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rosaaeles · 4 months ago

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the depressive episode i went through last month truly had me living under a rock , like what do you mean i was supposed to re enroll into university weeks ago?? what do you mean our timetables already came out?? what do you mean uni has been trying to contact me and i have been awol since basically the start of summer 🥲🥲

#i’m trying to tell myself it’s okay because i was literally feeling the worst i have in years #and now i’ve been focusing on feeling better so uni hasn’t been at the forefront of my mind #but it’s still a bit disconcerting that so much went over my head and i just didn’t realise because of how unwell i felt #rosa shut up challenge #the fact that i still haven’t thought of a dissertation topic or figured out where to do my masters …….#i want to throw up!

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finalgirlsamwinchester · 8 months ago

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me opening up my 4.20 caps folder and getting mentally punched in the face every time

#i want to throw up!#j.txt

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overcastjhs · 2 years ago

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ive mastered the arts of open mouth weeping

#ive litwrally done it like wveey nighr for thw past few days #im doing it right now #i am a crying champ #crying advocate even #normalize open mouth weeping and snotting and making ugly sounds #i am makign ugly sounds #i am also rockimg back and forth #i want to THROW UP!#anyway stream d day by agust d on spotify☺️☺️🤟

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 7 months ago

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historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman

#and hijinks ensue. obviously.#BONUS POINTS if they're gender nonconforming/questioning/trans coded #back at home they'd get dressed up then switch outfits in the taxi on the way to the gay club #now that they're married/on vacation in a new country they just wear what they want #he already has a glamorous collection of silk dressing gowns but she's the one who drags him out to buy a closet full of evening gowns #he tries to throw his suits out to make closet space and she steals them for her own wardrobe #also i think they should be a fun mixture of supportive and Cattily Judgemental about each other's dating decisions #just for funsies #like when your bestie is making a mess of their love life but you're in no position to lecture them bc youre WORSE #no wait wait wait #FINAL SEASON they both realize they're trans and move abroad permanently--where they each assume the other's legal identity!!!#SERIES FINALE: a joyful double wedding--wherein they lovingly divorce each other #and (under their switched identities) legally marry their longterm partners

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mollysunder · 19 days ago

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What I liked best about Jinx and Sevika's first post-Silco talk was how well it implies why their grief is so pronounced. Every complaint the two lodged at Silco was an admission at how dependent Silco had become on them, how much he LET himself be dependent. Silco didn't NEED to let Jinx give him his eye medicine, he was perfectly capable of doing so in season one's first act. The same could be said about Sevika, because while it wasn't nearly as extreme as with Jinx, he didn't need to give her so much responsibility. Frankly it's dangerous for a kingpin to give their righthand so much power (it's supposed to be spread around), and everyone noticed, even idiots like Finn.

That's why their loss is so pronounced, in all the years they dedicated to Silco, he gave up just as much of himself to them. Silco weakened himself and trusted Sevika and Jinx to make up for it. They filled eachother out, they needed eachother, and without him there's just a hole what they all used to give eachother.

#arcane #arcane meta #silco #sevika #jinx arcane #the way they complained would have been funny if silco wasn't dead but he is so it's more of a wet laugh #it's really an act of extreme faith that silco lets jinx fight his enemies seeing that at their first encounter she ended up killing #majority of her family and killing none of his allies #and i really want to say more about how sevika just throws herself into her fights (and probably the rest of her work)#like sometimes silco didn't even think it was necessary like fighting vi #but sevika just goes for it to her own detriment at times

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project-sonadow · 11 months ago

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based on this:

#project draws #sonadow #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sorry this image immediately made me want to throw up from laughing so i had to draw it

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strawberrydykke · 2 years ago

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yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

#personal #sorry i thought too hard about izzy hands and now i want to throw up #also obviously it does say something about me but i'm in denial <3

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goosesartblog · 7 days ago

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and what if the slaughtered lamb asked you to sing while it died

#my art #pvpciv #pvp civilization #evbo pvpciv #pvpciv evbo #guard pvpciv #raymond pvpciv #evbo’s guard friend #cw blood #this took FOREVER i hate making comics so much jfc #whatever. throws this to you guys like chicken feed. eat up #this can be guardbo if you want idc have fun

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lotus-pear · 8 months ago

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hngghh domestic......

#screaming crying throwing up sliding down the wall soft skk makes me so feel so warm and giddy #listen i love their canon dynamic but a hopeless part of me wants them to fall in love and pursue a tranquil domestic life #free from the burdens of their jobs and their past (<- i am delusional this will never happen)#A GIRL CAN DREAM #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

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16th-of-a-twigg · 2 months ago

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“And I am more than these bones I feel love, I feel alone I just wish you would come home” - Flesh & Bones; Keaton Henson

Original 2014 version Companion 2015 piece Ko-Fi

#artists on tumblr #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin fanart #fanart #merthur #merthur fanart #arthur pendragon #merlin fan art #merthur fan art #my art #so like this is months in the making and i'm sick of looking and picking at it #perfection doesn't exist and I'm never going to live up to the mental pedestal i hold the OG to #so enjoy this nostalgic throw back to 2014 as a 10yr anniversary to myself and the fandom #My redbubble is basically dead but lmk if ya'll want it up there to purchase #otherwise i might look into doing a private limited print and send them out #if you're not keen on purchasing a print but still want to support me then my kofi link is there :)#do we think 2 signatures might deter reposting theft of this one?? 🤡🤡 lol

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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The dog days are over.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.

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shelfperson · 6 months ago

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okay but WHYYY is no one talking about louis and daniel WHYYYYYYYYYY is no one talking about the greatest grandpa4grandpa relationship known to man and i don’t even mean romantically i mean in the most basic human platonic level their relationship is FASCINATING.

like louis SAUGHT HIM OUT after FIFTY YEARS he FOUND HIS BOY, this horrible infant who DID NOT UNDERSTAND A THING HE TOLD HIM, who saw his raw, decades-old pain and wanted in on it, AND HE GOES BACK FOR HIM BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE’S CHANGED. he can understand now. he can help him find the truth.

and like, they’re both absolutely terrified by each other because they’re both uniquely skilled at getting under each other’s skin and finding that truth (and also because… louis could just up and eat daniel anytime but shhhh…) and it’s because they UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. louis’s interviewing daniel as much as daniel’s interviewing him, just. pulling teeth from each other’s head, trying to pull out all the rot with such violence and cruelty (from both of them!! daniel is a cockwallop!!) but they want to help each other they CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER.

LIKE THIS????

THIS FUCKING SHIT?????

GAGGED ME. RUINED ME. I HAD TO STOP AND TAKE A WALK AROUND THE ROOM.

(the gifs are from @loumands account btw. great work my guy)

#look he still calls him danny idk what else you want from me #also like. they absolute gay on gay violence like oh my god #besides the obvious too like they’re both playing this game of homosexual chicken where daniel’s picking apart louis’ perception of lestat #and louis is just THROWING armand in his FACE like girl you are not exempt from this fucked up love trapezoid #FULLY IMPLICATED #anyway i love them they’re like those two old gay muppets to me #louis de pointe du lac #daniel molloy #louis x daniel #interview with the vampire #iwtv #iwtv s2 #iwtv spoilers #DANLOU #DANLOU IS THEIR SHIPNAME THANK YOU PEOPLE IN THE TAGS

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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#xmen #idfk what verse this is its the I Didnt Look Up Refs vers #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #max eisenhardt #snap sketches #i spent the day finishing the draft of my comic and i do not want to finish it im so LAZY #so to cope with the inevitability of that because theres at least TWO panels i like and want to line i doodled this stupid shit jvaLKAJV #i just keep thinking of how silly they must look from each others povs ........#ESPECIALLY charles. erik stronger than me i woulda smacked his dome AT LEAST once a day #ok im sleeping thank you for joining me for Daily Cherik Nonsense #come back tomorrow where ill throw up. about what exactly ? who knows !

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egophiliac · 3 months ago

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NEW BIRTHDAY THEME IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

BIRTHDAY SLUMBER PARTY, HERE WE COME

I think the theme is more loungewear than straight-up pajamas, but hey, I'm not complaining! (and -- look, we still have the groovies, I'm not giving up hope for animal kigurumi until I gotta)

#art #twisted wonderland spoilers #kutsurogi my room #put on the onesie jamil #man i am absolutely LIVING for jamil's adorable embroidered throw pillows #just offscreen is the wall decal that says 'bless this mess'#gosh though i am ready for a year of COMFY BOYS #does this mean we're going to get some kind of canon confirmation about whether or not malleus needs special pillows to sleep #yes PLEASE #god. i can't decide which would be funnier: mal in sweatpants and a vintage gargoyles (1994) t-shirt #or mal in a full victorian-style striped sleep set complete with nightcap that has a pompom on the end #that jiggles up and down with every HONK mimimimi #(this is probably also what riddle sleeps in tbh)#(ace can't even make fun of him because it's just too on the nose)#and hey twst as long as i have your ear APPARENTLY #i want that halloween event to be real and i want a lilia for it please and thank you 🙏#i know it's not his turn for a halloween card but c'mon. pretty please.#i am asking so nicely

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS #TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears #im a wreck im a gd WRECK #megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory #god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho #im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it #or for my hand #i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today #YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE #what a day what a time to be alive #times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise #i have no words and i must Draw #anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points #my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww

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ajthecrocodile · 3 months ago

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IT’S A RAINBOW OF BILLS! A BILLBOW! RGBILL!!!

The clip of Bill saying YELLOW was all over my FYP and it inspired me…

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