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anirandums · 5 months ago

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Ok, so. I make some dragon puppets, but it’s not my main thing. However, I think I’ve made a lot of improvements, so I’m showcasing the sillies here.

First up, is the second ever dragon puppet I made. The only definitely named one, Memory.

Second, is a somewhat recent one. Based off of the sun and moon. And possibly named Equinox?

And finally, my most recent one. No name as of yet, but probably some cool word will come around that I can use.

#dragon puppet #ocs #dragon ocs #my skin bothers me #I want to remove my skin #one ounce of polar bear liver will remove my skin #sorry for tweakmaxxing

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wow-an-unfunny-joke · 3 months ago

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Aaaaaaah why am I having genuine like physical reactions to the asexual pride flag?????? This is so stupid!!!!!

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pup-pee · 5 months ago

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kon doodles ive been doing as i finish this episode :3

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astros-arts-inthestars · 11 months ago

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✿GEMINITAY APPRECIATION WEEK✿ Day 3: GeminiSLAY!

TW: Blood

GEMINISLAY!!! Ignore that it's already the 21st in my time shhhhhh. Anyways I said last time that I'd always appreciate Gem in the tags, but I only said that cuz the caption was already too long.. BUT I SHOULD DO IT ON THE MAIN POST DANGIT!!!

It's supposed to be related to the prompt, so DUH GEM IS A PVP GOD!!! can you believe that, at one point (at least according to her), she WASNT GOOD AT PVP?? Specifically with a sword she says and I'm just.. if so, she's come SO FAR!! She's incredible. Aside from her JAWDROPPING building skills, her fighting skills are so impressive she's gotten a REPUTATION!! Thus, the name Geminislay <33 I want to learn how to PVP like her!! As I've said, I aspire to be like her. so so much

Anyways, BONUS GEMINISLAY slaying Etho <333

✿Reblogs would be awesome!! Spread Gem appreciation!!✿

#geminitay appreciation week #gemweek #hermitcraft #geminitay #hermitcraft gem #hc geminitay #hc gem #ethoslab #star art #ren's blorbos #forced to draw a design for etho LMAOOOO its okay <333 gave him a bun ofc #new gem design notes:#WHY WAS GOOGLE'S FIRST RESULT FOR GEM'S SKIN A LIE!!!! I USED A LIE FOR MY FIRST REF!!!! GONNA BITE #but anyways . real gem now #gave her more fur on the face and such <333 she fuzzy now #might remove the fur on her cheeks tho ... bit much #finally the hooves come to existence!!! sideview/backview are a bit easier..#gave her a gardener belt cuz <333 ofc <333 #bi band on her hooves cuz i DID NOT want to remove the bi from her shoes but i also wanted deer :( so compromise <333 #and honestly? peak decision tbh #she gets white spots now too bc i said so <3 #hc that she originally would be a reindeer cuz of canada but also #reindeers dont have spots. ...#.....but also ... let's just say ... she doesn't really care for the specifics. she changes up time to time .#maybe all the changes to her form are .... deliberate?#(void im looking at you . iykyk)#OH FORGOT TO MENTION the pose was very inspired by that one ragatha knife post <3333 incredible . btw #just in case any tadc followers that know of it can see this and find it familiar!

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fishareglorious · 5 months ago

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DEGENBRECHER EN VOICE.....!!!!!!

#arknights #degenbrecher #i am so. i want her to #[THIS CONTENT HAS BEEN REMOVED FOR VIOLATING COMMUNITY GUIDELINES]#Youtube #she could fucking filet my skin and meat off my ribs anytime and i would literally thank her. god i'd pay her to do that to me

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anastacialy · 9 months ago

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i do not know how to explain to people that "transmisogyny" is the specific transphobia that trans women + transfems face (often but not exclusively at the hands of cis people), and "transandrophobia" is the specific transphobia that trans men + mascs face (often but not exclusively at the hands of cis people), and that they all come together under the umbrella of "transphobia." these are not opposing concepts nor are they mutually exclusive, to believe in one does not mean non-belief in the other. is there a simpler way of phrasing this. can i be clearer.

#i can't handle that post that's going around accusing everyone who acknowledges the existence of transadrophobia of being a transmisogynist #i want to scream i want to peel my skin off thats not how this works that's not how any of this works #in fact one might imagine that understanding the nuances of all different types of transphobia might make you a better ally to trans women!#what a shock!#to understand that bioessentialism can harm trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and and and #im so tired. the hate campaigns are horrifying and the blatant and aggressive removal of trans women + transfems blogs is AWFUL and specifi #this falls under transmisogyny! we can acknowledge and understand that #right? right!#but that in no way just makes it trans men + mascs fault?? they are NOT the (only - there are cruel people in every demographic) people #who are mass reporting innocent transfem's blogs #it's TERFs and transmisogynists #if we have the nuance to understand that not every transmisogynist is a TERF then we can understand that not everyone who #acknowledges that transandrophobia is real is. a transmisogynist?! hello?? am i alive right now. am i currently living and breathing??#genuinely reading that post doesn't feel real. that is so far from reality i'm nauseated.#txtly #i genuinely don't know how this can be made any clearer.#i'm tired. idk

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jyou-no-sonoko19 · 1 year ago

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(self-)defence mechanism

#Michelle Gomez #Doom Patrol #Doom Patrol spoilers #Laura De Mille #Madame Rouge #Ngl the cattish grin made my skin try to turn inside out and/or remove itself entirely #And the crow's feet??? I want her to tear my face off #no I won't even censor that #But also she's doing her best and Eyebrows!Laura could have `approached this so much more effectively #If she'd only chilled with the accusations of immorality #and taken one moment to meet her then-self where she was at #like... she knew what 40s!Laura was going through.#It wasn't that long ago for her at all #I'm just imagining going back in time to myself a decade ago #and yelling at her for all the stuff she hadn't figured out about herself and life yet #just like... the cruelty of it achieves nothing #except a whole new kind of self-loathing #See more in the following set of this convo

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trekkiehood · 11 days ago

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#ok ramble time #classic this feels too intimate to share with anyone so everyone gets it #essentially last week there was a suicide on campus #he was not one of my students or in our department #I'm pretty removed from it #ans i really didn't think it affected me #but i guess it has #bc like i thought i was over #✨this✨#Like ok i have had active plans in the past #one of those this is how this is when this is where #just waiting for the final straw #but i clearly never did #and that plan would no longer work due to changes in circumstances and living arrangements etc #which is honestly probably for the best #bc i refuse to make a new one bc i know i do not want to go there #but im just TIRED and ANXIOUS #its not even the depression its the anxiety of living #i stay up until 3-4 in the morning bc i cant stand the idea of going to sleep #and i secretly hope each sleep will be my last #bc im not going to DO anything bc that would not be it #too many ppl care about me (unfortunately)#and then ive stopped eating (again)#and it's like idek if its bc i dont want to or bc i forget #its like i see myself self destructing but cant make myself stop #and I have not done anything physically stupid in quite a long time but ive started biting to stim #and i dont even know im doing it half the time it just helps #and skin picking. which none or this is the same as true s/h but it does scare me to a degree bc i dont mean to i just do it #anyway i don't expect anyone to read all of this i just had to get it out ot my head

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sorcerous-caress · 1 year ago

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I really like how human and flawed characters skins are in this game. The deep scars on Wyll's face, the visible viens and circles on Astarion's eyes. Gale's discolouration around his left eye because of the orb.

The visible pores and pigmentation on Shadowheart's skin, the scar across her face too.

Jaheira's and Minthara's very visible wrinkles and aged skin, Minthara's small and thin lips.

The dots and moles on Karlach's face. The sever scarring of her shoulders.

It genuinely feels like real actual skin, the same skin I see when I look at the mirror. All these characters are insanely beautiful with it, not despite it but alongside it for how real and alive it makes them look.

#♡several characters #Halsin's deep scarred face too oh my god #i never wanted to cover or remove my acne scars. i didn't see a reason to be ashamed of them when left on my own #it makes me look more human. more real.#and I'm happy the make up in this game follows the same method where they leave the blemishes on the skin and only paint the eyes and lips

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cakepoppresent · 8 months ago

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Brayden and Blair Reeves. 15+ years and 4 kids they are still going strong.

#they are my comfort couple i will NEVER write anything bad happening to them #they will see thier great great great grandkids 😂#fun fact brayden is BLACK he just lightskinned #i wanted to add age lines to blair but evey time i do her skin overlay get removed shes in her late 40s at this point #my sims #sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #sims #sims 4 creator #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 maxis match #ts4 simblr #sims 4 simblr #black simblr

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bisexualfagdyke · 4 months ago

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Heartbreaking: some of the most popular ships in the fandom of your special interest make you so mad you cannot stand hearing a single mention about them

#any mention of andreil being shipped w Anyone other than each other makes me want to remove all of my organs and skin (NEGATIVE!!!!!)#'stop being a hater' 'respect other ppls ships' I am physically incapable of doing that I am far too autistic and BPD about andreil #guy who absolutely does not play about andreil in any circumstances #you may 'like' andreil but I like them in a far more autistic and severely BPD way than u ever will #and I think if u ship them with other ppl you misunderstand them as characters and are mischaracterising them btw but anyway #I have every single aftg ship I hate muted on every platform but they still weave their way through my filtering. devastating #🐈

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crippled-peeper · 1 year ago

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“Grow a thicker skin” Lmfao you first dude

Do you honest to fuck think I lived this long as a severely disabled ex-homeless man in the USA with no family by getting offended by words like “stupid” and “crazy”? Shut the fuck up and unfollow and block me you whiny bitch. I don’t come onto this site to perform Disabled Goodness for your petulant ass

#anon gets mad nobody wants to call their adhd paralyzing but I have a thin skin for not removing ‘dumb’ from my vocabulary #ok sweetie whatever helps you cope

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cephalon-celaeno · 5 months ago

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im not at all joking when i say that if they don’t make an option to disable pregnancy visuals somehow, i will never be able to play jade. i wish i was exaggerating how much it bothers me but best case scenario I manage to rank & subsume her. more likely scenario is i never equip her again and pretend she doesn’t exist forever

#once again not tagging bc nobody needs to see haterism in the tag #i would even take it if you could have an alt skin for your own jade that removes the visual somehow. I want to be able to play this warfrma #unfortunately my hopes are extremely low bc they don’t even have an option to like #mute Grendel’s sounds #which are probably even more universally something that sets people off #I’ve had people be actively rude to me bc im playing my grendel too close to them. and if i play him i mute the whole game LOL #it’s clearly something they COULD do cause you can mute the mandachord #but I don’t think DE prioritizes that kind of accessibility in their game. maybe people who can’t listen to puking noises are a minority #and noises are much easier to adjust than visuals. if they change visuals they have to change entire character models #so! my hopes are extremely low. it’s fucking my head up anyway #I collected jade from the foundry tonight after letting her sit for days trying to brace myself #opened up the arsenal. put some colors on her. almost immediately had to close the game #just can’t do it. i WISH it was like ‘im uncomfortable but i can push through’ but it’s way more intense than discomfort

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themanwhowouldbefruit · 7 months ago

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my doctor was sooooo fucking worthless and unhelpful im going to masturbate and i hope it fucking kills me

#“no need for follow up”#“yeah you did have several cysts we scrapped off your remaining ovary but. dw about it. idk why they were there. dw about it. oh also your #ovary on that side was freakishly huge but. dw about it. it might go away. dw about it #*doctor shrug emoji* “#“go see a gyno next year maybe. but not me im too important for that. go find and onboard a gyno to your situation. next year maybe idk lol”#he barely even looked at my incision like #this fucking appointment could have been an email. or a phone call. or they just could have let me start driving again. also i forgot to ask #if i can stop drinking ensure now or after the 6 weeks? cause that shit cost $$$$. but he probably would have been super unhelpful if i had #fr fr this guy only wanted to give me the time of day when he thought i might have fun cancer inside and now he's like gtfo!!!! get your #fugly cancerless ass out of here!!!! recover from a major surgery on your own you swagless cancerless loser 🤣 we arent helping your #swagless ass!!!#anyway it seems weird and fucked up that im was never offered to see a physical therapist and i guess am going to have to blindly trust my #abs they sliced thru are healing or whatever and to rawdog my own physical recovery of my muscles? even just dumb shit like. my center of #gravity has drastically changed since the mass removal and my back hurts like shit all the time because all my posture muscles were built up #for when i had an extra 30 pounds of cyst hanging in the front and my posture and walking reflected that. and i lowkey don't know how #hard i am able to be with my healing incision because its really tight and makes me hunch forwards still. like i would really like to know #how much i can safely or maybe should be forcing my skin and incision to stretch. without damage? is that crazy #am i crazy???#this shit is why i didnt see a doctor for 2 years until my problems had snowballed into a 30 pounds ovarian cyst that was crushing my other #organs and had one of my kidneys all backed up with piss. and even getting emergency treatment for it everyone was like. how did you like it #get this bad?? how could you not know you needed to seek medical treatment???? like. bro. seeking medical treatment isnt even a guarantee to #get medical treatment.#anyway he said my “remaining ovary seemed low key polycystic but dw about it. don't quote me on that im not dealing with it.”#bro i dont want to doctor google it i wanted an actual doctor to deal with it. fuck you.#like. maybe even a doctor who knows my situation so i dont have to struggle with getting someone to believe me and take me seriously.#but whatever. back to trying to figure out the daily protein and extra calories my body needs for recovery via doctor google i guess.#its fine 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

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piplupod · 4 months ago

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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍

#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off #and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there #and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts #and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit #and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite #i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl #but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it #but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites #anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider #so. shrug. <- actually very afraid #but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone #so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking #which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl #man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl #i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl #but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything #WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs #in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs #im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside #i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out #i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it #and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys #unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl #spider tw

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styxxcrossing · 28 days ago

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god i cannot even begin to explain how incredibly fucking tired i i am of being POOR. i am so sick of stressing about money, i am so stressed about having to keep myself fuckin alive. i’m so fucking sick and tired of trying to fix it and make it work and make things better and easier and it not fuckin working. i don’t want to do this shit anymore

#spilled milk #tw: self harm #in the tags #im so serious i want to fuckin flay my skin open #i need to remove every inch of skin piece by piece until it’s just meat and bones and fat

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