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Perhaps my psyche is too fragile to immerse in this kind of stuff...
But because I'm sensitive and empathetic i care about it.
But because not much of it kind of starts making me fall apart.... i can't really do much. It feels like a lot but is barely anything
I want to do more than research and post things on tumrblr and facebook...
But perhaps i should put my own oxygen mask on before i try to help anyone else....
By then it'll probably be too late to help in any meaningful way.
#dilemma#ukraine#russia#i get involved in these stupid little comments#on YouTube and fb#if i look at them and they dont like me i literally cant sleep all night#i defend Ukrainians to everyone#i defend antiwar russians#i defend some opposition from each other...#i advocate for ukraine prisoners by.. posting on oppositon russians and get no notice#i post fundraiser for Ukrainian who needs help and no one looks#i watch stuff that probably dmagws my brain in unforseen ways#i watched stuff yesterday and#today im like crying at everything#i think of it at night it goes around in my head. if i cant sleep i fall apart#my one project is at dead end..#othrr project is like... will this do anything#im too small. like i screamed on fb and they thought โinfluencer#meant insta influencer. i meant just peace for ukraine influencer. they never even noticed my posts ;(#i want to get ir degree and#help understand world and fix it . lol#i want to get psych degree and make a camp for ukrainians with ptsd#art and horses animals nature...#lets see. how much fantasy is that.#i want to use osint to find ukrainians#is that even a thing#in some way focusing on ukraine makes me a better person#purpose makes me feel less like dying#artyom kamardin said in last word hes not emotionally stable and prison is hard fkr him.... ๐#anulia said he was emotionally stable before hand but after... i know i couldn't survive any of it.
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Every time I go on Instagram I see my older friends who are already out of college and living their best lives with their own places and then Iโm reminded of how much Iโm fucking trapped here
#this is like a cycle I cannot get out of#I can literally graduate right now if I just changed my major to anthropology Iโm not even kidding#I donโt even want to deal with this anymore I should be done by now#this is insane#my friend graduated in theater and she doesnโt even use her degree ๐ญ SHE WORKS FOR THE IRS#IS HAVING A DEGREE ENOUGH LIKE COME ON#my posts
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eyes leaking out of my skull
#my high school no longer has a choir teacher (in my time there were three different ones)#one gave up on middle schoolers after covid and went to an elementary school#one was teaching every single program (band orchestra choir) at once for the first year which didn't go any kind of way really#the other one was a math teacher who also happened to be a musician so they made him the new choir teacher#but he was only here for a year bc school exchange program for teachers from other countries#so now we're back to the first guy who didn't do jack shit#i didn't have many friends in choir bc frankly ir sorta sucked but those of my little friends who are still there like#on god i will find you ways to be in good choirs kids trust me trust me#bluebird.txt#ON GOD I WILL HELP YOU GET INTO A GOOD PROGRAM#even if they don't so music degrees please for the love of god i want you to have. good music teachers.#not just guys who happen to be musicians and are not even trying.
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i am feeling So Many Things at the moment but mostly i just feel like a disaster
#friday chats#tw vent#it's like.#new school - far from family - already behind - new crush - really tired - fucking focus would you?! - new show - undone chores#on and on and on#a big ball of highs and lows that - instead of mellowing out into a net positive or negative -#- just make me feel like i'm being pulled in two opposite directions#why can't i just have the good and not the bad#i really wanted to take a gap year to decompress from All Of High School but my parents refused#kind of wish i took it regardless. just ''whoops - missed the application deadline! i'll get it in next year'' and faced their ire#but then i wouldn't have met my new friend at freshman camp#we both were individually interested in the queer orgs on campus and could have still met that way#but idk. it wouldn't have been the same#mostly i'm just worried i'm not cut out for living on my own. being an adult with a job. doing college at all.#not because people who have to rely on others/don't have a job/drop out are supposedly failures#but bc i don't have anybody i could safely fall back on AND live a life that is entirely my own if i don't make it#all i've got is my family. who will judge me for failing and force me to stay in the closet.#and frankly i don't want to live like that#so i have to keep going#but also part of me's like. ''you're ready to throw in the towel only a week in?? for fuck's sake friday come on''#it was just so much. i don't know. i just want to rest. i've been stressed for so long#i want a life where my needs are met and i feel safe and loved. that's all#but NOO i have to get a DEGREE to get a JOB so i can even begin to THINK of something like that#my family always jokes about how one day when i'm successful as an author i'll be super rich and have a private jet or whatever#and yeah that just speaks to how poorly they know me but more importantly IF i make it that big i just want to settle somewhere nice#somewhere cozy. maybe start a garden. get a cat. hold a loved one close at night. that's it really#and it sure would be nice if i could have that without having to bend over backwards getting a degree and a 9-to-5 or w/e#but i can't. so throwing myself at the wall that is my shit executive function it is.
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Sorry but It's actually so annoying how much people downplay the crucial role piltover's corrupt council games played in derailing jayce/viktor's work and pretty much putting shackles around their lives. The council is directly responsible for and directly FUNDING so much of the misery that happens in this show, before the story has even started. Before Powder ever finds the gemstone. They single-handedly doom half of the region to death.
Just during the show: Jayce wanted to create magic to aid and uplift the common people, the council wanted trade route instant teleportators to make themselves richer.
Jayce & Viktor wanted to work on technology to help miners and steelworkers and artisans who are trying to survive in the industrial hellscape of piltover and zaun; the council wants it shelved for another 20 years. (yes, heimer is part of the corrupt council - no matter how much his image is laundered by the fandom.)
They are inept and self-serving leaders, elected by themselves and their blood inheritances, utterly obsessed with ultimate profit. You can really see how parasitic their relationship is to the people at the beggining of act 1. Jayce is a token nameless life, so disposable to them that they were going to burn down all of his research and throw out all of his titles, making him not just a lower-house vassal but an EXILE, and the only reason why that doesn't happen is because they realize how much money they can suck out of his work.
This applies to Viktor too. See the way that Heimerdinger tells him over and over again that no other paths can be taken, he has 'fulfilled his purpose' and he should be content to die. See how Mel looks at Viktor like a bug she wants to squash under her palm when he rejects the idea of making weapons for council. See how they speak over him and only address Jayce, as if he's worth less than nothing.
You are only as valuable as the profit you're willing to create. You are a problem that has to be dealt with as soon as you refuse their orders. They have the power to ruin your life, and if they find an excuse, they will. This is a direct threat pointed at Jayce & Viktor during ACT2, when Jayce is pressured into becoming one of them to protect 'the bottom line profit' and, personally speaking, to avoid that ire being redirected towards Viktor. He's pushed into compliance and told a target has been painted on his back.
Arcane jayvik are doomed in big part not for wanting to do harm, but being forced to exist under the beck and call of billionaire leeches. They are both immigrants. They are both struggling to get a degree and keep themselves afloat and they want to help people so goddamn much but they have to keep postponing their dreams to serve uncaring masters. I really wish there was more fan content focused on these very real bonds of understanding and solidarity between them.
When Viktor says 'Jayce will understand' that's not a fluke; he's lived in this environment for years. He knows Jayce is being pushed down the same way that he is and that deep down they've been kept captive by the exact same people. When Jayce agrees that Viktor should do whatever he needs to do to keep himself alive, he means that from the heart.
#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane meta#arcane lol#league of legends#arcane netflix#jayce league of legends#viktor league of legends#powder arcane#jinx arcane#heimerdinger#mel medarda#viktor lol#jayce lol#jinx lol#saw a thread on twitter briefly touching on this last week as it relates to the ableism viktor receives from the fandom#and how in his characterization people make him out to be the butt of a joke or a happy little peon for the council#i cant take it anymore.
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magbe. if i get a turkish WIFE
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greek turkish relations can be improved if. magbe. if i get a turkish gf ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐ฉ
#hotties.. who wants to get green card married and improve our cuntries rleations#i have a degree at ir btw im a professional. it's the only way
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pairing: bang chan & female reader, hwang hyunjin & female reader
summary: chan has quickly become one of your closest friends at university. too bad his girlfriend, hayoon, has him wrapped around her little finger and she's determined to make your life miserable. hyunjin is just enjoying watching the drama unfold.
word count: 4.0k
tags/warnings: angst!!! hurt and maybe some comfort?, infidelity (not between the reader or chan/hyunjin), arguing, the relationships with the reader are more like friendships than dating (please let me know if you think there should be more tags/warnings)
a/n: totally thought this was going to be a short fic (like less than 1k words) but it blossomed into something more. i wanted to try something different with this fic but not sure if i pulled it off lol please be kind if you comment! i also did not to bother with honourifics so... you can pretend that chan, hyunjin, and y/n are all the same age ๐
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It's almost funny how quickly you and Chan become friends.ย
You hadn't really been looking forward to taking a technical writing class, but it's one of the requirements to get your degree and at least the lecture is large enough that you won't have to do any in-class participation. When the professor announces that one of the very first assignments is going to be completed in random pairs, you're instantly nervous. Itโs only after meeting Chan, who is easygoing yet studious, that you feel better.
Although the group assignment only takes a couple weeks to finish, you find yourself hanging out more and more. Chan has a natural way of writing, he's intelligent and efficient with his wording without sacrificing clarity. While you can eventually write something thatโs fairly clear and concise, it takes a lot of effort and a lot of time so you're grateful to be working with Chan who doesn't struggle with tight timelines like you do.
The two of you grow close together, especially once you realise that you have a similar sense of humour and taste in music. It doesn't take long before technical writing is your favourite class. Chan always saves you a seat beside him, even though he has quite a few friends that are also taking this course. Youโre not used to it at first, but you grow comfortable with the way that he leans over to make quips about whatever the professor is saying or pointing out if someone in the lecture hall is falling asleep. You sometimes bring him snacks and in exchange he brings you a drink.
The more you learn about Chan, the more you're convinced that he's perfect.
Well, apart from one thing.
The worst thing about Chan is his girlfriend. Jung Hayoon absolutely hates you and, behind Chan's back, never fails to make sure you know it too. While the two of you have never shared any courses, she regularly meets Chan after class is over and you've been invited to join them and some other friends for a meal or to study so you've interacted with her more than you want to.
Youโre not quite sure what you've done to earn Hayoon's ire, but you can only guess that it's your blossoming friendship with Chan as sheโs never seemed to care about you before you met him. She takes every opportunity to make backhanded compliments, pointed comments about how much or what you're eating, or loudly exclaiming when you have something stuck in your teeth. You try not to let it get to you, but you're always been a bit too sensitive.
You start declining offers to hang out with Chan and the rest of his friends after class, trying to ignore Chan's disappointment and Hayoon's smug smile every time that you make excuses.
Of course, she's sickly sweet around Chan, constantly hanging off his arm, batting her eyes at him, and trying to hold his attention. You can't really stand her obviously fake behaviour, but she makes Chan happy so you don't say anything negative about her when Chan's around.
You arenโt the type to keep up with school gossip, but even you know that Hayoon's track record is far from pristine. In fact, you were surprised to hear that someone as genuine and kind as Chan was in a relationship with someone like Hayoon.
โ
The library isn't your favourite place to study, but partway through midterm season you're desperate for a change in scenery. You spend the better part of the day completing practice exams for the course you're the most worried about until you finally feel more confident. Satisfied with your progress and excited at the prospect of eating a proper meal rather than the snacks that have kept you going so far, you quickly pack up.
There aren't too many people in the library since itโs so close to the weekend, a lot of students have either finished all of their exams for the week or just given up studying. Maybe that's why your attention seems so drawn to the couple that you pass on the way to the door.
You don't mean to do anything other than quickly glance at them, but the familiarity of the girl catches your eye. The carefully styled hair and slim figure is a common combination to see at your university, but after weeks of trying to avoid her, thereโs no mistaking Jung Hayoon.
And it's not Chan that sheโs currently kissing.
You stumble away from them, but not before Hayoon looks up and spots you. Instead of panicking or stopping, she continues making out with the boy, maintaining eye contact with you. She even has the audacity to wink. You stare at her for a second, stunned, then bolt out of the building.
You're so flustered that you don't know what to do or where to go. You end up walking to the nearest bench and sitting down heavily in it.
You knew that you didn't like Hayoon, that she was two-faced and had likely cheated on past partners, but you hadn't expected to ever catch her in the act, especially while she was dating Chan. You couldn't fathom why anybody would want anything else when they had him and you had never been able to understand cheating in the first place.
You have to tell Chan, you decide. As much as you hate difficult conversations and it kills you to be the bringer of bad news, you know that you'd never be able to sleep at night if you tried to hide this from him. If you were in his position, you would prefer to know as soon as possible.
You call him as you start heading in the direction of his dorm.
โHey,โ Chan picks up after only a few rings. โIs everything okay? You don't usually call.โ
โUhm-โ You have no clue what to say, you didn't think this through enough before dialling. โWhere are you? I- Can I come talk to you?โ
โY/n? What's wrong?โ Chan's instantly concerned.
โNothing, I just- I really need to talk to someone right now,โ you say quickly. โI'm fine, I mean.โ
โOkay. I'm at home right now, but I can come meet you if you need? Where are you?โ
โDon't worry about it, I'll head over, if that's okay.โ
โSure,โ Chan says, sounding extremely worried. โBe safe, Y/n. I'll see you soon.โ
After you hang up, you don't quite run to Chan's place, but you're out of breath and sweaty by the time you make it. You take a moment to compose yourself before requesting access into the building, but you know you still look frazzled. Chan buzzes you in immediately and heโs waiting in the hallway when you step out of the elevator. He guides you into his room, but only after checking you over and making sure that you're physically okay.
โY/n, you're scaring me,โ he says after leading both of you to sit down at his tiny kitchen table. โTell me what's got you so worked up.โ
โDo you know where Hayoon is today?โ you ask, probably sounding insane. Chan pauses for a moment, brow furrowed before he responds.
โI know that she has an exam tomorrow, so I assume that she's studying. Why, what's up?โ
โShe didn't say where or who she was going to be with today?โ
โNo, but it's not like I'm tracking her all the time. She's her own person, she's not obligated to constantly update me.โ
โI saw her at the library.โ
โOkay,โ Chan says slowly.
โShe was with someone else, a guy.โ
โWhy are you telling me this, Y/n?โ Chan asks, starting to sound annoyed. His tone catches you off guard.ย โThis is why you called me, why you ran over to my place? If you think I'm that controlling-โ
โThey were kissing,โ you interrupt. โSheโs cheating on you, Chan.โ
โWho was the guy?โ
โI- I didn't see him well, his back was towards me so I couldn't recognize him,โ you falter.
โDid you take a picture? Was there anyone else around?โ
โNo- but, I-โ
โSo I'm just supposed to believe you,โ he says flatly.
โWhat? Why would I make this up?โ
โI know that, for some reason, you donโt like Hayoon.โ Chan's usually friendly voice is cold and his face is stony. โI can live with that. I mean, of course it would be nice if you were at least civil to her. But at the end of the day, you donโt have to, sheโs my girlfriend and not yours.โ
โOkay,โ you say slowly, โbut how would lying about this benefit me at all?โ
โShe warned me about this, you know. She said you were jealous. Of her. Of us. That you would do something to try and break us up.โ Chan laughs, but the sound is empty. โI always defended you, which she hated. I don't know how many times I told her that you weren't like that, that there was nothing going on between us.โ
โWell I can assure you that Iโm not jealous. That Iโm not trying to break you two up.โ
โI know that thereโsโฆ chemistry between us,โ Chan acknowledges. โI don't have that many close female friends and I didn't before I started dating Hayoon either, but I know that I like your company and that you're easy to talk to. But that's all. It's fine if you're interested in me, you canโt help your feelings, but accusing my girlfriend of cheating? Thatโs sick, Y/n.โ
โAre you kidding me? There is nothing going on between us.โ you say incredulously. โListen Chan, Iโm saying this, I'm here as a friend. You think I'm lying? You think I want to hurt you?โ
โI think that maybe Hayoon had a point when she said you wouldn't be satisfied with just being friends.โ
โThat's what you think of me?โ you ask, feeling hurt. โEven if I was interested, I wouldn't do that. I respect you as a friend, I respect you as a person, and I respect your relationship whether I like your partner or not. But if thatโs how you see me, Iโm not sure that we were ever really friends. I would never try to sabotage you or anybody that's happily in a relationship.โ Chan's face drops at your words.
โY/n-โ he starts to say, but you've had enough of this conversation.
โLook- I came here because I knew I would feel terrible and guilty if I didn't, but I can't convince you of something you don't want to believe.โ You shake your head and walk towards the door.
Chan doesn't try to stop you as you leave.
ย โ
The next day you get to class 15 minutes before itโs supposed to start. You're exhausted, have your eyes swollen from crying when you got back home last night, and most of all, feel hurt. You had been a little worried about how Chan would react to what you had to tell him, but you never expected that he would dismiss you without a thought. It's hard to reconcile with the upbeat and kind seatmate that you're used to.
Instead of your usual seat near the middle of the classroom, you opt for one off to the side thatโs often emptier, not wanting to have to talk to or even see Chan. You pull up an assignment that youโve been procrastinating working on and manage to ignore the rest of your classmates as they filter into the lecture hall. Itโs only when someone slides into the seat right next to you that you look up, surprised anybody would approach you when youโre clearly being unsociable and look awful.
โHyunjin.โ Youโre too shocked to even say hello.
โThatโs my name,โ Hyunjin replies, looking unimpressed by your greeting as he pulls out his laptop. โGood morning to you, too.โ
โSorry, good morning. You donโt usually sit with me.โ You canโt help but point out the obvious.ย
In fact, Hyunjin usually doesn't sit with anyone. He's popular, it'd be hard not to be when you look as good as he does, but it's in a different way than Chan. While Chan seems to know practically everybody on campus, Hyunjin is almost untouchable.
While there are hoards of girls and guys that would love to have even a sliver of his attention, Hyunjin has a small circle of friends and is more interested in escaping the lecture hall to paint or dance than socialise. The only reason that you know him is because one of your closest childhood friends, Minho, is on the same dance crew as him and the three of you sometimes hang out. You wouldn't say that Hyunjin is more than an acquaintance though, he still intimidates you enough that you never would have tried to approach him first.
โAnd you donโt usually sit over here.โ Hyunjin pretends to stretch and turns to look at your usual spot. โAvoiding someone?โ
โMaybe.โ You blush, embarrassed to be so easily seen through. โIs it that noticeable?โ
โNah, I just figured it was a matter of time before Hayoon got under your skin enough. I'm actually impressed you lasted this long, she really has it out for you.โ While Hyunjin is surprisingly perceptive, you've also spent a fair bit of time ranting about Hayoon to Minho, and as a result, Hyunjin is kept up to speed on everything that Hayoon has done to antagonise you. You never realised that he actually paid enough attention to remember or that he agreed that Hayoon treated you like dirt.
โActually, sheโs not the one that I donโt want to talk to. Well, I never want to talk to her, but Iโm not avoiding her.โ
โNo way,โ Hyunjin crowds into your personal space, eyebrows raised dramatically. โChan?โ
Youโve had a pit in your stomach since last nightโs argument and your mouth dries up at the thought of being so vulnerable, but something about the way that Hyunjin's eyes have widened to the size of dinner plates and his mouth has formed a little shocked โoโ is so disarming.ย
โWe had a disagreement last night,โ you admit.
โHayoon cheated?โ he guesses.
Now it's your turn for your mouth to drop open in shock.
โDon't say it so loud,โ you hiss. โHow did you know?โ
โWell, as much as I usually like to give people the benefit of the doubt, especially for something this seriousโฆโ Hyunjin grimaces slightly. โIโve been kind of expecting it. Hasn't she done the same on her past three or four boyfriends?โ
โOof, that bad? I've heard some things, but never really knew for sure.โ
โAt least,โ Hyunjin confirms. โHonestly, I'd be more shocked if she didn't cheat at this point. I'm guessing Chan didn't take it so well if you're upset with him.โ
โHe's loyal to a fault, literally!โ you complain. โIn his eyes, Hayoon canโt do anything wrong, he's able to explain away everything she does. He didnโt believe that it was her that I saw.โ
โSo what are you going to do?โ Hyunjin asks curiously.
โNothing,โ you say sullenly. โAs much as I'd like to shake some sense into him, he's an adult. He can make his own decisions and if he wants to live in denial, that's up to him.โ
โYou're a good friend.โ Hyunjin reaches out tentatively and after an awkward second, pats your shoulder. โNot everyone would be brave enough to have that kind of difficult conversation. Chan may be stubborn right now, but he'll appreciate it later.โ
โWell based on yesterday, I don't think I'm his friend at all,โ you huff. โAnyway, if it's okay with you, I don't think that I will make it through the rest of the term if I have to sit over there.โ
โBe my guest.โ Hyunjin grins and the sight of it makes the lecture a bit easier to sit through.
โ
You donโt talk to Chan for the rest of the term. While you stopped outright avoiding him, youโre pretty sure that heโs purposely steering clear of you. Instead, you continue to sit with Hyunjin and pretend that Chan doesnโt exist.
It feels silly that you miss him or that you canโt seem to get over how things ended between the two of you. You had only been friends for two months, you shouldnโt be so hurt every time he purposely turns away from you or when his eyes seem to slide over you like youโre not there.
Hyunjin basically becomes your part-time therapist. Most of the time, itโs enough that he keeps you distracted. He shares all the latest campus gossip with you, allows you to work while he paints, and invites you to hang out with Minho and the rest of their dance crew more than a few times. On the rare occasion when youโre feeling more fragile than usual, he would be willing to spend an evening at your place and listen to you wallow.
โItโs fair that youโre still upset,โ he had comforted you once. You had run into Hayoon in the bathroom that afternoon and she had gloated about how nothing and nobody would be able to break her and Chan apart. It had made you feel sick to the stomach. โThere was never any resolution. Chan didnโt believe you, doesnโt believe you, even though you went to him with good intentions and itโs reasonable that you would feel hurt or frustrated.โ
โI feel so stupid,โ you had sniffled. โItโs not even like it was a break up. We were just friends.โ
โThat doesnโt make it any easier, youโre still missing someone who used to be in your life. Itโll get easier next term when you donโt share a class, I promise.โ Somehow, that actually had made you feel better.
โThanks, Hyunjin,โ you had said with a watery smile.
The two of you work out well together, not just because you enjoy each otherโs presence, but also because thereโs no expectations or pressure. Hyunjin has slowly started to share with you stories about his previous relationships, how heโs hesitant to start dating again after having his heart broken so many times. Even though there are rumours swirling about the two of you, you know that neither of you are ready for it yet and thatโs partly why it's so easy to hang out with him.
Tonight, the two of you are just hanging out in his art studio. You're mindlessly scrolling on your phone, youโve just finished the exam that you've been dreading the most and don't have the brain capacity to even think about school. You know that Hyunjin is doing the same, you can see it out of the corner of your eye, but he's trying to pretend that he's working since his painting is due the next day.
He drops all pretences when he gasps loudly at something that he sees on his phone.
โY/n,โ he says gravely.
โWhat?โ you ask, only slightly curious. By now, you've gotten used to the fact that Hyunjin would react the same way to seeing a cute puppy video as he would finding out about some terrible news.
โA friend just texted me,โ he says, still in shock.
โOkay? What did they say?โ
Hyunjin looks up at you for a moment, down at his phone, then back up at you.
โChanandHayoonbrokeup,โ he says in a rush, before wincing, clearly afraid of what your reaction is going to be.
โWhat?โ You can't believe your ears.
โChan and Hayoon, apparently they broke up this afternoon. Someone heard them shouting at each other.โ
You put down your pencil slowly, not sure what to think.
โDo you know why?โ
โSomeone said that they heard that yesterday, Heeyeon and Yikyung broke up because Yikyung cheated on her. I think it must be related,โ Hyunjin says quietly.
โOh.โ
โI think there's pictures or a video out there, I haven't seen anything yet though,โ Hyunjin continues on, starting to get excited while typing away on his phone.ย
โOh,โ you say again, at a loss for actual words.
โRight before the holidays too, that's so-โ Hyunjin cuts himself off when he looks up and sees you frozen in place. โY/n, are you okay? Sorry, I'm sure it's a lot to process-โ
โNo, it's fine.โ You force a smile. โI just- I think I have to go home now.โ
โY/n-โ
โReally, it's okay. I just forgot that I have something to do. At home. Sorry.โ
Hyunjin stares at you with eyes filled with something akin to pity, but doesn't say anything else. You try to ignore it as you hurriedly grab your things and leave.
โ
A few days later you're packing up your bags in preparation to go home for the winter break when you hear a knock at your door. You weren't expecting anybody, but there's a few friends that you have that like to show up unannounced.ย
You're not prepared to open the door and find Chan standing behind it.
He looks terrible. He's wearing a huge hoodie and his hair is tucked away behind a beanie, but nothing can hide the way that his eyes are swollen and his skin is lacking its usual colour. You can only guess that he hasn't been able to eat or sleep much judging from the gauntness of his face and dark circles.
โChan,โ you say carefully. โWhat are you doing here?โ
โI'm sorry,โ he says with a hoarse voice. โI was wrong.โ
โAh, Hayoon.โ
โYou heard?โ he asks, face crumpling a little at the mention of his ex.
โIt's-โ You pause for a moment, trying to figure out how to put it delicately. "Someone mentioned it to me.โ
โYou must hate me.โ Chan laughs humourlessly. โI know that I do. I was such a fool for not trusting you. I just didn't want to believe that she would do that to me. Stupid, I know. I'm really sorry that I said all those things to you, that I avoided you as if that would change the truth.โ
For months, you've been waiting, hoping that Chan would come back to you and apologise. But actually hearing it isn't as satisfying as you thought. In fact, you don't really feel anything at all.
โI want to make it up to you,โ Chan says earnestly. โAre you free? We can go for a meal and catch up. I missed you.โ
โUhm,โ you say, not quite sure how to respond. You don't want to say yes, but you're scared to lose this opportunity.
โActually, she's busy,โ Hyunjin says. He steps out from behind Chan and wraps an arm around your waist possessively, nudging you behind him in the process. โI think it would be best if you leave.โ
Normally you hate it when other people talk for you, but right now you're grateful that Hyunjin appeared. You're not even sure why he's here, although you mentioned that this was your last day on campus, the two of you didn't have plans to hang out.
โOh.โ Chan falters. โAre you twoโฆ together?โ
โAnd if we are?โ Hyunjin asks challengingly. You've never seen him this defensive before. โFrankly, it's none of your business. I'm tired of listening to your half-hearted apologies that are months too late and I'm pretty sure that Y/n isn't interested in them either.โ
โY/n?โ Chan pleads.
โHyunjin's right, I think that you should go,โ you say from where you're still hidden behind Hyunjin. You're glad that you don't have to look him in the eyes. โI can't- I'm heading home today. I have to pack before my train leaves this afternoon.โ
โRight,โ Chan says thickly. โSorry. I- I'm sorry, Y/n.โ
You lean into Hyunjin's back for support, squeezing your eyes shut as you hear Chan's footsteps trail away. You don't open them for a long time, even when you feel Hyunjin turn around and wrap his arms around you. Instead, you just focus on the steady thump of Hyunjin's heartbeat and try to remember how to breathe.
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Series Synopsis: A series of (mostly) unrelated one shots, featuring Oliver Aiku somehow getting involved with the love lives of various Blue Lock characters โ whether he wants to or not.
Chapter Synopsis: After being yelled at one too many times by their strict Ubers teammate, Oliver Aiku enlists Ikki Niko in helping him get Shoei Barou a girlfriend, hoping beyond hope that thatโs enough to get the guy to chill out a bit.
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Pairing: Barou x Reader
Chapter Word Count: 10.8k
Content Warnings: crack fic, barou is also my awkward goat, love at first sight, oliver aiku is such a bitch but heโs funny so itโs kind of okay, reader is kind of an npc in this icl ๐, this is really dumb please donโt judge my writing off of it, everyone is 100% ooc donโt come at me i KNOWWW, split perspectives (it makes sense in the story), everyone gets slandered (mostly by aiku), god bless niko for being chronically online
A/N: there were a decent amt of people who wanted barouโs version plus i felt like writing it so heโs up next!! LMAO it kind of got a bit long just like the sae version and somehow itโs even sillier soโฆbut yeah anyways this is the second entry in โoliver aikuโs guide to getting girlsโ i hope you all stick around for the rest ๐คฉโผ๏ธ
Barou is yelling at them again. Aikuโs not sure what the big deal is this time โ so what if Lorenzo spilled spaghetti sauce on the floor? Heโs Italian, thatโs part of his culture โ but if he dares to speak up, Barou will single him out specifically, and then heโll be treated like a little kid in timeout, which doesnโt sound like an ideal way to spend a Friday night.
Itโs the four of them in the doghouse as usual โ himself, Niko, Aryu, and Sendou, that is. The most ridiculous thing is that Lorenzo isnโt even there, though heโs the true target of Barouโs rage; unfortunately for his teammates, though, Lorenzoโs off getting his teeth polished or counting his money while cackling or whatever else it is that he does in his free time.
Honestly, none of them are really taking the theatrics seriously. Aryuโs fiddling with the ends of his hair, Nikoโs standing there, staring at Barou with large, watery eyes, and Sendouโs glaring back at Barou with his arms folded over his chest. Aiku sighs, because that means an argument between the two is most likely impending, but unfortunately for him, he sighs a bit too loudly, and Barou whips around, jabbing a finger at him.
โWhatโs so exasperating, huh?โ Barou says. โI bet you wonโt be sighing when we have an insect infestation because none of you can be bothered to clean up that damn tomato shit that Lorenzoโs obsessed with!โ
โItโs marinara,โ Niko pipes up meekly. They all look at him with varying degrees of incredulity; he shrugs, adjusting the headphones around his neck self-consciously. โLorenzoโs trying to teach me how to make it. Supposedly a typical spaghetti sauce has meat and vegetables added, but a good marinara is the base, so โ um, anyways.โ
Barouโs upper lip is curled into a sneer, and Aikuโs just about to thank Niko for taking the fall and turning Barouโs rage to him when he remembers that thatโs markedly not how Barou operates. Heโs too meticulous to forget the former recipient of his ire, not so quickly, and indeed, Barou is pointing at them both when he speaks next.
โThat stain better be gone the next time I come in this room,โ he says. He doesnโt say what will happen if itโs not, but given his authoritative voice and enormous physique, he usually doesnโt have to resort to making threats in order to be obeyed.
โThank goodness,โ Aryu says once Barou has left to complete his evening meditations. โSeems like Barou appreciated our elegant silence, Sendou. Weโve escaped reproach this time.โ
โYup,โ Sendou says. Whistling nonchalantly, he sidles out of the room, and with a fluttering wave, Aryu follows suit. Aiku canโt even blame them, considering itโs what he wouldโve done if he were in their place.
Glancing at Niko, who is now his greatest friend due to convenience alone, Aiku shakes his head, wondering what choice he made in life that led to his weekend plans amounting to cleaning sauce stains from a carpet with a little boy instead of partying or something.
โYou got the bleach?โ he asks. Niko nods miserably.
โYeah, I got it. Youโre good with scrubbing?โ he says. Aikuโs shoulders cramp preemptively at the mere thought, but he doesnโt protest aloud.
โNo other choice, right?โ he says. โOff to work we go, then.โย
Your best friend has been begging you for days to try this new restaurant with her, and itโs only now that itโs Friday that you canโt come up with any more excuses to avoid it. The truth is that you donโt really have a reason to refuse her as many times as you have, but the thought of summoning up the wherewithal to get ready and go out for dinner instead of throwing on your pajamas and eating something on the couch with a movie in the background is excruciating. Besides, you know her tastes. She always takes you to insanely fancy locations where anything less than your best will be embarrassing, and the only saving grace is that your outings always end up being insanely cheap, as she refuses to spend more than the bare minimum no matter what.
โYouโre serious?โ she affirms, standing in front of your closet and sifting through your clothes. Youโre sitting on your bed, legs crossed and your laptop on your lap as you try to finish up the essay you have due Monday before getting ready. โYouโll really go with me?โ
โI just told you I would, didnโt I?โ you say. โI wouldnโt let you go through my closet if I wasnโt being serious. Actually, I wouldnโt have let you into my house at all.โ
โYour parents wouldโve opened the door for me,โ she says dismissively. โThey love me.โ
Itโs true, they do love her as much if not more than they love you, so you have no rebuttal. She grins at you, tossing a shirt in your general direction. It hits the back of your laptop, landing in a heap on the floor, and youโre too busy to pick it up, so you just leave it there, too lost in thought to care. Just the conclusion, if I can finish that then I can do something fun without anything on my mindโ
โHurry up and get ready! We want to get a table, donโt we?โ she says. Itโs a pair of pants she flings your way this time, and her aim is far more superior, for they smack into your face, temporarily blinding you.
โIf you donโt let me finish this essay, I wonโt go with you,โ you say, and she knows you mean it literally, so she immediately pretends to zip her lips, saluting at you.
โFinish away!โย
โBarouโs totally got a stick up his ass, donโt you think?โ Aiku says after thirty minutes have passed and the stain is no smaller than before.ย
โI donโt think Iโd phrase it like that,โ Niko says, pouring another cup of bleach on the carpet. Neither of them really know much about cleaning, so this is the best theyโve got, even though Aikuโs pretty sure Barou would pass out if he saw their method. โBut yeah, he can be kind of uptight at times.โ
โHeโs pretty nice otherwise, though,โ Aiku says thoughtfully. โItโs kind of a shame. I bet if he loosened up a bit, heโd be a downright enjoyable teammate. Besides the cleaning and all, heโs a cool guy.โ
โI do like training with him,โ Niko says. โWhen heโs not yelling at us, itโs fun. Following his regimen has made me a lot stronger.โ
โAgreed,โ Aiku says. Thatโs the one thing heโll give Barou โ the guy is a master with the training equipment. Heโs introduced Aiku to machines he didnโt even know existed. โYou know what he needs?โ
โWhat?โ Niko says. Heโs scrubbing at the floor while Aikuโs sipping on a soda; theoretically, theyโre supposed to be switching off, but Niko hasnโt complained yet, so Aikuโs not about to remind him that itโs well beyond time for his turn.
โSome puโโ Aiku cuts himself off when he remembers that he is talking to a child. Nikoโs like twelve or something, so maybe phrasing it in that way isnโt the most appropriate thing to do. โโI mean, a beautiful and loving girlfriend.โ
Niko tilts his chin up at him, which means heโs probably looking at him; itโs hard to tell with his overgrown bangs falling in his face. Aiku makes a mental note to suggest cutting Nikoโs hair during the next team bonding night that Snuffy forces them into.
โI guess having someone like that would make anyone happier, even Barou,โ he says.
โThatโs what Iโm getting at! I bet heโs just constantly stressed out, so he takes it out on us instead of finding a healthy outlet. Maybe dating someone will fix that and give him something to do besides soccer,โ Aiku says.
โIs that your secret to always being so calm?โ Niko says. Aiku nods.
โThe more girls you have, the less you can worry about things like training. Youโre too focused on making sure theyโre all happy,โ Aiku says.
โWoah,โ Niko says. โThatโs a really great way of looking at things.โ
โRight?โ Aiku says. โWith Barou, though, we might be lucky if we can find even one girl willing to put up with him. Heโs a bit of a work in progress, you know?โ
โTotally,โ Niko says. โWhat if he yells at her the way he yells at us?โ
Aiku has a vision of some poor, innocent girl on the verge of tears as Barou rants about how she didnโt fold her laundry the right way or something. For some reason, she looks kind of like Niko โ oh, thatโs probably because Barou just yelled at Niko for that exact reason โ but the image is enough for him to balk.
โShe can come to us for comfort,โ Aiku says decisively before once again remembering that Niko probably only popped out of the womb a scant few months prior. He needs to be more careful โ this isnโt Sendou, who wouldโve made at least ten innuendos even worse than his own by this point. โI mean, me.โ
โThatโs a good plan,โ Niko says. โYouโre really good with the whole advising and comforting thing. I bet youโd make her feel better for sure.โ
Yeah, Iโd make her feel better alright. This time Aiku manages to keep it to himself, only coughing slightly and nodding towards the bottle of bleach as an explanation.
โThe only question is where in Blue Lock are we going to find a girl, let alone one willing to date Barou?โ Aiku says.
โWell, Bastard Mรผnchen is playing PXG this weekend, and Manshine City is playing Barcha, so weโre technically off,โ Niko says. โI think if we ask Snuffy, we can probably have a day out.โ
โWhat if Ego gets mad?โ Aiku says, although the idea is sound enough that heโs just jealous he didnโt come up with it himself. Niko hums, giving careful consideration to the notion.
โWe can just blame it on Snuffy. Whatโs Ego going to do, fire him?โ he says.ย
A grin breaks out on Aikuโs face.
โNiko, kiddoโโ
โIโm fifteen.โ
โโyouโre totally a genius. Letโs go!โ
โWhat about the stain?โ Niko says. Aiku glances at the still marinara-colored splotch on the carpet, and then he waves it off dismissively.
โIf we can find Snuffy before Barou gets back, then itโs no longer our problem,โ he says.
Niko looks unconvinced, but heโs sensible as well as genius-material, so he only follows after Aiku โ albeit not without a final worried glance at the section of carpet which still smells suspiciously of tomatoes.ย
โSo what cuisine does this place have, anyways?โ you say. Youโve finally finished and submitted your essay, and now youโre taking a shower. Your best friend has closed the lid of the toilet and is sitting on it while playing on her phone, apparently because she wants to be able to talk to you even while youโre showering, and since you have a curtain you donโt mind.
โNo idea,โ she says.
โNo idea?โ you say, squeezing shampoo into your palm. โWhy do you want to go, then?โ
โMy dadโs Facebook friends have been raving about it,โ she says. โHis ex-boss said that itโs the best value-for-money in the entire city!โ
โWeโre going to dinner based on recommendations from your dadโs Facebook friends,โ you repeat dryly. โWow.โ
โLook, he may have chronically underpaid my dad, but the ex-boss has great taste in food!โ your best friend defends. โApparently they fill up super fast, though, so we have to get there right when they open for dinner, or else weโre out of luck.โ
โIs this you subtly trying to pressure me to shower faster?โ you say.
โItโs not subtle,โ she says. You scoff.
โI hope you know Iโll take even longer now,โ you say.
โYou better not!โย
Snuffy is obviously confused when the two of them approach him โ Aikuโs not sure if itโs the question that has their coach confounded, though, or if itโs the admittedly odd combination thatโs approached him.
โYou guys want a night out of the facility?โ Snuffy checks.
โYes,โ Aiku says.
โAndโฆyou want Barou to come?โ Snuffy says. That could be another reason for the incredulity โ โBarouโ and โfunโ are two words rarely if ever seen in the same sentence, unless your name is Yoichi Isagi, in which case just being on the same field as Barou is your idea of โfun.โ For normal people โ i.e. those with names such as Oliver Aiku and Ikki Niko โ those concepts donโt generally align, however, so Aiku canโt blame Snuffy for the weird face heโs making.
โYes,โ Niko says.
Snuffy stares at them for a moment longer, and then, to make things even stranger, he chuckles in a way thatโs almost fond.
โItโll be good for him to get out of here for a bit,โ he says. โYou two are great teammates for thinking of him; Iโm sure heโll appreciate it one day, if not necessarily tonight. Go on, then, and have fun if youโd like.โ
Aiku waits for the other shoe to drop, but Snuffy just returns to making a cup of coffee. Itโs a little odd, given the later hour, but still, Aikuโs not one to count his blessings, so he motions for Niko to follow him, and with Snuffyโs official permission, the two of them march towards where Barou is probably doing his daily โfuck Yoichi Isagiโ affirmations. They have that kind of weird relationship, after all. Itโs unnecessarily complicated, but Aiku has observed during his time in Blue Lock that almost every single relationship between the members of the program follows such a mold. Heโs given up on trying to figure any of it out, knowing itโs well beyond him.
โAre you ready?โ Aiku says when they reached the closed door to the training room. Niko rolls his shoulders.
โAs ready as Iโll ever be,โ Niko says. Aiku decides he likes him, and that he should try to spend more time with the pipsqueak. Maybe he can be a mentor figure or a true role model for the younger player. Heโd definitely do better at the job than, say, Aryu. Or Lorenzo, which is a more relevant concern, since apparently the two are cooking buddies, as per Nikoโs marinara interlude during Barouโs earlier tantrum.
With a grim nod at Niko, Aiku swings open the door. Schooling his expression into a cheery grin, he calls out in a sing-song that really doesnโt spell anything but trouble:
โOh, Barou!โย
Youโve made your best friend drive, since sheโs the one whoโs insisted on taking you out, which leaves you to play music and accomplish other such passenger-esque duties. You take full advantage of your freedom to be distracted, shuffling through playlists whenever youโre bored and scrolling through your best friendโs crush-of-the-weekโs social media.
โHeโs kind of ugly,โ you say. She clicks her tongue.
โIn a cute way, though, right?โ she says. When youโre silent, she gasps. โRight?โ
โUhโฆโ you trail off, zooming in on one of the photos. Something about him is reminiscent of a gerbil, and you can tell heโs short even before you swipe and see him in a photo with one of his friends, barely coming up to his shoulder. โThereโs someone out there for everyone, I suppose.โ
โThat means you think heโs repulsive!โ she accuses you.
โRepulsiveโs a strong word,โ you say.ย
โHideous?โ she says.
โI can get behind that,โ you say. โHe reminds me of Tinkerbell.โ
โLike the fairy, or our third grade teacherโs gerbil?โ she says.
โThe latter,โ you say. โIโm glad you remembered her. That wouldnโt have been as funny if you didnโt.โ
โI didnโt find it funny regardless,โ she says, pulling into the parking lot and slowing the car to a crawl as she hunts for a space to pull in.
โHm,โ you say. โI did.โ
โYou know what? Youโre not allowed to slander him until you find someone better for yourself. Girls in glass houses should not be throwing stones, and considering some of your exes, youโre in no position to talk,โ she says.
โLow blow,โ you say.
โNo response? Thatโs what I thought,โ she says. You scowl.
โJust park the car, you dumbass.ย
โWhat the hell is going on?โ Barou says, for probably the third or fourth time. Unfortunately, their attempt at kidnapping him didnโt go as planned, for neither Aiku nor Niko could lift Barou for any length of time, so now they were stuck with a supremely irritated striker following after them as they marched towards where the Blue Lock official parking was.ย
Snuffy had given them the keys to his car, so at least they had a ride โ if he werenโt such a good coach, Aiku would seriously question the manโs judgment. Niko ushers Barou into the backseat, claiming he already โcalled shotgun,โ and then he dives into the passenger seat beside Aiku, fastening his seatbelt with a serious expression on his delicate face.
โWe wanted to have a fun night out!โ Aiku says, turning the child lock on so Barou canโt escape before reversing out of the garage.
โHuh?โ Barou says. โThereโs so many things wrong with that statement, I donโt even know where to begin. Also, why are we in Snuffyโs car?โ
โHe gave us the keys,โ Niko says, like itโs obvious. In all fairness, it kind of is.
โHe gave you two the keys,โ Barou says. Aikuโs a responsible driver, so he doesnโt glance back at Barou, but heโs pretty sure that if he did, heโd be met with the kind of fearsome glare that made medieval-era peasants believe in the existence of creatures like trolls and dragons.
โYes, he did,โ Aiku says. โTold us to enjoy ourselves while we were at it.โ
Barou sighs. โSay I believe thatโโ
โWeโre telling the truth!โ Aiku says.
โโuh-huh, sure. Anyways, where are we even going?โ he says.
โOh, I can answer that!โ Niko says. โItโs this restaurant that my dadโs obsessed with. Heโs been posting all over his Facebook about it. According to him, itโs the best value-for-money in the entire city.โ
โAt least you two are being frugal,โ Barou says with a small โhmph.โ โHow far is it?โ
โNot too far,โ Niko says.ย
โJust sit back and relax, man! Itโs a couple of friends going out for a meal. Totally normal!โ Aiku says.
โFriends donโt kidnap one another to hang out,โ Barou says.
โWe didnโt kidnap you. Are you saying weโre friends, then?โ Aiku says.
โIโm saying weโre not. You turned the child lock on, so that basically constitutes an abduction,โ Barou says.
โI did that for Niko!โ Aiku says, mentally patting himself on the back for the quick thinking.
โWhat? Iโm fifteen, not five!โย
By the time your best friend finds somewhere to park, itโs already dark, and the spot is at the very edge of the lot, so then the two of you have to walk for another five minutes. Sheโs antsy by this point, but she does an admirable job of hiding it, only picking at her nails behind her back where she thinks you wonโt see.ย
โItโll be alright,โ you say as you reach the door to the restaurant. โIโm sure theyโll have space for two people, at least. Nowhere can be that busy, right?โ
โI hope so,โ she says, chewing on her lower lip.
Youโre proven wrong almost as soon as you both walk into the establishment. Every single table has people sitting at it, and thereโs a small crowd of people in the waiting area. Still, you and your best friend push past to where the hostess is standing.ย
โExcuse me,โ you say. โHow long is the wait?โ
โAt least an hour,โ the hostess says, her face wan.
โAn hour?โ your best friend says. โThereโs nothing you can do?โ
Of course, both of you know there isnโt, but itโs still disappointing when the hostess shakes her head regretfully.
โWould you like me to put your names down?โ she says.
โGive us a minute,โ you say. She nods, and you and your best friend walk a ways away. As soon as youโre out of the hostessโs earshot, you frown. โIโm sorry. I didnโt realize it would genuinely be this busy.โ
โItโs okay, I wasnโt expecting it either,โ she says, exhaling heavily. โI wouldโve been way more serious about being on time if I had.โ
โWhat should we do now? I donโt mind waiting,โ you say.
โItโs okay. Iโm a little hungry, so we can go somewhere else and come back here another day,โ she says.
โAre you sure?โ you say.
โYeah, I am. Letโs go,โ she says.ย
Youโre heading towards the door when a robust voice stops you. At first, neither of you are sure if the speaker is referring to you, but when it becomes obvious he is, you turn around in confusion.
โWhere are you guys going?โ he says. Itโs a man with dark hair and eyes like mismatched marbles, and heโs sitting at a table with two others. Thereโs a couple of empty seats, and he motions towards them. โWeโve been waiting for you two for forever!โ
โOh, youโre in their party?โ the hostess says. You glance at your best friend, who mouths why not? at you, and then you smile at the hostess.
โYes, we are,โ you say.
โYou shouldโve said so from the start,โ she says, shaking her head. โRight this way, please.โ
You and your best friend follow after her, both of you more than a little lost at the turn of events, but who are you to turn down the offer? Sure, you donโt know any of the three, but at least this way you two didnโt drive out for no reason, and the restaurantโs crowded enough that if they have nefarious intentions, you should be able to get help relatively quickly.
As you sit down and the hostess offers you menus, you canโt help but glance at the three boys, wondering what exactly it is they want from you. Is this some elaborate scam? An effort to get you to pay for their dinner? You canโt tell. Theyโre unreadable, and all you can do is hope that the meal still goes as well as you had originally planned โ otherwise, youโll be really mad that youโre not at home instead.ย
When Niko had first suggested calling ahead to make reservations, Aiku had privately considered him to be a nerd, and one of the idiotic variety, no less. A lethal combo. But outwardly he had nodded along and told him to go right ahead, mostly because it seemed like the kind of thing Barou would appreciate. Now, though, heโs glad that Niko had that kind of foresight, because the place is completely packed.
โWhereโs the rest of your party?โ the hostess says when they walk in and give her Barouโs name. Aiku doesnโt really know why Niko made reservations under Barouโs name, nor what the hostess means by the โrest of their partyโ, but sheโs pretty, so he gives her a charming smile. Sheโs working now, so he canโt exactly push Barou towards her, but if heโs talking about himselfโฆ
She blushes and ducks her head, although the moment is ruined by Niko speaking up.ย
โWhat do you mean, the rest of our party?โ he says.
โYou made a reservation for five, didnโt you?โ she says, leading them to the table. Aiku exchanges looks with Barou, mostly because the two of them tower over the others, so itโs convenient, but Barou seems as confused as Aiku is. Both of them clearly heard Niko making the reservation for only three people, so how in the world had the hostess written down five?
โUh,โ Niko says, and then for some reason heโs turning towards Aiku for help? Aikuโs kind of distracted, though, both with celebrating the moment he just had with Barou and with discerning the color of lipstick the hostess is wearing (red or pink?), so when she directs her question to him, he admittedly panics a bit.
โWill the rest of them be arriving later?โ she says.
โYes,โ Aiku says. Coral! Thatโs the shade he was looking for.
โNo worries,โ the hostess says. โAlthough you might want to tell them to hurry up, just in case.โ
โWait, whatโ?โ Aiku begins, but sheโs already dropping menus in front of them and racing off to take care of the next group of customers.
โYou fucking donkey,โ Barou said. โWho else is coming to this?โ
โNobody that I know of,โ Niko says. โI only made a reservation for three. She mustโve gotten confused and written down five or something like that, but whyโd you go along with it, Aiku?โ
โUm,โ Aiku says.
โWhat unparalleled eloquence,โ Barou says.ย
Aikuโs mind is racing. Firstly, heโs accidentally confused this poor hostess into expecting two more people, and secondly, how are he and Niko supposed to set Barou up with a girl in this kind of situation? The food may be great, but the ambiance isnโt exactly what theyโre looking for.
Somehow, these two lines of thought get muddled into one solution, the catalyst of which is when he sees two girls heading towards the door, obviously disheartened by the long wait time for those idiots who didnโt make reservations.
Wait. If those two are girls, and two plus three is five, then Barou might just end this night no longer single!
Another quick recovery by Oliver Aiku. Heโs getting better and better by the minute.ย
โHi,โ the man who called you over says. โIโm Oliver Aiku.โ
โHi,โ you say. The five-person table is a circle, and Aikuโs across from you; since itโs your fault that youโre sitting with these random guys instead of by yourselves, you squeeze between your best friend and the more intimidating-looking one, leaving her to be on the right side of the youngest boy in the group. โY/N L/N.โ
โNice to meet you,โ he says.
โLikewise,โ you say.
โIโm Niko,โ the younger boy says. He has dark hair falling into a heart-shaped face, and you canโt fully see his eyes, but you think they might be some shade of bluish green. Idly, you wonder how his vision isnโt horrible given how overgrown his bangs are, but he doesnโt seem to be having any problems, so you suppose he must have some kind of method around it. โAnd thatโs Barou.โ
โI can introduce myself,โ the one at your side snaps. Heโs by far the most handsome of the trio, although youโre sure your best friend would disagree โ she has bad taste, though, so thatโs irrelevant โ with a regal face and sharp eyes. His dark hair is spiky and his eyes are a vivid crimson, narrowed with irritation while his mouth tugs into a perfect frown. โMy name is Barou.โ
โItโs a pleasure, Barou,โ you say.
โYeah,โ he says. โSame here.โ
More than being a pleasure, itโs a little tense, so you return to reading your menu, not knowing what else to say, hoping someone else says something soon and rescues you from the ensuing silence.ย
This is bad. Almost as bad as Japanโs performance in the last U-20 World Cup, which occurred right before Aiku moved up and joined the team. Almost as bad as that stain Lorenzoโs marinara left on the carpet. Itโs that level of catastrophic, because clearly, Barou will take a lot more encouragement than originally anticipated. Kicking Niko under the table, Aiku nods meaningfully at Barou, who is also reading his menu, sitting next to the girl whoโs doing the same.
Itโs the perfect opportunity for small talk. Occasionally, the girl will peek at him over the top of his menu, so sheโs clearly not affronted by him โ either that, or sheโs deathly afraid that Barou will kill her and is making sure he doesnโt do that when sheโs distracted. If the latter is the case, well, itโs not entirely unfounded.
Solving the conundrum which has presented itself is even more difficult than their game against PXG was. How is Aiku supposed to flirt with someone for Barou? Sheโll just end up liking him, which is rather counterintuitive, given that the end goal is to get Barou a girlfriend.ย
If only Barou werenโt so stubborn! Aikuโs put him in the perfect spot, but instead of just reaching out his hand and snatching the opportunity up with both metaphorical hands, heโs sitting there, utterly absorbed by the intricacies of the restaurantโs entrees, which Aiku surmises are no doubt fascinating to people with such sensibilities.
Itโs the girl, Y/N, who breaks the silence again. Clearing her throat and setting the menu aside, her eyes dart around the table before settling on Aiku. A natural consequence, given his dashing looks and genial personality, but not the one theyโre hoping for at the moment, not in the slightest.
โWe donโt know you, right?โ she says.
โI donโt think so,โ Aiku says. Has he gone out with her before? Heโs pretty sure heโd have remembered if he had, but you can never be careful these days.
โThen whyโd you invite us to sit with you?โ she says.
Aikuโs in desperate need of an assist, and thereโs only one person whoโll reliably send him one. Besides, the kid owes him a favor, so he doesnโt even feel guilty when he makes a face at Niko, as if indicating that he should be the one to answer the query.
โIt was Barouโs idea!โ Niko says.
โExcuse me?โ Barou says.
โWhat?โ Aiku says.ย
โYeah, it was. He felt bad that you guys were going to leave without eating, and we accidentally booked a table for five instead of three, like we originally planned, so he told Aiku to stop you guys before you were gone,โ Niko explains.
โOh, that was very sweet of you!โ Y/N says. โThank you so much. We both really appreciate it.โ
Under the table, Aiku gives Niko a thumbs-up. Niko returns the gesture in kind, though neither of them let their true emotions show on their faces, which must be carefully schooled into blankness so that nobody else catches on to their scheming.ย
โYouโre welcome,โ Barou says before freezing as he realizes that heโs somehow fallen for Nikoโs lie, despite being there to witness the truth of the events. โWait, no, it wasnโtโโ
โBarouโs super considerate,โ Niko continues, cutting Barouโs correction off. Aiku could just about cry. Nikoโs a natural-born talent! He could never have predicted the younger boyโs sheer skill at this kind of thing. โDo you watch soccer?โ
โNot really,โ Y/N says thoughtfully. โIโve never understood it well enough to become an avid fan, and my father prefers baseball, so itโs not something my family is into. I think itโs really cool, though!โ
โBarou plays,โ Niko says.
โSo do you guys,โ Barou says.
โYeah, but youโre sitting next to her,โ Niko says. โAnd youโre the king, right? Who better than you to explain the sport?โ
โShe didnโt ask for that,โ Barou says, glowering at Niko and Aiku alike. โWhy would I do that?โ
โI donโt mind,โ Y/N says, even going so far as to smile at Barou. With a final suspicious glare at the two of them, Barou begins to explain the rules of the game to her, and Aiku takes advantage of his distraction to high-five Niko.
โYouโre amazing,โ he whispers. โWhereโd you learn this shit?โ
โI watch a lot of anime,โ Niko whispers back. โThis is a classic set up for a twelve-episode romance that teaches the viewers about friendship, love, and what it means to grow up.โ
โThatโs not what I was expecting,โ Aiku says after digesting this latest revelation, finding that it makes a surprising amount of sense. โBut hey, whatever works!โ
โExactly,โ Niko says. โDo you think itโs weird if I order chicken fingers from the childrenโs menu?โ
โOrder whatever you want, kid,โ Aiku says. โYou deserve it. Iโll even pay.โ
โYay!โ Niko says. โChicken fingers it is.โ
Aiku doesnโt even mind treating him. If this is successful, then heโll buy Niko all of the chicken fingers in the world in thanks.ย
Youโre more than a little grateful that Niko has given you something to talk to Barou about. Your best friend is busy texting her crush, the gerbil-looking one, who has apparently responded to her story, so you wouldโve had to sit there in silence until she finished up or someone took pity on your helpless self. In this way, though, itโs much more natural, and even if it really was just an example of Niko feeling bad for you, it didnโt come across as such.
โYou really scored a goal against the Japanese U-20 team?โ you say after Barou has finished a long-winded explanation on the rules of soccer and some of the highlights of his career in the sport. In truth, you mostly tuned out the more technical details, but you have to admit that some of the things heโs mentioned about himself are rather interesting.
โYes,โ he says.ย
โWow,โ you say. โYou must be good, then.โ
He shrugs in acknowledgement. โIโm good.โ
It doesnโt feel like heโs bragging or anything like that. Heโs just acknowledging an inevitable truth. Heโs good. The way he says it, no one can deny it โ not that you wouldโve. Based on his build alone, youโd have expected him to have talent as an athlete; the things heโs mentioned have only been confirmation of that initial prediction, rather than blowing your mind in any significant way.
โHi!โ Your waitressโs arrival with a tray full of drinks cuts your conversation with Barou short, which youโre surprised to find youโre a little put-out by, at least until the grumble of your stomach reminds you of why you came to the restaurant in the first place. โAre you all ready to order?โ
โI want the chicken fingers,โ Niko says.
โThe chicken fingers from the twelve and under menu? How old are you?โ she says.
โTwelve,โ Niko says. You frown, leaning closer to Barou in order to murmur in his ear.
โIs he actually?โย
Barou shakes his head ever so slightly. โNo, but if thatโs the only way he can get chicken fingersโฆโ
โThatโs a fair point,โ you say. The waitress seems to share your doubts, but then Aiku flashes her a warm grin.
โMy little brotherโs heard so much about your entrees, and he canโt wait to try the, er, chicken fingers. Yes. The chicken fingers. Heโs been talking about them all week,โ he explains.
โAre theyโ?โ you begin.
โThey met like a month ago,โ Barou says, rolling his eyes. โNo relation whatsoever.โ
โI see,โ you say. You almost have to admire the lengths theyโre willing to go to, as well as how natural they are with it. โHuh. I guess if it works, it works.โ
โOne order of chicken fingers, then!โ the waitress says, jotting it down on her notepad, returning Aikuโs grin with her own. He has that kind of enviable charisma that lets him get away with a lot more than he should, and youโre more than a little jealous. โAnd the rest of you?โ
You all give her your orders, and she promises sheโll be back quickly before running back to the kitchen. Once again, youโre left to your own devices, and given that your best friend is still texting that guy, you decide youโll try and talk to the others at your table.
โBarou told me you guys are all in some program called Blue Lock together,โ you say. โWhatโs that like? It sounded super intense.โ
โIt is,โ Aiku scoffs. โI donโt even know if weโre supposed to be here at the moment.โ
โWe got permission from our coach,โ Niko says. โBut the guy who runs the program is kind ofโฆwhatโs the word?โ
โFreaky?โ Aiku says.
โThat works,โ Niko says.
โI didnโt realize we were dining with rebels,โ you say.ย
โFor the record, I was dragged into coming by those two,โ Barou says.
โWe didnโt actually drag him,โ Aiku reassures you. โI mean, we tried, but heโs super heavy.โ
โToo much training,โ Niko says. โBarou, you should flex for Y/N โ I mean, for everyone.โ
โHell no,โ Barou says. โIn public? Donโt be shameless.โ
โSo youโll do it in private, then?โ Aiku says.ย
โThatโs โ thatโs not what I meant!โ Barou sputters. โI wonโt do it at all!โ
โY/N, if you get a subscription to Blue Lock TV, then forget about asking Barou to flex. You can just watch him work out. He does it shirtless,โ Aiku says. You choke on your water.
โWhat are you, some kind of salesman?โ you say, coughing to dislodge the droplets of liquid scratching at your throat. โWas inviting us to sit with you a kindness or an advertisement?โ
โCanโt it be both?โ Aiku says.
โNo, it cannot, you fucking donkey!โ Barou says. โPlease ignore him. I donโt know what heโs talking about.โ
โYou do train without a shirt on, though,โ Niko says. โQuite often. Actually, now that Iโm thinking about it, thereโs a lot of shirtless content on Blue Lock TVโฆChris Prince stripped at one point, Iโm pretty sure, and more than one of the Bastard Mรผnchen boys have had locker room features. I guess PXG is the only team without any fan service, since Barcha has Lavinho as a coach, and we all know how he is.โ
โGood for them. You gotta give credit where itโs due,โ Aiku says.ย
โAgreed,โ Niko says. โHey, Barou, didnโt you take your shirt off after scoring in the game against the U-20s, too? Is it like an established habit or something?โ
โEnough about my shirt,โ Barou says through gritted teeth.
โOr lack thereof,โ Aiku adds. Thereโs a baleful aura emanating off of Barou, and he doesnโt even need to say anything before Aiku winces like heโs been cowed. โSorry. The opportunity presented itself.โ
โBoth of you are on thin ice. First you abducted me, and now youโre going on about this dumbass subject? And thatโs not to mention the sauce stain from earlier. I bet neither of you cleaned it up,โ Barou says.ย
Aiku and Niko both look like they have been caught committing some crime. Barouโs about to snap, itโs very obvious, but you find his friendsโ antics to be so amusing that you hesitantly pat him on the shoulder.
โAh, I think theyโre just teasing you. Itโs common amongst people who are close to one another! I always make fun of my best friend for her taste in men,โ you say.
โAnd I make fun of yours right back,โ your best friend says, not even looking up from her phone. You roll your eyes at this.
โSee? Itโs really alright,โ you say. โAt the least, if youโre upset because weโre here, then donโt be. Neither of us mind. I mean, sheโs not even paying attention to us. Too busy texting that Meriones unguiculatus of a man she deems crush-worthy.โ
โFuck you,โ your best friend says. She ordinarily would have no idea what Meriones unguiculatus means, but given the context, youโre sure sheโs figured it out.
โDonโt be mad because Iโm right,โ you say. โAnyways, like I was saying, itโs all good.โ
Thereโs a strained moment where none of you know what Barou will do, but then he nods, crossing his arms and sticking his nose in the air.
โFine,โ he says. โIโll let it slide, just this once. But the two of you better behave from now on, you got it?โ
Aiku and Niko both seem to be so amazed that itโs a wonder they donโt salute at Barouโs barked-out order. Shaking your head and laughing, you decide it might be for the best if you try to talk to Barou yourself and leave his slightly problematic companions out of the conversation.
โSo,โ you say, to him and only him. โWhatโs the story behind the sauce stain?โย
โHoly shit,โ Aiku says.
โI know,โ Niko says.
โSheโs a genius. A god. A fucking Barou whisperer,โ he says.
โI know,โ Niko says.
โWhat are the odds that we managed to find the exact girl that could put up with his bullshit?โ Aiku says.
โPretty high!โ a new voice chimes in. Itโs Y/Nโs friend; she never introduced herself, and it doesnโt seem like sheโs inclined to, but she inconspicuously slides her chair closer to where he and Niko are talking. โYou guys are trying to set your friend up with Y/N, huh? Good luck. She only likes ugly dudes.โ
โBarouโsโฆkind of ugly?โ Niko tries. Aiku snorts.
โLetโs keep it honest here,โ he says. โAnyways, what were you talking about earlier? Barouโs a nutcase. Itโs, like, a miracle that Y/Nโs managing to have a conversation with him.โ
โMaybe heโs like that with you, but to me, he seems to be the type thatโs totally respectful to women,โ Y/Nโs friend says, brandishing her index finger in the air as if sheโs making a particularly salient point. โThe bigger the muscles, the bigger the heart, isnโt that โ
โIs that a real saying?โ Niko says.
โNo, I just made it up,โ Y/Nโs friend says. โBut it kind of fits in this instance, donโt you think?โ
โYouโre not wrong,โ Aiku says. โBut do you mean to say Barou would be this nice to any girl?โ
โItโs not like I know him personally. Shouldnโt you be able to answer that better than me?โ Y/Nโs friend says.
โThere arenโt any girls in Blue Lock,โ Niko says. โThis is the first time weโve seen him interact with one, so we actually have no idea.โ
โAh,โ she says. โThat explains a lot. Anyways, yeah, if I had to guess, he would be.โ
โHm,โ Aiku says. This throws a definite wrench in their plans โ up until this point, he had been convinced that there were sparks flying between Y/N and Barou, mostly because he had never seen Barou so gentle and quick to calm down in his life. Yet, if Y/Nโs friend is telling the truth, and he has no reason to think she isnโt, then this is actually just his true personality.
On the one hand, itโs comforting to know that Barou isnโt constantly on the verge of an aneurysm, and indeed can even be persuaded towards kindness in his day-to-day life. On the other, it doesnโt solve their problem, which is getting him to calm down when heโs interacting with his fellow Ubers teammates.
Aiku comes to a decision relatively quickly. Itโs his experience as a captain which lends him that swiftness; on the field, split-second decisions are the only way to go. Heโs good at taking information and rapidly synthesizing it to come up with workable solutions, and though this isnโt a soccer match, the stakes are almost just as high.
The facts of the situation are as follows: Y/N does not seem to mind talking to Barou, and given that theyโve been engaged in conversation almost this entire time, the inverse is also likely true. Furthermore, sheโs proven able to persuade him not to freak out at himself and Niko when they were pushing his buttons, which is something no one has ever managed before and is somewhat the end goal of the outing. Of course, she apparently only likes ugly guys, and Barouโs far from ugly โ as a fellow member of the non-ugly community, Aiku is confident in saying this โ but things like that are subjective, so he decides he shouldnโt worry too much about that aspect.
Then there are the theories, namely Y/Nโs best friendโs one about how any girl might have a similar effect on Barou. This could be true, or it could also not be, but Aiku only has one data point and a limited amount of time to work with, so despite the likely veracity, he has to set it aside as false for the time being. Itโs not like thereโs an endless supply of girls just hanging around for him to test out Barouโs reactions with, so in this moment, heโs deeming Y/N L/N as a special case, an outlier, and this can only lead to one conclusion:
Barou is totally into her.ย
โTwo younger sisters, really?โ you say. While your best friend has been talking to Aiku and Niko in hushed tones, youโve been preoccupied with Barou, whoโs proven himself to be nothing like his first impression. You had expected him to be fussy and rude and intimidating, and while the latter adjective certainly still applies, heโs kind instead of spiteful and almost shy instead of brash.
โYeah,โ he says, and thereโs a smile in his voice, although his face does not shift in the slightest. โTheyโre much smaller, so I look after them a lot โ when Iโm home, anyways. Obviously, I havenโt seen them since Iโve been at Blue Lock.โ
โHow sweet of you,โ you say. โI bet your mother appreciates you a lot.โ
โI try to help her whenever I can,โ he says.
Youโre about to internally swoon, but then you stop yourself. So what if heโs athletic, helps his mother, is tall, handsome, kind, muscular, and supposedly good with kids? That doesnโt mean anything. He probably has a girlfriend, anyways, given all of these positive attributesโ
โI have to go to the bathroom,โ you say, standing up. Your best friend looks over at you in concern, for she knows of your distaste for public restrooms, and then she, too, stands.
โWant me to come?โ she says.
โYes,โ you say, striding off without further explanation. As soon as the two of you are far enough from the table, you give her a distressed look. โI need help.โ
โWhatโs up?โ she says.
โI thinkโโ
โAre you into Barou?โ she asks, cutting you off. You blink at her.
โHow did you know?โ you say.
โYouโve spent almost the entire time talking only to him. Itโs a little obvious,โ she says.
โOh, no,โ you say. โHeโs definitely caught on, then!โ
โItโs not a big deal. According to Aiku and Niko, heโs single, so thatโs one thing you donโt have to worry about, and besides, if thatโs the case, then heโs fair game, isnโt he? Thereโs nothing wrong with being interested in someone,โ she says.ย
โHeโs single? How?โ you say. โYouโre telling me no oneโs been interested in him yet? Thatโs impossible.โ
โThere is the whole โlocked away in a facility with zero girlsโ aspect to be consideredโฆโ she says.
โWell, thatโs true,โ you say, feeling dumb for having forgotten that. โDo you think heโs interested in me?โ
โHeโs been talking to you back, right? Thatโs a good sign, especially since heโs been ignoring his friends to do so,โ she says. โThereโs a decent chance. If anything, does he seem like the kind of guy that would be mean about rejecting you? You should just ask him for his number when we get back.โ
โMe? Ask for his number?โ you say.
โIโve heard girls have high success rates when they approach guys that theyโre into. Whatโs the worst that can happen? Either way, the three of them are heading back to some weird facility after tonight, so we can just leave and never see them again if itโs awkward,โ she says.
You mull this over. Nothing sheโs saying is wrong, and anyways, itโs been a while since you dated someone. Besides, youโll probably not meet someone like Barou again for a long, long time, and when you really think about it, youโd rather live with a rejection than a what-if scenario floating around in your mind for the rest of your life.
โAlright,โ you say. โIโll do it, but that means you have to dump the gerbil dude and move on.โ
โDid that earlier. I couldnโt stop thinking of Tinkerbell the gerbil whenever I saw his profile picture; it totally killed the mood. Thanks a lot,โ she says.
โItโs my pleasure,โ you say. โNow, letโs go back. I have a number to get!โ
โUm, hold on,โ she says. โI do actually have to pee, and the bathroom doesnโt seem too dirty.โ
You sigh, because now that youโre this pumped up, you donโt want to delay any longer, but youโre not about to abandon her, so you nod towards the door.
โIโll wait here, then. Be quick!โย
โWell, well, well,โ Aiku says. โWho wouldโve thought weโd get to see the day?โ
โWhat are you talking about?โ Barou says when he notices that both Aiku and Niko are looking at him.
โWhat arenโt we talking about?โ Aiku says.ย
โItโs Y/N,โ Niko says, defusing the volatile atmosphere rather efficiently. Aiku hands him a French fry off of his plate as a form of praise; accepting it happily, Niko chews and swallows before continuing. โYou like her, right?โ
โWhat? No,โ Barou says quickly โ too quickly, which means the answer is the opposite of what heโs just said. Aiku steeples his fingers together, because he couldnโt have imagined things going any better, and he feels like heโs entitled to a villainous pose or two every now and again.ย
โYouโve been talking to her the entire time weโve been eating, and you didnโt yell at her when she told you to calm down,โ Aiku says.
โThat doesnโt mean anything,โ Barou says.
โI guess itโs for the better,โ Niko says. โHer friend told us she has a boyfriend.โ
Aikuโs about to reprimand him for making things up, but before he can, he sees out of the corner of his eye that the tips of Barouโs ears have turned a surprisingly light and rosy pink, and then he can only shake his head in amazement. Nikoโs really fucking good at this. Aiku almost wonders if he should ask the kid for anime recommendations or something.
โReally?โ Barou says.ย
โReally,โ Niko says.
โThatโs โ I mean, itโs none of my business, so why are you telling me?โ Barou says.
โYouโre awfully upset if thatโs the case,โ Aiku points out.
โIโm not upset!โ Barou says. โJustโฆI wasnโt expecting her not to be single, thatโs all.โ
โExpecting, or hoping?โ Aiku says. Barou glares at him but does not respond, which tells Aiku all he needs to know. โItโs okay for you to have a crush on her. She seems nice enough.โ
โYeah,โ Niko says. โIf you guys get along, then thereโs no harm in just asking her out. Weโre going back to Blue Lock after dinner anyways, so itโs not like youโll see her in the future if you donโt want to. Can you live with yourself if you donโt give it a shot?โ
โArenโt you a king?โ Aiku urges. โWhat kind of king doesnโt put his best foot forward at all times?โ
โThe kind of king that respects other peopleโs relationships, you chewed up wad of spearmint gum,โ Barou says.
โOh, I was just making that up,โ Niko says. โI wanted to see how youโd react. Sheโs definitely single.โ
โYouโ!โ
Aiku and Niko are saved from another one of Barouโs tirades by the arrival of Y/N and her friend. With a final malevolent sneer, Barou continues to talk to Y/N, who seems eager to pick up where they left off. Aiku high-fives Niko under the table.
โYouโre a genius, buddy,โ he says.
โDoes this mean youโll buy me dessert, too?โ Niko says.
โIf youโll share with me, then sure.โ
โDeal.โย
โWhen should I ask him for his number? Itโll be awkward if I do it in front of everyone, I think,โ you say.
โWhy would it be awkward?โ she says. โIโm not about to judge you. I already know youโre going to do it.โ
โI was talking about Aiku and Niko,โ you say, though youโre specifically referring to Aiku โ thereโs a sense of naรฏvetรฉ to Niko, so the thought of being so bold in front of him doesnโt make you squeamish, but itโs a difference case with his counterpart. Oliver Aiku has a sort of suaveness to him that makes you feel as though heโs not been rejected once in his life, and thatโs more than a little terrifying. What might such a master say about your feeble attempts at flirting? You donโt want to imagine it. The mere beginnings of the thought are preemptively giving you hives, so having the thought fully formed, or heaven forbid the actual event occurringโฆyou shudder at the plethora of side effects youโll no doubt undergo.
โThatโs fair,โ she says. โI can distract them, if you want. While weโre getting dessert, Iโll tell Aiku Iโm having car trouble and ask if he can take a look. He seems like the kind of guy that would fall for that. I donโt know what to do about Niko, thoughโฆโ
โHeโll probably go with Aiku, but even if he doesnโt, I think itโll be fine if itโs just him there,โ you say. โHeโs pretty harmless.โ
โYou better not wimp out, then! If I have to embarrass myself by pretending to know nothing about cars, then the least you can do is actually ask for his number,โ she says.
โIโll do it!โ you say. She obviously doesnโt believe you, so you pout. โPromise I will.โ
โFine,โ she says.ย
โFine,โ you say.
โFine!โ she says again. โJust give me a second before we go back, then. I need to think of what kinds of issues my car will be havingโฆโย
โHey, Aiku,โ Y/Nโs friend says. The entire table falls silent, including Aiku himself โ heโs more than a little confused about what she could want with him. After all, heโs not done anything that would seem like heโs trying to pursue her, so thereโs no reason for her to believe heโs interested, and itโs not like theyโre close enough for her to be talking to him in specific.
โWhatโs up?โ he says.
โMy car is making a weird sound when it starts. I was going to wait to ask my dad when I got home, but if you know anything about cars, could you maybeโฆ?โ she says.
Aiku knows nothing about cars, and heโs about to tell her as much, but then Niko of all people is answering. He hasnโt heard the boy talk this much since they met, which means heโs really getting into this.
โSure, we can both take a look while we wait for dessert to come,โ he says. Itโs suspicious, because if Aiku knows nothing about cars, then Nikoโs understanding has to be in the negatives. The kid doesnโt even have his driverโs license yet, so how would he be of any help? Unless this is another skill heโs picked up from watching anime, in which case it seems like thatโs another hobby Aiku needs to take up.
โThanks,โ Y/Nโs friend says, clearly relieved. โY/N, do you mind staying back so no one takes our table?โ
โBarou, keep her company,โ Niko says. โWe donโt want them thinking weโre the dine-and-dash type.โ
โItโs okay with me,โ Y/N says before Barou can argue, which effectively shuts Barou up. Aikuโs beloved teammate only grunts in agreement, watching the trio out of the corner of his eyes as they scurry out of the restaurant and begin to wander about aimlessly in the parking lot.
โCan you, uh, describe this noise to me?โ Aiku says. Itโs not like that knowledge will really change much for him, but he thinks that it might be better if he at least pretends to put forth some effort into assisting the girl. After all, itโd be bad for business if he gets flamed as the rude, unhelpful type.
โHuh? Oh, I made that up,โ she says.
โAs I expected,โ Niko says.
โWhat? Why would you do that?โ Aiku says. Then he comes to a realization, and itโs like a bucket of ice water has been poured over his head. โHold on just a second, Iโm not the one looking forโโ
โThat was a great method of leaving Y/N and Barou alone,โ Niko says, cutting Aiku off before he can continue to embarrass himself. โNow they can figure things out between themselves.โ
โRight?โ Y/Nโs friend says. โThereโs only so much they can do when weโre all sitting there.โ
โYeah, awesome idea,โ Aiku says, relieved to hear that sheโs on their side. Girls take their friendsโ opinions seriously. If Y/Nโs best friend approves of Barou, then thatโs a plus in Barouโs favor, and given Barouโs uniqueness, he needs all of the pluses he can get.
โAnd just so you know, youโre not my type, so donโt take any of this in a weird way. I just want Y/N to be happy,โ she continues.
โDuly noted,โ Aiku says.ย
โSorry I wasnโt faster in cutting you off,โ Niko whispers when Y/Nโs friend pulls out her phone and begins to play on it again. Aiku shrugs.
โNo worries. Nobodyโs perfect,โ he says. โAlthough, honestly? If this night ends up the way we want it to, then Iโd say youโre pretty damn close regardless.โย
โIโm really sorry,โ Barou says as soon as your best friend, Aiku, and Niko have exited the building.ย
โFor what?โ you say. The crowd is dwindling, for the restaurant is nearing its closing time, but itโs still busy enough that you have to stay close to him in order to be able to hear what heโs saying. Or maybe thatโs an excuse youโve made for yourself; either way, he doesnโt pull back, so you remain in the comfortable space between you both.
โAiku,โ he says. โAlso Niko, but mostly Aiku.โ
โWhy? Heโs not done anything too horrible,โ you say. โHeโs pretty funny. And Niko seems like a nice boy.โ
โThey have this idea in their mind,โ he says. โItโs totally stupid, but thatโs why theyโre acting like this. Theyโre not usually quite as idiotic.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ you say. You almost want to tell him to hurry up so you can ask for his number before the others come back and your best friend gets upset with you, but youโd rather listen to him talk, and anyways once you ask him for his number thereโs a chance things will go wrong, so you want to soak in these last few seconds before that happens.
โI mean, you know,โ he says, and then heโs turning a color you never wouldโve expected from someone as reputedly tough as him. โJust that they think I like you.โ
โLike me?โ you say.
โYeah,โ he says. โLike Iโm into you or something.โ
You had hoped for it, but not seriously considered it โ although, the teasing and whatnot do make a little more sense now that heโs added this context to it. If Aiku and Niko think he might be into youโฆyou know you shouldnโt be fanciful, that itโll eventually lead to disappointment, but you want to. You really want to, so when you next speak itโs tentative but optimistic.
โIf you are,โ you begin, nervous more than anything, though youโre certain the only cure is getting this over with, โI am, too. Into you, I mean.โ
Barouโs lips are still parted as if heโs about to say something, but no words escape him. He just sits there and stares at you, as if youโve said something profound or shocking or both. Probably both. You giggle, shifting in your seat and adjusting your position, because seeing him like this is endearing as much as it is uncomfortable.
โIf youโre not, itโs alright, but my friend told me I should ask you for your number or something, so I donโt have any regrets when we leave,โ you say. โSheโs right, too. Iโd have felt horrible forever if I never said anything.โ
Heโs still silent. You question if youโve somehow caused him to malfunction, so you nudge his foot with your own under the table. This does nothing to break him out of his daze, and then you realize heโs probably trying to figure out how to best reject you, so you sigh.
โItโs okay to say no. Thereโs no expectation on my part. I just wanted to get it out there,โ you say.
โNo!โ he says.
โWell, I mean, you didnโt have to be exuberant about it,โ you mutter to yourself before smiling. โThatโs okay, though! Thank you for listening and talking to meโโ
โI mean, yes. No. I donโt know which question Iโm supposed to be answering!โ he says. โI do like you. Thatโs what Iโm trying to say, but you just said so many things that I didnโt know what to respond to.โ
โYou like me?โ you say. You had never in your wildest fantasies imagined someone like Barou being into you. It was the kind of thing that just didnโt happen, and yet, somehow, it had. Barou liked you.ย
โI guess so,โ he says. โThatโs how Aiku would phrase it, I think. I enjoy talking to you, and you have nice table manners. You kept your hands and surroundings clean, and you didnโt spill anything, which is more than can be said about a lot of people. I really appreciate that kind of trait in a person.โ
โUh, thanks?โ you say, because youโve not really been complimented on your table manners before, but itโs kind of sweet. โYeah, thanks. Iโd compliment you back, but thereโs so many things to say that I wouldnโt know where to startโฆโ
โHow about with your phone number?โ he says. Youโre pretty sure that thatโs uncharacteristically bold of him, because his eyes widen as soon as he comprehends what heโs said, but he doesnโt take it back. Instead, he waits, his hands folded carefully in his lap as he watches you, probably wondering what youโll say in response to the request.
Smiling at him, you pull out your phone and open your hand, waiting for him to give you his.ย
โYou got her number?โ Aiku says as theyโre driving home. Nikoโs in the backseat this time, mostly because he offhandedly mentioned feeling nauseous after eating and Aiku has no interest in getting vomit all over him. โWay to go, man.โ
โItโs not a big deal,โ Barou says, gazing out of the window mysteriously. โI canโt exactly take her on dates or anything while Iโm stuck in Blue Lock.โ
โIf you get Snuffyโs permission, you could,โ Aiku says.
โWe probably shouldnโt abuse that,โ Niko says. โOtherwise, Ego will come up with some insane punishment for all of us. The guyโs a super-freak. Iโm sure heโs got some crazy stuff stored away.โ
โVery true,โ Aiku says. โDonโt worry too much, though, Barou. If sheโs the one, she wonโt mind waiting.โ
โHow can I know if sheโs the one when weโve only met once? Youโre delusional,โ Barou says.
โItโs pretty simple,โ Aiku says. โDo you want her to be?โ
The moonlight hits Barou in a particularly elegant way at that moment. Aikuโs suddenly not surprised that Nikoโs anime intelligence worked so well โ Barou seems straight out of a girlish romance novel or TV show or something along those lines just then.
โYeah,โ he says. โI do.โ
โThen thatโs that!โ Aiku says, pulling into the garage and putting Snuffyโs car in park. โTrust me, there was major chemistry there, so Iโm sure sheโs of the same opinion.โ
โItโll work out,โ Niko agrees. Heโs clearly feeling much better now that theyโre not in the car, his steps light and bouncy, his lips curving upwards at the corners. โYouโre a great guy, Barou. We were talking about it earlier.โ
Barou scoffs. โOf course I am.โ
โClassic Barou,โ Aiku says, throwing his arm around Barouโs shoulder. โSo humble.โ
โGet off of me,โ Barou grumbles, shoving Aiku away, though thereโs a marked gentleness to it that tells Aiku their plan worked. Heโs excited to see the long-term effects โ if only one dinner with Y/N was enough for Barou to relax this much, then the duration of their relationship might be akin to a vacation for the rest of the Ubers.
That night, Aiku and Niko are brushing their teeth in the bathrooms together, since nobody else is up and thereโs a certain camaraderie built between them after their adventure.
โWe did good today, Niko,โ Aiku says after spitting his toothpaste into the sink.ย
โAgreed,โ Niko says.
The door slams open right after he does, which is horribly ironic timing, because it reveals a furious Barou. Heโs already enormous, but his fury causes him to swell until his proportions are vaguely Hulk-like and entirely terrifying. Both Aiku and Niko glance at him in confusion, because he should have no reason to be upset, and then, right before he can start yelling, it hits them like a truck.
โHey, you donkeys,โ Barou hisses. โDid you think you could distract me by taking me to dinner? That stain is still there. Can neither of you do anything for yourselves? Iโm going to kill you both, mark my words!โ
Aiku groans. Niko face-palms.
Fuck.ย
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Gentle Care - Jade
Author Notes: So, this is another fanfic that has been sitting, collecting dust in my Google Docs for quite some time now. It is finally getting to see the light of day because I wanted to post a Jade fic (totally not because of any cards that recently came out on the Japanese server). I didn't really listen to anything specific while writing this, so I really can't say there is any specific inspiration for this fic either. As per usual, reader is gender neutral. I hope you enjoy!
Type: Gender neutral reader/ sfw/ flirtation/ romance implied/ fluff
Word Count: 1393
When Azul had called to ask for your assistance in patching someone up, you hadnโt been surprised.ย
First, youโd gotten very good at handling bandages and whatnot simply due to your numerous Overblot experiences. You always ended up with a myriad of bumps and scrapes after those.
Secondly, Floyd getting into a fight was hardly uncommon, so the idea of him being a little scraped up was hardly startling.ย
Finally, Floyd was perpetually mercurial, and if heโd even implied that heโd sit still and let you bandage him without squirming around, then Azul would do what it took to get you to Octavinelle just to ensure Floyd didnโt cause him any more of a headache.
An added bonus was that Octavinelle had all the supplies you could ever dream of, so there wasnโt even any need for you to bring anything with you. In fact, Grim even stayed at Ramshackle, opting not to join you on your little jaunt to Octavinelle. Though he did make sure to put in a request that you bring home some food for him that had you rolling your eyes slightly as you slipped out the door.
Your only real concerns on the trip to the mirror chamber were whether or not the other person had survived the altercation and how exactly you were going to scold the injured eel, even though you knew perfectly well that your words would do little good to keep him from getting into yet another fight.ย
Those thoughts vanished though when you stepped into the Mostro Lounge and found yourself greeted with an unexpected sight.
Jade, sitting there as calmly as ever despite the bruises and red scratch marks that were sprinkled across his person as he talked to his brother, who was currently crouched in front of him, โYes, it seems they mistook me for you, Floyd. Handling them was an easy matter, but-โ
Jade halted mid-sentence as he spotted you, his eyes widening briefly before his usual, carefully crafted smile appeared, โI wasnโt expecting you quite yet, Y/n. I do hope you didn't rush.โ
It was those oh-so polite words that immediately sparked your ire, sending you striding forward and snatching the bandages off a nearby table as you did so. After all, that long red scratch on his arm looked particularly nasty.
โDo I want to know?โ Your irritation was obvious to everyone present, but no one seemed terribly concerned. But, to be fair, you were already kneeling and inspecting the young manโs injuries.
Azul let out a sigh, stepping into the room and holding a stack of papers, โIt seems that a group of juniors looking for a fight mistook Jade for Floyd.โ
โItโs alright though, Shrimpy. Jade handled โem all perfectly well.โ Despite Floydโs reassurance, you were hardly pleased. Eying the tell-tale burn that affirmed that magic had indeed been used in the fight despite school rules.
You glanced up, immediately making eye contact with the injured young man whoโd been sitting silently, with a slight smile on his face as heโd watched you this entire time. Almost as if he were gauging the situation before he said anything.
โSo you got in a fight you couldโve avoided?โ Your flat tone said everything, and Azul took it as a cue to leave. With a single motion, he signaled Floyd, and the two exited the space. Floyd linger long enough to cast a single glance that flickered between you and his brother over his shoulder before he disappeared into the kitchen.
Jade met your accusation with an easy calmness and no small degree of amusement, โI wouldnโt be so sure. That group seemed to have quite a bit of aggression towards my dorm and probably didnโt really care if it was me or Floyd.โ
You remained silent as he continued, going about bandaging some of the worse scratches while he calmly spread burn cream on his arm, โAnd even if I had made them aware of my identity and theyโd left, it wouldโve simply meant my dear brother would be in my current position, and I couldnโt let that happen.โ
You pressed a band-aid down with a bit more pressure than strictly necessary as your eyes found his, โDonโt play coy with me, Jade. You wanted to get in that fight.โ
You had to curb your urge to roll your eyes at the innocent expression he gave you before you continued, โYouโre far too smug to have not gotten your way.โ
With those words, you stood, grabbing another band-aid and turning your attention to the scratch marks that were scattered across his face, โSo who were they?โ
He smiled, his sharp teeth flashing as he did so, โThree of them were beastmen. I personally thought the Diasomna fellow was stronger, though. But donโt worry, all of them are in far worse shape than me.โ
You snorted in response to his all too smug response, your amused tone not matching your chiding words, โDonโt gloat.โ
Despite yourself, you were smiling even as Jade spoke again, his tone getting gradually more amused, โIt works for Floyd.โ
Your gaze flickered over to his, your hands carefully placing the band-aid on his cheek as you frowned at him, โNo, it doesnโt, and it wonโt for you either. I treat you two the same way.โ
You gently smoothed the too-tan fabric across his pale cheek, and he chuckled, โSurely you know better than to lie to me, my dear.โ
Your movements stilled as his hand reached up and wrapped around one of yours, his gaze holding yours captive as he smiled like heโd won some sort of game, โYou and I both know you treat me far differently than how you treat my brother.โ
You tugged at your hand gently, and Jade let it go with ease even as his fingers carefully brushed the skin on his cheek where your hand had just been with a distinctly pleased expression, โYour gentle care for me proves it.โ
You crossed your arms, shaking your head slightly as you frowned down at him, โDonโt tease. I might be helping you right now, but I will leave.โ
He tilted his head, his expression shifting to a feigned mask of betrayed hurt, โAnd abandon me to the care of Azul and Floyd? You wouldnโt be so cruel.โ
You rolled your eyes slightly at his dramatics but reached over and grabbed another band-aid, โI might. You never know when Iโll surprise you.โ
A smile curved across his face as his gaze stayed locked on you even as you focused on one of the other scratches on his otherwise pristine skin, โIndeed, I never doโฆ.โ
You hummed slightly as he trailed off, โRight, so youโd best watch it and not get hurt like this again. I might not take care of you next time.โ
โWouldnโt that mean playing favorites since youโve kept on helping every time Floyd gets himself hurt?โ He didnโt miss a beat, and you frowned at him, causing him to chuckle, โI wonโt make any promises. I rather enjoy getting taken care of, you know.โย
You tapped him lightly on the shoulder in a faux slap, โAlright, thatโs enough out of you.โ You paused, turning to look over your shoulder as you called out to Azul and Floyd that you were done.
Jade tilted his head as you looked back his way, his smile still present as he looked up at you where you stood between his spraddled out legs from his seated position, โLeaving so soon? Floyd made dinner.โ
You snorted lightly, shaking your head at his coaxing tone even as Floyd stepped out of the kitchen, โYou staying for dinner, Shrimpy?โ
You held Jadeโs gaze as you felt a smile spread across your face, and, despite yourself, there was very little hesitation as you called back, โSure! Sounds good!โ
And once again, Jadeโs smile was all too smug, but at this point that was nothing new. Especially since you knew perfectly well that if he, or Azul, or Floyd, got hurt again, youโd be back to take care of them once again, even though all of you knew it was hardly necessary.
And that was even taking into account that you did play favorites. But you werenโt about to admit that to Jade, and, judging from the smile on his face, he already knew anyway.
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Fool Me Once (part 3)
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x reader (wc: 3.1k)
Summary: With the birth of your child looming, you and Aemond finally lay your cards on the table. A growing problem reaches a boiling point.
Warnings: more lying/manipulation (yโall know the drill by now), Aemond once again gaslighting, mentions of s*icide
A/N: itโs been such a fun time writing this. It is definitely different from most things Iโve written, so it have been a nice change. Iโve gotten so much support from it and I hope to keep making stuff you guys like. Also slight disclaimer that the way I write Alys is not really way I read her in the book. Much like Aemond in this. They both kind of suck lmao. I wanted this to be the last part but then I thought of more things soโฆ we shall see how this goes ๐๐ฝ. I wanted this chapter to be a build up to events in ep 8-10 mainly 9 and 10 of the show.
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You canโt remember the last time Aemond and you have had dinner, just the two of you. So, when he insisted you that you two do, you had a feeling it was about the talk Queen Alicent said she wanted to have with him. A private dinner with your husband would have been a dream moons ago.
Alicent did not make you privy to what they discussed. It only made you more weary. You know she is hurt and upset. But you also know she is more hurt that the son she propped up so much turned out to be just as unreliable as the man she made him with.
That is the painful part about love; the only place to go is down.
Nevertheless, his suffering is what you want; it does not matter if the ire stems from a place on genuine care for you. The uncomfortable nature in which he moves the castle makes the pain you have suffered a little bearable. It sounds deranged, but if you are to be trapped, he should be as well. You want him to wake with the same lump in his throat you do.
The letters had stopped. A constantly stream of communication abruptly ended. Lord Strong gave you a funny smile when he told you.
Ser Quinton rarely leaves your side when Aemond is around. He gave you a reluctant glance when you tell him about the dinner. While Aegon, already deep in his cups midday, tells you to keep a grip on your fervor.
The corridor was empty except for the two of you.
โI know how him and mother are,โ he point his fingers at you emphatically. โThey probably already concocted something to keep you quiet or make you look like the problem. Keep youโฆ. Idle.โ
Despite the slurring of his words, and clear bitterness towards the relationship Alicent and Aemond have, he may not be wrong. Alicent had already taken it upon herself to write to your father, suggesting he visits soon. She is proactive to a fault; her behavior simultaneously holding the Seven Kingdom together and enabling her familyโs indecencies.
Everything can be hidden under the right tactics and false goodwill. You want to say she got that trait from her father, but you know it comes from years of being a woman in the Red Keep. From being the Queen.
The dinner begins uneventful. You wrinkle your nose at the meat pie in front of you. A dish you normally like making your stomach churn. It is hard not to feel sick or uncomfortable these days. Youโre huge; feet swollen and belly protruding to a remarkable degree. The sheer thought of how big the babe will be plagues your mind most days.
It is unbearable having to engage in meaningless small talk with Aemond. Like he is insulting your intelligence by tip toeing around everything.
โAre you going to tell me why you wanted this dinner,โ you want nothing more to leave his chambers and go take a bath.
โI think we need to talk.โ
You canโt help but scoff at him. Aemond looks even more haunting in the dark lighting of room. Like the brutal knights the septas used to make you read about. He has a nasty look in his eye, like he wants a fight. You wonder if his Alys gets this look or if it just reserved for you. One special thing for his wife.
Despite all the formal swordsman training, Aemond plays dirty in personal affairs. Much like a feral cat backed into a corner. Youโve seen it to many times with Aegon. The only thing he responds to is equally cruel jabs.
โYes dear husband,โ you sigh out of boredom, rolling your neck.
His next words take you by surprise.
โDaella told me she is not excited about her egg hatching,โ he huffs out. You stop rolling your neck, and blink blankly at him. The two of your stare at each other before you bark out a laugh.
โThat is what this is about? You are pouting because a child is no longer enraptured by an egg.โ
โIt is not only about the egg, and you know it,โ a nasty tone to match the look he gives you. โYou fill her head with assumptions. You debase something that is her birthright. Something that is the birthright of her father, and her ancestors.โ
You roll your eyes. โWell, if I disparaged the great Targaryen legacy or dragons in front of her it must have been aโฆ mistake.โ
You swear you see Aemondโs eye twitch a little at the word.
โHave you ever thought maybe it is not the dragons themselves, but the person she most associates them with?โ
Daellaโs change in behavior was notable. She never wanted to go to the dragon pit with her father, the few times she does work up the nerve to go it is always with her aunt to see Dreamfyre. She is no longer enthused to learn High Valyrian despite how quickly she picks it up.
You did try to keep your child out things, but kids are perceptive. The way from a young age Alicent kids picked on her strife with their father, maybe she picked up on yours with Aemond.
Aemondโs anger radiates off him. Once the truth finally comes out, the words begin to spill from your lips.
โAnd do not pretend this is just about Daella. That is an insult to her, and a waste of my time,โ you lean forward, and lower your voice. โThis about you losing your favor around here, and this about her.โ
There is an uncomfortable hush comes over the room. The only sound is the crackling coming from the fireplace.
โShe was pregnant,โ it comes out like whisper. The spite that was laced through his voice is gone. All is left is confusion.
Your vision blurred red. Thereโs a painful twinge in your stomach, and you wince.
โWhat do mean was.โ
There was always the possibility this could happen. As naive as it sounds, it was not a thought till ironically Aegon of all people brought it up. If anyone would know about possibly fathering bastards it would be him. Then he promptly told you that the two of you could hop on Sunfyre and burn her to a crisp. The offer that you quickly refused in the moment has never sounded so tempting now.
โI-I do not know where she is,โ Aemond admits curtly. โOne day she is telling me she is with child, and the next sheโsโฆgone.โ
He looks so small; his eye has a faraway look in it. Itโs utterly pathetic. You never considered that a greater pain to him would be not only to be seen differently by his family, but also have to reason why he did it leave.
โSo what now Aemond? She left you, and you want to just erase everything you have done. Pretend you care or love me,โ you say coldly.
โNo. I do not lo-โ
He stops mid sentence, and an empty smile appears on your face. Neither of you have said it out loud but it is the plain truth.
โGo ahead and say it,โ there is a deep pressure in your stomach that wonโt go away. The pain only makes you even more upset. โLove requires respect. It requires give and take. You surely do not respect me, and all you ever do is take.โ
Another twinge hits the underside of your belly. You shift in your seat uncomfortably, eyeing the door.
โYou are not completely innocent in this,โ your eyes go wide at his remark. โDo not give me that look. I see the way Ser Quinton looks at you. And now Alys isโฆโ
He trails off. It is the first time you have heard him say her name out loud. Another surge of jealously runs through you. She is gone, and you are once again stuck with the carcass. Expected to uphold your end of the bargain while he frets over a child and mother that never should have been around to begin with.
You refuse to sit and let him turn the tables around on you. It is a struggle, but you manage to get up from the table, but only to have him rise and block your way.
โFor someone who has such clear distain for my house. You sure do not hide your fire wellโฆ just like a dragon.โ His eye flutter down to the scar on your arm, then back to your eyes. You see the blame in his.
โIf I was that rash, or temperamental, your head would have been on a spike. Along with your whoreโs,โ you narrow your eyes. โAnd I would have made Ser Quinton sully his white cloak, because he would for me. Hells, I would have had your brother while I was at it. Itโs not like he has not tried before.โ
You are not sure you even want Ser Quinton in that way, let alone Aegon. Ser Quinton devotion is not something you know if you are willing to take that level. And Aegonโs cock has been in half the maidservants in the castle and most of the whores in Flea Bottom. Him wanting you is not special, itโs just Aegon being Aegon. But the deep look of rage in Aemondโs eye makes the statement all the more worth it.
You skirt past him quickly towards the door. His heavy footsteps behind you. Ser Quinton leaning against the wall opposite of the door does not surprise you.
โAre you alright,โ he rushes over, concerned when you pause to in the hall and lean over in pain. His hand coming to rub your back.
โOh well is this not sweet,โ Aemondโs bitter tone cuts through the empty hall. โI can handle it from here Ser Quinton.โ
Blood rushes to your ears, and you can barely hear the hushed disagreement that begins between the two. Your painful groans becoming background fader to their pissing match.
A familiar snap happens in the lower part of your abdomen, and a pool of liquid flows out of you. Both cease arguing, and you and Aemond share a knowing look.
โThe babe is coming.โ
Alaric Targaryen came into the world fast, and with a haughty disposition. As if he could tell the family dynamic he was coming into. His cries were piercing and sharp, matching the tears of relief you cried when he finally came out.
You had insisted to only have your lady in waiting and some septas in room, especially after the clear tension between Aemond and Quinton. Helaena and Alicent come in and out of the room sporadically, giving you words of encouragement and knowing glances at the pain you were in. Alicent had been shocked to see her son and Ser Quinton trying to get you back to chambers.
Lord Larys followed casually behind her. He gave that funny smile of his again. The smile he gives Queen Alicent when he thinks no one is watchingโฆ or maybe he hopes someone is watching.
Sheโs gone
Even while giving birth to your son, that woman plagued your thoughts. Aemond could be right; you two have more in common than you like. Bewitched by the same woman.
It took everything in you to look up when Aemond finally came into the room. Acknowledging his presence met remembering how he is half of Alaric. How so much of you belongs to Aemond. You live in his home, dress in his colors, your children will be in the history books as Targaryenโs. He will have ownership over your boy after calling him a mistake. No matter how much you try, you will be remembered as his wife.
If that fact did not make you sick enough. Alicentโs next words did the trick.
โOh, he looks like how Aemond did when he was a babe.โ
You look down at him in your arms. While Daella was a combination of Aemond and you, her brother is every bit of his father. Small tuff of straight blonde hair, lips town turned in a scowl. You did not know a babe could look so refined especially after just being born. The only resembles to yourself you see in his in his big glassy eyes looking up at you.
Thereโs an energy that gets sucked out you when Alicent hands him to Aemond. She sees the weary look on your face.
Opposed to the elation you felt after having Daella. Dread creeps in; dread that comes from a place of sadness and protectiveness. All you have is your children. Even with the bonds and alliances you may have made, only they are extensions of you. Daella, your sweet girl, a reminder of what could of been. You have Alaric, the flesh and blood reflection of what you have been through.
โHave you two thought of a name,โ Alicent asks. Before Aemond, who is still looking down can answer, you beat him to it.
โAlaric. Ser Quinton told the sweetest story about a knight he admired as a child. I thought it would be fitting.โ
Alicentโs brows raise but she does nothing but nod. โHandsome name for a handsome boy.โ
Aemomd does not say anything about the name. He just quietly hums a melody when Alaric starts to fuss. He turns his back to you as he bounces him in his arms.
All you have is your children
All you have is your children
When you think about a sword to the throat. You donโt know which situation would be more satisfying. One to his or one to yours.
โI am sure you wereโฆ relieved to hear about your problem being gone.โ
You do not see Lord Larys again till weeks after Alaric is born. The day of a feast Alicent insisted you have to celebrate his birth. Your father and mother writing you that they can not wait to see their second grandchild.
While Daella was a fussy, energetic baby, all Aleric does is sleep and eat. He stares at you with curious eyes. Always taking in the scene around him. He lays sweetly crib next to your bed. After his birth, you were all but forced to move back into the one you shared with Aemond.
โDo you know what happened to her,โ itโs been on your mind for since Aemond uttered those words.
Larys tilts his head to the side with a wry look. โYou and I both know it is hard to place the whims of a difficult woman, especially a supposed magical one.โ
You know he is not just talking about Alys.
She is out there, possibly with Targaryen blood in her and no one knows where is. It does not make any sense. Larys can read the skepticism all over your face.
โIt is quite suspicious, witch or not. A bastard woman with no means or worth to her name, gone in an instant. And right after the truth comes out within the family. Right after the Queen and the Prince talk.โ
He gives you no help, only more questions. Makes you more suspicious of those you have to call family. In this moment you hate the way he speaks in riddles. He never states things plainly till he is ready to. As if he expects you to do something before he can reveal anymore.
โBut look on the bright side princess, your family will be back at court soon enough.โ
Alaric begins to coo, as if he trying to tell you something.
โWell, thank you for your time, Lord Larys,โ you give him a fake smile. โI should start getting ready.โ
Your lady in waiting, Jayne, comes in once Larys finally leaves.
โI quite like this one princess,โ she holds up a green and black dress. It is old dress of Alicentโs, one she gave you when you first married Aemond.
A flash of satiny purple in the back of you wardrobe catches your eye. A smile appears on your face. It may be a bit snug as you have two children since wearing it but it worth the try.
โI think I might want to try something a bit different Jayne.โ
Your father used to tell you that the strongest flowers grow even when there is little sun. In conjunction, your mother told you that flowers are meant to be admired. Prettiest ones will often be picked and disregarded when a new bloom happens. Wilting was never an option for you in their mind.
You are their lower. Planted, watered, and urged to grow. Even in the deep darkness that is Kingโs Landing. The darkness they said was critical to helping your house.
The looks you get when you walk into the Godswood, head high in your deep violet dress only spurs you on when in other times it would make you want to hide. Daella and Alaric both in darling lavender outfits. You three stand out against the various muted greens, blues, and greys amongst you. Except for the few specs of purple that you see on the side wooded area.
โMy dear girl,โ your fatherโs hug makes you want to cry. Seeing your parents put into perspective how young you feelโฆ how young you are.
Already married, mother of two, and all you want is your parents to hug you and tell you everything will be ok. When your father pulls you to the side and asks you about the letter Queen Alicent sent him, you are surprised to hear what she put in it.
โShe said you are having a hard time,โ he runs his hand over your arm. โThat it is affecting your marriage.โ
It should not surprise you she failed to mention her sonโs cheating. But the onus being placed on you only proves what you already felt. They will protect their own, so you must protect yours.
Before you can muster up an answer, an anxious looking maidservant comes over with Jayne in tow.
โMy Lady, I am sorry to interrupt. I went back to grab Alaricโs sweater. I saw something you may want to see; it was left it your chambers.โ
Your eyes go to a box Jayne is carrying.
You must hold back a scream when you open the box and see Alaricโs favorite blanket, the one always in his crib, soaked in blood.
You frantically look over to the opposite side of the garden, your mother happily holding Alaric, Daella by her side. You look over to catch Aemond and Alicent giving you a questioning looks from across the Godswood.
As your vision blurs, you notice box had a tripartite of pale blue, red, and green on it.
โJayne, please go fetch me Lord Larys and Ser Quinton.โ
All you have is your children
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You Make Me Wanna 3
Warnings:ย dark elements, noncon, age gap, best friendโs dad trope other dark elements. Proceed with caution.
Note:ย Please let me know what you think as it helps me a lot with ideas and I love interacting with you all.
Part ofย The Club AU
Headlights flash across a white garage door. The car jerks to a stop and you look at the suburban house before you. The red brick and trimmed hedges are shadowy as yellow light glows from behind the front door. Another light flicks on upstairs as Walter shuts off the engine and plucks up his phone.ย
You stay as you are, arms crossed as you stare over at him. He unbuckles his belt, letting it snap back, and he climbs out, shifting the whole car with his weight. You shake your head and roll your eyes. Youโll wait until heโs inside and fuck off.ย ย
The escape is quickly stymied as he stomps around to the passenger side and opens the door. As he grabs your arm, you struggle to release yourself from the seat belt. You shove him away as you get up and steady yourself against the car.ย
โStop,โ you whine. โJesus.โย
โShe better be here,โ he snarls and snaps his fingers at you.ย
You sigh and follow his pointing finger up the walk. He falls into step with you and his footsteps take the stairs heavily. Boom, boom, boom. His approach is thunderous in the calm suburban din.ย
He pounds on the door and jabs at the doorbell. You shake your head and hug yourself as the evening sends a chill up your spine. Faye is not going to be happy and when sheโs pissed, she reminds you a lot of her father.ย
Walter continues his assault on the front door and finally a shadow flickers from within. Clumsy steps stutter to the other side and the latch flips back. A guy you vaguely recognise opens it from inside. Your escort growls and clamps his hand around the door frame.ย ย
โWhere the fuck is my daughter?โ He sneers.ย
โHuh? Who the hell--โย
โFaye!โ Walter booms past the guy.ย
โYo, you canโt just--โย
โI can just, buddy,โ Walter grabs the guy by his scruff, โIโm a cop and you got my fucking daughter in here--โย
โHoly fuck!โย
โDad!โ Faye squeals and comes barreling down the stairs, โget off! What are you even doing here? How do you--โย
She stops as she spots you watching half-drunk from the doorway. You put your hands up and shrug, mouthing โsorryโ. She scowls and turns her ire back on her father.ย
โYou are so embarrassing! Iโm an adult. I can do what I want--โย
Walter shoves aside the man in his maw and storms towards his daughter.ย
โCan you, now? Why donโt you get a goddamn job and go find somewhere you can pay rent because as long as you live under my roof, youโre not an adult. You donโt get to go home with strangers.โย
Your brows raise and you back up. This would be a great time to leave. You donโt think Faye is gonna talk to you for a while after this and Walter, well, you donโt really care. ย
You turn and drag your feet across the porch. What a disaster. Hey, it might save you from a future of these nights. Youโre about done with the whole drinking and clubbing nonsense. Dancing isnโt too bad but thereโs many guys buzzing around and Faye doesnโt bother swatting them away. ย
You stop at the curb and look around. You donโt know this neighbourhood. Once you find a street name, youโre sure youโll be able to track down a train terminal or something and get home. Great, more money spent.ย
Is this what life is going to be for you? Depressing, dim, defeating. Faye, well, sheโs a pretty girl, from a decent upbringing, these are her wild oats. Sheโll sow them and be off to bigger better things once her name is on that degree. But you, you stick around in shady bars and youโll be just another washed out loser.ย
You get a few blocks away before you can get your data to kick in. You'll use your measly megabits in moments. Right, okay. Buses arenโt running at 2am and the train station is twenty minutes away. Fun, walking in the dark, alone.ย
You donโt have much of a choice. You keep on. The glare of headlights comes up behind you, illuminating your silhouette against the hedges and pavement. You donโt look. Not until the car slows beside you.ย
โGet in,โ Walter orders brusquely.ย
You scoff and cross your arms. ย
โItโs not safe out here.โย
โLike you care.โย
โIโm a detective, itโs my job.โย
โWell, Iโm out of your jurisdiction, detective, donโt gotta worry about me,โ you roll your eyes.ย
โWould you just--โย
You stop and face him as he hits the brakes and stops completely.ย
โWhereโs Faye?โ You sniff.ย
โSo now you care?โย
โWow, well, you can stop pretending to be Mr. Detective Good Guy,โ you grit, โreally, I didnโt tell her to get with that dude. If you listened, youโd know thatโs the last thing I wanted. I donโt wanna be ditched for some stranger.โ You shake your head and flick your hand dismissively, โnot that you even care. So please, Iโm gonna catch a train and go home. Donโt worry, you wonโt see me any time soon. Sir.โย
You attach the last word as punctuation before you spin on your heel. You sneer into the darkness as you stroll away. You really canโt believe him. Itโs like heโs so caught up in playing the hero detective in his working hours, that off the clock he can only be an asshole.ย
Well, he isnโt your dad. He doesnโt make the rules for you. He is not your law.ย
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Thinking about an AU where the manual did cause Binghe to qi-deviate and ruin his cultivation potential exactly one year after he's taken in as disciple. Seeing that anyone would have suffered the same fate, it wasn't some kind of karmic punishment directed at Shen Qingqiu for being an unpleasant, hateful little thing (the self-hatred and projection is Real in this one) settles something in him, like a broken peace of him is suddenly jolted back into its proper place. It makes him lose interest in torturing Binghe any further.
That does leave him with a disciple that's not suited to his peak in any way shape or form, so clearly the next step is to have one of the other peaks take him off his hands. He subtly puts out word while Binghe is on Qian Cao recovering, so that anyone who might want the brat can take him after the next peak lord meeting, but there really is only one choice.
Out of the peaks with a physical cultivation style, Bai Zhan is out of the question on account of Binghe's ruined potential, Ku Xing doesn't take children this young and, in his opinion, Binghe is just too stupid and trusting to make it on Qiong Ding or An Ding, so clearly that only leaves Zui Xian. If the little beast is fortunate, eating all the spiritual food might even help him recover a little.
Perfect plan!
All he needs is to make up a good enough excuse as to why he allowed the little beast to cultivate from a faulty manual or let him be bullied. And he knows already how he's going to do it: he will let Qi Qingqi make the excuse for him.
"Qi-shimei," he says, the very picture of nonchalance, as if Liu Qingge didn't have a sword at his neck. "I know you assume that any disciple of yours returning to secular life will do so at the side of a powerful husband, but if that was not the case: how would you test if someone of lowly birth and no connections could survive the court environment?" Qi Qingqi thinks about it for just a moment before her mouth twists into an unhappy pout, eyes lighting up with understanding. "Let him go, Liu-shidi. It was not an attempt at murder, merely Shen-shixiong being a crafty old dog who made a test too harsh for Luo-shizhi." "But-" "Scholars, like my girls, are intrinsically linked to the mortal courts, as much sages and exemplars in the four arts as advisors in politics. If one has no allies, then connections must be made. Bullies that can't be fought head on must be outwitted or circumvented." She gives the fake manual a disgusted glance. "Ill intent and sabotage must be recognized, regardless of its source. Without these qualities, someone without proper backing will be dead the week they set foot in court." "Quite. Disciple Luo has failed each and every one of those criteria: he bent obediently to the whims of his bullies, made no friends or sought no help from anyone on or off peak, and kept cultivating from the faulty manual with a bullheaded stubbornness that surprised even me. I fully expected him to realize at least as much, but he proved too simple even for that." He resists the urge to smile when Liu Qingge reluctantly withdraws his sword. It's a sweet, if easy victory.
So Luo Binghe goes to the food and wine peak, where he can make friends, his heart (and to a degree his cultivation) can be mended and his trust in his higher ups isn't scorned or abused, but he never forgets that Shen Qingqiu sent him away because he found him too stupid for his peak. Shen Qingqiu picked him, only him, from dozens of potential disciples and was disappointed. He keeps striving, even years later, to somehow get Shen Qingqiu's approval, taking every opportunity to loiter on Qing Jing with food offerings and all sorts of excuses. He's almost as bad as the sect leader! They do, indeed, bond with Yue Qingyuan over being the frequent targets of Shen Qingqiu's ire.
Then one day when Binghe is around 17 a qi deviation splits Shen Qingqiu into two: the scarred, sharp-tongued and vicious Shen Jiu and the sickly, soft hearted and kind Shen Yuan, and Luo Binghe suddenly feels vindicated in his dogged insistence because the soft Shen Qingqiu likes him! It's literally the best thing in the world!! And maybe sect leader Yue helps him a few times to steal Shen Yuan away on some absolutely-not-a-date picnics, so it's really only fair that he helps him reconcile with the sharper Shen Jiu (Binghe can't see the appeal, personally, but as long as Yue-shibo doesn't want to take his Shen Qingqiu too then he's fine with those two doing whatever).
Everything seems to be going perfectly (QiJiu have reconciled, BingQiu are almost inseparable), but then Binghe leaves the mountain to gather ingredients for the very special meal he wants to propose with, trips and stumbles straight into the Abyss and the rest is SVSSS-typical miscommunication and demon shenanigans.
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Moth to a flame.
Summary:
Aemond has always had a thing for his older brotherโs best friend.
Warning(s): Language, Kissing, Loss of Virginity, Smut โ Fingering, Oral sex (M & F Receiving), P in V, Safe Sex, Multiple Orgasms.
MODERN AEMOND x Y.N
INSPIRED BY THE SONG - SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA FT THE WEEKEND - MOTH TO A FLAME.
Word Count: 2915
Taglist - @zeciex
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the House of The Dragon or Fire & Blood characters nor do I claim to own them. I do not own any of the images used.
Comments, likes, and reblogs are very much appreciated.
Aemond groaned in frustration as his brothers groans of pleasure grew louder, the rhythmic sound of the headboard banging against the wall.
โSelfish prick-โ muttered Aemond the jealousy bubbling in the pit of his stomach.
Aemond had always had a thing for his brotherโs best friend, ever since theyโd been introduced, she lived in the apartment across from them and Aegon being the more confident of the brothers had spoken to her first, with the pair of them becoming firm friends.
She was currently studying a degree in English and History at the local university in the hopes of becoming a teacher someday, all whilst working at a grocery store.
Aside from the fact that she was intelligent, kind, generous, and funny, Aemond also liked the fact that she was immune to Aegonโs garish attempts at seduction, politely declining his repeated advances until he finally gave up his pursuit.
But they struck up a firm friendship nonetheless and from then on Y.N had become a regular fixture in both of their lives. That was two years ago and every day since then had felt like torture.
In a way he was slightly envious of Aegon when it came to matters of the opposite sex, his older brother never had any issues charming the pants off literally every woman that took his fancy whereas he was still a virgin at the age of twenty one.
Gods it was so embarrassing, of course he wanted to have sex, but he just couldnโt get past his own shyness and insecurity over the scar on his face and his missing eye, that he never reciprocated any womanโs advances, not that there were many anyway.
He was convinced they were doing it out of pity or simply an attempt to mock him, and he didnโt want to feel vulnerable in that way, so he simply stayed away and guarded his heart and his feelings.
He liked to imagine all the ways he would please Y.N, with his fingers, his tongue, and his cock, he wanted her in every way possible, but he was too damn shy to even try so he resigned himself to fucking his fist whenever the urge got too much.
And now heโd missed his chance, Y.N was next door fucking his brother and it made him angry, gods Aegon was such a prick, he knew of his feelings for Y.N and still heโd pursued her and fucked her. How many times had they done it? How long had it been going on for? And by the gods Aemond would kill Aegon if he discarded Y.N like she was nothing.
Aegon wasnโt the best when it came to dealing with the aftermath of his pursuits, he enjoyed the chase, did what he had to in order to get what he wanted and then threw them away as if they were nothing.
Aemond had lost count of the amount of women who would come banging on their door, looking for Aegon after he had ghosted them, it was actually exhausting.
โFor fuck sakeโ muttered Aemond as he rubbed his eye and stared at the alarm clock on his nightstand.
After figuring out that trying to sleep was a pointless endeavour Aemond got out of bed, not like he could sleep with that racket going on next door anyway.
Slipping on a pair of sweatpants over his boxers, Aemond left his room and walked into the kitchen, perhaps a drink and a smoke would dampen his ire, or maybe heโd finally check out that series on Netflix that Aegon kept insisting he watch.
After running a hand through his dark hair, Aemond opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water, twisting the cap and taking a large gulp as he turned around.
โJESUS FUCKING CHRISTโ shouted Aemond as he spotted Y.N sitting at the table, her face illuminated only by her laptop screen.
โSorry -I didnโt mean to scare you,โ said Y.N softly.
โW-What are you doing here?โ gasped Aemond.
โMy WIFI is out so Aeg said I could use yours-I have an assignment due at the end of the week,โ said Y.N motioning to her laptop and the mountain of books beside it.
โNo-I meant what are you doing out here, I thought you was in Aegonโs roomโ.
โWhy would I be in Aegโs room?โ asked Y.N
โWell, I-I heard him with someone and-โ
โ-So you just naturally assumed that it was me?โ muttered Y.N frowning.
โN-No-itโs just he said earlier that heโd asked you to come overโ replied Aemond.
โHe did ask me, but I had a shift at the shop, and then he said something about Cassandraโ.
Aemond could feel his cock stirring in his trousers at the sight of Y.N sitting at the table in her short p.js, with one leg raised.
The material of her shorts rid higher on her thigh, exposing her creamy flesh.
โOh, so thatโs whoโs in his roomโ muttered Aemond the feeling of relief washing over him.
โI guess so, heโs been trying to get in her knickers for a while, so his questionable attempts at flirting have finally paid off,โ said Y.N shrugging.
โI guessโ mumbled Aemond.
โYou honestly thought that I was with him?โ asked Y.N her eyes lingering on Aemondโs bare chest, her teeth catching on her lower lip at the sparse chest hair and the silver cross chain he wore.
โYeah-sorry about thatโ whispered Aemond.
โI had hoped that you would think better of meโ replied Y.N.
โI donโt think about you at allโ lied Aemond his tone a little sharper than he intended.
โOh really?โ asked Y.N as she slowly rose from the chair.
โN-Noโ gasped Aemond, his face suddenly feeling very hot.
โI see the way you look at me-โ muttered Y.N
โI-I donโt-โ stuttered Aemond, his eye focused on the thin strap of Y.Nโs top that had slipped down her shoulder.
โI like the way you look at me-โ whispered Y.N
โY.N-โ exclaimed Aemond as she reached forward and gently cupped the scared side of his face.
โSo beautifulโ whispered Y.N.
โN-No Iโm notโ muttered Aemond lowering his head.
โYes, you are-โ said Y.N as she leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to his scared cheek.
Aemondโs heart was pounding in his chest, he could smell the sweet scent of Y.Nโs perfume and feel the heat from the proximity of her body.
Y.N seemed to be waiting for him to make the next move, she smiled softly as she reached down to take his hand, squeezing it gently.
Aemond stood mute, his mind screaming at him to lean forward and kiss her, the girl of his dreams was standing in front of him in her short p.js looking at him expectantly.
He wasnโt aware of how much time had passed but the heat of Y.Nโs body suddenly moved away from him, taking his silence as a rejection of her advance.
โIโm sorry-โ muttered Y.N her cheeks tinged pink.
Aemond could only stand there as he watched Y.N rapidly collecting her things, she was clearly embarrassed.
โTell Aeg thanks for letting me use the WIFI-โ said Y.N as she rushed towards the door, her breath hitching in her throat as she struggled with the door handle before pulling it open and running across the hall to her own flat.
Aemond blinked and slowly he came back to himself.
Y.N had propositioned him, and heโd just stood there like a complete twat and now sheโd fled the apartment and would likely never return for fear of running into him.
No, that just wouldnโt do. Y.N was different from other girls; she didnโt look repulsed at the sight of his scar or pretend it didnโt exist.
She had called him beautiful, and heโd just stood there, and not said a word.
He could have been kissing her right now, and yet he was still standing there.
With a huff of annoyance, Aemond stalked forward and wrenched open the door, he didnโt care that he was only wearing a pair of sweatpants, he just wanted to make things right with Y.N.
He took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
She didnโt answer, so he knocked again and again.
โPlease Y.N-Open the doorโ begged Aemond as he pressed his forehead against the wood.
He internally cursed his own stupidity and was about to give up when he suddenly lurched forward as the door flew open.
โAemond-โ muttered Y.N.
โ-Y.Nโ replied Aemond as he gently cupped her face with both hands and pressed his lips against hers.
He pulled away for a moment so he could quickly kick the door closed and then his mouth descended upon Y.Nโs again.
Aemond couldnโt help the small groan that escaped his lips as Y.Nโs pierced tongue slid against his.
Y.N slowly slid her hands up the back of Aemondโs neck and into his hair and pulled it slightly, delighting in the little moan he made.
Aemond slowly moved his hands down Y.Nโs body before roughly grasping her ass and hauling her up against the door.
Not having any clue at all where this bravado came from, but he was more than content to roll with it.
Y.N whimpered, gripping at Aemondโs shoulders as he slots himself between her legs, his tongue still invading her mouth.
Aemond presses himself against the apex of Y.Nโs thighs, and he growls like an animal when she reaches down and palms his hard cock over his sweatpants.
โFuck-โ groans Aemond as he begins grinding his clothed cock against her.
โSomeoneโs eagerโ whispered Y.N as she flicked her tongue against the corner of Aemondโs mouth.
โOh-baby girl you have no ideaโ rasped Aemond.
โBedroomโ muttered Y.N.
Aemond nodded eagerly as he lowered Y.N to the floor and took her hand, his heart pounding in his chest.
Of course, heโd been in Y.Nโs flat plenty of times for movie nights and game nights, but this night was totally different.ย It was the night that he would lose his virginity.
As they entered her bedroom, Y.N gently cupped his face and pressed her forehead against his.
โAre you sure?โ
โMore than anything-I want youโ replied Aemond.
โIf things get too much for you-We can stopโ whispered Y.N.
โI knowโ
Y.N smiled as she stepped back from Aemond and reached down to pull off her strappy top.
Aemond stared open mouthed as he gazed at Y.Nโs bare breasts, he reached out with a shaking hand and gently ran his fingers over her nipple that had hardened in the cool air of the room.
โYou are so beautifulโ exclaimed Aemond, of course heโd seen breasts before, but none as exquisite as Y.Nโs.
โAs are you my dragonโ.
Aemond blushed as he watched Y.N hook her fingers into the waistband of her p.j shorts and pull them down.
His mouth watered as he gazed at her naked body, she was indescribably beautiful. Her pale flesh, her rosy nipples, the rose tattoo on her hip and the neatly trimmed thatch of hair at the apex of her thighs.
โY-You are perfectโ muttered Aemond as he leaned forward and pressed a series of gentle kisses to Y.Nโs neck.
โAemondโ whimpered Y.N.
Suddenly coming to the realisation that he needed to be naked too, Aemond reached down and began to push down his sweatpants and boxers but Y.N stopped him.
โAllow meโ muttered Y.N as she sank to her knees and pulled his sweatpants down.
Y.Nโs eyes widened slightly as his hard cock sprang free and slapped up against his abdomen, sure sheโd felt it over his sweatpants but to actually see it, was another matter entirely. Aemond had truly been blessed, he was very well endowed.
โC-Can I take you in my mouth?โ asked Y.N.
โYesโ whispered Aemond, his chest heaving.
Gods it was like heaven, the moment Y.Nโs warm, wet mouth enveloped his cock, Aemond knew he was done for.
The metal of her piecing rubbed against his shaft as she moved her mouth up and down his length.
โF-Fuckโ groaned Aemond as his cock throbbed, his seed spilling inside her mouth.
Y.N hummed around his cock before she looked him in the eye and swallowed every last drop.
โShit-shit, I-Iโm sorryโ exclaimed Aemond his cheeks tinged pink.
โItโs ok-reallyโ replied Y.N wiping the corners of her mouth.
โI wanted it to last longerโ whispered Aemond as he helped Y.N to stand up.
โDonโt worry. There are other things we can do whilst we wait for you to be ready againโ replied Y.N as she took Aemondโs hand and led him to bed.
โI-I want to k-kiss you down thereโ said Aemond shyly.
โOkโ said Y.N softly as she laid back on the bed and opened her legs.
Aemond groaned as he gazed at her glistening folds, gods she was beautiful there too.
โLet me guide you-โ muttered Y.N.
Aemond nodded eagerly as he climbed onto the bed and laid down between her open legs.
โYou can use your tongue, your fingers or both at the same time-let me show youโ.
Aemond observed intently as he watched Y.Nโs fingers encircled what she called her โpearlโ soon his insides were squirming, and his fingers were itching for him to take over and bury his face into her cunny and bring her to peak.
โP-please let me, I-I want toโ begged Aemond as he pressed forward.
โOh-โ moaned Y.N as she felt Aemondโs tongue gently run along her slit.
โHm, are you always this wetโ rasped Aemond.
โOnly for youโ moaned Y.N as Aemondโs mouth slowly descended on her cunny.
Ravenously, he pressed into Y.Nโs core with his tongue, in and out.
Y.N clutched the bedspread above her head, her fingers digging into the fabric, gods he was a fast learner.
Aemond withdrew from her soaking wet core and lashed hard at her clitoris with his tongue, pulling on it with his lips. He was hard, fast and brutal, alternating between her assaulted bundle of nerves and drinking deep from her cunt.
Y.N ground down on Aemond, hard; his tongue speared deeper inside her, and she felt the warm curl of her peak approach.
โAre you going to come for me?โ asked Aemond, his fingers reaching forward to caress her pearl.
โAEMONDโ screamed Y/N arching off the bed as she peaked.
โHmโ muttered Aemond as he pressed a series of kisses to Y/Nโs inner thighs.
โP-Please A-Aemond. Need youโ begged Y/N.
Aemond rose from the bed, his chin shining with her slick, he smirked as he swiped his fingers over his chin and then put them in his mouth, savouring the delicious taste of Y/N.
โW-Was that alright?โ asked Aemond nervously.
โYou were amazingโ.
Aemond blushed furiously as Y.N directed him to lay on her bed.
โIโm on the pill, but I have condomsโ asked Y.N gesturing to the draw of her nightstand.
โNo-I want to feel youโ replied Aemond.
Y.N smiled as she moved over Aemondโs body, her slick folds rubbing against his cock.
Gods he was so hard, it was bordering on painful.
Y.N reached down and Aemond groaned as he felt her warm hand wrap around his cock and guide it to her wet entrance.
โA-Are you sure?โ asked Y.N.
โYes-Please Y.N I want youโ exclaimed Aemond.
Y.N took a deep breath as the tip of his cock pressed inside her.
"Gods. You feel so good" rasped Aemond.
"Fuck, Aemond" moaned Y.N as she slowly sunk down on his cock.
โPleaseโ begged Aemond his fingers digging into her hips.
โIโm going to move nowโ whispered Y.N as she rolled her hips against his.
โYesโ moaned Aemond as he began to thrust slowly, trying to prolong the feel of Y.N squeezing his cock.
โAemond-โ whimpered Y.N as he began teasing her pearl with his fingers, his cock throbbing inside her.
Her hands ran along his arms, over his shoulders and down his chest, digging her nails into his pale skin.
โGods,ย Y.N" grunted Aemond, speeding up slightly.
If this was heaven, then Y.N was at the centre of it, and he never wanted to leave.
Aemond looked at where they were joined, and he groaned at the sight of his cock shiny with her slick, this was everything heโd hoped it would be and he was glad that he got to share this with her.
โAemond! Iโm going to come. Oh, fuck!โ screamed Y.N.
Y.N looked amazing as she came. Her head thrown back in pleasure, her eyes alive with lust, and her skin shining with sweat.
Y.N clamped down around Aemondโs cock so hard he could hardly move. That, combined with how glorious Y.N looked, pushed Aemond over the edge, the heat shooting across his abdomen.
โGod. Y.Nโ groaned Aemond as he exploded. His cock throbbing and twitching as he spilled his seed inside her wet heat.
Y.N collapsed on top of Aemond for a moment, her chest heaving.
Aemond gently moved his hands up and down her back, savouring the feeling of his softened cock still nestled snugly inside her.
After a few minutes, Y.N slowly moved off Aemond and flopped onto the mattress next to him.
Basking in the after glow of his orgasm, Aemond moved onto his side and pressed his face into Y.Nโs neck.
โDoes this mean that your my girlfriend now?โ
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Velvet Ring
Chapter One: Unforgiving Sun
Pairing: Riff x Latina!Reader (West Side Story 2021)
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โผใ า ใโผใ า ใโผ
June 3, 1957
I groan dramatically as I try to cool myself down with Anita's red folding fan, the flimsy lace hardly does anything to relieve me of the humid air. I squirm in my bed, the fuzzy fabric of my knitted blanket feels unbearable against my skin in this heat. Just as I toss the fan onto the floor, Anita twirls into my bedroom with a flourish. She has a bright smile on her face, the puffed skirt of her lavender dress swishes as she walks.
She begins rummaging through my drawers aimlessly, "Nena, voy a recoger- is that my fan?" She points down to the floor, her brow quirked at me. I confess that I almost always take Anitaโs things without asking her and she gets annoyed with me for it, but she canโt stay mad at me for long. Weโre a lot like blood sisters in that way.
I smile sheepishly and quickly sit up, watching as Anita snatches the fan off the floor, "Can you blame me for taking it? It's the hottest day of summer!" I exclaim, adjusting the straps of my white slip.
Anita rolls her eyes at me and slams the dresser drawer shut, "It's not even 100 degrees out. Get up and get dressed. I'm going out to buy some fabric." Now it's my turn to quirk my brow at her.
"What are you buying more fabric for?" I ask. Anita tilts her head and sighs, as if I should know the reason why.
"You do remember there's going to be a dance in a few weeks, yes?"
I toss myself face down onto the bed again and groan, burying my face in my pillow, "ยกNo quiero ir! Nardo will make me go with one of his friends and I hate dancing in front of people and it will be so crowded-" Anita forces me to sit up.
"You're young! You should be enjoying your life, not spending it locked away in your room. The only time you ever get out of this apartment is to work. You're going to the dance y eso es definitivo. You'll wear a beautiful dress โ thanks to me, of courseโ and I'll make sure Bernardo picks a friend that is a good dancer to be your date." Anita grins and I know her word is final.
I roll my eyes and get up from my bed, "Estรก bien. I'll come with you to buy the fabric, just let me get dressed." I walk over to my dresser and grab a blouse and a skirt.
Anita squeals excitedly and runs into the kitchen to grab her coin purse, "Apรบrate, I want to go before the morning rush!"
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I always loved going to the market with Anita, even on sweltering days like this. The bustling crowds and constant chatter made me feel at home. When we lived in Puerto Rico, my mother used to take Bernardo and I with her when she went shopping. Bernardo always hated it, the old ladies that worked the stalls would pinch his cheeks and comment on how handsome he was getting. My mother and I laughed at how embarrassed he would get. So now, I appreciate when Anita lets me tag along with her to the market.
Anita tsks softly as she looks through the different rolls of fabric, "I think I will make my dress black..." She mutters to herself.
I turn my head and gasp as I notice a sleek red fabric. Anita huffs a laugh, "Mamita, you know your brother would never let me make you a dress from that fabric."
I pout, "Why does he treat me like I'm still a baby? I'm 18, a grown up! I should be able wear whatever color dress I want." I huff, crossing my arms over my chest.
Anita laughs, "Lo siento, Y/N, pero I'm making you a white dress... and if you want people to stop treating you like a baby, then stop pouting like one."
I scoff at her words. Deep down I know sheโs right, but white is just so bland and boring. Who would notice the girl in the simple white dress? Nobody. It's like Bernardo wants me to be single all my life. That is if he doesnโt marry me off to one of his friends.
I sigh as Anita begins looking through the different spools of white fabric.
"I think you will look beautiful in this." She says with a smile, holding up a sheet of lacy white fabric.
I can't help the way my gaze softens as I imagine the delicate lace turned into a dress, "Maybe a white dress won't be so bad."
Anita pats my shoulder, grabbing a spool of black fabric for her dress and the lacy white fabric she picked for mine, "I'll go pay for these, you wait here." I nod, watching as Anita heads up to the vendor.
I hum softly to myself as I continue browsing the fabrics for fun as I wait for Anita to come back. Crash!
My head snaps up at the loud noise. I immediately see a group of white boys running away from knocked over crates of fruit a few stalls over. They laughed and whooped triumphantly as they made their escape, their pale sweaty skin glistening beneath the harsh sunlight. The Jets. I roll my eyes and am about to continue looking through the fabric when one boy catches my eye. I pinch my brows curiously as he picks up a mango from one of the knocked over crates and rubs it on his shirt, halfheartedly cleaning it before biting into it. The mangoโs juice drips down his chin and onto his neck, I feel my cheeks heat up. I note that heโs a bit scrawny, heโs got slightly toned tattooed arms and a broad chest, but heโs still skinny enough where I wonder if this mango is the first โmealโ heโs had in a while. I slowly raise my gaze to his face again and realize heโs staring right at me. Iโm frozen in place by his blue eyes. His lips quirk into a hint of a smirk before he hurries away to catch up with the other boys, tossing the bitten mango over his shoulder.
โY/N!โ Anitaโs voice calls behind me, startling me just a bit. I turn and watch her walk over to me, a grin on her face and a brown paper bag in her hand. She shakes the bag slightly, making the fabrics inside rustle, โI got them. Letโs go home.โ I nod and traipse behind Anita back to our apartment.
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Once Anita and I get home, weโre greeted by Bernardo and two other Sharks at the dining room table. I notice they all look a bit serious, Nardo was tending to the wounds on his fists, but as soon as he notices us, he smiles.
โHey, where were you two?โ Bernardo asks kindly, though his brows were still slightly furrowed in concern. Nardo always did that. Whenever heโs feeling worried or scared about something, he slaps on a fake smile and acts like nothing is bothering him. Usually his concern is revolving around the Jets, but he never brought that business home. Sometimes, I can hear him and Anita talking about it through the walls, but heโs never spoken directly to me about the whole gang rivalry with the Jets.
Anita smiles and walks over to him, โWe were just picking up some things for our dresses.โ She leans down and kisses his cheek, leaving a red lipstick stain. โยฟY ustedes? What were you doing?โ Bernardo smiles broadly and guides Anita into his lap, โAfter we finished up at the gym, we talked aboutโฆโ He looks up at me, his face hardening momentarily, โThings.โ He gives her a tight lipped smile, Anita nods curtly in understanding.
I narrow my eyes at him suspiciously and take a seat across from him, โWhat kind of things, Bernardo?โ He just chuckles at me, โDonโt worry about that, pollita.โ I roll my eyes at the nickname. It was my familyโs name for me as a child because my legs were skinny like a baby chickโs. Bernardo always called me pollita in front of his friends to embarrass me. I assume heโs using it now to shut me up, but it takes a lot more than a little name to get me to stop talking.
I sigh, โNardo, no soy una bebรฉ. I should know about the Jets y-โ He shakes his head vehemently.
โNo, pollita. Es demasiado peligroso, I donโt want you getting mixed up in all this. Tienes que entender que el mundo de las pandillas no es para chiquillas como tรบ.โ
I slump in my seat in defeat. I knew my brother was serious and although I still felt like arguing with him, I knew that wouldnโt help me in convincing him that I am a mature adult. I decide to drop the topic of the Jets for now, but I was going to learn more about them one way or another.
I check the time and realize I have to start heading to work.
โYa tengo que irme.โ I mutter, standing from my seat. For the past three months, I've been working at a flower shop, La Orquรญdea. My boss, Seรฑora Rivera, is a little old woman with curly gray hair and a shorter stature. She always wears bright red lipstick and the frilly pink apron from our uniform over a frumpy dressโ sheโs also always napping on the job. I donโt mind working at the florerรญa too much. However, I previously wanted to get a job at Docโs because Valentina is a kind woman and I feel comfortable with her, but Nardo protested the idea. He claimed that too many Jets hung around Docโs and that I should work somewhere that was deeper into Sharks territory. Obviously, I tried to reason with him, but when Nardo puts his foot down, he doesnโt budge.
Anita stands from Bernardoโs lap and hugs me, โQue tienes un buen dรญa, nena.โ
I smile at her then lean down to hug Nardo as well. He pats my back, โTen cuidado.โ He says softly, his expression serious as he points up at me.
I laugh, grabbing my purse and packed lunch from the kitchen counter, โIโm always careful.โ
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What if only the afterlives that take place in a different space exist within the Ghost Zone? But that all the death gods & reincarnation gods are equally important there?
Perhaps imagine it as being a reflection of the polytheism of the living DC realm? All the death gods
Somehow, I doubt that Pariah Dark was truly the literal king of the Infinite Realms. The very name implies that they are infinite. If he had, why would he be referred to simply as king & not emperor or god-emperor? He was certainly a big enough jackass.
It's possible that he was simply a conqueror &, thus, the right of rulership of the lands of the dead that'd conquered would obviously have changed due to this. However, the likelihood that he managed to conquer literally the entirety of a place that is infinite is nil. Because it is an impossibility in the grand scheme of things.
As such, it's more likely that Danny would've only become ruler over those select areas & not the literal entirety of the afterlife. If anything, I see if being more so that he'll have to cooperate with the vast number of death deities within the IR that constitutes Earth.
I admit, I do have a bias in terms of religion & am obviously going to prefer my own over all others & will believe that it is the right one no matter what & this likely shows in my own theories & worldbuilding.
At the same time, I try to be respectful of the cultures of others. Though, perhaps I can sometimes come across as a bit tone deaf.
And I can definitely understand not liking the white-washing of cultures. I hate it when Hades & Loki are portrayed as evil in a ridiculous attempt to draw parallels to Christianity. Because they aren't Christianity & that isn't how they are in their actual stories. Same with Zeus being portrayed as good, because... woof... He uh... he was messed up. Like, holy cow messed up...
I mean, I can understand a degree of creative liberty. Like, I could understand if the myths were portrayed as being his dark past that he's trying to move on from, but the fact that they aren't even addressed sometimes is... I don't like it.
Nods nods. And hey, no worries. You don't feel particularly tone deaf here. The fact that you're giving this some thought at all is enough for me! And hey. I get the having bias towards your own religion. I'm the same way too obviously. :p
But yeah. I'm alright with this way of going about the Infinite Realms and Ghost Zone in relation to other afterlives. It probably wouldn't be how I would personally want to go about this, but I wouldn't mind seeing works using this particular reading of the Infinite Realms.
And I ABSOLUTELY feel you about the Christianization and flattening of mythological figures. Always a very >:T time for me when I see people portraying Hades as evil. Because like... He's not. Also I can't help but to love Loki. He's such a freaking doofus and I love the he. But yeah... I also get frustrated by the flattening of DC characters within this fandom too... Obviously it's not the same, but the ideas are related so thinking about that just reminded me of that... Just... Siiiiiiigh...
#anonymous#anon ask#answered#religion#religious discussion#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#danny phantom#dc x dp crossover#dp x dc#dcxdp
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i think that anon said the incest thing so you would respond "seriously". that being said, i feel like some people drop in your ask and don't realize as they type something out, that they're asking you for permission. They basically said "is it ok" and idk i guess they want you to hold their hand and explicitly say "yes everything is ok" ngl i've had one or two times when I want to jump in an askbox and say something similar about a take/theory but i usually realize as i type something out that i don't need permission for that
anyway, thanks for your batman takes and sex advice, it's really helpful :)
hi I'm just responding to idea you've presented here, none of what I'm saying is ire AT YOU
I do feel that people perhaps like... underestimate the degree to which I am serious about "do whatever you want forever," because I actually am pretty invested in that as it pertains to sex and pleasure and bodily autonomy. telling people that they can do whatever absolutely harmless thing they like when they jack off is a serious answer.
you're absolutely correct that most people are deeply permission-seeking, especially in matters of sex. I've been at this for nine years, and a vast percentage of the questions I get can be boiled down to people needing very badly to be told that there's nothing sick or wrong about them for being the way they are. and I'm very happy to tell people that all day, every day! it's very human to need that reassurance and giving it is such an easy thing to do! but I will admit to being a little peeved by someone rocking up to my inbox seeking validation only to immediately follow it with "no, don't tell me it's fine the way you tell everyone else it's fine. tell me it's fine DIFFERENTLY because I don't like the way you tell other people." like. come on.
also good on you for being cognizant of when it's not necessary to seek out someone else's approval! that's growth!
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