Embers Like Teeth
They call him to the forest, ghostly images of thick, skeletal tree trunks flashing behind his eyelids before they open in the dark and the quiet. They're never the same, those dreams – nightmares – that haunt him now, new things but not new, always present in some way yet curved and raised around the edges where they hadn't been before, shimmering like objects displaced from time and space, shining outside of reality.
He's always had them, those dreams, for as long as he can remember, half-formed visions he can only partially remember upon waking, but the parts that remain are vivid, colorless for all their colors, washed grey like areas bathed in moonlight, bleached away from existence into negative space. Old worlds come to him in sleep, times long lost, times that are fantastical for all their darkness and oppression, worlds too bathed in riches and blood alike to truly place belief in.
And there is blood, so much of it, flooding the ground, drowning the grass, decaying the earth until nothing will ever grow again. It comes to his mind nectar-thick and gleaming like black jasper, flowing so smoothly that it cascades over barren land, leaving thirst behind, lips smacking when he wakes, begging for the sweetness he knows must exist inside it.
His mother – odd, the neighbors say as they watch her with her herbs and her fluttery nature, too spiritual, connected to the earth in ways they don't understand – tells him the dreams mean destiny, predetermined pathways set into motion long before their days had ever been anticipated by mere mortals like themselves. Gods but not gods, she says. The energy of the world, of life itself, interwoven into them all, but to him more. Stars aligning at the perfect time, blinking out, reforming, bursting into being in the wrong way yet so right, all for him and what each footstep of his journey holds.
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Heartbeat(1997)-Watching Con O'Neill's old stuff cause it's fun. Day #? REX HAWKINS!
Heartbeat S07-Ep.16 The Queen’s Message
Should you watch this?
It’s fun, you don’t need context for the series, and its a full story. Fun for what it is. Con in this is wet and pathetic. It’s 50 minutes, and another one-off thing. Not as fun as Pie in the Sky, still a good time.
As always, thanks to my mutual Con lovers! If you haven't watched it, skip this, as always! I hope everyone has a great week!
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That was his milk! Fucking rude.
How about we never borrow money ever again! Why is it so easy to get in debt with the mob? Maybe it's my small-town roots showing, but damn.
Also, I’m jealous, why does Con's characters get choked out so often? That and the gun thing!
Are we allowed to hate the cops in this one, 'cause I already do
This had to have been made in the 90s
THIS IS THE DOCTOR ONE!!!!! The one where Con is in that white coat?
How are half the people in this looking like its still the 60s, love interest’s hair is interesting
Help Calude! He’s just an old guy, Jesus lady.
The most homeless-looking man with a homeless-looking dog.
G-man(half-life) Con Look
Who embroiders a Doctor’s jacket like that, it looks a mechanics smock
This is Cons character from ‘Vengeance is Mine’s backstory.
Con is named Rex Hawkings yeah?
HE’S A MECHANIC!?! Oh, he’s a handyman.
WHEN DOES THIS SHOW TAKE PLACE? Color TV’s? Weren’t they common in the 90s?
OH GOOD! HE’S NOT HOMELESS
That's a lil gremlin dog
Okay, the poor guy broke his antique, Rex sings in a choir and has a few ladies after him, then got shoved down the steps. A cop is suspicious of his motives
Weird hat lady totally influenced someone to push Rex.
Oh, Nevil did it with ladies' help, cool
THE CHIN STRAPS ON BOBBY HELMETS AHHHH
'LOL BAXTER'. Oh to be named Lol. That is a bard DND name begging to be stolen.
Her eyelashes bug me a bit, and I have no clue why.
Lol is waiting at Rex’s shop, great, lets have the mom be a witness.
“You finger me, you tell the cops?” EXCUSE ME? Is that what Lol just said?
The amount Con is able to spit in every role he’s in shocks me.
Calling the cops won't do shit babe, he's being strangled right now.
Oh Good, another Con character who knows to be careful with what you say to the cops
I feel for the homeless-looking guy, he’s just not given any slack.
Shit, well, damn. Rex is kinda fucked.
Oh good, you need to swindle a shit ton of people to make the money back. Lovely situation you got going on there Rex.
He’s not too careful about not being seen near Rex in public, is Lol.
The fact they kept a dog quiet that long in the back of a car is shocking. Also, clown car. That was like 12 guys.
HHALKJSDAHS Looney Tunes run into a door trick
Haaahakjlja Fucking love him, smashes the antique, great
Well, at least Rex got to sing at the thing at least. To an audience of fifteen or so people.
HAAAAAAAAhahaha they replaced his part with a child!!!!
I thought the Queen's Speech was also done through the radio, that’s the whole thing. Let the public hear it.
You know, I want this same setup, but Con’s character is like, way more of a dangerous criminal. Not an incidental criminal, but has to keep up these two lives
Con’s panicking is very funning
It is obvious that he just wants protection
“Will that do?” *SMASHES PHONE.* He’s dumb and way too scared to survive prison.
LOL IS IN LOCKED IN THE SAME JAIL CELL AS RALPH!!!!!
That feels illegal. In so many ways.
Oh look, they’re vibin.
Scared Con is always kind of fun.
God I don’t know most Christmas carols, huh.
Whelp, Rex is imprisoned with the same guy who was threatening his life, and everything else is back to normal.
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Overall, not bad. I watched this one with the brother, so my commentary was a bit more sparse this time. We made a ton of ‘Vengeance is Mine’ x ‘This show’ jokes, which was very fun. I swear, he remembers that movie better than I do which was funny. My favorite joke being that guns magically respawn around Con's characters, and he just needs to find a kit. Go out and get rid of Lol.
This is one of the few characters where Con got to be scared as shit without any way to fight back. It’s funny that the whole plot revolves around Rex being kind of a piece of shit, and the cops don’t care. It doesn't really work for me.
Seriously, he rented out broken TVs. Which is scummy, yeah, but not the worst thing, and it’s not like he did it on purpose! You know how many broken LED TVs get returned every holiday season? It’s kinda normal for a ton of them to be shit. I guess he’s also kinda a dick for getting that one guy kicked out of the church choir, but it wasn’t that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things. Idk, I was a bit more sympathetic to Rex than I was supposed to be? But that’s kinda common for these shows with Con being a guest star. Especially when he’s as pathetic as Rex is.
I have no idea what this whole show is about. If the cops are the main focus or not. I liked the poor guy, he was generally fun. Everyone else just felt vaguely off putting. Might just be the dated lingo, this came out in 1997’ so…
CON: 8/10. Really fun. Wet, pathetic, and this is one of his earlier roles, like 1 or 2 years after Pie in the Sky and Soldier Soldier. Cool for him to morally be a wrong and not an actual threat to anybody. His singing was great, and he gave a solid performance. Scared little rat man.
It’s dated, and it feels like it’s from its time. Generally, I don’t like town gossip stories and that is what this is. I wonder how this all ties into the rest of the show, but I have no want to go find out. Not bad though.
(I also used my Con drinking game for this, and was well-hydrated!)
Solid 7-8/10. Great time!
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A few months ago, some of you might know if you keep up with this blog, I went to Collect-A-Con LA. It was truly on a whim. Literally the day before my girlfriend and I had just come back from our Europe trip. Normally I'd be so tired and jetlagged but for some reason I was feeling really antsy and energized and just needed to go somewhere and get out of the house.
I found out that Collect-A-Con LA was happening the following day and that a lot of the original Pokemon voice cast would be there. So I bought a ticket, drew/printed up a picture that I wanted to get signed and got up early to drive to the convention center (you have to understand that I hate driving in town and also very much never wake up early). I don't know what possessed me to do this but I'm so glad I did.
I ended up having the privilege of meeting Eric Stuart, Veronica Taylor and of course, Rachael Lillis.
She was masked up, looked tired, and a bit sick. And at the time, I assumed she might've caught a cold over the weekend of the con. I went to her table and she still smiled and gave me all of her attention and time. I paid her assistant for an autograph, gave Rachael the drawing I'd done and she got to signing it. Her assistant said the print I had was cute and asked where I got it. I told her that I drew it myself and that I spent a LOT of my time drawing Team Rocket and other various Pokemon fanart. When I said that, Rachel stopped mid-sign and looked up and squinted at me and asked "are you Kiana Mai"? My heart skipped. I had no idea she knew who I was and was surprised that, given how many Pokemon fanartists there are in the world, she was able to pick me out. I left that interaction so happy and felt so seen. Soon after, I went to get my print signed by Veronica Taylor and while in her line, noticed Rachael had left her table; presumably not feeling well and had to leave the con early. I remember thinking how lucky I was to catch her before she left.
A couple months later, I saw the gofundme that her sister posted, detailing what Rachel was going through for the past few years and her battle with cancer. It put that convention day in such a different perspective for me.
All I could think about was how much she cared about her fans and how in touch with her community she was to go to a convention while being in so much pain and suffering in silence. I obviously don't know her personally, but based on how other fans who've met her, as well as her colleagues have spoken about her, I got the impression that she was an amazing, thoughtful person who cared about the people around her. That was only solidified for me based on this singular interaction a few months ago.
Rest in Peace Rachael Lillis. You've touched so many lives with your voice and so much of us grew up listening you. Thank you for everything!
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