#i was lucid for a moment

[trek-tracks]

Accidentally googling "Mirror Universe Borb" instead of "Mirror Universe Borg" like

Proudly examining your handiwork and then realizing you've made a Borg Borb and not a Mirror Universe Borb and completely ruined the joke like

great job everyme, let's hit the showers

[dykedvonte]

I genuinely don't think Curly would be as caring for Jimmy as some people depict him in aus where Jimmy gets stuck and burned rather than Curly.

I feel like the realization would truly hit in that moment of what Jimmy did and how bad it was as Curly desperately tries to get him out of the cockpit. He's trying to break in to save Jimmy, but is he? All the thoughts in his head; Jimmy's trying to kill them all, Jimmy's trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy raped Anya, Jimmy's going to die trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy trying to kill them all because of what he did to Anya, and sort of a final Jimmy did this. Is he trying to save him or trying to figure out why? Trying to finally make him take accountability? You can't hold trial for a dead man. Does he want Jimmy to die? Not really, but it'd be easier than figuring out where they go after this. After they drag him out and get his set up in medical and Jimmy refuses to look at anyone but him.

He's the only one who is truly willing to care for Jimmy. I don't think he's keeping him alive for the same reasons, just he can't bring himself to put him down. He wants answers, he wants to be mad. This is the first time he can talk to Jimmy and not have anything spun back at him but he can't get a response. He's never really been able to but for the first time Jimmy actually has to listen and he'll never know if he's actually listening to him this time. It reminds him too much of not understanding Anya. Anya has to care for him and he doesn't want her too, she shouldn't have to but they can't just let him die, can they? Should they? It's easier than hearing him in pain but that's a reminder he did this... even if Curly allowed it to happen.

No one seems to have thoughts on it but him and Anya. They know the reason he crashed the ship but they don't get the logic. Anya does actually, but Curly has to admit he does to. Has to admit he's always known Jimmy's logic behind things, things that need to be "fixed" but he's always taken responsibility and fixed it himself. The first time he really let Jimmy take responsibility and he couldn't, he can't fix anything and Curly know he can't either. He looks at Jimmy and sees every mistake but now he's wondering how many of Jimmy's he's been tacking on to his own. How different are they?

What should he had done to stop it? Maybe this should've happened to him...

Curly doesn't like those thoughts and how they only come when he's stuck with Jimmy, like he's always done to himself. He's way too gentle when he gives Jimmy his pills, too mindful of teeth that always gave him hollow smiles. A tongue that always told half truths, while he held his own. He holds his jaw too kindly and thinks about all the times he's clenched his and smiled for his friends sake. For Jimmy's sake. Jimmy still swallows the pills and struggles, whines like it's not his fault.

He hoped it hurt.

And he's a little scared that he's a little too okay thinking that.

[4ddi3addie2005]

Late to the partayyy but I’m crying over Clown’s latest Makeship vid,,, SO many good shots of him and we got a jammers reveal 🚨🥳

[dawnofiight]

Masc and Fem Angel

If you tell me they look genuinely the same I fucking know that I just am losing my mind rn

I spelled Evangeline's name wrong but if we ignore that

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[comebackali]

32 yr old babygirl getting rescued by the teen object of his affections 💕💕💕

[spielzeugkaiser]

I drew a tiny thing! A trailer bard! Honestly I like the hair, even if I gave him slightly more fluff.

[shalpilot]

lucid

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

things from The Halloween Update that are concerning me more than i already am about Eddie:

his Frankenstein's Monster costume turning his face (and hands. ha, hands, like the hands on a-) half yellow half blue/purple like the clocks & Sally's door. that's fucking me up a little ngl

Eddie tacks "A bit of a moral conundrum-" onto his description of Frankenstein's Monster, who he's costumed as. which seems out of place with the rest of his description. he could've said "bolts" or "white streak in his hair" or another physical trait. nope. Moral Conundrum (one could also describe his costume as "two-faced"...). and the fact that he's dressed specifically as someone who was "brought back from the dead" makes me 👁️👁️. kinda reminds me of a certain set of artworks from Clown's tumblr a while back...

Eddie, despite his whole schtick being "bad memory", was the only one to accurately recognize Sally's costume as pedrolino from the Commedia dell'arte. could be a little 'inside joke', might be something else. i suspect it's something else due to his... ah... Everything.

[zinniapetals]

I’m so glad Chuuya doesn’t dream; people treat it as such a sad thing with angst but like ?? Hello ?? His life has been pretty riddled with trauma and loss, like let the boy get his 8 hours of sleep without waking up from nightmares

[imaferalkat]

I'm genuinely so confused about all of your replies, but you're clearly just going to use my confusion to leverage yourself even higher on your horse.

It's not my fault for how tumblr tagging works but I have set tags that are easily blockable. No, I'm not going to use rwde or htdm because that's censorship and segregation, which isn't helping the fndm implosion situation happening now. Stop manipulating my words and non-responses to make yourself the better person.

Bigots/incels/etc can die for all I care about them.

I just don't like how bmblb got together in the show (it would've been cuter at the reunion in the everafter, like they kissed in the euphoria of being alive before awkwardly dancing around what happened before finally deciding to be a couple after the major threat of making sure they weren't trapped there forever has passed) and I don't like that they revived penny just to kill her again (the whole thing with her and the winter maiden could've been avoided since the end result would've been the same minus a permanently dead penny). Yet I've paid for access to all the season as they came out. Just for RWBY because I love it so much. But I guess that makes me an bigot lesbian hurr-durr.

If you didn't write walls of text and repeatedly insulted me for valid reason I'd probably be able to understand you better but I've been low on sleep all day which makes my dyslexia worse, and have been harrassed irl repeatedly which triggered a depressive episode in my bipolar ass. Idk why I even shared that you'll just use it against me to.

Did you even stop to think whether I actually understood you at all?

Also, people are going to respond defensively when approached aggressively. It's human nature. What you've been doing is an interrogation room technique that's kind of inhumane and has notoriously convicted many innocent people because 'they acted guilty.'

But you're just going to twist everything against me anyways. You're not defending shit you're just being an annoying wall that stops people from having the freedom to like their show and critique how some things were handled.

Idek why I try to explain myself to you when you didn't even understand my original post.

You pretend to be happy doing this but you look miserable stopping people from enjoying things they like. You'll use that against me too.

I only tagged whoever the other user was in my original post because it was a sort of indirect reply to their post. It wasn't an attack, if it was I would've gone directly to them. Also it was more of a reply to the ask in the other user's post. But I guess you'll use that against me too.

Is it too difficult for you to be civil? I literally love rwby more than you (kidding, it's a joke that you'll use against me) but anything I say you'll use against me because it gets you brownie points in your niche little corner of the fandom that you'll use against me because that's all you ever do it pander and use shit i didn't mean against me.

But sure, you have the moral high ground and are the most perfectest person ever.

Which you'll use against me.

I literally just want to voice my harmless opinion and not get attacked for it.

Which you'll use against me.

You're just a broken record.

Which you'll use against me.

You have to block me first.

Which you'll use against me.

I'm using this as self-flagellation because I hate myself.

Which you'll use against me.

You suck at reading and so do I.

Which you'll use against me.

I could say I love you but you'd use that against me too.

You're probably just hiding the fact that you're an emotionally abusive and mentally manipulative person irl.

Which you'll use against me.

You'll say that I'm probably the emotionally abusive and mentally manipulative person irl in turn.

Cause you'll use it against me.

This is probably how you win all your arguments, by shutting down and drowning out everything that's being said to you.

Which you'll use against me.

I'm just talking in support of the innocent people who've been ostracized from the fndm by people who dislike their other opinions.

Which you'll use against me.

We weren't even having a dialog, you were just using me as a platform to make yourself feel better about your shite personality.

Which you'll use against me.

I could say one word and you'd find some way to call me an incel or bigot, which is very homophobic of you how dare. I've been in a committed lesbian relationship for 10 year tyvm.

Which you'll use against me.

I just wanted to freely post about my opinion, but you'll use that against me too.

How long do you think until you brainwash me?

Which you'll use against me.

I'm sure if I had anon asks on you'd be sending me suicide bait asks.

Which you'll use against me.

Honestly this prose is getting funny.

Which you'll use against me.

I've been in pain all week and wanted to vent.

But you'll use that against me.

I'm just typing whatever at this point.

Which you'll use against me.

I lost the narrative.

And you'll use that against me too.

It's not that every person 'outside of the fandom' that calls the show 'trash' vehemently hates RWBY. Yes, some do hate it for no reason besides hopping on the hate-train to shitsville for the lols, but from my time on r/RWBYcritics I've seen a lot of people hate that the show was such a let down with many elements shoe-horned in or concepts forgotten about in favor of pandering. A lot of people who say the show is trash is because they were disappointed in the way the show went.

Yet, one big reason people outside RWBY hate the show is because they hate the radicals in the FNDM. I've seen threads on RWBYcritics of people being lynched from being in the fandom because they had a different opinion from the rest. Like, you can't even be critical about Yang and Blake's relationship without immediately being dubbed 'homophobic' by most FNDM members.

You can say that the people calling RWBY trash is why the show failed but only if you can take the fact that the fanatical fans are also why the show failed.

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

House of Anubis is one massive idiot plot that’s so complex and convoluted, you can almost forget it’s an idiot plot

[vinelark]

Hiiiiii!!! First of all, absolutely LOVE bbts! I have lost count of how many times I have reread it at this point. Still go feral over it regularly. I'm at chapter three rn and wanted to ask how Bart figured Tim out. I'm probably just a bit dumb, but I can't figure out what gave him away. Anyways, hope you have a nice week! :)

hello! thank you! and no this is a very fair question considering kon’s pov is (conveniently) distracted when this goes down. i went a bit more in depth here about why bart realizes in this moment but kon doesn’t, but the gist of bart’s realization is that he says “hi, tim” and this loopy, supposedly random civilian immediately says “names,” which is exactly how robin reprimands them every time they use one of their names in the field, and hey come to think of it this random civilian on a roof is kinda robin-shaped—

“Shit, okay,” Bart says, and a moment later he’s crouching next to Tim. “Okay. Okay. Hi, Tim.”

Tim mumbles something while Kon is listening to the whine of sirens down the street, and Bart does something very un-Bart-like, which is freeze for almost a whole second.

[…]

“He said ‘names.’”

“He’s said a few names”—like Kon’s name, and Bruce, which Kon can’t think about right now or he might do something stupid like go hunt down Mr. Wayne and drop him in the middle of Antarctica so Tim never has to apologize for anything ever again—“because he’s high on an extremely fucked-up hallucinogenic. Just focus on keeping him physically secure.”

“No, he literally said—” Bart cuts off, eyes widening. “Oh. Oh. Never mind.”

and then bart realizes that whatever’s going on here kon doesn’t know and bart is like mfjdhdhdASDKFJ 🤐🫡

[rontra]

pietà

[landmine-doll]

i wonder how much longer i can convince myself to stay alive

all i do is distract myself with pointless things to take my mind off the constant emotional pain i feel and post stuff online in a desperate bid to get attention

none of it fills the emptiness

none of it gives life any meaning

...sure id like to be cute and famous

but then what?

ik its just an empty goal to distract myself

so i can pretend that my life has value and that i have something to live for

[densewentz]

guys in an incredibly funny turn of events I am on the cusp of figuring out how to lucid dream and its mostly because since I've gotten into Sandman I dream sometimes feat. Dream of the Endless who I KNOW as the King of Dreams IN-dream. So I'll be sitting there watching this scrunkly guy in my dream going "oh shit that's the Dream King, holy shit am I dreaming?-" and then I usually get yoinked out but. Girl we gettin there. We gettin there in an incredibly ironic way but.

[barbatusart]

note to self might wanna try & draw this, my dreams are great i wish i could put some electrodes on my head & record them somehow & sell VHS tapes of them on etsy for $10 a pop