#i was quite wrong.
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I thought the other version of myself would be similar to me.
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what was the inspiration behind aphros? -- @milkstore
i started considering writing for a minor god!reader when i posted this, mainly because i just felt really, really bad for xiao and all he’s gone through, and wanted to write some comfort in the form of a character who has stuck by his side for millennia and isn’t going anywhere any time soon, as well as somebody who’s experienced pain and trauma in their own way, so they can to some extent relate to xiao’s experiences and his suffering isn’t something alien to them, as well as to even out the dynamic and have xiao be there for them in return so it’s not all one-sided comfort.
another part of the reason for the idea of the reader being a minor god was also the fact that even when i read fluff for xiao with a human reader, i can never get it out of the back of my head that this human is going to die soon and xiao’s going to lose yet another person else he cares about. i wanted somebody he can rely on not to be born, live, and die in the blink of an eye so they can flesh out their relationship over time and really get to know each other.
a third inspiration for the fic/ character actually came a lot earlier. i saw this fanart of xiao dancing as alatus and thought, ‘i need to write something for this.’ originally, it was going to be a oneshot wit an implied mortal reader, but then i was like, ‘wouldn’t it be interesting if the reader actually knew xiao when he was alatus, and then helped him retain some of that side to him as time passed?’ i also thought for the fic that if i wanted to write a very intimate relationship between the two characters, the best chance to have xiao willingly be vulnerable would be to have the other character know him before he became so closed-off, so that they’re a familiar presence to him and hence he feels more comfortable opening up to them. obviously, you wouldn’t be able to do that with your average human, so i made the reader a god.
the way aphros’ character turned out specifically wasn’t really planned. i wanted to give them a name, and then i decided that i wanted to write them in third person, partly because i soon discovered they’d be much more enjoyable to write if the narration implied they were strongly their own character than a reader insert. in the post i linked above, you can see i was juggling a few options for what they would be the god of, and then i decided i wanted to incorporate quite a lot of liyue’s lore into the fic, including havria in regards to the archon war, and thought i could make the element sea-related so they’d have connections to her. i also wanted them to be quite weak powers-wise so i could explore their thought processes more than their elemental abilities and keep their existence pretty low-key, as well as providing contract to xiao’s physical strength, so something powerful like sea storms or anything wouldn’t do. eventually, i settled on sea foam, and the name aphros came from the ancient greek word for it.
for their personality, i knew i was going for something relatively withdrawn. not super closed-off, but quiet and contemplative as opposed to bright and cheerful. often, readers in xiao fics tend to be quite out-going, which isn’t a bad thing, but i wanted to slightly break the mould, i guess, with a character who was still kind but not as bubbly. i also felt like the fic would just… work better altogether if they were more withdrawn, because we’d get to see xiao making efforts to get to know them better, rather than having that mostly be the reader’s job like it usually is.
regarding aphros’ hobbies (e.g. calligraphy and painting and whatnot), i decided on artistic, ‘calming’ things, partly to contrast xiao’s life of violence and action and give him a chance to wind down when around them, but also to share his interest in art forms (which, in his case, is dancing) and show that the characters’ interests aren’t polar opposites. aphros’ gong also came from something similar, because i thought it’d be nice for there to be some musical aspects to accompany xiao’s dancing, as well as gongs typically representing healing, sort of, which could establish their presence as one of comfort and respite in xiao’s life, as well as aphros’ generally calm attitude. i also wanted to give them some ties to chinese culture, hence the hobbies and their clothing design.
regarding their mutism, i mainly thought it would be interesting to write and follow a character who doesn’t speak, in addition to drawing some inspiration from the traveller, who, although not mute, doesn’t talk much. it would also, again, give xiao the chance to make the first moves (e.g. in conversation) when it’s usually the reader doing it: basically, to explore character dynamics.
this answer got pretty long, so i hope i haven’t bored you to death, but i’ve ended up really liking aphros’ character, so… do expect me to answer mentions of them with an essay.
#sent: milkstore#r answers#fun fact: when i started writing the fic i originally estimated the length would be 15-20k words#i was quite wrong.
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“I hate the script, the vault dwellers sound so cheesy—“ my Brother in Steel you realize that’s the point, right? They were bred to act like the physical embodiment of an HR e-mail. Did you not catch the memo that Vault-Tec put out regarding their experiment facilities?
#fallout#fallout tv show#fallout tv series#they were raised to respect the Golden Rule they’re a bunch of fucking kindergartners#theyre MEANT TO BE CRINGE#plus if you keep watching you’ll SEE WHY THEY DO THAT#don’t quit in the first episode when you have so many more to explore wtf is wrong with them!!! it’s a good show!!!#sometimes I think people like to hate things just to hate them and I understand. truly. i am a certified hater too#but don't dog something that has reasoning!! you're meant to cringe! and you'll see why!!!#GIVE IT TIME IT WILL MAKE SENSE I PROMISE#fallout spoilers
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mo dao zu shi? don’t you mean
Jiu Jiu’s Bizarre Adventure
(thank you @princess-of-purple-prose for the image description!)
#i haven’t actually watched JJBA before so i have no idea who most of the characters were on the poster i was referencing lmao#characters were assigned based on ~vibes~ and whether i felt like they needed to be included lol#how did it take me this long to realize that jiu jiu was pronounced like /jo jo/ and not like /jeeoo jeeoo/#been pronouncing it wrong in my head ever since i read it lmao#i blame svsss cause i read shen jiu as shen /jeeoo/ and never looked back#honestly tho JC does have quite the bizarre adventure in my opinion#mdzs#mdzs fanart#mxtx mdzs#mo dao zu shi#jiang cheng#jin ling#wei wuxian#art#bobcat-art#digital art
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on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance
#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually#it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it!#like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor#but. hard to.#language#and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way#are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do#because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory#like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways#that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is#and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel#anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol#so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment!#just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)
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maknae line + gestures of love 🫰🏼💋🫶🏼🌹🤟🏼 happy birthday @jkvjimin! ♡
#jungkook#jungkook*#tae#taehyung*#jimin#jimin*#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#userpat#underbetelgeuse#trackofthesoul#usersevn#annietrack#usersky#usersan#usermaggie#*gifs#comp#happy birthday darling pat!!!#just a reminder that me and vminkook love you!#i hope you have the best day full of even more love than this bc you deserve it#you put so much of it out into the world yourself that it should only ever come back to you tenfold#i actually made something kinda cohesive?! at least in the first half...feels like it loses its steam a bit after the 10th gif lol#this was only supposed to be 12 gifs but i had more time to keep it going so it ended up being 18 whoops#this is scheduled so i hope it's posting at the proper time (zone ahem)#ALSO at first i arranged this in their age order but i switched jimin and jk's place so it would spell out jk + v + jimin like your url :)#i hope you like this! i'm kinda jealous even tho i made it lol it's quite pretty if i do say so myself#yes i put a heart overlay on the gifs against a white bg to keep the color scheme going..idk i TRIED#p.s. to anyone seeing this and thinking you can't rb it bc it's dedicated to pat for her bday....WRONG! PLEASE REBLOG IT IF YOU LIKE IT! ty
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can I possibly give post-destruction etho a hug it seems like he needs it/nf
I can’t think of a reason he would decline!
#…#the joke is that post-destruction Etho is a reset Etho and doesn’t feel anything#dbhc#dbhc ask#ask#dbhc art#art escapades#dbhc etho#Etho#hermitcraft au#giving etho a blank smile…. bruh#nothing behind those eyes. legitimately#also#etho looks so wrong without his mask and headband#LMAO#almost made this post bdubs hugging him but that felt too real DTJBDFKGBGBCFG#i haven’t thought very much about what that reunion is like other than the look on bdubs’ face and quite frankly I don’t wanna talk about it#silly doodles to get back into posting <3
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These two have such a funny vibe, had to take Zelda out of half their games because you know she’d just be telepathically negging him the whole time. Theyre besties, theyre potentially related, she’s mentally whispering ‘Sandwich’ in his ear whenever he’s trying to focus.
Edit: Added funny page in celebration of me not having to rework these designs for the new game
#tloz#link#princess zelda#a link to the past#oracle of seasons#oracle of ages#links awakening#art#my art#redesign#loz redesigns round 2#i did decide to merge in the oracle games this time when i didnt last time#her dress being purple is coming from her alttp sprite#as is the darker hair color#i used the buns to have the ends create the swoopies from the game art#plus to match the oracle games sprite for her#meanwhile with link i didn’t want to quite do the florescent pink with him#nor did i like the darker magenta i did with magazine link#so i went with a sortve pink-brown like what the pok-mon games give as an option#his hat also splits at the end like bunny ears#i thought it was funny#for the funny page addition i wanted links mermaid tail to look a bit like a fish ate him because its funny#also im making fun of the fucking fourteen item trading sequence in links awakening#boy what is Wrong with you
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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Imitating the tweels sounds fun until you get caught by the real deals themselves, oops
(With @umichipearl's OC on the right!)
#my art#oc#others ocs#shiokawa mayu#umichi pearl#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst yuu#twst mc#twst yuusona#floyd leech#jade leech#actually drew this quite a while back based on a joke#but didn't want to post it until I had Mayu's ref prepared#so she looks slightly different from the recent ref#anyway#do you support women's wrongs
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the crane returns on the wind
#shenhe#genshin impact#genshin#genshin fanart#yaay :) this was for the fanart contest#i feel quite productive recently and more like confident (?) in my process. maybe#原神#申鹤#iuhope i win something because i think i completely tagged my post wrong last time#SKULLEMOGI#artists on tumblr#i also stayed up until 6 to finish this ystd because i had other plans today LMFAOHGSKLD#and yet i still posted it within 12 hours of the deadline
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Idk if this is just me, but does it seem like the Hunger Games movies left out most of the stuff about food in general?
Maybe I just noticed this because in my first read I was worried that all of them were cannibals, but like… in the movies it seems like they were never actually that hungry. Like, we know that Katniss and Gale have to hunt, and that Peeta gave Katniss the bread, but a lot of the details about just how hungry they were to get to those choices were just… gone. And when they’re in the Capitol on the Victory Tour, they mention the vomit-inducer but it was more of an offhand thing. What got me especially though is that in Mockingjay Pt. 2, their time with Tigris appears to be much shorter, but also… she doesn’t feed them! And from what I remember that was fairly significant in the books, especially considering the position they were in.
In the books, hunger was the driving force of the vast majority of decisions they made. Katniss literally spent a good chunk of her first games desperately searching for water—Haymitch rewarded their performances with food—Katniss described every single thing she eats and primarily characterizes new places based on their food (the Capitol and District 13 especially). TBOSAS supports this even further when you see how even people in the Capitol were starving in the aftermath of the war—that’s why sponsors were added to the game!
I just—the whole series is literally about starvation and what it means to be human, but the movies just focused on love and war.
#don’t get me wrong#I did enjoy the movies#but I’m seeing all these posts about what scenes/details that people wished were in the movies and quite a few of them have to do with food#I understand that you can’t fit everything into movie adaptations#this isn’t meant to bash the movies#it was just interesting to me considering hunger is literally in the title#the hunger games#thg#hunger games#catching fire#mockingjay#katniss everdeen#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes
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honestly I absolutely love the Avvar in Jaws of Hakkon. How they worship the gods, how they view the world around them, how accepting they are and just how interesting they are too. I absolutely despise how the Inquisitor and Companions make commentary as if they're stupid or wrong in their beliefs, or that they're "just crazy people who worship spirits".
The dialogue you don't choose or even the ones you do are on the line of condescending, and it's frankly insulting, especially that all options on the dialogue wheel fall on that line.
the Avvar are so fucking cool, I hate we only get a DLC with them. (I also miss the Chasind - I wish they weren't forgotten or left in the dirt by BioWare :( )
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dragon age: origins#dai#avvar#chasind#wish we got to learn more about them#also miss the chasind tbh#i know so little about them and at one part i thought the Chasind and Avvar were one and i was very wrong lol#its so close to the notion of colonization being necessary to save savages and its frankly quite gross#maybe im overthinking it but i really hate the inquisitor asking questions like 'but you just mean spirits not gods' in such a rude tone#like ok??? so they believe the local spirits are their gods as they shape the world around them#which even Dorian agrees with !!! he admits spirits often do shape the outside world where the veil is thin or when they have the chance#like during battle!!!#but sure inquisitor + company theyre just crazy 🙄
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Natural history museums hold innumerable misidentified specimens on their shelves. These specimens make their way into databases like GBIF, and muddy data that is used in global-scale analyses and other research drawing on such records. Careful verification of all specimens in a collection holding tens to hundreds of thousands of specimens would be a Herculean task that could take a dozen experts a decade. So, we often rely on spot checks.
Whilst searching our constrictor collection to see if we have any albino snakes (we don’t seem to), I came across this snake that had been identified as a Boa constrictor. It is in fact Malayopython reticulatus, a reticulated python. A quick new label and an update in our database, and I was able to move it over to the right shelf. Now it won’t muddy the waters further, and is able to be referred to by anyone interested in examining a retic.
How many more such cases are haunting our shelves of over 14 million objects? And that’s just the Natural History Museum of Denmark; there are billions of objects in similar collections globally. This is quite literally an astronomically huge problem.
#snake#animals#museum#natural history museum#natural history#NHMD#ZMUC#So many people on FB have just commented on the picture without reading the caption#it is quite funny#but also I realised this was in the wrong place by a part of the body from several metres away#not exactly sure how this error got made#but ultimately it doesn’t matter anymore
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this is just a personal hc, but i actually think that alastor is the only overlord in pride who has a themed epithet. remember that he didn't give himself the title "radio demon", it was given to him by sinners because he was anonymous, because he didn't build his notoriety with his face or name. all of the other overlords are public figures whose reputations are attached to their actual names—reporters call vox "mister vox" to his face, and in the pilot katie and tom refer to sir pentious and cherri bomb explicitly. the only other classes of people who get titles are the morningstar family, the goetia, and the seven deadly sins, for royalty reasons. so i don't think vox would be referred to as the "television demon" or husk as the "gambling overlord" etc etc by the general public—everyone knows who they are already, it was only alastor's terrifying anonymity that earned him a title
#just something i keep thinking about when i see it in fics and art#nothing wrong with it! i just think it isn't quite accurate to how we see the political structure of pride presented in canon#hazbin hotel#alastor#vox#sir pentious#cherri bomb#husker#charlie morningstar
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Most annoying NMJ or JC take is when someone that dislikes them is like "oh you're a fan of him? *scoff* Well obviously you've only seen cql, where he was super watered down. In the novel he's a dislikable asshole and that's the objectively superior canon I'm working from instead of your woobified fanfic." Meanwhile your main canon is novel canon and you genuinely find novel Jiang Cheng and Nie Mingjue complex sympathetic characters.
#complaining and whining about fandom#mdzs#cql#the untamed#nie mingjue#jiang cheng#WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO THEM#it's quite funny because in nmj's case i actually see shit from cql being carried over to novel canon to hate on him#for example my's treatment under the nie was explicitly much worse in cql because they transplanted the langya captain to qinghe#while the worst we see post-promotion in the novel is cultivators (WHO AREN'T EVEN NIE!) wiping ther teacups#(they're visiting from other clans like xichen. That's also why none of them had seen meng yao before.)#you can absolutely choose to interpret that worse things were happening to him at the hands of the nie off-page#it's definitely possible! but cql has people acting like it's objective canon#also the thing about empathy being inaccurate and biased in nmj's favor#that's another cql thing. in novel canon wwx can and does see things nmj does not notice (like the teacups!)#so even if he has some insight into nmj's thoughts and feelings it quite literally can't be showing things exclusively from his perspective#it was a pretty cool ceative decision from cql! gave us some very interesting character moments!#but sometimes i see people discuss the novel going 'and this was warped by nmj's bias i bet he was even worse in reality' girl wrong medium#in jiang cheng's case a lot of hate seems to be coming from the corner of cql!mains too#so clearly it can't be *that* big a difference in likability
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