#i was so excited yesterday after my book and now im. rip
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marcholasmoth · 6 months ago
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OSRR: 3651
today my mom and i ran some errands after i had therapy in the morning.
it was good to talk to christine because oftentimes i find myself without the words or in-the-moment knowledge for how to handle a situation, but if i take a little bit of time, i can usually think things through and make good choices.
so i'd hazard to say it's working well.
mom and i went to joann fabrics.
they were having a sale.
so i bought a bunch of fleece for a service project for the convention. i want to make and donate blankets for a panel this year. probably a quieter alternative to other things but i can have people working on that all weekend and complete others while i'm not busy, or have security staff or whoever wants to help work on them in their downtime or their off shifts. so.
i may have gone overboard with how much fleece i got because it fills up my mom's car's trunk, but it is what it is. so that was good.
i also got an excessive large container of mod podge.
i just need paint markers, tiles, and terrarium bulbs and i'll be all set for this year in terms of materials, i think.
oh. i still gotta handle the perlers. so i actually have a lot of work ahead of me. rip. but at least i have staff! i have THREE people this year! i'm excited.
after joann's we got lunch and then we stopped for groceries and stuff and we came back and we played the game i got yesterday from midgard games - it's called mlem space agency and basically you play cats that go into space and sometimes you can get onto a planet or a moon and sometimes the ship will blow up because cats are not so good with technology. but you keep the cats on the ships that asplode, so they really just come back. (they have intergalactic parachutes.) (at least in my book they do bc asplodey cats makes me sad, so they just come back.)
but it's a cute game and it's easy to learn and it was fun to punch out. there's some skill and strategy to it and it was quite entertaining.
after playing we all just chilled out for a while bc it was so miserable outside and it was cold inside and around 7 we had dinner and mom and i watched some more of the flash afterward.
no word today from joel, but i expect he was busy with work stuff and happy to stay inside because outside is gross right now.
this weekend i work an extra day, which im not thrilled about, but there's so much i'm already not thrilled about with work, including but not limited to expecting to be put upon to take extra shifts because the supervisor and the senior analyst don't wanna do it and there's no one else to take over. so. i hate that already.
(i have so much to complain about when it comes to managing this place but for real i'm just kind of fed up with incompetence, irresponsibility, and blatant favoritism. displeased.)
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depresseddepot · 3 years ago
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i suffer from "want to die" disease
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honeypirate · 4 years ago
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The Mark
I wrote a soulamte au just becasue i had to, to get it out of my mind. and im posting it without putting too much work into it because i doubt ill work on it more since I always have so much i want to do. enjoy my SoulmateAU Tendou fic. 
Tendou Satori x reader
The Soulmate au is this;  when you first touch your soulmate it leaves a mark, a birthmark will bloom under the skin in the shape of the touch within 24 hours max. 
“Oh!” You laugh in shock as a redheaded boy walks into you, pushing you into your locker door and effectively closing it with a bang, he reaches out grabbing your shoulder to steady you “I’m so sorry! I wasn’t looking!” You recognize him as the boy on the volleyball team, the smart, goofy, one, the one you happen to be crushing hard for.  Your hand reaches out, grabbing his ribs to keep your balance,  “no worries” you chuckle and smile at him, looking into his red eyes. It was like you both were in your own world for a few seconds, smiling like fools, until the other boy he was with, who you recognized as Ushijima, called his name “Tendou..?” He shakes his head “right!” Tendou says enthusiastically and nods at him before turning back to you “sorry…again” he laughs as he takes off running after Ushijima who walked away without him. You watch him as he goes, amused with the whole interaction. He turns to look back at you with a goofy smile and bumps into the back of Ushijima. You laugh at him and he laughs as Ushijima just shakes his head, both of them disappearing into the gym. 
In the middle of practice when the team takes a water break, Tendou is right back next to Ushijima asking about you “Do you know her?” Tendou leans in close to Ushijima, patiently waiting for a response “that’s y/f/n y/l/n. She’s the captain of the girls volleyball team” “she’s cuuuute Ushijima” Ushijima just shrugs and takes a long drink. “So she’s on the volleyball team, that means she’s just next door…” Ushijima knew he was up to something but didn’t feel the need to stop him. Tendou runs to the edge of the thick blue divider in the giant gym, peaking around the corner and looking around at the circle of girls until he spots you, you were on the right of the circle, passing the ball around between you all as a way to stay warm while on a break. 
“So” you say as you use your fingertips to pass the ball up to another girl, “what do you think of Tendou..?” You ask and they chuckle “the guess monster?” Your vice captain/ best friend asks and another girl says quietly “I think he’s scary” you frown “I think… I don’t even know him! But I want to” you smile and your best friend laughs “you like him!?” she teases a little too loud, her words making Tendou’s ears turn red.  You pass the ball aiming for her head, with just a little too much force, she just catches the ball and laughs harder. you sigh and raise your arms in the air “I can’t help it! He ran into me today on accident. He’s so adorable and he’s goofy and he sings those silly songs and it makes my heart happy. I don’t know him and I don’t know how to talk to him. I get so nervous! what if he has a soulmate already”  You shake your head and decide to get back to practice “let’s work on receives and spikes” the circle splits and your head turns as you change positions, catching the fluff of red hair disappearing around the corner of the divide. Your stomach flips, ‘I hope he didn’t hear me!’ you think to yourself.
you try to focus and just finish your practice but you can’t stop thinking about him eavesdropping on you saying you like him, your girls kept teasing you for your perma-blushing. 
That night you didn't look in the mirror after your shower, you just got dressed, not noticing the already blooming dark mark on your skin, a thumb across your collarbone and three fingers on the top of your shoulder. 
The next morning when you go to your locker you find him leaning up against it, looking for you. “Hey!” he says as you approach, “hey” you respond with a chuckle “whats up?” you ask and he smiles “I wanted to talk to you” you open your locker and take out a book, shoving it in your backpack, “oh yeah? About what?” you ask  and he chuckles, turning his body to lean against the lockers “have lunch with me today” he says and you laugh “i can’t, i have volleyball stuff during lunch. Walk me home?” you suggest and he nods “deal” he says and you chuckle again. The bell rings and you close your locker “see you later, Tendou” you smile sweetly before turning and walking down the hall to your classroom. 
“Fancy seeing you here” he says as you walk through the gym doors “waiting for me huh? How sweet” you smile when you make eye contact with the boy leaning against the wall, “what can i say?” he shrugs “I’m a sweet guy” you laugh “I hope I get to see more of that then” he smiles wide ''y/n! “ Your coach yells and you raise your hand signalling you heard her, your shirt moves as your arm does, showing a little of your mark on your collarbone, catching his eye and making his heart race “You walking me home still?” you ask as you start to back away from him “you know it!” he responds and you smile and nod “good. See you later then” you wink at him, grinning at his blush, then turn, running off to your side of the gym. 
After his practice he’s walking slowly to the locker room, staring at himself in the locker room mirror for five minutes, trying to convince himself to lift his shirt. He can feel the touch of your hand on his ribs from the day before, an electric pressure against his ribs. He knows it's in his head from thinking about it for the last hour or so but he’s so nervous. He never thought he’d get his soulmate mark and he was okay with that, he didn't want someone to be forced to be with him, everyone usually thought he was scary. He took a shaky breath and slowly grabbed the hem of his shirt, raising it over his head with his eyes closed. Letting his breath out slowly before slowly opening one of his eyes and peaking.his eyes both open wide as he stares and his heart skipped when he saw the small mark across his ribs. The perfect mark of where your hand had touched him. A grin broke out on his face and as much as he was terrified you’d be sad that your soulmate was him, he was elated that you were his. His heart beat double time, his stomach twisted in a knot of butterflies as laughter bubbles from his chest. “Ushijima..” he laughs “USHIJIMA!” he yells, taking off towards the showers to show his best friend his soulmate mark. 
“See you guys in the morning, don’t forget to bring your forms for training camp” you say to your team as you exit the locker rooms, a few of them wiggling their eyebrows as they notice Tendou waiting for you with the biggest grin. “See you laterrr captain!” they yell, laughing as they walk in a different direction. You shake your head before turning to greet the excited boy “How was practice?” he asks and you smile “it was good, lots of improvement. How about yours?” you stand in the hallway, feeling a little awkward when he doesn’t go to leave. “Mine was good as well, you should come to one of our games and see me play” he says and you chuckle “Tendou I go to all the volleyball games already” his eyes widen “you do?!” you nod “yeah. I’m friends with all the managers from the teams in our prefecture so we usually meet up and hang out, plus watching volleyball helps me know how i can improve.” he grins “so you’ll be at our game this saturday?” you laugh “yep! I'll be there”  he nods and puts his hands behind his head “good! I’ll make sure to play my best for you then” you shake your head with a smile and nudge him with your elbow “I look forward to seeing you play, Tendou” you turn to walk away and he hesitates”wait!” he yells and then laughs a little awkwardly at his outburst “I need to show you something” his voice was quiet as he took your hand and gently pulled you into the now empty gym with him. 
You wondered why he was so nervous all of a sudden (you didn't shower at school, didn't like carrying heavy shampoo bottles, so you still don’t know about the mark) “What’s up Tendou?” you ask, concern in your voice.  He clears his throat and opens his mouth to say something but stops himself, shaking his head softly. “Just, look.” he says and slowly raise his shirt, “wait what are -?” you fall silent when the palm print shows. You point at it, open your mouth, look into his eyes, close your mouth again. You suck in a breath and then quickly drop your backpack, pull your hoodie over your head as quick as possible, fumbling when it gets stuck on your pony, ripping it off your head in a rush and blushing with his chuckle at you. 
You shove the shoulder of your shirt down and gasp at the print on your shoulder. You point at your mark, then slowly point at his, your voice shaking when you whisper  “yesterday..?” and he nods, his palms are sweaty so he wipes his empty palm on his jeans, the only holding up his shirt just tightens into a fist, he's so worried that you’ll be sad and think he’s the worst one to get stuck with. Expecting an “oh no” to come out of your mouth next. He closes his eyes and braces himself for the rejection, still holding his shirt up but he doesn't realize. 
He gasps and his eyes flick open when he feels your soft hand rest on his ribs over the mark. “you’re my..soulmate” you whisper, a small wistful smile on your lips as your fingers brush across the mark as your thumb brushes across your own. He places his fingers gently over your mark and you look up into his gorgeous red eyes, your smile growing when you see the sweet look in his eyes. “Tendou, how do you feel about this?” you brush the backs of your fingers against the mark on his ribs before gently taking his shirt from his tight fist, letting his shirt down, never taking your eyes from his. 
“I..” he clears his throat, deciding to be honest, you were his soulmate after all, “I don't want you to be disappointed that your soulmate is me.. is a.. is a monster” the quick burst of a laugh that comes from your lips echoes throughout the gym and he furrows his brows, your close all distance between you, feeling confident in touching him since you know you are soulmates “Tendou, no” you say softly as you cup his face in your hands, your thumbs softly brushing his cheek bones “never in a million years could I ever,” you lean in a little closer and drop your voice “and i mean never ever,” the corners of his lips start to turn up into a smile, “think you are a monster” you smile warmly up at him, he’s blushing now and his smile is genuine, you test out calling him his real name “Satori” his eyes widen and his face flushes darker. You chuckle and move your hands to his neck “i know people call you the guess monster, they call you scary, but I need you to know that I have NEVER thought of you that way or even agreed with any of it.” his eyes filled with tears and he scrunched them shut, a few of them rolling down his cheeks. He already knew he would love you so easily, he would give you anything. You stand on your tip toes and kiss his cheeks, kissing away his tears. His heart practically stops then, such a sweet action but it made him feel so loved already. 
“Are you.. Are you happy that I’m your soulmate?” you ask shyly, your eyebrows furrowed, you're feeling a little nervous now. His eyes pop open and his arms fly out, wrapping around your waist and holding you to him tight “You have no idea how truly e l a t e d I am. I am so happy, y/f/n” he says quickly, his eyes looking into yours, showing how concerned he was that you would think any different. You giggle then, making him sigh softly and smile, tucking your hair behind your ear, crazy from when you took your hoodie off. You blush “oh i’m so embarrassed” you reach up to fix it and he laughs shaking his head, “let me” his voice is soft and it halts your actions. 
He takes off your pony, slipping it on his wrist, and runs his fingers gently through your hair, smoothing it down and enjoying the soft feel of it in his fingers. “There” he places his hands on your neck, softly running his fingers across your skin “thank you” your voice is barely a whisper and you lick your lips, swallowing hard. His hair is still damp from his shower and his hands on your neck are warm, your run your hands down his chest and leave them there. You admire his eyes and the slope of his sharp nose and jaw. “You're beautiful” you whisper and then blush a deep red out of embarrassment “sorry i-” he laughs “no. don't be sorry. I'm so glad you think that. You are the most gorgeous person I've ever seen, i feel so lucky” he cocks his head and cups your cheek. Your body feels like it's buzzing, like everything is finally in place and there is no way other than up. You realize that life is still hard but you never expected to meet your soulmate so young. “Do you want to tell people?” you ask and he laughs “there is NO WAY i could hide my soulmate and pretend otherwise” you beam up at him “i'm glad you feel that way because i want to tell everyone” you gush and he nods “i already told my team” he says with a smile and you laugh, he was so adorable, it made your soul happy.  “That's so cute” you say softly and he blushes “should we tell our parents?” you whisper and bring your hand to your chin, considering the options. 
His laugh makes you smile “I already texted my mom” he says and you laugh with him “perfect. Okay. Oh my mom is going to be mad if i'm late home though!” you realize you're still standing in the gym at school and you back away from him, picking up and putting back on your hoodie and throwing your backpack back on. You reach your hand out to him “Still walking me home?” you ask and he nods lacing your fingers together with his “would you mind if i started doing it every day?” he asks and you shake your head “I would LOVE it if you did” you reassure him and he nods “good” he says with a chuckle. At the door of the gym you stall though, realizing you forgot to do something “wait” he turns back “what’s up?” he asks and cocks his head as he looks into your eyes “can I..” you chuckle and look down at your entwined fingers “can I kiss you?” you ask and a grin spreads across his lips before he cups you cheek and turns your face towards him “yes please” he whispers and leans down, connecting your lips in a sweet first kiss, soft and warm with the perfect amount of pressure. Your breath leaves your lungs and your heart beats hard against your rib cage. When he pulls back you both have matching blushing cheeks. “Yeah we are definitely going to be doing that a lot more” you chuckle and then squeeze his hand, slipping out the gym and heading home with him, so excited to get to know him, your soulmate. 
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reverais · 2 years ago
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listen i didn’t know that tumblr had a tag limit and the whole bunch of my stream-of-consciousness-public-journal-entry is missing so im rewriting everything bc, of all the times, this is not one i want to forget
listen my queue is about to end and im about to drop some very emotionally-driven language formulations. the hell is language formulation even. i just dont know how to put any of this into words
tbh i feel like i havent really come to terms with everything
your girl just went through an unfortunately loss and went back to home for it. and philippines has some funeral customs i still cant wrap my mind around. tbh i feel like i haven’t mourned at all here. most grief ive experienced was from the three days it took to plan getting here
and im already anticipating the most grueling “return to normal” when i get back to canada
like i go back to work literally the day after i land (thank god its wfh tho). but i want to wail. i want to be unable to breathe bc i cried it all out. not just the loss. but the missing of home, the missing of family. again.
god i hate it. i always know its going to be like this whenever i leave home. but it just never seems to get easier. like i cried into my eye mask two days ago. we shouldve gotten drunk. thats why i didn’t cry yesterday. i was kinda elated even. i was like i should go home tomorrow (today) bc the night ended so well. not that tonight didn’t end well. but theres just a certain feeling looming. and i just want to cry it all out already. like rip the bandaid. but not here. not in front of everyone. especially not in front of ma. who also seems to be trying to choke things down.
no time ever feels enough but there’s always that thought of i need to make money, things are waiting for me. and tbh my lifestyle and comfort just isn’t for here no more. but anywhere the family is, i’ll go. no matter the mosquito and ant bites.
not to make this anymore complicated but church, man. i already know there’s something waiting for me there. and i don’t want to hear a second of it. i dont even think i can bring myself to be around people i can genuinely be myself with much less the ones who just orders and tells me what to do. that one is hard to explain as is. but ig thats just another bandaid to rip off when i finally have the guts to
“funny” things is that im this close to cursing god. after how i took in technoblades passing, he really thought to send another one my way. thats just cruel now
theyre all talking about me coming back next year december. and december is the known preferred time now bc not only is there more to do but the weather is nicer. more expensive but a more worthwhile trip. plus i have a list of what to bring back now. chocolates obv, the halloween sales ones esp. water bottles seem to be a current trend but still useful even out of trend anyway. ill try to find books for a particular cousin. and maybe speakers bc they love the bluetooth one. oreas and pringles and candies overall which are honestly cheaper here but whatever they want. the kids love toys still - i haven’t seen that kind of exciting in forever and i want to see it again. these kids got me running around and sweating. dont got their stamina and endurance for heat and itchy grass
all in all i think money goes the furthest here (as is anywhere). ill just buy experiences. ig thats movitation to stay in the deadend job for now. and to commit to pursuing something hopefully better for my future.
its late tho, i need to wake up early. good night.
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xiaojaan · 3 years ago
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jay bestie i’m so sorry for not sending an ask! :( so much has been happening and i didn’t want to half-ass anything. but how are you? what did you do, since today’s a sunday? what are you doing right now? can you believe it’s only a few days till i have to reveal myself? qkdhjsj 😭😭 in other news, i got two bottles of pastel nail polish for christmas! what did you get? and i texted back my ex and now we’re talking normally again and it feels really great 😳😳 i just realised i miss him because he was my best friend and then after him i just kinda. had no one, you know? 😕 but he’s not mad at me, he said, so it’s all good now :) what’s your favourite lays flavour? maaza frooty or slice? oH also my mother made pancakes at home today! they were so sweet 🥴🥴 have you ever tried them? have you ever tried sausages? i tried them once and loved them!! i’ll be back tonight, probably 🎀
it's okay bestie!! i have been ok ig bfndk few hours ago i sprained my ankle and ngl it hurts bad 🤕 so a little less okay bjdk i have been spending weekend beside books :/ literally didnt do anything else bc i have an economics exam tmrw and idk i feel like i wouldnt know anything in exam even if i have studied it all so rip. yess!!! and im super excited for the reveal bdjsks !! omg thats nice! any kinds of pastel colours always look good on nails i never put nail paint but deff what i would go for if i did. eh well we don't really celebrate Christmas in our family it's just the youngest kid who gets gifts and so i gave my bro some toys and stuff as santa and he was super happy w them it was so 🥺🥺. i was making that oven cake yesterday tho... and likr everything else thats a trainwreck in my life it turned out that the flavour mom had bought needed eggs as an ingredient. and we dont eat eggs so i made a whole batter and mixed it (all while being anxious as hell to do it right bc i barely do anything in the kitchen😳💀) for it to just be a semi solid white liquid in microwave 🥴 it smelled good tho bfjdkd we didnt think of googling a substitute to eggs and had throw it away :| aksvskfbsk texting ex is a dangerous game 😳 bjsksk but im so glad that u are on good terms now always better than having bitter feelings for each other. im glad u feel good talking to them. oooh the dark blue lays !!! dont rmr it's name (indian spices?) but its The Superior one. damn i havent had it in ages u got me yearning for it now 🤤 maaza is ok too but frooti forever!!! nooo havent had pancakes or sausages (isnt that meat?) not sure but yea im veg so. no i want to try pancakes thooo bdjsk i do have a sweet tooth so i might like them 😳it's good talking to u bestie glad ur well im gonna go back to studying now *sigh*
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lunavadash-creates · 4 years ago
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Guess who's back!
Sorry for not responding earlier, I really wanted to but my life is a mess at the moment. I had plan to drop message yesterday but I literally closed my eyes for a second around 8pm and woke up today morning. X.x
How are you doing Babe? Everything good?
I know you are about to graduate but don't push yourself to much and remember to make breaks. Like.. real breaks! Don't fell any pressure because of requests! Take as much time as you need!
Talking about request - latest headcanons were funny to read. I mean, AC characters in your perception are quite similar to my close male friends. My best friend is a mix of Altair and Malik. And after I read them I was like wooooah, but after Ezio part. WELL. I got Kamasutra as well lol 😂 Edward's headcanon also reminds me of my other friend. Drinks a lot and definitely could break a bottle on someone's head in my defence.
I think my excitement over AC weakened lately, but those headcanons made my day.! Thank you for finding time to write and post them! Maybe I should re-read books..
Also! I almost forgot about that 'first impression' thing! I wanted to participate earlier, but since I couldn't I am going to share my thoughts rn.
When I started following your blog I wasn't an active follower. I was just reading so the very first thing I was thinking was that you are incredibly talented! The fact I read your smut for Shay and actually enjoyed it is the best proof! But then I saw your interactions with followers, I become more active and actually started talking to you and I think you are impossibly sweet and easy-going person! 💕 Did I mention that you are talented? Because YOU ARE.
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KNIFEY! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU 🥰🥰
First of all dont be sorry for not responding. Realy life always comes first! Remember to stay hydrated, rest and take it easy. And also spoil yourself from time to time because you deserve it! 💜
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About my thesis - 3 days ago i finished the last chapter so now i only have to write the end and those little stuff like transcription and dictionary. I will have my defence either on 1 or 8 July 🥰🥰
Im so happy you like those little headcanons!
Honestly I had fun writing them, i may based them a little on how i see some of people i know. Its always fun to write for those boys.
Honestly I havent read the books yet because yeah, uni comes first and I really wanted to read them in English. But I got secret crusade and it made my cry like 3 times and I only reached the moment when Malik come back from Solomon Temple.
I KNOW I WILL SUFFER READING THIS. PLS TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
About losing some interes - its all fine. Honestly I love ac but its still kind if new for me and rn, when I have a little time, im either playing Genshin Impact (its amazing and free) or trying to finish building Kenway Mansion in Sims (rip)
About first impression. Knifey you made me blush and made weird sounds and my heart is MELTING.
Yesterday i saw your ask and honestly I was in a bad mood as I felt so bad about my writing. And then i saw your message and I felt so incredibly happy, you know? Knifey you are such a light in my life and amazing treasure 🥺 all your asks literally fuel me to keep going and keep writing.
Thank you, dear, from the bottom of my heart.
YOU ARE AN AMAZING HUMAN BEING BEING AND I LOVE YOU FOR THIS.
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Honestly I will finish this thesis, pass my finals (which will be nightmare i know) and km on writing all your requests 🥰💜
Have an amazing day, Knifey. And thank you for everything.
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acerine · 5 years ago
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Can I request a naruto x reader? Where she’s apart of team 7 and her and naruto was dating but they fight and break up. Which causes her to get depressed and develop an eating disorder and everyone gets worried when she shows up to train bc she looks sickly and her bones stick out badly. Just angst with happy ending? (You don’t have to write it if you’re uncomfortable with this topic. I suffer from anorexia and it’s hard to find stories on this topic. I do understand if you don’t wanna write it)
Hold Me
Pairing: Naruto x Reader
Warnings: Angst, eating disorder, like one cuss word
A/N: I don't have a problem with writing about disorders but I just get worried that i’m not portraying them properly, please reach out to someone if you are suffering. aaaand that ending wasn't as happy as I wanted but I think it works. 
I don't have much knowledge on anorexia so im so sorry if I didn't write about it properly. 
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uzumaki naruto
You groaned and plopped yourself on a bench near the entrance to the village, exhausted from the search for your boyfriend. He had dashed off immediately after training was finished without a word to you; again. You were getting worried due to how often this was happening, especially worried because he had been speaking to you less -- the only time you really saw him was during Team 7 training. You had asked Sasuke and Kakashi if they knew where he was going but they seemed to be just as clueless as you.
Looking up and seeing the sun set, you decided it was time to head home. He’d tell you whatever was troubling him eventually; you could only hope at least. “Nope -- don’t doubt him, he's never given you a reason to.” you softly mumbled to yourself, but the creeping heaviness in your heart told you otherwise.
As you walked through the village you felt your stomach grumble, the exhaustion from training and searching finally catching up to you. You decided to stop by Ichiraku’s -- it was on the way to your house and their ramen is rejuvenating, especially after gruesome training with Sasuke. shudder. He certainly gives training his all, the developing bruises were proof of that.
“Naruto that’s your 3rd bowl!” a voice giggled, bringing you back to reality.
Did they just say Naruto? Of course your boyfriend would be here! Why didn't you think of checking Ichiraku’s first? You quietly chuckled to yourself as you walked towards the voices, excited to finally see your boyfriend and share some ramen with him. But you certainly weren't expecting to see your boyfriend with his arm around Sakura nor did you expect to see how close their faces were
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“Naruto...what are you doing?” your voice cracked slightly. Naruto and Sakura both halted their movements. Slowly he turned his head to gaze at you, “W-What are you doing here Y/n?”
Sakura looked guilty and avoided your gaze; immediately letting you know that she was aware of your relationship and what she was doing. “No seriously, what are you doing here with her?” you forced out, the strain in your voice becoming less evident, your anger overpowering your sadness.
“I was just catching up with Sakura, I haven't seen her since she started working with the other medical ninja!” He yelled out in an attempt to defend himself, his eyes darting away from you to his bowl. “Y/n calm down...it’s not what it looks like.” Sakura softly spoke. You scoffed, “Then why cant either of you look at me?”
No response.
After a minute of silence you had had enough, “Okay well don't stop on my behalf. Have fun with Sakura, Naruto.” Turning around, you began to walk away before feeling a grip on your upper arm, “Wait what's that supposed to mean?”
“Im pretty sure you know what it means.” Ripping your arm away from his grasp you sluggishly began your walk home, your body in pain from training and from your aching heart.
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You closed the door behind you, locking it, and diving face-first onto your couch. The events from before finally registering in your head. Soft sobs began to fill the empty room and the couch pillows became stained with tears. What did she have that you didn't? You knew he used to have a crush on her when he was younger but you thought he outgrew it. Hell, you thought she had a crush on Sasuke, since when has she been interested in Naruto? Your mind was filled with questions.
Your stomach grumbled once again, this time louder than before. You didn't have the energy to get up and make yourself anything -- you weren't even sure if you even had food at home. Moving into a sitting position you glanced at the kitchen before getting up and heading to your room, you could eat in the morning after you slept off today’s events.
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You woke up and slowly got ready for training; not mentally prepared to face Naruto after your break up. You felt a pang in your chest at the thought of his name -- making you aware of how difficult training was going to be. You sighed and began to make your way to the training grounds, taking a look at the kitchen. The last time you ate was yesterday morning but you felt fine, although the painful growl said otherwise. Shaking your head, you moved towards the door and left.
...
Naruto hadn’t showed up to training today. Kakashi said he had gone on a year training mission with Jiraiya. How convenient. They could both tell something was off between you two. “How about we cancel practice today? I think we deserve a day off.” Sasuke rolled his eyes at Kakashi, “And what are we supposed to do while you read a crappy book?”
“How about you two be actual teenagers for once?” Kakashi grumbled before heading off, leaving you and Sasuke alone with nothing to do. “Well since the moron and Kakashi aren’t here do you want to train with me?” Sasuke was pretty hardcore when it came to training — seriously, this kid did not know how to hold back. Training was life or death with him but you didn’t know what else you could possibly do on your free time other than wallow in your self pity, so you agreed.
Yeah, let’s just say you were better off moping in your room.
...
Your body felt so weak from training, the only fuel being emitted into your body came from a banana. You were constantly burning away calories and weren’t eating enough to refill them but you just couldn’t bring yourself to eat a proper meal. After finding Naruto and Sakura 12 months ago, you hadn’t felt hungry. Sure your body was weak and your stomach growled occasionally but you weren’t hungry. You hated how everyone said otherwise.
“Y/N are you sure you’re not hungry? You’re starting to look like a pile of bones...”
“Seriously, i think you should eat something.”
“Your movements are becoming sluggish, fix it.”
It was all you heard now. You felt fine. You looked fine. Why was everyone freaking out? Was it because you lost a bit of weight?!
Annoyed, you began to make your way to the meet Kakashi and Sasuke. Today would be the day Naruto returned and you just wanted to get it over with. Once you arrived all you were met with the usual concerned gazes from Kakashi, an indifferent Sasuke, but now you were met with a new pair of eyes. He looked good. Really good. 
Fuck, you couldn’t do this. “You know what...i’m not feeling too hot right now so i’m going to head on home.” Your words tumbling out as you spun around, ready to return the way you came. But your legs crumbled from underneath you, too weak to fully support you anymore. You could hear Kakashi and Sasuke’s cries of concern but you couldn’t focus on them, you could only focus on the one person you didn’t want to. “Woah, what’s wrong?!” Came his frantic voice — his arms capturing your frame before you could fully hit the ground.
Don’t touch me. Don’t touch me. Don’t touch me.
You knew he could feel your bones, your oversized shirt no longer able to hide your secret. His eyes hardened before picking you up and carrying you to your house. You felt so tired and it felt like this was a dream. Everything was so hazy and you couldn’t fully comprehend what was going on. Did you actually collapse at the training field or did you hallucinate that? You couldn’t tell anymore.
But his hold on you felt real. His scent smelled real. What was he doing carrying you, you two broke up because he decided to get cozy with another girl.
Before you knew it you were being laid on your bed, “I’m going to go get some food, just...wait for me okay?” His voice cracked. Why did his voice crack? “Yeah uh okay...” Why were you agreeing to what he was saying? You watched as he walked away from your room, “What is going on?” you softly mumbled to yourself, attempting to regain your sense of reality. Staring up at the ceiling, you didn’t realize how much you changed in the year that you two broke up. Yeah okay maybe you lost some weight, and maybe you only left your room when it was time for training or missions, but was it really that odd? 
You saw Naruto coming back into your room and sat on the bed -- it dipping under his sudden weight. He had made you some soup, surprisingly not ramen, and held the spoon up to your lips, “Eat it.” You couldn't bring yourself to argue with him so you complied. The only sounds surrounding you two were the clanging of the spoon against the bowl and your small gulps. Your stomach felt warm, you had forgotten the feeling of a full stomach. 
A choked sob captured your attention. You looked up away from the bowl held in front of you and saw the tears streaming down your ex-boyfriend’s face. “Im sorry for doing this to you. I wouldn't have left if I knew this would happen.” His voice shakily cried out. You didn't know what to do, was your condition really that bad? He set the bowl onto your nightstand and cradled your cheek, his other hand wiping at his tears. “I’m so sorry.” He continuously cried out. 
The hand on your cheek felt warm, it was nice. Both of his hands now wiped at your cheeks, you hadn't realized you were crying but he was wiping your tears away for you. 
Maybe you were broken, maybe it was his fault, who could say? You pulled him into the bed with you and he held you in his arms -- he made you feel like you would be okay, he made you feel safe again. Sure you two had a long way to go before you could trust him but for now you were happy just being with him. Like it was before that day last year. 
“Please just hold me.”
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descendantofthesparrow · 5 years ago
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Harry Hook x Pan!Reader -Oneshot - enemies are made on neverland
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Can you please make a harry hook x reader one shot where he reader is Peter pans daughter and she lives in Auradon but she doesn't fit in
she meets harry and they already knew eachother from when they were kids in Neverland. They've always hated each other because they were supposed to be mortal enemies. And this takes place in decedent's 3? And also the reader is really badass
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you were born and raised on neverland, the daughter of peter pan and Moira, your mother the granddaughter of wendy darling.
You had two older siblings, who weren’t neverland born, Maggie and Jack, who had grown up.
You were only 4 when you met..him.
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You wandered the beaches of neverland, fawns bell-like voice twittering behind you chatting about the new baby squirrels that were born yesterday. When you heard footsteps approaching, you panicked, they didn’t sound like any footsteps you new, these were heavy but quick at the same time, and fast.
You turned and flew up a tree, watching the ground, when a boy, no older than you ran onto the beach, he kept looking behind him, as if something was following him
“BOY GET BACK HERE” you gasped, fawn cupping her hands to her mouth. Hook, Hook was after this boy, the boy looked around wildly, fear clear on his face. You made a split decision.
You jumped down from the tree, fawn flying after you, “Hey!” you whisper yelled, the boy jumped, turning to look at you, surprised ocean blue eyes met your (e/c) ones, and you waved him to you, he glanced back to where hook was calling angerly for him and rushed over to your hiding spot, you grabbed his hand, leading him to a hollowed tree, and shoved him in, fawn following him in and you climbed in, bringing up the leaf cover, pressing your back to the trunk.
Heavy footsteps.
“BOY” the ocean eyed boy jumped, his hand coming up to grip your shoulder tightly, his eyes filling with tears “WHERE ARE YOU, COME OUT NOW” a few moments of tense silence, before hook grumbled, muttering how the boy would regret running off later.
The footsteps walked away, but none of you moved till fawn flew out, seeing no pirate and called for you to come out, the boy asking what the bell was, but you ignored him, leading him back out.
“umm” the boy started nervously, a thick Scottish accent on his tongue “th-thanks” he mumbled, looking at your though his lashes.
“your welcome” you smiled at him, his cheeks turned pink, fawn giggled, the boy's eyes widened, seeing his sister stomping up behind you.
“HARRISON HOOK” your heart froze…hook? “HOW DARE YOU!?! YOU KNOW HOW DAD IS, COME ON” a girl with curly black hair grabbed the boys collar, freezing when she saw you.
“what-what are you doing hanging out with a pan!? Is that why you ran off?!” the boy froze when he heard your last name. shaking his head with tears in his eyes
“n-no! I didn’t know who she was!” the girl huffed, glaring at you “stay away from him pan”
And dragged the boy off, he looked back at you, mouthing ‘pan?’ to himself. You watched as the girl dragged her brother away, one thought in your head.
‘hook…dad?’
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The boy was the son of captain hook, harry, his name was. And you hated him, and he seemed to return the feeling, he played pranks on you constantly, also stealing whatever he could from you, treasure, knick nacks, anything he could get his hands on.
Then he went too far, stealing your book and ripping it to pieces, a sadistic smirk on his face.
Tears dripped down your face as you watched the pages fall to the ground, it had been the last thing your great grandmother Wendy had given you before she died.
Her last work, one dedicated to you.
“n-no..” you shook your head, your voice cracking, you looked into Harrys eyes, anguish simmering in yours.
“I …i- I HATE YOU!” you screamed, turning and running to the hideout.
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Only a couple days later, Auradon forces came to neverland to detain the pirates, including harry and dragged them off to the new island of the lost, a place with no magic, a place to imprison the villains.
Even with your hate for harry, you knew he and his sisters didn’t deserve to go there, they had done nothing!
You had begged the fairy queen, Clarion, to try to save them, but she was unable to do anything, though she agreed with you, Harriet, harry and CJ were innocent children, they did not deserve to be imprisoned for their father's crimes.
And it had been 13 years since then, and harry hook had been invited to Auradon prep, and you kinda reacted….harshly.
….
You might have punched him when he tried to talk to you for the first time, and he stared up at you with surprised eyes, holding his bloody nose.
“that’s for ripping my book”
You avoided him for a month, before he cornered you, ironically on the anniversary of the day you met him.
“pan-please-let me- let me talk teh yeh!!!!” he yelled, grasping your shoulders pleadingly, as you kept trying to move around him to getaway.
You huffed, leaning against the wall, glaring at him. “you have one minute” harry sighed, digging into his bag and handing you something.
Your eyes widened with tears, shaking hands talking the object out of his hands.
It…its was your book, the pages carefully put back together with care. You looked back at Harry, who was staring down at his feet, shuffling them.
“i-im sorry lass…I was an idiot, and wanted to make meh father proud…and I-I didn’t realize how much the book meant teh yeh till I saw the personal writing teh yeh…god im so so sorry (y/n)”
You saw a drop of water hit the floor, falling from the curtain of black hair covering his eyes.
“you-“ you started, your voice cracking, you cleared your throat “you kept the book…and the torn pages”
Harry nodded, “aye, I knew I couldn’t just leave them like that, so as soon as yeh started to run away in tears, I started to collect the pages, and I kept them in a bag till I could put them all back together”
You watched as harry bit his lip, obviously nervous. “im truly sorry (y/n)”
You stared at him, shock making you unable to speak, you looked down at the book, tears dripping onto he covers, you opened it, and the first thing you saw was your granny Wendys writing
To my little fairy, may this book allow to you fly forever
-Wendy Darling
Some of the words were separated with a thin line, from the tear, but were somehow put back together so carefully, it didn’t seem like it had been torn at all.
You laughed softly, looking back up at harry.
“maybe your not so bad at all?”
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Did you hate harry hook? You used to, but…now you saw the boy you saved from his father, the one with the ocean blue eyes.
Slowly but surely, the two of you had become friends
He laughed at the stupidest things, like a bird that was high up and the wind ruffling its feathers. You had facepalmed at that.
And he had a stupid easy time at making you laugh, only needing to look at you and make a weird face to do so.
People were weirded out, the daughter of Pan and the son of Hook being friends!?! It was anarchy, it doesn’t make sense! You two were supposed to hate each other!
They didn’t like the way you two constantly talked, they didn’t like the way you two leaned into each other, they didn’t like the way you two bantered with each other like old friends, they didn’t like the fact that you two were friends at all.
No not at all.
people started to separate you from each other, inviting you to things where harry wouldn’t be present when you would go to sit with harry for meals they would grab you and make you sit with them.
They made the teachers of your shared class separate the two of you, with the reasoning of ‘they distract each other, their grades are going to slip’
And honestly? You were REALLY missing harry, like really bad, you were having dreams about him, doodling him on every piece of paper you could get your hands on, daydreaming of him.
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You sat on your bed, crossed legged and thumping your knee on the bed, pouting at the wall.
You were lucky you had your own room.
So no would disturb you if you talked to harry in here.
….
Unfortunately, you never got his phone number.
Sighing you flopped back on your bed, half of you laying on the bed, the other half hanging over the side, the clock on the wall now upsidedown.
*pa-ping!*
Your phone went off, sitting up you saw an unknown number, raising your brow you open the messaging app, seeing a message from the unknown number
From 714-849-7165 (dudes don’t call this number, It's just random) at 11:37 pm
I got your number from evie, you wanna go sneak off to the enchanted lake? Im bored
You squinted at the message, trying to figure out who it was before another message came in
Its harry btw
Sighing in relief you typed back, your heart beating a little faster now that you knew that it was Harry texting you.
YES, I've been so bored, who knew that a pirate makes life more exciting?
I knew, you just didn’t listen to me
You rolled your eyes.
Whatever, so enchanted lake?
Yes, meet you there in 15 minutes
Gotcha, see ya hook
See ya pan
Squealing you clicked off your phone, leaping up from your bed to grab appropriate clothing for going to the lake.
Was it wrong to feel this excited to see a simple friend?
Maybe it wasn’t just simple friendliness you felt toward the pirate.
….
Eh, you would deal with that later, you had a hangout to get to.
---the end---
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vergilsangel · 6 years ago
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Hi! May I have prompt list # 100 "you're my soulmate?!" with Gladdy & f!shy!reader? Please and thanks!
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Today was a special day. A day that everyone looked forwardto in their lives. Today was the day you would meet your soulmate. How did youknow? The clock on your arm that had started counting down the moment you wereborn, clicked to 24 hours remaining at noon yesterday. Currently, the purplenumbers read “3 hours, 10 minutes, and 9 seconds”. To everyone else in theworld, this would be the most exciting time ever.
But not for you. Your whole life you struggled with beingincredibly shy. Meeting people filled you with horrible anxiety, so much youfound it hard to speak. The thought of finally meeting your soulmate filled youwith terrible dread. What were they like? What if it wasn’t compatible? You hadnever heard of anyone hating their soulmate before, but it just took oneinstance for it to turn out terribly. It would be just your luck that the oneinstance would be yours.
2 Hours, 00 Minutes,00 Seconds
Gladio checked his arm three times and looked around thesquare. Why was he here so early? Looking at all these people this early wouldn’tlet him meet his soulmate sooner. He couldn’t help but wonder what they werelike. Noct and the others had met their soulmates already and were happier thanever. He had been the only one of the group to have to wait, but now that itwas happening, he couldn’t help but be a bit nervous. Did they like books? Exercising?Camping? So many questions filled his mind and he couldn’t help but wonder whathis soulmate was like. As he stood there wondering, he started building up whathis soulmate would be like in his mind and a smile broke out across his face.
1 Hours, 00 Minutes,00 Seconds
After a lot of panicking and debating with yourself, youfinally decided to head to the book store. If anything, that would hopefullyhelp you calm down. For the next 45 minutes, you browsed the shelves and pickedout several books. They put the books in a paper bag and you headed to thesquare. There were benches by a fountain. You could sit and read while youwaited for the clock to tick down. But as you neared the square, you couldn’thelp but feel dread forming in your stomach. What if this was a bad idea? Whatif the clock ticked down while you were waiting and no one came?
02 Minutes, 30 Seconds
Gladio had gotten tired of standing around, so he went andgot some food. After eating, he went back to the square, feeling as though hewas supposed to be there. RIP Theloud tearing noise seemed to echo through the square and Gladio turned hisattention towards the source of the sound. That’s when he saw you, by the timehe moved to help you, the numbers on his arm had turned red reading “30 secondsremaining”. He started helping you gather up your books, noticing you hadn’tsaid anything to him yet. Someone that was walking by accidentally kicked abook away. Gladio immediately went after it. By the time he brought it back,his arm had 2 seconds remaining.
“Here you go.” He said, that’s when he finally looked atyou. Taking in your appearance and how nervous and fidgety you were. His eyeswidened in surprise. There was a beep from both of your arms before the numbersfaded leaving normal skin.
“You’re mysoulmate?!” He asked the question before he could stop himself. You looked upinto his golden-brown eyes and felt your heart sink at his question. All yourworst fears were confirmed. Your shyness had driven away the man who would beyour soulmate. Gathering your books, you mumbled an apology and left, notrealizing Gladio still held one of your books. It didn’t take him long torecover and he dashed after you, gently grabbing your arm.
“Hey, wait! I didn’t mean it like that. I was surprised. I’mGladiolus Amicitia. But you can call me Gladio.” Gladio introduced. You blushedand couldn’t meet his gaze as you stammered out your name.
“(Y/N). What a beautiful name for a beautiful soulmate. Let’sgo grab a coffee and get to know one another. I’ve waited a long time to meetyou.” Gladio said making you blush harder.
“Besides, I still have to give you back your book.” Headded, holding it up and winking.
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chambxrlainnn · 6 years ago
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isn’t that AMITY CHAMBERLAIN? yeah that is HER, sitting there at the GRYFFINDOR table with those other SEVENTH years and i think i heard sybill saying they look like BENEDETTE PORCAROLI… whoever that is! when she looks into her crystal ball she sees a string of ivory pearls around a slim neck and a quaffle tight in hand, rips in clean stockings, muddy scuffs on new shoes, holding a wand behind their ear, flushed pink cheeks, and bloodied up knees paired with a smile, i’ve heard they’re pretty LAIDBACK, CREDULOUS, and COMPETITIVE. apparently they’re a MUGGLE BORN but i’m sure that’s not related.
HEY YALL. it’s honestly taken me forever to write this because I genuinely suck at making intros and yesterday was independence day so I’ve been a MESS! BUT I’M HERE NOW AND I’M SO EXCITED TO PLOT WITH Y’ALL. so feel free to hit this with a like for me to message you via IM or even send one on discord! 
I. STATISTICS
NAME:  amity grace chamberlain
NICKNAME(S): amma
BIRTHDAY: october seventeenth
BLOOD STATUS: muggle-born
MORAL ALIGNMENT:  neutral good  
HOGWARTS HOUSE: gryffindor
GENDER: female , she/her
HEIGHT: 5’6
OWL: Eggy, a plump sandy colored owl (and amma’s very best friend)
FACE CLAIM: benedetta porcaroli  
WAND: hawthorn wood, dragon heart-string, 9 ¾, slightly springy
II.ABOUT
so I’m still fleshing amity out since she is an oc but here are some little points about my little muggle-born baby! I’ll explain more during plotting!!
amity grew up in an affluent family. dad, mom, three sisters, and a white maltese dog named pipp. the dog is supposed to the family’s, but amity’s sister, oriana, will tell you otherwise.
 amma’s life has always been filled with constant charity brunches, cotillions, and investment galas. all hosted by huge companies and attended by other wealthy families. her mom is essentially a trophy wife and lives for dressing her girls in candy-color dresses, pearls and curls. darling little children, that’s what the chamberlain girls were…. or at-least they were when their parents were around.
amma, always trailing around her older sisters, found out about her powers during the summer before her tenth birthday. she had scared the hell out everyone by letting a flower bloom in her hand after pipp had run over the other ones.
the blooming flower was only the start of the other particularly odd occurrences that had been happening to amma. when her hogwarts letter had arrived no one in her family was really surprised. actually, they were sort of relieved because now they all understood now why amma had become so weird all of a sudden.
her mom was hella a bit disappointed in the fact that amma was now a classified witch because it meant she had no real control over her daughter as she got older. amma’s frilly dresses had turned into gold and scarlet house clothes. her crown of blonde hair that was once curled and tamed was now often pulled back due to flying lessons and quidditch. the more time amma spent at hogwarts, the less of a hold mrs. chamberlain had on her. her father didn’t really seem to mind mainly because eighty percent of his time was spent working anyways and had hardly built a stable enough relationship with his younger daughter to really realize what was happening with her. he saw the hogwarts letter and basically went “what the heavens is a gringotts?”
which amma is 100% fine with because she feels like she genuinely fits in better while at hogwarts rather than when she’s home with sisters who rather paint their nails and go to the diner to drink milkshakes with boys. don’t get her wrong though, amma loves her muggle friends and her family, but nothing really compares to the people she has met while at school. at least while she’s there she doesn’t have to hear her sisters refer to her as the witch of the family or make jokes around friends that amma can do really cool ‘magic tricks’.
but that didn’t mean all her time at hogwarts was rainbows and butterbeer either. she’s a muggleborn, so at times things were tough and they still are. she can still remember the first time being called mudblood. she punched the hell of them too.
she’s not a complete idiot though. amma knows better than to let people sink under her skin about her lack blood purity. instead, she focuses all the negative energy into quidditch or her studies… but mostly quidditch since its really the only part of her days where she can actually relax and not feel like she has be 2x as good as purebloods.
thats it for now! I plan on eventually updating this 
III. AESTHETIC
comfy knit sweaters, twigs in your hair, green tea, groovy records, driving with the top down, smoky potions, cinnamon gum, the mist of hairspray, golden lockets, tattered old books, funky platforms, autumn leaves, grassy knees, gryffindor banners, a spring breeze, red blowpops, showing kids at hogwarts how to play red rover in the quidditch pit, hiding a wand behind your ear, pumpkin juice, and chocolate frogs.
IV.PINTEREST
xxx
V. WANTED CONNECTIONS
will update later!
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the-fiction-witch · 6 years ago
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Dirty Boy! P3
TV SHOW: GODLESS COUPLE: WHITEY WINN X READER RATING: SMUT
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Saturday:
I sighed trying to get my fire to lite the rain had been falling hard since yesterday and my house was becoming an ice box because of it I heard a little knock on my door
"who is it?" I ask
"the sexiest boy in la belle" I heard whitey laugh
"come in whitey" I sigh and he happily came in shutting the door behind him
"I missed you when you ran out on me yesterday" he smiles
"you were supposed to" I laugh
"here let me help," he says sitting beside me and helping me with the fire "that was very mean what you did to me yesterday" he complains
"I know" I giggle as we got my little fire going
"you know... If I wanted to I could lock you up in the office or handcuff you so you can't do somethin so mean to me" he smirks "if you where in the cell you couldn't run away from me baby" he smirked kissing my shoulder
"yes but then I wouldn't do all the little things you love" I smirk
"true, y/n... Can we fool around today?" He asks "please" he begs pulling a pouty puppy face at me
"no" I laugh sitting on my sofa and he sat beside me "if your so desperate whitey why don't you just touch... yourself?" I ask
"i do, just though my pocket when I'm watching you, I can't make myself cum baby, you have been too good to me. You've spoilt me because of your touching and grinding my hands are worthless now my cock feels how good it is to have a sexy lady around" he explained
"awww poor whitey, why not just make your hands go numb and imagine it's me" I smirk snuggling into his neck
"i do baby" he groans "but it's still me and I know that it's me, I need you baby" he begs
"why should I?" I ask
"y/n it's been almost a week I haven't waited this long for an orgasm since I discovered jerking off, I can't take your torcher anymore" he groans kissing any part of my skin exposed to him "just somethin anythin I don't care what ya do to me, just make me cum y/n" he begs
"anything?" I ask and he nods so I giggled slipping my hand up his leg he hitched he breath excited for me to touch him I slipped my hand in his pocket and he seemed a bit confused before I found the little hole in his pocket I could feel his half hard cock on the other side of this little hole his head a little wet from pre-cum and the shaft a little tender humm he must have been playing with it before me came to see me he lightly grunts as he felt me so close to him "hummm, somebody has been touching him today" I smirk
"I had too, he was begging for you this mornin" he groans "he was so hard for ya baby, after you being so mean to me this week my dreams are so dirty, dreamin of you not running off or people not barging in on us dreamin we got.to finish what we have been doing" he smirks as I slowly ran my finger around his head "huu...y/n" he moans "touch me.. more please" he begs so I slipped my hand in further taking a grip of his cock "uhhh! Yes, touch me please" he begs so I ran my hand all over him and slowly began pumping "uhh uhh ummmmm! Yes ohh my god! Im already close baby" he moans
"does it feel as good as you imagined? Having me to touch your cock?" I ask
"a billion times better then I could have ever dreamed y/n" he groans
"Good, sit still, stay quiet" I tell him "undo your pants whitey" I smirk getting up to lock my door and shut my blinds he was just finishing undoing them as I sat down and I nuzzled into his neck
"there ya go, he's out and waiting baby" he smirks and I giggled giving his neck more kisses "don't you wanna see him? See how big he is for ya? See how.much he needs ya" he smirks
"no" I answer
"why not?" He asks
"I like the secrecy" I smirk "we have to keep something a secret don't we whitey?" I smirk
"but how are you goin to do anythin to me without looking?" He asks
"easy" I smirk running my hand up his leg and grabbing his base he almost screamed his head back on my sofa his eyes half closed like he wanted to shut them in pleasure but he didn't want to miss the sight of my hand on his cock I began slow little tiny movements up and down but even they got
"Uhhhhh uhhhhh uhhhhh ummmm baby! More more! Please I'm beggin ya y/n! More...." He moans
"hummm dirty boys should keep quiet and enjoy what they are given else they get nothing" I warn
"I'm sorry y/n your hands just feel so good" he groans "could I ask... A favour?" He asks
"depends on what it is whitey?" I answer slowly getting faster
"ummmm... Can I .. can I kiss ya?" He asks
"alright" I smile
"not just that...but uhh... Could you use your other hand to uhh... Touch somewhere else?" He suggests
"where?" I ask curiously and he smirks doing his jumper and shirt slipping them off leaving him sat in just his pants but even they where open exposing his long seven inch cock he took my other hand giving it a soft light kiss before he rested my hand on his bare chest "well alright whitey, so long as you keep quiet" I tell him
"I will, I promise" he groans so I kissed his soft lips melting into the heavenly kisses as I sped up my hand he groaned and moaned into my mouth a lot but I kept going trying to make sure his pleasure wouldn't stop for a moment, "y/n...can i-" he began
"what now whitey?" I laugh
"can I uh... Please" he begs his hand hovering above my arse and I nod so he grabbed me hard almost throwing me forward back to his lips his gropes where hard and sexy like he had no.choice in groping me he had to to let his pleasure escape him in some way but he moved his hand it slipping up my waist to grab my breasts and he moaned into our kiss so I sped up my hand "UHHHHHH AH UHH UHH PLEASE Y/N IM CLOSE IM BEGGIN YA LET ME.CUM" He begs
"why should I?" I ask
"because ya love me?" He asks
"not a good enough reason" I laugh
"because I need it" he begs
"knowone needs an orgasm" I giggle
"please... please, I'm beggin ya baby" he groans
"nope" I giggle
"I'll fuck ya later if ya make me cum?" He suggests
"no thank you whitey" I giggled slowing my hand
"uhhh noo! No no! Please I'll give you three orgasums if you let me have this one please" he begs
"humm no" I smirk almost stopping
"uhhhhh y/n please I'm in agony please I'll do anythin just let me cum please" he screams
"magic words?" I giggled
"please!" He screams
"noo that's not the sexy magic words" I giggled he sat lookin'at me a bit confused before he smirked
"please touch me baby" he growls
"why should I? Why should I let you cum?" I ask
"because... I want you" he smirks "I want to fuck that pussy raw, but my baby is being difficult so she will touch until I'm done with her else I'll force her down and fuck her pretty tittes all night" he smirks
"humm dirty boy" I smirk kissing him
"it's how you like me?" He smirks groping my breasts hard "soo.. baby girl, make me cum" he begs
"alright" I smirk kissing him hard running my hand around his bare skin and jerking him as hard and fast as I could he moans loudly into my mouth I can tell by the moans and tightness of his cock he was close and the lustful kisses and groping was a good indication too I heard a knock at my door and pulled away he looked upset mad at me even but I kept moving my hand I winked at him sitting normally and still jerking his cock "who is it?" I ask
"it's bill y/n can I come in?" He asks whitey quietly losing his mind unbelievably close to his orgasm
"sorry bill I'm changing what do you want?" I ask
"have ya seen whitey I can't find him anywhere?" He asks so I smirked giving Whitey a little kiss Ben if he tried to snog me he grabbed my breasts harder ripping the top of my dress to shreds to grope me though just my underdress his other hand pulling up the many skirts of my dress slapping on my bare skin to grope my arse his nails digging into my skin
"I uhh think he went down to the river bill for a bath" I answer
"ohh alright... I'll wait till he gets back then, ya see him tell him I need a word" he says
"will.do bill" I laugh and I heard him leave
"ummmm ummmm uhhhhh uhhh uhh!!!" He moans as he froze his jizz spurting out of his cocks head as his senses flooded with his orgasm "uhhhhh.....umm baby, you-you made me cum, thank you y/n" he groans exasughted
"humm your welcome" I giggled giving him and cuddle and a kiss
Sunday:
I sighed a little bored trying to read my little book but it was boring me so I threw it and ran out to the official opening the little door but the place was empty just bill sat at his desk eating a cookie
"Ohh mornin' Miss Y/n, something the matter?" he asks
"No bill, Where's whitey today?" I ask
"At home, I gave him the day off" he shrugs
"Ohh, okay. Thanks, Bill" I smile running off to whitey's place I noticed the front door was open so I looked inside but it was empty... where the hell is that dam boy? I looked around the corner and saw him stood sorting out his horse "Morning" I smile slyly putting my hands behind me and pushing out my chest he turned and smirked at me
"Mornin' Y/n" He smiles "Somethin' up?" he asks
"I believe that's your department Mr Winn" I smirk coming over stand between him and his horse he smirked holding me tightly wrapping his arms around my waist tight and giving my shoulder a kiss
"Is it now? somebodies in a good mood this mornin'" He laughs
"You see in a good mood too" I smirk giving him a little kiss and he instantly kissed me back pulling me against him
"Can ya blame me darlin' I got to cum for the first time in a week course I'm happy" He smirks "What are ya after y/n?" he asks
"Board, your fun"I giggle cuddling tightly into his chest
"Aww, thanks" He laughs
"What are you up to?" I ask him
"Ohh taking Ted out for a ride he hasn't gone out anywhere for a couple days," he explains
"Really? Well, where are you going to go?" I ask
"Not sure, down to the river? maybe up to the forest?" he shrugs
"Can I come?" I ask
"Aww Course ya can darlin'" He smiles "Come on y/n" he smiles helping me up onto his horse and a couple seconds later he got on just behind me giving my shoulder a little kiss and we slowly went off out of la Belle "So... where do ya wanna go darlin'" he asks
"The forest" I smile
"why? What's the matter with the river?" He asks
"I don't wanna go down the river, I wanna go into the forest" I smirk
"Ohh? come on tell me why?" he laughs giving me a tight cuddle
"I don't like the river to open, people can spy on us much easier" I laugh
"why ya plannin' on doin' somethin' ya don't want people to see us doin'?" he asks
"what do you think?" I smirk
"Well... we could do some stuff If ya wanted too darlin'" he smirks pulling me closer to him so that my back was tight against his front and I could feel how tight his pants were already getting
"Hurry up then" I smirk
"Hold on tight then baby" he smirks giving me a kiss and making the horse gallop off much faster "I know the real reason ya don't want to go to the river" he laughs
"Ohh why?" I ask
"It means we have to go past... that place don't we" He laughs
"Yes" I answer
"Why do ya not like that place?" he asks
"I don't mind the place, or the people I just don't want you going near... Her" I sigh
"Aww, really darlin' that's what you're worried about? Relax y/n I haven't seen her in months you don't have to worry your my girl" He says giving me a kiss
"No Louise?" I ask
"Not ever I promise," he says
"Whitey?" I ask
"yeah?" He asks
"How much further to the forest?" I ask him
"Not far now," he says "why? gettin' impatient my sweet?" He asks
"Maybe" I shrug moving my hips back a little to grind on him he laughed grabbing my hips
"Dirty girl" He smirks
"I learnt it from you Whitey" I smirk
"I better give ya your next lesson then baby" he smirks as we got to the edge of the forest as soon as we got deep enough for people not to see us I jumped off his horse and he jumped down after me holding his horse as we wondered a little more "so... What are ya plannin'?" he asks
"Secret's" I smirk taking the reins from his hand and tieing them to a branch close by the little steam so Ted could drink and not wander off I grabbed whitey's hand and ran off dragging him along with me
"Where are we goin' y/n?" he asks
"Here" I smirk pushing him against a tree
"Ohh? what are ya going to do to me today?" he asks
"Secret" I smirk
"Can ya do what ya did to me yesterday?" he asks
"maybe" I shrug
"Your evil" he complains grabbing my hand and slowly making my hand slipped down his chest towards his pants
"That's why you love me" I smirk kissing down his neck bitting at his soft skin a little
"True" he laughs as I undid his pants
"no whitey.... before I really get started when did ya last have a bath?" I ask him
"Yesterday" he answers and I just look at him "Friday" he shrugs
"Really?" I ask
"Wednesday" he sighs
"I don't believe you" I smirk slipping my hand in his pants and slowly rubbing his cock
"Monday! monday I swear" He answered
"Honest?" I ask slowly rubbing him harder
"I promise" he complains
"You went and had a bath the day you felt up my arse?" I ask him
"yeah" He answers
"Liar" I smirk pushing his pants down a little not enough to make them fall but enough to let his hard cock spring free "Tell me....else I won't keep going" I warn as I swept the ground with my hand just to check for sharp rocks and sticks before getting on my knees and giving his cock's head a soft kiss
"Uhh! Last Thursday" he moans
"that's much more then a week ago" I laugh
"I've been busy" he answers
"Ohh yeah doing what?" I ask licking down his shaft
"Uhhhh! Doin' you" He laughs
"You haven't done me yet, But I know what you meant" I chuckle
"Ya gonna do this to me or are ya just gonna be mean to me?" he asks
"Both" I shrug pressing kisses all over him
"Your a evil girl!" He complains
"and your a very dirty boy, we work well" I smirk
"You might think so" he sighs
"You don't?" I ask licking a line up from his base to his head
"uhh! No No I think so, I just hate being the horniest guy in La Belle stuck with a girl who just likes fuckin' tourchering me!" he complains
"You love it" I smirk lightly sucking on his head
"I do!" He groans rolling his head back against the tree "Uhh baby! Come on little further" He begs so I smirked taking almost all of him in my mouth all of him that would fit and sucking lightly "Aww... you finally being nice to me" He smirks putting his hand on my shoulder lightly rubbing my shoulder as he groaned and grunted sometimes bucking his hips towards my mouth "Uhhhh! Your mouth is amazin'" he groans "Didn't realize when I was just sticking my tongue in it, should have stuck my cock in earlier then this" he smirks
"Shut up whitey" I tell him grabbing his arse
"Ohhh! Dirty girl!" He smirks "Your learning a lot from me aren't ya darlin'" he smirks
"shut up whitey" I warn sucking on as much of him as I could and licking the pre-cum from his cocks head
"Uhhh! Okay!" He groaned having to bite his mouth so he wasn't screaming "Uhh baby! Uhh umm! Ohh god! baby girl!" he moans "I'm close already sweetheart" he smirks "Uhhh your mouth is magic" he smirks
so I moved my head slowly up and down his shaft he grabbed my hair trying to at first slow me down but he slowly started making me go faster I slapped his hands away so he couldn't touch me at all as I sucked taking the last inch or two of his cock that I couldn't fit in my mouth and slowly pumping him
"Uhhhh Fuck! your evil!" He screams "Please please baby! make me cum baby girl" he begs
"Not sure I should" I smirk pulling away to press tiny kisses to his close head "After you being such a dirty boy these last few days, and you got one yesterday" I laugh
"So! I need another one! Come on please!" he begs
"Well... we can make a deal?" I suggest
"What sort of deal?" he asks carefully
"Well if I'm going to do this for you... what will you do for me?" I ask him
"Hummm Babygirl, you have been spendin' to much time with me haven't ya" he smirks "Well... i guess tomorrow I could, Fuck ya?" he suggests
"Nope" I shrug going to move away
"No no! I uhh... I can pay you back later? an orgasm for an orgasm? how bout that?" he suggests
"Well you would owe me two actually whitey...counting yesterday" I smirk
"Okay! I will just please" he begs "Finish me please" he begs
"Alright" I smirk taking every inch of him I could in my mouth and licking up his shaft and head pumping anything I didn't have in my mouth within seconds he was groaning and screaming against the tree so I sucked as hard as I could his hips began bucking uncontrollably into my mouth he kept muttering my name and baby girl between his sharp jagged breaths
"Y/n... Slow down! I- I'm gonna-" he groaned cut off by his own moan so I just kept going "Uhhh! Uhhhhh UMMM Y/N!" He moans loudly the warm gunk spurting out his head onto my tongue it tasted odd like someone has mixed salt and sugar into a thick paste that was the best was to describe it "Ummmmm babygirl" he groans collapsing against the tree very tried I swallowed any I had in my mouth and licked any he had left on him getting up from my knees to cuddle close with him and he lazily cuddled me giving me a couple tiny kisses as we both playfully giggled "Your too good at that" he smirks
"am I?" I giggle
"Ya are, would think you had done that before" he smirks
"Nope, just to you" I smirk
"aren't I lucky" he smirks "Come on y/n let's get back before Bill sends a search party out lookin' for us" He chuckles doing his pants back up and taking my hand but I smirked flipping us over so I was against the tree pulling him as close as I could
"Aren't you forgettin' are little deal Mr winn?" I smirk
"Later darlin'" He smirks giving my head a kiss "I promise" he smiles
"Your a tease" I complain
"says the girl who just sucked my dick" He laughed
"I got you off didn't I!" I complain
"alright alright soon I swear" He laughs as we went back to his horse and he helped me up on it again and got on close behind me as we started to ride off back to La Belle
"whitey?" i ask resting my head on his chest and shoulder behind me
"Umm?" he asks concentrating on making sure Ted didn't take a mis step as we headed out the forest
"Have you ever fooled around with another girl?" I ask him
"No" He laughs "why do ya ask?" he asks and I shrug "Y/n" he warns
"You seem desperate like you haven't had it in a while" I laugh
"It's not that I haven't had it in a while it's that I haven't not someone else anyway, I haven't even touched myself for a good while now" he complains
"That bad?" I ask
"Well it has a withdrawal Y/n like most things do, but I seem fine just a bit more horny than normal "he shrugs
"This is normal?" I ask and he nods "Humm fun" I smirk
"My dad used to say I Played with myself to much I'd go blind" he laughs
"ya blind yet?" I ask
"Not yet, but I'm workin' on it" He smirks giving me a kiss "what about you? your mum and dad ever tell ya horror stories about touchin' ya self?" he asks
"No, they just told me not to do it, ever that I should not have an orgasm until my wedding night" I laugh
"why do I think ya broke that rule years ago?" he laughs
"I did" i smirk "I just don't do it as much as you do" I laugh
"Don't you? okay I last did last Friday, when was the last time you did?" he asks
"Wednesday" I smirk
"This Wednesday? you dirty girl" He smirk giving my head a kiss "Y/n?" he asks after a while
"yes whitey?" I ask
"do you like me calling ya baby?" He asks
"Eh" I shrug "Not to bothered by it" I shrug
"What about sweetheart?" he asks
"No, I'm not keen on that one" I complain
"What about darlin'?" he asks
"that's fine, it's innocent I suppose when other people are around" I smirk
"what about... babygirl?" he asks
"I like that one" I smirk "when we are alone" I smirk
"why just when we are alone? it's just babygirl? it's innocent enough around other people" he shrugs
"True" I smile cuddling closer to him
"Aww, ya gettin' sleepy babygirl?" he asks
"little" I sigh "I always get sleepy when I'm frustrated" I complain
"Ohh... well, Okay" he smirks putting his hand he wasn't using to control the horse to sit on my leg "Come on, I've never done this before y/n give me some kinda idea what I'm doing" he laughs
"Just get in the right area whitey I'll direct you from there" I laugh
"Well, okay" he blushed slipping his hand up my leg up to my thigh his thumb rubbing a little on my hip
"whitey?" I laugh
"yeah?" he asks
"Hint" I suggest "Under the dress" I tell him
"Ohh! right" he blushed "Sorry" he smiled giving my head a kiss and tugging up my dress to try and get his hand under having to keep grabbing at my many petticoats on my dress "How many bloody layers are in this thing?" he complains
"I forget" i shrug he made ted stop a moment and used both his hands
"one, two, three, four, five,six, seven, eight! how are you not boiling?" he asks
"There very thin" i smirk
"Ohh are they" he smirks slipping his hand under my dress layers and making ted wonder on again "Humm there we are" he smirks
"Underdress whitey" i laugh
"Ohh for god sake!" he complains going under my undergarments too "Ohhh... hello, your skin is very sofa babygirl" he smirks running his hand down my thigh
"what happens when you actually wash every other day whitey" I laugh
"really? Tell me y/n am i the first one to touch ya?" he asks and I nod "Good" he smirks moving his hand up to hold my waist stroking my bare skin "Ummm, i like feelin' ya up, under your clothes" he smirks
"better then over them?" i ask
"Course it is" he smirks moving his hand down to grab my arse "Uhhh yeah, Babygirl, I love your ass so much" he smirks grabbing it hard
"aren't we meant to be doing something else whitey?" I ask
"Ohh right, sorry your too sexy, I got distracted" he smirks moving his hand around to my tummy I moved the skirts of my dress a little so if anyone did spot us it would just look like he was holding me carefully so I wouldn't fall he slipped his hand down pressing little kisses to my neck but got confused
"Underwear whitey" i laugh
"Ohh come on!" he complains "you don't normally wear this much clothes" he sighs "ya didn't the other day?" he smirks
"I know well I have to ride a horse, don't want to be doing that with hardly any layers on"I laugh
"Alright, but... I don't want to see you with this much on under your dress again? we clear babygirl?" he asks and I nod
"Good girl" he smirks slipping his hand under my underwear "so...where am i going?" He asks I whispered it to him and he blushed a little I concentrated on the pretty scenery as his hand moved so His thumb rubbed on my clit I almost choaked he saw me and smirked doing it a little harder I almost groaned grabbing his jumper as I snuggled close to him "Aww, do ya like this babygirl?" he asks and I nod snuggling into his neck a little more and he kissed my head as he got a little faster I went to grab his arm "what is it?" he asks
"up and down whitey, and little circles, rubbing not trying to kill me" I warn him
"sorry, thought faster and harder was better?" he asks
"Not always with girls" I tell him as I kissed and sucked on his neck to stop myself from moaning or screaming to much as he slowly and carefully played with my clit the slow stepping and bouncing of the horse actually making me feel a little more needy like with every time I bounced up a little I wanted whitey's cock to me under me to fill the needy desire of my pussy "Whitey... a little faster" I smirk
"Humm horny girl" he smirks speeding up a little rubbing directly on my clit
"Uhhh whitey!" I groan
"Ohh ya like this? am I doin' somethin' right?" he asks
"yeah" I groan snuggling close to him "don't move your hand" I tell him
"Ohh? really? alright then babygirl" he smirks rubbing on my clit a little faster
"Ummmm whitey" I moan
"Uhh! I like you moaning for me, it's hot and sexy babygirl" he smirks lightly grinding his half hard cock on my back "Uhhh come on baby I wanna see ya cum for me" he smirks and I bit down on his neck already feeling close
"uhhhhh! Whitey!" I scream pulling him to kiss me as I felt my orgasm rush though me holding his jumper tightly he kissed me back gently rubbing on my clit as I calmed down
"Awww, babygirl did I do good?" he asks
"Very very very good whitey" I smirk caressing his face and giving him a kiss
"humm okay, come on we need to get back" he smiles taking his hand away from me and making ted gallop off back to La Belle.
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Necrokitty Tales: Trouble in Inkwell Isle (Chapter 12)
Authors’ note: Remember, Necrida’s writing will be in italics and SPKC’s writing with be regular font.If you have no idea what this roleplaying thing is, you can start from the beginning here.
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The morning arrived and it was a shiny new day. Mina woke up happily, got dressed and went down stairs. She stopped abruptly to see her mother sleeping on the table next to a bunch of tissues and an almost empty bottle of vodka.
‘She must have cried herself to sleep again’ Mina thought sadly reaching for the bottle quietly and emptying it in the sink, to replace it with salted water. ‘That will teach her’.
She then covered her mother with a blanket, prepared a small breakfast for both of them and packed her lunch. She was starting to get worried about her, she had been drinking more the past few weeks…
She gave her mum a kiss and went on her way to school wondering if Mr Carnation said something to upset her last night.
Harvey Hare woke up with a slight groan. He got up, stretched and started to hop toward the kitchen for breakfast. His mother was already setting aside a piece of extra carrot cake from last night for him. Harvey blinked in surprise at the cake for breakfast and his mom chuckled.
“I know we don’t normally have cake for breakfast but I’ve just heard some of the nightingales chirping away about some very interesting gossip that I’ve just GOT to ask about before they fly on over to the second isle.”
Harvey wasn’t complaining. Cake for breakfast was awesome. He sat down and quickly ate up before his mother changed her mind. He paused mid bite. “Isn’t dad coming home tonight?”
“Yes he is. And I’m sure he’ll want to talk to you about yesterday as well, young man!”
Harvey paused. Oh gee, yesterday was a bit rough, wasn’t it? His eyes widened. He wondered what the class would say? Was Mina still alive? Was Spike going to seek revenge? So many questions! He finished his cake and quickly dressed for school before hopping out the door. He wasn’t sure if he was going to catch Mina on the way to school but he’s sure that if she was still alive, they could talk at lunch.
When Mina passed near the carnation’s field, she eyed it quickly to see if it was there but she couldn’t spot him. She wanted to thank him again for giving back her journal. Maybe she could get him a gift at the carnival tomorrow.
She wondered on her way to school what do flowers like, do they even eat?
Harvey was worried to see he had beaten Mina to school. Oh no! Did that mean her mom killed her after all?!
His classmates were absolutely abuzz with chatter about yesterday’s fight.
“I heard that Cagney tore her into tiny pieces!”
“Nu uh! She bit him and sucked all the nectar out of him cause she’s a bat!”
He spotted Spike and Todd out of the corner of his eye looking a bit subdued. Did their parents find out about this too? He couldn’t help but hope they got in trouble.
Mina got into class the moment the bell rang. She caught her breath and waved at Harvey, taking her seat. She then pulled her journal out of her backpack to show it to him with a smile.
Mrs. White looked upon the class with a very annoyed look. “Children, it has come to my attention that there was a fight yesterday afternoon. Although the fight happened outside of school grounds, I would have imagined your parents have raised you to avoid altercations.”
All students turned their heads to Mina and Harvey.
Mina slid down a bit from her chair as she tried to hide. Todd frowned and  gave Harvey a threatening look.
There was some silence in the classroom before a kid blurted out: “Did you suck out Cagney’s nectar with your vampire teeth?”
The whole class erupted in uproar of excited yelling and Mrs. White had to bang on the board several times in an attempt to regain control of the situation.
“Children! Children! Enough!” She shouted irritably, finally resorting to slamming a book on the ground. And even then there were a few murmurs. She clapped her hands together. “I don’t care WHO was involved,” she snapped, “But everyone is going to have to do an extra writing assignment!”
There was a collective groan from all the kids as Mrs. White wrote on the board. “Don’t you “aw” me,” the teacher continued, “Maybe if you violent little thugs behaved once in a while,” she muttered under her breath, “I wouldn’t have parents coming in arguing with me over grades.” She cleared her throat and pointed to the board. “Tomorrow I want a paragraph about what you like about one of your classmates. I don’t want any declarations of love! Just, things that you like that make them a good friend! You got it?”
“Yes, Mrs. White.”
“Good, maybe some positive writing will rub off on you and keep you in line. Now open your books to page 36…”
Todd looked at Mina and Harvey and made a gesture with his thumb sliding across his neck. Mina saw him and showed him her unusual long tongue to mock him.
Sullivan finally reached shore after sailing through a horrible storm and fighting a terrifying giant octopus. Amber was still there, shining in her beautiful dress and calling his name with an angelical voice. He started walking towards her, he could smell her, he could almost touch her…!
He woke up by the sound of a clock alarm falling from his chair.
Amber’s ears twitched as she heard Sullivan’s alarm go off. She peeked in from the kitchen at the groggy salamander and brought out a plate of fried fish, letting it clatter loudly in front of his face. “Good morning, Sully!” She beamed, “I made breakfast! I caught it myself!” She declared proudly, flashing some sharp canines at the still half asleep salamander. If he looked close enough at the fish, he could see the two puncture wounds where she had sunk her teeth in and dragged it from the water. “Eat up!”
Sullivan looked at Amber blinking unbelieving. Not only the girl of his dreams was still here, bit she made him breakfast! That she caught herself! This woman was really getting to him… he had to show her how much he wanted to stay with her.
He regained his seat and smile tenderly at Amber “Wow that is a nice catch! Thank you very much, Amber…” He scratched his neck nervously .“Em.. did you sleep well?”.
Amber was pleased that her catch was well received. She was actually beginning to like this dope. She brushed her fur aside. “Oh! Well I took the bed. I felt so bad that you fell asleep here though! I wasn’t quite strong enough to drag you.”
Nor would she have risked waking him up. She eyed the door hopefully. As charming as this was, she really had to get a move on, especially if she was going to double check these shipments and maybe intercept one or two.
“Do you think you could give me a ride back to the mainland? Dog paddling is the worst when you’re a cat.”
‘Im never washing those sheets’ the salamander thought to himself. “Uh, yeah! Of course” he nodded “ And.. um…” he hesitated “Amber… last night… was really fun, and… I was wondering… if… you would like to hang out again sometime? Maybe… go to the carnival or… something”. He stared at his plate.
The carnival, huh? That would certainly be an opportunity. And no one would suspect her if she was walking around with a date. She smiled sweetly. “That sounds like fun. I think it comes in tomorrow if you wanna go?”
“T-that would be great!” Sullivan looked at the woman with a big smile and a red face. He was going on a date with her! He finished his plate and offered to take Amber back with his raft.
The lunch bell rang and Mina waited for Harvey so they could go together to the cafeteria, keeping an eye on Todd and Spike.
Harvey hopped over to Mina. “I’m really glad your mom didn’t kill you!” Harvey exclaimed  happily. “How did you get your notebook back?” He gasped.
“My mum was very angry when we got back home but she calmed down and ended up talking” Mina smiled and started walking to the cafeteria. “But later, Mr. Carnation came to my home! I thought he wanted to kill me, but he actually wanted to apologize and brought me my journal!” She took her notebook and laid it on the table. “Some pages are ripped but other than that is all here!”
Harvey smiled. “Well, good, your mom didn’t try to kill him, did she? My mom tried to kill him but he apologized to her too. At least I think he did.” He did not, Harvey realized. But he didn’t need to tell his mom that. He’s sure she would already be busy with whatever gossip had seized her last night.
Mina laughed imagining the scene Harvey described. “He did apologized to me, and later my mum wanted to talk to him in private, so maybe then he apologized?” She scratched her chin thinking about what they might have talked about.
He was grateful that his friend did not lose her notebook. It seems pretty important to her. “How long have you had it?” He asked curiously.
“I had this journal for a year now, but I have three. I should think about buying a new one - this one is almost finished.”
“As far as a new notebook goes, maybe we can find one on the second isle when we go to the carnival. Wait, are we still going to the carnival tomorrow?”
“And yeah! Definitely we are going tomorrow!” She said happily. She looked at Harvey, remembering how he tried to help her yesterday. “Harvey.. thank you for yesterday. That was really brave of you.”
Harvey brightened up but then looked sad. “I couldn’t do much,” he admitted with a sigh, “I don’t have claws or teeth or nails. All I got are these big floppy feet.” He scratched his head. “Although my dad said he might teach me a few magic tricks the next time he’s in town. So maybe he can teach me how to make people disappear.”
“Your dad is a magician?” Mina asked intrigued. 
Harvey nodded. “Yeah, he works on one of the other isles. He does a couple shows a week. He’s a bit weird but he’s nice. But he’s not here too often so I gotta do something else!” Harvey pointed to his feet. 
She looked at his feet. “You know… maybe you just have to learn how to use them, like kangaroos.” She looked through her notebook to show him a drawing of a kangaroo she did long time ago. “They have very big feet and they use them to fight.”
Harvey looked at her book with interest. “A kangaroo? Woah!!! I could do that! Do you know any kangaroos who could teach me?”
Mina thought of it for a few seconds “The only one I known lives on Australia,” she said sadly. “Are there any fighters in here?”
Harvey thought about it. “Well, there’s Ribby and Croaks at the Clip Joint. I know they fight, but we have to find a way to get in to the bar. I think, Goopy Le Grande is also around, but he’s more of a boxer, although now that I think about it, I have seen him try to smash things with a body slam.”
“The only other person I know who does anything with their feet would be Sally stage-play, but she’s an actress and all the way on the third Isle so we probably couldn’t go visit her unless we had a good reason to go that far.”
Harvey tugged one of his ears. “So, what do you wanna do?”
Mina listened attentively. “Wow! That’s a lot of fighters… Hmm.. well I wanted to check out the hole at the observatory. We can go see whoever is the closest. Oh! And after we explored you can borrow my journal and show it to your sister.” She smiled.
Harvey glanced at the time. “We’re almost done with lunch so tell you what, once we get off school, why don’t we try to see the hole first? I don’t know about you, but looking into a hole in the evening sounds pretty scary, so I’d like to do that first. Then we can cross the bridge to meet Goopy and then head down and see if we can get into the Clip Joint. We should probably not try to stay there once the sun goes down. Ribby and Croak are harder to talk to when the sun goes down and they start drinking.”
“After that, we can head to my house and Hannah can look at your journal. Provided she doesn’t make it a quilt first.” He wrinkled his nose at that. “Does that sound good to you?”
Mina nodded “ That sounds good!” She smiled. They spent the rest of the lunch time talking about kangaroos and extraterrestrials and when the bell rang they continued with their classes.
By the time everyone got back from lunch and as class started to end for the day, Mrs. White tapped on the board. “Just a reminder class that you have the extra assignment that’s due tomorrow. Write something nice about one of your classmates.”
Spike snorted. “That’s still the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.”
“And comments like that will get you detention, young man. See you after class. The rest of you are dismissed.”
Harvey perked up significantly. With Spike in detention, he and Mina didn’t have to worry about getting jumped while walking around the Isle. This was a good day indeed. The two children packed up their stuff and headed for the hole first.
Cagney woke up slightly more rested than he had yesterday, albeit a bit sore from having to carry Hilda. He was surprised he was waking up at all to be honest. He for sure thought he would have been burnt to a crisp by a bolt of lightning. Then again, Hilda did like to sleep in so maybe he wouldn’t meet his end until that afternoon.
Oh. Right. Hilda. The woman he swore he’d never see again. Well, shit that wasn’t working out too well, huh? He curled into himself briefly at the memory of her poor body covered in his thorns, lying on the bed. God, he really was a monster, huh? His chest hurt at that yet he couldn’t help but smile humorlessly. Seeing her naked was probably the closest he was ever going to get to her again.
He should have left a note. He could have apologized on the note, but he didn’t. He chickened out. And now, it was too late. Then again…had Hilda really brought a guy to his field just to screw with him? He, uh, wasn’t so sure what to think about that. That couldn’t have been true. There was no way Hilda would have even tolerated his presence much less make an attempt to get him jealous. He wondered briefly where he tossed that caterpillar and whether or not he survived. If he was lucky, he probably broke a couple of his arms. It was the least he deserved for touching Hilda like that. If Cagney hadn’t been there…
His eyes caught glimpse of the sun and he quickly uprooted himself. He was supposed to meet Isabella. Show her around the isle or something. He couldn’t help but admit he felt his petals shiver a bit at her figure. Right, right. Probably should plan on where they should go first and not gawk at the bat.
Cagney approached Isabella’s door and knocked politely. It was awfully quiet, he noticed, perhaps she was still asleep?
Isabella woke up startled by the knock on the door. “M-Mina?” She called softly, a bit disoriented, waving her ears to try to listen.
Cagney remembered that Isabella was blind and wouldn’t answer the door unless she knew who it was. “Hey, it’s me, Cagney Carnation!”
Isabella recognized the flower’s voice and remember he was going to show her around. “Just a minute, darling!” She managed to say sweetly and when she stood up from her chair, she spilled the glass of orange juice Mina had laid for her breakfast all over the table. “La naiba! (Damn it).”
She started to clean up only to put her hand inside a bowl of cereal. She swore again in Romanian and decided she needed some assistance. “Eh… Mr. Carn- I mean Cagney, I need some assistance… Door is open.” She said loud looking for a cloth to clean the mess. This morning started well…
Cagney let himself in and glanced around. Well…the house wasn’t certainly much to look at, that’s for sure. But it did not like Mina’s mother had tried to tidy up the place. Then again, she was a bit visually impaired so there was only so much that could be done. He spotted her cleaning up the table with a cloth and he quickly picked up the bowl of cereal before she could knock that over too.
“Hey, do you need another towel or something?” He asked, setting the cereal aside, away from her hands.
Her home was indeed very sparsely decorated. The wood was turning gray, the furniture was old but still standing, some plants lighted up the place, and on the walls there were Mina’s drawings. Those looked like world maps and observation drawings of bugs and plants with tiny notes like 'careful with the stinger, do not touch bad rash’ or 'likes cookies’.
The only thing it didn’t look old was a big gramophone in copper tones and dark wood.  Next to it, a box with some vinyls.
“N-no… its ok,” the bat smiled nervously “I just need to know if I got everything”. She finished cleaning the table and tapped it with her other hand  to make sure she didn’t knock down anything else. “Did I spill anything on the floor?”
Cagney checked the floor. “No, looks like you got it all. You’ve got some cereal. Did you want to eat that?”
Judging by the pictures, it looks like this little family traveled a lot. He let out a quiet whistle at the flower pictures. Look at the pistils and stamens on that pretty one! This was almost like plant pornography of which he was fairly certain Mina had no concept of and was just drawing what she saw. And what Cagney didn’t see was a dad in any of these pictures.
Isabella had a light headache settling in. “Oh no, not really hungry… “ 
He looked at the gramophone. “Hey, you got one of those music doohickey things!” He exclaimed, a slight smile on his face. There hadn’t been any bands recently in the Isles and Cagney was secretly disappointed about it even though he would loudly complain about them. He missed dancing but with everything as crazy as it had been, he hadn’t had the time to steal away and practice.
She laughed “It’s a gramophone. A really good one too,” she said proudly “Do you like music?” she asked while washing her hands.
Cagney was glad she was blind. It made lying a little bit easier. “Every now and then,” he answered,  "I kind of just move to the beat.“ He leafed through the vinyl records. "Although I haven’t heard of some of these folks. You do stuff with music or something?”
Isabella turned to him “Everything I got there is 'la crême de la crême’ ” she pronounced in perfect french. “If you want I can let you borrow some” she said walking towards the vinyls careful not to stumble upon the carnation.
She grabbed one and touched the corners were some tiny holes where poked in specific shapes. She went through a couple of them until she took one carefully out of his case and played it with the gramophone. ’Strut Miss Lizzy’ started to play.
“Have you heard this one? It always makes me want to shake it!” She shook her shoulders at the rhythm.“And to answer your question, I’m actually a singer, and a pretty good dancer, or so I'v been told” she chuckled.
Cagney raised an eyebrow at her dancing. This was a tiny bit slow for him but he could get into it very easily. She danced fairly well too. He wondered if part of it was due to her being blind. It was hard to be self conscious of how you danced when you couldn’t see anyone around you.
He had been really shy when he first started dancing as a young flower, even though the teacher had said he had a natural talent for it. He probably wouldn’t have continued if it hadn’t been for Hilda cheering him on at practice.
Hs gritted his teeth at the thought of Hilda. He had really wanted to take her dancing at some point. She didn’t dance too well as far as he knew but he definitely would have enjoyed it, even if they had to go slow.
He realized Isabella had asked him a question. “Oh! Thank you! I uh, don’t have one of those things. I actually don’t really have a house, heh. Just a field and a shed.”
He watched her dance. “A singer too, huh? You sing with a band or something?”
“Living in the open air, getting high… you’re not a junky, you’re a hippie!” Isabella chuckled. The vinyl kept playing more rhythmic jazz but the woman stopped dancing. “I used to be in a band…” she said with a nostalgic air, “But now I’m looking for a new one.” The bat walked towards the stairs.
Cagney bristled at the comment about getting high. “I didn’t intentionally drug myself with dandelions,” he grumbled, but the bat was already walking toward the stairs, leaving him alone in the living room.
He scratched his head. “A new band, huh?” He racked his brain thinking of anyone he knew looking for a singer.
“I’m going to freshen up a bit, make yourself at home! I’ve got some lemonade if you’re thirsty,” the woman said from upstairs. When she reached her room she took a deep breath. The fragrance of the carnation was intoxicating. In a good way. She changed quickly into a very similar outfit only slightly more clearer and got down the stairs with a flap of her wings. “Ok! I’m ready to go!” She posed spreading her wings showing her lovely figure.
Cagney was really glad she was blind. He stared at her in amazement before clearing his throat. How did a woman like this know how to dress like THAT?
“Right, about time, “ he managed.
Morning arrived and the sun hit right to her face. She frowned irritated by the extreme source if light and covered herself with a blanket.Her pain seemed to be more bearable, and she felt very comfortable surrounded by familiar pillows and blankets.
A few seconds later, she realized she was in her house, wearing her night gown backwards and her skin was sticky. She tried very hard to remember what happened last night.
“Caaaarl” Hilda started giggling, she remembered that bit. Did Cagney laughed? If she made him laugh it meant there was still hope for their friendship! But she couldn’t remember. Her head hurt, she just laid there on her bed for a while, playing the night in her head.
“Fucking Carl ruined everything. That grabby, piece of shit… good thing Cagney woke up… ” Her plan didn’t really worked as she expected, but then again she didn’t really had a plan. “Oh my god… did I puke in front of Cagney!?” She covered her face with her hands ashamed.
She checked on her stiky skin, what was that? Did Cagney took her home? … and changed her!? Hilda had been soo tired she barely remembered the carnation changing her clothes. 
And… took out her thorns? She immediately checked her chest, he took those too… what about her boobs? She had one in a very sensitive area… yeah that one was still there. Its gonna hurt like hell to take that one out. She felt better to see that the giant flower didn’t took advantage of her state.
Then why did she felt disappointed?
Hilda’s head hurted like hell.
'What have you done to us… ’ Sagittarius wispered inside Hilda’s head.
'Shhh, you’re too loud’ Gemini answered even more quietly and nit at all in unison.
“Uuugh shut up all of you!” Hilda moaned. “What am I gonna do now?… that was… pathetic… and he fucking changed me! He saw me pretty much naked!”
'And we weren’t conscious! ’ Gemini regretted.
'Just imagine him, applying the sticky goo very gently’ Gem said with a dreamy tone.
'And spreadding it tenderly through aaall our naked-’
“SHUT UP!” Hilda roughly interrupted Ini, feeling herself warm up to the idea of Cagney caressing her.
'How do you know it was Cagney?’ Taurus said after a while. Hilda’s eyes opened wide.
“Oh.My.God.” all the voices in her head spoke at once. She got out of the bet to take a shower. Suddenly the name Carl wasn’t so funny anymore.
“No! It must have been Cagney…I mean… I think… I remember that fucking idiot flying away at some point… ” It was kinda fuzzy in her mind.
Another constellation started to speak out in her mind. It wasn’t one that spoke often, preferring to hang out in the foreground. But every so often, when Hilda would find herself well, physically attracted to someone, it would start to whisper advice. Seductive advice.
“We should invite him back up here to talk.”
“Oh God… not you… ” she rested her head against the wall remaining under the water.
'We definitely should!“ Gemini regained their coordination with the excitement.
'To talk? Ha!’ Tauros interfered.  'If he wanted to talk he would have stayed.’
Hilda was confused. She really wanted to talk to him, or see him again.
'What are going to do tomorrow?’ Sagittarius asked worried.
Scorpio pushed again. "We should get a real outfit,” it finally pushed, “something that shows that this is serious.”. If Scorpio had their way, Hilda would be wearing all sorts of tight flashy outfits, but that wasn’t the sky witch’s style.
“Oh! We should get that cute tight red dress we saw the other day! That would send a clear message!’ Gemini was definitely on board with this idea.
Hilda rolled her eyes "it’s starting to get crowded in there… ” she checked on the thorn stuck very near her nipple and tried to pull it out.
'Look what he did to us! Remember what he said to us! I can’t believe you’re actually considering becoming friends again’ Taurus wasn’t very thrilled.
“He didn’t really mean it-ouch!” She pulled hard, but the damn thorn wouldn’t come out. “Besides, I overreacted too… I mean… I didn’t even listen to him when he tried to explain… and we were going to pull his eyes out for crying out loud! ”
'After he threatened us! After breaking our dome!’ Taurus was too stubborn and was starting to fill Hilda with anger. A cold jet of water calmed her down instantly and she leapt out of the shower with a very high pitch scream.
Scorpio waited for Hilda to stop screaming before choosing their words carefully. “Show him you’re serious, and you’ll have him on his knees begging for forgiveness.”
Oh! Hilda LOVED that thought. Cagney begging on her feet! That image made gave her goosebumps, or maybe was the cold water. She maliciously smiled and looked herself at the mirror.
Gemini giggled excited.
“Oh! That is a lovely vision alright” Sagittarius sigh. Taurus grumble something shyly, he didn’t wanted to admit that the idea Of having the giant weed on their feet pleased him too.
“How are we gonna do it? How are we gonna make him beg?!” The woman paused “How can I be sure he’s coming tomorrow?”.
“How about a note?” Sagittarius suggested.
“Oh! You can get him a new pot and put the note on it!” Gemini spoke. “That way it’s like a peace offer! You give him his present, you leave an enticing note that will make his roots quiver with excitement” their voice started to reach a high tone “and then we go buy a sexy outfit to knock him down!!!”’
Hilda looked herself at the mirror and lifted an eyebrow. Was she really that interested in Cagney to go through all that? She imagined him on his knees, with watery eyes, pulling at his petals in desperation, begging her to stay with him….
Scorpio was pleased with the exuberance of the constellations and now Hilda and fell quietly, waiting until it could encourage even more passionate plans.
'You better hurry up if you want to buy a new pot’ Saguttarius said worried.
'Can you just glue the old one?’ Taurus groaned.
“Yeah right, so he can keep it as an eternal reminder of the time we almost killed each other over nothing?” Hilda paused “ I don’t think so”. She hurried to her room, got dressed, took some headache pills with her breakfast and make her way to the second Isle levitating on her soft cloud. She headed to Dijimmi’s place, where she bought the first one.
In a few minutes Hilda reached Dijimmi’s pyramid in the second Isle and made her cloud disappear. Dijimmi was organizing his merchandise but stopped when he spotted  Hilda.
“Well good morning, Hilda! Did he like the pot?” He showed a big smile.
Hilda cringed “Yeeah… he… he did but uh… I kinda broke it,” she decided to make up a lie than having to explain the mess that night was.
“Seriously?! ” The genie yelled “That was a masterpiece! How-Why-wh… Arg! Did you bring the pieces? I’ll put it back together with a little touch,” he waved his fingers implying the use of his magic to fix it.
Hilda face palmed herself. “I didn’t thought of that… ” she could hear Taurus laugh in  the back of his head. She frowned “I threw it away…”.
Dijimmi frown “Well, that was a waste!” He crossed his arms.
“Yeah… ” Hilda felt horrible “I’m here to get a new one”.
“Not sure I want to sell you more.”
The woman rolled her eyes “oh! C'mon! It was an accident, plus, more business for you!”
Dijimmi hesitated but ended up selling her another big pot. This one had some interesting geometrical decorations carved in it. Hilda knew Cagney wasn’t a big fan of fancy stuff but the other pots seemed so normal, she really wanted this one to be special.
Dijimmi packed it up carefully and gave it to Hilda warning her to be careful and not to throw it away if it breaks.
“Don’t worry! I’ll take care of it like I take care of my stars!” Hilda turned into her zeppelin form, grabbed roughly the pot, and blasted away towards her home.
Dijimmi had the feeling he would see her again soon.
The zeppelin reached her home quickly and turned back into her human self. She didn’t had anymore wrapping paper so she just decorated the pot with a bow. She grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and stared at it for a while.
“… What do I write?” She asked herself.
Gemini started talking 'Love of my life, meet me tomrrow-’
'Oh! Come on! We are not dating yet… ’ Sagittarius said. 'We should go for something like… eh… dear friend.. eh..’
'He is NOT our friend…’ Tauros growled.
Hilda sighed and tried to concentrate.
Scorpio decided to speak up again. “Eager to continue what we started two nights ago. See you tomorrow. Don’t keep me waiting.”
Scorpio’s soft voice made Hilda shiver. This celestial entity had a way to say a lot with a few words. She liked that. Tauros thought she meant they were going to keep fighting and got as excited as the rest of them.
She finished writing the note with a malicious grin and stuck it on the pot. Now she had to be careful to bring it back to his field without that giant weed seeing her.
Hilda cast a cloud big enough to hide her and flew towards Cagney’s field with the pot safely between her arms.
She slowly descended to the carnation’s tree and realized he wasn't there. 'Perfect! He must be working in the field with the Root Pack or something,’ she thought to herself and descended to the ground. She careful left the pot near his spot to make sure he will see it as soon as he gets back. 'Ok, now to choose the perfect outfit!’ She got back to her cloud and levitated high in the sky.
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“So I kind of live on the outskirts of the aisle, so we’re going to have a little bit of walking. First place would be the Clip Joint. Have you heard of that place yet?” He asked as they walked outside.
Isabella stopped the music and followed Cagney, out closing the door behind her. “I’ve been there before, yes. I thought it was a dancing bar but I’ve been told its more like a fighting club?”. She walked next to the giant flower.
Cagney scratched his chin. “Oh, okay, that makes it easy then. The place is owned by a couple of amphibians, Ribby and Croaks.  As far as entertainment goes, yeah there might be some singing and dancing for a little bit, but once the drinks start flying, it pretty much becomes a fight club alright. ”
Cagney glanced in that direction as they crossed a bridge. “If you’ve already been, we don’t have to head down there unless you want to. Plenty of other, usually not intoxicated, residents to meet,” he muttered that last part under his breath.
Isabella chuckled “Very well, I guess I can meet them next time I go there to dance.” She kept following Cagney, twitching her ears at every little sound and trying to memorize the path they were taking. “Have you always lived here? ”
Cagney nodded, then realized why that wasn’t going to work, and cleared his throat. “Yeah, ever since I was a seedling. A lot of the folks you’re going to meet today grew up here, actually.”
“Lucky you, it must have been very nice growing up in here” Isabella said sincerely.
The carnation spotted the fence of the Root Pack. “Speaking of which, we’re about to meet some old geezers in a moment. They’re the Root Pack. They sell a lot of produce on this isle. Uh…. Just out of curiosity, are you a fruit bat or a vam-blood bat?” Cagney didn’t want to say vampire. It seemed to have some dark connotations.
She smiled at the flower’s question. “It depends on my mood…” she giggled, “My diet its mostly fruits and greens”. She paused “Say… what do you eat? Do you do that photosynthesis thing?” She asked very curious.
“Now when you say mostly…?” Mostly didn’t necessarily rule out other fluids so blood could still be on the table, but he decided against finishing the question. “Wait, what do I eat?” He repeated.
“Uh, huh. I guess I can do that photosynthesis stuff,” He realized, “But I got kind of used to eating, especially since Hild-my friends do eat. So I’m sorta a vegetarian. Eh, non sentient produce,” he added quickly.
“It kinda sounds like cannibalism coming from a flower,” The bat chuckled. “But then again, who am I to judge?” She said sweetly and instinctively licked her fangs feeling a bit thirsty for a warm glass of extremely 'red wine’. She should had have the cereal for breakfast.
Cagney gave her a sideways glance and gave a tiny shiver at the exposure of fangs. He wondered if she drank nectar. Hopefully from non sentient flowers. “Well, it ain’t. Although,” he admitted, spotting Moe and Weepy, “Speaking of vegetables, we’re going to meet a trio off them that have the intelligence of a squash.”
As they got closer to the field Cagney could see Weepy attending to some tomatoes worriedly while Moe was digging some trenches to guide some extra water away from the plants. He cleared his throat and called out, “Hey, Moe, Weepy!”
He realized they were walking to a fence and remembered Isabella was blind. “Hey, we’re coming up on a fence. They live in a field like me so get ready to stop in a few feet otherwise you’ll hit it. Which as amusing as that would be to me, will make Weepy start crying and it’s a pain in the ass to get him to stop.”
Isabella raised her eyebrow and wondered why would anyone cry to see her bump onto a fence. Maybe feel a bit sad for her, but cry?  Maybe this Weepy fellow had some sort of intense relationship with the fence.
“Thanks for the warning”. The woman rewarded Cagney’s attention with another of her extra charming smiles and spread her wings in front of her until she felt the fence and rested her arms on it. Weepy cleared a few tears that started to fall around his cheek and looked in their direction. “Oh! Hey Cagney!” He noticed he wasn’t alone and took a few steps back shyly.
Moe wiped the sweat of his forehead with his arm and looked at Cagney and his companion. “Hey there, Cagney. Good to see ya survived the storm last night. Say, who’s your friend?” He got closer to the fence. Cagney jutted a thumb at Isabella. “Yeah, wasn’t as bad as I thought.” Hilda hadn’t shot him with lightning so that improved the storm already. “And this is Isabella. She recently moved to the isle and I’m showing her around since she’s not familiar with the place. Plus, I threw her kid out of my garden the other day.” He realized he was lagging a bit and added. “Can I get some of that water actually? Walking ain’t that easy.”
Moe scratched his head in confusion wondering if he heard right. Isabella laughed and waved her hand at the new voice.
“Uh… y-yeah, take all the water you want.” He made a gesture inviting him to come inside the field “It nearly drowned the tomatoes.” The potato pointed toward the plants that Weepy was still standing nearby. The onion felt the eyes on him and waved with a nervous smile. “And, welcome to the neighborhood, lady. Hope ya kid’s ok?” He gave a sideways look to the carnation. “Oh, it’s fine,” Isabella said sweetly “It was just a little misunderstanding. Besides, my little Mina can be very tough,” She said proudly. “I’m sorry, I didn’t catch your name?” And there was the sweet enticing tone in her voice again. Moe slightly blushed and smile back. “I-I’m Moe, Moe Tato.” He stretched a hand to shake Isabella’s, but she didn’t react to the gesture. Instead she kept smiling. “Nice to meet you Moe.” Cagney dunked his head in the water and shook vigorously. He spotted Moe standing there awkwardly with his hand still out. “Oh, shit, right, uh, she’s blind so if you want to shake hands, let her know, otherwise you’re going to keep standing there like a moron with your hand out.” The carnation glanced around. “Huh, I would have expected Psy to be galloping over here.” The carrot thought he was the most intelligent and fascinating creature in all of the Isles. He would never turn down seeing a new face…and maybe pulling a scam or two.
“Blind?” Moe looked at the bat’s milky eyes and waved his hand in front of her. “Uh… s-sorry lady. Didn’t realise…”.
Isabella was already used to this awkwardness and chuckled, it amused her to make people uncomfortable with her handicap. “It’s alright, dear.” She stretched her hand and shook his. “Em… he went to pick up some tools. He should be back soon if you would like to wait”. Weepy answered hesitatingly to the flower. Isabella’s ears turned to the other voice. “And to whom does that melodious voice belong to?” She asked sweetly, putting her charms at work. She rested her head on her hand, making her back to lean a little on the fence. Moe was very happy that the woman was blind so he could check her out without any risks of upsetting her.
Weepy blushed and hid behind Cagney.
Now that he wasn’t the sole focus of Isabella’s charms, Cagney was more than happy to sit back and watch the other vegetables squirm. He thought about giving Moe a dirty look as he saw the potato checking out the bat but realized that would kind of make him a hypocrite and lazily allowed Weepy to hang behind him. “That’s Weepy,” Cagney explained, “he’s a bit shy so he may not be shaking your hand, but he’s waving.”
Isabella waved back “Aw, isn’t that precious. Don’t worry, Weepy, I won’t bite… unless you give me a reason,” she smiled maliciously. “I-I’m gonna go find Psy!” he said, red as a tomato, and hopped away. Moe started to like this woman. Sadly, he thought if she had a child it meant she was already taken. “So… Isabella, you and the mister are settling in alright? Anything you need?”. Isabella  quivered slightly. “I’ve been on my own for a while now” she replied with a nostalgic tone “My … ” she hesitated, "husband … died long time ago. So I could use some strong hands to help me from time to time.“ She recovered her sweet tone towards the end of her sentence.
Cagney’s eyes widened. Shit. Well, guess that explained why dad wasn’t in any of Mina’s pictures. Hard to make an appearance when you were 6ft underground pushing up daisies. He watched her recover remarkably well too. He probably wouldn’t be able to keep it together if Hilda died, no matter how many years could have passed. Even thinking about it was hard. He really wanted her back in his life but steadied himself. No need to get all worked up now. He’d think of something he could do when he got back to his field.
"Oh… I’m sorry to hear that” said Moe, admiring the way she recovered. On the other hand, that meant she was available. “Well, if you need anything just ask! Not only we can sell you fresh produce but I’m a handyman myself,” he said flexing the weak muscles of his arms, forgetting she wasn’t capable of admiring them. “That is very nice of you, Moe! Thank you.” Isabella replied with a charming smile. “You have very charming friends, Cagney”.
“Ha! That’s the only charming thing about Cagney, ya know!” Strutting up to the group looking cockier than a rooster was Psycarrot, with Weepy following sheepishly behind. He slid in front of Isabella and smoothed his stem back. “The name’s Psycarrot, little lady. But you can call me Psy. I’m just going to show you a little vegetable welcome here,” he mentioned, taking her hand and planting a cavalier kiss to the fingers before releasing her hand back to her. “Was hoping this airhead wouldn’t show.” “Heh, Cagney, you know I’d never miss a chance to welcome newcomers to the isle! This here’s the best produce farm in all of Inkwell! Now I know that got you all excited but lemme tell it’s not just the veggies I’m good at. I’m fairly good at reading minds and I can just tell that you’re itching to know more about me and, uh well the others too, heheh.”
Isabella pretended to be shy by the confidence of the giant carrot “Oh my! What a gentleman” she said sweetly allowing him to kiss her hand. He wasn’t the first overconfident gentleman that approached her, but she hoped it would be the last. The smell of the vegetables was making her too hungry, so she tried to focus on the fragrance of the carnation. “And you read minds too?” She asked, curious. “What else am I thinking?” She said with a soft sensual tone. Moe was bothered by the presence of the carrot and his gentleman ways. He crossed his arms and waited for Psy’s answer. If he was lucky, his orange friend’s overconfidence might get him to say something offensive to the lady, resulting in a slap in his face.
Psycarrot’s third eyelid opened wide and he grinned. “You’re hoping that I am the last man you ever have to meet - No, no. Don’t deny it, I can see the hunger in your eyes.”
Cagney waved at the carrot. “Ya ever think you’re going to give the pyschic schtick a rest?” “Schtick? Ha! I have the powers of the mind…maybe it’s more of a telekenisis type of ability but I assure you my mental deductions are always spot on.” Psycarrot eyed him now. “I could most certainly reveal your own escapades last night.” Cagney paled slightly before remembering Psy was a charlatan. “You wish. Listen, Moe, how much produce do I gotta buy to make him buzz off?”
The woman lifted her ears surprised of how close he was. “Well now! I’m gonna have to be careful what crosses my mind when you’re around, darling.”
Moe was a bit disappointed for not seing the carrot get slapped. He chuckled at Cagney. “Hell! If only I kew!”. Weepy smiled and felt better since the bat’s attention was directed to someone else. But when he remembered the tomatoes that almost drowned, he started to tear up. “Oh, Cagney! do you think you can drink more water? The poor things are gonna start having rotten roots if we don’t drain soon enough.” He pointed at them begging the giant flower with his wet eyes about to burst.
Cagney might be a grump but he knew the importance of rotten roots and nodded toward Weepy. “I got ya. Listen, Isabella, I’m gonna go take care of that real quick. Let them know if you want anything. I’ll be back in a few minutes.” He walked back over to the water and plunged his hands into the dirt to take care of the moisture.
“Ok, em… is there anyway I can help?” The woman asked, hoping there would be something a blind person could do.
“Oh no! We got this, doll. No need to get your sweet hands dirty,” Moe said as he grabbed his tool and started working the ground. Isabella didn’t appreciate the comment but preferred to keep it to herself. Weepy accompanied Cagney and when they were far enough he gathered the courage to ask. “D-did you really hurt her child?”.
Cagney hummed quietly. “Hurt is a strong word. Probably the right word. I was pretty sleep deprived so I didn’t do that much. Definitely scared the shit out of her and her friend though so I doubt they’ll be sneaking into my field again anytime soon.”
“Oh my!” Weepy covered his mouth in surprise. “Not a good start…You know, if you want, I can give you some Valerian root to help you sleep”. He helped guiding the extra water away from the plants. “Do you know what got Hilda so riled up the other night? Usually she would warn us when a storm like that is coming.” – “So how did you all meet? You grew up here too?” Isabella tried to make some conversation until her guide came back.
Psycarrot beamed at the question. “How did we all meet? Why! That’s one of the most incredible stories you could ever hear! It all started with us growing up on this isle-!” The carrot began to drone on and on and on about magical spells and beautiful damsels and the importance of agriculture…
The Carnation eyed the other members of the Root Pack and Isabella. It look like they were all talking about something so it looked like it would be safe to at least mention something to the Onion. Weepy didn’t gossip. Or at least he gossiped less than everyone else. Mostly due to the fact that if it was something sad, he would start blubbering and crying before he could get halfway through it
“I… haven’t really talked to Hilda recently so. She and I had an argument couple nights ago so I’m a bit out of the loop.” The onion looked surprised at the carnation. “Oh no! Really? That’s-T-that’s…” he started to sob “that’s so sad! You’ve been friends since you were a little seedling! What happened? How can I help?”
Isabella listened patiently to the carrot’s never ending tale, smiling when ever was appropriate and acting worried or surprised when the tale required her too. She kept twitching her ears from time to time, hoping to hear Cagney approaching and continue with the neighborhood tour.
Cagney gritted his teeth. “Just dumb stuff. Nuthin to really do but wait and see if she kills me later today.” He wondered if she’d do it in front of Isabella or would she wait until there were no witnesses. “Shit, Isabella. I gotta keep showing her the isle. Later, Weepy.” Cagney withdrew his hands with a slight “oof”. He probably wasn’t going to need water anytime soon.
Weepy dried his tears, thanked Cagney for helping and got back to the plants.
He left the onion and headed back to the beautiful woman. “Hey! Psy, story time’s over. We gotta get going.”
Psycarrot held out his hands. “But I was just getting to the part where Moe had to disguise himself as a beautiful spud to help me get our lease back.” Cagney made a face. “I…didn’t need to hear that. Ready to go, Isabella?”
Isabella was relieved to hear the flower coming back “Oh! thank goodn–Oooh! We have to leave already?” She pretended to care about the carrot’s tale. “Oh well! I guess we will have to save it for next time.”
She hoped that next time never arrived. “Yeah, or not!” said Moe turning, red from both embarrassment and anger.
And with that, the two left the Root Pack. 
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Sorry for the delay! Had some techinical dificulties. Also, since I´ve been partying all weekend celebrating my Bachelorette´s party, I didn´t make any drawing for the chapter.
It´s a bit sad to have a chapter with no pictures in it, so if you feel like it, you can send us your drawings and I will added to the chapter : ) Thank you for your patience and for reading!
CHAPTER 01,  CHAPTER 02,  CHAPTER 03,  CHAPTER 04,  CHAPTER 05, CHAPTER 06,  CHAPTER 07,  CHAPTER 08,  CHAPTER 09,  CHAPTER 10; CHAPTER 11; CHAPTER 12 (You’re here)
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survivor-halsingland · 3 years ago
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Ep. 1: "There's 100% going to be a Canada alliance." - Amy
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Amy
Initial reaction of cast reveal: I’m toast But for real this can go a couple of ways for me, none of which have me seeing myself make merge lol. I’m either going to be a very early boot here or be nice and active enough to solidify a place for a while. Lots of familiar and unfamiliar faces. Hopefully the people familiar with me won’t want to immediately vote me out. I have already mentioned to Derrick that I played with DeNara before, so hopefully we can bond over that and it not be used against me. I have explicitly asked Jared to not exclusively lie to me this go haha but we both said we were more playing for the other half of our duos and just agreed to do it. I was excited to see Blue on my tribe and I also know Leanne, and have already had a good chat with Klied - but his name does have “lie” in it 👀. Honestly I want to do a quick portion of divide and conquer, I planned on chilling in a pool tomorrow and going to drag bingo with Ava. But no one has solidly chosen anything so they are really about to force me to be tribe leader and sort this out. Things I look forward to: vibes, chatting with cool people, meeting people, twists, and drama Things I will not be doing: sitting on hours and hours of video calls. Not my style. But I know several people in this game love it. Let the good times roll y’all
Kenneth
HERE WE GO AGAIN! i'm fresh off of ingary, but jay has magic powers and pulled me in to another season of a potential clown fiesta <3 but seriously, this already seems a lot more enticing and spicy because of the theme in itself and how the challenges and idol hunt are structured so i am very excited to play :) i learned a lot about my last game and i will improve on it (hopefully) by taking more risks and plays that WILL be appreciated by the jury, and not be overly attached to people, which would result to tunnel vision. the first challenges are already pretty great, and i cannot wait to play this game. TO WIN! hehe >:)destiny i’m super confused about a lot of stuff tbh but everyone on my tribe is so nice and welcoming and i’m sure i’ll get the hang of it all soon :) i’m excited to be playing and just hoping i don’t screw things up for my tribe :/
AmyThis tribe is exhausting. Challenges where I need to send a photo back quickly really hate me. My phone took like a minute to actually send the photo, but Waldo went well. Except I started in the bottom right looking with vertical transects and Waldo was hiding in the bottom left 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Woulda been 30 seconds had I started over there. But I’m already expecting tribal so I’m just hoping I wasn’t the worst portion of our challenges haha!
Leanne
Not very much to share so far. Some people on this tribe are much bigger talkers than others, Jared, Derrick, Klied, and Amy. It’s been harder to get Convo from Jesse and Blue, and I’ve barely heard from Josh or Aubree. I wonder if other people have had the same experience. Haven’t dared try game talk with anyone yet. Hoping I’m not behind, but it’s only day 2 right? Maybe I’ll try to put some feelers out with Amy. Maybe I’ll tell her about some things in the idol hunt and see if she’ll give me anything in return, maybe try to get a partnership going. I’m glad she’s on my tribe, but also a little bit scared because I’ve seen exactly how good she is. Aside from that, the person I feel best about right now is Derrick. We’ve had some good chats and seem to connect well. Hope he feels the same way. And Moth. I’m especially nervous about them. When we played before we didn’t exactly hit it off, but I think we’re both… trying. I hope we can have a new start this time, a new story. And from what I know of them they are a very loyal allies so, here’s hoping. Also happy to see Sarah here, and my yinzer JG. Maybe he and my dad can bond over that? And that’s all I’ve got so far. God I hope I did enough in the challenge today. *whines* I don’t wanna go to tribal first!
Jared
Don't mind me making a confessional before the game even starts, call me a game changer. https://youtu.be/JFOxzamkcH8
Jared
Not one, but two, confessionals before the game even begins. Sorry not sorry! https://youtu.be/SETx-0LoI9E
Shawn
Well, things are going good so far! I think anyway. Although I like everyone on my team, I do have to say it's odd playing with someone whose older than my father is, Frank. Usually I like to take charge in games like this, I like to be the leader. Yet, with Frank, it's difficult because he's so much older, I feel like I'm a little kid around him. I don't wanna tell him what to do, because I don't wanna be disrespectful? I'm so excited so far though, absolutely loving the challenge and how we get to pick! Im not that bright so I'm happy I can do creative stuff.
Aubree
This is my first BvW confession! Idk about the other tribe, but the Mysa Tribe is super chill. Most of the conversations yesterday consisted of everyone saying hi and that they were busy and would be active later. Day 2 and the activity level is still the same, which is kind of a relief since I am much more of an introvert. I have been trying to be the first to reach out to people since I feel that is something I have struggled with in past ORGs I’ve played in. I’m usually the reserved/silently-strategic player, but I’m going to try and be more proactive for this game. Ive talked to Klied, Jared, Amy and Leanne a decent amount and have enjoyed our conversations. I know of Amy due to the games she has played with Sarah, so I am hoping that works in my favor. Amy did say that Sarah voted her out in the first game they played in, so that could work one of two ways for my game… like if it came down to a vote between me or Sarah later on?? but maybe it is too soon to think that far ahead? Lol Even though I’m an Art Teacher I chose to steer away from the Creative part to our first challenge. Tbh I’m so burnt out irl when it comes to being creative due to my job, so I’m okay with taking a step back from the creative challenges for now. I’ve enjoyed being a part of the Scavenger Hunt, even though it was a bit harder than expected. I was so stoked to have a Starry Night print, but since it wasn’t real it didn’t count… Like who the heck has a REAL VAN GOGH?? (Or quick access to one) LOL As much as I would LOVEEE to have an original painting, that teacher salary-bracket doesn’t allow for that!! Lol I haven’t had anyone directly ask to me to be in an alliance with them… so that is - interesting? I’m used to the last two games I played where it felt like everything was very paced. Now, It’s either A) everyone is just chillin’ and not wanting to rush things or B) bonds HAVE already started to form but I’m not a part of them? I guess things will spend up more after the first challenge is over and we see where our strengths and weaknesses are in the tribe. Until then! - Aubree
Moth
Hi!! I’m back again and playing with someone I know. I actually happen to be on call with Destiny as I type this but like- were vibing And also once again I’m starting off on the wrong foot, not at home when the game starts.
Moth
I don’t trust Jared Straight up And I feel like that’s fair- Twice I’ve been voted out for my connections to Kyoshi island and it’s really fucking frustrating- Jared apologized and sounded sincere but idk I trust people too easily.. Brayden, Denara, and Leanne are also all in this game All people I’ve played with Leanne I don’t trust right off the bat. I tried that before but like- that didn’t work for me. I just want to at least make it to the merge
Frank
Having fun, learning as I get going. Truly impressed by the comraderi among people whom I've never met. Old dogs, new tricks, this is cool.
Klied
The game is going pretty well so far! Everyone has been really nice and supportive of one another. I hope this tribe dynamic continues for the next rounds of the game! :>
Moth
I fucked it up I genuinely feel really bad because everyone’s so confident in me- And I’m totally going to be a target now
Moth
Ohhhhh thank god Thank god because I was absolutely going to be on the chopping block if we lost I don’t want to be first out That being said
I don’t want Destiny to be first out either
Shawn
I'm not very happy tonight with how things went. I truly believe the other team deserved the win, the video was creative and a lot of effort was put into it! I think it was a great thing. But I disappointed that we lost so many of the challenges. I'm also getting annoyed that people are being present on the chat. I feel like it's me and another tribe member that is putting in all the work. Not impressed, but whatever. I just really hope I don't get voted off tomorrow.
Kenneth
welp i bombed the where's waldo challenge and my team lost by a hair in the riddles challenge because of an advantage so rip. i really hope i don't get voted off first because i severely underperformed in the challenge akjdnsajkndkjsnd i'd be really disappointed in myself :/
Amy
Shocked. Absolutely shocked we aren't headed to tribal lol. And here I thought my 4 minutes on Waldo was too slow but it was enough. Honestly we are lucky Blue's quit disadvantage was only what it was bc they quit after 30 minutes apparently. All these advantages at play! And I'm sitting here with a disadvantage. I think I'm clearly doing the idol hunt wrong 😆 all I have is a disadvantage from poison feast food and a chipmunk named Wadsworth in my pocket. Based on how little anyone is speaking I was certain we'd be going to tribal hands down no question. So I am very, very happy we avoided it in the end. I think it would have been between Jessie and Josh though bc they aren't active. I would have voted Jessie bc Josh did the video even after saying he didn't actually want to do the creative part so that's major props to him in my book! I am very curious as to who the other tribe is going to vote off in the end. I hope it's no one I want to make it far. Oh basically I know I'm probably not making merge so I'm trying to align things to get certain people farther and get other people out. I'm rooting for a newbie to take it. Anyway woo day off and I won't be first boot. Fingers crossed it's not Ava. I wouldn't be surprised if she was targeted for her association with me. Love this game! Love this cast! Love the idol hunt! The reward challenge was the most fun bc Ava and I were incredibly intoxicated after Drag Bingo and we did better each time! The last one we went "office" and "turnip" and literally bust out laughing and both said "Nate". I would like to personally apologize to Ellie for having to witness that nonsense. Thank you to everyone! Oh one last thing. I did not want to work with jared at all but it looks like I am going to be forced to do so. I think I have to put trust in Jared and in Leanne who has voted me out of two games prior 😆 but that's me always just bonding most with the people who are active and want to talk to me.
Amy
There's 100% going to be a Canada alliance.
Aubree
Who won the first challenge?? MYSA DID! Woot woot! Even though Jared, Jessie and I didn’t win the Scavenger Hunt portion after the advantages were added in - we did win as far as how many total objects were found, so I’m pretty proud about that! To top it off Sarah and I won the Reward Challenge!!!! We both get 3 stat points to add to our Idol Hunt… which I have yet to do… I should probably do that tomorrow O_o
Avat
hings are going well i think!!! i've had a lot of fun and i sorta vibe with everyone so far on the tribe. i'm really hyped and fingers crossed we do well. i've been sorta inactive with my challenge bc of work but i'm doing what i can for now. more to come soon
DeNara
Well this is my first confessional of the game and oh my is this going to be an interesting game. Initial impressions of my tribe...... Sarah +Jodi- frenemies because they are so good at survivor Frank- I really like him. He seems like a cool dude Kenneth- Seems cool, I may want to work with him, but he seems to be playing harder than he should so early Brayden- Didn't get the best first impression, but that could change Shawn- Super quiet, then they started chatting so that helped Ava, J.G., Destiny- Really inactive so I don't really know- potential first vote I want to work with Sarah, Frank and maybe Kenneth. Jodi would be good to work with although who knows what she is thinking. Everyone else I will stay open to working with, but really don't care too much as of yet.
DeNara
The first challenge was weird because everyone just took their roles and stopped talking. I HATE QUIET. Period. The creative challenge on my tribe wasn't super creative imo, but they tried. I didn't help in the scavenger hunt as much as I wanted too so that sucks, but at least we won that part so that looks good. I am so excited for this idol hunt! It is amazing! Props to the hosts! WE LOST, DAMMIT. At least Derrick won't be the first boot. I hope I am not either or HE WILL NOT STOP BUGGING ME ABOUT IT AND I WILL DIE.
DeNara
Well it is chaos now. Shawn has made an alliance with Sarah, Kenneth, and myself. I like the safety of that. Jodi, Sarah and myself also made a Subrosa alliance (we all knew that would happen) and I feel like this will keep me safe for a while at least. Both Sarah and Jodi want to work with Brayden and potentially Kenneth so we may make an alliance of 5 with them- but that also means Sarah and I would have to talk to Kenneth about not telling Jodi about the other alliance and that could be very risky early on.... hmmm idk about that. Also, Frank is my dude. I hope he stays. I think I am going to lean towards J.G. or Destiny.
Sarah
https://youtu.be/RzlLHyHZguQ
Kenneth
I am now in 2 alliances: one with denara, sarah, and shawn, and another one with ava and brayden! i feel good about both alliances, with the first one feeling solid and loyal (for now), and the second one for the long term! i feel very solid about sarah and denara, i feel like i can last long with them as my good allies. jodi's a tricky one, because i know she's a damn good player, but it's better to keep her on my side for now until an opportune time to make a move (and i actually really like talking to her!).
Jared
me: i'm gonna try to make this concise also me: 8 minutes on the very first episode where i'm not even going to tribal oh boy
Brayden
https://youtu.be/reALs2hizjk hey everyone I'm here
DeNara
So now I am in a bunch of alliances. I guided Kenneth to make an alliance chat with Sarah and me to tell us to keep our alliances with 1. Shawn and 2. Brayden and Jodi a secret. Insert evil laugh here lol. So all together right now I should have Sarah, Jodi, Kenneth, Brayden, Shawn and Frank backing me, so I shouldn't be first boot. It sounds like we are going for Destiny because they aren't very active, which was the name Kenneth threw out first so he is getting what he wants without upsetting me.
Ava
so so so bummed about going to tribal i thought we had it in the bag especially with our advantages but alas... i formed an alliance with brayden and kenneth which i'm super obsessed with i really like both of them - hopefully this means safety for tomorrow. i hate working two jobs and the week after next ill be working just one which is just so fucking sweet fingers crossed i can make it that long in this game. anyway that's all for now
Jodi
I'm so happy to be back. This time, I promise to play a chill Jodi game as I said in my intro, and I want to relax and enjoy this twist of a season. Jared and I are thrilled to play our second season together in the actual format of BvW, and we will be playing our own games. So far, I'm glad to have Denara, Sarah, Brayden on my tribe, as we all know each other but never played before (except Brayden). I want to keep an open mind and play fluidly. Kenneth told Brayden within 10 mins of the game starting that he was scared of me, but I hope I can gain the trust of people and not play as flashy as people remember me for. Looking forward to the connections I make!
Jodi
I promised y'all a chill Jodi game and here i am, delivering it. I think. DeNara and Sarah immediately made the "The Best of SubRosa" chat because obviously that was bound to happen, but additionally, the 3 of us are in an alliance with Brayden and Kenneth called "the clock" (because of our time zones ahahahaha). This game's dynamic is so different because even though we hate going to tribal, it also means that our loved ones are safe from tribal, which sometimes, could be better. I hope Jared is doing good on the other side. Obviously I trust Sarah and DeNara but I also know Sarah will cut my throat when it needs to happen, even if she gonna be crying while doing it, so I'll just...not be blinded by that. I trust Brayden 100%, Kenneth calling me scary is not great but I guess he rather be with me than against me, for now. Y'all Ingary kids what did you say about me??? LMAOO ♥️ I did ask him why he didn't cause ruckus at 5 and whip out the superidol and he said "tunnel vision". Hey that's two of us I guess!
Sarah
https://youtu.be/RzlLHyHZguQJessie So I’m still working on making like connections and stuff but we won the first challenge so no tribal which is a very good thing . ❤️ I’m enjoying this interactive scavenger hunt and I’m totally not trying to pull a Danni from Midsommar lol.
Brayden
hey guys im in a 5 person alliance rn with jodi sarah denara and kenneth and i feel pretty good and excited bc i think ill win this whole game but sadly destiny is prob leaving tonight <\3
Derrick
First challenge done. We rocked it! I don't really have any sort of alliance at this point but I seem to be getting along with everyone. Josh didn't seem to put too much effort into our creative set up but it still worked out OK. It was unfortunate I was on my trip at the time as I could have done so much more with. I think as long as we support eachother we can rock every challenge that comes our way!joshIM SOO HAPPY WE WON! our tribe seems to be like friendly but i havent made any alliances i think so idk if im in a good spot if we lose a challenge but we didnt this time so🙃ShawnEveryone in the tribe is messaging about Destiny, and that is who everyone is thinking of voting off. I'm still thinking of voting Frank off, and I think that's who I'm going for. He's not good at technology, and this whole game is about technology! We lost the creative challenge because all we could do with him was write! Still, everyone thinks because Destiny isn't very active she should be the one to go. I'm not sure what I want to do. JGOh hey! Here we are round one. I feel so out of it playing this game. For the first time in a while, I barely know any of the other players. Which is refreshing and tough. I also feel like my social game is kind of lacking but that is kind of my brand for round 1. I have had some great one on one conversations with DeNara, Jodi, and Sarah. I've talked to Brayden and Kenneth as well a little bit less than the first three. Shawn and Ava, barely. Frank and Destiny not at all. The vote should be Destiny since we sadly lost. Which works for me. I feel the closest with DeNara and Sarah. Really hoping I can start to get my footing. If we were to lose again, Frank would probably go but I don't wanna put myself in the line of fire again. Well here's hoping things improve. Hopefully, I'm not blindsided. Here we go.blueMy tribe seems pretty cool so far, everyone is nice and seems pretty active so thats nice. Shawns going to tribal so I hope theyre gonna be safe :(((DeNara As far as I know, the vote is going to be Destiny. I feel bad for them for not getting the chance to play, and I feel really bad for Moth, they always have the worst luck in ORGs. That being said I sure hope nothing crazy happens tonight or I will cry 100% Tribal, here I come...AubreeThere is hardly any game talk (at least from where I’m standing), so I may start trying to get a feel of where people are at by asking some game-related questions in the tribe chat. Don’t get me wrong, I love the personal chit-chats… BUT I’m also feeling a bit empty-handed as far as knowing everyone’s game motives. Maybe I’m being too bold… idk. I’m not normally the one to standout in ORGs, so hopefully my tribe doesn’t take this as me prying… even though I guess I kinda am?? 😬 “Oof look at me being all dangerous and shit!” 😤🤘🏼😂blueSO here are more detailed thoughts on my tribe. Amy of course is a queen and a legend and we've played together before and have a good rapport. Leanne is so kind and so funny, and I would be super down for working with her. Jared is SO nice I get really good vibes and really enjoy talking to him. Aubree is also very nice and seems genuinely interested in my irrelevant stories 10/10 good vibes. Moth is dope as expected and turns out we have a lot of the same interests ie. witcher and the mcelroys very fun. The rest are yet to be determined.AmyI would like to start out by saying that Brayden's video during their tribal almost made me seasick thanks buddy. So today was a DAY. It was a day off and like I had a weird day at work lol 😆 and then I remembered there was the task of talking to people who h i slacked on today whoops sorry. But for half these people idk if they even noticed bc my tribe is so quiet. Did I already say I tried asking Jessie what their favorite berry was? Like that's how exhausting conversation has been most all around. I think I'm talking to Leanne, Derrick, and Jared the most. I am begging for bygones to be bygones. But anyway I was trying to do a little of the hunt throughout the day bc after seeing
all those advantages last go I was SHOCKED. Then at the end of work I made it to thevpart where I was talking to the grumpy sad flower crown man and after falling on my weak ass on a ladder I picked the lock with a bobbypin and charisma's him to make me a flower crown which got me to the maypole which had me do a scavenger hunt and I got an idol. Writing this all out is absolutely hilarious. But yeah I have an idolllllllllllllllllllll which I don't want to use anytime soon. But I have a feeling I'm going to struggle to make merge. Anyway I got this idol like directly after the other tribe finishing tribal and I love a funny timing like that. I'm glad Ava survived weee! And wow they have some very vocal tribe members haha I'm sure Denara and Jodi are working together which tracks bc I've been closest to both of them individually in prior games early on. Curious if it will stick. So next was rock paper scissors for which I have a 10% disadvantage which apparently applies to the overall tribe score ☠️ . I won my game against Brayden who was at seemingly a raging Big Brother watch party. Sorry buddy. But we've been chatting like he asked how josh was and I said Josh is great and really stepped up to the plate for the creative challenge even though it wasn't what he wanted and also he loves tom holland so I instantly trust him. Then he said everyone likes ava bc she's just so cool and yes I get it I am personally intimidated by how cool Ava is and I have to be around that cool level every day honestly I don't know why she talks to me but she's a badass. Anyyywayyyy he doesn't seem keen on actually talking game and I need to figure out if I need to just tell my tribe I have a disadvantage rn or be like what the fuck the other tribe is so mean to give me a disadvantage 😭 Anyway excited to explore the hunt some more and this game is so fun. If we go to tribal I think Jessie is most at risk tbh. Okay that's all bye ❤️
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theclawofaraven · 7 years ago
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I Own You: Chapter 4 (Jungkook Mafia Story)
Heyyy guys Im super super sorry it took so long to post, I had to rewrite it several times cause I always forgot to save it! Loool so anyways Im sorry if theres not much action here yet, but Im planning on this being a loooong story, thats why Im splitting it into chapters now, so it would be more like a book you know. Anyways thanks for you patience babes!!! And I'll post all the chapters in a different post and ill keep updating it so you guys can keep track of the chapters.
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (featuring Suga, J-Hope and V of BTS)
Genre: Mafia, Angst, Crime.
Warnings: The boys being assholes lol
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I woke up in the bed feeling really rested as I nuzzled my face deeper into the cover.
It was so soft and warm that I wanted to stay there forever. But then again, my pillow and my cover wasn't this soft. I slowly tried to open my eyes and wake up more as I didn't recognize the room around me. I sat up quickly and noticed that this wasn't my room at all.
I was wearing a big oversize t-shirt and only my underwear and bra as I pulled the cover around me tighter. The room had dark blue walls and were quite big as there was a table and a sofa in one corner and a massive tv in the other. And there were also big windows that were covered with black curtains.
I looked down and saw that I was lying in a massive gorgeous bed, which made me feel worried.
Where the fuck am I?
Suddenly the door opened and to my joy, Eva came in.
"Y/N! Oh I'm so happy to see you are okay!" She yelled and ran up to me, pulling me into a tight hug.
"Eva? Where am I, and what are you doing here?" I asked confused but I had never been more happy to see her. She backed and looked at me with a small but guilty smile.
"Well you are at Bangtans place and well... I'm Taehyung's new bumper." She said and tried to look confident and I felt the rage inside of me.
"First of all what the fuck is a Bangtan and second of all what the hell Eva?!" I screamed as she backed off a little.
"Bangtan is the name of Jungkook's gang and.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you" she tried in a weak voice as I rushed out off the bed, shaking her.
"Eva, this isn't something that you can just walk away from! It's dangerous and you are doing this because of a flirt?!" I yelled at her, outraged. She just sat down on the bed, looking down the floor.
"I don' t care if it's dangerous, I will do it for him!" She yelled back.
"You don't even know that fucking criminal!" I said stubbornly. All of a sudden the door opened and Jungkook and V stepped in, laughing low until they saw us fighting and they immediately stopped.
"What's going on here babe?" Taehyung said as he walked towards Eva who smiled and jumped off the bed and ducked under his arm. I gave her a glare and felt disgusted.
"Nothing, Y/N just woke up." She said and looked at me, as did everyone in the room.
"Nice outfit" Jungkook chuckled and looked me up and down as he wiggled his eyebrows and licked his lips. I suddenly realized I hadn't anything on except probably his t-shirt.
"Shit" I mumbled as I tried to cover myself more. Even if it was big it didn't reach much lower than an inch or two from my hip. Barely covering me in other words.
"We'll leave you two alone" V laughed as he pulled Eva with him. She gave me an apologetic look before they closed the door behind them.
Jungkook casually took his seat on the sofa, letting himself spread out all over it as he turned on the tv.
 I mumbled to myself as I tried to look for my clothes as I found them eventually.
"Do you mind?" I asked annoyed as Jungkook just continued to look at the TV. I groaned and decided to throw the clothes on quickly.
As I pulled my clothes, which was a grey tank top and a pair of ripped jeans, onto my body I felt Jungkook eyeing me and I didn't like it.
"Why am I here?" I finally got out and just stood there, looking at Jungkook who looked like he couldn't care less.
"You fell asleep in my car" he simply said but with a strong tone.
"And?" I asked and took a few steps closer. He grunted annoyed.
"I couldn't come into your house could I? So I just took you here and let you sleep in my bed" he explained. I suddenly became disgusted, had I slept in his bed, where he surely had hundreds of sluts.
"Thats nice" I said and made a disgusted face.
"No problem, and by the way, Eva undressed you if you were wondering" he said toneless and kept on staring at the tv which made me really irritated.
He couldn't even look at me when he spoke to me with that cold tone.
"Well thats the only good thing I've heard so far" I said low making him look at me.
"By the way I want my shirt back" he said with a raised eyebrow as he pointed towards the t-shirt that I wore before. I felt two very unsimilar feelings at the same time, sickened and excited as he said that. I suddenly blushed a bit and nodded.
"Well I am going home, so thanks I guess" I said and started to go for  the door until Jungkook grabbed my wrist as he had jumped off the couch. I looked at him like he was crazy, which he probably was.
"You are not going anywhere" he said and stared at me. I almost felt a little scared, he was in fact, a dangerous criminal. I shook off his hand.
"Why not?" I said to him with an angry voice.
"The police saw you yesterday at the meeting, so they are trying to find out everything about you. You can't go anywhere except if you want to get taken by the police. And besides, we don't want someone snitching on us" he explained and stared at me with a look that made me terrified.
"But what about Seunghoon?" I asked with a thin voice.
"Seunghoon is fine" he said with a bitter tone and sat right back down on the couch.
"Well thats good, but what now, am I stuck here?" I asked.
"Yepp" Jungkook simply said and looked back at the TV. I groaned.
"Fine, I'll stay here a day or two but I am not allowing you to lock me up in this room" I said and crossed my arms over my chest. Jungkook suddenly walked up from the couch, glaring at me.
"You have embarrassed me in front of a very powerful and deadly mafia boss and yet you're still making demands?" He said through gritted teeth as I felt smaller than a pen.
"You have a lot of nerve doing that, but since I can't trust you for staying in here, I guess I need to show you around" he grunted annoyed and walked away from me. I looked at him with a grimace, it didn't need to be that hard to just show me around since I was stuck here, unless I wanted to be arrested.
I sighed and followed him out the door.
I walked out from the room and saw Jungkook waiting for me. He turned around as he saw me and continued down a stair. I looked out and saw that I was standing on some kind of open top floor over a big massive garage, filled with the coolest and nicest cars I've ever seen. I lost my breath as I looked around, everything was so awesome, it was like my dream garage.
"Nice huh?" A confident voice said. I looked to my right and saw a smirking Jungkook with an over proud face. I snarled back at him.
"Not really" I lied and continued walking after his smirking face.
We walked down the stairs and we came to an open corner with a big sofa where some people sat, including Eva and Taehyung. She shined up and gave me a bright smile as I just looked at her with a disappointed face.
Her smile dropped and she leaned back against Taehyung who put an arm around her tenderly. I thought in my mind that they actually looked good together, he looked... caring for her.
"Well you have met everybody here" Jungkook said and waved carelessly with his hand to everybody as he tiredly leant back to the wall. Besides Eva and Taehyung, there were Hoseok, Yoongi and their bumpers sitting together, cuddling or whatever. They didn't really make a notice of me as they were watching tv, but I liked it better that way.
"Why the hell is that bitch still here?" A screeching voice yelled and I heard myself hiss. I looked around and saw Jungkook's bumper, I didn't really remember her name to be honest, so that's gonna be her signature for the moment, coming fastly towards me.
I looked at Eva in a sign of confusion and as I was about to look back I felt a hit in my face and a sharp pain running through me. In a second I tried to pull my head back up but it hurt too much.
"MINJI! WHAT THE HELL!" An angry voice growled. I suddenly felt an arm help me and I looked up at Eva confused, who had a shocked expression as she helped me stay steady on my legs.
"I just want her to stay away from you, you're mine baby" the bumper whined. Even though I felt pain in my face I managed to look at what was going on around me.
"I told you not to touch her!" Jungkook yelled through his gritted teeth as he had pushed Minji up against the wall as she had a frightened face.
"And you don't own me" he said low and let her go so she fell to the ground.
"Jungkook.." Taehyung said warningly as he looked at his best friend with a judging look.
Jungkook walked away from Minji who was soon up on her feet again giving me daggers. As Jungkook passed me he just looked at me, before he sat down beside his best friend, with an agitated expression on his face.
"Are you okay?" Eva asked me soft as I mumbled a simple "I don't know".
"Tae, I'll take Y/N to the kitchen" she said as she lead me through the garage into a small room. Minji gave me a look before she snarled and skipped her way back to Jungkook. I growled in my head at that bitch.
Eva put me down on a chair since I was still a bit dizzy.
"Omg Y/N, I don't think anyone ever was still standing after Minji had taken a punch at them" I looked at her with a weird look.
"Is that a common thing?" I asked. She chuckled a little as she pulled out some ice from the freezer in the nice kitchen.
"Kind of, whenever Jungkook doesn't see, she beats the crap out of girls that look twice at him. It's really pathetic since everybody knows that the only reason he keeps her is because she sat with him when he became the champion. For luck you know." She laughed as she gave me a small bag with ice.
"Thanks" I said as I gently patted my hurting cheek with the ice. Eva sat down in front of me, playing with her hair.
"I know you don't like these guys or how they live, but Taehyung is a really nice guy" she explained and gave me that please-you-have-to-trust-me-look. I sighed and put the ice down on the table.
"I trust you, but you don't know anything about Taehyung or the others. I am worried about you!" I said. She smiled and jumped around the table to give me a hug.
"I love you my little cocohead and I promise you, they are all good guys" she said with a smile, which I returned, even though I didn't believe a single word that came out of her mouth.
Eva and I spent the whole evening in the kitchen but when we looked outside and noticed it had gone datk, she explained that she has to go back to Taehyung.
"Do you really have to?" I pleaded, thinking then I might have to spend time with his idiot of a best friend.
"Yes, Tae wanted me to help him out with some stuff with his car" she said and put away some dishes. I looked at her with an obvious face.
"You don't know shit about cars" I laughed as she gave me an irritated face.
"I might, you don't know that" she tried to sit with a straight face but she didn't manage to and we broke out into laughter. I followed her out to the garage, which now was empty of people.
Eva ran through a door, which I guess was to Taehyung's room. Half of the cars in the garage were gone, including Jungkook's and I suddenly felt very tired so I decided to try to get some sleep now that he was gone anyway.
I walked up the stairs again to the second floor and walked into Jungkook's room. I was pretty amazed how good of a taste he had. But I guess Minji had decorated it. I shivered at the thought of that awful human being and decided to just sleep on the couch.
Jungkook's POV
I came back late, exhausted and tired both body and mind. It had been hard trying to avoid the police in the city when they were out patrolling more than usual.
I said goodnight to Hoseok and Yoongi, who took Sunmi and Dami, their bumpers, to their rooms. I didn't want Minji to sleep in my room any more, she was so annoying now that I just wanted to kick that bitch out. But I couldn't, she was the reason I became champion.
I walked up the stairs and entered my room as I tiredly threw my jacket of. But as I concentrated I saw Y/N, cuddled up on the sofa, sleeping heavily. I just stood there, looking at her sleeping as I mentally slapped myself for looking that long.
She couldn't sleep on the couch.
I walked up to her and gently placed an arm around her back and one under her legs as I lifted her up and placed her on the bed. She mumbled something in her sleep as I smiled a bit to myself and pulled the cover over her.
I turned around and just crashed down on the sofa, immediately falling asleep.
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oppatxtme · 7 years ago
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Christian Yu: What’s On Sight (3)
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CHRISTIAN YU x READER x JAY PARK
Chapter 1 // Chapter 2 // Chapter 3 // Chapter 4 // Chapter 5 // Chapter 6 // Chapter 7  // Chapter 8 // Chapter 9  
WARNING: Just some curse words in some part. (sorry)
A/N: (Nhaks lakas maka-A/N HAHA!) First of all, I want to apologize if anyone one of you been waiting for this update for so long (but its only bout a week. haha) anyways, here’s the CHAPTER 3. It’s a bit long due to full of convo. If you might get bored along the way, im sorry. But please do read till the end. <3 HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT. <3
Also, just keep in mind that English is not my native language so there might be some spelling and grammar error. Sorry for my lack of talent and I promise to work hard on this. Thank you and please enjoy. Any feedback is well loved. <3
Your sleep has been broke when your mobile rang.
 You open your eyes and immediately saw the digital clock on your bedside and saw its still 6 in the morning.
 You plan to just ignore the call, but when you remember that it might be Christian calling, you felt some chills run thru your body and thinking that he’s already on the Arrival of the airport waiting. You suddenly reach it.
 As you check the caller ID, Jamie name is on the screen.
 You felt relieved. And sad.
 “Hello?” you answered without energy for the lack of sleep.
 “Good morning to you too Madam.” Jane said in a full of energy.
 “Hah! What’s up Jamie? It’s better to be a good one on this early morning.”
“Well, I guess it’s good and a bit of bad.”
  “Fine. Nowadays I don’t think anything will surprise me after what happened yesterday. So tell me.”
  “Okay. First thing is that friend of yours who you asked me to look up his flight details, luckily I contact Rafael during his shift so he gave me the info and as he checks there’s two flight schedule under the same name and -” You cut her off on what she is saying.
 “What?!” ‘What the heck does he thinking booking in two flights.’
 “Heh Heh - and as I was talking to Rafael that time, the last additional booking been confirmed. Meaning that friend of yours check-in at that moment.”
  “And what time does he be arriving here Jamie? Please just tell me and I think my head will explode any moment.”
  “That will be exactly 30 minutes ago since his plane arrived at the airport.”
 “The fudge Jamie! Why did you just call me now?! Haaaish!” You got off from your bed fast as if it’s on fire.
  “Chill Madam, here’s the good thing. I have the idea that after that sudden visit from your father and that fine man yesterday you’ll be staying awake for the whole night. So.. as a good friend of yours, I took the liberty of picking up your friend and I’m currently driving my way to the arrival now.” Hearing that, you felt relieved and thankful for Jamie. “What’s his name again -” You heard some flipping papers.
 “Christian.” You continued.
 “Yeah. Also known as Mr. Ba Rom Yu. Gosh, being Korean must be cool, you can have two names.” You gave in for a small laugh. “Anyways, while I pick him up could you make your self-be at your gorgeous form for I already booked the two of you a breakfast reservation at the restaurant just in front your building. Or you just want me to bring him up there in your apartment?” You heard her laugh.
 “You’re crazy Jamie! But thank you so much for this.”
  “You’re thanking me because I will bring him up in your apartment?” You can’t help but laugh as well. “Well, I just parked my car and I’m on my way in the Arrival section.”
 “Okay. I’ll get a quick shower and just wait for you both at the restaurant. Thank you again, friend.”
  “No worries. Oh! I almost forgot.”
  “What is it?”
 “Could you possibly send me any current picture of this friend of yours? So I won’t look so clueless while waiting for him. And I bet that he doesn’t expect that someone will pick him up.”
  “Sure no problem. I’ll just send you now.”
  “That would be great.”
  “Later then.” You’re about to end the call when she says something.
 “Wait Y/N!”
  “What is it?” You asked on confuse.
 “You’re sure his just a friend? Nothing more?” You can imagine that she’s smiling like an idiot.
 “Oh, Jamie! You and your filthy mind. He’s a fri-” You pause for a moment because something inside you is against on what you about to say. “- a dear friend of mine, okay?”
 “Okay, okay. So he’s a dear friend. In short, he’s just a friend who’ll visit you all of a sudden?”
  “Jamie?”
  “Yes?”
  “Can you continue interrogating me, maybe later? Or just after you pick him up and when we meet at the restaurant? You see, I can’t really do anything while you’re asking me these questions.”
 “Oh yeah, sorry about that Madam. Okay then, see you.” You heard her laugh and you end the call.
 After the call, you immediately send the picture of Christian on your Camera roll to Jamie.
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You inhale then exhale for two to three times before you finally move yourself to take a short shower.
 While drying your hair, your eyes is busy assessing your closet on what to wear and checking your phone time to time.
 Finally, over the clothes you have (you’re not that really into buying many clothes. and fashion for you is wearing anything comfy) not that many to choose from. You settled for an off-shoulder top, a ripped jeans and white rubber shoes.
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 Not so over the top, just casual enough for just a breakfast. And hell, why am I so conscious of what I’m going to wear?! Just relax Y/N. Damn Jamie, she got you on her plan thinking that this is a date or something. But you’ll be meeting with Christian.
 Christian, your dumb friend for so long.
Christian who confesses his feeling towards you not to long ago.
Christian Yu who came to Dubai from Seoul just to have a clear talk to you.
BaRom Yu who now gives you this different feeling every time he crosses your damn mind.
 It’s either your mind gone filthy or just gave up due to overthinking.
 You took the last look on your body size mirror before heading outside your apartment towards the restaurant just in front of your apartment.
 You send a message to Jamie that you’re on your way to the restaurant.
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 You can’t stop looking over the entrance of the restaurant (or more likely coffee shop but looks like a restaurant for its very sophisticated interior) you’re in every time you heard the waiter in front welcoming every customer’s coming in.
 You force yourself to focus on something else besides looking over the entrance, you unconsciously tapping your fingers on the table as if you’re playing the piano. And your eyes wondered on the menu on the table. You ordered already when you came in but still asked the waitress to leave the menu for Christian might want something else.
 As you take a zip on your Americano, you received a message. In the thought of it might be Jamie, you checked the screen immediately. But it’s not from Jamie.
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With that, you automatically grab your shoulder bag and walk-run towards the exit of the restaurant slash the cafe Jay mentioned.
 While saying a few things to the waiter in the entrance, you immediately call Jamie.
 “Where are you now?” You immediately asked cutting her hello when she answers your call.
 “Wow! Are you that excited Madam?” She laughs.
 But you’re in a hurry and your mind is going insane. “Seriously Jamie. Cut it. This is important. So tell me.”
 As if she somehow felt something is wrong on the way you respond to her, she gets serious.
 “Just a few blocks away. Why?”
  “Is that Y/N?” You are about to jaywalk when you heard Christian voice.
 Jamie’s about to answer him when “NO! Don’t tell him that it’s me!” 'What the fudge am I saying?!’
  “Wait. What?!” Jamie ignores Christian’s question.
 “Never mind.”
 “Are you sure?” Jamie sound worried.
 “Yeah. I’m doomed anyway. Haaaish!” You screamed not too loud for anyone but you and Jamie to hear.
 You heard he laugh. As you check the road before running towards the entrance of your apartment building.
 “Just gonna take this left turn, then we’re there.” She informed you.
 “Okay. I need you to just listen okay? Don’t overreact and don’t let Christian know. Just yes or no. You got it?” You strictly tell her. And she knew that this is no time for a joke so she said yes.
 “I just left the restaurant.”
  “Okay.”
 “Apparently,  Jay message me saying that he’s in my apartment lobby. And he asked me to eat in the same restaurant.” You heard Jamie Hummed, while your eyes are busy scanning the lobby. But you can’t find Jayfreakin Park.
 You went directly to the front desk.
 “Excuse me?”
 “Yes, good morning Miss. Y/L/N”
  “Yea. Did someone asked for me today?”
 As he checked the list, Jamie informs you that they’re in front of the restaurant. Meaning, just outside.
You looked outside and saw Jamie’s car and saw Christian on the passenger seat.
He is wearing a black cap and a black t-shirt. Even you’re far and your site is not that clear anymore, you can still see how fine looking and handsome he is just like the time you saw him.
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You notice that Christian is roaming the sidewalks so when he’s about to look at your way, you immediately turn around.
 'Fudge! I’m acting as if I’m a criminal or something. I hate this!’
 “Jamie, you there?”
  “Yes.”
  “So, here’s the plan.”
  “Well,  it’s about time.”
 The receptionists inform you that Jay asked you apartment number and probably already there and endlessly pushing the doorbell. So you head for the elevator and pressed for the 15th floor.
 “Ssssh! So, just take Christian for breakfast. And if I can’t make it still, then just settle him in my apartment. Just tell him that I had some urgent meeting that needs to attend to. He will understand it for sure.”
  “Okay, got it.”
  “One more thing Jamie, NEVER LET CHRISTIAN OFF YOUR SIGHT.”
 “Whaaaaaaat?!”
 You dropped the call, and turned your mobile to silent mode.
The elevator chimed and it slides open. Along the hall, you saw a man standing in front of your door. As you walk towards him, somehow he felt someone is coming near him so he looked at your way.
 His face expression turned from surprise to amazement?
 Now that you’re getting closer to him. You suddenly notice what he’s wearing. Faith? Soulmate? Destiny? And your mind cursed that too many you lost count.
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“Hey there baby girl.” he greeted you with his million dollar smile.
 You’re about to say something back when he suddenly came closer. You froze. Talk about personal space. He gave you a peck on your cheeks.
 He grinned and licked his lips when he saw your reaction after.
 “What brings you here this early Oppa?” you asked when you try to recover from what he did.
 “Well, I taught you already seen my text giving the fact that you’re holding your phone.” He smirked when he saw how you react to his statement.
 You sighed deeply. Can’t believe he manages to make you surrender that easily. For the first time, your mind and body felt so drained. This change of events has taken a toll on you.
 As much as you hate it but you surrender. Thinking that Christian is just across the street. And Jay might see him. God knows what will happen once this two see now.
 Actually, you don’t have any idea, but you can’t take any risk now.
 “Hey Y/N? Did you hear what I just said?”
 You shake your head. And he laughs.
 “Aigoooo~ I guess I’m not the only one who didn’t get any sleep last night.” Then he reached for my head just to make my hair a mess.
 “Oppa!” You attempt to punch him but he easily avoids it. “Haaaaish! Whatever. I’m hungry!” And then you turn around and walk towards the elevator.
 “Wait up baby girl. Where are you going? This is your apartment right?” he said while walking quickly to catch up to you.
 “WRONG! So don’t go here ever again without informing me first or you might get a ban in this building.”
 You pressed B1 on the elevator.
 “Why B1?” He’s about to press G but you stop him. He looked at you surprised.
AWKWARD.
You quickly looked away and leaving his hand hanging. He chuckled.
“As if they can ban me, The Jay Park.” he softly bumps you on your shoulder just to make you react on his very lame joke.
 “Well, that just sounds like some literal park.” And you stick out your tongue to him.
 “Kyeopta..”
 You just shut your mouth and tilt your head to the side. Trying to forget how his words affect you.
 “Y/N?”
 You look at him as a reaction.
 He is about to tell something when the elevator chimed and slides open.
 Without any thought, you walked out and went to your parked car.
 “Where are you talking me? Don’t tell me we’re going to elope?”
 You tried to hold your laugh and say something to know that you’re mad, but when you looked at him you just can’t. He looked so so.. liked a kid.
 Fudge. I think this will be the death of me.
  Please, somebody, save me..
TO BE CONTINUE…
Chapter 1 // Chapter 2 // Chapter 3 // Chapter 4 // Chapter 5 // Chapter 6 // Chapter 7  // Chapter 8 // Chapter 9
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Y/N Portrayer in collage is @Mari_jasmmn  ~ check her out in IG (GIRL CRUSH)
Hope that you guys enjoyed this. The next chapter will be uploaded within two days. Like and Reblog. It can really motivate me to post, haha! Time check: 3:05am
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wonkyuna-blog · 7 years ago
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Save Myself
Genre: Fluff, M / M
Im Changkyun x Yoo Kihyun Summary: When you’re so used to caring and emotionally providing for someone else you often lose sight of who you are and what you want for yourself. Changkyun, forced from the relationship he carried on his own shoulders, now seeks to reclaim his individuality and rebuild a life for himself.
Word Count: 7.2k+
Warnings: Toxic relationship
/// Author’s Note /// My piece for @mxnetwork for the Lyrical Writing thingy! I chose Save Myself by Ed Sheeran
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Changkyun rolled back to his side of the bed, panting and chasing after his breath. He looked back towards you, sweat gleaming off your skin almost glittering in the moonlight shining through the open window. It was sweltering in the middle of July. Too hot to function but Changkyun would never pass up makeup sex. He felt really guilty that y/n had been home all day with the broken ac unit while he was at work. When he had returned home to your shared apartment you ripped into him about not calling someone earlier while you basically melted from the heat.
“I’m sorry baby, I had no idea or else you know I would have taken care of it immediately. Did you try calling anyone from the HVAC place?”
“No, obviously not. That’s your job. I haven’t had the time to do much of anything all day since I was practically dying of heat exhaustion!” You huffed at him.
“Ah, you’re right. I’m so sorry. I’ll call someone in the tomorrow and get it fixed as soon as possible, okay?”
You took a deep breath, content. “You had better, or I’m leaving.”
“No, please! Listen, I’ll send the company an email right now then wake up first thing in the morning and call so they get my message either way, okay? Everything will be fine y/n, I promise.” Changkyun waited for your answer while he fidgeted nervously. The tension was growing too much and he felt like bargaining anything just to have you calm down.  
“Fine, but you’re still going to have to make this up to me.” You turned to face him and gave him a look he knew all too well.
“Whatever you need baby, let me make it better.”
You looked so beautiful under the moonlight. The room was painted blue from the softness of it caressing every surface unhidden from shadow. Changkyun had hoped this would quell the fire in your heart from him letting you down, again. He wanted to make everything better for not taking care of you like he should have been.   Checking the AC unit before he walked out the door in the first place had been on the back of his mind but he didn’t think to actually look. He had been running late anyway trying to clean up the house so you could relax comfortably while he was gone. You had both been together for almost three years now and he knew that as long as you were happy, you both were. He tried pulling you into him so you could fall asleep together, wrapped up and safe; but you pushed him away and grunted, “too hot.” You flipped to your side facing away from him and remained silent.
That following morning Changkyun woke up early to contact someone that could come out and work on the cooling unit. It was only a small dent in everything he had planned today, though he knew he could work through it with little issues.   Today was the third anniversary of your relationship together and Changkyun had taken off work for the entire day to spend it with you. He excited himself thinking about holding your hand and going to your favorite places, eating the most delicious food, and spending the day reconnecting with one another. He started the day off with making you breakfast. Changkyun was waiting for the food to finish cooking as he set the table. You stepped into the dining room after just waking up, puzzled. “What are you doing?”
“Y/n! I hope you’re hungry because I’m cooking us a huge breakfast.”
You stood where you were and rubbed the sleep from your eyes. “Changkyun…”, you sighed.
“Yes?” He beamed up at you while setting the last fork down next to an empty plate.
“We have to talk.” You wore a blank expression and withheld any emotion you may be feeling.
“Oh? You aren’t still mad about yesterday, are you?” Changkyun’s heart began to race as he felt stress building in his head. He started to walk back towards the kitchen to tend to the food cooking on the stove as he continued. “I called the guy to come out before you woke up, so he should be here at some point in the afternoon. Plus, I’ve got a plan to completely make up for it by the end of-”
“Changkyun”, you interrupted, “we need to break up.”
He stopped where he was, back turned to you, and stood there while he processed what you had just said. “What?” His voice cracked and he slowly spun around to face you.
“I can’t do this anymore Changkyun.” You were being incredibly vague, so Changkyun was having a really hard time understanding.
“But… y/n it’s our anniversary… did I do something wrong?” He began to fidget, his fingers searching for anything to relieve the anxiety creeping into his chest.
“No… I-… yes. This just isn’t enough for me. I don’t know how to make this work and I shouldn’t have to. It just… should.” You threw your hands up and let them fall hard. You didn’t want to continue the conversation any longer.
“Y/n, whatever it is we can work on it and I can fix it. You just have to tell me-” Changkyun began to beg, he didn’t want it to end like this. Especially not today.
“It’s done, Changkyun. I’m done.”   You turned to walk away and locked yourself in the bedroom. Changkyun wanted to fight so badly, but a bigger part of him felt defeated. He didn’t know what went wrong. You were both so happy.   The fire alarm began to sound off.
Changkyun woke up in a sweat. He had been having the same nightmare for two weeks now, and was awakened each time by the alarm sounding off in his mind. The piercing shrill of it burned like a metaphor into his memory.   It was dawn, so he decided to recollect himself with a shower and head downstairs to make himself a cup of coffee to get his day started. He bounced down to the bottom step to see his mother at the kitchen table having breakfast. He had come to live with her again after the breakup since Changkyun let y/n stay in their apartment. A choice he was scolded by his mother for, since in her opinion they decided to leave the relationship so they should be the one to actually leave and not Changkyun. Still, she welcomed him home with open arms and warm meals every night. She was happy to have him back.
“Good morning! How are you feeling today?” She also took the time to check up on his recovery. His mother knew how hard of a breakup this had been for Changkyun, and she wanted to make sure that he was taking the right steps to come out of it okay.
He walked over towards the coffee maker and prepared a brew for himself. “Had the nightmare again.”  
His mother looked him up and down, his disheveled appearance causing her body language to slump too.   “You take all the time you need to recover dear. I know how much they meant to you, and no amount of time taken to get past this makes you any less of what you are.”  
“I know mom, thanks.”   After the brew was finished Changkyun silently filled his cup and shuffled back upstairs to his room.
He had been doing nothing but lay in bed since being back with his mother the past week. The week before was filled with awkward co-habitation with you. Even now, though, all that filled his head was y/n. He couldn’t shake it, he didn’t know what to do. He had gone through all the emotional stages but was still a heavy mix of angry and hopeless. Though he felt he was lucky enough to still have his mother in his life, during Changkyun’s relationship he had lost ties with all his friends and most family members. He was completely alone in the world because of y/n since you wanted him all to yourself constantly. Any attention you were stripped of sent you into emotional turmoil.   Changkyun knew he had to break out of the shell he had put himself into. He sat down at his computer and pulled up a local classified ad to make his first step: get a new job. There was no real use thinking about the past anymore and he knew he needed to move forward. It was worth it to distract himself, he thought.
He had finished applying for a grocery store and a pastry shop before seeing an offer that actually pulled his attention. He had never thought about working in a book store before, but he imagined it being peaceful and positive. That’s what you needed to recover with, right? So he filled in for the shop called Blue Moon Books, and anxiously awaited a possible phone call.
Two days later Changkyun’s mother visited him while he lay in his bed moping. It was morning and there had been no phone call from any job he applied for thus far, and he was trying his best to remain patient. The only problem was that he felt incredibly lonely, and sitting with his thoughts to himself wasn’t the best right now. He’d stare into the ceiling and think about those nights where he and y/n would sink into each other on the living room couch. You would fight with him over what to watch and tell him what he liked to watch was stupid, but Changkyun could only see the glow of the television illuminating the beautiful features of her face as she offered only an annoyed expression at him. Anything you wanted to make you happy, he would provide for you. “Honey, can I come in?” He heard a quiet rasping outside his door, his mother had come home from her late night shift.
“Sure thing, mom.” He sat up to make room for her on his bed as she took a seat next to him.  
“I really want to talk to you about all of this that’s been going on with you lately. It’s been almost 3 weeks now, and I don’t want to press but I think it’d be good for you to talk about this. You’ve been kinda mopey lately and I thought we were making good progress. I don’t want you to get discouraged though, you can have set backs. I’m just… I’m just worried about you sweetie.” She fidgeted with her hands, nervous. Clearly she was uncomfortable pushing Changkyun when she wasn’t sure if he was ready yet.
Changkyun looked to his feet and stared silently into space for a while. He actually wasn’t sure if he was ready to face the reality - at least talking about it made what happened seem more real than it should anyway. His mother was right though, it was time to talk about it and there was no one better than her.
“I just… I don’t know where to start mom.” He couldn’t look at her or he knew he’d start crying. “I just don’t know what happened, ah.” His voice began to crack. “We got in a little fight about the AC unit, and I took care of everything but then this still happened.” He circled with his hands to make a visual representation of, ‘all this’, then let them fall as he felt completely defeated.
“Changkyun, if you can walk through what did happen that day with me, please. I want to understand just like you do.” She reached over and rubbed his back in a figure eight motion to try and get him to relax.
He let out a deep sigh and squeezed his temple between his fingers. His mother was all he had left in the world. She had let him live there again with her, so it seemed only fair to let her hear what her son had gone through. “I don’t know mom, it was mostly a lot of confusion. I came home that night from work and y/n hadn’t spoken to me all day. I didn’t bother them, felt they needed some space you know, and I was fine with that. The second I walked through the door though, they absolutely blew up on me. It was like a bomb went off. Screaming incoherent sentences, I just wanted them to calm down so I could fix whatever was wrong. They finally brought it down enough to tell me the air conditioner had been broken all day with them in the apartment basically melting, and they were upset that I hadn’t done anything about it.”
Changkyun’s mother nodded. “Did you know about it before coming home?”  
“Well… no, but I just felt so bad for them and I understand why they were mad but….” Changkyun began to fidget with his hands then when his mother continued talking.  
“You shouldn’t feel bad for them being a lazy piece of shit.”  
“Mom!” He had never heard her curse before.  
“I’m sorry hun, I just don’t think that was handled right at all. On their end, anyway.”
“Well, they broke up with me the next day anyway so it doesn’t matter anymore.” He felt himself growing distant when this discussion became uncomfortable. His mother was protective of him, and obviously held a grudge for y/n isolating her only son from everyone else in the world. Just then Changkyun’s phone began to ring, and to his joy interrupted their conversation. “Hello?”
“Hello! I’m calling for a… Changkyun?”
“Yes, speaking.”
“Hey! My name is Shownu, I’m calling from Blue Moon Books about your application? I’ve just finished reviewing it and was wondering when you might be available for an interview?”
Changkyun had to recover his heart from his stomach after hearing his quick speech. “Y-yes! When would be best for you? I’m free all this week actually.”
“Great! Come by the shop around 2pm today and we can get you all set up!”
“I’ll be there, thank you so much!” The call ended and Changkyun looked back to his mother who was giving him a confused expression.
“Mom, I have an interview with that book store I was telling you about.” He almost couldn’t believe the words that spilled from his mouth. It didn’t exactly seem like that big of a deal, but he was proud of himself for taking some first few steps at getting his life back up and going.
“That’s great! Well, go get washed up for it I won’t keep you!” His mother rushed out of the room, all smiles.
Main-street was busy and bustling. The smell of fresh bread hung in the air from the bakery Changkyun walked past, he was almost tempted to go in but he had his mind focused on meeting Shownu. It was a beautiful, bright day and he felt more confident than usual about his budding opportunity.   Changkyun arrived at the shop twenty minutes before his interview since wanted to look around for a bit and see how he felt about the atmosphere of the store. He was able to walk there because it was only a few minutes away from his mother’s home settled on a calmer street section in the city, down further from the claustrophobic feeling the beginning of main street held. The building, marked with large blue lettering that of course read 'Blue Moon Books’, had single pane front windows with book displays and popular character models in an attempt to draw in curious eyes.   As soon as he walked in the aroma of pressed espresso had washed over his senses. It was rather quiet in the store aside from the barista preparing coffee with quick hands. He was a tall, brilliantly tanned man with golden blonde hair pulled into a short pony tail. His gaze was fixated on his task and one could tell he held a certain passion for the job he performed.   The store itself was impressively organized with volumes upon volumes of whatever genre one would be in the mood for. Mystery, drama, comedy, love, it was all here and categorized by the genre itself, then by the author. Two more men stood at the counter as Changkyun continued deeper into the store. One with a rounded face and eyes that held their own kind of smile, he looked genuine. He was speaking with a larger, broad shouldered man whom Changkyun assumed must be the manager, Shownu, that he spoke on the phone with. He carried himself high and looked to be giving direction. The first man looked to Changkyun and broke their conversation.  
“Is there anything I can help you with sir?” He leaned on the counter, propped up by his elbows.
“Yes, actually. I’m here for an interview.” Changkyun straightened his back out and tried his best to look what he felt was professional.
As if it were rehearsed the man presumed to be Shownu stepped forward with a large smile. “That would be me! And you would be Changkyun? It’s a pleasure to meet you.”  
“Likewise, sir.” Changkyun felt incredibly at ease then, even though he was speaking with an employer. He felt good about this. Shownu stepped from behind the counter to extend his hand in greeting. Changkyun took this opportunity to look him over and was slightly amused by his visage.   Shownu looked like someone that should be at the gym right now or at a fighting match proving his own strength. Instead, this hulking mass was managing a quiet book shop on main street. Nothing wrong with that, of course, Changkyun thought to himself. Rather amusing in the simplest means. It was humbling if nothing else.
“Let’s take a walk around while you tell me about yourself.” Shownu placed a gentle hand on Changkyun’s shoulder as the two of them began to walk the shop together.  
“I’ve never seen a shop so spacious yet so filled before.” Changkyun marveled. He had hoped that didn’t come out as an attempt of flattery. Maybe he was nervous after all.
“Tell me, why do you want this job?” Shownu kept his eyes forward, listening intently.
Right to it, then. “Well, truthfully sir… I just got through a pretty rough breakup… and I’m looking for something not so stressful and where I can grow into myself again. Just… I guess something to focus on.” He had hoped it wasn’t painfully obvious that he had rehearsed that line over and over on his way to the shop that day. Even though he did hesitate a few times. Shownu was mostly quiet, they had stopped walking while Changkyun awaited a response.  
“Well Changkyun, we are a small family here. I’ll be straight forward with you, I need an extra hand with the register and with organization. Business is really picking up and I need more people at the counter than just one person. I’ve been through the other interviews today and you’re the first that has been pretty laid back instead of attempting to flatter me with business speak and talking out their ass the whole time. Plus, if you’re going through a tough time who am I to turn down someone looking to bring purpose and structure back to their life?” He paused, cleared his throat, and extended his hand towards Changkyun. “If you can start tomorrow, the job is yours.”  
“I’ll even start today if you need me to.”  
Shownu chuckled at his response. “I appreciate your enthusiasm, kid. Just go rest up and be here tomorrow by 8am.”  
“Absolutely! Thank you so much.” Changkyun, ecstatic, ran out the door to go prepare and tell his mother the good news. Main street had died down by this point, so he decided to burst into a full on sprint back up the walkway. He hadn’t felt this excited in weeks.
“I’m so happy for you!” His mother was almost squealing with her own excitement. “Oh, this is going to be so good for you, I know you’re going to love it. Read too while you’re there, okay? You used to love reading so much.” She cooed.
“I will, mom.”
The next morning, Changkyun tossed himself awake reacting to the loud screams of fire alarms, again. He lifted himself out of bed, covered in sweat, looking around for any sign of the blaze. Nothing.   “Dammit.” He sighed to himself.   He wasn’t sure how long the nightmares would last, but at least today they woke him in time to get ready for his first day at work. He showered then ran downstairs after getting dressed to find his mother standing near the dinner table. She had a cup of coffee for him and the biggest smile he’s ever seen her wear. He walked over and embraced her tight.   She rubbed his back and said, “this is going to be good for you, like I said. A new fresh start. You’re such a strong person Changkyun, I know you’ll get where you need to be. And I’m always here for you. Remember this.”  
He thanked her and headed out towards the shop.   Walking in he saw the man at the counter from yesterday, greeting him with a warm smile.  
“I didn’t get a chance to introduce myself since you ran out so fast yesterday. I’m Jooheon.”   Jooheon held his hand out to formally greet Changkyun.  
“Right, sorry about that. I’m Changkyun.” He returned the gesture. “It’s nice to meet you!”  
Jooheon giggled. “You don’t have to be super formal here, we’re all like a family anyway. So, to kick things off let me run down what you’ll be doing.”  
Jooheon walked Changkyun around the sales floor, front counter, then the back room telling him how to use the register and check inventory.  
“Customers can order books through us too if we don’t have exactly what they’re looking for in stock.” Jooheon explained while showing him the public kiosk set up for people to use freely on the sales floor.   “So”, Jooheon turned to face Changkyun, “since I’m finished with the basics why don’t you tell me a little about yourself? I can only eavesdrop so much, you know.”
Changkyun thought for a second before answering. “There’s not much to tell, truthfully.” He shrugged. “I’m just pretty much looking to find myself. Like, who I am and what I want essentially. I figured this would be something new and relaxing for me.”
“Bad breakup?” Jooheon interjected.
“W-what?” Changkyun felt embarrassed.
“Shownu mentioned it, but I won’t bring it up if it’s still sensitive. So don’t sweat over it.”  
“Heh, I’m sure I’ll talk about it soon, it’s only just been about a month anyway – probably less. I’m trying not to keep track.” Changkyun rubbed his hand across the back of his neck, trying to show he was uncomfortable without really saying it.
“Relax, man. You’re going to like it here just fine.”  
A man walked up to them as they stood at the counter talking. Jooheon greeted him first, likely demonstrating what was expected of Changkyun.  
“What can we help you with?” Jooheon flashed that brilliant smile of his.
“Mmm, well…” The man was shorter than the both of them and looked rather timid while he gathered his thoughts. Though, Changkyun caught himself thinking only about how adorable he is. He had black strands of hair cascade down his forehead in protest against the gel that was supposed to hold it back and wore ripped jeans with a tight fitted t-shirt around his small body. “I was wondering if either of you had any good recommendations? I’m usually a pretty avid reader but I love seeing what other people pick up so I can try it too.”  
Changkyun realized that Jooheon was staring at him, waiting for him to take this opportunity for himself. Surely for the job experience only.  
“I… um… well…” The man stared intently at Changkyun, waiting for his answer. Changkyun released the air he held captive in his lungs as a deep sigh. “I actually haven’t been able to read much lately… and I just started here so I’m sorry that I can’t be of much help.”  
The man began to quietly giggle. “I appreciate the honesty, darling.” He beamed up at Changkyun.   “How about…” he pulled a pen and paper from his bag, “you get a recommendation from me, instead, and the next time I see you we can talk about it.”   He smiled big as he handed over the paper, offered a quick wave, then turned and almost bounced his way out the door. Changkyun felt a hand on his shoulder and looked up to find Jooheon very amused.  
“You know you cant fall in love with every customer that comes in right? You might want to calm down a bit before someone thinks you were sitting in the sun too long. Your face is so red!” He teased and Changkyun hid his face behind his hand and with the other passed the paper to Jooheon.
“Do we have this in stock?”  
Jooheon busted out laughing “I don’t know if we have a book titled 'Kihyun’ with a kissy face, or maybe that’s the author? Oh but see here… the other line, that must be the book title we can look up. Just another thing I can show you, come on.”
Another week had passed since Changkyun first started at Blue Moon Books. He and Jooheon were becoming close friends quickly and he had learned a lot from him about different novels that had become popular over the past couple of years. He felt he missed out on so much. Though the one book he was most invested in was the one recommended to him by the man he met his first day there. Changkyun had finished reading it and was waiting around to see him walk through the front door so they could talk about it, but each day came and went without seeing his face.  
“He’ll come in eventually man, it’s only been a week anyway. That’s not the first time I’ve seen him come in.” Jooheon gave Changkyun a rough pat on the back “Besides, with the way you’re so worked up over it this is probably good for you anyway. Didn’t you just come out of a long term relationship?”  
“Yeah…”, Changkyun sighed, “you’re right, and…. I don’t know I guess I’m just a little lonely is all. Three years is a long time with someone. Not to mention I haven’t even thought of the possibility of being with someone new? And he’s just so cute I….”  
“How did that end anyway? If… you don’t mind me asking.” Jooheon was a bit uneasy asking this question. He knew it could be sensitive.
Changkyun gave in, though, and told him everything about y/n that had happened in those last two days they were together.   “And I’m not sure if I have the right to be angry you know? A big part of me is, but I have no one to blame but myself anyway.”  
Jooheon stood where he was and held his concerned expression for a while, thinking, before finally speaking.   “Dude, you do realize this person was using you, right?”  
“Huh? What are you talking about?” Changkyun certainly wasn’t expecting those words from him.
“You were in an emotionally manipulative relationship with them. They used you for everything. Tell me, didn’t you say when you first got here that you were trying to find yourself? Why do you that is, exactly?”
“I mean I…”, Changkyun hadn’t thought of the reason, honestly. He just knew he wasn’t himself. “I had to care for them you know? And… in doing that I kind of lost sight of who I was or what I wanted.” Yeah, that sounded about right. “That’s just natural though, I did what I needed to-”  
“Changkyun, come on man. That’s not normal. Y/n is an adult, and they should be able to handle themselves and their own life. Listen, the cooling unit is a thing that happens, not someone asking you to take the responsibility for their every mishap or emotion for three whole years. That a lot of shit to carry on your shoulders.”  
Changkyun was silent, unsure of what to say exactly. He was starting to think that maybe Jooheon was right, and that he did deserve better than what happened between them. But then he wondered how you un-do three years of all that combined.  
Jooheon could tell he was troubled.   “I didn’t mean to make you feel negatively at all, nothing you did was wrong and you didn’t deserve what happened. I hope you know that… I want you to know that. You’re a good person, Changkyun. Karma will do wonders, just watch.”  
Changkyun offered a small smile.   “Thank you Jooheon”  
“Don’t sweat it, let’s get back to work and get our mind off this, yeah?”  
Changkyun went about his day organizing shelves, doing inventory for a new books, and selling merchandise. They were getting close to locking the doors when one last customer ran up.  
“I’ll be quick, I promise!” Jooheon let them inside and then ran over to Changkyun.
“Um, you’ll want to be ready at the counter for this.” He was smiling big… too big.
“What?”
“Just go!” Jooheon pushed him towards the register. Changkyun watched as the customer darted inbetween shelf after shelf, like they had been here a hundred times. They gently pulled each selection from their place, giving them a once over before finally picking two and walking briskly towards the counter where Jooheon and Changkyun stood waiting. Changkyun then recognized him as he approached. Kihyun.
“Oh! I’ve been waiting for you to come back around! I finished that book you recommended.”  
“Oh, yeah?” A flash of red crept in his cheeks and he broke eye contact. “You know I realized how dumb I was for not even giving you my name before. I’m Kihyun.” He was half looking to the side, half looking at Changkyun’s chin. He wondered why Kihyun seemed embarrassed.
“Ah”, Changkyun rubbed the back of his neck nervously, “yeah, I saw on your note actually. I’m Changkyun.”  
Kihyun slid the books he picked onto the counter and took a breath. “Um, would you like to hang out with me sometime? We can… talk about that book.” His face was even more red now, changing hue by the minute it seemed.   Changkyun, frozen with the product scanner in his hand, was shocked at the sudden invitation. He felt Jooheon lightly pinch his arm in encouragement.  
“Yeah, that sounds great actually. I know of this arcade in town we can go to, if you’d be interested in something like that?”  
“Are you kidding?!” Kihyun seemed excited at the suggestion. “I love arcades! I didn’t even know there was one in town. Are you free tomorrow?”   He was practically bouncing on the soles of his feet awaiting Changkyun’s response.  
“He is!” Jooheon answered for him, but Changkyun was confused. He wasn’t free tomorrow, he had to work.  
“Great! We can meet up around noon then. How much do I owe you guys?” He stood waiting, wallet in hand, and the most lovely smile painted on his mouth.
Changkyun cleared his throat. He was trying so hard not to feel awkward, but he couldn’t help it.   “It’s fifteen seventy-nine.”  
Kihyun paid for his new books and handed Changkyun a slip of paper. “Feel free to text me whenever. See you tomorrow!”  
The moment the door closed behind Kihyun, Jooheon turned to place his hands on Changkyun’s shoulders.   “Dude, relax. You two are just hanging out, and I’m gonna cover your shift. Besides, you’ve been working every single day so you could use a good break."
"You’re right.” Changkyun exhaled. “Thanks, man.”
“Just because you think he’s cute doesn’t mean you have to add pressure to this, you know.”   Jooheon walked to the backroom laughing before Changkyun, mouth agape, could protest.  
That night back home, before going to bed Changkyun decided he would try and text Kihyun to start conversation and hopefully make himself feel less anxious about them hanging out tomorrow. He sat on the edge of his bed writing, deleting, and then rewriting text after text before finally gathering the courage to send him something. Just before hitting send Changkyun’s phone began to vibrate as it received a call.   He hadn’t recognized the number at first, but after answering and hearing the voice on the other line his heart dropped into his gut.  
“Changkyunniieee!” Y/n was basically purring his name on the other end.  
He didn’t answer right away.   “Did you miss me? Hmm? I-I miss-d you by like… just a lil bit ya know.” “Y/n are you drunk right now? What do you want.”   His shock transgressed into a slow burning infuriation.  
“I dunno I just wan-ne-ted to hear your voice, maybe? And no! Sill-by, I only drank a lil cup. I’m fiiinne. You’re acting like we barely know-”  
“You told me to leave you alone, and I respected your wishes. So this is me, asking you to respect mine and return the favor.”   Changkyun hung up and tried to recollect himself. Where in the hell did they get off thinking they could just call like that? He looked back down to his phone to see three new messages.  
The first two:   -UNKNOWN (11:28 PM): YOU THIBNK YOU CANA JUST HANG UP ON ME HWEN IM SPEAKING TO YOU?? FUCK YOU -UNKNOWN (11:34 PM): ok im sorry haha im jst kidding call me  
“Ugh.” Changkyun was hoping this wouldn’t begin to be a thing, and would remain a one-time occurrence.   Then he checked the third message:   -KIHYUN (11:07 PM): Hey!~ I’m looking forward to our hang out tomorrow. Be ready to bring your competition on! >:D  
That text alone removed the bitter feeling from his heart. He was moving on.
Changkyun arrived at the arcade far too early. It was just now eleven when they had agreed to meet around noon. Yet, here he was, eagerly waiting for Kihyun to show. Not too long after he had made it there, his phone began to ring. As he looked down to see the caller ID it lit up as the number y/n had called him from the previous night. Against his better judgement, he answered.
“Hello.”
“Oh! Changkyun! Thank god, listen… you’ve got to help me.” Y/n sounded panicked and was breathing heavy.
“With?” He couldn’t believe this.
“My boyfriend he uh… kicked me out. I have nowhere to go.” They seemed to be on the verge of tears, or at least that’s what the acting came off as.
“And how is that my problem.” He forced a stern tone in his voice, he wasn’t interested in helping them whatsoever.
“Well, that’s rude… but, we got into a fight and he told me to get out. Long story short. So I went out for a few drinks until he calmed down but when I came back the door was locked.”
“Wait, wait. Where were you staying?” The other end stayed silent. “Y/n!” He tried pushing.
“Uh-I… our apartment?”
“Are you serious right now? This is some major irony, isn’t it?” Changkyun was kicked from his own apartment from the person who decided to end their relationship, and now the same was happening to them. Jooheon was definitely right about karma, and it came bearing teeth.
“Changkyun you’re being really mean.” He could almost hear that stupid pout through the whining. “I need help and you’re just going to critici-”
“You’re damn right I’m going to criticize you. You think that you’d just call me up, so sure that I’m still wrapped around your fucking finger and that I’ll just drop everything that I’m doing just to coddle you. Well, you ensured that will never happen again, and I gotta say y/n… I thank you for it.”
“What are you even fucking talking about?”  
“Ah, there’s the snake.” Changkyun looked up to see Kihyun waving and towards him. “I’ve got to go. Don’t call me again, and find someone else to leech off of. It sounds like your new toy isn’t so easily swayed anyway. Good luck.”   He turned his phone off and shoved it inside of his pocket. Changkyun felt immensely proud of himself in this moment. He did something he never in a million year dreamed that he would, and he had never felt more free.
“What are you all smiley about, huh?” Kihyun pushed Changkyun’s arm in a playful manner.
“Just… I dropped something from my life and I feel a lot better. Let’s go inside?”
“Oh! Yes please!”
They stepped inside and Kihyun began to marvel at everything he saw. “Oh, my god! It’s video game heaven!”
“Well, that is kinda the point.” Changkyun teased.
“Tsk, I told you that I’ve never been here before. Let my inner child have a sugar rush, will you?” Kihyun giggled and picked out games for them to play together. Changkyun felt they were there for days with how much fun he was having. Kihyun demolished him at racing games, but Changkyun had the upper hand with shooters. He felt as if the world, including the past and future, melted away. It was only him and Kihyun genuinely enjoying each other and having fun. Nothing else mattered, and that’s when Changkyun thought to himself that nothing else would. “Kihyun?” His stomach knotted up into ways he didn’t think were possible.
“Yes?”
“Thank you for today.”
“Oh, you’re welcome! But… what do you mean, what for?” He was beaming from ear to hear. His smile lit up his whole face. Curious, but happy still.
“It’s just..” Changkyun stammered, “I don’t feel any pressure being around you. Like… I’m not walking on egg shells, you know? I just… thank you.” He was having a hard time maintaining eye contact. There was something he had to get off his chest.
For a moment Kihyun was confused, but slowly seemed to gather Changkyun’s meaning and let it go. “Like I said dear, you’re very welcome. I’m having a lot of fun too!” They stood in awkawrd silence for a short while before Kihyun pressed. “Shall we play more, or…?”
Changkyun exhaled hard, and took a step towards Kihyun.   “Kihyun can I…” He couldn’t bring himself to look up, but he heard Kihyun grant him a small giggle.
“Why are you acting so silly?”
“Can I kiss you?” He felt like he had been punched in the gut, but for some reason it was more satisfying than painful.
“I…”   Changkyun finally looked up to find Kihyun with a surprisingly relaxed expression, searching for something to say. As he gave a slow nod time stopped for Changkyun. He gently reached forward and cupped Kihyun’s cheek in his palm, then drew him close to kiss him deep. He felt Kihyun’s little fingers tighten around his biceps as if to brace himself, and his lips were outrageously soft. They tasted of strawberries and that was something Changkyun knew he would never forget. Kissing Kihyun felt just right, like they were designed for each other. Then, Kihyun pulled away.  
“I just… I had to know.” Changkyun confessed. “I felt something and… I don’t know, kissing you sounded like a way to solidify that.” He nervously rubbed his arm, unsure of what Kihyun was feeling.
“Changkyun I…” He looked conflicted, like he held his own secret. The tiny child in him that was just running around the arcade, hiding.
“If… if this is to become something… more…” He was having a tough time searching for the words again it seemed. He had hoped that Kihyun knew he could trust him. He swallowed the lump in his throat. “Changkyun I wasn’t born… how you see me now. I need to know you’re comfortable with who I am. I was… born a female, not as me. Not as… Kihyun.”
Changkyun’s heart swelled. “You’re Kihyun to me. You are who you say you are, and to me? You are Kihyun, the boy I met a week ago that has made me develop the biggest, most horrendous crush on.”
Kihyun couldn’t help but laugh.  
“And I’m scared as hell but… I want to know all of you. I mean you.”
Kihyun shoved himself into Changkyun’s embrace then.
“We’ll both grow into ourselves. You can learn to trust me, and I can do the same for you.” He lifted his chin up and placed small, wet kisses along Changkyun’s jaw line. Standing on the tips of his toes Kihyun whispered into Changkyun’s ear, “We learned how to save ourselves.”
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