#i was wondering where you went actually 🙁

[oddfluphenazine]

I actually missed you but I was too scared about bothering you but hello 😞🪳

hello m’y skibidi sigma

[amyispxnk]

My Kind of Woman

Chapter 2: What he needs.

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Series summary - Your song captivates Joel the second he hears you that night in Jackson, but he struggles to work up the courage to confess his feelings. With some (very heavy) encouragement from Ellie and Tommy, you two get closer and closer until he finally thinks he’s ready.

Chapter summary - The two of you make plans, Joel thinks about his past and how far he’s come in these 20 years.

A/N: Ngl Joel is falling really hard for reader, I didn’t plan on making him this head over heels for her but oh well.

Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader

Word count: 1.9k

Warnings: alcohol, light language, fluff, ANGST (sarah bby 🙁), mention of grief and losing a child, very brief mention of childbirth (not graphic)

DO NOT COPY THIS FIC IN ANY WAY PLS AND TY.

The next time you saw Joel was another night you were singing at the bar, having just finished up, face flushed as you looked around for somewhere to sit and have a drink you desperately needed. You’d been taking dozens of requests for close to an hour after only expecting to be singing 2 or 3 songs, not that you really minded. You loved being able to make people smile, even with something as small as a song. Anything that could make someone feel a little happier was considered a great victory these days.

You spotted Joel, he was alone this time, and went over to him after grabbing your drink, sliding into the booth across from him.

He still wasn’t completely used to just talking with you, always finding himself getting nervous as you approached, getting even more nervous when you started hugging him as a greeting, feeling that panic again when you’d start talking about your day but all he could do was get lost in your beauty as the words went in one ear and out the other (one time, you were looking at him for a good ten seconds before he realised that you were waiting for a response from him and he actually went red with embarrassment, coughing and turning away as he muttered a reply).

You were so positive all the time though, never calling him out on his clear social awkwardness and never getting frustrated with him. It wasn’t a suffocating kind of optimism, though, it was just a nice change of pace having someone who could just talk and smile and laugh no matter what was going on. He wished it was that easy for him.

Immediately, you started talking about your day with him, asking what he did, giggling a little when he told you that he ‘spent half the damn mornin’ cleanin’ horse shit with Tommy because he couldn’t keep his mouth shut and decided to drag me into it when his wife punished him’, and eventually asking him about something he didn’t realise you knew about.

“So.. Ellie tells me you play guitar.” You mused as you traced over the rim of your glass, looking up at him with a small smile.

“I do.” He confirms, brows furrowing a little as he wonders where you’re going with this.

“She also says you’re very good at it,” you say, which makes him a little more hopeful, “so I was wondering if maybe you’d consider playing with me sometime?”

You motion to the stage with your hand and his eyes go wide. He didn’t do that kind of thing. Performing. Prancing around, smiling and grinning so wide it made his jaw ache, all for a few claps and cheers from an almost totally drunken crowd. It wasn’t his thing. Even if he knew how happy it would make you if he said yes, he just preferred watching you do it.

“I um- Not up there.” He coughs, and you don’t look all that surprised, or upset. Maybe you knew it was a bit of a stretch to ask that of him.

“Okay, then.. How about you play for me, then? Just us, not in front of anyone else. I’m sure you’re a great musician.” You suggest with a smile, looking up at him a little more hopefully.

And, honestly, how could he deny you? Although his mind was going at a million miles an hour right now because how in god’s name would he be able to control himself alone with you?! ..he knew this was too good of an opportunity to pass up.

“Yeah. That sounds good, sweetheart. When would you be free for it, then?” He says, thankful he could actually find his voice in that moment. You look at him for another second as your cheeks slowly go red again and you smile, the term always having that effect on you no matter how many times he uses it with you, before you tell him that you’d be free on Friday evening.

After finalising the plans and finishing your drinks, he finds a new surge of bravery course through him and asks if you’d like him to walk you home.

“Oh, yes! That sounds great.” You smile, and the two of you walk out of the Tipsy Bison.

You sigh when the doors close behind you, loving the feel of the cool air on your face and that comforting silence of the night all around you, a stark contrast to the inside of the bar, as the two of you start heading to your place.

He takes it upon himself to start some conversation after the first few minutes of.. not awkward, but not the most pleasant, silence goes by between the two of you.

“I actually wanted to be in a band, growing up.” He says, mumbling a little at the end as he finds himself getting nervous again.

“Oh yeah?” You grin, and he finds it puts him at ease.

“Yeah,” he nods. “Actually, I- I was plannin’ on trying to take it further, go to some auditions and shit when I left highschool.” He laughs, thinking about how funny it would’ve been if that had actually worked out and he spent his early years touring around America with some folk band.

Then he remembers why it didn’t work out. How, when he was only 18, he got a girl pregnant, and then that dream, along with basically all of his other ones, withered away.

Despite the unfortunate circumstances, he never backed down. Never got angry, or tried to find a way out of the situation he had put himself in. He took care of the girl as best he could - despite her wanting almost nothing to do with him and cursing him for knocking her up - and waited outside of the delivery room for hours as his babygirl was born, since the mother didn’t even want him in there with her.

After the first three hours went by, she eventually let him in just so she could squeeze his hand so hard he swore his skin was ripping.

She never really hated Joel, she just hated what he did to her, and hated what became of it. How could she hate him though, when he had stayed and treated her as best he could during the entire pregnancy? He took accountability, helped her afford bills, accompanied her to appointments.. It certainly went better than things normally did in these kinds of situations.

After Sarah was born, things got even more complicated, and he ended up a single father at 19 years old.

It was hard raising Sarah, but he loved her with his entire heart, and when he lost her he felt like he lost himself completely.

Then he met Ellie, and she saved him. She was his second chance. It almost felt like Sarah was there too, like she had sent Ellie to Joel so he could change for the better. In truth, he really did. Despite the grey area with things like Salt Lake, he left the cold, ruthless, murdering part of himself behind when he saved her from that hospital, when he came back to Jackson, and eventually when he met you. You didn’t know it yet, but you were the only other thing he had to look forward to after a hard day, a smile from you when you caught his eye up on stage his favourite way to ignore his problems.

“Joel?” Your voice brings him out of his thoughts, a gentle hand on his shoulder bringing him back to earth. “Are you okay? You zoned out a little there.” You murmur, looking at him with concern in your eyes. He hadn’t realised his eyes had gotten misty as he thought of his daughter, of everything that had happened. Maybe one day he’d tell you too, if you ever got that close.

He clears his throat, nodding and sniffing a little. “All good, sorry sweetheart.”

“You sure?” You press, and he nods.

You offer him a small smile before stopping, and he looks up to realise that you’re at your house.

He’s never really looked at your house before, he realises as he stands at the edge of the property with you. It suits you, he thinks. Cute little flower pots on the windowsill, a smiley-face painted onto the mailbox by your name, purple curtains that are drawn on the inside.

Her favourite colour was purple.

“Well, this is me. Thanks for the walk, Joel, I’m really excited to see you on Friday.” You say, preventing his mind from wandering any further, hugging him tightly before he says goodbye to you and you walk up to your front door, giving him another small wave before going inside. He watches the door close before letting out a deep exhale and turning to go back to his own place.

He spends the evening on his back porch, strumming at the guitar quietly as he thinks of his daughter. Music always felt like a kind of therapy for him, whenever his thoughts got too loud and worrying like this, he’d just let the instrument take over his mind. It was like second nature as he played the chords, stringing them together to form songs from another time, and it helped to take his mind off of things. It was definitely a better distraction than what he used to do, pure anger being his most prominent emotion from the grief, violence being the only solution back then in his mind.

He now believes that he is almost at that stage of complete acceptance, finally being able to just sit down with his thoughts, breathe, and try to process things, now that he was in Jackson. It was safe here, he had Ellie - even though he was always wondering what would happen if she found out about Salt Lake in the back of his mind - he found Tommy, and there was a community he had a home in.

It felt strange to say that he had a home in the apocalypse. The places he stayed at just felt like houses to him. Buildings where you had a place to sleep and keep your shit - that’s what they had been to him after the outbreak happened. None of them ever felt like home. How could he have a home, when the one thing he’d look forward to coming back home to at the end of a long day, was buried in the cold ground?

As he mulls over his thoughts, letting the notes from his guitar flow freely through the air, he realises that this is now his home. With Ellie, with his guitars and his woodworking room, his bed and the framed photos that hang on his walls, his coffee machine, his brother down the street, with you and the sound of your voice being the thing he plays in his mind before going to sleep.

Now, he thinks he wants more than just your voice rattling throughout his skull. He wants you. Completely. Always. Everywhere, every day. He wants to wake up beside you in the early morning, drink coffee in the kitchen with you as you talk about your plans for the day ahead, come back home to the sight of you on the couch at midday, play guitar for you in the afternoon, take you to his bed at dusk, fall asleep with you in his arms at night, and do the same thing on repeat until his final day on this planet. He needs that in his life.

He didn’t think he’d be able to completely rest until he had you.

Thank you SM for reading, I hope you enjoyed! Likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated 💞

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[4am-enha]

GIRLLL!!! I have already looked through all your posts and your writings are sooooo good :(((

.... There:(( can you please write a fluff, one shot of hoon and the introverted and unsocial y/n 🙁🫶

sweet (in)convenience.

note: i needed to get a sunghoon one shot out so why not! i hope this is okay~ thank you sm for reading my stuff!! and thank you to @euphoricfilter for helping me come up with an idea for this one shot. <33

tags/desc: (have you ever gone to the store with your parents and they randomly rush away leaving you in line by yourself while they grab something ‘quickly’? yeah, that’s what this is.) introverted, socially anxious reader and soft teasing sunghoon who does the talking for them. holding hands, brief kisses, reassurance, friendly teasing, short convenience store trip with sunghoon.

genre: fluff, comfort, established relationship.

pairing: sunghoon x you (y/n), gender neutral but term ‘passenger princess’ is used.

warnings: pet names like ‘babe’ & ‘love’ used a few times. very brief mention of a panic/anxiety attack.

wc≈ 1.6k, one shot format.

“What’s going on with all these people?” Sunghoon scanned around the cramped store, bewildered by the number of people as the bell on the door announced your entrance.

“I guess there must be some sort of celebration or event going on somewhere close by and people needed some snacks or something,” you shrugged.

He suddenly gasped, making you look up at him in wonder, “Or maybe they’re gaining supplies because they’re revolting against something and we’re missing out.”

You stared at him blankly.

“Okay, yeah. Let’s go with your idea.”

You giggled, giving him an eye roll in response. Sunghoon was quite silly, but he was really nice company. Being around him always felt sort of like there was a bubble around you, providing you protection and always making you feel so comfortable and safe no matter where you were, or went. As long as he was by your side, it was okay.

You followed Sunghoon around as he grabbed things off the shelves, “what are we actually here for again?”

“I wanted to grab a few things for that gathering I’m going to later with the guys. I’m pretty sure everyone is bringing some sort of snack. Plus, we desperately need milk in the house. We’re out again.”

Sunghoon quickly closed the door of the store's refrigerator. Then, you followed him into the queue for checkout. He had already gotten what he needed.

You sighed, “Well, maybe if you didn’t drink milk on its own, we would actually have some left for the cereal.”

“What’s your problem with drinking milk on its own? It’s good. Literally, don’t bash it until you’ve tried it, girl.” Sunghoon tried to do some sort of swish with his hair and neck, but it didn’t work like he had intended it to.

Your eyes widened with surprise and you let out a small laugh, “Why are you trying to sound sassy?”

“Did you not hear? It’s the… what’s it called? Oh right, the sassy man apocalypse, or something like that. Ah, can you also hold this for me? I forgot something. I’ll be right back,” he shoved the shopping basket into your arms, flashed you a thankful smile, and winked as he dashed off to grab whatever he had forgotten.

You felt a rush of anxiety, “Uh actually Sunghoon-“

You had tried to call out to him before he ran off, but he had left so fast and couldn’t hear you over the noise of the crazy amount of customers in the store.

“He’ll be quick,” you internally thought- trying to reassure yourself. It was very hard to believe since Sunghoon had just left you in the checkout line all by yourself with his basket of stuff and absolutely no money or preparation.

There were only a few people in front of you. You couldn’t help but immediately start to overthink it all. Another customer finished, leaving one left until it was your turn. No sight of Sunghoon yet.

Maybe it all seemed a bit dramatic to anybody else, but to you, this was one of the most terrifying situations to be in. You had really bad social anxiety and besides Sunghoon and those closest to you- you didn’t really talk to people much. At least not if you didn’t have to. People thought you were just a little shy, but you really couldn’t help it. You could barely remember a time when you had ever been comfortable in public alone interacting with people. These days, you brought Sunghoon everywhere with you.

If you had to interact with the cashier right now, explain that you actually don't have any money on you to pay for it, inconvenience not only the cashier but the customers behind you too, and have to tell them to wait- oh it was all just too much for you. Your mind spiralled. You were sure you’d have a breakdown.

You then began to feel the symptoms of a panic attack come on. Your palms began to become clammy with sweat and your chest suddenly became tight as if there was an excessive depletion of oxygen in the room or something like that. Your breath became irregular and on the brink of hyperventilation.

And even with all of this, you still tried to keep composed so that the people around you wouldn’t judge you.

“Next customer please.”

It was your turn, but you felt yourself freeze in the spot. A sharp ringing began in your ears and the environment around you became blurred as if it was all happening all at once.

A familiar pair of warm arms wrapped around you, embracing you from behind gently. It broke you out from your episode, and suddenly you felt relieved again.

“Hey babe, it’s our turn silly.”

Sunghoon had returned just in time, but you felt like it had taken him forever. You looked up at him with weary eyes as he let go and took the basket from you, putting it up on the register counter. He then turned back to you and tucked your hair away from your face and behind your left ear.

“Love, how about you wait on that bench outside for me?” His eyes scanned yours, feeling guilty for leaving you alone like that.

And so you did wait patiently as he checked out, paid, and came out from the bustling mini store. You got up from the bench and he instantly reached for your hand, neatly quilting the gaps between each of your fingers with his own. He had such pretty hands- you were sure they were built especially just for yours.

“I’m so sorry for taking so long, my love. There were these annoying kids that just wouldn’t get out of the way,” he apologised sincerely, “I would’ve pushed them over or kicked them in the back of the legs if it wasn't, like, borderline illegal.”

“It’s okay,” you sighed, still disappointed in yourself.

“I’m proud of you,” he smiled.

Like that one friend who can’t read a room for the life of them, a street salesperson rushed over and began to speak to the pair of you.

Sunghoon squeezed your hand tight and pulled you a little bit behind himself- protecting you and shielding you away from them.

“We’re busy,” Sunghoon brushed them off and continued to walk with you.

But they began to follow, “Just five minutes of your time sir-“

Sunghoon stopped abruptly and looked them in the eyes with a threatening glance, “I’m sorry, did you not hear me?”

“Ah, I understand sir. Have a nice day,” they had suddenly changed their mind.

Sunghoon stepped forward toward them, “Move.”

Finally, the salesperson walked away, leaving you alone. Sunghoon still held your hand securely as you continued your interrupted journey toward the car together.

You looked at him as you walked, “what was that about?”

“What was what about?”

“That just now- what happened to always talking to people gently, Mr. Nice guy?” You mocked him.

“That was an exception. They were annoying, and came way too close to you,” he grunted.

Eventually, you arrived at the car and settled yourselves inside. You were the passenger princess, of course.

You felt Sunghoon’s gaze on you as you put your seatbelt on. Your instincts must have been strong because as soon as you turned your head, your eyes met Sunghoon’s again- staring right at you from the driver's seat with a sly smile.

“What?” You raised an eyebrow.

Sunghoon leaned forward, inching close to your lips, just not far enough forward to touch them with his own yet. Still close, his eyes trailed back up from your mouth to your eyes, “I’m sorry again,” he whispered before finally leaning in all the way and giving you a kiss full of apologies.

It wasn’t really his fault, but you wouldn’t reject a kiss from him, no matter the circumstance. So, you just melted into it.

You could feel his smile widen against your lips as he began to softly chuckle to himself.

You pulled away, “what’s so funny?”

Sunghoon chuckled more, “It's just, I was only gone for like, less than two minutes.”

“So?”

“So… you really missed me then huh,” he smiled mischievously.

You rolled your eyes and softly pushed him away, “You’re so annoying.”

“I guess we need to be glued to each other,” he continued.

“Y’all hear something?” you asked an imaginary audience.

Sunghoon snatched your arm and grabbed your hand, “we have to hold hands forever. Sorry!” He kept teasing.

“Hoon. Just DRIVE.”

Later on, you were all snuggled up in your bed alone with your laptop, watching yet another winter movie in the middle of October. It was one of the best feelings, being all wrapped up in blankets and fresh clean PJ’s. No responsibilities to take care of as of right now.

The door creaked open and Sunghoon slid his head into the room with a grin, “What are you up to?”

You looked at the time on your screen and back up at Sunghoon, “You’re still here? Aren’t you going to be late for that thing you’re supposed to be going to?”

“I decided not to go,” he came into the room fully, hands behind his back.

“Well, why not? Are you feeling sick?”

“No, my love, I would just rather spend time with you more than anyone else tonight. So I cancelled,” he approached the side of the bed.

You noticed his hands hidden away, you could only assume he had something, “what’s that?”

“What’s what?”

You squinted suspiciously, “Hoon.”

“Okay, okay. Give me your hands,” he pulled out a selection of some of your favourite sweet treats from behind him and slid them into your hands.

“When did you get these?”

“When I left you in the line. I refuse to leave you empty-handed.”

You smiled, “I didn’t even notice.”

He gave you a peck on the forehead. Then, he slid into the bed sheets next to you with a huge cheesy smile.

“So what are we watching?”

end note: all feedback/notes are appreciated! thank you so much for reading ^^ !! ALSO HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE ORANGE BLOOD CONCEPT TRAILER? I WAS FLABBERGASTED. if you haven’t, you’re missing out. i’m so excited for this comeback.

[the-dumpster-fire-of-life]

Modern Tom Kaulitz x m!reader who is a singer and the both of them are married or engaged please? But reader has a son who's like 7 yrs or even younger because, for example: he hooked up with some girl,she got pregnant and left him with the kid as soon as she gave birth to his child(ofc before dating our lovely Tom).

So Tom and the kid (let's name him Viktor) went to readers concert, right? And someone gave Viktor the microphone so he could say hi to his daddy/papa and the reader just Melts and it's all so cute!! (And yes it's like the clip where Ivy Blue got a microphone during rehearsal and Beyonce melted when she heard her.

(And I hope the rumors about Heidi are not true because I really love her🙁)

(Hello! Sure I can and I hope you enjoy! I hope they aren't true as well, it would be so sad if they are but I think they're just rumours. I don't wanna jump to anything)

Modern!Tom Kaulitz x Male!Reader

Tom when you guys started dating was a bit nervous around your son

Even if he was one of your son's favorite person in the world

He had been there for you ever since your kid was born and the girl left

And having been friends with you since you were kids he was there to help

He helped you with your son all the time, always had him, always fed him and always let him go crazy and do what he wanted

Your son and Tom were partners in crime I swear

But when you and Tom started dating he was a bit nervous if your son was okay with him and you dating

Or if he even knew or cared

It was a bit different at first, your son actually knew he liked you the whole time and was excited when you guys got together

You made each other happy so Vik was happy as well

Your son always came to watch you guys on stage

Had even come up there a few times, Tom had brung him out of course

Your son didn't quite comprehend why so many people watched you guys

Especially when women would still come up to you or people would be taking picture of him

Your son was quite popular but you wanted to keep him safe and away from the media

You didn't want him to growing up with no privacy like you guys did

So Tom always helped out with that

Like holding your son as you guys try and escape paparazzi

Your son always feels safe and comfortable with Tom

Your son when picked up for some reason always went for Tom's beard

When he was a toddler he would climb into his big ass shirts, pop his head out the neck hole where Tom was and fall asleep

He just felt comfortable like that and nobody could understand why

But it's just because he loves Tom and feels safe

He trusts Tom completely

"Don't hurt Tom or I'll hurt you, dad."

"You're supposed to be having this talk with Tom?!"

"I like Tom."

Your son's exact words when he was explained y'all were dating, big shocker

But he was legit bouncing off the walls as you guys got engaged

He probably fooled you guys into proposing to each other

He got tired of waiting

Your son grabs a lot of shit when you're practicing so no wonder he got a mic

Especially when he said Hi to you

He sounded just so cute and he said hi to you and Tom

You couldn't help but just melt as your son laughed and smiled into the mic

Tom was teasing you but also couldn't help but get Viktor from the staff holding him

A cute little happy family if I do say so myself

[knockyasocksoff2022]

Dazai w/ Eczema HCs

Half joke HC that Dazai has eczema (because I do) and that's one of the other resons why he wears bandages so it won't get irritated and he won't touch it and also to hide the scars from where he scratched himself badly.

I know he would too, seeing as he has no self care/preservation. It's a wonder that his arm hasn't gotten mega infected (I know the river water and probably his dorm too aren't clean). Maybe he even uses it as a kind of self harm 🥺!

He has a love-hate relationship with it because the pain and itching sensation is kind of grounding when he feels like he's disassosiating or outside of himself. It reminds him that he's here and real . . . but it's also painful af so 🙁.

It comes and goes, always there but much worse at times. Extreme cold and hot weather make it worse, as does his poor diet and skin care (someone pls save him).

It's bad in his elbow crease and that's a reason he hates paperwork because he has to bend his elbows for entended periods of time to type and write.

Mori helped him get treatments when he was in the PM but he's a lil stubborn self harming shit and sometimes didn't take them. Then when he was off on his own he didn't have anything at all and was SUFFERING(TM).

He mostly hides it very well but Kunikida, being his work partner, and having a desk across from his , notices that something is up because his arms are so stiff. Kunikida may not like him all that much, but he isn't a monster and wishes he could help his coworker whoes in pain, also he hopes it would increase Dazai's productivity (it wouldn't, Dazai's just lazy)

Yosano can't heal him w/ her gift but she is a doctor ao she tries to help however she can, even forcing him to use lotions and creams, but she can't be there all the time so he still falls through the cracks. It's better than before though.

One time when it was really bad Dazai was scatching his arm though so much the skin opened even under the bandages and started to bleed through and the ADA, mainly Atsushi were horrified. Atsushi thought he cut himself and go scared so Dazai had to comfort him and he felt guilty for making his mentee so upset. Maybe he'll try to do betetr, but it's hard.

(sorry this got so long. I just had this thought and it went further as I was typing.)

It's actually so anoying and painful though, so as intresting as that would be I would feel exteremly bad, like bro's already going throiugh so much he doesn't need that as well.

(This HC is based of my personal experience with eczema and how it feels and how I think Dazai would deal with it so no judgement if you disagree)

[unlicensedmortician]

welcome to bad movies with j&j, the segment where @ghostcasket and i watch bad movies while alex is gone. this time it’s divergent.

- i’ve never read any of the books or watched any of the movies before. btw

- oh this is gonna be terrible

- OH THIS IS GONNA BE TERRIBLE. THE EXPOSITION.

- they’re color coded,,,,,

- “there’s everyone else and then there’s dauntless who are cool hot sexy cops” jesus

- wow she doesn’t fit in,,, who could have seen this coming

- that is the most Blonde White Girl i’ve ever seen

- THIS IS SO STUPID. THIS IS SOOOO STUPID.

- they can’t look at mirrors for too long,,,,

- and they’re fucking color coded

- there are literally five personality traits and that is a real explicit part of this media

- better lock into one of those personality traits miss white girl protagonist. wonder what it will possibly be

- i can’t believe their social organization system is literally just “so we’re gonna put every teenager on an acid trip and see what happens”

- white girl discovers she has multiple personality traits, is incredibly distressed

- what’s up with how this movie treats homeless people.

- i want to claw my eyeballs out

- wow this dialogue isn’t even stilted at all

- she picked 12yo boys in gym class. obviously

- hey is run boy run by wood kid ruined forever now

- yes girl climb that piece of infrastructure. is this a big moment for you or

- why pick the doing stupid shit option if you don’t wanna do stupid shit i guess

- i shrieked out loud when i saw the love interest. why he fugly

- it’s the pit 👍

- THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID

- this is fucking crazy

- plot point: she’s too frail and delicate and skinny 🙁

- that tattoo is so stupid and also ugly

- she’s a threat to society because she is so so special and good at everything. i fucking guess

- ok. sure. training montage. i guess.

- he just looks so much older than her that this is unsettling

- so ur saying that u have to be fucking stupid to be a part of the cool hot people class. great.

- i cannot believe it’s real and a key plot point that the biggest threat to their society is people with multiple personality traits

- of course she’s getting on the train anyway. whatever.

- people actually thought this was good??

- imagine if christina and tris had been the main couple. it wouldn’t have solved anything but it would have been cool for me personally

- girl you are about to get so hazed. oh nvm it’s a zip line

- this romance plot makes me want to start killing and im being serious

-OH MY FUCKING GOD. SHES NEURODIVERGENT. AND THEY JUST TOOK THE NEURO OFF OF THAT AND WENT YEAH THATS THE TITLE. IM LOSING IT

- o shit her mother defected. lmao

- that’s not even a little bit how any of this works at all. fear serum? kill me

- this is so fucking stupiddddd

- this is just. crazy insane contrived.

- like what do you MEAN one personality type is leading the whole government. that’s crazy. i’m gonna start hitting people with cars. i’m gonna take up smoking.

- yeah of course this mf shows up to save her. as opposed to literally any cooler option. more points to the incredibly contrived romance plot.

- jesus fucking christ????

- hey i know u just showed me all of your worst fears. can u strip

- oh okay they’re. making out now?

- smart people evil. i guess.

- she’s just tooooo special.

- the only good thing about this movie is the soundtrack thank you hans zimmer

- oh my god one of her worst fears is boning

- hello what the shit is happening. oh my god they fucking shot him. damn this is crazy.

- gasp he’s divergent too who could’ve seen this coming except for literally anyone ever.

- of course they killed her fucking mom

- oh And her dad? equal opportunity parent killing!

- ok well. that movie happened. and made so much money. thank god it’s over. i’d like to be financially compensated

[madbox91]

Today, I caused chaos on Twitter and Mobox and friends didn't like it lol Part 3

I went all out with my new account.

This is where the "chaos" began. I went all out. I didn't think or care on wtf I was saying or did (as you can see in some of the tweets, there's a lot of misspellings because I was just speed running them). It was just slander. Some of the things I said were very ridiculous, most were just saying shit to mobox instead of Nikolai, and only like 2 or 3 tweets were logical and not just ridiculous shit. I was making fucking so much slander that it felt I was running through a field of flowers lol. Of course I'm joking around about that but god damn it, it felt so just entertaining to just constantly tweeting non stop. It was so ridiculous. First Nikolai blocked me instantly and later mobox followed. I have done it. I got what I wanted once again. I was so over joy and also just shocked to see a huge amount of tweets I have made. Seeing them be the first thing you see when you search up "mobox87" on Twitter is so funny to me. Also it's another common L on mobox because thanks to her new attention to me, she is making herself look more bad on Twitter than she already is. Like my tweets has never gotten into huge numbers of views before this happened. The only reason why I made that gimmick account is to fool and get more stupid people into not liking mobox87. I mean it's mobox's fault for me to get a chance at spreading pretty ridiculous misinformation about her to a somewhat shit ton of people to witness it. Remember I didn't got some much attention and attraction from people before this happened and so mobox was just helping me out with this goal in mind. I mean hundreds of people viewing my tweets doesn't seem like a lot but to me it's a big deal for me since I only get like 7 or 10 views out of my tweets so yeah, thanks mobox. I truly think people would believe the shit from my mobox gimmick because nowadays people are fucking stupid. I'm fully convinced that's the case and especially the case for the small and not that popular mobox and mobox related community. Making people have a reaction out of my bullshit has been one of my goals. Especially delusional people with insecurities who try to defend themselves from the shit I say. At the end of the day, bad publicity is good publicity for me if my goals can be reached from it. I want to be mobox's very own inconvenience as possible and also getting a reaction out of it. that is what has happened here

Man such a mobox-like response. Seeing this makes me smile. Like I did that. I'm now part of mobox's ops. She treating me like I'm some kind of villain in her poorly written comics about sexual abuse. Exaggerating everything to make things look more bad than they seem. Huh making people look more bad now huh? I wonder who else is doing the same thin- IT'S ME! Maybe I was right, I am the real mobox87 after all. Btw not the first time mobox has done something like this but I guess she doesn't like it when someone else is doing the same thing to her, especially if that someone is actually kinda speaking facts with their gimmick account that tends to joke and poke fun about her and her wrong doings and now getting attraction. "Oh It's very hard for me to start conversations blah blah blah I don't talk like this 🙁", OF COURSE YOU DON'T FUCKING TALK LIKE THIS 💀

This is why I'm fully convinced that people are fucking stupid here. Like honestly I don't fucking get how people would get fooled by this. Like it's so fucking obvious. Like why bothered making an awareness posts about me? Maybe it isn't about the people, maybe she really wants me to be taken down because I have bothered her or maybe hurt her feelings in some way? Have I caused harm to anyone like Nikolai or something? I have become such a bad inconvenience and problem to her that it's enough for her to make post about me and criminalize me to stop me? Am I really such a bad problem to her now? If that's the case then I have won. Of course she would've done this just for the sake of spreading awareness but still it doesn't make sense to me because I really wasn't getting many attraction to my posts that is worthy enough to get a awareness posts about me. Like literally no one saw them. Is it because to protect her image on the internet or something? Idk pretty uncertain but still see it as a win either way. I guess people really are stupid enough to believe that mobox said, "let me rub my smile and unmatched coolness on your face like a fucking load of cum". If so then who??? You?

[pjsk-writin]

AMIAAAA!! HII<33 its A and ive finally decided to reveal myself since ive seen other anons do it !!

im sorry for not sliding into ur asks for the past few days im just been lazy 😞😞 so.. ive decided to come back with a request!!

i dont know if you write only angst but im still gonna ask anyway 😈

this, of course, came into my mind about two days ago,, i dont know if youve ever looked up the english lyrics of the disappearance of hatsune miku, or listened to the cover version by splendiferachie, but my request is if you can write about akito and rui with a vocaloid s/o, like miku, they’re sisters in a way since they were both created around the same time, and reader left them a song that’s about five minutes long which is entirely about how much they mean to them, and how they loved them with their whole heart even if they’re not actually a proper human 🙁 i just reallyyyy wanna know how the two would react to listening to their s/o listing everything, and i mean everything that they love about them, even if it was fast as hell, and then finally hear them shut down due to a critical error 😞😞 oh my fod amia im outtinf myself through pain

oh but anyways, despite the angst i just mercilessly dumped by accident, i hope your days have been incredibly wonderhoyful!!<33

WAA omg HELLO!! its ok dw, its been very hectic for me recently anyway GDKSJF- but yall and the angst smh..../lh JK OFC this req destroyed me emotionally but I hope your days have been incredibly wonderhoyful too, and I hope you like this!! <3

♡ THE LOVE OF YOU... - Akito Shinonome and Rui Kamishiro x Reader

Akito:

Akito had always been confused and in awe of the Sekai. I mean, it was a dimension born of feelings, he couldn't even comprehend how that worked-

Still, he was thankful to the Sekai. He was able to meet the Vocaloids, and he was able to meet you

You, wonderful you. The two of you hit it off immediately, and Miku would always tease you on the very obvious crush you had on Akito. Neither of you knew he felt the same way though

In fact, he was planning on telling you that very day, but was greeted by your absence. Confused, he looked around the Sekai until he bumped into Miku. Once he asked her where you went, the sad smile on her face was enough for him to worry

"It's...Hard to explain. Here," She held out a phone, and he took it with a raised brow, "They left this for you."

He thanked her before walking off, plugging in his earbuds to the phone before pressing play on the only track on it

He was greeted by your voice. You took a deep breath before singing, and with wide eyes he realized that you were describing him. You sang about how you adored him, the sparkle of determination in his eyes, the sly grin you'd give him after a successful practice

You were a vocaloid, but you loved him with all of your heart. The song made his own heart swell, but he didn't realize its purpose until you sang a final, "I love you-" before you were cut off, apparently shutting down

He sat in silence for a while, absolutely shocked. So you...You were shut down? He would never be able to talk to you again? He would never be able to see you again?

He didn't even realize that he was crying until the first of many tears landed on his hand. He tried to wipe them away, but they kept coming, never stopping

A choked sob left him as he cradled the phone close, hoping that nobody could hear him. You were gone. And he could never tell you that he loved you back.

Rui:

Rui found the Sekai to be one of the most fascinating things in the world. A place born purely from Tsukasa's feelings was certainly an interesting place to be!

He loved visiting the Sekai whenever he could. The atmosphere was loud yet homey, and he was able to be with you

You were absolutely lovely company, and he always felt comfortable with you. Miku would cheer the two of you on, and you would always laugh her off. You both had fallen for each other though

He was going to the Sekai to ask you out on a date, only to not find you. This was a normal occurrence with how big the Sekai was, so he found Miku and asked where you were

"Oh..." An uncharacteristic frown was on her face, and Rui was immediately filled with worry. "Um...They wanted you to have this." She handed him a music box and ran off

He tilted his head at her but took it, expressing his thanks before walking to a quieter part of the Sekai

Upon winding it up, he was able to hear your voice. You were singing, and it didn't take him long to realize that you were singing about him. You sang about your love for him, how you adored listening to his rambles, how he would give you hugs before he left

Neither of you thought it was possible for a vocaloid to love, but you did. He was warm, until you sang a final "I love you-" and was cut off. 

It didn't take him too long to realize what had happened. For whatever reason, you had been shut down. He...Couldn't really process it properly

A bitter laugh escaped him, and he hugged himself, tears slipping down his face. He couldn't- You couldn't- Surely you-

He sniffled, rubbing his eyes before standing up, a determined look in his eyes. He doesn't even know if it's possible to bring you back, but he would rather die trying.

[your-queer-dad]

Uh, hi dad! I guess I'm just, uh, going to ramble about gender questions lol. I have wondered on and off for quite a while if I might be, like, NB or something? But I always just set it aside as idle adhd brain chatter. Several months ago I got a really short buzzcut, and it went really far towards helping my self esteem! But once again I didn't really think any more on it lol. Anyways, about a month ago I tried on a new sports bra, and I was amazed! It was the best I had ever felt seeing myself in the mirror!!! But within an hour I had a headache, and my chest hurt, and I was lightheaded. I took the sports bra off and was almost immediately fine again. Naturally this warranted an "aw darn 🙁" because the sports bra I liked didn't actually fit. It very quickly developed into an ". . . Oh darn 😲" because while I may be dense, eventually 2 and 2 start to look an awful lot like 4, lol. I recently discovered the term 'agender', and it just felt like it. . . Clicked? We'll be doing some resale clothes shopping later today, and I'm hoping to be able to try finding some more androgynous stuff! Though if I'm perfectly honest, I don't really even know what I'll be looking for lol. And I haven't even been able to make myself consider if I would want different pronouns, because I really don't think I'm in a situation where it would be a practical possibility? I live in a pretty small rural area, and so there's not really anyone I know of to talk to.

So, I came to blabber at you! Lol. Sorry that that ran so long, and thank you for being awesome!

~x, a friendly roly-poly

Hey kiddo! Thank you so much for reaching out!

First, I honestly really don't mind about it being long! I'm always here to listen and I love hearing from people about their experiences with gender! I'm really happy that you've been able to discover that about yourself, and I'm so proud of you! You're always welcome here and I'm always here to listen!!

- dad x

[adamantineheart]

my final three hopes thoughts

AG >>>>>> SB >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> GW

anyway

The Good

AG is basically just dimilix fanfic. like we are either psychics or INTSYS/KT owes us royalties.

The character work in AG was phenomenal. They way they adjusted the characters for their situation but still made them feel like who they are? Fucking ace. SB went a little differently, where certain characters feel much different but I can forgive it because the eagle kiddos were always weird for characterization due to the route split. Which version of these characters you consider canon is up to you.

Whoever wrote the Duscur and Sreng paralogues… I love you. The Duscur paralogue is just so so so emotionally moving and really lets Dedue grieve as he usually isn't allowed and gave Ingrid a lot of closure she desperately needed. Meanwhile Felix gets to just really show what kind of person he is and drive home that what he needs is the present aka Dimitri to feel satisfied (instead of clinging to the past). Sreng was wonderful for the lore, political situation, and all that character work, especially between Sylvain and Matthias.

Monica is the character I didn't know I wanted. I love her…. I've already added background Monigard to two dmlx fics. She's just the perfect amount of unhinged. <3

Playable Rodrigue is one of the best parts of this game. THANK YOU!!!! It also means his optional death is the most impactful of the game, aided by it being centered around dimilix and not Shez.

Voiced Shez is an improvement, as is voiced Byleth. I also appreciate that Shez isn't anyone important and is a student instead of a teacher. Also thank you for only making some characters make romantic overtures toward Shez instead of almost all of them.

There are a lot of excellent paralogues in the game and most of them had a lot of thought put into their setup (which characters were chosen, the premise, the writing, etc).

Making my blorbos uber powerful is a lot of fun 💙Also Felix is such a fun unit (I loved the sword units the most tbf).

Supports are generally amazing. A lot of improvements to some original chains or new versions that add something to the relationship. All new chains altogether that fleshed out relationships we were denied before. Also a lot of ships I hate had reduced supports or had them removed altogether :) No one won as hard as me in the shipping department tbh. 🫡

A great OST again even if nothing hit quite as hard as some of the original final boss themes.

I actually love the setup of the story even if I take issue with individual routes or moments. But it was nice getting out of the academy setting and exploring Fódlan instead. 

Did I mention Dimitri and Felix? His Majesty and Duke Fraldarius? They are perfect and I love them.

The Bad

No fucking snow maps in Faerghus.

Edelgard's reunification scheme is 10x worse here than Three Houses because Rhea is willing to ally with her against TWSITD. As usual, Edelgard is stuck in her assumptions on what she thinks is true and refuses have an open dialogue with the Church and Dimitri, choosing violence because she believes she knows what's best for everyone. I've accepted this about her but it's still a hard pill to swallow that dangled her talking to Rhea and Dimitri above our heads and then took it away.

​​Zahras is badly written independent of route, just like Gronder Field. The desire to make the lords interact even when it’s nonsensical just needs to stop. It sucked every time.

IT’S SO EXPENSIVE TO UPGRADE STUFF (like weapons). LIKE REALLY EXPENSIVE.

Every route had issues, especially toward the end but the worst for me was GW. There was a lot of bad character shit, not just for Claude, though he was the plot instigator of everyone else being out for blood.

Almyra is a joke now I guess. Actually, it flip flops being a joke and completely awful. It’s true they were never great in FE3H but Cyril existed as a contrast. Him not being playable sucked. 🙁

Scarlet Blaze’s convient ending…….. Edelgard’s main enemies just kill each other……….. it just felt like “Why were we even there?” We accomplished nothing.

How dare I not be able to making Dimitri and Felix marry :( WHERE IS THE DIMILIX WEDDING DLC!

[mins-fins]

ok HIII song recs as promised 🤞 they may be crazy weird odd and not ur thing.. I am just a man.

waste my time, essosa. SHE DIDNT NEED TO BE THAT GOODD I FELL TO THE FLOOR 🙁 Where did you come from baby And why’d you keep bringing me down like.. it is quite serious i fear

super car, superm. my fave cashgrabs 😍😍😍 THIS SONG IS CUNTTTT NO ONE EVEN GETS IT FR. idk if you’ve listened to it alr though sorry if u have 😭 ITS SO GOOD THOUGH UGH.

irony, wonder girls. THIS WAS THEIR DEBUT THEY WENT SO CRAZY HARDD OH MY GOD. Irony 말도안 돼 and the whole house collapsed

erase / rewind, the cardigans. I CANT DO THSI ANYMORE I LOVE THIS TO DEATH. sent this to Ermm.. Guy we dont talk ab.. and got blanked so 😒😒 fuck men. anw Erase and rewind ‘Cause I've been changing my mind… TELL EM NINA 🗣️🗣️

ok thats it 😈😈 I HOPE U LIKE AT LEAST ONE OF THEM!!!! slowly infecting my fave moots w my music taste……. Love u bsf baii 🥸🥸 AND LINK UR SPOTIFY RNRN OLEKASEE

HI USER JUNJIIE :D!!!! DW I PROMISE YOU THESE ARE NOT WEIRD 🙏

waste my time - AHH THIS IS MY SONG AAAAAAA!!!!! it is 🙁 i love this song i love it so much i legitimately fell asleep to it one time but besides that its so good it makes me want to start running laps 🙏

super car - this song makes me feel badass and it makes me want to drive and then crash for funsies 🤣🤞i like most of it the ending just loses me a little bit ……… 🙁

irony - WONDER GIRLS ACTUALLY NEVER MISS TRUE STORY!!!! 1:02 MY FAV PART FR 🙏 this song is so awwwyawguwgaauwbaw i wanna give it a hug it actually makes me so happy tysm

erase / rewind - "i've changed my mind" EXACTLY PREACH GIRL 🙏 i love it but its also kinda ???? i love the cardigans but this was never really my fav song on gran turismo 😭 it's always been junk of the hearts that song is my bae actually 💖

I LIKED MORE THAN ONE OF THEM UR SO SMART WERE ACTUALLY LIKE THIS —> 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 I LOVE YOU TOO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

i……… deleted spotify last year it pissed me off to that extent yeah 🙏 i use apple music now but also my playlist is old so its ass like actually 🤣

[honeyphobia]

A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder review (so SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS!!!)

I guess this part isn’t really a review but is my reaction towards some parts throughout the story(also I tried to label which chapter but I got lazy, sorryy)

andie’s dad using past tense??

pippa impersonating Chloe 💀 lowkey would’ve done the same if I had to

WHO THE FUCK WAS WATCHING THEM WHILE WHY WERE CAMPING?!

THE NOTE?!

SECRECT OLDER GUY?

“that’s why her hair is so big it’s full of secrets” that’s literally andie

naomi is a little sus

I thought andie didn’t have a connection w mr ward why would she be calling him an asshole? maybe dress coded her or smth?

what if Elliot Ward is the secret older guy 😨😨

The note nat put in andie’s locker??? she’s def a new suspect

why are adults messing around w Highschooler andie 🤨😨

noo sals Interview kinda makes him look sus 🙁

hippo pippo 💀

jason bell is so ew

yooo are are andie and max so close? 🤨

drink spiking? hmm suspicious

not andie cheating on Sal 😔

why does max have that photo of andie 😨

Ravi staring howie down and lowkey funny and cute at the same time

RAVI BEING PROTECTIVE OF PIP AWHH

NOT ANDIE SELLING DRUGS

Pip and Ravi breaking and entering 💀

ANDIE BEING AT THE INN A FEW WEEKS AGO?!?!

nevermjnd false alarm

chap 24 - MAX KNOWS HOWIE?! BRO GETS MORE AND MORE SUSPICIOUS AND ITS HIS 2nd TIME LYING

THE PHOTO?

SAL IS INNOCENT SAL IS INNOCENT SAL IS INNOCENT!!!

AWHHH RAVI’S REACTION

THE NOTE ON PIPPA’S LAPTOP?!

I CANT BELIEVE IN SAYING THIS BUT WHAT IF IT WAS HER MOM OR DAD

BARNEY NOOO BARNEY

AWHHH PIP I FEEL SO BAD

I FEEL SO BAD FOR RAVI TOO

YAYY RAVI CAME BACK

PARTNERS IN CRIME ARE BACK IN BUSINESS

ANDIE WRITING DOWN NAOMI’S SPARE SIM PHONE NUMBER?! It’s a clue but also kind of useless

the beginning of chapter 39 was a literal jump scare 💀

Cara did it, it was her she likes Butterfinger that’s all the evidence you need

MR WARDS PHONE NUMBER?! BROOO

MR WARD.

pip you’re so smart i aspire to be you

Omg if andie is still alive that would be so much worse

pips going to the house rn so anxious

mr ward finally got arrested

but the girl upstairs didn’t andie so what happened to andie? did she go back home and die there or smth? fucking max I knew he was suspicious

WSIT SO DID BECCA KILL ANDIE?

BECCA OMG GIRL

SO IT WAD HER WHO WENT TO THE INN?

aint no way she drugged pip

SHIT UP IS PIP GONNA DIE

well obviously not because the series has 2 more books 😭💀

why is page 377 so beautifully written

I KINDA FEEL BAD FOR BECCA

“And don’t tell them the only reason you started this project was because you fancied me. You know, think of a more noble reason.” omg ravi 😭😭

”I’m ravishing. Get it? Ravi-shing. Ravi singh.” that was lowkey kinda smooth though

okay review time

Once I got this book in my hands and started reading it I swear, it was one of the best wild roller coaster experiences I've ever had. Still unsteady, blubbering without nails, baffled, and lightheaded, but yet smiling and thrilled!

FANTASTIC CHARACTERIZATION, FAST AND HEART THROBBING PACING, GREAT-SATISFYING ENDING, GREAT STORY TELLING, AND ATTENTION-TAKING PLOT!

While reading, I had too many questions rushing through my mind.

Who actually murdered Andie? Or is Andie truly dead? Did she earn her fate? For the reason that as soon as we find out more about her, we realize that she is a bully, drama queen, drug dealer, and blackmailer! I wanted to punch her for all of her wonderful traits(sarcasm if you couldn’t tell).

Who allocated Sal the blame? Or did Sal actually do it? He is a picture of a kind, modest, and heavenly man. We think he has been hiding something, though. His friends refused to serve as his alibis and changed their testimonies regarding his whereabouts and when he left from their location. Where hence was he when the murder happened?

Who was threatening Pippa with texts to prevent her digging?

Well, I read the book quickly, and my spider senses didnt work properly until the last few pages, I was unable to identify the murderer or murderers. always being five steps behind the author

It was moving, enjoyable, nail biter, mind bending, surprisingly exciting, satisfying read. I enjoyed every page, every clue, every thrilling moments of this book. I highly recommend it!

[otomebanshou]

Opinionated piece on Tengoku Struggle -Strayside-

Below is a very opinionated piece based on my feelings after completing Tengoku Struggle Strayside. Please do not take any of my comments to heart, I just like to ramble and get things off my chest to throw into the void of the internet. Enjoy.

SPOILERS DISCUSSED!!!

Let’s start off with strong feelings. I didn’t like the game. 4/10, I may give it a 5 just for Sharaku being the saving grace of the game to be generous. I was always with the crowd that was down for some longer routes for love interests. This game put that to test for me with 12 chapters (13 for Goemon) for the boys and god damn did it wear me out.

So let’s move on to that. The game is way too fucking long for its own good. Not in a good way is it long, it’s way too damn fluffed up with pointless shit and beating around the bush. I could barely spend quality time that mattered with literally all the guys because the route wanted to push it’s very subpar plotline. 

The plot is atrocious. Not as bad as Charade Maniacs but honestly it was just as insulting. “We need to get the bad guys who escaped hell! …but we can’t fight them.” is honestly a really stupid plot. They had me going for a second, hopeful, that based on how things went down in Sharaku’s route (my first route) that it was all just leading up to a pokemon battle with the route’s villain and Rin was the pokemon trainer. Me, playing it at the time, when I got to the fights with Asaemon, I thought “oh ok! Maybe this is how the game is going to go, that’s cool I guess!” Boy was I fucking wrong. The game doesn’t know where it fucking wants to go other than beat around the bush for 90% of the chapters. 

The routes honestly would’ve been better off at 7 each, 8 for Goemon I guess. Like I said, a lot of the routes spend a majority of the time beating around the bush especially when it comes to feelings and where the fuck the plot is trying to go. Or maybe you’re Kiku and you are bitching and moaning about your sister who hates your guts for 11 chapters. No seriously his route can literally be summarized by: Kiku: Azami! Stop helping the bad guys! 🙁 Azami: ew no I hate you! Kiku: 🙁

Meanwhile, Yona and Sharaku had some of the better routes, developments, and just overall better everything. It doesn’t save the game for me however. It still left me feeling “wtf is the plot actually trying to be” for the entire time. But to give some praise, Yona is a very interesting character and his love for novels, including smutty ones, was a very nice touch that leaves me feeling very fond of him! Sharaku was just wonderful and I really enjoyed how deeply sweet his gestures for Rin were.

JacK, I love you but your route (and your personality) is a bit all over the place. I somehow felt like ranking him as my number 2 because, honestly I don’t know, I just liked him? He definitely had me on a rollercoaster of what the fuck is going on because he’s just so hot and cold and I still don’t really have a grip on who JacK REALLY is. But, like everything else, I’m blaming the writers here.

Finally, Goemon. Disa-fucking-pointing. LOL. He’s not as bad as Kiku, but lmfao, the common route hinted at the fated lovers trope, like a very typical otomate game. Fine ok, I ADORED Akaza so I had some hope. Some faith. DASHED!!!! Goemon is somewhat cute at the very least, questionably obsessed with himself that he kinda sweeps under the rug and never really talks about again, and he’s well liked. But that last part made him kinda boring to be honest. My main issue with him is the route sucked!! Rin and Goemon LITERALLLLLLYY beat around the bush about this whole “I loved you in the previous life” for ELEVEN CHAPTERS. It’s not even like rewarding. Goemon KNOWS and Rin doesn’t. I thought in like chapter 4 or 5 this shit would get cleared up and they’d build into something really amazing. Nah bro Goemon is just like “yeah uwu i really loved this dango shop, the girl there was beautiful uwu” and Rin spends nearly EVERY chapter going “god i wish i was the dango shop, the dango girl, hell the dango he ate ;_;” and Goemon kinda just.. Lets it happen which I found absolutely annoying LOL. I think the only real positive I have for this is Sharaku was funny, no shocker he’s funny in every route, and Goemon’s VA is really good, because otherwise I was really bored. My face when it said: chapter 13 PLEASE JUST END IT PLEASEE I DON’T WANNA KEEP PLAYING THIS SHIT

ALSO THE WRITERS PUSHED IN A RAPE SUBPLOT AND A OUT OF NOWHERE “BETRAYAL(????)” AND IT WAS SO BAD LMFAO like holy moly I felt nothing for that part other than “yup there it is, that's the shit they love to do for no fucking reason WHAT SO EVERRRR”

Ok, we are nearing the end I promise.

Side characters? They ranged from pretty cool to what the fuck is the point of you. 

The coolest? Asaemon, and the couple that I forget the name of. I also kinda like Shin.

Azami is pretty mid tbh. She’s just a bratty girl. Nothing really new.

Shinobikuni is the most disappointing villain? Like she literally… did nothing. Lmao @ the ending where she just kinda lets Goemon win without a fight like “lol you got me i guess!”

Lol Mukkun wtf, the whole betrayal was so short lived it lasted like 2 minutes before it just… moved on… and changed the villain… LOL…………………

And then the white haired dude I forgot the name of. He was actually ok until… yeah lmfao wtf. I honestly couldn’t really even be mad at him because it just was such a sudden and weird choice that I just… didn’t feel anything. I was more mad at the TERRIBLE decision here. And so fucking out of nowhere like why? Actually I know why, it’s only purpose was to cause shock and I’m so disappointed.

The characters who stole the show are obviously King Enma and Mr. Corporate slave. XD They were the most enjoyable and honestly very intriguing of the cast. Always bringing humor to the table and overall brightening up my glum mood from a shitload of pointless text that brought nothing to the table. King Enma was a delight, I wish his presence was more prominent in the game.

Now, Rin.

She’s honestly just ok. The eventual background information about her that you get, obviously, from Goemon’s route was ok. I was kinda with it but that was ruined by how Goemon’s route ended up. Sometimes I really liked Rin then other times I was kinda bored with her. Not that she’s bad or I think she’s a deadpan MC, just… I don’t know, I didn’t really end up loving her. She was just ok. The whole man hating thing makes sense now but I feel more bad for her in the sense I can’t believe the writers just did that to her randomly. I don’t think I’ll ever be over it.

I forgot the cat. He was ok I guess. I wasn’t crazy about him. Did chuckle a few times at the dick biting jokes tho.

Last thing, I did *most* of the memory stuff extras, but tbh after Goemon’s bullshit route, I was just so fed up with the game I skipped about the last 25% of them. I completed them by force skipping. I just couldn’t anymore with the game. It was already so long and I was so drained by the game’s refusal to just.. End things.

So yeah. 4/10, other people will probably like it. I also didn’t really think Birushana was a very interesting game, but a lot of people really like Birushana. So, to each their own. I'm happy the game was localized and am thankful for everyone who worked on the game!

That’s it! If you read this far, you get a gold star sticker from me and I’m sorry for my opinionated piece/rant. lol

[maiko1]

Itadori: talks too much

Y/n: listens.

(itadori x gn! Reader. They're not emotionless, they just don't know how to express their feeling to someone they're not comfortable with.)

"they're not a robot are they?" gojo laughed and pat itadori shoulder. "don't be ridiculous. They look completely fine to me, right megumi?" gojo and itadori looked at megumi's reactions. "i don't wana agree but they're completely fine."

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"come." y/n spoke from afar, hand signalling him to come to them. "are you sure it's fine for me to cross this... Bridge?" itadori look at y/n who nodded. "oh cmon, always trust y/n on these thing-" gojo who put too much trust on their student fall as one of the Wood he step on broke. "yeah nevermind y/n, I'll just wait for gojo to help me get there." itadori sweat as y/n nodded.

--

"here.." a soft voice caught itadori off guard. He turned around and found y/n standing behind him with a flower on their hand. "u-uhm... For me?" he questions them as they nodded not looking at his directions. To him, it's weird for him to see y/n acting like this. Though, he will not bring this topic, knowing y/n might change their tone.

--

"hey those flower are really pretty... Did you plant them?" itadori sat next to y/n admiring the flower that y/n just watered. "yes.. Me and inumaki senpai plant them." itadori smile at you. "wow you can be a gardener when you grow up! I'll make sure to be ur first customer if u really wana be a gardener." y/n looked away feeling embarrassed that someone actually compliment them.

--

"i heard about ur fight with a special grade curse. Mahito is the curse name I suppose?" y/n look at the bandages on itadori body, face. "yeah.. But I'm fine don't worry! Nanamin was there to save me." he chuckle nervously because the look you gave him kinda scare him. After a while you hugged itadori while patting his head. "glad to see you here standing instead of being on hospital bed." after a while you could hear itadori ranting at gojo about you at gojo's office while you wait outside drinking hot tea that megumi just made.

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"are you uncomfortable eggheads?" your eyes went dull when you hear him call you that. "eggheads?? Hello did i do something wrong?!" you kept ignoring him while nobara hit him in the head. "ouch! I didn't know eggheads is a weird nickname...i just search 'sweet nickname for cou- friends!"

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"....." y/n sat infront of a fan sweating after training and itadori happen to see them in chilling room. Itadori thought you were cute doing that so he took a photo and put a cat filter. "wow y/n your sweating so much." y/n open their eye and nodded. "yea. I manage to land a hit on gojo once and he became focus after that." itadori smile awkwardly after hearing that. "you know, you scare me sometimes."

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"hey! Turns out we aren't a team for this one huh..." itadori turn to look at y/n who's stretching their body. "I'm on team red, sorry I can't help you with this one." y/n said looking at the red metal they're holding. "hey its fine! Just don't come at me and cry if you lose" itadori joked. Y/n was hesitate at first. After all who are they to be confident of their own strength when they doesn't even know other strength. "alright." you two ran fast with the same speed. Everyone was amused by these two that itadori won because he skip step longer than yours.

--

Itadori

Itadori: sorry can't come to class today :((

Y/n: it's fine,👍👍

Itadori: I'm sick so I'm sorry☹️

Y/n: gws🙁

Itadori put down his phone. "gosh will y/n be okay??? I'm worried if she end up being lonely. Wait I don't think I have to, megumi and nobara is there!" after an hour past by, itadori wondered where y/n has gone to since he heard megumi and nobara voice but not y/n. After another 20 minute, someone knock on his door. "can i come in?" there they are! Itadori head lift up. "yep come in! The door is unlock."

"um...i brought some porridge since your sick, I also brought ur favourite drinks since I saw it. Oh uh some ramen incase ur not in the mood to eat porridge." he teared up and hugged you. "your the best y/n!!!" y/n could only pat him in the head watching his snot stuck on ur uniform.

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"what if ur dad didn't approve this??" itadori said in a sad tone. "yuuji, listen. My parents are dead." y/n deadpan at his childish behaviour. "i know but I have to face their grave!!!" what a dumb idiot, y/n thought. They don't mind. It's their dumb idiot anyway.

(I really do wana add up angst in the end but I pity you guys so no spoiler was added!)

[feelingofcontent]

DNP Rewatch: Moving Out - Keep it or YEET IT

Date video was published: 02/05/2021 (X)

DNP Main Channel Rewatch: 436

A sequel to the KEEP IT OR YEET IT video from Fall 2020, but this time with the knowledge that they were going to be moving.

0:00 - he brought back the “coming up” teaser that he used for all the Stereo show videos. and Dan voice! he’s wearing the brown jacket he said he didn’t like from VPMO 2

0:12 - that is...a mess. haha. so much of their stuff! love that the giant Dil head is still just balanced on that cabinet. and the DAPG board 😭

0:35 - is that bathroom to his left even usable at this point with all the stuff in the hall? lol at Dan just shutting the door

1:00 - you can see the sequined black fedora there that Dan got him, but he doesn’t discuss it in this. 🙁 but they kept it!

1:09 - good use of the cricket noises

1:23 - when did they even buy or get this? and why? he started to say “I got this...” before clarifying “for innocent reasons” (😳) but he doesn’t finish that thought

1:49 - the naked man apron! he has had that for YEARS. iconic piece of history indeed

2:09 - clearly he never sent that to Kath like he said he was going to in the video

2:23 - he really can’t get rid of anything with memories attached

2:27 - consistent! Phil said Sky High was ‘kind of the best thing ever’ back in 2012

2:35 - I always forget this is a spon video

2:54 - the running VPN joke, of course

3:39 - feel like this is a voice-over add-in he did during editing

3:44 - there’s a calendar in that basket he doesn’t show either

3:48 - so many! 

4:00 - king of comedy Phil in that photo set

4:06 - that is awkward

4:20 - “mostly of the pictures of Dan” I still can’t believe Phil said/specified that 👀

4:38 - maybe too much of the British politeness

4:43 - ...and then that’s just creepy

4:59 - another whole stack of memories for him. they did give some away as part of the Stereo show give-away later on

5:09 - the deadpan “as you do” gets me. 😂 the green color they actually were was definitely better

5:36 - they had announced that Norman had died (1, 2) earlier in January but this was the first mention in a video

5:45 - random intermission there

5:55 - no wonder Phil has issues with his glasses breaking...

6:10 - why did they have a huge hard drive with just those files from years ago on it

6:17 - smart of them to film the flats they were looking at at the time! Phil has no idea what it is though

6:25 - immediately recognizes past-Dan though

6:40 - past-Phil doing the awkward hand thing in his pockets

6:52 - the one they ended up with definitely seemed much bigger than this

7:08 - “person juice” Phil...Phil why

7:16 - I think those chopsticks were left over from back in 2017 when they did the The CHOPSTICK CHALLENGE! on the gaming channel

7:22 - hearing Phil reading “Phan” out-loud at the time was a lot...we had no idea what the rest of the spring would bring. love that they kept this from the TATINOF era though

7:34 - Phil when he realized what that full card said 😂

7:55 - I love that he’s laughing at the “meaty legs” card

8:04 - the ‘chicken breast’ crystal first appeared in Coming Out - 1 Year Later and was gone by Why I Went To Hospital (again)

8:08 - I’m sorry but I’m just laughing at him getting so annoyed by the comments he moved it...it really does look like a chicken breast though 

8:23 - poor Kath...Phil’s present-buying skills seem...questionable 😂

8:42 - he knew this would be chaotic and hilarious

8:44 - I really want to know what order he filmed these bits in...he had his glasses for both the sitting/talking bit and the box room bit at the start and some of the post-it notes part, but not here or for the last clip where he yeets the post-it notes into the gaming room. did he film this part first, maybe?

8:58 - Dan doing a lot of zoom work there

9:00 - this whole bit... “remember going on holiday?” and making Dan sniff it too

9:10 - ...and then the “I’m about to blow a beach ball” that wasn’t even for the camera at all, that was just for Dan

9:15 - immediate failure

9:24 - Dan’s background commentary...I love it

9:39 - more talking just to Dan...you can see where Phil would just say ‘fuck’ naturally in every day if he wasn’t filming

9:48 - “well I’m glad one of us is relaxed” might be the funniest line in this whole video 😂

9:58 - and his look at Dan when he’s reading about getting a friend to pamper...I love this whole section of this video

10:06 - and the giant vase glass running gag!

10:16 - opening things with his mouth that he shouldn’t as always

10:25 - jesus christ Phil 👀 and the eye contact

10:44 - I’m always scared when they casually reference a fanfic...especially a cursed one

11:02 - that does not look pleasant

11:05 -  I wonder if Dan made Phil blur the feet like he made him blur things in VPMO 2. 😂 Dan claimed he would never show his feet on the internet...but it was way too late. also the feet thing became a bit of a running joke for 2021

11:41 - both of them are just saying things

11:52 - wtf is this look as he’s filing with the heart-shaped file

12:10 - they just keep laughing. god I missed them laughing together before these 2021 videos

12:41 - post-it note system! this is still so far ahead of them actually getting to move though

12:43 - yeah, still not over these soft polaroids they had displayed 😭 Steve! Phil in the cat nightie with Norman. and at least one we didn’t get to see. 😭😭 they’d been taking polaroids of their ‘pets’ for a long time

12:53 - they gave the pixel mirror to Freja 🥺

13:01 - and those they gave away for the Stereo shows too

13:06 - zen garden from the last Keep or Yeet video! and it made it all the way to the new house and on display in the entryway

13:11 - that’s the plant Dan licked in PINOF 10...not poisonous after all. how did he not know it was fake?

13:57 - I would want to throw that towel away after that too. ew.

14:10 - great ending

A perfect amount of Phil-chaos in this video, with more openness and personal stuff mixed in. I still agree with my original thought on this video. Chaotic 2021 Phil was here to stay for a bit.

Phil celebrated his birthday (1, 2) in lockdown a few days before this with a red velvet cake Kath sent. And these (slightly disappointing) piñata cupcakes (1, 2) a couple days later. Good to know Phil still had several days of celebrating/cake, even in lockdown.

[alyjojo]

The Person On Your Mind in June 🌉 2022 - Scorpio

Whole of their energy towards Scorpio: The Hanged Man & The Hermit

There is not a chance you’re communicating with this person right now, it looks like whatever has gone down between you two has put them in this energy in the first place, it’s definitely a dark night of the soul type of feelings within them. They’re looking at their entire lives wondering where they went wrong, both in the things around them and within themselves. The messages point out Karma, one of you messed around on the other one it looks like, and learned lessons, this is clearly a karmic relationship. Meant to teach you both.

Feelings: 10 Swords, Justice, 2 Pentacles

They feel either they or you got what was deserved, a very painful ending, due to being too busy, juggling too many things (or people), something that caused them a lot of pain and they feel justified in doing whatever they did in response. This was a huge burden for them, whatever this relationship was, some are relationships, but could be any number of ways this plays out for you. They were burdened by fears, worries, anxieties, everything they can’t see and don’t know, there are some nasty words back and forth and petty “better/smarter than you” behaviors. All around it looks like you two were pretty toxic together, or at least one of you was. Being a karmic, probably both of you.

Intentions: The Devil

This person clearly loves you, whether they tell you that or not idk. They could also see you as a soulmate, King & Queen of Cups are both here. This could have been an obsessive or lust driven relationship. There’s something toxic in this, and it’s directly connected to overindulgence, which leads me to believe it’s some kind of drug/alcohol problem they have, you could be an enabler of sorts. Or that’s their problem, they are enabling you. The emotions are real but they’re not truly happy in this situation, and though they intend (or intended) to stay stuck and let it continue, it seems they’re moving away from that thought process in their actual actions.

Actions: King of Pentacles & The Hierophant

They’re focusing wholeheartedly on their career, stability, finances, what they can control. Connected to The Hierophant, this can be a mentor or some type of leader, their goal seems to be doing the “right” thing, they don’t want anymore of this toxic crap in their life, however that resonates for you two. They’re taking an old fashioned approach to living their life, for some of you they could be meeting someone else and committing to that person. They didn’t want to leave this situation behind, or you rather, but they felt they had no other choice. Whatever you two have been through is a lot of hardship, especially with this Devil attached to it, and breaking free seemed like the only healthy option to them. They’re going to overcome whatever had them stuck.

Hidden Messages:

Their side:

- Shy

- Scandal 💯

- KARMA

Your side:

- Homebody

- I wish I knew then what I know now

- I love the way you look at me

Possible signs:

Virgo & Pisces 💯 Taurus, Capricorn & Sagittarius

If you’re dealing with:

7 Wands & 3 Swords shows you feeling you have to stand up for yourself in regards to some heartbreak, or you could feel heartbroken over something and feel like you have to defend your position with those around you for some reason or another. If you’ve recently been heartbroken, others could simply be asking why, and you’re very touchy about it.

Aries - confident in their own energy, passionate and desire driven, but also non committal and not looking to settle down

Taurus - loves you deeply but is indecisive

Gemini - wants to take a new path but isn’t sure what that should be, taking the time out they need to think things over

Cancer - leaving behind a disastrous situation, their whole foundation has crumbled in some way and they have no choice 🙁

Leo - fears you have other options or other lovers, worried about your intentions for them, because they feel deeply for you

Virgo - wants to resurrect a relationship between you but feels you’re not on board

Libra - a lot of communication, could be making some sort of plans together

Scorpio - disappointed and sad about something, trying to heal from that situation

Sagittarius - happier than ever with you, a beautiful relationship, feels you don’t choose them though, are the feelings reciprocated?

Capricorn - solid relationship, stable foundation, a practical, domestic & loving partner, this is a great relationship

Aquarius - done waiting, some situation between you has been too painful, they give up

Pisces - feels hurt and abandoned by you, and they’re trying to get over a painful past