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TGR CHAPTER 19 THOUGHTS
(includes spoilers)
- “Kevin gamely did his best to keep Neil out of the conversation, not trusting his vice-captain to speak, but the interviewer was persistent.” IM CACKLING NEIL CANNOT BE RESTRAINED KEVIN LET HIM LOOSE
- THANK U NORA FOR GIVING US KEVIN AND NEIL BANTER WE R SO BLESSED
- kevin kicking neil under the table 🫶 neil saying if kevin was honest about the ravens he wouldn’t have to be and kevin saying bitch ur literally the least honest person i know🫶 they love each other so bad
- “They don’t deserve kindness from me after everything they’ve put us through,” Neil insisted. “I hope they lose every game this season, and I’ll say it as many times as someone asks me. They don’t belong on the court until everyone Coach Moriyama trained has been cleared out of there. Edgar Allan should have farmed them out to other schools and dismantled the entire program, if you ask me.” HE SAID WHAT HE SAID AND HE WASNT WRONG OK HE STOOD ON BUSINESS THAT IS THE NEIL I KNOW AND LOVE THANK U FOR UR INPUT KING
and all kevin says is
“they didn’t ask you”
- “Kevin forgot all about his contentious teammate in favor of Trojan gossip.” i love him
- kevin defending jean, being confused why the interviewer thought he’d get in a brawl 🫶
- “Glad to see his ribs healed up without any lingering consequences for anyone involved.” neil u little instigating shit u!!!
- kevin POINTEDLY rubbing his scarred hand and then saying “With all due respect, there is no point,” he said. “You will never take anyone’s word over theirs, so you are best off asking the Ravens for the truth. But good luck: they do not know how to tell it unless one has been fed to them.” HE SAID THAT HE WENT THERE HE SAID FUCK UR BULLSHIT FUCK UR DICK RIDING OPEN UR EYES AND GROW A BRAIN BECAUSE THE RAVENS ARE NOT WHO U THINK THEY ARE
OHHHHH IM SHAKING IN MY BOOTS GUYS THIS IS MONUMENTAL LORD I LOVE THEM
- oh jere ur so jealous of renee and u don’t even know it
- it’s quite sad reading about how the graduated ravens career in exy only lasts about five years before the succumb to chronic pain etc. as much as i hate them for their actions, their treatment of jean and kevin and enabling of riko. they too were mistreated by riko and tetsuji and as much as they all still maintain that cult like loyalty to the ravens it is just very sad
- “Jeremy feared for Jean’s long-term health, but he feared for Kevin’s more.” oh jere ur so kind
- i’m ngl im so bad with names when im reading, especially when there’s heaps of characters. if one person only gets called by their last name and occasionally someone mentions their first name im going to assume it’s a whole different person. i cannot remember like half of the trojan lineup if im being completely honest with u
- ik u guys don’t give a fuck coz ur only here for the book but writing these is like writing a diary to me and i feel compelled to interject with random personal updates. i have exactly 100 pages left and less than an hour before i have to start getting ready for uni and leave and im desperate to finish it. lets lock in
- having to take a deep breath before i read the fox/raven game guys im so excited im shaking
- HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHITTTTTT
- JESUS FUCKING CHRIST U GET DISTRACTED FROM THE GAME FOR ONE SECOND AND SOMEONES ALREADY TRYNA KILL NEIL!! THEY BARELY STARTED PLAYING!!! GET THE FUCK OFF HIM BITCH
- KEVIN RUNNING TO GET TO NEIL AND BEING ATTACKED AND DAN FIGHTING OFF HIS ATTACKER AND KEVIN IMMEDIATELY STRAIGHT BACK TO GETTING NEIL AHHHH
- ALL I CAN SAY IS WHAT THE FUCK HOLY SHITTTTT
- andrew dragging wymack to get to neil while being injured ohhhhhh it’s baltimore all over again
- andrew immediately bodying the girl tryna attack neil with an injured arm and kevin kneeling beside neil. god he’s so loved and protected
- THIRTY SECONDS INTO THE HALF????
- “Boyd had no problems taking on a second body.” YEAH THATS RIGHT
- “Someone had finally gotten Neil to his feet, and Andrew was somehow keeping him there.” neil thought andrew looked steady, like he could hold him up😭
- UM FUCK THAT????? I AGREE DILLON WHY TF WERE THE GUY WHO HIT ANDREW AND LANE WHO TRIED TO LITWRALLY KILL NEIL AND WENT BACK FOR MORE EXEMPT FROM SUSPENSIONS BUT ANDREW WASNT
CHAPTER TWENTY
- lowkey is suchhhh a slight to put ur third lineup/not as great players on as starting. if i was the utes and i saw them do that id be so cut like ok i see what ur saying here
- “Being a victim doesn’t automatically absolve someone of their wrongdoings,” he said at last. “I can regret what they’re going through now, but I am not required to forgive them for what they’ve done to people I care about. I genuinely hope they get the help they need, and I hope it happens as far from the court as possible. Josten was right: none of them are ready to be back yet. It isn’t fair to them or anyone they’re up against.”
you took the words right out of my mouth jeremy. very diplomatic, two things can be true at once. the ravens need to heal and unlearn the bad behaviour they have been taught and stop inflicting it on others, they have been abused yes but that does not negate the abuse they contain to perpetuate and enact on others such as the foxes and jean. i hate them and i also want them to get better for their sake and everyone around them
- god jeremy has so much more patience and a stronger will than i could ever have. if someone sat their and kept pressing me and talking shit about my team i couldn’t refrain from starting an argument
-“He doesn’t want to challenge them. I don’t have to like it, and I won’t stop encouraging him to stand his ground, but I’m not going to force him into a confrontation he’s not ready to have. He’s learning how to trust us. I can’t betray him.”
ur already doing so well by him jeremy
- WHATS GOING ON PLS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEONE TELL ME GIVE ME UPDATES OM THE FOXES!! WHATS RHEMANN SAID THAT GOT JEAN SO IPSET
- THE RAVENS HAVE BEEN SUSPENDED HOLY SHITTTTTT
- “He knew Rhemann had great respect for Wymack and the way he’d crafted his unorthodox team, and Rhemann had never hesitated to throw his weight behind Palmetto State when the ERC seemed poised to strike the small team down,” MUCH RESPECT TO RHEMANN GOTTA LOVE HIM
- TWO FRACTURED RIBS OHHHHH HES NOT GONNA BE HAPPY ABOUT THAT
(the missing out on court time)
- wymack and abby and andrew are gonna have their work cut out for them trying to stop him from playing
- GODDD A FRACTURE CLAVICAL ON ANDREW TOO???
- “Say the word and I’ll fight him over Christmas break,” Cody said. “I wasn’t going to go home for it, but I’ll make an exception.” LOVE THEMMMM I KNOW ITS A JOKE BUT LIKE TROJANS DONT EVEN JOKE ABOUT FIGHTING PEOPLE AND THEYRE DOING IT FOR JEAN
- jean hating cam because he was rude to thea oh he’s so good
- “How Jean’s kind heart had survived a place like Evermore, Jeremy wasn’t sure.” HE WAS ALWQYS TOO GOOD FOR THEM THIS SHITS GONNA MAKE ME CRY ON THE TRAIN RN
- OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS THINKING JESUS CHRIST WHAT HAS SOMEONE SET THEIR HOUSE/COURT ON FIRE???
THEY DID WTF OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS INSANE MY JAW IS ON THE FLOOR
god i can’t even imagine their heartbreak this is so devastating. jeans first real home, the very little amount of possessions he had to his name all gone. the beautiful home laila and cat have constructed over the years a reflection of who they are as people, jeans safe haven. my chest aches for them.
jeans postcards from kevin and his 4th of july wristband :(( and knowing how guilty he’s going to feel over this,
- “You’re a victim as much as Cat and Laila are, so don’t take on a burden that isn’t yours. It won’t help any of you. Do you understand?”
“They adore you and so will gladly reassure you of your innocence until you believe them, but your unasked-for guilt is a distraction from their loss and grief. They don’t deserve that extra stress right now.”
“The best thing you can do right now is accept that some people are assholes and that it is outside of your control. Mourn what you’ve lost without carrying more than you should.”
some very wise words for jere, min and xavier there. it’s very easy to fall into the unending spiral of guilt and convince urself that u are at fault when that may not necessarily be the case
- rest in peace barkbark
- if this was a physical book there would be tears trains all over the pages of this chapter :(
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE
- ohhhh jean hugging cat like she always does for him because it always makes him feel better im sooooo sick
- unnecessary life update no.5123849: i’m officially finished classes for today and i got to catch up with the only friend i can talk about aftg with for coffee, she hasn’t finished the book yet but it was much needed to get all my feelings out lmao
- “He’s only been playing for fourteen years, you can’t expect his own mother to know how an Exy season works.” cat is the friend everyone deserves
- AGENT BROWNING MAKES HIS RETURN
- “I hate this sport,” Browning said to his partner. “Explain to me why they’re all like this.” THiIS IS TEWWWW FUNNYYYYYY
browning fucking hates exy players
- oh wow look at the fbi being helpful once, that’s a shock
- idk if this is just because i’m not a part of sport culture or if it’s because im not american. but it’s so crazy to me that people (grown adults) are THAT invested in college sport that they would care this much i.e. burn down someone’s house in retaliation. idk maybe this is a thing that happens in the real life sporting fandom or maybe i should focus on the fact that this is fiction
#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#neil josten#andrew minyard#the sunshine court#tsc#nora sakavic#jean moreau#jeremy knox#the golden raven#tgr#laila dermott#catalina alvarez
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my mom knows more about me than I do
#i was just like OHHHHH THATS WHAT THAT IS#shout out to my mom for always knowing about my identity before i do#love you mom#comic#queer#queer art#comics#art#illustration#mossiistars
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OMG UR ART IS SO CUTE😭😭😭
If it’s okay, could I please request pure vanilla comforting sad reader? It’s ok if not! Art can be stressful lol.
Hiiiii As always rambling in the tags and I added the gray scale under the cut bc I think it also looked nice ^^u
#ohhhhh every time i went to sit and draw this it just didn't work because pv hair is so hard for me to draw#i literally dont know why but im getting better at it!#anywho i wanted to practice my backgrounds a bit so i locked if in#anywho i was thinking about pv [obviously] and he probably has a very sweet singing voice.#not too good. not bad but the kind that reminds you of home#yaknow that cozy feeling of hearing someone humming in a kitchen or just singing to themselves? i think thats what his voice would be like#dreamydraws#cookie run x reader#cookie run kingdom x reader#pure vanilla x reader#it could be platonic too! its whatever you want it to be tbh
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thinking about klavier gavin again because i saw someone say that the fact that he's the only prosecutor in the series who wants to find the truth and isn't insanely obsessed with winning like the other prosecutors makes him really boring
and i understand it to some extent when comparing him to other prosecutors but... Klavier Gavin??? BORING????
after playing aa4 i was OBSESSED with klavier gavin and the untouched potential of this guy
he loses his best friend/bandmate, his brother AND his mentor in the span of like a year?? i think??? which is INSANE.
there's something very tragic about klavier, a person who values finding the truth above all else, finding out that two of the people closest to him betrayed his trust and lied to him and used him for their own means AND ARE MURDERERS.
and then his mentor, a person who taught that seeking the truth is what a lawyer should do, gets murdered by a person who believes that winning in trials is the most important thing above all else WHICH IS THE SAME EXACT THING THAT KRISTOPH VALUED AS WELL !!!
this core belief of finding out the truth that klavier has, leads him to finding out about the things that daryan and kristoph did, and even though they are important to him, people he CARES about, he continues to work with apollo to see that justice is served.
and the fact that we don't get to see anything of klavier getting any closure after the events of aa4 makes me insane
we never get to see much of klavier's feelings on what happened or him fully processing the events of aa4 and that one case in aa5 and it makes me soooo upset. i wish he got more than that little cameo in aa5 and that one tiny flashback appearance in aa6.
in an alternate universe, aa4 got a true sequel that fully explored klavier's character, as well as phoenix's, klavier's, AND apollo's relationship with kristoph, and klavier's relationship with phoenix post-aa4, and also a more thought out? (for the lack of a better word) backstory for apollo, and an exploration of the jury system, and a game that ACTUALLY built upon the foundation that aa4 laid out.
and i am forever upset that we are not in that alternate universe.
#celeste rambles#ace attorney spoilers#klavier gavin#apollo justice#aa4#aa4 spoilers#aa5#aa5 spoilers#i will say tho i actually do like what they tried to do with apollo's backstory in aa6#also sorry if none of this makes sense im not very good at articulating my thoughts#and i have MANY thoughts about klavier gavin#he still sticks to finding the truth no matter what even when the murderer ends up being people close to him#actually now that i think about it its really interesting how in aa5 apollo starts to doubt his trust in people#and then theres that whole “evidence is everything” moment which made me lose my mind#arghhhakhfjwfkw#i really want to replay the entire ace attorney series now#i love aa4 and i will never stop thinking about it#AND I LOVE KLAVIER GAVIN!!!#ofc everyones entitled to their own opinions if you think aa4 isnt that good or that klaviers boring thats fine#but ohhhhh i havent been able to stop thinking about klavier#also i wish phoenix and klavier interacted more???#i wish we got to see them have a proper talk about kristoph and phoenix's disbarment#theres so many things in aa4 that felt like they were supposed to be touched upon in the next game and they just... weren't#i will keep saying this until the day i die that if aa4 got an actual duology or trilogy that focused on the main cast of aa4 and#kept apollo as the main protag of the series#then aa4 would be praised a lot more and more universally liked#i do think after the release of the aj trilogy more people are starting to appreciate aa4 which is really nice <3
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observations while im continuing my first DM reread after the talon brain invasion of september 2023
#which is funny bc i am not a huge izutsumi fan but the similarities that come from Being Cats is undeniable#talkys#also ive reread dm lots of times by now but i always Forget bc thats how my brain is#and like. dude i always forget how 😧 mithruns whole thing is.#ykwim. when he's. ykwim. jesus#''what part of me are you [______]'' jesus christ.#also wait ok just rambling abt dm here god god god god recent self development has me clinging to thistle so hard.#i dont know what it is. (i do know what it is.)#ohhhhh the unending single minded devotionnn the not being young but drawn and written as a forever child throwing a tantrummm#codependency and denial and not really ever being granted the love you seek.
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"i hated owen for all/most of s1 i only started liking him in s2" weak. i liked owen since he got choked against a wall by an angry woman and then told her he wanted to shag her immediately afterwards. and then even more when he spent ep3 trying to intimidate and murder a rapist
#txt#torchwood posting#owen in the pilot? trash. but i tend to think ep3 was his comeuppance#anyway i was biased goin into tw but nonetheless. i loved him near immediately#i was like oh hermann from pr but hes a mean shitty little twink ohh???#oh hes fucked up! oh he has murder in his eyes and hes crying! oh im obsessed! and it spiraled from there#which is usually how it goes#sigh#but yeah ep3 was when i rllyyyy started to love owen#the obsession. the vigilantism. going against jack's orders.#that one shot where gwen looks at him and he looks dangerous#i think what got me was in ep1 we see torchwood broke suzie and pushed her to kill#so seeing that a second torchwood member was also at that point only two eps later#it was like ohhhhh. ohhh thats whats going on here#and then it's amplified like the end of s1 is just owen spiraling so hard he almost destroys the world. and it was fucking fantastic#even if the cgi was bad lmfao#s1s character arcs all have to do with exploring how that life breaks people. esp ppl who were already broken. as we find out in s2e12#& owen's the best example he's sooo fucking mentally ill and self destructive and toxic and miserable and he means the fucking world to me#and then they threw it all away in s2 to make him palatable 😒#but thats a me problem. i do luv s2 owen just in a diff way#and im v fond of the undead arc#but s1 owen just hits diff for me. burn played him as a scared little boy and it rlly rlly shows#sss
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one of my only surviving memories of one of the churches my parents tried when i was a teenager, the pastor spent like half the sermon ranting and raving and yelling about the blasphemic lady gaga and how she had recently sang "god bless the u.s.GAY" during her performance of the national anthem at like the superbowl or whatever and they unfurled a gay flag instead of an american flag or something and about how it was SO DISRESPECTFUL to GOD and our TROOPS and that gay people should be ASHAMED for this and how lady gaga must be the devil's attempt to influence OUR INNOCENT CHILDREN into doing EVIL. like turning them gay i guess. or something
#i then proceeded to instinctively tune out every thing else about that church so this is really the only one thing i remember about it#i dont think wr went there too long thankfully maybe like a month or two at most#i dont even remember what that church's particular stance on Gay even was . tbh#i was literally so incensed my brain decided to focus entirely on the lady gaga thing because i was just like#'yeah i do not need to be hearing whatever words this guy is about to start saying about gay people'#my parents felt like 'love the sinner not the sin' types when i was growing up so i always wonder what they thought about that sermon#because we really didnt go there anymore pretty soon after that. but also like i said my parents were also actively churchhopping#i always assumed growing up my parents probably just agreed 100% with whatever a pastor says (because thats how they were at#our family church before the pastor they liked retired)#but im really only now as an adult wondering if my mom or dad picked up on *something* at the time.#whether it was me being probably visibly uncomfortable or how angrily the pastor spat his venom#or how the congregation eagerly took in every word. nodding and muttering 'thats right' under their breath and clapping for the hatred show#at least the pastor i grew up listening to really did focus on spreading messages of love and compassion.#again. more of the 'love the sinner hate the sin' type congregation. a bit 'dont ask dont tell'#on the bright side i wasnt directly exposed to homo/transphobic violence at that age. on the other side i didnt know#that being gay or trans was a thing you could even be until i was in 10th grade#i learned about being trans and i was like ohhhhh okay. hey parents can you call me this shortened masc version of my name. dont ask why
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OOOH HES YELLING
(Spoilers for Orv in the tags, bc I’m commentating now I guess)
#ANGY MOMENT#going post#orv#All these backhanded comments from her… the tensionnnnn#‘It’s about time you faced reality’ OH THATS LOADED#‘Just a few words from her and my whole world is shaking violently’ the devastating power of a mom to suck all good vibes from a room#The way he’s standing so still and his back is fully straight. It’s like he’s stuck in the role of a kid getting scolded#‘Sell off reality to be fiction like you did’ what does that mean??? Huh?#OH OKAY BACKSTORY TIME#I mean honestly. Kind of slay of her to kill her and her sons abuser#OHH OH I SEE. I SEE WHAT HE MEANT NOW#SELL OFF REALITY TO BE FICTION….. AND HE HAD TO LIVE POKED AND PRODDED BY THE MEDIA BC SHE MADE THEIR TRAUMA FAMOUS#HE DIDNT GET TO BE A NORMAL KID IN ANY CAPACITY…….. MAN.#‘Things were a little difficult because of that’ DOKJA. DUDE.#ohhhhh and now the constellations would feel weird abt donating right now.#‘To think my life was being exchanged for money by someone else’ HAHA GETTEM DOKJA#‘Haha that was all a lie jk’ hey man. you are not mentally well
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i knowww that its bc most aa fans havent played aa in a while and are working off from their memory and memory tends to retain the enjoyable moments of a game rather than the worst i get it but whatever im still PRESSEDDDD its just UGHHHH whatever whatever Whateverrrrejxnsjfi
#aa3 literally one of the most sexist piece of work ive ever played and irdgaf that theres even worst and more sexist games out there#bc guess what! that DOESNT negate aa3s sexism like oh my godddd THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS!!!!#godots whole schtick is literally A Woman Needs A Man To Protect Her AND BIG TOP LITERALLY EXISTS and MIA is a NON CHARACTER#i just Ohhhhh my god the rose tinted glasses everyone has on. UGH
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i love how werewolves can account for so many things. trans allegory. mental illness/mental disorder allegory. probably could go for neurodivergent allegory too if you ask the right people who think it that way
#metronome.txt#ever since i saw that one werewolf post about werewolves being an allegory for being selfaware of your mental problems#and fearing just because youre not currently a wolf doesnt mean its not still deep within#or something alone those lines cause i havent seen the post in a long long while#it like definitely changed something in my brain that made me go ohhhhh my god ok haha ok yeah i get it haha oh god yeah#and now im like#oh yeah. werewolves can def be an allegory for disorders. especially when they act up and when you feel awful about it#definitely a way i look at my bpd episodes now in days. have been for probably a year now.#also pretty much why i go 'oh yeah im a werewolf girlie' much akin to im a wolfgirlie or a doggirlie or whateverrr its part of the illnesse#but enough explaining what i mean about that shit. its just cool thats what it means to me#but its so cool seeing how to a lot of other people its a trans or gender kind of thing#and when i said neurodivergent i just meant like. knowing that youre different then most people deep down. its the alienation#if that makes sense#but thats again something youd have to ask someone who does see werewolves that way cause im sure theyre out there#they could explain it better
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TGR CHAPTER 22 THOUGHTS
and spoilers!!!
GUYS I THINK THIS IS THE LAST POST I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM GLAD THEY WERE SUCH A HIT AND U ALL LIKED THEM I RLLY THOUGHT IT WOULD BE SOMETHING THAT ONLY I WOULD SEE BUT IM HAPPY UR ENJOYING MY RAMBLING AND STUPID COMMENTS
- THEAS HERE???
- HOLY FUCK GUYS ANDREWS LETTING AARON DRIVE HIS CAR THIS IS CRAZY OMFG WHAT A DEVELOPMENT ARE WE ALL EXCUTED ABOUT THIS PROGRESS????
- NEIL CAUSING DRAMA FOR THEA AND NOT GIVING A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT EXPOSING THE FACT THAT THIS IS HER SECOND VISIT TO THEM IS SO FUNNY HES SOOOOO UNSERIOUS HE LEGIT JUST DIPS OUT LEAVING A TRAIL OF CHAOS BEHIND HIM
- “Not her first visit to the Foxhole Court,” the reporter guessed. “The court? Unknown.” Neil gave a careless shrug he immediately and obviously regretted.
THIS DAMN NEAR SENT ME INTO HYSTERICS HIS NUMBER ONE HOBBY WAS NEVER EXY IT WAS ALWAYS FUCKING WITH REPORTERS THATS HIS TRUE LIFE CALLING
- good lord i fucking despite jeremy’s family. i hope he can get out of there soon i rlly do
fuck u warren
- cat and jeans matching bikes i love them😭
- jean being so proud of his bike is everything and so is jeremy saying “Jean was more interesting by far.”
- JESUS FUCKING CHRIST ANOTHER RAVEN IS DEAD. this is actually just sad.
- ANOTHER TWO? one of them being cody’s cousin which icl i completely forgot about BUT WHAT WHY TF WAS NOBODY KEEPING AN EYE ON THEM
- laila riding a motorcycle to get to jeremy coz he needed her :(
- “She was saying something about loosening every screw on Bryson’s desk and chair.” CATALINA ALVAREZ PLS MARRY ME UR SO FUNNY AND COOL IM SO IN LOVE WITH U
nora if ur listening i am currently requesting a neil, jean, cat teamup. they could be unstoppable!
-“But I will choose you every time. You, and Cat, and Laila, every time. I will lose them all if I must.” GUYSSSSSS DONT PLAY WITH ME RN THIS MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME. JEREMYS HEART JUST EXPLODED BTW IDK IF YALL CAUGHT THAT
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE
- istg, nora making jean ride a motorcycle was one of her best decisions. i never would’ve expected it and i love it. i wish i was as cool as jean
- oh ew that’s so fucking disgusting. poor lyle.
- “Some of it… It was very long and very boring.” — me when i’m asked if a read the terms and conditions to literally anything
(sorry, now isn’t the time or place to be joking)
- “It is hideous, but it is better than wearing black.” ohhhhh he’s SO bold now,, i remember a time when jean moreau would’ve never dared to every think that let alone tell a raven that. he’s progressed so much 😭
- “Thank you for visiting. It is a rare treat to see Jeremy happy.” guys stop i love william actually he’s an honorary member of the group now
- “If she doesn’t know you enough to trust you now, she never will.” “You don’t know that.”
he said what he said, clock it jean! nah in actuality this shit is so sad poor jere constantly fighting for his mothers approval, going along with her demands to please her rather than doing what’s best for him. he keeps trying, keeps pushing himself for a shred of her love :(
- jean 🤝 neil: having the most boring fucking favourite colours
(i can’t judge i always say black)
- “Brown like the gaze that sought Jean out in every room, but that last thought wasn’t one he could linger on.” KICKING MY FEET RN GUYS
- the daffodil artwork :(
- jean brushing his fingers through lailas hair because he knows it is a sign of affection between the girls and he knows laila needs some comfort. when will nora stop inflicting this pain upon me
- TANNER IS JEANS DUCKLING
- “He slowly separated her hair into sections. It’d been years since he’d done this for Elodie; he could barely remember how it was supposed to go. He tried and failed and tried again, until he got far enough to understand what he was doing.” DO I HIGHLIGHT THIS YELLOW FOR HAPPY AND SWEET SCENES OR BLUE FOR MADLY DEPRESSING SHIT????
- “But the braid in his hand was a rope back to sunlight and solid ground” they’re his safe place :(
- “She prayed for a dragon to save her.” Laila’s tone was gentle, like she thought he’d retreat if she spoke too loudly. “Not a prince?” “A dragon could tear our house apart to free her and carry her far away.” OH NORA STOP UR JUST TORTURING ME AT THIS POINT LET ME LIVEEE
- “He had a feeling he knew the answer, but it worth a try anyway: “Peaches are trees?” Her nod had him grumbling discontent into his water” bruh he’s so fucking cute i wanna squish his face
- what’s the bet that now that jean has agreed to a dog, the dog they end up getting loves jean the most out of all of them (jean will slowly warm up to it)
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR!!!!!
- “You don’t even have a bed yet,” Jean complained. “I have a face she can—” you have a what sorry cat??? i think u got cut off at the end there
- jeremy being so excited for the dog is fucking adorable
- JEAN HAVING A STARING COMPETITION WITH A DOG, LOSING, AND THEN RESORTING TO TELLING THE DOG HE DOESNT SEE THE APPEAL IN HIM IS SO HILARIOUS HES SUCH A BITCH
HES FULLY BEEFING WITH A GERIATRIC DOG RN CALLING IT OUT FOR ITS HYGIENE AND GETTING OFFENDED FHAT IT MIGHT UNDERSTAND FRENCH
NOW HES TELL THE DOG ITS PARENTS ABANDONED IT
“Maybe it perfectly timed its own to his and that was why he always missed it.” i think this is paranoia jean, the conspiracy theories r a step too far
“Jean stared it down, refusing to lose to a beast he could easily shove inside his backpack. He lost” genuinely might have to be the funniest part of the whole book
- Jean v Rex the saga continues: jean bullies rex over his name. jean is clearly more affected as rex is a dog and cannot understand english. “He is not a dinosaur”
- “studying Jean’s face like the secret to the universe was just out of reach.” oh!
- “He’s asleep.” “He’s faking it,” Jean said. “He likes you,” WHAT DID I TELL U
- “We do not,” Jean corrected him, but both men ignored him.” jean getting ignored by dogs and humans alike today
- “He almost asked, then decided he didn’t need to give the impression he cared.” yessss jean! ur so nonchalant rn i promise.
- “Embrace fatherhood.” nothing to say just that this whole chapter had me so delighted. a very welcome tone change from everything else that had just happened
- “Not for me, Jean warned himself, but for one moment, just this moment, he would let himself pretend.” AHHHHHH GUYSSSS ITS HAPPENINGGGGGGG
AND THATS A WRAP GUYS WTF THANK U FOR JOINING ME ON THIS JOURNEY I HOPE U HAD FUN. THE BOOK WAS GREAT THANK U MS NORA SAKAVIC AS ALWAYS. ILL SEE U ALL AGAIN WHEN BOOK THREE IS OUT!!! IM GONNA GO READ SOME FANFIC NOW
#in class form i fell asleep before posting this so it’s a bit late#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#neil josten#andrew minyard#the sunshine court#tsc#nora sakavic#jean moreau#jeremy knox#the golden raven#tgr#aftg tgr#tgr spoilers#laila dermott#catalina alvarez#the trojans
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implied major f.naf spoilers under the cut
and if i said lune and i are already planning a canon divergent half-siblings roommate au for our movie verse mike and vanessa
#fnaf movie spoilers#i was sitting at applebees drinking my margarita for like 30 minutes staring into space like ‘what do i DO’#oh i’m figuring it out… ohhhhh i’m figuring things out#i’m trying very hard to contextualize my verse in my brain even if it’s something minor#bc the personality is SO. HITS THE NAIL RIGHT ON THE HEAD. THATS MY FUCKING BLORBO#but i lowkey … don’t want to make a . just fully compliant verse or sideblog#idk i’ll sit on it#i’m normal#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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im thinking abt the logistics of bottoming for a man in full plate armor. dont. dont talk 2 me right now.
#'well adam couldnt you just ride him' thats literally counterintuitive.#to what? i dont fucking know.#hang on. gods.#no actually i take this back i think it would be fine#the chafing would be obscene considering the chainmail protecting his thighs but like.#yea no worth it. yea#ohhhh my god grabbing his pauldrons. oh. oh my god#forget fucking beard burn the chainmail burn will be soooo worth it tho#edit: not the LEAST bit fucking helpful that my brain went 'ok but two knights'#YEA SURE I GUESS.#ohhhhh my god the gauntlets stay on. the gauntlets stay on!!!!!
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actually hang on, there was a fangame I found years ago that combined like all the Tony Hawk games into one package... I should look that up. and download it again. and play it.
#incidentally no i was not particularly *good* at tony hawk games. i could spam my way to a high score sometimes.#i think learning the mctwist was the most advanced i got.#i would play pro skater 3 and 4 with cheats and just explore. or make my neighborhood in the Park Creator.#and thug and thug 2... were my playground. ;w;#you can get off your board... and just like... walk around!!!!#'ohhhhh!!!' you say. 'thats the kind of gamer djay is!!! i see now!!!'#yeah!!!!!#thaw was the culmination of this joy for me because you could literally throw your board away and forgo the whole skateboarding thing#and just go walking in this interconnected california... as Some Dude....#i would play through the stories just to get all the stages and then that's it. i got all i wanted. i got my playground.#come home from school. boot up thug 2. fuck around.#(by myself because i have been regularly and sporadically without friends.)#god.... yeah......#so that's what Nostalgia feels like.....
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ok I have gotten much much better at purring I will update tomorrow if I can get a good enough audio clip. rn it’s like 50/50 if I sound like I’m actually purring or if I sound like a ballon getting run over by a motorcycle, which. is not quite what I’m looking for lmao. will continue practicing
#I am. so delighted by this discovery. like ohhhhh THATS what gender euphoria feels like#except not specifically gender just. existence. in general#also I need to figure out how to do it for longer cuz rn it only lasts as long as I can breathe out for#which tbf is pretty long! I wasn’t a musical theatre kid for nothing lol. but I think cuz it’s about the muscles (?) vibrating I wanna see#if I can move it just with my brain signals as opposed to relying on airflow. idk if that works so it’ll be ok if not just. :DD#actually I just tried recording it and the sound doesn’t pick up 😔😔 I’ll try using a headphone mic tmrw but oh well
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hate to admit it but sometimes the only way to get better is intentional practice....
#when i first picked up guitar i made a practice sort of guide of things to do for the first months or so#and i would like do chord switching or pratice strum patterns for hourssss in a day but then once i was able to make my way through a decent#amount of songs i stopped and then future practice was just playing songs lol#but its been a year and i have finally decided its time to commit back to it to learn barre chords and fingerpicking...#so i went through my old practice list and adapted it to what i can do now...so like strumming is pick strum patterns and chord switches#focus on bm etc#cause thats what i really need to focus on. well bm and then just b but i hate b and b hates me#but i can actually make the bm chord shape im just delayed in switching over but i think consistently practicing for a couple weeks + focus#on playing songs i like that use bm on repeat...i should get it#and its been two days but oh my goddddd ive actually gotten better lolAND THEN !!!! the second thing i wanted to do was fingerpicking right#but i had to go back to my basic baby roots and by that i mean play nursery rhymes for like an hour a day LOLLL#its easy. short. recognizable. but it gets the specific song practice rather than jist doing drills yknow#and i like nursery rhymes so its not like its horrible lol my favorite to play is rockabye baby...#except im ALSO recording myself. so i play each four times the way through then the fifth time i do a single recording#the idea being is ill see how the sound changes over the course of the week#and oh my god in just a single day ???? like im still janky as fuckkkk but ohhhhh my god. thats crazy !!!!! i def feel more commited lol#im also choosing like one Major song to focus on per week. to sort of try to get down to a 'completion' idk. this week is you are my sunshin#cause ive already been playing that haha but omg...
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