#i want to throw mysELF INTO THE SUN
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fifteen hour layover nearly done ✅
thirteen hour flight next 🫠
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"My Beast."
ok so, ik he's a worm, but- over on this blog we follow the 'Rez is a snake' hc supremacy.
bc worms disgust me. and while it's a cool thought to think of a planet like a rotten apple and him a worm u can also just go normally w/ venom and make him a venomous snake
also bc snakes r cute, cool, hot, awesome, hell like i'm gonna miss out on the opportunity of drawing a snek char (semi) consistently.
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#the file is named 'rizz infection' i want everybody to be painfully aware of that fact.#screaming kicking screeching biting throwing up crawling jumping backflipping crawling on the roof screaming some more throwing up again#breaking my neck falling apart eating myself eating the dog throwing up backflipping screeching even more for good measure#i hate drawing backgrounds#sams#sun and moon show#sams fanart#laes#lunar and earth show#laes fanart#tsbs#the security breach show#rez#laes rez#sams rez#rez fanart#dazzle#laes dazzle#sams dazzle#dazzle fanart#dazzle deer#art
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BFFL 47/∞ ↪ the sunflower lamp
+ it was for hyungwon's studio
#mx7net#monstaxedits#minhyuk#hyungwon#monsta x#vlive#tuseral#wabisarah#oorieri#userkyutie#megtag#wings.gifs#wings.original#bffl series#bestie beloveds!!!#💜💜#this is so precious im throwing myself into the sun BYE#(not pictured: min realizing 30 seconds into the stream that the camera battery was low & calling kihyun to ask if he had a portable batter#then trotting off to fetch the fully charged one in kihyun's room & saying 'i knew i could rely on him' when he returned <3)#(also not pictured: min calling out the viewers who were complaining?? in the comments?? that the stream wasn't what they wanted?#he was right to call them trolls & he was right for 'if you can say whatever you want then i can't i say whatever i want?'#im sorry you think idols owe you anything & can't appreciate the sweetness & vulnerability of making art on stream#not every piece of content is for you no one is forcing you to watch anything GET A LIFE //rant)#(i have to end this on a positive note. i love besties so so much. & they love each other too. there <3)#(ALSO. i absolutely lost it when he said poop color. maybe i am 5. maybe they should sell burnt umber as poop color.)#(ALSO ALSO. he played 2 hoppipolla songs on his carefully curated playlist. TASTE.)
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OH EXCUSE ME??
WHY MUST THEY HURT ME THIS WAY????
Syaoran is just gushing blood at this point, to the point that HIS EYE COMES OUT
OR RATHER, FAI’S EYE COMES OUT
THE COLOUR (IE, THE SOURCE OF FAI’S MAGIC) COMES OUT OF HIS EYE AND CRYSTALISES LIKE FAI’S OTHER EYE DID BACK IN NIHON
Which gets me from a few angles, because like, could that go back to Fai now? Could he get that magic back? Or did he already trade away the ownership of it when he traded all of his magic to Yuuko? Does he even want it? It’s uh… caused many problems. And painful memories. And even more painful injuries.
BUT ALSO THE LOOK OF SYAORAN WITH HIS NORMAL EYES RESTORED?
THAT’S JUST SYAORAN!
MY CLONE SON IS DYING
AND IN HIS HARSH BREATHING HE FINDS HIMSELF MENTIONING THE FEATHERS BECAUSE OF COURSE HE DOES THAT WAS HIS CORE ALL ALONG
If he was going to have to talk about anything in his final moments it would have to be the feathers
And he almost looks lifeless as he passes on that they should give the feathers to Sakura. Because that was his central programming from start to finish.
Unless he knows something else?!
Is this the implication that maybe giving the feathers to Sakura at this point might cause something?
Is there a thread of a chance that Sakura is not just an empty body but that there is still something to be restored?
(And how cruel would that be to bring her back only to find that her most important person has died all over again?)
OH NO IM SCREAMING
HELLO ITS REALLY HIM
ITS SYAORAN tALKING ABOUT HIS FAMILY ON HIS DEATHBED
I WASN'T PREPARED FOR THIS
OH NO NOW I AM ALSO DECEASED
HE SEEMINGLY ROUNDS OFF THE FAMILY BY MENTIONING SAKURA BUT THEN ALSO ADDS LAVA LAMP
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
HOW WILL I EVER RECOVER FROM THIS
THEY NEVER EVEN TECHNICALLY KNEW EACH OTHER
THEY SPENT THEIR WHOLE LIVES INTERTWINED
THEY FOUGHT AND TRIED TO KILL EACH OTHER AND DIED TRYING TO SAVE EACH OTHER
LAVA LAMP GAMBLED HALF HIS SOUL ON SAVING THIS BOY AND WATCHED SYAORAN'S ENTIRE LIFE FROM HIS OWN EYES RIGHT UP UNTIL HE LOST HIS SOUL
AND NOW HE’S HOLDING HIM AS HE DIES RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AND SYAORAN LISTS HIM AS PART OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE TO HIM, MAKING THEM FAMILY FROM START TO FINISH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
#WHAT DO I SAY#WHAT DO I EVEN SAY#I WANT TO FOLD MYSELF INTO A LAWN CHAIR AND BE THROWN INTO SPACE#MY CLONE SON SYAORAN#WHO TRIED SO HARD AND LOVED SO MUCH#AND NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG#(EXCEPT FOR ALL THE WAR CRIMES)#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Tsubasa#Vol 210#Lava Lamp Guy#SYAORAN#THROW ME INTO THE SUN WHY DID THIS HAPPEN#FUCK ME IN SPACE WHAT A WAY TO GO
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Going unhinged about Five Pebbles perhaps. Massive credit to @verminsh for brain blasting me with the concept of Cabinet Man as a 5P song, I apologize for the insanity to come but also no I do not.
Working on compiling this into a digital format so I can use it as base sketches for an animatic, hopefully coming soon! (we shall see if finals derail this but oh well)
#thumbnails#storyboard#highlighters#rain world#five pebbles#seven red suns#iterator#lemon demon#cabinet man#chewing on this like a teething toy for babies. chomp chomp chomp#slugcat#making myself sad about this silly robot man. i want to throw him like a can of coke
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Yes, a lot of fans know that Emperor Penguin No. 1 was a hissatsu that teikoku created specifically to counter God Hand and that Kidou himself credited Kageyama to have come up with it. But not a lot of us think about how Kidou is probably the first user of that technique and that Kageyama made sure that penguins will be hurting/biting the user of that technique knowing that penguins are Kidou's favorite thing in the world
#I will throw kageyama to the sun if i ever see him#kidou angst ig#kidou literally called himself raised by kageyama wtf is wrong w him (kageyama i mean. kidou did not nothing wrong)#i actually like kageyama as a villain character and I do want to murder him myself#inazuma eleven#inazuma 11#kidou yuuto#jude sharp#kageyama reiji#ray dark#lore talks abt ie#this is why i think the og cast did not forgive kageyama in galaxy. they jsut needed to steel themselves until the earth is saved#or so i wish#teikoku gakuen
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hey guys remember when eddie screamed buck’s name multiple times as he climbed up the ladder untethered in the middle of a thunderstorm. and not just any scream. a scream that was so gut wrenching we’ve never heard eddie sound like that before. ha ha yeah me too (:
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#thinking about her again (6x10)#i want to throw myself into the fucking sun
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#not to beat a dead horse#but I don’t know how Taylor is as well-adjusted as she seems to be#because if I’d been through everything she went through last year#I’d want to throw up all the time lol#last year I clocked immediately what conman was doing#because my friend’s ex was the same#in a very similar situation#and then in the last few months I’ve tried to be less rash and open myself up to the idea#that they were just two fucked up people and he believed his own bullshit and thought it was real in the moment#but again after reading the thing I’m like ‘nah my first instincts were right he’s awful’#and that he did what he did with intent#and not only that but used her extreme vulnerability as an ���in’#it’s so so so sick#if you’ve ever been or have watched a loved one be lovebombed and manipulated#it’s just such a specifically awful thing#anyway i don’t want to fly too close to the sun but Taylor is a better and stronger person than i could ever be lol#like there are reasons for things and it makes so many things that happened and on the album make so much sense#but alas#anyway!!!!!
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I think they like each other <3
#spice.ososan#my art#mao#maoichi#ososan#ehehehhehehehehehehehehehhehe#they are scissoring barbies btw#i hope u guys like thiiiiisssss#ive been cooking for a couple days on this ok not a couple more like a week#but yeah …. they are in love and#mao is sitting on his lap and hes stealing a kiss thats why hes shorter than them here tee hee#uhhhhhhhh yeh maoichi supremacyyyyyyy#i also originally gave them both chipped nail polish but it looked too distracting almost cause of the contrast#i also saw a gifset semi recently that pointed out ichi has hittle creases under his eyes when he smiles so i want to accentuate that more#heheheheh yeah i love them im gonna throw up and die#hurling myself into the sun#i love ……. maoichi theyre what i get up in the morning for
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yep~🎃
#the only santa i want coming down my chimney#wait no—#god i’m so sorry for that tag#i mean that in a breaking and entering way#not in…..not in T H A T way#any way.#merry christmas/happy holidays fellow whores#gonna just go throw myself into the sun#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#mcr5#mcrmy#frnkiero#frnkie#my chemical romance#my chem
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ok i’m still On Break do not take this post as a sign that i’m like. Actively Tumblring again yet because i’m still not, 4 the most part, but i have had my ear to the ground for special interest things, of fuckign course, of course, bcuz i’m me, and i. just. i am .i’m so fucking sorry to all the new SM2099 comic fans who are only just now realizing just now how dire the straits are, here, LMAO. it has been this way for Years. earnestly and from the bottom of my heart i love spider-man 2099 so much and also nobody on the goddamn planet Cares About Him At All or can even fucking write him half-decently unless every single celestial bodie in the fucking milky way galaxy comes into perfect fucking syzygy, i think, i think, i think. why did u think we (me) had a psychotic episode after that fuckin movie dropped. fucksake. lord above. because it’s all always “ohhh being yourSELF and telling your OWN story your OWN way” until you Look A Certain Way and ARE A Certain Way and Have Symptoms That Look Frightening and Don’t Move Around Like ‘Normal’ People Should Move, fuckin’ freaky-ass creature beast-thing, and so on and so on and so on, Christ all-fuckin’-mighty. gets tiring. but. anywaygs.
it is far easier to be destructive, than constructive. so. ahem. sorry. refocusing. it seems quite simply that just yet another goddamn story missed the point that 90s future spider-man is a story about very plainly and simply loving each other as people. it’s a story about a severely depressed, miserable, cynical little man who finds new reasons to live in every kind person he meets, and there is an open earnesty to that, if nothing else, that no movie can take away 30 years later. anybody can decide to try and be a better person than the one they were yesterday, and that is goddamn important. to portray anything otherwise was an unfathomably cruel decision, on sony’s part, and as soon as we got trailer evidence that they were leaning into his more “intimidating” features back in ~dec. 2021, i.. pretty much Knew it was what they were gonna be doing with him. why wouldn’t they? i mean. who actually even cares about this obscure nobody, right? c-listers are the tried-and-true adaptational chameleons, anyways; they sure suckered in dumbasses like me, who still took blind hope in hook line and sinker, thinking he’d be important to the film, or at the very least portrayed sympathetically to his 30 years of established comic history as a character who is consciously aware that he is an adult survivor of fucking child abuse. but. c’est la fucking vie, i guess.
#talking tag#atsv#spider-man 2099#i predicted All Of This and i am SO TIRED OF BEING RIGHT THAT I WANT TO THROW MYSELF IN2 THE SUN ABT IT :))))#i WANTED to be wrong. /CHRIST/ i wanted to be wrong so goddamn bad#articulation isnt at its peak rn. how do i even- /bridge/ the breadth of this gap. wwoof man like. just.#i just. did yall think i started writing the dissection fic with extreme violation + dehumanization themes Just Outta Nowhere?? y/k???#y’KNOW. haha. i am Intimately Aware firsthand with how years of it without reprieve shapes a brain over time. and. writing helps.#hhahaha. lord. id just go back 2 how i was Raised if i wanted 2 Constantly Hear so many ppl talkin abt how much they want evry Like-Me dead#(not-- not. not Like That. not in the nasty-ass too-online Way or whatever disgusting Assumptions that could Imply. im just a basket case.)#chroist.#not even . not even getting into the whole ‘also comic sm2099 is canonically staunchly anti-cop yet movieboy is weirdly fashy’ Thing.#i already Have a migraine im NOT getting into that right now#(holding back tears) wwelp looks like these next Seven Years Of Terrible Public Perception r gonna b long and suck so bad :))#ok goodbye again now im going back to frolicking morosely in the Fields . be safe drink some water be kind to urself and others. mwah.
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Happy Sunday friends :))) Gonna go grab some groceries cause im craving noodles and then maybe if im still feeling it, I’ll come up with a fun little game to play. I have some ideas already but some are more effort (on my part when answering) than others so we’ll see how much motivation I’ve got in me
#should I even be hosting a game? no#I have so much other shit I have to do#but im sick of life throwing punches at me#so im gonna force myself to do this bc I’ve been wanting to for weeks now#anyways just finished my soccer match and it was v fun#the weather started out cold but all that running and the sun warmed me up#it’s gonna be a good day iA
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thinking about. mario galaxy and
crying
thats all
#super mario galaxy#mario#rosalina#look the idea of saying goodbye to everything you ever loved because You need to and still going on anyway because.#You need to#got to me okay.#gonna go play luma on spotify and have a meltdown cuz ive been a real shit#and life in its infinite wisdom has been a real shit in return#im trying so so hard but i keep fucking up#and im worried im going to be the thing people have to say goodbye to soon#i dont want to be the baby luma#i dont want to throw myself into the sun#but if its to save a galaxy i will#if it hurts less i might#i miss my mom
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Hold the fuck up. Wilson put a tracking device in Houses portable tv??
I??? Hello????
They are both so fucking deranged when it comes to the other and it’s driving me mad!!!!
#like oh yeah let me just track his tv so I know where he is 🥰🥰#oh his shows on let me pull up the tracker to see where he’s watching it#house stop breaking into my apartment 😡 I know you’re there because I’m tracking you#hello???!#theyre both fucking freaks holy shit#such a freaky little freak!!!!#i want to bash both of their heads together#I need to#throw myself into the sun#house#house md#hilson#what the fuck is this show#stupid hate crime show
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Hi I think you slightly misunderstood me in a way that might be upsetting to you. Allow me to write a paragraph explaining myself that you absolutely did not want and is probably going to upset you more because you definitely don't want to hear from someone who made you mad. This will fix the problem.
#I messaged the person who I think misunderstood my post and it was a mistake I think and I want to throw myself into the sun#being misunderstood is toture for me but even more tortuous is the shit I do to try to fix it
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ANYWHO goodnight tumblr i'll be back on the art grind tomorrow i think 🙏
#haunted ecosystem#i'll take a burst of creativity in a different form than usual than the burnout slump i've been in for a few months#<- part of why my fandom stuff has taken a smidge of a backseat#dont get me wrong i am still very excited about my fandoms im just having fun off in oc hell (affectionate)#its nice to just be able to create and not really worry about perception. and also i feel Less bad about just throwing ocs into the wringer#((blame the fact i've been REALLY interested in whump recently and i have been. fixated. on one of my characters.))#and ALSO i've been! rekindling my flame for wtds. i've been putting off thinking about it since that fic got.#nothing bad happened? but it was still very devastating that somebody who i considered a friend from that fic just. evaporated.#but i'm gonna finish that fic for him :) even if it takes a year. even if it's the one thing i finish ever. it'll be wtds.#for where its gotten me and the fact its what got me out of my shell and is the reason i trust that my writing is good!#i used to really hate rereading my work. i catch flaws that are obvious to me. but that fic. i just think about how *good* the story is#that story means. a lot to me? as a person? like the main character is not a good person. but people care about him anyway.#and there are so many little things. so many sentiments. so much that is a love letter to people who've done bad but learnt to do better#because. god knows i wasnt a good person even just a few years ago. and maybe i see myself in him a bit.#he came from a place of paranoia and fear and pain. and maybe its a good thing that i've found it difficult to write him recently.#because god. i've been HAPPY. even with the rough moments and bad days. i've been happy. i mean fuck.#my birthday's what. ten days away? god damn man. i'm going to be 18. that's an achievement.#i want to look the kid who thought it was over at half my age and tell him we fucking made it. and there are more years to come.#there's a life ahead. even if it's going to be a bitch. even if it's going to be tough. there's love in your heart and people who care and#you're going to fucking live and you're going to feel better one day. you have people to meet properly and thank and cherish.#because for every day it feel like the world's ending there are a dozen more where the sun shines just the right way through the rain#and you can't help but smile because it's just so god damn beautiful.#and fuck it. you're sick. your hands hurt and your legs don't work right. and it's tough sometimes. but you have people who understand.#you have people who honest to god love you for who you are and appreciate your company. and 18 is the first step.#you've spent half your life unlearning things and you've spent half your life relearning how to be what YOU want to be#and if you're a mediocre artist and passionate writer then you'll be fucking great at that. taking the time to learn when it strikes you.#and maybe this is for me. but its also for anybody reading it too. please god if there's one thing you take from this let it be that#somebody out there cares. *I* care. god i care. even if we've never spoken proper i care about you.#i practically have a list of everybody i see in my inbox. i love seeing familiar names show up. i.#i dont know how to neatly wrap up this tag ramble. but. i am so damn full of love it hurts sometimes. its scary to be happy but thats ok!
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