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kingofdorkville · 1 year ago

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this may be dumb, but life isn't a race. you have nothing to prove and you're a great person. if you go looking for the things you want, you will find them. dont call yourself a loser - you're perfect

i know.

but i want stuff. many things. i can't get them for shit. i can't even make friends. it's lonely out here. rip.

#anon #typewriter dings #what kind of 22 year old can't make friends?#i was supposed to do that at 5 #and i didn't #and now i'm socially stunted and very very sad...

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icewindandboringhorror · 22 days ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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neopuff · 4 months ago

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i love to come up with in-universe explanations for dumb things

#deanna troi #lwaxana troi #will riker #jean luc picard #star trek tng #star trek the next generation #carro art #i have been struggling with deanna's s1 hair if its supposed to be a hairpiece or if we're supposed to pretend its her real hair #they didnt even get the color right #so ive gone with Pretend Its Her Real Hair #anyway. first and hopefully last time drawing beardless will riker #ANYWAY. deanna cant just not do it after her mom made a stink. wears betazoid clothes for 5 years

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heartorbit · 10 months ago

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searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!

#for finncakes.arts dtiys on instagram... i missed you wxs #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #polysho #my ipad did not survive this one its at 3% after like 5 procreate crashes #and sending me visions of it being put down like a dog. Not happening #kirapipi album release im FREE #wxs getting 1 another wanopo comm and 2 a traditional japanese style song. ive been saying they need it. emu deep voice can save the world #I drew emus recent card the untrained but i dont KNOW HOW TO RENDER SNYMORE IDK HOW TO DO IT. SO SHES TRAPPED #in my wip art timeloop for eternity.#tsukasa is pissing me off so bad in this no matter how many times i drew and redrew his head imhe just completely breaks the illusion of #depth i think i actually did alright on rui and emu. i love how theynlook. Went hard rendering tsukasas outfit i guess which.#pisses me off MORE. its NOT THE FOCAL POINT. TSUKASA INHOPE YOUR NEXT LIM HAIRCUT IS EVEN MORE STUPID. YOURE RUINING MY LIFE.#whats supposed to be his hand is so fucked up with the perspective too helppp me just pretend its nenes.#the tonal difference from my ladt post is so funny. fuck you siffrin you stupud cat

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rotruff · 11 months ago

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wising you a very sleeping on your f/os chest so you can hear their hearbeat or vice versa. wishing you a very instinctively moving towards one another and pulling eachother close and holding on tighter in sleep. wishing you a very one quietly talking to the other who's spouting off sleeptalk-nonsense in loose responses. wishing you a very ignoring blankets in favor of eachothers warmth. wishing you a very kisses to the crown of the forehead and the cheek and the collarbone and the shoulder and the crook of the jaw right where it meets the neck. ok?

#self ship #self shipping #self ship community #f/o imagines #f/o prompts #imagine your f/o #self ship imagine #f/o community #romantic f/o #f/o #little fang #sorry this one is a little less general um. writing it because just a 5 minute nap on her would fix me #gods sleepiest northern soldier vs most gorgeous texan man what am i supposed to fucking do. god. head in hands

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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I adore it whenever rook rests their hands on their hips like a handyman or mechanic about to deliver some bad news as to how much the repairs are going to come in at. the hero equivalent of a plumber. they're out there saving the world with the gently beleaguered air of an overworked janitor and I quite simply love that for them

#*gazing at a blight pustule and sucking in a 'yikes!' breath through their teeth* well. there's your problem.#dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #rook #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #'I wish rook wouldn't strike this weird pose all the time' au contraire my friend they should in fact do it even more #there are few enough delights in this world let us hold on to the ones we have #I suppose mario has the heroic plumber energy corner in gaming covered already but rook's version is funnier to me #extra heightened To Me with ingellvar of course because of who I am as a person etc. and also the metaphysical element #as lucanis genuinely treats assassination as his 9-5 so rye thinks of the watcher's duty to watch and protect the borders of existence #it's a holy duty AND also you're just a cosmic plumber. you make sure shit goes where it's supposed to and not anywhere else #(if you'll pardon the phrasing)#nothing backing up nothing gushing out nothing getting stuck. having to deal with all the weird shit people have tried to flush away #people kind of wrinkle their nose at you but they'd be fucked if you stopped doing your job and you all know it #it ain't much but it's honest work.#hey folks I love rook only hawke can rival them in my heart there's so much Weird Little Guy (gn) potential here

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lucabyte · 7 months ago

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Different standards

#didnt mean to do this one in quote unquote colour but it wasnt legible without it so. heres a treat i suppose #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart #isat loop #isat bonnie #lucabyteart #coughs up a lung. anyway. ramble time as per usual. this is what i was warming up for btw in case it wasnt obvious #besides being another entry in the 'letting bonnie read loop for filth on accident' series. this is mostly self indulgent musings on #headcanons (and i will just use that word here.) ive previously rambled about in other tags and posts #namely: in the scenario that loop integrates into the party as a New Person for quite a while before The Truth Come Out. i feel they have #a decent chance at really scoring a slam dunk in becoming a guardian figure for bonnie? loop's demeanor is already colder and a tiny #bit more level-headed than siffrin's in the way they seem to discuss bonnie with them. namely pointing out that bonnie #never really hated them. it seems to be one thing they're genuinely at peace with? they've seen by now the truth that bonnie #was just scared and upset. and likely now knows that what bonnie wants is to be treated with grown-up respect within reason. plus loop #already scores bonus points with bonnie since they didnt 1. fuck up bad like sif did in act 5 and 2. saved sif in the party's eyes #... but then when it turns out that this clean-slate relationship with a stranger was siffrin being deceitful? must have been odd.#bonnie seems to really dislike being lied to. the question is whether they'd see it that way? would they feel betrayed there?#anyway. this is set after all those emotions are at least settled some. loop able to be more physically affectionate... and yet #still not letting themselves be quite as close as they'd like perhaps. perhaps...#anyway translucent pyjamas because i dont care if you're comforting a crying child you've GOT to SERVE!!!#and also i feel like the party probably wouldn't let loop stay completely naked for that long. especially not post-reveal anyway

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numbuh424 · 8 months ago

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@nearsbday : DAY 2 - "MEMORY"

Near through the years 🧩

#death note #near #nearsbday #near death note #nate river #artists on tumblr #death note fanart #digital art #gif #elle draws #watch him grow like a flower #the idea of this was really fun until I realized it meant I'd be drawing 5 separate pieces all for 1 day 😀#it's fine I love him and I love drawing him it's all fine <3 #I'll post the stills too eventually 🙏#this was supposed to be animated but alas I don't have the time #might revisit it in the future and do the animated version :>

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thecarisfucked · 2 months ago

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pierresteban + quotes that make me want to end it all

poem - langston hughes // i still forget we're not even friends - trista mateer // thanksgiving 2006 - ocean vuong // how odd it is to be haunted by someone who is still alive - sierra colbeth // somebody asked me - wiz khalifa // "you care" - anne sexton // the same inside - anna swir // "and life went on" - anonymous // "as long as you love it" - anonymous // "home" - unknown // swing time - zadie smith // ya'aburnee - halsey // a farewell to arms - ernest hemmingway //aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe - benjamin alrie saenz // "isn't it all about old friends?" - whitealbum // poem - langston hughes

#pierresteban #pierre gasly #esteban ocon #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #web weave #long post #THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE 5 IMAGES TOPS AND THEN IT COMPLETELY SPIRALED OUT OF CONTROL #these two fit every tragic quote ever #nobody doing it like them #I MISS THEM

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doodlelesbians · 4 months ago

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if horrific mutant born from grief then why so perfect??

#inthelittlewood #rendog #wild life smp #wild life spoilers #life series #trafficblr #itlw #itlwart #my art #treebark #renchanting #martren #if you leave notes in the tags/comments ill love u forever #renwood #renchantyn #how many different tags can a combo of two guys have theres like 5 calm down #im gonna be so fr i do not know which little tags are supposed to be platonic vs shipping i just hope folks who would like this see it

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ianthedebonair · 9 days ago

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❌ Damien getting green with the void

✅ Damien getting green with jealousy over an ex

In Damien's defense, the overreaction sprang from suddenly sensing another hero approaching Chen's place (a space he considered safe). Telepathically finding out the two had a past gave him an excuse to disengage quickly, but also sort of pissed him off lol.

Outtakes!

*he's developing a one-sided crush but his ego's too big to admit it

I love imagining Damien trying to banter and tease his opponents to throw them off their game, but a lot of heroes misinterpret it as flirting (that's how it starts with a romanced Lady Argent and she's not the only victim).

#fhr #fallen hero #steelstep #fhr steel #wei chen #fhr sidestep #sidestep #damien becker #fhr blaze #art #comic #my art #a crackship is being born i fear #slipping in for 5 minutes to finally post this #i think it's funny damien is supposed to be around blaze's age #i had no idea how to do blaze's hair untill i saw thatg supernatural actor with a mullet lol

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jellyala · 9 months ago

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“The Holy Shepherd”