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My window, on the train
Happiness was watching the water that sparkled in the rice paddies. It was watching the waltz of dragonflies, how they dazzled in the golden sunshine like fireflies of the day. When raindrops kissed me as gentle as snowflakes or the sound of thunder, in the giant, hungry sky belly.
~Tos
#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#poetry#yes#i wanted to jump off this train#multiple times to be honest
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Fantober day 31!! A free day again.
Recently gotten into HADES, and I think about them a normal amount (lie)
#THEM. THEM. *SHAKES HANDS IN AIR* THEEEEEEEMMM#Honestly itās surprising I havent gotten into the fandom sooner I mean I have been a mythology nerd since??? Uhhh#idk. But every week I see a notif from OSP and jump around in my room because YEAAAHHHH HYSTORY MYTHOS AND TROPES YEAHHHHH#And greek mythology is where the interest began so why am I only NOW getting onto the Hades train only god knows. Maybe multiple. They got#a whole pantheon so idk maybe multiple ON THE OTHER HAND they didnāt know about their own relative OR who his mom is so maybe I give them#too much credit#jkjk jk Zeus dont smite me I listen to āāThunder bringerāā a lot plz#speaking of epic the musical thats what I wanted to draw originality because HAVE YOU BEEN ON THE LIVESTREAM YESTERDAY?#THE ANIMATICSSSS THE ANIMATICCCSSS THE 3D CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD. ODYSSEUS CASUALLY GETTING A JETPACK š okay go off king /gen#HE GOTTA BE DANGEROUS MY FRIENDS GOTTA USE ALL HIS TRICKS IN HIS DOMAIN FOR THIS OH YEAH YOU CANNOT GET AWAY WITH PLAYING- okay Iāll stop#but we need a Hermes saga Im just saying. I love he. Heās such a dawling#ā¦Also not me healing the ivantill trauma with a different silverhair+blackhair duo huh.#They bring me comfort I love my silly goofy god of nothing/blood and his boyfriend THE GRIM REAPER#my art#thanzag#they make me insane but in a good way#oh to be a guy trying to escape his dads house and then die to a butterfly and hopefully see death himself because heās cute#hades game#hades fanart#hades zagreus#hades thanatos
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oh no. something's happening to me
#š i had to take off one of his sets of eyelashes so he could wear the accessories i wanted#and his legs are broken. dont worry about that.#such is the life of a behooved man. š#simoleon#my kiddos#yknow what im not even paring this down.#you get all of the maybes.#bc theyre all yeses#i wasn't gonna jump on this train but i needed to calm myself down before bedtime#and also he looked too good not to post.#even tho his legs are broken š#and i didnt bother doing his makeup š#and he isn't allowed to wear socks (due to hooves) so i had to find leggings that were cute š
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Gals that will probably never see the light of day. ever maybe.
hello and goodnight, Penacony / Gallagher.
#honkai star rail#hsr#gallagher#gallagher hsr#man...MANN#TT#how about I just jump off an airship huh#hoyo rlly enjoys writing off playable characters dont they#i haven't played the recent quest yet#but i saw a spoiler regarding a train letter..#but i have played the aideen quest#where we meet sleepie#poor sleepie:'(#my heart fell seeing gallagher's name between the crosses#i hope sleepie is ok:(#i want to draw more of him#but..#his attire..oh dear..#tried my hand on pc again#and came to a conclusion:#my back hurts#also I procrastinated more#in the end#i gave up on finishing the drawing#i might come back to it#not now tho#goodnight gallagher
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holy tits holy piss holy fucking shit
I finally got an audition for my first VA gig
Will keep you fuckers updated but I think this might be the start!
#you dont understand#how long ive wanted this#to be able to become a voice actor has been a dream of mine#for years now#but i have no portfolio yet so its hard to just jump into#years of gming ttrpgs#and voice training#finally paying off
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mmm billyswag angst panel. billy is venting about the guest war... (click for quality lawl)
#brickbattler#swagman#billybloxxer#william billy bloxxer#billyswag#roblox#roblox fanart#roblox art#fanart#artists on tumblr#illustration#crowart#crowpost#anyways uhm. took . two days. wowwie#anyways i think its funny that its bathed in warm colors when billy is talking about. the horrors. and the war and stuff#that its bathed in red with swagman. and red is associated with love.... who is absolutely miserable here.#uhm. billy is full of scars from the war. and training and battles. somewhere imagine that he also has burn scars from coolmans telamonster#someone please give billy a haircut and a new fit. or even stitch it. his shirt is probably torn under there#also fire bones emoji refers to mal's headcanon that. coolman was forced to burn the bodies in the guest war ahhh#tears in my eyes. mal paining me with miserable angst thoughts with this one#also thinking that. if swagman does find out that coolman was directly involved in the guest war from billy#swagman looking to the side could mean that hes also. thinking about coolman at that moment#eugh. making me sick. that coolman would have never told swagman that he. did all these things in the war.#when swag and cool both want to do good but this is possibly the worst thing that cool has done and he prob didnt know the scale of it all#aaaaaaaaaaaa im gonna scream and cry and jump off the walls i cant!!!!!!!!#oh!. yea. and also billys hair is getting lighter a little due to stress and things... (thanks mal)
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YOOOOOOOOO KIARA/VITANI???? That was like one of my first baby ships holy shit you just punted me back into my childhood
My first unknowing shipper experience was probably me going
"OMG Kiara smiled at Vitani!! OHHH AAAHHHH VITANI SAID KIARA'S NAME AAAGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHG"
that was it. that was all I needed. Now here I am decades later, still wandering over to youtube and hopefully scrounging for any possibly new kiara/vintai amvs. I'll never be free <3
something something the daughters of leaders of two prides at war, both trained from childhood to follow in their parent's paw prints but they're the only two lions here who seem to see the bigger picture and CARE about it more than the personal stuff, more than their safety or their own happiness. One of them reaches out to offer peace, and the other one (who is the MOST warlike) hears her, and risks everything by reaching back
"But they-"
"Them? Us. Look at them, they are us. What difference do you see?"
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"Vitani! NOW!"
"No, mother! ....Kiara's right. Enough."
oh wow i wonder why little kid me kept kicking their heels over this tiny bit of dialogue hmmm it's a complete (coughGAYcoughcough) mystery~
also bloodthirsty warrior lady + dorky wise princess is a huge GAY mood for me apparently. amazing
#lion king 2#vitani lion king#kiara lion king#vitani/kiara#.#..#kid me brainstormed a whole AU where kovu was a lot younger than vitani and kiara and his brainwashing was a lot more tragic#after watching kiara and vitani meet bc of both looking out for him as cubs#and bonding over that#kiara as this new big-sister figure who ISN'T pushing for training or violence and never yells or snarls-#cub vitani stuck between believing kovu is the only hope for their pride and wanting her little brother to be happy actually#kiara knows the outlands are dangerous but keeps visiting kovu and kovu's adorably snarky older sister#nuka (supposed babysitter) knows sOMETHING is going on but vitani manages to keep him off the track for a long while#until one day she's too busy having fun with kiara too#and then nuka sees his chance#kill a pridelander cub and bring it to mother- won't she be PROUD#vitani's still got the best reflexes of the siblings though so she jumps in between them#oooooh kid me wanted ANGST wanted vitani scared by a shocked and furious nuka and then nuka scarred by tiny enraged kiara's little claws#i don't think kid me ever figured out what happened next#something about kovu being twisted by zira and nuka to blame the whole thing on a trick / trap by kiara#and vitani letting it happen so kovu would go off on kiara#hopefully keeping them both safe by putting a stop to the little meetings...#but they all grow up and if the scars don't fade neither do the feels or memories and blah blah blah GAY GAY GAY
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Elizaveta Tuktamysheva keeps saying she wants to return to competition and a few things sound like maybe, just maybe it could be this upcoming season, and I really want that to be true
#she's talking restoring her jumps including the triple axel#which you don't need for anything but competition#i think she would need to do what jason is doing and take some time off from show skating and get back into serious training#he was struggling with his triple axel too last season#manifesting them both stable triple axels#i think part of why i like both of them is that they skate for the love of it#and you can tell#they want to be there#and i want to watch them#it doesn't matter if they aren't going to win gold because they don't have quads#and gold medals aside jason is absolutely amazing#and liza's free program from the 2022/2023 season was her best ever in my opinion#both are an argument for not retiring young if you have a passion for the sport#you can keep growing#and they really add something to the sport#figure skating#elizaveta tuktamysheva#russian figure skating
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Iām in fucking uh Pennsylvania Theres buggies and Amish people as far as the eye can see. Giant corn fields. Weāre driving into the mystery fog
#Weāre engulfed in the mysterious smog right now dude#I Want to jump off this train and run into these giant cornfields and live da amish life#answering asks#did i really answer it#technically#marcle#marcmilligan#tigersfrom711
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oh shit malevolent 29 went public i guess it's time to reveal my new previously-patron-only project!!!
bg for those unaware: each malevolent episode is first released on the patreon in 5 chapters. most chapters end in a decision for arthur (the first one was whether to shoot eddie in the first scene or try to reason with him, for example), and the patrons vote on what he chooses.
these choices are presented by an entity that sounds like john, whom we call booth!john because we envision him in a soundbooth handling the recordings. his bit is cut from the public episodes, but kayne has alluded to the polls and they seem to be what arthur means by the "gut feelings" that compel him to a certain course of action.
ANYWAY, WITH ALL THAT ESTABLISHED, the patreon poll for ch.143 (hide from collins in the crowd or try to trap him in the caboose and decouple it?) was so heavily debated that people started writing poetry about the whole affair, so my hand was forced aaaaand i started making limericks lmao
i've made one for every chapter since, and plan to continue doing them until i, uh, stop. enjoy my first batch of now-legally-publishable malimericks (malevericks?):
from 143:
there once was a murderer loose and some choices from voices in booths will you try to lay low or go derail your foe? because ruth wants you in the caboose Ā
[note: ruth is a patron who was VERY in favor of the caboose option lol]
our boys are in trouble once more (or so says the COC lore) the butcher draws near should we run or stay here? let's just hope he's not outside the door
[note: collins is a character from harlanās previous call of cthulhu campaign!]
choose: scylla, charybdis, or circe? we could go sit back down with percy we also could try to face this murder guy but we don't know: will harlan have mercy?
lovers of violence rejoice! seems we'll get it whatever our choice do you vote for what's smart or just go with your heart? me, i just want 'caboose' in john's voice
144:
there once was a man bound for york whose options then came to a fork cut the car in the back or jump onto the track you--wait THAT'S the choice??? i can't make a limerick about that what the fuck
145:
if this little maneuver had failed arthur told john they just could have bailed good thing their attack sent the butcher off track because arthur just almost got railed
bonus:
it's not your choice or his choice, kayne said (though who knows what goes through that guy's head) the patreon poll has a big story role but it might be to leave arthur dead
#malevolent#malevolent spoilers#malevolent podcast#malevolent 29#long post#sage makes things#sage writes#sage original post#sage speaks#what kind of person writes limericks about a lovecraftian horror podcast with references to the odyssey in them? ME APPARENTLY#seriously why was JUMPING OFF THE TRAIN an option#i dont actually donate enough to vote#but i fully expected yall hooligans to do it just to see what harlan would possibly do with the story from there#im hardly one to talk though i frequently advocate for abjectly terrible choices#including this last one! boy that was a bad idea! i wanted it so bad#arthur's lucky i dont get a say
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can i be honest? i really hate the meteorcrit blog. don't get me wrong, i hate charlie as much as the next guy, but that's actually why i hate that blog too. the man literally sexually abused his sibling and draws babies getting sexually assaulted and whoever runs that blog (your friends, i assume) is treating it like a joke instead of, i dunno, REPORTING HIM TO THE AUTHORITIES? he's been "called out" what, like six times now? and he's only gotten more attention with less people knowing what he's even wrong for. this isn't working.
i can't put the link because this is anon but i KNOW you guys have the resources, you shared then when the jasmine shit happened, submit a cyber tip or some thing like that instead of just goofing off. imagine being his sibling knowing absolutely fucking NOTHING is being done to get your sexually abusive brother to face his actions.
call me š / weaver anon, if possible.
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#agreed lowk#ik my most recent post is a meteorcare shitpost kid#but once i read the doc and learned abt his irl actions i immediately jumped off the joke train#you mightve noticed i stopped posting abt hik#and told others to stop too#bc i wanted to say smth like this and didnt know how to without looking like i was defending him#you put it almost perfectly#sorry for putting this in tags i just am still scaredd kinda#š anon#weaver anon#knotting my head#sparklecrit community#sparklecare criticism
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It's just amazing to me that all the people who were having complete meltdowns in February over a video game are now on this website spitting some of the most vile, heinous, antisemitic rhetoric, is all.
#It's just. You know. What it is.#Masks off and all that#From 'this video game kills Jews' to 'yeah actually... we SHOULD annihilate them all! Brilliant'#Like it really didn't take long at all for those masks to come off.#It's just that I think you can make your point without all the 'actually we should wipe Israel+ Israelites + Jews off the face of the earth#Not even touching the people who have boiled this conflict down to 'Israel and Jews bad because white and Palestine good because brown'#Because people on Tumblr have been saying for years that the Holocaust doesn't count because 'it happened to white people/Jews are white'#Which is an entirely different can of ignorance (and I've already reblogged posts on the matter of Jewish ethnicity)#And to the people who I know will have knee-jerk responses to this:#Firstly temper yourself and use your brain please#Secondly I'm not saying all the Pro-Palestine people say this.#Just that there is a very large amount of real and vile antisemitism#And a lot of it is being propagated by the same people who back in February#Harassed people under the guise of 'this game is antisemitic' (even when actual Jews disagreed)#And who then immediately jumped on the 'Israel bad and also Jews bad and also we should get rid of them forever' train.#Like hopefully even the Pro-Palestine people can understand why that's Wrong. Hopefully.#Also do not even with the 'but that's not happening Cheyenne' because yes it is even if you don't want to face the realities of antisemitis#And the forms it takes. How deeply hated Jews still are by society--and not just Western society.#And also you know what while I dig myself a hole tonight:#Jewish people have existed in Israel longer than Christians and Muslims have existed PERIOD#And I am so over the horrible nonsensical comparisons North Americans try to make to the colonisation of the Americas by Europeans.#It is NOT the same thing and I say this as a First Nations woman with two history degrees; a classics degree; and a JD.#You sound ignorant. You are ignorant. Stop it.
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Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the menās victory ceremony
#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever#iāve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adamās ig and following him posting about his training#I love this boy and I love that heās the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma)#and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shomaās#but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry)#was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma#and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes#the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable#and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back)#I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together#and then adamās group came out#and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him#and it went through my mind that of all the guys Iād seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma#(lol itās always shoma in the end isnāt it)#(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too)#(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk)#but last season he still didnāt have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency#thatās why this win feels so precious and meaningful#adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasnāt just another one-time win in france#and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!!#he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win#but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried heād let his sp mistake get to hi#canāt wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there Iām so proud of him ļæ½ļæ½#this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win#and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and Iām so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh#adam siao him fa#shoma uno
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okay tell me why my brain has now decided that it is fully invested in the hunger games and is completely obsessed with peeta mellark onCE AGAIN LIKE???? WE'VE ALREADY DONE THIS!!!
#āļøā
chats#i used to own a fb hunger games fan page with some of friends#this is how long ago i was last obsessed at this level#like#HELP#but seriously#i cannot get it off my mind#every video on my tt fyp is the hunger games and that one josh hutcherson edit š#but yeah#my admin name was godawful and remembering it makes me want to jump in front of a train#like why was i like that#i should embody 'i am cringe but i am free'#sadly i only feel shackled by it </3
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Seeking Possible Friendships
I am here to seek out possible friendships. I had many friends before, but now I am looking for something specific that I don't currently have and wish I did. This friendship would need communication, respect, and an education on racism/bias because I can't deal with ignorance on the subject. My dream job is to be an actor not a teacher. I am asking for possible friendships, but understand we just might not click.
This was originally a joke and then it became serious
For this friendship, I will let you know I am more sociable on some days than others. I will not always be in the mood for conversation and I hope you will accept that. And sometimes, I'm just not on my phone (especially nowadays). I also do not want to be anyone's partner so if I feel like you are becoming clingy to a point where you feel like you should be the only thing I pay attention to then I will swiftly remove myself from the situation.
A little about my love language. I love playing games with friends. Video games, board games, etc. If you are into something, I will immediately try to hop onto it. I might not like it, but I will give it a chance if you like it. I'm not the most talkative so doing activities is the best for me to get to know other people, but I'm fine to just talk.
Friendship listing requirements
Aroace-- I just want to have conversations that don't deal with relationships all the time
Activist--not performative, I want someone who would show up to protests with me (if I had a car) and someone who actually boycotts when it's called for
20 years old or older-- this is self explanatory
Bonuses (aren't required but I would enjoy)
Black-- Just would love to have another black friend who can relate to me more
Cosplayer-- I love cosplay and I would love to cosplay with other people one day at conventions
D&D-- I like being a dm and I would love to have more friends join my campaigns
Dry Humor-- I tend to have a dry humor that people get or don't get so I just want to equal out the playing field and have another dry humored friend
Fellow mask wearer-- you wear a mask like a decent human (but literally even the most progressive people won't wear masks so I've frankly given up) it would be nice to be with others who wear their masks
Filmmaker-- I say filmmaker but anything to do with the filmmaking process like writing, editing, animating, lighting, etc. I would love to have someone I can talk film creation with and maybe make short films together.
Not into H*zb*n H*tel/H*lluva B*ss/Dr**m SMP-- if you are though just don't engage with me about it because I'm uninterested
Not a pr* sh*pper-- I had a really bad experience with one "friend" where they really derailed if you get what I'm saying and I just don't feel super comfortable because I don't want to ever go through that again where they claim it's just fiction and then they start doing said things in fiction in real life (but as long as you don't talk about it or argue with me about it and don't start acting out what you're reading I can maybe get past it we'll see that's why it's a bonus instead of a requirement)
If this job interests you, message me or comment on this post.
#personal post#not cosplay#cosplay#black cosplay#black tumblr#aroace#aromantic#activism#activist#its wild to make a job listing for a friendship#but atp i jumped off so many ships#i need to create new friendships#and i just want off the gate to know that we might be able to get along#im sick of possible friendships but then they do something racist or theyre performative#or they just complain all day that they dont have a partner#so now i have a post for it#ALSO I MISS HAVING COSPLAYER FRIENDS#joke that went too far and now its real#aromantic trended for a bit so im hoping i can hop on that train and find someone#friendship listing#this was in the drafts for awhile but now im going for it#reblogs are welcomed
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it's important to remember that dogs are predators (some of them large predators) that can be dangerous and to treat them accordingly. yes, even dogs you know. yes, even dogs you know really well. yes, even your own dogs. if you ever take it for granted that a dog couldn't hurt someone then you're putting the dog, yourself, and other people in danger.
but you can remember that and live by that without it damaging your relationship with dogs. in fact, it makes the relationship even better: instead of treating them like babies, you are meeting them in a place of respect. this is especially helpful whenever you get a new dog, because you go into this new partnership knowing that you have to take certain steps (training, socialization, etc) that will not only make things safer and easier for everyone involved, but will also help ease any anxieties or fears the animal might have.
people take just about any animal for granted, especially animals you can purchase as pets, and dogs get a lot of shit they don't deserve because of it. you are not entitled to dogs. they're not human babies. treating them like they are makes their anxieties worse, encourages reactive behaviors, and unnecessarily puts people at risk of their reactive behaviors. meeting them where they are and being willing to put work into them if you are their handler and if you're not listening to their handlers' wishes in regards to them will give them much happier lives in the long run.
#starscream.txt#gets off my soapbox. anyways#thinking about my dad again#he's not getting the husky thank god#but i'm thinking about that and i'm thinking about how much work i put into latke every single day#and how he doesn't want to listen every time i tell him that getting a pet is becoming a zookeeper#my parents' generation comes at animals in a whole different way that's just. alarming to me as someone that really cares about animals lol#but i also see tinges of it in 'doggo culture'#also side tangent i get so pissed off when i'm at the pet store either going to training with latke or just buying supplies and people#run up to greet her and let her jump all over them and when i tell her 'off!' they're just like OH IT'S OKAYYYY and it's like.#no it's not. i don't care if you don't care. i care.#she's 60lbs and 11 months old and she might get bigger#it's not okay.#anyways
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