep911:sometimes it's good to have a plan though emerz35:yeah, but so much is unknown, you know? emerz35:and i really don't see myself settling down anytime soon. emerz35:like right now i honestly don't even see myself having kids haha. Peep911:why do you say that? emerz35:i just don't see myself wanting a family. emerz35:i just want to be able to take life as it comes, i think. Peep911:you just want to be wild and free? emerz35:haha, something like that. emerz35:how about you after college, do you want to settle down like right after? Peep911:i do think i want to settle down actually emerz35:oh cool beans, yeah i guess i might just be weird. emerz35:whenever i talk about new york with jeff he always gets so upset. Peep911:what, he wants to settle down or something? emerz35:yeah, i guess so. he doesn't want me to go far away. emerz35:but i think he knows i'd go without him. Peep911:you think you'd go without him? emerz35:yeah i guess. he's going through a really tough time. emerz35:he just wants to be a more serious couple. Peep911:more serious, like how? emerz35:this is pretty personal, so you can't tell anyone okay? Peep911:of course not! i won't tell anyone emerz35:me and jeff haven't had sex. emerz35:i think he wanted to try tonight or something, his parents aren't home. Peep911:well, do you want to? emerz35:no, i think i'm just not ready for that with him. emerz35:but it's okay, it's not like he's ever tried anything. emerz35:it's just kind of annoying to keep turning him down. Peep911:just wait until you're ready, it's okay to not want to emerz35:yeah but sometimes i feel weird, like i should have done it by now? Peep911:hey you're definitely not weird! it's your life emerz35:thanks tyler =] emerz35:if you don't mind me asking, have you had sex? Peep911:no, i haven't emerz35:oh cool! then we're in the same boat haha. emerz35:that makes me feel a lot better =] emerz35:thanks so much for talking with me about it. Peep911:you're lucky i don't charge by the minute =p emerz35:seriously! well i guess i owe you haha emerz35:i'm sorry i stole so much of your night just talking about random stuff. Peep911:lol i really don't mind! emerz35:i guess i just really like talking to you about stuff haha. emerz35:i feel like we're different now, but in a good way =] Peep911:i feel like we're just really close friends now lol emerz35:i feel like we are too! Peep911:are we like, closer than you and kelly? emerz35:i mean we both want different things after college. emerz35:but alternative music is your favorite. emerz35:and we both haven't had a serious relationship yet. emerz35:so yeah, i'd call you my best friend =] Peep911:awe lol, i feel so honored =p emerz35:hey i know! let's give each other nicknames! emerz35:what should mine be? Peep911:how about milly? emerz35:milly? i like it! emerz35:do you want me to call you something besides tyler? Peep911:yeah i guess emerz35:what'll it be! Peep911:Ty emerz35:Ty? it suits you, i like it! emerz35:awe man, i think i need to get off the computer now. Peep911:is it bed time? emerz35:nahh, my mom needs to look at emails or something Peep911:you need your own computer! emerz35:haha, i knoow i do. emerz35:thanks again for everything tonight. Peep911:lol, it was nothing emerz35:i'll talk to you again soon okay? Peep911:see ya! emerz35has signed out

Extra Chat Log #1 Emily’s Arguement

IM History with buddy jradio49 Friday, October 13, 2006 emerz35 (7:18:02 PM)signed in jradio49 (7:19:10 PM):hey emily! emerz35 (7:19:30 PM):hey, what's up? jradio49 (7:19:39 PM):nm u? emerz35 (7:19:58 PM):nothing much. jradio49 (7:20:12 PM):so when are u coming over? emerz35 (7:21:04 PM):i don't know if i can tonight. emerz35 (7:21:13 PM):i have a lot of homework to do. jradio49 (7:21:25 PM):u can just do it here! emerz35 (7:21:48 PM):it's like project kind of stuff. emerz35 (7:21:57 PM):i really don't think i can come. jradio49 (7:22:08 PM):oh come on emily, weve had this plan all week emerz35 (7:22:27 PM):i know, i'm sorry. jradio49 (7:22:33 PM):are u rly not going to come over? jradio49 (7:22:39 PM):i had a whooole night planned for us emerz35 (7:22:56 PM):i don't think i can. jradio49 (7:23:12 PM):HOLY SHIT, are u serious? jradio49 (7:23:16 PM):wtf emily emerz35 (7:23:31 PM):look, i'm sorry okay. emerz35 (7:23:38 PM):i told you that it might not work out. jradio49 (7:23:49 PM):i didnt think u were fucking serious emerz35 (7:24:01 PM):well, i was. jradio49 (7:24:06 PM):i really can't believe u emerz35 (7:24:31 PM):i think i'm going to go. jradio49 (7:24:37 PM):sure, whatever emerz35 (7:24:52 PM)is away emerz35 (7:24:52 PM):if seeing is believing, then believe that we have lost our eyes. Chat log #2 Evelyn IM History with punk4eva Friday, October 13, 2006 punk4eva:tyler, how is youu? Peep911:pretty tiredd, how are you? punk4eva:ughh same, hey do you know what today is? Peep911:oh shit, is it leif erikson day? punk4eva:noo, its friday the 13th ;) Peep911:hey, that's not a holiday! punk4eva:i never said it was! punk4eva:what are you going to do to celebrate? Peep911:definitely some black magic, you? punk4eva:yo saame! punk4eva:im so happy its fall, its like my favorite season Peep911:yeah, it's alright punk4eva:are you gonna dress up for halloween? Peep911:i hadn't thought about it, are you? punk4eva:yeah i am! jackies having a big halloween party punk4eva:im looking at costumes noww, what do you think i should go as? Peep911:how about a witch? punk4eva:thats super generic though :p punk4eva:i was actually trying to decide between alice in wonderland and sally from nightmare before christmas punk4eva:images.google.com/search?q=alice punk4eva:images.google.com/search?q=sally punk4eva:which do you think is better? Peep911:i think i like the alice costume the most punk4eva:thats what i was thinking! ill go pick it up tomorrow punk4eva:jackies parties are always crazy, you can probably expect more drunk texts :p Peep911:lol you're a mess, just try to spell better this time punk4eva:i think i still have some of those locked on my phone from this summer lol punk4eva:idk how you understood aany of them Peep911:honestly i didn't, i was faking it the whoole time =p punk4eva:lol, like this one punk4eva:"omg we thinks jackies roof thigh now and starts nerver flooded so butiful" Peep911:you think jackies high now? punk4eva:thats not what i said, but it was certainly possible! punk4eva:hey, maybe you could just come to the party, do you drink? Peep911:nah i don't like drinking punk4eva:oh coolcool, thats probably smart punk4eva:do you like, care if people around you are drinking? Peep911:of course not! people can do whatever punk4eva:you should totally come out and party then! Peep911:uh sure, that sounds like fun punk4eva:the only rule is you haave to dress up punk4eva:what would you go as? Peep911:maybe i'll go as the mad hatter or something punk4eva:thatd be awesomesauce! well take some pictures togetherrr punk4eva:ill add you to the event page punk4eva:oh wait, are we friends on facenook? Peep911:i don't think so punk4eva:then friend me when you get a chance yo! punk4eva:facenook.com/punk4eva Peep911:i just read your survey note thing! punk4eva:oh no! now you know my darkest secrets! punk4eva:so what are you up to? Peep911:i told you, black magic! punk4eva:oh shit thats right! what sort of black magic? Peep911:just catching up with the devil, what are you up to? punk4eva:just listening to music punk4eva:senses fail just came out with a new album! Peep911:oh cool! you must be excited! punk4eva:its been on repeat all day :p punk4eva:youtoob.com/watch?v=vi_VCnuY2AU punk4eva:this song and the next one are my favorite Peep911:this is really good! punk4eva:im so glad you like the same music as me :p punk4eva:seriously youre pretty swell Peep911:lol thanks evelyn punk4eva:i really like talking to you Peep911:yeah it's okay, i guess =p punk4eva:im really glad we sat next to each other in history last year lol punk4eva:although i feel like theres alot about you i still dont know Peep911:stuff like what? punk4eva:just random stuff, hey lets play a game!! punk4eva:i get to ask a question about whatever, then you get to ask a question Peep911:alright, ask awaay punk4eva:and just ask what comes to mind first! punk4eva:if you take too long, itll just be my turn again :p punk4eva:are you ready? Peep911:yeah absolutely! punk4eva:ill start with an easy one, do you remember my favorite kind of movie? Peep911:it was horror, right? punk4eva:yupyupp! i knew youd remember :) punk4eva:now its your turn, quick! ask me anythingg Peep911:hmm, what's your favorite dessert? punk4eva:brownies and ice cream! omg now im hungryy punk4eva:lets seee, have you ever snuck out of your house? Peep911:yeah, a few times, to go hang out with friends and stuff punk4eva:oh shit you bad ass! punk4eva:your turn agaain Peep911:how about the same question back at you punk4eva:snuck out? oh yeah! i just did this past weekend :p punk4eva:alright, lets get serious, do you have a crush on anyone? Peep911:not really i don't think punk4eva:oooh really? punk4eva:im not sure if i should belieeve that :p Peep911:do you have feelings for anyone? and if yes, who? punk4eva:unfaair, thats like two questions in one! Peep911:you can only answer the first one if you want? punk4eva:youre a cheaater but ill answer both :p punk4eva:feelings? i dont know maybe? its kind of complicated Peep911:how is it complicated? punk4eva:i dont know, me and this person have history together Peep911:what kind of history? punk4eva:idk, a messy one punk4eva:steve myers, you know him right? Peep911:is that the fake id guy? punk4eva:yeah, me and him dated for alot of my sophomore and junior year punk4eva:it got pretty serious and i definitely think i loved him punk4eva:then he was going off to college so he broke up with me last winter Peep911:yeah, that does sound complicated punk4eva:yeah, complicated and confusing punk4eva:like, im getting over him, its just weird lol Peep911:are you like off and on? punk4eva:nah definitely not punk4eva:its just that the feelings still hang around punk4eva:when it worked, we were a really good couple Peep911:was he your first boyfriend? punk4eva:i mean yeah, my first real boyfriend punk4eva:like he was the first person i ever had sex with Peep911:have you had any relationships since him? punk4eva:i mean, i had like a fling this past summer punk4eva:but nothing as serious as steve obviously Peep911:what kind of fling? punk4eva:idk, not even like a relationship punk4eva:we fooled around, but like, it was fun not serious, you know? punk4eva:tyler, if you dont mind me asking, have you ever had sex? Peep911:no, i haven't punk4eva:oh okay, well can you still understand what i mean? Peep911:yeah, i understand punk4eva:not alot of people know, but me and steve had these plans for our future punk4eva:so being together felt like a big deal Peep911:what kind of plans? punk4eva:its gonna sound really stupid, dont judge me okay? Peep911:of course i'm not going to judge you punk4eva:so, i thought wed go to the same college together punk4eva:and then maybe idk, get married, start a family, whatever Peep911:that sounds normal, it's not wrong to want something punk4eva:it just feels silly now, thinking about it punk4eva:but i think thats why its been hard to get over the breakup Peep911:yeah, i can definitely understand that punk4eva:i think i still want that future, even without steve punk4eva:but maybe thats silly Peep911:you have so much time, that future is still definitely in reach! punk4eva:i just think people think its stupid when i talk about it Peep911:it's your life, you can do whatever you want punk4eva:thanks tyler, youve really made me feel alot better :) punk4eva:what are your plans after college, do you want a family? Peep911:sure, i think so. settling down sounds pretty great punk4eva:right! im so glad you dont think its weird punk4eva:i feel like i sound silly when i talk about it Peep911:it's not weird at all punk4eva:thanks so much for letting me rant about this punk4eva:hey! i just remembered, its still my turn to ask you a question! Peep911:what! we're still playing? punk4eva:oh, heres a good one! punk4eva:would you ever date someone like me? Peep911:lol i don't know, i uh maybe? punk4eva:lol, alright :p punk4eva:your turn, last question, dont fuck it up! Peep911:uh, are you getting tired? punk4eva:yooo, what were you gonna say, i saw you delete some shit Peep911:i was asking the same question as you punk4eva:we have the same life plan punk4eva:but we have different tastes in music and stuff punk4eva:and you havent been in a serious relationship yet punk4eva:so idk, maybe? punk4eva:youre a really good friend, and i dont want to lose that Peep911:hey thanks =p punk4eva:oh wow, its getting late huh punk4eva:and i still want to shoower before bed Peep911:seriously, time flies! punk4eva:ik, seriously! punk4eva:im gonna goo, but tonight was really fun Peep911:it was aaight punk4eva:goodnight tyler! Peep911:g'night evelyn punk4evais away punk4evai know who i was, when i got up this morning, but i think i must have been changed, several times since then alice Chat Log #3 Emily IM History with emerz35Saturday, January 20, 2007 emerz35:ty! heyy Peep911:helloo emerz35:how areyou! Peep911:same old same old, you? emerz35:im gradn! heyy,you shoud listenn to som musicc with mee! Peep911:haha okay, suree thing emerz35:youtoob.com/watch?v=AS5-lXv_xUc emerz35:its manchester ochestra!! Peep911:yeah, i know them! emerz35:arent theygreat! emerz35:woah its snooowing outt! do yuu like snow? Peep911:i guess i do, haven't thought about it much emerz35:i havee haha, i love skeddung emerz35:hahah, sledding, my badd Peep911:oh no worries emerz35:im sorryy for all my spelling mistakes Peep911:hey no offense, but are you drunk? emerz35:haha oh nooo, is it that obvious? iam a littel Peep911:haha nice =p, i thought you said you didn't drink? emerz35:thingss change i guess! emerz35:because im drinking tonught xD Peep911:just pace yourself, have you ever been drunk before? emerz35:a fewtimes, but never this drunk befre emerz35:i wonder if ill get a hnagoverr tomorrow Peep911:just make sure to drink a lot of water! emerz35:thanks fo the tiopp! Peep911:so, why did you start drinking? emerz35:celebrating something i guess! Peep911:you didn't invite me! what are you celebrating? emerz35:uhhh, just how shit everything is lol. Peep911:milly, what do you mean? emerz35:do you actuallly wnt to talkk about it? Peep911:sure thing! what's bothering you? emerz35:im feeling alittle stuck Peep911:stuck? how do you mean? emerz35:just like nothing ido matters, you know? Peep911:i know that feeling emerz35:i just dont know what to do to fix it Peep911:have you tried changing things up? emerz35:ive tried, but everything kindof stays the samee emerz35:itsjust really frustrating Peep911:is it jeff that's bothering you? emerz35:yeah, i thinkhes like the roott of it Peep911:the root of it? how so? emerz35:were just so static emerz35:i want us to change, i just don't know what to do Peep911:you could take a break? emerz35:yeah, i think thats the answer Peep911:did something happen? emerz35:i mean, nothing in particular, ive felt this way for a while Peep911:just tell him how you feel! emerz35:i try to, like i even brought it up last night Peep911:what happened last night? emerz35:i'll tell you, but this stuff needs to stay secret okay? Peep911:of course, just promise me you'll stop drinking milly emerz35:okay, but believe me, i have good reason to be drinking. Peep911:i'm sure you do, it's just dangerous is all emerz35:so truth is, i've wanted to break up with jeff for a while. emerz35:i tried to last night, but he just refused. Peep911:wait he refused? what? emerz35:i'll start from the begining. emerz35:i think i realized we weren't working in like november. Peep911:did something specific happen? emerz35:not really, it was more of a bunch of little things. Peep911:why did you wait so long? emerz35:i don't know, it's going to sound stupid. emerz35:but there was just never a good time. emerz35:what the fuck? are you even there? Peep911:fuck, i'm sorry emerz35:why weren't you responding? Peep911:i'm talking to someone else that needs me too emerz35:who? why do they need you? Peep911:i can't say, it's their secret emerz35:well it's clear where i stand in your mind. emerz35:you know, i guess i was wrong about us, and about you. Peep911:you weren't wrong about us emerz35has signed out Bullshit Timer Crap That Literally Slowed Down My Typing ON A TIMER (#3 in a nutshell) Chat Log #3 Evelyn

IM History with punk4eva Saturday, January 20, 2007 punk4eva:hey Peep911:greetings evelyn! punk4eva:what are you up to? Peep911:just hanging out, you? punk4eva:just listening to some music Peep911:what band are you listening to? punk4eva:youtoob.com/watch?v=jRehmX3zlwE punk4eva:just a warning, its a pretty emo song Peep911:but it's still good! why are you listenining to it? punk4eva:i just am feeling really down Peep911:is everything like, okay? punk4eva:everythings whatever, today just really sucked punk4eva:youre the first person im talking to all day Peep911:what have you been up to today? punk4eva:i was trying to get better, but i can tell im not fun to talk to right now Peep911:oh come on, i don't care about that punk4eva:but i do, and right now im just like stupidly emotional Peep911:emotions aren't stupid, don't feel the need to repress them punk4eva:thanks tyler, im just feeling so sad and worthless Peep911:it'll be okay evelyn, i'm sure the feelings will pass punk4eva:lets hope, im just ready for today to endd Peep911:well its already night! punk4eva:my brain just wont stop, id really appreciate it if it would fuck off Peep911:you could take a hot shower? punk4eva:yeah, that could help, at least talking to you is making me feel better Peep911:keep talking, is something going on? punk4eva:yeah, it's still a mess in my head punk4eva:i might just need to vent about it Peep911:yeah, maybe that could help punk4eva:are you sure tyler? its just a whole bunch of shit Peep911:well did something happen? punk4eva:its just been a shit day, im all alone Peep911:you're not alone though! punk4eva:thanks tyler, im sorry im such a mess Peep911:it's really okay, i don't mind punk4eva:its just embaressing, i dont want to be like this punk4eva:like fuck, now im starting to cry like an idiot Peep911:talk to me, what's going on? punk4eva:i dont know, i thought this bullshit was over but i guess not Peep911:is this about steve? punk4eva:of course you could tell, yeah it is Peep911:does he still come back on weekends? punk4eva:yeah he does, i see him around all the time Peep911:what does he say to you? punk4eva:we dont really talk, i dont care though lol punk4eva:im very much over him Peep911:great to hear! you deserve way better punk4eva:thanks, hes even more of an asshole now Peep911:i didn't even think that could be possible punk4eva:i know right, fuuuuck him punk4eva:yo? you even around? Peep911:sorry, i just had to do a thing punk4eva:are you busy with something? maybe i should just go Peep911:i don't want you to go! tell me what's going on punk4eva:okay, you just have to promise to not tell anyone Peep911:i promise, my lips are sealed punk4eva:well, something really stupid happened last night punk4eva:and surprise, steves part of it Peep911:stupid? what happened? punk4eva:jackie was throwing a party, so i was there hanging out punk4eva:and of course he showed up too, because hes back like every weekend Peep911:what did he do? punk4eva:idk, he was being different, it was weird punk4eva:like usually we see each other but dont really talk punk4eva:last night he came right over to me the second he got there Peep911:what'd he say? punk4eva:not much at first, just like small talk stuff punk4eva:he told me about college, how its going, how hes got a new girlfriend Peep911:hows college going? punk4eva:yeah, he told me all about classes and his new friends punk4eva:but like, he started talking about our break up, it was this month last year Peep911:what about your break up? punk4eva:just that it was a mistake how he handled it punk4eva:basically a whole bunch of bullshit Peep911:you don't think he meant it? punk4eva:idk, it was hard to tell punk4eva:like, ive gotten over steve punk4eva:but it was nice to talk about everything Peep911:did you get some closure? punk4eva:kind of, people kept like interupting us though punk4eva:we ended up ditching and going outside to be alone Peep911:why did you ditch the party? punk4eva:just to be somewhere we could talk? punk4eva:it was just really nice to like, close that chapter of my life Peep911:yeah, closure can be great punk4eva:but then the dude tried to kiss me! Peep911:wait whaat the fuck steve? punk4eva:i know, what the fuck is right! punk4eva:i pushed him back, but he grabbed me and leaned in again Peep911:holy shit, what happened then? punk4eva:i was so mad, i punched him and just started yelling at him Peep911:good, what an idiot! punk4eva:he started shouting back, saying that i was toying with him punk4eva:then he fucked off back to the party with everyone Peep911:ugh, he has a girlfriend too punk4eva:i know! so i ended up just walking home punk4eva:but thats not even the worst part Peep911:oh no, what happened? punk4eva:so i wake up this morning to jackie asking me what happened last night punk4eva:apparently steve went back to the party and told everyone about us punk4eva:and he said that I TRIED TO KISS HIM Peep911:what a fucking dickhead! punk4eva:i know right! jackie said everyone felt bad for him punk4eva:people were even consoling him about it because he was worried about his girlfriend Peep911:what does jackie think? punk4eva:she didnt know what was going on, i never responded to her punk4eva:but now all my friends are mad at me Peep911:some at least have to see it's bullshit punk4eva:i just feel like such an idiot, i should have seen it coming Peep911:oh stop, you're not an idiot punk4eva:im just really worried i lost my friends Peep911:don't worry, i'm sure it'll be okay punk4eva:im sorry for being so weak and pathetic in front of you Peep911:shit happens! everyone has these kind of days punk4eva:thanks alot for letting me vent punk4eva:what do you think about the whole situation? Peep911:steve's an asshole, plain and simple punk4eva:thanks, im glad you think so too punk4eva:what should i do about him? Peep911:you should call him out on the shit he pulled punk4eva:call him out about it? like how? Peep911:the more public the better, people should see how pissed you are punk4eva:okay, ill call him out punk4eva:and what should i do about my friends? Peep911:tell them the truth about what happened punk4eva:do you think theyll believe me? Peep911:that's on them, giving them the choice is the important thing punk4eva:okay, ill tell them the truth too punk4eva:thanks for helping me with all this tyler Peep911:of course evelyn, i'm always here for you punk4eva:im really glad i was able to talk to you about it all punk4eva:you give pretty good advice =p Peep911:im not liable for that advice by the wayy =p punk4eva:well it helped me figure things out! punk4eva:i was an emotional wreck lol Peep911:oh come on, you were finee punk4eva:seriously tho, tonight was really nice of you Peep911:hey, don't mention it punk4eva:just dont like, go anywhere okay? Peep911:lol where would i go! punk4eva:youre such a genuine person punk4eva:its not often you find someone like that, you know? Peep911:stoopp lol, youre awesome too punk4eva:i guess its no secret that you mean alot to me punk4eva:like i dont really know what to call us Peep911:yeah, i don't really know either punk4eva:do you think were like, more than just friends? Peep911:i feel like we're just really close punk4eva:yeah, at this point i think im closer to you than like, anyone else Peep911:closer than even jackie? punk4eva:yeah, i think so punk4eva:guess that makes you my beeest friend lol Peep911:hey i guess so! punk4eva:we just needd one of those matching heart necklaces now! Peep911:no wayy! are you serious? punk4eva::p, hey! maybe we could hang out tomorrow? punk4eva:itd be so niice to not think about this drama Peep911:suure thing, what do you wanna do? punk4eva:idk, maybe hang out and just watch a movie or something? punk4eva:you could bring your favorite comedy movies over Peep911:but i thought you didn't like those? punk4eva:maybe i just need to watch some good ones! punk4eva:oh man, are you tiredd? Peep911:yeah a littlee, are you? punk4eva:oh yeah! i think i might call it a night punk4eva:but ill see you tomorrow, right! Peep911:most definitely! punk4eva:g'night tyler! Peep911:g'night evelyn! punk4evais away punk4evasail with me into the setting sun the battle has been won, but war has just begun

Btw I didn’t want to be stuck with the best friends thing, I wanted normal friends, but no fuck you user EITHER BEST FRIENDS/LOVERS OR LONER TOWN! Besides the lack of diversity in choices in some sections and that timer slow down crap... the game was pretty damn good.

Chat Log #4 Evelyn

IM History with punk4eva Sunday, April 22, 2007 punk4eva:hey best frann! Peep911:hii evelyn! punk4eva:i know we already chilled today, but i miss yaa! Peep911:lol, you dorkk! punk4eva:psshh, if anyones the dork its you! :p punk4eva:so what are youu up to? Peep911:absolutely nothingg, you? punk4eva:well, i shouldd work on this writing project due tomorrow Peep911:lol, its due tomorrow!? punk4eva:aahhh i know! im the worstt, we have to write a poem Peep911:is there like a prompt for it? punk4eva:yeah but its superr vague, what should i write about? Peep911:i dunno, some deep shitt or something punk4eva:lol okay, i think i can do thatt, i really like this class Peep911:hopefully an easy a too :p, anyone i would know in it? punk4eva:i dont think so? i didnt know anyone punk4eva:but some of the people in it are pretty cool Peep911:sounds like a good last semester class :p punk4eva:oh yo! guess what? Peep911:chicken butt! punk4eva:lolol :p punk4eva:ive been trying to get into alternative because its your favorite punk4eva:and i found a song thats like halfway there! Peep911:what do you mean halfway? punk4eva:check it out! punk4eva:youtoob.com/watch?v=iJ62E8yv-Tc Peep911:lol well, at least you tried your best :p punk4eva:lol, hey thanks! :p punk4eva:oh mann, jackies blowing up my phone right now Peep911:uh ohh, whats it about? punk4eva:oh nothing crazy, shes trying to plan a big party Peep911:what kind of party? punk4eva:an antiprom party, shes going all out Peep911:oh cool, there going to be lots of drinking? punk4eva:im sure lol, i dont know if i want to go tho Peep911:because your old friends will be there? punk4eva:nahh, its just the same night as prom punk4eva:what would you want to do? Peep911:lets skip that prom shitt togetherr punk4eva:lol, sounds good to me :p punk4eva:im jazzedd for our antiprom escapade! Peep911:you dorkk :p punk4eva:what should we do instead do you think? Peep911:lets go the movies! punk4eva:yeah! lets do it! punk4eva:what do you want to see? Peep911:how about a horror movie, theyre your favorite right? punk4eva:yes they are, that sounds swell! punk4eva:should we try and convince other people to come with us? Peep911:yeah! anyone can come, the more the merrierr punk4eva:okay cool! maybe itll be a pre jackies party thing Peep911:yeah, ill invite some friends too! punk4eva:were gonna have a huge group, this will be great :p punk4eva:hey, do you mind if i bring up something semi-serious? Peep911:hey, im always being serious! punk4eva:i just really wanted to thank you for helping me with steve drama this winter punk4eva:i really needed you, and you were there for me Peep911:dont thank me, it was really nothing! punk4eva:it was definitely something! come on punk4eva:your advice to call steve out and tell my friends the truth was incredible Peep911:did your friends believe you when you told them the truth? punk4eva:yeah they did, i mean steve was a predictable asshole punk4eva:he kind of broke away from our group after that punk4eva:but enough about that, i just wanted to say it meant alot to me Peep911:it was really no problem! punk4eva:its just so nice knowing youre real punk4eva:that youre still around, even though you know the real me punk4eva:and i know the real you Peep911:of course im around! punk4eva:you know its stupid, i used to think we were incompatible punk4eva:for reasons like, you were a virgin and i wasnt punk4eva:but its really actions that matter, not stupid stuff like that Peep911:yeah, people can get hung up on opinions too much punk4eva:and i was one of those people until i came to! punk4eva:im just really happy to call you my best friend Peep911:oh shush youu :p punk4eva:finee :) punk4eva:hey, check it out! i finished my writing project! punk4eva:is this 'deep' enough for you? Peep911:it is really deep, im trying to figure it all out punk4eva:dont try too hard lol, i kinda just made it up as i went punk4eva:that was my last bit of homework! noww i can go to bedd Peep911:are you reaally tired? punk4eva:oh yeah, suuper tired punk4eva:i just cant wait to get super comfy and warm under some coverss :) Peep911:oh yeah, that does sound nicee punk4eva:riight! my beds calling for me Peep911:you uhhh, should get that looked at punk4eva:what? you cant hear inanimate objects? punk4eva:you uhhh, should get that looked at~ punk4eva:okay, i think im going to turn inn now Peep911:sleep tight! punk4eva:goodnight tyler! Peep911:g'night evelyn! punk4evais away punk4evaill face myself, erase myself, and let go of what ive done

Extra Chat Log #2 Evelyn’s Poem

the sun it envelops me whole while surrounding my soul and i cant wade out

the moon it shines through the blinds reminds me of times but i cant see out

the stars stuck in the sky telling a lie that i cant figure

Chat Log #4 Emily IM History with emerz35 Sunday, April 22, 2007 emerz35has signed in emerz35:hi. Peep911:hey emerz35:i know we haven't talked like, in a while. Peep911:i know but no worries emerz35:could we like, talk for a little bit? Peep911:of course! emerz35:thanks. emerz35:i just want to say some stuff about january. Peep911:okay, im listening emerz35:i'm really soory for getting mad at you. Peep911:its okay, in the past now emerz35:i know you didn't like owe me anything. emerz35:i just thought you'd be there for me. i don't know. Peep911:i just couldnt be there right then emerz35:i understand. emerz35:were you like, really busy talking to someone else? Peep911:yeah, i was talking to someone else that needed me emerz35:okay, i was just worried you like, didn't want to deal with me or something. Peep911:it really wasnt something like that emerz35:i was just feeling really lost and you were there. emerz35:and i guess maybe i unloaded too much baggage like all at once. Peep911:you were drinking, thats what drunk people do, its okay emerz35:oh god i know. i just feel so embarresed for it. emerz35:like whenever we talked, you were always so composed. emerz35:and here i was just being a complete mess. Peep911:hey i can be shit too, everyone can be emily emerz35:thank you so much for talking to me tyler. Peep911:hey, dont mention it emerz35:so i guess we're officially talking again? Peep911:lol, it would seem soo emerz35:i'm glad, it's been a while. Peep911:so what have you been up to? emerz35:a lot kinda! emerz35:me and jeff finally broke up like a month ago. emerz35:and yeah, it's been really nice being single. Peep911:he didnt refuse again? emerz35:oh no, he did, but this time i was ready! emerz35:and now college is coming up soonn! Peep911:so youre basically wiping the slate clean? emerz35:that's the plan! i have met some new friends though. emerz35:one of them i think you know pretty well? Peep911:oh really? who? emerz35:haha, just your best friend evelyn. emerz35:she's really grand! Peep911:you two are friends now? how? emerz35:she's in my writing class this semester, she just sat next to me one day. emerz35:jeff's in that class too, so it was really nice of her. Peep911:lol, that was really nice of her emerz35:it was! emerz35:she seems like such a good person. Peep911:hey, youre a good person too! emerz35:haha =p emerz35:well i'm glad you're doing well! emerz35:and i'm really glad we're messaging again. Peep911:yeah, its been way too long! emerz35:it really has! emerz35:sorry if this is getting sappy haha. Peep911:lol it really is ya loserr emerz35:you're the loserr! emerz35:honestly, i really missed talking to you. Peep911:not talking was pretty weirdd emerz35:i think what i missed most was just talking about nothing, if that makes sense? Peep911:you know, you do like to ramble :p emerz35:hey! i take offense to that! Peep911:i take offense to you taking offensee emerz35:hahah emerz35:yeah this, i've missed this =p Peep911:well this aint going nowhere milly emerz35:uh, sorry, do you think you could just call me emily? Peep911:oh, i guess so emily emerz35:thank you. emerz35:well, i dont wan't to steal your whole night, so i think i'm going to go. Peep911:oh okay, suree thing emerz35:thanks for talking to me though, it means a lot. Peep911:dont mention it! emerz35:dueces. Peep911:peace emerz35is away emerz35d is for.. delightful. Chat Log #5 Emily

IM History with emerz35Monday, June 25, 2007 emerz35:hey tyler Peep911:heyy emily! emerz35:what are you up to? Peep911:just downloading new musicc, how about you? emerz35:i'm getting some stuff ready for college actually. emerz35:summer's flying by haha. have you started getting ready yet? Peep911:yeah some stuff, but not a lot really emerz35:haha no worries, you have time. i'm getting really excited for it. Peep911:excited because youre moving out? emerz35:yeah, that's definitely part of it. emerz35:mostly i think i'm excited for a fresh start you know? emerz35:i can't wait to leave highschool behind =p Peep911:you dont think youll miss it at all? emerz35:honestly, i don't think i'll miss any of it. emerz35:are you excited for college? Peep911:kind of? it should be fun but ill miss things emerz35:yeah, but i'm sure close friends like you and evelyn can get through it. Peep911:i didnt say anything about evelyn? emerz35:come on, we've been friends for how long? i know you're thinking about her. emerz35:how is she by the way? Peep911:same old same old, were both happy its finally summer emerz35:oh! and here she is now. emerz35:i'll let you go so you can talk to her. Peep911:okay see ya emerz35:goodbye. emerz35is away

Chat Log #5 Evelyn

IM History with punk4eva Monday, June 25, 2007 punk4evahas signed in punk4eva:yoo! punk4eva:i was hoping you were online :) Peep911:yo, wish granted! punk4eva:lol, how are you? Peep911:im alrightt, how are you? punk4eva:im pretty alright tooo, just chillin punk4eva:what are you up to? Peep911:just on the computer, about to put on some musicc punk4eva:coool, what kind of music? Peep911:punk rockk obviously! punk4eva:awesomesaucee! send me a link so i can listen tooo Peep911:youtoob.com/watch?v=SBjQ9tuuTJQ punk4eva:new foo fighters? i havent heard this yet! punk4eva:oh man, i really like this song! Peep911:lol, theyre seriously the best punk4eva:they really are! punk4eva:aww man, i cant wait to hang out tomorroww Peep911:oh, were hanging out tomorrow? i forgott :p punk4eva:lol shut upp, thank god its finally summerr Peep911:i knooww, so happy schools outt punk4eva:that reminds me! youll never guess who i talked to earlier today Peep911:well given enought tries i probably could :p punk4eva:lol, okay suree you could punk4eva:but really, i talked to emily, from my writing class last semester? Peep911:oh yeah, i remember that punk4eva:apparently you two used to be really close? Peep911:yeah we used to be, a long time ago punk4eva:thats too bad, sounded like you were really good friends punk4eva:she had alot of really nice things to say about you :) Peep911:shes just really nice :p punk4eva:i dont think she was just being nice though punk4eva:i will admit, at first i was kind of worried Peep911:you were worried? punk4eva:i dont know, i guess im just used to people trying to manipulate me punk4eva:like how steve used to be with me Peep911:what a fucking jerk punk4eva:seriouslyy, its just nice to know youre real punk4eva:you didnt fabricate a persona just to get close to me or something Peep911:of course not, thatd be stupid punk4eva:i know, i think sometimes people obsess over details like that punk4eva:as if good friends need to have the same opinion about everything punk4eva:but honesty is the most important thing, i think Peep911:yeah, i agree, dont want a friendship built on lies punk4eva:yeah, exactly punk4eva:sorry, i didnt mean to derail the conversation lol Peep911:lol, you didnt! punk4eva:im just really lucky to call you my best friend Peep911:oh, shut upp lol, youre too nice punk4eva:you know what i was thinking about earlier today? punk4eva:our antiprom shenanigans :p Peep911:we always have the best shenanigans! punk4eva:we do! skipping prom was swell punk4eva:going to the movies instead was awesomesaucee Peep911:i do love those motion picture shows! punk4eva:im really glad we were able to spend so much time together :) punk4eva:that was honestly one of the best nights of my life Peep911:i think it was one of the best nights of mine too punk4eva:senior year turned out pretty great, huh? Peep911:id certainly say so :) punk4eva:i wish we were headed to the same college :\ Peep911:im sure everything will be fine punk4eva:are you nervous about it at all? Peep911:yeah, of course i am punk4eva:whats making you nervous? Peep911:im nervous about like, meeting people and finding new friends punk4eva:whaat? take it from me, youre really good at making new friends punk4eva:i think im most worried about losing touch with close friends from high school Peep911:yeah, i feel like everyones worried about that punk4eva:well stay in touch right? Peep911:im going to try my best, thats for sure! punk4eva:at least we can IM or text like, whenever Peep911:hopefully thatll include your famous drunk texts! punk4eva:its just going to be weird not seeing you everyday, you know? punk4eva:i just dont want to lose you Peep911:ill always be here if you need me punk4eva:you just really understand me, better than anyone ive ever known punk4eva:lol, even people ive been in a relationship with Peep911:were just really great friends, you get me and i get you punk4eva:i guess so, you just make for a great best friend Peep911:lol thanks, i do try :p punk4eva:im so glad i met you tyler :) Peep911:aww thanks evelyn punk4eva:like really, youve helped me so much this past year punk4eva:and youve just been so kind and honest with me punk4eva:youre the greatest person ive ever met Peep911:lol, aww thanks :) youre too nice punk4eva::), okay im gonna turn in for the night punk4eva:ill text you first thing tomorrow though, okay? Peep911:okay, talk to you tomorrow! punk4evais away punk4evaits out there are you coming?

This is where the credits roll and the game is over! :D

Next will be links that were posted in the chat /w additional stuff I found.

.http://emilyisaway.com/facenook/emerz353/ http://emilyisaway.com/facenook/emerz35/note/

http://emilyisaway.com/facenook/punk4eva http://emilyisaway.com/facenook/punk4eva/note/

http://emilyisaway.com/google/alice/ http://emilyisaway.com/google/sally/

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdXJ0cQuO8Lt04hSdhf25a10Awl9YHTmaODk4Cu5Takwj_ZBQ/viewform http://emilyisaway.com/badassbuddy/page1/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/0fwLvHR7Rgw/ http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/KmtzQCSh6xk/ http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/D2kJZOfq7zk/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/fk1Q9y6VVy0Y/ http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/3MxcbB0SFao/ http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/y7tBuRRqoJQ/ http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/NDHY1D0tKRA/ Really liked this one. http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/9zdNdjF-htY/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/vi_VCnuY2AU/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/ojLgN7wqc5A/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/AS5-lXv_xUc/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/jRehmX3zlwE/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/SBjQ9tuuTJQ/ Blast from the past this one is lol. I prefer Infected Mushrooms cover, but still love this song. http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/iJ62E8yv-Tc/

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/kfVsfOSbJY0/ I got fucking meme’d.

http://emilyisaway.com/youtoob/FlogJqMFaYA/ The music they send you for the credits scene.

Now for screenshots!

I know someone by this same username... wat da faaaaaaaaaaaq

Haaaa

Best DUck http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938290389

"I then proceeded to shout in my head "DORK" after saying I am always serious. This was followed by uncontrollable laughter."  http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938291900

"Wait is there something wrong with me? AM I THE WRONG ONE!? IS INANIMATE HALLUCINATIONS A NORMAL THING! I DIDN'T HAVE TO HIDE IT ALL ALONG?!" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938293597

"I got that reference!" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938291016

"EN GARDE!" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938293896

"I didn't even look at the other options. fuck that guy." http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938294291

"chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiled" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938294998

"CHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILED" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938294735

"fucking Matatat1 got me god damn it." http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938295364

"I KEPT MY NEUTRALITY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!" http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938295990

Credits Roll. http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=938296340

I’d give this game a solid 7/10. Actually grade wise, not bs grade were 7 is meh. 5 = meh, 7 = great. Great game, few strong flaws, but still good.

[dulltwig]

So I’ve been playing God of War (the new one) for a while now and I wanted to share my thoughts on its gameplay, its themes, and how holy cow guys how did it go so wrong? Also be warned this 100% contains spoilers from all parts of the game so here we go!

So before i dive into the message of the game or anything i wanna jsut put it out there ive played the first GoW, some of the third, I’m halfway through this one and ive watched a playthrough of the full main story line of the the newest installment, anyway! So the game is fucking pretty, let me tell you that much. You can tell a boatload of time was put into so many meticulous details there’s literally no way youll see half of them. not kidding. like, i find it to be RIDICULOUSLY contradictory that this game is going for some cinematic experience, and then wants the gameplay to be fast paced and destructive! Like, wow these norse ruins filled with symbols and statues are neat -HEY KILL MORE DRAUGR THAT YOUVE ALREADY KILLED 3000 OF- ok but i want to look at that -YOU NEED TO BLOW UP THIS THING SO YOU CAN MOVE ON- ok but like this room is really neat -HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE HERES EVERY MINIBOSS IN THE GAME RESKINNED FOR THE FIFTH TIME THAT YOU NEED TO BEAT ALL OF IN A REALLY SLOW SET OF BATTLES ONE AFTER EACH OTHER- alright god fine i wont look at your fucking game ill just mash r1 and then r3 to tear open the same guy in the same way for god knows what number time!! it’s just, its fucking stupid. there’s so much attention to detail that you’d expect it to be a more narrative driven game, which it tries to do, but the fucking core gameplay is so opposite everything that it builds that you dont notice jack shit going on in the environment unless theyre like forcing it to be a part of how you need to progress. Also, with the game’s little hide and seek for what are in my opinion relatively necessary health and rage upgrades, it makes the player 1000x less concerned with the actual environment and instead like theyre parsing a 3d where’s waldo book to destroy the 6TH FUCK C URN WHERE IS THAT MOTHERFUCKER I SWEAR TO GOD! like hm cool these statues definitely have a story but god fuckin damn do i not give a shit unless theres an urn i need to break to get the next ibunn apple!! its just, i feel bad for all those people who put all this work into making it look gorgeous and needed to resort to a game of i spy to make the players actually look at it. its a fucking shame. Also, i mentioned reskinned enemies? let me tell you! theres a lot of those! i mean, like, with the exceptions of the valkyries (and even then ive only fought one so i might be mistaken) youre essentially fighting the same enemy with one or two moves added since you last faced it for the entire game. even the final boss of the game is the first boss fight but with added moves!! its repetitive as shit! and most of the difficulty that the game does have, coming from someone who plays video games probably too much, is super fucking artificially added through bullshit enemy levels and OHKO’s if you dont spend hours grinding side content. WHICH LEADS TO MY NEXT POINT!

It also makes this weird rift in gameplay where its super punishing to go after side content and explore the world because the difficulty of side content is DRASTICALLY different from the main quest. At the time of writing this, im taking on level 2-4 enemies in the main game, just about everything has a green health bar (indicating it should be an easy enemy) or a yellow health bar (indicating it should only be a little difficult), but the side content im running into enemies that are consistently level 5-7, and even at max health and equipment that puts me at level 4, i can still get killed in two or three hits on normal mode. Maybe im pushing too much into side content early but for a game that wants the player to get immersed in the world and yadda yadda i feel its really offputting that the player essentially gets punished (gasp!) for exploring (bigger gasp!) its so dumb and just a totally unnecessary thing to do, especially when you go for a realm tear and it can either drop like 2 level 3 guys or 3 level 8 guys and there’s literally no indication as to what itll be until youve already activated it! its dumb! NOW ITS TIME FOR THE NARRATIVE THAT I DONT HAVE A SMOOTH TRANSITION FOR! OH BOY DO THEY TRY TO REDEEM KRATOS!! like, wow, this dude fucking singlehandedly killed the entire greek pantheon and then some! oh, and his own family! and, like, im not sure about this but im pretty sure he kills like a whole fuckin civilization of innocent people? but like yeah, sure, let him learn how to be a father, thatll redeem him sure! NOPE! they didnt even do that right! kratos was singlehandedly responsible for fucking ruining atreus. i mean, the guy just doesnt fucking know what a child is, in like a really just fucking dumb, toxic masculinity kinda way. like, kratos fucks up. even when atreus learns hes a god because kratos is a god and yadda yadda, kratos isnt even like “HEY BOY STOP ACTING HIGH AND MIGHTY, JUST BECAUSE YOURE A GOD DOESNT MAKE YOU ANY BETTER THAN THESE MORTALS”, he jsut fucking lets the kid parade around on an altar of superiority and tomfuckery. it even goes so much to his head he just fucking kills Modi because he can and modi shit talked once, like if i killed everyone that shit talked me id be in jail for the death of hundreds, you cant just do that shit and have it be ok. kratos is just fucking dumb and the violence of the game really, uh, goes against the whole, like everything theyre trying to do to be like “aw kratos isnt so bad and atreus isnt gonna kill him for being a dick”! i can seriously only see two routes for the next game that they set up REALLY. HARD. AND IN YOUR FACE. 1) atreus (now known as loki because itll be the next game and thats the end of game reveal) kills kratos at some point because he learns of everything that Kratos has done in greece, because, idk hes loki he’ll figure some shit out, or 2) Kratos dies trying to protect Loki from Thor because Thor is the Next Big Baddie and we need a reason to continue using God of War in the title and what better way than to make Loki a rage filled hateful character that needs to exact revenge on an entire branch of mythology because they killed his dad, who wasnt even that good a guy, but he was still his dad so fuck them all, you know? It’s gonna be fuckin dumb whatever it is, but there’s no way Kratos survives the next God of War, assuming that’s what it’s gonna be called, like jsut from a sheer narrative standpoint, and the fact its teased in one of the final cutscenes of the game that he’s gonna die in loki’s arms, but i dont know what the fuck that snake looking shit it so im not gonna try to guess u feel me i dont know norse mythology. but uh, yeah. also the whole ragnarok thing, that’s, uh, next game i guess? but i dont mean to be here talkign about whatll come sooooo... i swear i had more to say but quite frankly ive been typing this for more that 30 minutes and im not spending more time figuring out what it was gnight yall but yeah this game fucking doesnt know what it wants to be thats the tldr for ya

[yuissamidare]

aight aight lets do this

zombie au

i wanted??? to develop the side characters more because i love them and they make me super happy when they get on screen and i went to sleep and woke up in the dead of night like. Ah. I Know.

the gist was dekapan creates a virus that mimics those weird wasp things that inject venom in caterpillars and wasps and leave them zombie-fied until they end up sacrificing themselves for the wasps babies. it works like my theory for gakkou gurashi and idk the zombies should follow their everyday routine expect that they also kill people. i’ve scrapped that idea and like, recreated how the zombies work but shhhh this part is a Super Secret.

he’s having trouble with money and! he loves science! he loves messing up and starting over and finding that one xyz fit that makes everything click how he wants to! but that costs money, and it’s money he doesnt have, so? he calls a kid he used to babysit and get along with for some help. hatabou gets him a job with a sketchy government probably trying to cure the common cold or make it impossible to burn your skin in the sun or something so of course he does the work given to him, because money is money, but the moment it gets on tv and is announced to the world dekapan calls everyone like 'hey guys dont take the vaccine something fuckys going on' and then the zombie outbreak starts and everyone gets split up and they find each other eventually after Bad Things and everyone gets fucked up about it.

people who we dont get to see pair up find each other and begrudgingly work together.

jyushimatsu and todomatsu are w matsuyo!! she has them go on a trip to the mall with her, and it’s very densely packed and a trains ride from home  (jyushimatsus here to carry bags and todomatsus here bc oohhh a mall far away). the outbreak happens while theyre in the mall, and momma and todomatsu get separated from jyushimatsu for a little while -- they do find him again, and momma decks a zombie in the face. todomatsu cries. if i were to write this, i’d focus like??? 2 - 3 chapters focusing on them being in the mall, finding a group of other survivors, and then leaving the group. depending on length and my Stamina which is. not good.

next group is totoko and karamatsu!!! and. its not because of.... anything. but totoko!! if anything is really strong and i can see her carrying an iron will and inspiring other people to follow he lead and! i like the dynamic they had with that like One Interaction. idk the beginning all too well?? like how they meet up and stick together, but i have everything after that pretty clear in my head. this would be??? the second arc of the story maybe? it take a while for them to actually get along and things go Bad in the start because ahaha karamatsu is a Fuck Up, and after that karamatsu just stops trying to talk to her and just trails behind while totoko vehemently refuses to let him help her with anything. and i actually?? dont wanna say too much about this because. ITS SURPRISE. but after they start getting along karamatsu gives her a fishbone braid, and she talks about missing her brother and they do some Feelings Talk.

idk what the fuck to do with osomatsu, ichimatsu, and choromatsu??? someones learning medicine and surgery from dekapan, someones getting yelled at by chibita while hatabou mediates, and someone starts stealing things with iyami and then starts crying in the back of his van after a close call, but idk who because they all keep flip flopping positions in my head. like, at first ichimatsu was getting yelled at, but then i put him with iyami, but then im like ‘ohhh doctor ichimatsu’. then osomatsu was with chibita n hatabou, then i was like ‘but oh he and iyami have a great dyamic’. and choromatsu was with dekapan at first bt then i was :/ with that and put him with chibita. those three are hecking me up idk what to do.

paranormal investigators

 We Are All Dependant On Our Brothers

the matsuno bros start up a ghost bustin company thats set up in a run down project and they’re all crowed up in a shitty apartment funded by hatabou and todomatsus part time job with equipment provided by dekapan because after high school it was decided that ‘shit lets hunt some ghost’ and everyone was like ‘yea sure.’

it was spawned by a dream i had where choromatsu and karamatsu are on a case and choros like 'k we gotta distract the ghost' and karas like 'got it' and while choros doing. whatever. karamatsu comes out in a bathrobe and sashays like 'ooh noo ;)) i sure hope no ghosts are going to get me while im naked and vulnerable ;)))' and choros like. 'who gave you permission to be such garbage.' and. oh. he did. 

and then later in the day a stray thought where osomatsu and karamatsu got confronted by a ghost thats like ‘ICHIMATSU MATSUNO!!! YOU, MY ENEMY WHOVE IVE TRACED DOWN FROM BARBADOS TO THE ARAN ISLANDS TO-’ then osomatsu cuts him off like ‘bro we arent ichimatsu’ and the three of them stare at each other for ten minutes before karamatsu offers to call him for the ghost and the ghost is like ‘!!!! could you?? i mean, im still damning you both to hell but’ and then ichimatsu picks up the phone, and as soon as the ghost starts talking he expels it in 0.0000000000000000000000001 seconds.

superheros

the brothers are b-rate superheros who end up in the newspapers sometimes. iyami and chibitas That Dude who ends up in hostage situations all the time and begrudgingly drive them home and make sure they eat even though they claims to hate them. its actually.... based of the storyline for my ocs so i wont actually talk about that again. nnu9mubvufe8n.

again, they live in a shit ass project but they live right next door to each other instead of crowding in One Apartment, its two with three each. they are all actively looking for day jobs because while the government pays well they struggle being adults. but this time adults with superpowers.

rpg/video game

like. back in the naru.to fandom there was a point where video game aus were really popular, like the whole grinding/gaining stats/unlocking new areas thing n all that and it surprisingly worked really well when written right?. so i was thinking about that and spacing out and i was like Oh Fuck. so this au got birthed. osomatsus the king, karas the knight, jyushi is a prince who gets kidnapped, ichis prince #2, choromatsus a wandering mage, n todos the royal advisor. 

jyushimatsu gets kidnapped in the dead of night, and osomatsus like ‘what the flying fuck karamatsu get over here lets go get him back.’ so they leave, and have ichimatsu look after the kingdom for him. hes like 'wait what please im' and is thrust into power anyways. he and todomatsu are surprisingly competent leaders and the kingdom does really good under him, even better than with osomatsu?? though he locked himself in his room for the first week and todomatsu just kept banging on the door OPEN UP YOU FUCK YOU HAVE PAPERWORK. and its an insanely huge amount because osomatsu keeps putting it off unless someone watches him and he does all the stuff like funding the armies and expanding territories before stuff like regulating taxes and funding schools and hospitals.

jyushimatsu escapes on his own after a day n is like HMMMM HOW TO GET HOME..... but then he enters a little run down village and meets homura and falls In Love and they spend time together and he eventually just forgets to come home because hes so happy with her

meanwhile with the idiot eldest duo. karamatsu doesnt know how to fucking.... spend money so when they meet choromatsu whos like the stop n shop npc he gives him all the money he has for an enchanted pair of ankle warmers that he could put his face on and that can react to his emotions. osomatsus like ‘what the entire fuck bro’ and goes to get their money back, but then ends up spending all his money on a charm thatll increase his gambling luck.

‘we’ve been bamboozled, my dearest king. our money taken right before our eyes as a miser deceived us and robbed us of everything we’re worth,’ ‘wanna beat him up, karamatsu?’ ‘of course i do.’

choromatsus like ????? wtf its not my fault you two dont know how to spend money. but they fight, and osomatsus like ‘join our party!!’ and they take a few days to convince him but he does join and he and osomatsu hit it off really well, and osomatsu decided after everything, hes going to adopt choromatsu. 

(’but we’re the same age, my king’ karamatsu says in response to his proposal. 

‘FINE, then ill get mom to adopt him, geez.’ 

then they meet chibita and n chibita and karamatsus like ‘if youre taking choromatsu, im taking chibita in if he says yes’ and osomatsus like ‘ask mom first’)

the three of them go to the place jyushimatsu was taken to, beat everyone up, and then realize he isnt there. so they just. dejectedly walk into a nearby village for rest and chibita gives them free beer.

they meet jyshimatsu an hour later on a date with homura and yes. they decide to adopt her as a sister too. (is someone marrying into your family considered adoption?? idk but everyones family now, no excuses.)

royalty/split at birth

i hate angst i just wish everyone could be happy, i say as i look through my notebook with angsty plot points as i reference my life.

the gist is: the cold color trio living in slums rather than a palace but then oso finds out OH SHIT WE HAVE MORE BROTHERS WE GO GET THEM and everyones stressed the fuck out

as soon as osomatsu finds out he has troops scour the kingdom for the them, with the directions ‘there are three more people with my face, go get em’ and he sends troops out. to everyone outside the castle this is a very ?????!!!!!!!!!! thing???because the royal family has solidified themselves as Bad Selfish people who tax unfairly and dont care about the poor. like, the rich people are all like oh! i wonder what the royal family is planning theyre so good to our kingdom ha ha! while the poor people are freaking the fuck out.

the cold colors only get a brief warning about the troops coming and the first thing ichimatsu does when he hears this is go and break all the fancy plates and choromatsus like ‘wtf are you doing!!!’ and ichimatsu just looks at him like ‘i love and respect my family so im doing what i need to’ and karamatsu takes that as his cue to take his mothers valuables and hide them under the floorboards and in the walls where the stucco breaks away and choromatsu writes a note to their mom Just In Case.

they actually do get taken and theyre fucking shocked. like, instead of the royals taking everyones valuables like they expected, theyre taking them??? and the troops are no help theyre just like ‘kay go take two sets of coats and three sets of day wear’ and they have them leave straight away.

an abrupt abduction is gonna stir up shit in the village especially if they only take the boys and leave their parents and friends. imagine how paranoid they'll be. ‘oh no what if im going next' 'i hear that theyre taking our boys now and selling them off to foreign labor' 'theyre taking our children as punishment for not being able to afford tax' ‘i heard things breaking in their home what if they got taken away for resisting’

imagine all the drama and discomfort theyll feel when they see the other bros living in the lap of luxury why their friends and family suffer like :)))

its frustrating and tense for everyone because osomatsu expected them to integrate without issue. jyushimatsu doesnt understand why they get so mad at him and refuse to be his friend. todomatsu doesnt understand why all these poor people are a problem. as long as youre happy and healthy it's fine! theres no need to concern yourself with what doesnt directly affect you. if you dont see it its not happening so its best to ignore it.

ballet

osomatsu does ballet again and is happy and has found something he loves and enjoys and everyone supports him. basically, he starts feeling nostalgic and then starts watching youtube videos and goes ‘haha pah! i can do that’ and then he realizes ‘holy shit this is something i wanna spend the rest of my life doing’

sophie even wrote a fic about it and its great and every time i read it my heart pounds ten thousand times a second and i start smiling so hard my cheeks hurt.

detectives

jyushimatsu’s an overworked forensic scientist, choromatsu’s an exasperated detective, osomatsus is watson, todomatsu’s head of the branch, and ???? ichimatsu where are you??

karamatsu’s fucking dead but he aint important.

they solve mysteries n do detective stuff.

theres also another au thats like platonic soulmate thing but eh 

[fae-fucker]

Throne of Glass: Chapter 47-49

Chapter 47 

The chapter opens with Kaltain, who’s waiting for the final duels to start.

It was strange to think of this woman as an assassin, but seeing her now, all of her oddities and faults made sense.

And what in-universe flaws and oddities are those? Go on, I’ll wait. Actually, I won’t, because I want this hell to end. Kaltain doesn’t really know Sardines at all, and they dislike each other because they want the same man (but for different reasons). 

This book is just so feminist!

Kaltain poisons the wine that Sardines is supposed to drink and we’re back with Sardines.

Kaltain stood behind Perrington, wearing a beautiful red cloak lined with white fur. Their eyes met, and Celaena wondered why the woman smiled at her.

FEMINISM. 

Everyone stands around and the entire chapter is just about people standing around, waiting for the duels to start. Riveting. I guess this is supposed to build tension for the climax? Ain’t workin’ too well.

For a heartbeat, she saw the king with stark clarity. He was just a man—a man with too much power. And in that one heartbeat, she didn’t fear him. I will not be afraid, she vowed, wrapping the familiar words around her heart.

Yeah those familiar words that she supposedly repeats to herself ... She’d done it what, once? Twice? 

Doesn’t mean shit.

The king babbles on about some rules and how they’re not allowed o kill each other, for some reason. Cain and Renault go first.

Across the ring, Grave smiled at her as he wrapped a hand around the hilt of his sword. She bit down on her grimace at the sight of his teeth. Of course, she’d have to duel the grotesque one. At least Renault had been clean looking.

W-what? What does ... What does that have to do with anything? What the hell?

Sardines has a dirt-fetish confirmed.

Chaol offers her his sword. It’s very symbolic. 

She blinked at the blade, and slowly raised her face to look at him. She found the rolling earthen hills of the north in his eyes. It was a sense of loyalty to his country that went beyond the man seated at the table. Far inside of her, she found a golden chain that bound them together. 

Uh. Sure. 

Jesus Christ, what? What exactly made them friends, aside from the physical attraction? Most of the time they were bickering at each other, and not in a cutesy charming way.

And we gotta make sure the metaphorical chain is gold, because how else would you signify importance if not through arbitrary symbols of wealth?

And obviously, since Chaol and Sardines are both dumbasses and Smaas doesn’t research for shit, it’s not like this sword was probably custom-made and Sardines would have to get used to its size and balance before she could wield it properly, if she could do it at all. But Sardines is a master of every weapon, and all swords, even ornamental ones, are the same, right?

But despite this wanking over how super deep and amazing their friendship is, Mehemia waltzes up to Sardines too and offers her a SUPER SYMBOLIC STAFF.

And ... Just read this:

Nehemia leaned in to whisper in Celaena’s ear. “Let it be with an Eyllwe weapon that you take them down.” Her voice hitched. “Let wood from the forests of Eyllwe defeat steel from Adarlan. Let the King’s Champion be someone who understands how the innocents suffer.”

This is so dumb. Is this supposedly the start of Sardines’s journey to becoming a good person? Color me unimpressed.

She knew what the princess was asking of her. As the King’s Champion, she might find ways to save countless lives—ways to undermine the king’s authority.

N-no. Smaas. Honey. This isn’t how that works. Sardines isn’t nearly smart enough to do politics, and she’s already expressed disgust for people who are.

How else would she undermine the king’s authority? Being his champion means to fight for him. If she doesn’t do that, he’ll just replace her. She doesn’t actually have any power. She’s just a meat shield, a soldier. 

This is all so fucking dumb. 

“No matter what happens,” she said quietly, “I want to thank you.” Chaol tilted his head to the side. “For what?” Her eyes stung, but she blamed it on the fierce wind and blinked away the dampness. “For making my freedom mean something.”

I sure wish it meant something to the reader, too, because I have no idea what the fuck you’re supposed to be saying here.

Anyway, Cain beats Renault and it’s time for Sardines and Grave to fight. 

Chaol squeezed her hand, his skin warm in the frigid air. “Give him hell,” he said.

So is Christianity a thing in this universe? Or does the concept of hell just exist on its own?

Chapter 48

Sardines beats Grave super easily. As if we expected anything else. 

“How long did that take?” she asked. She found Nehemia beaming at her, and Celaena lifted her staff a little in salute.

“Two minutes.”

She grinned at the captain. She was hardly winded.

[rocking back and forth] The concept of a Mary Sue is inherently misogynistic. The concept of a Mary Sue is inherently misogynistic.  The concept of a Mary Sue is ...

Anyway, Sardines chugs the posioned wine. Some assassin she is for not realizing it’s poison, but whatever. OH BUT IT’S THE POISON SHE COULDN’T IDENTIFY THAT TIME THEY WERE DOING A TEST ON PISONS!!! you screech.

Yeah. Which is even worse. You’d think she’d realize this was a weakness of hers and find out how to deal with it and learn to identify it.

“Out of good faith, and honor to the Great Goddess,” Kaltain said in a dramatic voice. Celaena wanted to punch her. 

Idk what the fuck Kaltain did wrong since she was probably ordered to do this. Ah yes, her mistake was being an ambitious woman who wanted to use the protag’s fake love interest to further her own (very unclear) goals, so her crime is being female and having dreams of rising above her station. What a bitch.

FEMINISM.

“Ready yourselves,” the king ordered. “And begin on my mark.”

Celaena looked to Chaol. Wasn’t she to be allowed a moment to rest?

Lmao the narration just said you were barely winded. Suck it up, princess.

Sardines is getting all dizzy and shit and starts feeling ill. 

Why were things slowing down?

She attacked—faster and faster, stronger and stronger.

I’m getting all kindsa whiplash from this narration.

He knocked aside her blow as if it was nothing, and she retreated while he rose. And that’s when she heard the laugh—soft, feminine, and vicious. Kaltain.

SOFT. FEMININE. VICIOUS. ALL BAD THINGS (unless they’re applied to Sardines when observed through male eyes). 

WHAT A!!! SASSSY!!! STRONK!!! FEMINISTT!!!! CREATURE!!!!!

SMAAS HAS WON FEMINISM!!!

*deep breath*

Cain beats the ever-loving crap out of her and I’m here like a fucking child during Christmas Eve. This is some good shit. This is all I’ve ever wished for.

Doriass is watching this unfold and is super sad. Chaol is watching this unfold and is super sad. 

Cain is taunting Sardines about her dead parents. Her dead royal parents. Ya know. Cuz she’s a princess. But Smaas isn’t merciful enough to drop the charade yet, so Cain doesn’t actually say that.

Cain smashes her head against a wall (yay!) and she start tripping the fuck out.

It was a man, his skin pale and rotting. His eyes burned red, and he pointed at her in a broken, stiff way. His teeth were all sharp and so long they barely fit into his mouth.

FORESHADOWING.

Cain had said things he couldn’t possibly know—he’d seen it in her eyes. And if he knew about her past . . . She whimpered, hating herself for it, and for the tears that began sliding down her face, across the bridge of her nose and onto the floor. It was all over.

So the only reason we were in Chaol’s POV when Cain was taunting her is so that we don’t see Sardines’s flashbacks to her childhood and find out that she’s a princess before we’re “ready”.

Cheap. You’re not that good, Smaas.

Also, I’m incredibly happy over seeing Sardines all beaten and miserable. 

NOT A GOOD THING FOR A PROTAG THAT WE’RE SUPPOSED TO SYMPATHIZE WITH.

Cain smashes her head a second time and she sees a bunch of creepy monsters and it’s all very mysterious. Or would be, if I didn’t know where this was all going and actually cared. 

Cain rips off the Eye of Elena (the amulet that protected her from evil) and ...

They came for her.

Nah.

Chapter 49

We’re back with Dorian, because Smaas loves breaking up the action with pointless POV switches, and he realizes that Sardines has given up and is waiting for Cain to kill her! :’’’((( He doesn’t really ... do anything about it but whatever.

We’re back with Sardines. She’s really fucked up. 

Light and darkness. Life and death. Where do I fit in?

I dunno darlin’ but I’d recommend death in your particular case.

She’d find a way—she could find a way to survive. I will not be afraid. She’d whispered that every morning in Endovier; but what good were those words now?

This must be really riveting for fans of the book. Seeing your intrepid, sassy feminist creature for a heroine being so determined and strong! 

I’m just here hoping reality will somehow break and put me in a world where the book ends with her dying and Smaas going “y’all got trolled” in the epilogue.

But when things look most dire:

But then something extraordinary happened. Doors, doors, doors all burst open. Doors of wood, doors of iron, doors of air and magic. And from another world, Elena swept down, cloaked in golden light. The ancient queen’s hair glittered like a shooting star as she plummeted into Erilea.

Literal. Deus. Ex. Machina. Swoops down from the sky. To save her ass.

“I cannot protect you,” whispered the queen, her skin glowing. Her face was different, too—sharper, more beautiful. Her Fae heritage. “I cannot give you my strength.” She traced her fingers across Celaena’s brow. “But I can remove this poison from your body.”

But you just. Protected her? This is bullshit. And she keeps protecting Sardines, by battling Cain and the evil monsters that threaten Sardines.

(Also, I really love the super dumb and useless “Her Fae heritage” here. Like. Ok. What’s the point of this? Who cares about her heritage? Sardines is dying. Priorities? No? You just love your stupid Fae so goddamn much that you gotta remind us that the Fae Queen is indeed a Fae?)

Elena removes the poison from Sardines’s body and casts a debuff spell on Cain to impose vulnerability to melee attacks from bullshit assassins.

You think I’m trying to be funny, but this literally reads like Smaas played fucking Dragon Age and thought rewriting a cutscene would be a good idea. 

“Stand,” Elena whispered again, and was gone. The world appeared.

Cain was close, not a trace of shadow around him. Celaena lifted the jagged remnant of the staff in her hand. Her gaze cleared.

And so, struggling and shaking, Celaena stood.

How inspiring.

I don’t care.

I hope y’all enjoyed Sardines getting the snot beaten out of her while it lasted. Time to get back to the usual wank.

[boricuagoblin]

1-65 man u already be knowin

oof hello long time no see :^) 

1: Do you have a crush at the moment?

ya my gf

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?

don’t think any time previously 

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?

mm i think currently

4: Have you ever changed for someone?

kind of but not really

5: How is your relationship with your ex?

one of them is fine, the other not at all

6: Have you ever been cheated on?

i sure hope not

7: Have you ever cheated?

nope

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?

not at all tbh

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?

smiles, the goofs and gafs , and idk!! just having someone u care about and who cares abt u i suppose

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

serious ones

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?

ehh idk, i mean if it’s absolutely necessary and I think things should be discussed before something like that. like Ross from friends is a big asshole thinking it was ok to be w someone else while on break

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?

none??

13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?

saying ily and letting them into my goddamn house oof jeez

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?

i mean...idk like nothing before 16 i guess?? and w someone yr age,, thats a tricky question idk. In an ideal world i think everyone should wait till of age but as long as their safe and consensual idc

15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?

i don’t really go by that saying, but if both people are over 18 whatever ykno 

16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?

eh no

17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?

sure

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?

uh idk?? i have a lot i guess

19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?

hell if i fucking know. i guess when someone isn’t happy anymore in the relationship...idk thats a sad question

20: Are you currently in a relationship?

I am!! :)

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?

yeah

22: Do you think people should date their friends?

i mean...building a friendship before dating is kind of necessary i think? maybe not for some people, but personally

23: How many relationships have you had?

3 including rn!!

24: Do you think love can last forever?

One can only hope

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?

Again, one can only hope

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?

no/?????

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?

FREAKING TALK!!!!! COMMUNICATE U BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO ONE CAN READ YR MIND!!!!!!! and tbh thats pretty much it...im still bad at it tho

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?

sure, probably not for me

29: What do you notice first about another person?

weirdly their nose? and eyes? then hair also What they’re wearing 

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?

MMGAY!!!! 

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?

bITCH WE BOTH SUFFERING LMFAO

32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?

no

33: Do you want to get married one day?

idk! I try not to look too far ahead in the future lmfao

34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?

i mean..you do you boo but I would never do that I dont think

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?

i mean yeah why not 

36: Are you still a virgin?

oui

37: What's more important: Looks or personality?

personality tf. someone’s personality also effects how i see people, so if u have an ugly attitude, u Ugly

38: Do you enjoy love films?

they’re all usually the same but Yeah they’re nice, especially lgbt ones oof

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?

HELL YEAH!!! i need to get flowers for her instead one day

40: Have you ever had a valentine?

ye

41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?

idk probably just chilling im so low maintenance ....like maybe going downtown or smth?? to a garden idk!!! but it has to end w just chillin & watching a movie or smth

42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?

NOPE

43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?

that’s a silly question

44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?

I mean i gues?? idk i love romantic shit

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?

I am tho

46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?

LOL i think so yeah,,,

47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?

me and samira wiley

48: What's your favorite love song?

so many shiut up......

49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?

i hope not..

50: If you're single, why do you think you are?

am not BICH

51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?

rich but a douchebag, and I have my Gay lover on the side and I buy her really expensive shit with my Ugly Stupid rich husband’s money

52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?

ehh yeah? i guess i dont know

53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?

i remember i was yeah a little bit

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?

oh my gsdhajdf i never did that tbh?? not with face book but i think making a relationship official, like putting the label on it is important so that yr both on the same page! unless yall dont wanna label shit then do w/e!!

55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?

I can be, yeah

56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?

yes and no? they destroyed our romantic relationship and then i destroyed our friendship that she was trying so hard to keep YEET

57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?

i don’t think any reason to consider suicide is silly what the fuck. No

58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?

dominant As fuck B 

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?

NOPE

60: What's your opinion on open relationships?

they’re cool, and I’m happy for people who are able to do smth like that! I personally could never do anything like that im super monogamous 

61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?

..uyieks

62: How do you define "cheating"?

like...i think seriously flirting w someone or talking to someone else & developing a romantic relationship w them before ending it w the person yr currently w??? and anything more than that i guess ...yikes 

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?

i mean idfk?? is it?? i dont think so  ???? idfk

64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?

yeah but its still cute...but fuck capitalism

65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?

FUCK YEAH BOI!!!!!!!!

happy early valentines day :^)