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Hand of the King and Giant are like if people who are boyfriends werenāt boyfriends
#i dont even actually ship them i just want to throw them at the wall like a bouncy ball#i want to hit them with bricks#like they arent dating and never would be but after all this time they understand each other like nobody else. you understand.
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Calling all Agatha All Along fans - please don't let yourself pause to realise, as I just did, that the reason the witches, Agatha included, experienced such newness and joy on that broomstick ride was because they had been physically unable to fly that way for a long long time.
"It's about selflessness," says Agatha. "We fly together or not at all."
No coven = no broomstick flying.
No wonder they were all enjoying it so much. :/
#agatha all along#agatha all along episode 5#agatha harkness#re-watching the ep and this hit me like a ton of bricks#how much must all of them have wanted to have this wonderful experience of bonding and togetherness and been blankly refused#i love pain and suffering#apparently
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my seniors have been so quiet all year and itās been fine cause weāve had a lot of writing/research to do but I need them to talk to me now so i was hit by a bolt of inspiration two days ago and I made them all tell me their comfort level with sharing aloud, rating themselves on a scale of 1-10. I then averaged the class score and theyāre a 4.5. I then told them yesterday we needed to raise the score the tiniest bit. And the 1ās and 2ās didnāt need to be 10ās just maybe 3ās and 4ās. And they tried! They talked more š
#itās sooooo hard because when a class is quiet my default is to assume you hate me#which is so hard because I need a response. which is why I actually can handle a loud raucous class pretty well because itās just about#holding their attention and redirecting#but when theyāre quiet itās so hard. but iāve really forced myself to be like āthey donāt hate you theyāre just quietā#and they ARE#and actually they are reading (not all of them lol) and a lot of them want to learn#it was really helpful going to try to capitalize on this today#I had a moment a few weeks ago where I taught them a poem and it was crickets and I was like sigh they hate it and me#but then I said wanna learn another one? and likeāseven of them nodded at me with big eyes and quiet enthusiasm#and I was like okayyyyy there is something going on#it feels so different teaching them than any other class itās been a real learning experience for me#also yesterday we were talking about Jane Fairfax and Emma hating her lolololol#and Emma being frustrated with Janeās reserve and I teased them a little bit#I said youāre not cold but you ARE reserved and I am Emma trying to get you to tell me about Frank Churchill at Weymouth#literally lol#ALSO it hit me like a ton of bricks yesterday that this is the class where I need to tell them WHY I make them tell me all the plot details#and we go over it together#and the actual concrete purpose of it. cause it isnāt just book-clubbing it!#it has to do with guiding them through a novel but also teaching them how to do it themselves#I get so prickly when people think itās just book club behavior#if I was in a book club i would be a tyrant which is why I belong in a classroom#ANYWAY I AM WASTING THE DAY AWAY#but i have woken up with great excitement because Iāve been mulling on the seniors all year#and I feel like Iām getting somewhere#teaching tag
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My dark secret is that sometimes I wish part of the pjo fandom had whatever the fuck is in the water of the HP fandom. The side that loves dramione and is not scared to delve into toxic, downright radioactive stuff to tell a story and how sometimes love is the farthest thing from pure. And I wish they had a marauder-esque side ā people who create entire universe about a character that was mentioned once ā but about the Titan Army.
I do love and am very grateful for all the lovely art and great fanfics but i wish sometimes people were more willing to create and engage with the deepeer, more obscure possibilities canon offers
i see what youāre sayingātbh i don't fw hp at all due to the jkr of it all, plus i was obsessed for like 10 years and have been Over It for like 4 at least. i canāt help but feel a little annoyed by the mauraderās fandom because itās likeā¦sure, rep is hard to come by, but likeā¦you couldāve done the whole āskittles squad gay wizards š¤Ŗā with any one of the millions of other books on wizards, why that one?? but anyways
i also think that a fandom run that way can be a bit risky because youāre subjected to a fandom hierarchy. like if you think one thing about xyz character mentioned once, that can be contradicted by some sort of regarded Holy Text Fanfiction from the Most Popular Writer that is essentially the word of law (thinkā¦is it All The Young Dudes? i think is what it was called?). tldr is the discourse could be rancid, but it could under other circumstances as well, so itās kinda a āpick your poisonā situation
i definitely think one of the pjo fandomās main problems is something i saw in sanders sides š¤¢ for yearsāitās kinda like purity culture, but itās wholesomeness culture. aka the insistence that pjo is The Most accepting fandom, The Most diverse, The Best xyzāwhen itās just not true. everyone has different ideas on how to make the fandom The Best and Most Pure, which can include harassing creators and attempting to only āallowā certain creations. (And, of course the most important: the racism is rampant. itās a minority of the fandom from what iāve seen, though iāve also blocked a lot of people. itās definitely still there)
i think what happened in the hp/marauders fandom was an attempted separation from the author (dont look at me dont talk to me š¬). an entire rework of the content and characters (aka, i see what youāre saying about a potentially sympathetic villain, but dracoās canon āredemptionā was too little too late, the guy is a one-dimensional asshole, He Would Not Fucking Say That)
what was i saying
oh yeah. i donāt think that could happen with pjo because part of its wholesomeness persona is the Uncle Rick of it all, in which the outer layers of the fandom praise him for his representation and Not being jkr. iām willing to admit the guy has flaws, though supposedly not enough for an entire uproot separation.
but yeah that aside i definitely see what youāre sayingāmy hope is that fandom will change and get better. the puritans will either grow out of their restricting ideas or move on to another fandom, for the most part. perhaps itās wishful thinking, though the only thing we can do is continue to make our works and make the fandom safer one step at a time š
#i do actually have Harry Potter opinions though no one wants to hear them because i donāt fucking like hp or its fans#ex i can definitely see Draco as gay but he still deserves to be hit by a brick. also all the characters are one dimensional#how do people write fic about them they each have like one trait#anyways anyways#pjo#tw harry potter#asks
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black eyes
#my stuff#my writing#mein fucking goat i cannot keep having dreams about my ex and yet it is happening still#this is one of the less remarkable ones even. iāve had two in the past month where i try desperately to give them a flatscreen tv#and one of those big ones too. like 40 inches across. i donāt own a flatscreen tv#iāll admit it being in singapore is hitting me like a brick to the balls and i am grievously unwell#itās like i come back and all the work i put in to deal with my anxiety and depression gets high in the woods and dies#but thatās not the point. the point is devoid of friends (in fucking america) and a hyperfixation (havenāt found anything thatās stuck)#i am full of nothing but yearning. good ol classic yearning. and i am so moved on from my ex but i keep trying to give them this fucking tv#!!!! ?????? huh????????????? mayne gotā¦ā¦ā¦#a girlfriend or a cat would fix me. or leaving this country take your pick#working on it#iāve made a to do list to combat my i have lost the will to do things problem#and on it is APPLY TO JOBS (note; outside singapore (note: outside america too))#i have a plan and itās to get as far away as possible and live#weāre getting there#in the meantime hereās a funny poem#i was so. in the dream i actually wanted to see them which is crazy. top 10 bad fan characterizations#but it was a dream with a good color palette. all cool whites and grays and a deep deep blue for the night#cold cold white snow. etc. so of course i had to write about it#which i have done. and now i am going to sleep#good bye
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YALL I GIRLBOSSED TOO CLOSE TO THE SUN AND GOT ACCEPTED INTO MY DREAM JOB WHAT DO I DOOOOOO
#my post#I APPLIED AS A SILLY HAHA JOKE I DIDNT THINK ID GET IN#accepting would mean Iād have to give up LARP which suuuucks. Maybe I can bargain really nicely but I donāt want them to kick me out now š#Iām gonna sleep on this but DAMN#Iām glad I hit da bricks on my last job fingers crossed this goes through š¤š¤
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Oh God, you guys, I forgot Bridgens had his own journals...!!!
In the book, Bridgens had his own journals, kept throughout the Expedition and possibly beforehand. There's one purposefully left behind in his tent when he goes for his final walk, and five even longer ones purposefully left far behind on Terror!!!
Just consider that for a single goddamn second!
John Bridgens, a man who loves literature and stories, and has defined his entire life by them, specifically destroys his own story, deliberately leaves it all behind to rot, in order to carry Peglar's forward with him instead...!!!
#I read ahead to the next chapter#It's Bridgens' last chapter and now I hate everything :(#But there's also a lot of things I love and that is one of them#I'll be thinking about it for days#I hate Dan Simmons as much as the next gal and there have been parts of this book that made me want to tear my own ankles off#But there are also parts that hit the sweet spot like a fuckin' ton of bricks and I'm tired of pretending there aren't#The Terror#Rereading the Terror#Terror Spoilers#John Bridgens#Henry Peglar
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Spider-Man āfan clubā that consists of all the people that have accidently found out his identity or seen his face and decided they would keep his secret but be total freaks about it.
They want to know everything about his civilian life and sort of idolize the person Peter is as it takes a true kind and courageous soul to take the mantle of a hero as Spider-Man and never run from it. They see him as the best person alive and aim to serve him as discreetly as possible...
#stalkers but they find anyone who knows about his identity and wants to spill the beans and hit them with a brick#in his corner 100% but ehhh#they a little confused but they got the spirit#they are just a normal cult that peter would be weirded out by cause they worship him more than spidey at this point.#i think Spider-Man has the craziest fan club due to how messy warped versions of his values could be#like the no killing rule is just one but whoooo boy#talk to me about it#spiderman#spider-man#Spiderverse#peter parker#marvel comics
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How we all feeling today after watching look my way??? Emotionally Devastated and dehydrated?? Yeah me too
#that hit me like a damn brick#i donāt think I even made it past a minute#i was crying my eyes out#i just want to hug them both and tell them itāll be ok#sam says things#helluva boss#stolas#stolitz#blitzĆø
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(šanon) it's not what...? c'mon, you can say it, i believe in you!!
[Loop crackles violently. They breathe deeply, in, out, in, out. Their fists clench.]
Loop: I'm not. Ready. For that. Is that okay?
[Ah, they're upset upset. Fuming. Yikes.]
#ic q&a#š¬#loop's widowed ass.#again keep poking the bear if you want i think it's funny to hit them with bricks
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I canāt remember if Iāve said this here before, but holiday Barbies 2003-2005 were absolutely serving

#emma posts#I used to get the holiday Barbie ornament every year as a kid for Christmas#I canāt remember what my brothers got but my dad got trains#I think my mom just got whatever because pretty#now she decorates the living room tree all aesthetic#the basement tree gets the sentimental ones we chose to put up that year#that sounds worse than it is when I say it like that#itās a nice basement! my parents decked out the main part over my childhood#it started out as brick and concrete but the main area looks way better now!#the laundry room and furnace and stuff are still bare bones but whatever. no one else sees those#not that the basement is as aesthetic as upstairs#the basement living room looks great though#thereās just a lot of storage shelves around it#why am I talking about the basement? I meant to talk about Christmas Barbie#I didnāt get the actual dolls though. just the ornaments. which is fair. I had other Barbies#only had two Kens though so it was like the bachelor#would have been way easier if I knew what lesbians were. one beach Barbie was totally a lesbian though. I just canāt remember her gf rn#there was mermaid Barbie but then I forgot her outside and she got hit by a lawnmower so her first wife died#I would make them wives now but back then i just thought really good friends like a historian#i just remembered something really embarrassing and want to sink into the floor#Iām not telling you what it was
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Absolutely love your art. I want to nom it.
Also, Hollow Heads Siblings my beloveds,,,
Theyre the doomed siblings ever its not even funny
#Oouugh i have thoughts abt the hollowhead siblings. How theyre so intricately tied to eachother since their birth but they'd be#Eachother'd downfall. Esp when it's Dark and his relationship with the others#Dark would never understand what chosen went through. Mainly bc i think chosen is used to fighting his internal battles on his own#While he was in captive as an ad blocker. He loves Dark. He's grateful for Dark bc without him he wouldn't be free#But Dark isnt exactly someone reliable enough for Chosen to get the necessary healing he wants and needs#But that won't stop Dark from trying to fix him. Creates the virus for revenge. As chosen watches his brother spiral and spiral#As he watches him drift further away. Unable to get him back without a shouting match. As he watches with his heart heavy and cracked at-#Their stiffed interactions and strained relationship. He can't remember a time where they shared geniune laughs.#Then tsc coming came and changed everything.#Because this is someone who went through Chosen's pain albeit a lil differently. Someone who knows. Someone who /understands/. And this-#Someone is so much more younger than them and had to go through that pain in such a short amount of time since their birth#He sees himself in them. And he's rather walk up to alan demanding to get his hands cuffed than let tsc fester in that pain.#So tsc became chosen's priority. Healed eachother in many ways than one and are at echother's beck and call if need be.#As for Dark. I think he'd manipulate tsc into using him for his revenge. After stalking out his code and finding out about his potential#And TSC cant help but fall for his manipulations. Since this person is very very important to Chosen and they want so badly to impress-#Them both. They agreed and overtime grew to love eachother. And overtime Dark shifted his goals just a tad bit. Getting TSC more and more-#Involved. Since hey if Chosen doesn't like touching alan with a 10 ft pole why not let this kid do. And TCS agrees to this thinking that-#This is it. This is can finally heal them completely. Finally out of sight and out of mind. Finally can't live without the pain lingering#And chosen watches them with a sense of deja vu. At loss at what to do and so so afraid to lose two of his lil siblings#Then shit hits the brick UBSJDBSJSN#They make me so ill im not even kidding when i said theyre so so very very doomed!!!!!!!!!#This is abt the au btw BAHHAHAHABHA
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lowk a mha x hades au would go so harddddd
#im tired of the squid game aus. like yeah i placed that brick myself but JESUS CHRISTTTTTT IM SO TIREDDDDDD#i just want them to be happy. and i love hades. nobody dies in my beloved hades game#shoto would be zagreus obvsss the story matches up well. self discovery/acceptance finding his long lost mom the three way situationship#iām still kinda torn on bkdk i canāt decide who would be meg or than#iām leaning towards than = kats and meg = izk but it works either way#bkg as than: begrudgingly helpful. the competition. standoffish but deeply caring. HIS KEEPSAKE. yuppp#thanatosā keepsake ups your attack damage for every chamber you clear without getting hit i love it#izuku as meg: drinks with the house staff. gossips with nyx. openly friendly when she isnāt working#sheās besties with dusa sheās a stickler for routine she takes care of the bats her companion is a BAT PLUSHIE and her keepsake slays too#itās also an attack upgrade you deal up to 40% more damage to foes when your health is lower than 35%#literally a plus ultra moment#sheās the first region boss you gotta fight her before moving on#but the more u interact the more fun it gets for both of them it loses the professionalism quick n they just talk shi#if midoriya is her then her whip = blackwhip and her sisters = the vestiges mayhap#but yeaahhhh. mha hades au.#tally txt
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despite everything, i still love the student council no matter what, the lack of content wont stop me loving them.

#mp100#shinji kamuro#hikaru tokugawa#kageyama ritsu#they lookso little in this pic#fav tbh#believe me when i said i want to draw them#if exams not hitting me like a brick twice i would š
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being pelted with drawing ideas at a pace so rapid I could not hope to keep up with is both an inspiring blessing and a horrible curse
#Venting in tags#I can't draw five different things at the same time brain PLEASE slow down I am going to explode#or just not go to bed today so that I can draw all of these in rapid succession#Other nuzzle comic + microwave + new pfp and banner + new ref/pinned for twt + pinned thread for tmblr + three tmblr quotes-#+ all the posts on twt and tmblr I meant to draw smth for and then got too sick to do so at the time + the funny things people-#have left in my rbs that I want to draw + the dozen posts in my ask box + the like 10 freenoodles comics/animation-#Ideas I have saved on notepad in my phone + all of the other things I've forgotten at the moment that will inevitably come back-#to hit me like a brick at 2 am tonight. help.#Turns out that being a.) Unable to draw for a month and b.) Being incapable of doing almost anything else except laying in bed-#Thinking about freenoodles over the same period of time are a terrible combination!! for me this is great for everyone else#I am so overwhelmed- happy!! Having freenoodles on the brain and being able to draw again is making me very happy!!#But I hate that I can't draw all this RIGHT NOW it's gonna take me foreverrrrrrrr to get through this list aughhhhhaaaaahhahhhgggg#This turned into a vent post on accident woops sorries#Not very serious- mostly made to write down all of the aforementioned ideas in the tags so I don't forget them#Frustrated but I stay silly- have a cookie for getting this far ā¢vā¢ >šŖ
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perish in frost ā§ sasha & eno ā§ episode 5
#crab watches#arknights#š« š« š« š« š« š« #this ep hit lore skippers like a ton of bricks (i'm lore skippers)#the way amachan cry ''SAASHAAA'' got to me ok#i care them now. i want them alive and adopted
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