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shattered-pieces ยท 2 months ago
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Perhaps my psyche is too fragile to immerse in this kind of stuff...
But because I'm sensitive and empathetic i care about it.
But because not much of it kind of starts making me fall apart.... i can't really do much. It feels like a lot but is barely anything
I want to do more than research and post things on tumrblr and facebook...
But perhaps i should put my own oxygen mask on before i try to help anyone else....
By then it'll probably be too late to help in any meaningful way.
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roseofcards90 ยท 10 months ago
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Every time I go on Instagram I see my older friends who are already out of college and living their best lives with their own places and then Iโ€™m reminded of how much Iโ€™m fucking trapped here
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loverboybrightsideghost ยท 2 months ago
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eyes leaking out of my skull
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fridayyy-13th ยท 3 months ago
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i am feeling So Many Things at the moment but mostly i just feel like a disaster
#friday chats#tw vent#it's like.#new school - far from family - already behind - new crush - really tired - fucking focus would you?! - new show - undone chores#on and on and on#a big ball of highs and lows that - instead of mellowing out into a net positive or negative -#- just make me feel like i'm being pulled in two opposite directions#why can't i just have the good and not the bad#i really wanted to take a gap year to decompress from All Of High School but my parents refused#kind of wish i took it regardless. just ''whoops - missed the application deadline! i'll get it in next year'' and faced their ire#but then i wouldn't have met my new friend at freshman camp#we both were individually interested in the queer orgs on campus and could have still met that way#but idk. it wouldn't have been the same#mostly i'm just worried i'm not cut out for living on my own. being an adult with a job. doing college at all.#not because people who have to rely on others/don't have a job/drop out are supposedly failures#but bc i don't have anybody i could safely fall back on AND live a life that is entirely my own if i don't make it#all i've got is my family. who will judge me for failing and force me to stay in the closet.#and frankly i don't want to live like that#so i have to keep going#but also part of me's like. ''you're ready to throw in the towel only a week in?? for fuck's sake friday come on''#it was just so much. i don't know. i just want to rest. i've been stressed for so long#i want a life where my needs are met and i feel safe and loved. that's all#but NOO i have to get a DEGREE to get a JOB so i can even begin to THINK of something like that#my family always jokes about how one day when i'm successful as an author i'll be super rich and have a private jet or whatever#and yeah that just speaks to how poorly they know me but more importantly IF i make it that big i just want to settle somewhere nice#somewhere cozy. maybe start a garden. get a cat. hold a loved one close at night. that's it really#and it sure would be nice if i could have that without having to bend over backwards getting a degree and a 9-to-5 or w/e#but i can't. so throwing myself at the wall that is my shit executive function it is.
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ithinkimnormal ยท 2 months ago
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Sorry but It's actually so annoying how much people downplay the crucial role piltover's corrupt council games played in derailing jayce/viktor's work and pretty much putting shackles around their lives. The council is directly responsible for and directly FUNDING so much of the misery that happens in this show, before the story has even started. Before Powder ever finds the gemstone. They single-handedly doom half of the region to death.
Just during the show: Jayce wanted to create magic to aid and uplift the common people, the council wanted trade route instant teleportators to make themselves richer.
Jayce & Viktor wanted to work on technology to help miners and steelworkers and artisans who are trying to survive in the industrial hellscape of piltover and zaun; the council wants it shelved for another 20 years. (yes, heimer is part of the corrupt council - no matter how much his image is laundered by the fandom.)
They are inept and self-serving leaders, elected by themselves and their blood inheritances, utterly obsessed with ultimate profit. You can really see how parasitic their relationship is to the people at the beggining of act 1. Jayce is a token nameless life, so disposable to them that they were going to burn down all of his research and throw out all of his titles, making him not just a lower-house vassal but an EXILE, and the only reason why that doesn't happen is because they realize how much money they can suck out of his work.
This applies to Viktor too. See the way that Heimerdinger tells him over and over again that no other paths can be taken, he has 'fulfilled his purpose' and he should be content to die. See how Mel looks at Viktor like a bug she wants to squash under her palm when he rejects the idea of making weapons for council. See how they speak over him and only address Jayce, as if he's worth less than nothing.
You are only as valuable as the profit you're willing to create. You are a problem that has to be dealt with as soon as you refuse their orders. They have the power to ruin your life, and if they find an excuse, they will. This is a direct threat pointed at Jayce & Viktor during ACT2, when Jayce is pressured into becoming one of them to protect 'the bottom line profit' and, personally speaking, to avoid that ire being redirected towards Viktor. He's pushed into compliance and told a target has been painted on his back.
Arcane jayvik are doomed in big part not for wanting to do harm, but being forced to exist under the beck and call of billionaire leeches. They are both immigrants. They are both struggling to get a degree and keep themselves afloat and they want to help people so goddamn much but they have to keep postponing their dreams to serve uncaring masters. I really wish there was more fan content focused on these very real bonds of understanding and solidarity between them.
When Viktor says 'Jayce will understand' that's not a fluke; he's lived in this environment for years. He knows Jayce is being pushed down the same way that he is and that deep down they've been kept captive by the exact same people. When Jayce agrees that Viktor should do whatever he needs to do to keep himself alive, he means that from the heart.
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portokali ยท 9 months ago
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magbe. if i get a turkish WIFE
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pairing: bang chan & female reader, hwang hyunjin & female reader
summary: chan has quickly become one of your closest friends at university. too bad his girlfriend, hayoon, has him wrapped around her little finger and she's determined to make your life miserable. hyunjin is just enjoying watching the drama unfold.
word count: 4.0k
tags/warnings: angst!!! hurt and maybe some comfort?, infidelity (not between the reader or chan/hyunjin), arguing, the relationships with the reader are more like friendships than dating (please let me know if you think there should be more tags/warnings)
a/n: totally thought this was going to be a short fic (like less than 1k words) but it blossomed into something more. i wanted to try something different with this fic but not sure if i pulled it off lol please be kind if you comment! i also did not to bother with honourifics so... you can pretend that chan, hyunjin, and y/n are all the same age ๐Ÿ˜…
read it on ao3 | masterlist
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It's almost funny how quickly you and Chan become friends.ย 
You hadn't really been looking forward to taking a technical writing class, but it's one of the requirements to get your degree and at least the lecture is large enough that you won't have to do any in-class participation. When the professor announces that one of the very first assignments is going to be completed in random pairs, you're instantly nervous. Itโ€™s only after meeting Chan, who is easygoing yet studious, that you feel better.
Although the group assignment only takes a couple weeks to finish, you find yourself hanging out more and more. Chan has a natural way of writing, he's intelligent and efficient with his wording without sacrificing clarity. While you can eventually write something thatโ€™s fairly clear and concise, it takes a lot of effort and a lot of time so you're grateful to be working with Chan who doesn't struggle with tight timelines like you do.
The two of you grow close together, especially once you realise that you have a similar sense of humour and taste in music. It doesn't take long before technical writing is your favourite class. Chan always saves you a seat beside him, even though he has quite a few friends that are also taking this course. Youโ€™re not used to it at first, but you grow comfortable with the way that he leans over to make quips about whatever the professor is saying or pointing out if someone in the lecture hall is falling asleep. You sometimes bring him snacks and in exchange he brings you a drink.
The more you learn about Chan, the more you're convinced that he's perfect.
Well, apart from one thing.
The worst thing about Chan is his girlfriend. Jung Hayoon absolutely hates you and, behind Chan's back, never fails to make sure you know it too. While the two of you have never shared any courses, she regularly meets Chan after class is over and you've been invited to join them and some other friends for a meal or to study so you've interacted with her more than you want to.
Youโ€™re not quite sure what you've done to earn Hayoon's ire, but you can only guess that it's your blossoming friendship with Chan as sheโ€™s never seemed to care about you before you met him. She takes every opportunity to make backhanded compliments, pointed comments about how much or what you're eating, or loudly exclaiming when you have something stuck in your teeth. You try not to let it get to you, but you're always been a bit too sensitive.
You start declining offers to hang out with Chan and the rest of his friends after class, trying to ignore Chan's disappointment and Hayoon's smug smile every time that you make excuses.
Of course, she's sickly sweet around Chan, constantly hanging off his arm, batting her eyes at him, and trying to hold his attention. You can't really stand her obviously fake behaviour, but she makes Chan happy so you don't say anything negative about her when Chan's around.
You arenโ€™t the type to keep up with school gossip, but even you know that Hayoon's track record is far from pristine. In fact, you were surprised to hear that someone as genuine and kind as Chan was in a relationship with someone like Hayoon.
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The library isn't your favourite place to study, but partway through midterm season you're desperate for a change in scenery. You spend the better part of the day completing practice exams for the course you're the most worried about until you finally feel more confident. Satisfied with your progress and excited at the prospect of eating a proper meal rather than the snacks that have kept you going so far, you quickly pack up.
There aren't too many people in the library since itโ€™s so close to the weekend, a lot of students have either finished all of their exams for the week or just given up studying. Maybe that's why your attention seems so drawn to the couple that you pass on the way to the door.
You don't mean to do anything other than quickly glance at them, but the familiarity of the girl catches your eye. The carefully styled hair and slim figure is a common combination to see at your university, but after weeks of trying to avoid her, thereโ€™s no mistaking Jung Hayoon.
And it's not Chan that sheโ€™s currently kissing.
You stumble away from them, but not before Hayoon looks up and spots you. Instead of panicking or stopping, she continues making out with the boy, maintaining eye contact with you. She even has the audacity to wink. You stare at her for a second, stunned, then bolt out of the building.
You're so flustered that you don't know what to do or where to go. You end up walking to the nearest bench and sitting down heavily in it.
You knew that you didn't like Hayoon, that she was two-faced and had likely cheated on past partners, but you hadn't expected to ever catch her in the act, especially while she was dating Chan. You couldn't fathom why anybody would want anything else when they had him and you had never been able to understand cheating in the first place.
You have to tell Chan, you decide. As much as you hate difficult conversations and it kills you to be the bringer of bad news, you know that you'd never be able to sleep at night if you tried to hide this from him. If you were in his position, you would prefer to know as soon as possible.
You call him as you start heading in the direction of his dorm.
โ€œHey,โ€ Chan picks up after only a few rings. โ€œIs everything okay? You don't usually call.โ€
โ€œUhm-โ€ You have no clue what to say, you didn't think this through enough before dialling. โ€œWhere are you? I- Can I come talk to you?โ€
โ€œY/n? What's wrong?โ€ Chan's instantly concerned.
โ€œNothing, I just- I really need to talk to someone right now,โ€ you say quickly. โ€œI'm fine, I mean.โ€
โ€œOkay. I'm at home right now, but I can come meet you if you need? Where are you?โ€
โ€œDon't worry about it, I'll head over, if that's okay.โ€
โ€œSure,โ€ Chan says, sounding extremely worried. โ€œBe safe, Y/n. I'll see you soon.โ€
After you hang up, you don't quite run to Chan's place, but you're out of breath and sweaty by the time you make it. You take a moment to compose yourself before requesting access into the building, but you know you still look frazzled. Chan buzzes you in immediately and heโ€™s waiting in the hallway when you step out of the elevator. He guides you into his room, but only after checking you over and making sure that you're physically okay.
โ€œY/n, you're scaring me,โ€ he says after leading both of you to sit down at his tiny kitchen table. โ€œTell me what's got you so worked up.โ€
โ€œDo you know where Hayoon is today?โ€ you ask, probably sounding insane. Chan pauses for a moment, brow furrowed before he responds.
โ€œI know that she has an exam tomorrow, so I assume that she's studying. Why, what's up?โ€
โ€œShe didn't say where or who she was going to be with today?โ€
โ€œNo, but it's not like I'm tracking her all the time. She's her own person, she's not obligated to constantly update me.โ€
โ€œI saw her at the library.โ€
โ€œOkay,โ€ Chan says slowly.
โ€œShe was with someone else, a guy.โ€
โ€œWhy are you telling me this, Y/n?โ€ Chan asks, starting to sound annoyed. His tone catches you off guard.ย  โ€œThis is why you called me, why you ran over to my place? If you think I'm that controlling-โ€
โ€œThey were kissing,โ€ you interrupt. โ€œSheโ€™s cheating on you, Chan.โ€
โ€œWho was the guy?โ€
โ€œI- I didn't see him well, his back was towards me so I couldn't recognize him,โ€ you falter.
โ€œDid you take a picture? Was there anyone else around?โ€
โ€œNo- but, I-โ€
โ€œSo I'm just supposed to believe you,โ€ he says flatly.
โ€œWhat? Why would I make this up?โ€
โ€œI know that, for some reason, you donโ€™t like Hayoon.โ€ Chan's usually friendly voice is cold and his face is stony. โ€œI can live with that. I mean, of course it would be nice if you were at least civil to her. But at the end of the day, you donโ€™t have to, sheโ€™s my girlfriend and not yours.โ€
โ€œOkay,โ€ you say slowly, โ€œbut how would lying about this benefit me at all?โ€
โ€œShe warned me about this, you know. She said you were jealous. Of her. Of us. That you would do something to try and break us up.โ€ Chan laughs, but the sound is empty. โ€œI always defended you, which she hated. I don't know how many times I told her that you weren't like that, that there was nothing going on between us.โ€
โ€œWell I can assure you that Iโ€™m not jealous. That Iโ€™m not trying to break you two up.โ€
โ€œI know that thereโ€™sโ€ฆ chemistry between us,โ€ Chan acknowledges. โ€œI don't have that many close female friends and I didn't before I started dating Hayoon either, but I know that I like your company and that you're easy to talk to. But that's all. It's fine if you're interested in me, you canโ€™t help your feelings, but accusing my girlfriend of cheating? Thatโ€™s sick, Y/n.โ€
โ€œAre you kidding me? There is nothing going on between us.โ€ you say incredulously. โ€œListen Chan, Iโ€™m saying this, I'm here as a friend. You think I'm lying? You think I want to hurt you?โ€
โ€œI think that maybe Hayoon had a point when she said you wouldn't be satisfied with just being friends.โ€
โ€œThat's what you think of me?โ€ you ask, feeling hurt. โ€œEven if I was interested, I wouldn't do that. I respect you as a friend, I respect you as a person, and I respect your relationship whether I like your partner or not. But if thatโ€™s how you see me, Iโ€™m not sure that we were ever really friends. I would never try to sabotage you or anybody that's happily in a relationship.โ€ Chan's face drops at your words.
โ€œY/n-โ€ he starts to say, but you've had enough of this conversation.
โ€œLook- I came here because I knew I would feel terrible and guilty if I didn't, but I can't convince you of something you don't want to believe.โ€ You shake your head and walk towards the door.
Chan doesn't try to stop you as you leave.
ย โ€”
The next day you get to class 15 minutes before itโ€™s supposed to start. You're exhausted, have your eyes swollen from crying when you got back home last night, and most of all, feel hurt. You had been a little worried about how Chan would react to what you had to tell him, but you never expected that he would dismiss you without a thought. It's hard to reconcile with the upbeat and kind seatmate that you're used to.
Instead of your usual seat near the middle of the classroom, you opt for one off to the side thatโ€™s often emptier, not wanting to have to talk to or even see Chan. You pull up an assignment that youโ€™ve been procrastinating working on and manage to ignore the rest of your classmates as they filter into the lecture hall. Itโ€™s only when someone slides into the seat right next to you that you look up, surprised anybody would approach you when youโ€™re clearly being unsociable and look awful.
โ€œHyunjin.โ€ Youโ€™re too shocked to even say hello.
โ€œThatโ€™s my name,โ€ Hyunjin replies, looking unimpressed by your greeting as he pulls out his laptop. โ€œGood morning to you, too.โ€
โ€œSorry, good morning. You donโ€™t usually sit with me.โ€ You canโ€™t help but point out the obvious.ย 
In fact, Hyunjin usually doesn't sit with anyone. He's popular, it'd be hard not to be when you look as good as he does, but it's in a different way than Chan. While Chan seems to know practically everybody on campus, Hyunjin is almost untouchable.
While there are hoards of girls and guys that would love to have even a sliver of his attention, Hyunjin has a small circle of friends and is more interested in escaping the lecture hall to paint or dance than socialise. The only reason that you know him is because one of your closest childhood friends, Minho, is on the same dance crew as him and the three of you sometimes hang out. You wouldn't say that Hyunjin is more than an acquaintance though, he still intimidates you enough that you never would have tried to approach him first.
โ€œAnd you donโ€™t usually sit over here.โ€ Hyunjin pretends to stretch and turns to look at your usual spot. โ€œAvoiding someone?โ€
โ€œMaybe.โ€ You blush, embarrassed to be so easily seen through. โ€œIs it that noticeable?โ€
โ€œNah, I just figured it was a matter of time before Hayoon got under your skin enough. I'm actually impressed you lasted this long, she really has it out for you.โ€ While Hyunjin is surprisingly perceptive, you've also spent a fair bit of time ranting about Hayoon to Minho, and as a result, Hyunjin is kept up to speed on everything that Hayoon has done to antagonise you. You never realised that he actually paid enough attention to remember or that he agreed that Hayoon treated you like dirt.
โ€œActually, sheโ€™s not the one that I donโ€™t want to talk to. Well, I never want to talk to her, but Iโ€™m not avoiding her.โ€
โ€œNo way,โ€ Hyunjin crowds into your personal space, eyebrows raised dramatically. โ€œChan?โ€
Youโ€™ve had a pit in your stomach since last nightโ€™s argument and your mouth dries up at the thought of being so vulnerable, but something about the way that Hyunjin's eyes have widened to the size of dinner plates and his mouth has formed a little shocked โ€˜oโ€™ is so disarming.ย 
โ€œWe had a disagreement last night,โ€ you admit.
โ€œHayoon cheated?โ€ he guesses.
Now it's your turn for your mouth to drop open in shock.
โ€œDon't say it so loud,โ€ you hiss. โ€œHow did you know?โ€
โ€œWell, as much as I usually like to give people the benefit of the doubt, especially for something this seriousโ€ฆโ€ Hyunjin grimaces slightly. โ€œIโ€™ve been kind of expecting it. Hasn't she done the same on her past three or four boyfriends?โ€
โ€œOof, that bad? I've heard some things, but never really knew for sure.โ€
โ€œAt least,โ€ Hyunjin confirms. โ€œHonestly, I'd be more shocked if she didn't cheat at this point. I'm guessing Chan didn't take it so well if you're upset with him.โ€
โ€œHe's loyal to a fault, literally!โ€ you complain. โ€œIn his eyes, Hayoon canโ€™t do anything wrong, he's able to explain away everything she does. He didnโ€™t believe that it was her that I saw.โ€
โ€œSo what are you going to do?โ€ Hyunjin asks curiously.
โ€œNothing,โ€ you say sullenly. โ€œAs much as I'd like to shake some sense into him, he's an adult. He can make his own decisions and if he wants to live in denial, that's up to him.โ€
โ€œYou're a good friend.โ€ Hyunjin reaches out tentatively and after an awkward second, pats your shoulder. โ€œNot everyone would be brave enough to have that kind of difficult conversation. Chan may be stubborn right now, but he'll appreciate it later.โ€
โ€œWell based on yesterday, I don't think I'm his friend at all,โ€ you huff. โ€œAnyway, if it's okay with you, I don't think that I will make it through the rest of the term if I have to sit over there.โ€
โ€œBe my guest.โ€ Hyunjin grins and the sight of it makes the lecture a bit easier to sit through.
โ€”
You donโ€™t talk to Chan for the rest of the term. While you stopped outright avoiding him, youโ€™re pretty sure that heโ€™s purposely steering clear of you. Instead, you continue to sit with Hyunjin and pretend that Chan doesnโ€™t exist.
It feels silly that you miss him or that you canโ€™t seem to get over how things ended between the two of you. You had only been friends for two months, you shouldnโ€™t be so hurt every time he purposely turns away from you or when his eyes seem to slide over you like youโ€™re not there.
Hyunjin basically becomes your part-time therapist. Most of the time, itโ€™s enough that he keeps you distracted. He shares all the latest campus gossip with you, allows you to work while he paints, and invites you to hang out with Minho and the rest of their dance crew more than a few times. On the rare occasion when youโ€™re feeling more fragile than usual, he would be willing to spend an evening at your place and listen to you wallow.
โ€œItโ€™s fair that youโ€™re still upset,โ€ he had comforted you once. You had run into Hayoon in the bathroom that afternoon and she had gloated about how nothing and nobody would be able to break her and Chan apart. It had made you feel sick to the stomach. โ€œThere was never any resolution. Chan didnโ€™t believe you, doesnโ€™t believe you, even though you went to him with good intentions and itโ€™s reasonable that you would feel hurt or frustrated.โ€
โ€œI feel so stupid,โ€ you had sniffled. โ€œItโ€™s not even like it was a break up. We were just friends.โ€
โ€œThat doesnโ€™t make it any easier, youโ€™re still missing someone who used to be in your life. Itโ€™ll get easier next term when you donโ€™t share a class, I promise.โ€ Somehow, that actually had made you feel better.
โ€œThanks, Hyunjin,โ€ you had said with a watery smile.
The two of you work out well together, not just because you enjoy each otherโ€™s presence, but also because thereโ€™s no expectations or pressure. Hyunjin has slowly started to share with you stories about his previous relationships, how heโ€™s hesitant to start dating again after having his heart broken so many times. Even though there are rumours swirling about the two of you, you know that neither of you are ready for it yet and thatโ€™s partly why it's so easy to hang out with him.
Tonight, the two of you are just hanging out in his art studio. You're mindlessly scrolling on your phone, youโ€™ve just finished the exam that you've been dreading the most and don't have the brain capacity to even think about school. You know that Hyunjin is doing the same, you can see it out of the corner of your eye, but he's trying to pretend that he's working since his painting is due the next day.
He drops all pretences when he gasps loudly at something that he sees on his phone.
โ€œY/n,โ€ he says gravely.
โ€œWhat?โ€ you ask, only slightly curious. By now, you've gotten used to the fact that Hyunjin would react the same way to seeing a cute puppy video as he would finding out about some terrible news.
โ€œA friend just texted me,โ€ he says, still in shock.
โ€œOkay? What did they say?โ€
Hyunjin looks up at you for a moment, down at his phone, then back up at you.
โ€œChanandHayoonbrokeup,โ€ he says in a rush, before wincing, clearly afraid of what your reaction is going to be.
โ€œWhat?โ€ You can't believe your ears.
โ€œChan and Hayoon, apparently they broke up this afternoon. Someone heard them shouting at each other.โ€
You put down your pencil slowly, not sure what to think.
โ€œDo you know why?โ€
โ€œSomeone said that they heard that yesterday, Heeyeon and Yikyung broke up because Yikyung cheated on her. I think it must be related,โ€ Hyunjin says quietly.
โ€œOh.โ€
โ€œI think there's pictures or a video out there, I haven't seen anything yet though,โ€ Hyunjin continues on, starting to get excited while typing away on his phone.ย 
โ€œOh,โ€ you say again, at a loss for actual words.
โ€œRight before the holidays too, that's so-โ€ Hyunjin cuts himself off when he looks up and sees you frozen in place. โ€œY/n, are you okay? Sorry, I'm sure it's a lot to process-โ€
โ€œNo, it's fine.โ€ You force a smile. โ€œI just- I think I have to go home now.โ€
โ€œY/n-โ€
โ€œReally, it's okay. I just forgot that I have something to do. At home. Sorry.โ€
Hyunjin stares at you with eyes filled with something akin to pity, but doesn't say anything else. You try to ignore it as you hurriedly grab your things and leave.
โ€”
A few days later you're packing up your bags in preparation to go home for the winter break when you hear a knock at your door. You weren't expecting anybody, but there's a few friends that you have that like to show up unannounced.ย 
You're not prepared to open the door and find Chan standing behind it.
He looks terrible. He's wearing a huge hoodie and his hair is tucked away behind a beanie, but nothing can hide the way that his eyes are swollen and his skin is lacking its usual colour. You can only guess that he hasn't been able to eat or sleep much judging from the gauntness of his face and dark circles.
โ€œChan,โ€ you say carefully. โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€
โ€œI'm sorry,โ€ he says with a hoarse voice. โ€œI was wrong.โ€
โ€œAh, Hayoon.โ€
โ€œYou heard?โ€ he asks, face crumpling a little at the mention of his ex.
โ€œIt's-โ€ You pause for a moment, trying to figure out how to put it delicately. "Someone mentioned it to me.โ€
โ€œYou must hate me.โ€ Chan laughs humourlessly. โ€œI know that I do. I was such a fool for not trusting you. I just didn't want to believe that she would do that to me. Stupid, I know. I'm really sorry that I said all those things to you, that I avoided you as if that would change the truth.โ€
For months, you've been waiting, hoping that Chan would come back to you and apologise. But actually hearing it isn't as satisfying as you thought. In fact, you don't really feel anything at all.
โ€œI want to make it up to you,โ€ Chan says earnestly. โ€œAre you free? We can go for a meal and catch up. I missed you.โ€
โ€œUhm,โ€ you say, not quite sure how to respond. You don't want to say yes, but you're scared to lose this opportunity.
โ€œActually, she's busy,โ€ Hyunjin says. He steps out from behind Chan and wraps an arm around your waist possessively, nudging you behind him in the process. โ€œI think it would be best if you leave.โ€
Normally you hate it when other people talk for you, but right now you're grateful that Hyunjin appeared. You're not even sure why he's here, although you mentioned that this was your last day on campus, the two of you didn't have plans to hang out.
โ€œOh.โ€ Chan falters. โ€œAre you twoโ€ฆ together?โ€
โ€œAnd if we are?โ€ Hyunjin asks challengingly. You've never seen him this defensive before. โ€œFrankly, it's none of your business. I'm tired of listening to your half-hearted apologies that are months too late and I'm pretty sure that Y/n isn't interested in them either.โ€
โ€œY/n?โ€ Chan pleads.
โ€œHyunjin's right, I think that you should go,โ€ you say from where you're still hidden behind Hyunjin. You're glad that you don't have to look him in the eyes. โ€œI can't- I'm heading home today. I have to pack before my train leaves this afternoon.โ€
โ€œRight,โ€ Chan says thickly. โ€œSorry. I- I'm sorry, Y/n.โ€
You lean into Hyunjin's back for support, squeezing your eyes shut as you hear Chan's footsteps trail away. You don't open them for a long time, even when you feel Hyunjin turn around and wrap his arms around you. Instead, you just focus on the steady thump of Hyunjin's heartbeat and try to remember how to breathe.
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Series Synopsis: A series of (mostly) unrelated one shots, featuring Oliver Aiku somehow getting involved with the love lives of various Blue Lock characters โ€” whether he wants to or not.
Chapter Synopsis: After being yelled at one too many times by their strict Ubers teammate, Oliver Aiku enlists Ikki Niko in helping him get Shoei Barou a girlfriend, hoping beyond hope that thatโ€™s enough to get the guy to chill out a bit.
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Pairing: Barou x Reader
Chapter Word Count: 10.8k
Content Warnings: crack fic, barou is also my awkward goat, love at first sight, oliver aiku is such a bitch but heโ€™s funny so itโ€™s kind of okay, reader is kind of an npc in this icl ๐Ÿ˜“, this is really dumb please donโ€™t judge my writing off of it, everyone is 100% ooc donโ€™t come at me i KNOWWW, split perspectives (it makes sense in the story), everyone gets slandered (mostly by aiku), god bless niko for being chronically online
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A/N: there were a decent amt of people who wanted barouโ€™s version plus i felt like writing it so heโ€™s up next!! LMAO it kind of got a bit long just like the sae version and somehow itโ€™s even sillier soโ€ฆbut yeah anyways this is the second entry in โ€œoliver aikuโ€™s guide to getting girlsโ€ i hope you all stick around for the rest ๐Ÿคฉโ€ผ๏ธ
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Barou is yelling at them again. Aikuโ€™s not sure what the big deal is this time โ€” so what if Lorenzo spilled spaghetti sauce on the floor? Heโ€™s Italian, thatโ€™s part of his culture โ€” but if he dares to speak up, Barou will single him out specifically, and then heโ€™ll be treated like a little kid in timeout, which doesnโ€™t sound like an ideal way to spend a Friday night.
Itโ€™s the four of them in the doghouse as usual โ€” himself, Niko, Aryu, and Sendou, that is. The most ridiculous thing is that Lorenzo isnโ€™t even there, though heโ€™s the true target of Barouโ€™s rage; unfortunately for his teammates, though, Lorenzoโ€™s off getting his teeth polished or counting his money while cackling or whatever else it is that he does in his free time.
Honestly, none of them are really taking the theatrics seriously. Aryuโ€™s fiddling with the ends of his hair, Nikoโ€™s standing there, staring at Barou with large, watery eyes, and Sendouโ€™s glaring back at Barou with his arms folded over his chest. Aiku sighs, because that means an argument between the two is most likely impending, but unfortunately for him, he sighs a bit too loudly, and Barou whips around, jabbing a finger at him.
โ€œWhatโ€™s so exasperating, huh?โ€ Barou says. โ€œI bet you wonโ€™t be sighing when we have an insect infestation because none of you can be bothered to clean up that damn tomato shit that Lorenzoโ€™s obsessed with!โ€
โ€œItโ€™s marinara,โ€ Niko pipes up meekly. They all look at him with varying degrees of incredulity; he shrugs, adjusting the headphones around his neck self-consciously. โ€œLorenzoโ€™s trying to teach me how to make it. Supposedly a typical spaghetti sauce has meat and vegetables added, but a good marinara is the base, so โ€” um, anyways.โ€
Barouโ€™s upper lip is curled into a sneer, and Aikuโ€™s just about to thank Niko for taking the fall and turning Barouโ€™s rage to him when he remembers that thatโ€™s markedly not how Barou operates. Heโ€™s too meticulous to forget the former recipient of his ire, not so quickly, and indeed, Barou is pointing at them both when he speaks next.
โ€œThat stain better be gone the next time I come in this room,โ€ he says. He doesnโ€™t say what will happen if itโ€™s not, but given his authoritative voice and enormous physique, he usually doesnโ€™t have to resort to making threats in order to be obeyed.
โ€œThank goodness,โ€ Aryu says once Barou has left to complete his evening meditations. โ€œSeems like Barou appreciated our elegant silence, Sendou. Weโ€™ve escaped reproach this time.โ€
โ€œYup,โ€ Sendou says. Whistling nonchalantly, he sidles out of the room, and with a fluttering wave, Aryu follows suit. Aiku canโ€™t even blame them, considering itโ€™s what he wouldโ€™ve done if he were in their place.
Glancing at Niko, who is now his greatest friend due to convenience alone, Aiku shakes his head, wondering what choice he made in life that led to his weekend plans amounting to cleaning sauce stains from a carpet with a little boy instead of partying or something.
โ€œYou got the bleach?โ€ he asks. Niko nods miserably.
โ€œYeah, I got it. Youโ€™re good with scrubbing?โ€ he says. Aikuโ€™s shoulders cramp preemptively at the mere thought, but he doesnโ€™t protest aloud.
โ€œNo other choice, right?โ€ he says. โ€œOff to work we go, then.โ€ย 
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Your best friend has been begging you for days to try this new restaurant with her, and itโ€™s only now that itโ€™s Friday that you canโ€™t come up with any more excuses to avoid it. The truth is that you donโ€™t really have a reason to refuse her as many times as you have, but the thought of summoning up the wherewithal to get ready and go out for dinner instead of throwing on your pajamas and eating something on the couch with a movie in the background is excruciating. Besides, you know her tastes. She always takes you to insanely fancy locations where anything less than your best will be embarrassing, and the only saving grace is that your outings always end up being insanely cheap, as she refuses to spend more than the bare minimum no matter what.
โ€œYouโ€™re serious?โ€ she affirms, standing in front of your closet and sifting through your clothes. Youโ€™re sitting on your bed, legs crossed and your laptop on your lap as you try to finish up the essay you have due Monday before getting ready. โ€œYouโ€™ll really go with me?โ€
โ€œI just told you I would, didnโ€™t I?โ€ you say. โ€œI wouldnโ€™t let you go through my closet if I wasnโ€™t being serious. Actually, I wouldnโ€™t have let you into my house at all.โ€
โ€œYour parents wouldโ€™ve opened the door for me,โ€ she says dismissively. โ€œThey love me.โ€
Itโ€™s true, they do love her as much if not more than they love you, so you have no rebuttal. She grins at you, tossing a shirt in your general direction. It hits the back of your laptop, landing in a heap on the floor, and youโ€™re too busy to pick it up, so you just leave it there, too lost in thought to care. Just the conclusion, if I can finish that then I can do something fun without anything on my mindโ€”
โ€œHurry up and get ready! We want to get a table, donโ€™t we?โ€ she says. Itโ€™s a pair of pants she flings your way this time, and her aim is far more superior, for they smack into your face, temporarily blinding you.
โ€œIf you donโ€™t let me finish this essay, I wonโ€™t go with you,โ€ you say, and she knows you mean it literally, so she immediately pretends to zip her lips, saluting at you.
โ€œFinish away!โ€ย 
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โ€œBarouโ€™s totally got a stick up his ass, donโ€™t you think?โ€ Aiku says after thirty minutes have passed and the stain is no smaller than before.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t think Iโ€™d phrase it like that,โ€ Niko says, pouring another cup of bleach on the carpet. Neither of them really know much about cleaning, so this is the best theyโ€™ve got, even though Aikuโ€™s pretty sure Barou would pass out if he saw their method. โ€œBut yeah, he can be kind of uptight at times.โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s pretty nice otherwise, though,โ€ Aiku says thoughtfully. โ€œItโ€™s kind of a shame. I bet if he loosened up a bit, heโ€™d be a downright enjoyable teammate. Besides the cleaning and all, heโ€™s a cool guy.โ€
โ€œI do like training with him,โ€ Niko says. โ€œWhen heโ€™s not yelling at us, itโ€™s fun. Following his regimen has made me a lot stronger.โ€
โ€œAgreed,โ€ Aiku says. Thatโ€™s the one thing heโ€™ll give Barou โ€” the guy is a master with the training equipment. Heโ€™s introduced Aiku to machines he didnโ€™t even know existed. โ€œYou know what he needs?โ€
โ€œWhat?โ€ Niko says. Heโ€™s scrubbing at the floor while Aikuโ€™s sipping on a soda; theoretically, theyโ€™re supposed to be switching off, but Niko hasnโ€™t complained yet, so Aikuโ€™s not about to remind him that itโ€™s well beyond time for his turn.
โ€œSome puโ€”โ€ Aiku cuts himself off when he remembers that he is talking to a child. Nikoโ€™s like twelve or something, so maybe phrasing it in that way isnโ€™t the most appropriate thing to do. โ€œโ€”I mean, a beautiful and loving girlfriend.โ€
Niko tilts his chin up at him, which means heโ€™s probably looking at him; itโ€™s hard to tell with his overgrown bangs falling in his face. Aiku makes a mental note to suggest cutting Nikoโ€™s hair during the next team bonding night that Snuffy forces them into.
โ€œI guess having someone like that would make anyone happier, even Barou,โ€ he says.
โ€œThatโ€™s what Iโ€™m getting at! I bet heโ€™s just constantly stressed out, so he takes it out on us instead of finding a healthy outlet. Maybe dating someone will fix that and give him something to do besides soccer,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œIs that your secret to always being so calm?โ€ Niko says. Aiku nods.
โ€œThe more girls you have, the less you can worry about things like training. Youโ€™re too focused on making sure theyโ€™re all happy,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œWoah,โ€ Niko says. โ€œThatโ€™s a really great way of looking at things.โ€
โ€œRight?โ€ Aiku says. โ€œWith Barou, though, we might be lucky if we can find even one girl willing to put up with him. Heโ€™s a bit of a work in progress, you know?โ€
โ€œTotally,โ€ Niko says. โ€œWhat if he yells at her the way he yells at us?โ€
Aiku has a vision of some poor, innocent girl on the verge of tears as Barou rants about how she didnโ€™t fold her laundry the right way or something. For some reason, she looks kind of like Niko โ€” oh, thatโ€™s probably because Barou just yelled at Niko for that exact reason โ€” but the image is enough for him to balk.
โ€œShe can come to us for comfort,โ€ Aiku says decisively before once again remembering that Niko probably only popped out of the womb a scant few months prior. He needs to be more careful โ€” this isnโ€™t Sendou, who wouldโ€™ve made at least ten innuendos even worse than his own by this point. โ€œI mean, me.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s a good plan,โ€ Niko says. โ€œYouโ€™re really good with the whole advising and comforting thing. I bet youโ€™d make her feel better for sure.โ€
Yeah, Iโ€™d make her feel better alright. This time Aiku manages to keep it to himself, only coughing slightly and nodding towards the bottle of bleach as an explanation.
โ€œThe only question is where in Blue Lock are we going to find a girl, let alone one willing to date Barou?โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œWell, Bastard Mรผnchen is playing PXG this weekend, and Manshine City is playing Barcha, so weโ€™re technically off,โ€ Niko says. โ€œI think if we ask Snuffy, we can probably have a day out.โ€
โ€œWhat if Ego gets mad?โ€ Aiku says, although the idea is sound enough that heโ€™s just jealous he didnโ€™t come up with it himself. Niko hums, giving careful consideration to the notion.
โ€œWe can just blame it on Snuffy. Whatโ€™s Ego going to do, fire him?โ€ he says.ย 
A grin breaks out on Aikuโ€™s face.
โ€œNiko, kiddoโ€”โ€
โ€œIโ€™m fifteen.โ€
โ€œโ€”youโ€™re totally a genius. Letโ€™s go!โ€
โ€œWhat about the stain?โ€ Niko says. Aiku glances at the still marinara-colored splotch on the carpet, and then he waves it off dismissively.
โ€œIf we can find Snuffy before Barou gets back, then itโ€™s no longer our problem,โ€ he says.
Niko looks unconvinced, but heโ€™s sensible as well as genius-material, so he only follows after Aiku โ€” albeit not without a final worried glance at the section of carpet which still smells suspiciously of tomatoes.ย 
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โ€œSo what cuisine does this place have, anyways?โ€ you say. Youโ€™ve finally finished and submitted your essay, and now youโ€™re taking a shower. Your best friend has closed the lid of the toilet and is sitting on it while playing on her phone, apparently because she wants to be able to talk to you even while youโ€™re showering, and since you have a curtain you donโ€™t mind.
โ€œNo idea,โ€ she says.
โ€œNo idea?โ€ you say, squeezing shampoo into your palm. โ€œWhy do you want to go, then?โ€
โ€œMy dadโ€™s Facebook friends have been raving about it,โ€ she says. โ€œHis ex-boss said that itโ€™s the best value-for-money in the entire city!โ€
โ€œWeโ€™re going to dinner based on recommendations from your dadโ€™s Facebook friends,โ€ you repeat dryly. โ€œWow.โ€
โ€œLook, he may have chronically underpaid my dad, but the ex-boss has great taste in food!โ€ your best friend defends. โ€œApparently they fill up super fast, though, so we have to get there right when they open for dinner, or else weโ€™re out of luck.โ€
โ€œIs this you subtly trying to pressure me to shower faster?โ€ you say.
โ€œItโ€™s not subtle,โ€ she says. You scoff.
โ€œI hope you know Iโ€™ll take even longer now,โ€ you say.
โ€œYou better not!โ€ย 
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Snuffy is obviously confused when the two of them approach him โ€” Aikuโ€™s not sure if itโ€™s the question that has their coach confounded, though, or if itโ€™s the admittedly odd combination thatโ€™s approached him.
โ€œYou guys want a night out of the facility?โ€ Snuffy checks.
โ€œYes,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œAndโ€ฆyou want Barou to come?โ€ Snuffy says. That could be another reason for the incredulity โ€” โ€˜Barouโ€™ and โ€˜funโ€™ are two words rarely if ever seen in the same sentence, unless your name is Yoichi Isagi, in which case just being on the same field as Barou is your idea of โ€˜fun.โ€™ For normal people โ€” i.e. those with names such as Oliver Aiku and Ikki Niko โ€” those concepts donโ€™t generally align, however, so Aiku canโ€™t blame Snuffy for the weird face heโ€™s making.
โ€œYes,โ€ Niko says.
Snuffy stares at them for a moment longer, and then, to make things even stranger, he chuckles in a way thatโ€™s almost fond.
โ€œItโ€™ll be good for him to get out of here for a bit,โ€ he says. โ€œYou two are great teammates for thinking of him; Iโ€™m sure heโ€™ll appreciate it one day, if not necessarily tonight. Go on, then, and have fun if youโ€™d like.โ€
Aiku waits for the other shoe to drop, but Snuffy just returns to making a cup of coffee. Itโ€™s a little odd, given the later hour, but still, Aikuโ€™s not one to count his blessings, so he motions for Niko to follow him, and with Snuffyโ€™s official permission, the two of them march towards where Barou is probably doing his daily โ€œfuck Yoichi Isagiโ€ affirmations. They have that kind of weird relationship, after all. Itโ€™s unnecessarily complicated, but Aiku has observed during his time in Blue Lock that almost every single relationship between the members of the program follows such a mold. Heโ€™s given up on trying to figure any of it out, knowing itโ€™s well beyond him.
โ€œAre you ready?โ€ Aiku says when they reached the closed door to the training room. Niko rolls his shoulders.
โ€œAs ready as Iโ€™ll ever be,โ€ Niko says. Aiku decides he likes him, and that he should try to spend more time with the pipsqueak. Maybe he can be a mentor figure or a true role model for the younger player. Heโ€™d definitely do better at the job than, say, Aryu. Or Lorenzo, which is a more relevant concern, since apparently the two are cooking buddies, as per Nikoโ€™s marinara interlude during Barouโ€™s earlier tantrum.
With a grim nod at Niko, Aiku swings open the door. Schooling his expression into a cheery grin, he calls out in a sing-song that really doesnโ€™t spell anything but trouble:
โ€œOh, Barou!โ€ย 
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Youโ€™ve made your best friend drive, since sheโ€™s the one whoโ€™s insisted on taking you out, which leaves you to play music and accomplish other such passenger-esque duties. You take full advantage of your freedom to be distracted, shuffling through playlists whenever youโ€™re bored and scrolling through your best friendโ€™s crush-of-the-weekโ€™s social media.
โ€œHeโ€™s kind of ugly,โ€ you say. She clicks her tongue.
โ€œIn a cute way, though, right?โ€ she says. When youโ€™re silent, she gasps. โ€œRight?โ€
โ€œUhโ€ฆโ€ you trail off, zooming in on one of the photos. Something about him is reminiscent of a gerbil, and you can tell heโ€™s short even before you swipe and see him in a photo with one of his friends, barely coming up to his shoulder. โ€œThereโ€™s someone out there for everyone, I suppose.โ€
โ€œThat means you think heโ€™s repulsive!โ€ she accuses you.
โ€œRepulsiveโ€™s a strong word,โ€ you say.ย 
โ€œHideous?โ€ she says.
โ€œI can get behind that,โ€ you say. โ€œHe reminds me of Tinkerbell.โ€
โ€œLike the fairy, or our third grade teacherโ€™s gerbil?โ€ she says.
โ€œThe latter,โ€ you say. โ€œIโ€™m glad you remembered her. That wouldnโ€™t have been as funny if you didnโ€™t.โ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t find it funny regardless,โ€ she says, pulling into the parking lot and slowing the car to a crawl as she hunts for a space to pull in.
โ€œHm,โ€ you say. โ€œI did.โ€
โ€œYou know what? Youโ€™re not allowed to slander him until you find someone better for yourself. Girls in glass houses should not be throwing stones, and considering some of your exes, youโ€™re in no position to talk,โ€ she says.
โ€œLow blow,โ€ you say.
โ€œNo response? Thatโ€™s what I thought,โ€ she says. You scowl.
โ€œJust park the car, you dumbass.ย 
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โ€œWhat the hell is going on?โ€ Barou says, for probably the third or fourth time. Unfortunately, their attempt at kidnapping him didnโ€™t go as planned, for neither Aiku nor Niko could lift Barou for any length of time, so now they were stuck with a supremely irritated striker following after them as they marched towards where the Blue Lock official parking was.ย 
Snuffy had given them the keys to his car, so at least they had a ride โ€” if he werenโ€™t such a good coach, Aiku would seriously question the manโ€™s judgment. Niko ushers Barou into the backseat, claiming he already โ€œcalled shotgun,โ€ and then he dives into the passenger seat beside Aiku, fastening his seatbelt with a serious expression on his delicate face.
โ€œWe wanted to have a fun night out!โ€ Aiku says, turning the child lock on so Barou canโ€™t escape before reversing out of the garage.
โ€œHuh?โ€ Barou says. โ€œThereโ€™s so many things wrong with that statement, I donโ€™t even know where to begin. Also, why are we in Snuffyโ€™s car?โ€
โ€œHe gave us the keys,โ€ Niko says, like itโ€™s obvious. In all fairness, it kind of is.
โ€œHe gave you two the keys,โ€ Barou says. Aikuโ€™s a responsible driver, so he doesnโ€™t glance back at Barou, but heโ€™s pretty sure that if he did, heโ€™d be met with the kind of fearsome glare that made medieval-era peasants believe in the existence of creatures like trolls and dragons.
โ€œYes, he did,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œTold us to enjoy ourselves while we were at it.โ€
Barou sighs. โ€œSay I believe thatโ€”โ€
โ€œWeโ€™re telling the truth!โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œโ€”uh-huh, sure. Anyways, where are we even going?โ€ he says.
โ€œOh, I can answer that!โ€ Niko says. โ€œItโ€™s this restaurant that my dadโ€™s obsessed with. Heโ€™s been posting all over his Facebook about it. According to him, itโ€™s the best value-for-money in the entire city.โ€
โ€œAt least you two are being frugal,โ€ Barou says with a small โ€˜hmph.โ€™ โ€œHow far is it?โ€
โ€œNot too far,โ€ Niko says.ย 
โ€œJust sit back and relax, man! Itโ€™s a couple of friends going out for a meal. Totally normal!โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œFriends donโ€™t kidnap one another to hang out,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œWe didnโ€™t kidnap you. Are you saying weโ€™re friends, then?โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œIโ€™m saying weโ€™re not. You turned the child lock on, so that basically constitutes an abduction,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œI did that for Niko!โ€ Aiku says, mentally patting himself on the back for the quick thinking.
โ€œWhat? Iโ€™m fifteen, not five!โ€ย 
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By the time your best friend finds somewhere to park, itโ€™s already dark, and the spot is at the very edge of the lot, so then the two of you have to walk for another five minutes. Sheโ€™s antsy by this point, but she does an admirable job of hiding it, only picking at her nails behind her back where she thinks you wonโ€™t see.ย 
โ€œItโ€™ll be alright,โ€ you say as you reach the door to the restaurant. โ€œIโ€™m sure theyโ€™ll have space for two people, at least. Nowhere can be that busy, right?โ€
โ€œI hope so,โ€ she says, chewing on her lower lip.
Youโ€™re proven wrong almost as soon as you both walk into the establishment. Every single table has people sitting at it, and thereโ€™s a small crowd of people in the waiting area. Still, you and your best friend push past to where the hostess is standing.ย 
โ€œExcuse me,โ€ you say. โ€œHow long is the wait?โ€
โ€œAt least an hour,โ€ the hostess says, her face wan.
โ€œAn hour?โ€ your best friend says. โ€œThereโ€™s nothing you can do?โ€
Of course, both of you know there isnโ€™t, but itโ€™s still disappointing when the hostess shakes her head regretfully.
โ€œWould you like me to put your names down?โ€ she says.
โ€œGive us a minute,โ€ you say. She nods, and you and your best friend walk a ways away. As soon as youโ€™re out of the hostessโ€™s earshot, you frown. โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I didnโ€™t realize it would genuinely be this busy.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s okay, I wasnโ€™t expecting it either,โ€ she says, exhaling heavily. โ€œI wouldโ€™ve been way more serious about being on time if I had.โ€
โ€œWhat should we do now? I donโ€™t mind waiting,โ€ you say.
โ€œItโ€™s okay. Iโ€™m a little hungry, so we can go somewhere else and come back here another day,โ€ she says.
โ€œAre you sure?โ€ you say.
โ€œYeah, I am. Letโ€™s go,โ€ she says.ย 
Youโ€™re heading towards the door when a robust voice stops you. At first, neither of you are sure if the speaker is referring to you, but when it becomes obvious he is, you turn around in confusion.
โ€œWhere are you guys going?โ€ he says. Itโ€™s a man with dark hair and eyes like mismatched marbles, and heโ€™s sitting at a table with two others. Thereโ€™s a couple of empty seats, and he motions towards them. โ€œWeโ€™ve been waiting for you two for forever!โ€
โ€œOh, youโ€™re in their party?โ€ the hostess says. You glance at your best friend, who mouths why not? at you, and then you smile at the hostess.
โ€œYes, we are,โ€ you say.
โ€œYou shouldโ€™ve said so from the start,โ€ she says, shaking her head. โ€œRight this way, please.โ€
You and your best friend follow after her, both of you more than a little lost at the turn of events, but who are you to turn down the offer? Sure, you donโ€™t know any of the three, but at least this way you two didnโ€™t drive out for no reason, and the restaurantโ€™s crowded enough that if they have nefarious intentions, you should be able to get help relatively quickly.
As you sit down and the hostess offers you menus, you canโ€™t help but glance at the three boys, wondering what exactly it is they want from you. Is this some elaborate scam? An effort to get you to pay for their dinner? You canโ€™t tell. Theyโ€™re unreadable, and all you can do is hope that the meal still goes as well as you had originally planned โ€” otherwise, youโ€™ll be really mad that youโ€™re not at home instead.ย 
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When Niko had first suggested calling ahead to make reservations, Aiku had privately considered him to be a nerd, and one of the idiotic variety, no less. A lethal combo. But outwardly he had nodded along and told him to go right ahead, mostly because it seemed like the kind of thing Barou would appreciate. Now, though, heโ€™s glad that Niko had that kind of foresight, because the place is completely packed.
โ€œWhereโ€™s the rest of your party?โ€ the hostess says when they walk in and give her Barouโ€™s name. Aiku doesnโ€™t really know why Niko made reservations under Barouโ€™s name, nor what the hostess means by the โ€˜rest of their partyโ€™, but sheโ€™s pretty, so he gives her a charming smile. Sheโ€™s working now, so he canโ€™t exactly push Barou towards her, but if heโ€™s talking about himselfโ€ฆ
She blushes and ducks her head, although the moment is ruined by Niko speaking up.ย 
โ€œWhat do you mean, the rest of our party?โ€ he says.
โ€œYou made a reservation for five, didnโ€™t you?โ€ she says, leading them to the table. Aiku exchanges looks with Barou, mostly because the two of them tower over the others, so itโ€™s convenient, but Barou seems as confused as Aiku is. Both of them clearly heard Niko making the reservation for only three people, so how in the world had the hostess written down five?
โ€œUh,โ€ Niko says, and then for some reason heโ€™s turning towards Aiku for help? Aikuโ€™s kind of distracted, though, both with celebrating the moment he just had with Barou and with discerning the color of lipstick the hostess is wearing (red or pink?), so when she directs her question to him, he admittedly panics a bit.
โ€œWill the rest of them be arriving later?โ€ she says.
โ€œYes,โ€ Aiku says. Coral! Thatโ€™s the shade he was looking for.
โ€œNo worries,โ€ the hostess says. โ€œAlthough you might want to tell them to hurry up, just in case.โ€
โ€œWait, whatโ€”?โ€ Aiku begins, but sheโ€™s already dropping menus in front of them and racing off to take care of the next group of customers.
โ€œYou fucking donkey,โ€ Barou said. โ€œWho else is coming to this?โ€
โ€œNobody that I know of,โ€ Niko says. โ€œI only made a reservation for three. She mustโ€™ve gotten confused and written down five or something like that, but whyโ€™d you go along with it, Aiku?โ€
โ€œUm,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œWhat unparalleled eloquence,โ€ Barou says.ย 
Aikuโ€™s mind is racing. Firstly, heโ€™s accidentally confused this poor hostess into expecting two more people, and secondly, how are he and Niko supposed to set Barou up with a girl in this kind of situation? The food may be great, but the ambiance isnโ€™t exactly what theyโ€™re looking for.
Somehow, these two lines of thought get muddled into one solution, the catalyst of which is when he sees two girls heading towards the door, obviously disheartened by the long wait time for those idiots who didnโ€™t make reservations.
Wait. If those two are girls, and two plus three is five, then Barou might just end this night no longer single!
Another quick recovery by Oliver Aiku. Heโ€™s getting better and better by the minute.ย 
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โ€œHi,โ€ the man who called you over says. โ€œIโ€™m Oliver Aiku.โ€
โ€œHi,โ€ you say. The five-person table is a circle, and Aikuโ€™s across from you; since itโ€™s your fault that youโ€™re sitting with these random guys instead of by yourselves, you squeeze between your best friend and the more intimidating-looking one, leaving her to be on the right side of the youngest boy in the group. โ€œY/N L/N.โ€
โ€œNice to meet you,โ€ he says.
โ€œLikewise,โ€ you say.
โ€œIโ€™m Niko,โ€ the younger boy says. He has dark hair falling into a heart-shaped face, and you canโ€™t fully see his eyes, but you think they might be some shade of bluish green. Idly, you wonder how his vision isnโ€™t horrible given how overgrown his bangs are, but he doesnโ€™t seem to be having any problems, so you suppose he must have some kind of method around it. โ€œAnd thatโ€™s Barou.โ€
โ€œI can introduce myself,โ€ the one at your side snaps. Heโ€™s by far the most handsome of the trio, although youโ€™re sure your best friend would disagree โ€” she has bad taste, though, so thatโ€™s irrelevant โ€” with a regal face and sharp eyes. His dark hair is spiky and his eyes are a vivid crimson, narrowed with irritation while his mouth tugs into a perfect frown. โ€œMy name is Barou.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s a pleasure, Barou,โ€ you say.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he says. โ€œSame here.โ€
More than being a pleasure, itโ€™s a little tense, so you return to reading your menu, not knowing what else to say, hoping someone else says something soon and rescues you from the ensuing silence.ย 
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This is bad. Almost as bad as Japanโ€™s performance in the last U-20 World Cup, which occurred right before Aiku moved up and joined the team. Almost as bad as that stain Lorenzoโ€™s marinara left on the carpet. Itโ€™s that level of catastrophic, because clearly, Barou will take a lot more encouragement than originally anticipated. Kicking Niko under the table, Aiku nods meaningfully at Barou, who is also reading his menu, sitting next to the girl whoโ€™s doing the same.
Itโ€™s the perfect opportunity for small talk. Occasionally, the girl will peek at him over the top of his menu, so sheโ€™s clearly not affronted by him โ€” either that, or sheโ€™s deathly afraid that Barou will kill her and is making sure he doesnโ€™t do that when sheโ€™s distracted. If the latter is the case, well, itโ€™s not entirely unfounded.
Solving the conundrum which has presented itself is even more difficult than their game against PXG was. How is Aiku supposed to flirt with someone for Barou? Sheโ€™ll just end up liking him, which is rather counterintuitive, given that the end goal is to get Barou a girlfriend.ย 
If only Barou werenโ€™t so stubborn! Aikuโ€™s put him in the perfect spot, but instead of just reaching out his hand and snatching the opportunity up with both metaphorical hands, heโ€™s sitting there, utterly absorbed by the intricacies of the restaurantโ€™s entrees, which Aiku surmises are no doubt fascinating to people with such sensibilities.
Itโ€™s the girl, Y/N, who breaks the silence again. Clearing her throat and setting the menu aside, her eyes dart around the table before settling on Aiku. A natural consequence, given his dashing looks and genial personality, but not the one theyโ€™re hoping for at the moment, not in the slightest.
โ€œWe donโ€™t know you, right?โ€ she says.
โ€œI donโ€™t think so,โ€ Aiku says. Has he gone out with her before? Heโ€™s pretty sure heโ€™d have remembered if he had, but you can never be careful these days.
โ€œThen whyโ€™d you invite us to sit with you?โ€ she says.
Aikuโ€™s in desperate need of an assist, and thereโ€™s only one person whoโ€™ll reliably send him one. Besides, the kid owes him a favor, so he doesnโ€™t even feel guilty when he makes a face at Niko, as if indicating that he should be the one to answer the query.
โ€œIt was Barouโ€™s idea!โ€ Niko says.
โ€œExcuse me?โ€ Barou says.
โ€œWhat?โ€ Aiku says.ย 
โ€œYeah, it was. He felt bad that you guys were going to leave without eating, and we accidentally booked a table for five instead of three, like we originally planned, so he told Aiku to stop you guys before you were gone,โ€ Niko explains.
โ€œOh, that was very sweet of you!โ€ Y/N says. โ€œThank you so much. We both really appreciate it.โ€
Under the table, Aiku gives Niko a thumbs-up. Niko returns the gesture in kind, though neither of them let their true emotions show on their faces, which must be carefully schooled into blankness so that nobody else catches on to their scheming.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re welcome,โ€ Barou says before freezing as he realizes that heโ€™s somehow fallen for Nikoโ€™s lie, despite being there to witness the truth of the events. โ€œWait, no, it wasnโ€™tโ€”โ€
โ€œBarouโ€™s super considerate,โ€ Niko continues, cutting Barouโ€™s correction off. Aiku could just about cry. Nikoโ€™s a natural-born talent! He could never have predicted the younger boyโ€™s sheer skill at this kind of thing. โ€œDo you watch soccer?โ€
โ€œNot really,โ€ Y/N says thoughtfully. โ€œIโ€™ve never understood it well enough to become an avid fan, and my father prefers baseball, so itโ€™s not something my family is into. I think itโ€™s really cool, though!โ€
โ€œBarou plays,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œSo do you guys,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œYeah, but youโ€™re sitting next to her,โ€ Niko says. โ€œAnd youโ€™re the king, right? Who better than you to explain the sport?โ€
โ€œShe didnโ€™t ask for that,โ€ Barou says, glowering at Niko and Aiku alike. โ€œWhy would I do that?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t mind,โ€ Y/N says, even going so far as to smile at Barou. With a final suspicious glare at the two of them, Barou begins to explain the rules of the game to her, and Aiku takes advantage of his distraction to high-five Niko.
โ€œYouโ€™re amazing,โ€ he whispers. โ€œWhereโ€™d you learn this shit?โ€
โ€œI watch a lot of anime,โ€ Niko whispers back. โ€œThis is a classic set up for a twelve-episode romance that teaches the viewers about friendship, love, and what it means to grow up.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s not what I was expecting,โ€ Aiku says after digesting this latest revelation, finding that it makes a surprising amount of sense. โ€œBut hey, whatever works!โ€
โ€œExactly,โ€ Niko says. โ€œDo you think itโ€™s weird if I order chicken fingers from the childrenโ€™s menu?โ€
โ€œOrder whatever you want, kid,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œYou deserve it. Iโ€™ll even pay.โ€
โ€œYay!โ€ Niko says. โ€œChicken fingers it is.โ€
Aiku doesnโ€™t even mind treating him. If this is successful, then heโ€™ll buy Niko all of the chicken fingers in the world in thanks.ย 
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Youโ€™re more than a little grateful that Niko has given you something to talk to Barou about. Your best friend is busy texting her crush, the gerbil-looking one, who has apparently responded to her story, so you wouldโ€™ve had to sit there in silence until she finished up or someone took pity on your helpless self. In this way, though, itโ€™s much more natural, and even if it really was just an example of Niko feeling bad for you, it didnโ€™t come across as such.
โ€œYou really scored a goal against the Japanese U-20 team?โ€ you say after Barou has finished a long-winded explanation on the rules of soccer and some of the highlights of his career in the sport. In truth, you mostly tuned out the more technical details, but you have to admit that some of the things heโ€™s mentioned about himself are rather interesting.
โ€œYes,โ€ he says.ย 
โ€œWow,โ€ you say. โ€œYou must be good, then.โ€
He shrugs in acknowledgement. โ€œIโ€™m good.โ€
It doesnโ€™t feel like heโ€™s bragging or anything like that. Heโ€™s just acknowledging an inevitable truth. Heโ€™s good. The way he says it, no one can deny it โ€” not that you wouldโ€™ve. Based on his build alone, youโ€™d have expected him to have talent as an athlete; the things heโ€™s mentioned have only been confirmation of that initial prediction, rather than blowing your mind in any significant way.
โ€œHi!โ€ Your waitressโ€™s arrival with a tray full of drinks cuts your conversation with Barou short, which youโ€™re surprised to find youโ€™re a little put-out by, at least until the grumble of your stomach reminds you of why you came to the restaurant in the first place. โ€œAre you all ready to order?โ€
โ€œI want the chicken fingers,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œThe chicken fingers from the twelve and under menu? How old are you?โ€ she says.
โ€œTwelve,โ€ Niko says. You frown, leaning closer to Barou in order to murmur in his ear.
โ€œIs he actually?โ€ย 
Barou shakes his head ever so slightly. โ€œNo, but if thatโ€™s the only way he can get chicken fingersโ€ฆโ€
โ€œThatโ€™s a fair point,โ€ you say. The waitress seems to share your doubts, but then Aiku flashes her a warm grin.
โ€œMy little brotherโ€™s heard so much about your entrees, and he canโ€™t wait to try the, er, chicken fingers. Yes. The chicken fingers. Heโ€™s been talking about them all week,โ€ he explains.
โ€œAre theyโ€”?โ€ you begin.
โ€œThey met like a month ago,โ€ Barou says, rolling his eyes. โ€œNo relation whatsoever.โ€
โ€œI see,โ€ you say. You almost have to admire the lengths theyโ€™re willing to go to, as well as how natural they are with it. โ€œHuh. I guess if it works, it works.โ€
โ€œOne order of chicken fingers, then!โ€ the waitress says, jotting it down on her notepad, returning Aikuโ€™s grin with her own. He has that kind of enviable charisma that lets him get away with a lot more than he should, and youโ€™re more than a little jealous. โ€œAnd the rest of you?โ€
You all give her your orders, and she promises sheโ€™ll be back quickly before running back to the kitchen. Once again, youโ€™re left to your own devices, and given that your best friend is still texting that guy, you decide youโ€™ll try and talk to the others at your table.
โ€œBarou told me you guys are all in some program called Blue Lock together,โ€ you say. โ€œWhatโ€™s that like? It sounded super intense.โ€
โ€œIt is,โ€ Aiku scoffs. โ€œI donโ€™t even know if weโ€™re supposed to be here at the moment.โ€
โ€œWe got permission from our coach,โ€ Niko says. โ€œBut the guy who runs the program is kind ofโ€ฆwhatโ€™s the word?โ€
โ€œFreaky?โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œThat works,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œI didnโ€™t realize we were dining with rebels,โ€ you say.ย 
โ€œFor the record, I was dragged into coming by those two,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œWe didnโ€™t actually drag him,โ€ Aiku reassures you. โ€œI mean, we tried, but heโ€™s super heavy.โ€
โ€œToo much training,โ€ Niko says. โ€œBarou, you should flex for Y/N โ€” I mean, for everyone.โ€
โ€œHell no,โ€ Barou says. โ€œIn public? Donโ€™t be shameless.โ€
โ€œSo youโ€™ll do it in private, then?โ€ Aiku says.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s โ€” thatโ€™s not what I meant!โ€ Barou sputters. โ€œI wonโ€™t do it at all!โ€
โ€œY/N, if you get a subscription to Blue Lock TV, then forget about asking Barou to flex. You can just watch him work out. He does it shirtless,โ€ Aiku says. You choke on your water.
โ€œWhat are you, some kind of salesman?โ€ you say, coughing to dislodge the droplets of liquid scratching at your throat. โ€œWas inviting us to sit with you a kindness or an advertisement?โ€
โ€œCanโ€™t it be both?โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œNo, it cannot, you fucking donkey!โ€ Barou says. โ€œPlease ignore him. I donโ€™t know what heโ€™s talking about.โ€
โ€œYou do train without a shirt on, though,โ€ Niko says. โ€œQuite often. Actually, now that Iโ€™m thinking about it, thereโ€™s a lot of shirtless content on Blue Lock TVโ€ฆChris Prince stripped at one point, Iโ€™m pretty sure, and more than one of the Bastard Mรผnchen boys have had locker room features. I guess PXG is the only team without any fan service, since Barcha has Lavinho as a coach, and we all know how he is.โ€
โ€œGood for them. You gotta give credit where itโ€™s due,โ€ Aiku says.ย 
โ€œAgreed,โ€ Niko says. โ€œHey, Barou, didnโ€™t you take your shirt off after scoring in the game against the U-20s, too? Is it like an established habit or something?โ€
โ€œEnough about my shirt,โ€ Barou says through gritted teeth.
โ€œOr lack thereof,โ€ Aiku adds. Thereโ€™s a baleful aura emanating off of Barou, and he doesnโ€™t even need to say anything before Aiku winces like heโ€™s been cowed. โ€œSorry. The opportunity presented itself.โ€
โ€œBoth of you are on thin ice. First you abducted me, and now youโ€™re going on about this dumbass subject? And thatโ€™s not to mention the sauce stain from earlier. I bet neither of you cleaned it up,โ€ Barou says.ย 
Aiku and Niko both look like they have been caught committing some crime. Barouโ€™s about to snap, itโ€™s very obvious, but you find his friendsโ€™ antics to be so amusing that you hesitantly pat him on the shoulder.
โ€œAh, I think theyโ€™re just teasing you. Itโ€™s common amongst people who are close to one another! I always make fun of my best friend for her taste in men,โ€ you say.
โ€œAnd I make fun of yours right back,โ€ your best friend says, not even looking up from her phone. You roll your eyes at this.
โ€œSee? Itโ€™s really alright,โ€ you say. โ€œAt the least, if youโ€™re upset because weโ€™re here, then donโ€™t be. Neither of us mind. I mean, sheโ€™s not even paying attention to us. Too busy texting that Meriones unguiculatus of a man she deems crush-worthy.โ€
โ€œFuck you,โ€ your best friend says. She ordinarily would have no idea what Meriones unguiculatus means, but given the context, youโ€™re sure sheโ€™s figured it out.
โ€œDonโ€™t be mad because Iโ€™m right,โ€ you say. โ€œAnyways, like I was saying, itโ€™s all good.โ€
Thereโ€™s a strained moment where none of you know what Barou will do, but then he nods, crossing his arms and sticking his nose in the air.
โ€œFine,โ€ he says. โ€œIโ€™ll let it slide, just this once. But the two of you better behave from now on, you got it?โ€
Aiku and Niko both seem to be so amazed that itโ€™s a wonder they donโ€™t salute at Barouโ€™s barked-out order. Shaking your head and laughing, you decide it might be for the best if you try to talk to Barou yourself and leave his slightly problematic companions out of the conversation.
โ€œSo,โ€ you say, to him and only him. โ€œWhatโ€™s the story behind the sauce stain?โ€ย 
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โ€œHoly shit,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œI know,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œSheโ€™s a genius. A god. A fucking Barou whisperer,โ€ he says.
โ€œI know,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œWhat are the odds that we managed to find the exact girl that could put up with his bullshit?โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œPretty high!โ€ a new voice chimes in. Itโ€™s Y/Nโ€™s friend; she never introduced herself, and it doesnโ€™t seem like sheโ€™s inclined to, but she inconspicuously slides her chair closer to where he and Niko are talking. โ€œYou guys are trying to set your friend up with Y/N, huh? Good luck. She only likes ugly dudes.โ€
โ€œBarouโ€™sโ€ฆkind of ugly?โ€ Niko tries. Aiku snorts.
โ€œLetโ€™s keep it honest here,โ€ he says. โ€œAnyways, what were you talking about earlier? Barouโ€™s a nutcase. Itโ€™s, like, a miracle that Y/Nโ€™s managing to have a conversation with him.โ€
โ€œMaybe heโ€™s like that with you, but to me, he seems to be the type thatโ€™s totally respectful to women,โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says, brandishing her index finger in the air as if sheโ€™s making a particularly salient point. โ€œThe bigger the muscles, the bigger the heart, isnโ€™t that โ€
โ€œIs that a real saying?โ€ Niko says.
โ€œNo, I just made it up,โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says. โ€œBut it kind of fits in this instance, donโ€™t you think?โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re not wrong,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œBut do you mean to say Barou would be this nice to any girl?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not like I know him personally. Shouldnโ€™t you be able to answer that better than me?โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says.
โ€œThere arenโ€™t any girls in Blue Lock,โ€ Niko says. โ€œThis is the first time weโ€™ve seen him interact with one, so we actually have no idea.โ€
โ€œAh,โ€ she says. โ€œThat explains a lot. Anyways, yeah, if I had to guess, he would be.โ€
โ€œHm,โ€ Aiku says. This throws a definite wrench in their plans โ€” up until this point, he had been convinced that there were sparks flying between Y/N and Barou, mostly because he had never seen Barou so gentle and quick to calm down in his life. Yet, if Y/Nโ€™s friend is telling the truth, and he has no reason to think she isnโ€™t, then this is actually just his true personality.
On the one hand, itโ€™s comforting to know that Barou isnโ€™t constantly on the verge of an aneurysm, and indeed can even be persuaded towards kindness in his day-to-day life. On the other, it doesnโ€™t solve their problem, which is getting him to calm down when heโ€™s interacting with his fellow Ubers teammates.
Aiku comes to a decision relatively quickly. Itโ€™s his experience as a captain which lends him that swiftness; on the field, split-second decisions are the only way to go. Heโ€™s good at taking information and rapidly synthesizing it to come up with workable solutions, and though this isnโ€™t a soccer match, the stakes are almost just as high.
The facts of the situation are as follows: Y/N does not seem to mind talking to Barou, and given that theyโ€™ve been engaged in conversation almost this entire time, the inverse is also likely true. Furthermore, sheโ€™s proven able to persuade him not to freak out at himself and Niko when they were pushing his buttons, which is something no one has ever managed before and is somewhat the end goal of the outing. Of course, she apparently only likes ugly guys, and Barouโ€™s far from ugly โ€” as a fellow member of the non-ugly community, Aiku is confident in saying this โ€” but things like that are subjective, so he decides he shouldnโ€™t worry too much about that aspect.
Then there are the theories, namely Y/Nโ€™s best friendโ€™s one about how any girl might have a similar effect on Barou. This could be true, or it could also not be, but Aiku only has one data point and a limited amount of time to work with, so despite the likely veracity, he has to set it aside as false for the time being. Itโ€™s not like thereโ€™s an endless supply of girls just hanging around for him to test out Barouโ€™s reactions with, so in this moment, heโ€™s deeming Y/N L/N as a special case, an outlier, and this can only lead to one conclusion:
Barou is totally into her.ย 
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โ€œTwo younger sisters, really?โ€ you say. While your best friend has been talking to Aiku and Niko in hushed tones, youโ€™ve been preoccupied with Barou, whoโ€™s proven himself to be nothing like his first impression. You had expected him to be fussy and rude and intimidating, and while the latter adjective certainly still applies, heโ€™s kind instead of spiteful and almost shy instead of brash.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he says, and thereโ€™s a smile in his voice, although his face does not shift in the slightest. โ€œTheyโ€™re much smaller, so I look after them a lot โ€” when Iโ€™m home, anyways. Obviously, I havenโ€™t seen them since Iโ€™ve been at Blue Lock.โ€
โ€œHow sweet of you,โ€ you say. โ€œI bet your mother appreciates you a lot.โ€
โ€œI try to help her whenever I can,โ€ he says.
Youโ€™re about to internally swoon, but then you stop yourself. So what if heโ€™s athletic, helps his mother, is tall, handsome, kind, muscular, and supposedly good with kids? That doesnโ€™t mean anything. He probably has a girlfriend, anyways, given all of these positive attributesโ€”
โ€œI have to go to the bathroom,โ€ you say, standing up. Your best friend looks over at you in concern, for she knows of your distaste for public restrooms, and then she, too, stands.
โ€œWant me to come?โ€ she says.
โ€œYes,โ€ you say, striding off without further explanation. As soon as the two of you are far enough from the table, you give her a distressed look. โ€œI need help.โ€
โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€ she says.
โ€œI thinkโ€”โ€
โ€œAre you into Barou?โ€ she asks, cutting you off. You blink at her.
โ€œHow did you know?โ€ you say.
โ€œYouโ€™ve spent almost the entire time talking only to him. Itโ€™s a little obvious,โ€ she says.
โ€œOh, no,โ€ you say. โ€œHeโ€™s definitely caught on, then!โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not a big deal. According to Aiku and Niko, heโ€™s single, so thatโ€™s one thing you donโ€™t have to worry about, and besides, if thatโ€™s the case, then heโ€™s fair game, isnโ€™t he? Thereโ€™s nothing wrong with being interested in someone,โ€ she says.ย 
โ€œHeโ€™s single? How?โ€ you say. โ€œYouโ€™re telling me no oneโ€™s been interested in him yet? Thatโ€™s impossible.โ€
โ€œThere is the whole โ€˜locked away in a facility with zero girlsโ€™ aspect to be consideredโ€ฆโ€ she says.
โ€œWell, thatโ€™s true,โ€ you say, feeling dumb for having forgotten that. โ€œDo you think heโ€™s interested in me?โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s been talking to you back, right? Thatโ€™s a good sign, especially since heโ€™s been ignoring his friends to do so,โ€ she says. โ€œThereโ€™s a decent chance. If anything, does he seem like the kind of guy that would be mean about rejecting you? You should just ask him for his number when we get back.โ€
โ€œMe? Ask for his number?โ€ you say.
โ€œIโ€™ve heard girls have high success rates when they approach guys that theyโ€™re into. Whatโ€™s the worst that can happen? Either way, the three of them are heading back to some weird facility after tonight, so we can just leave and never see them again if itโ€™s awkward,โ€ she says.
You mull this over. Nothing sheโ€™s saying is wrong, and anyways, itโ€™s been a while since you dated someone. Besides, youโ€™ll probably not meet someone like Barou again for a long, long time, and when you really think about it, youโ€™d rather live with a rejection than a what-if scenario floating around in your mind for the rest of your life.
โ€œAlright,โ€ you say. โ€œIโ€™ll do it, but that means you have to dump the gerbil dude and move on.โ€
โ€œDid that earlier. I couldnโ€™t stop thinking of Tinkerbell the gerbil whenever I saw his profile picture; it totally killed the mood. Thanks a lot,โ€ she says.
โ€œItโ€™s my pleasure,โ€ you say. โ€œNow, letโ€™s go back. I have a number to get!โ€
โ€œUm, hold on,โ€ she says. โ€œI do actually have to pee, and the bathroom doesnโ€™t seem too dirty.โ€
You sigh, because now that youโ€™re this pumped up, you donโ€™t want to delay any longer, but youโ€™re not about to abandon her, so you nod towards the door.
โ€œIโ€™ll wait here, then. Be quick!โ€ย 
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โ€œWell, well, well,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œWho wouldโ€™ve thought weโ€™d get to see the day?โ€
โ€œWhat are you talking about?โ€ Barou says when he notices that both Aiku and Niko are looking at him.
โ€œWhat arenโ€™t we talking about?โ€ Aiku says.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s Y/N,โ€ Niko says, defusing the volatile atmosphere rather efficiently. Aiku hands him a French fry off of his plate as a form of praise; accepting it happily, Niko chews and swallows before continuing. โ€œYou like her, right?โ€
โ€œWhat? No,โ€ Barou says quickly โ€” too quickly, which means the answer is the opposite of what heโ€™s just said. Aiku steeples his fingers together, because he couldnโ€™t have imagined things going any better, and he feels like heโ€™s entitled to a villainous pose or two every now and again.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™ve been talking to her the entire time weโ€™ve been eating, and you didnโ€™t yell at her when she told you to calm down,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œThat doesnโ€™t mean anything,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œI guess itโ€™s for the better,โ€ Niko says. โ€œHer friend told us she has a boyfriend.โ€
Aikuโ€™s about to reprimand him for making things up, but before he can, he sees out of the corner of his eye that the tips of Barouโ€™s ears have turned a surprisingly light and rosy pink, and then he can only shake his head in amazement. Nikoโ€™s really fucking good at this. Aiku almost wonders if he should ask the kid for anime recommendations or something.
โ€œReally?โ€ Barou says.ย 
โ€œReally,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œThatโ€™s โ€” I mean, itโ€™s none of my business, so why are you telling me?โ€ Barou says.
โ€œYouโ€™re awfully upset if thatโ€™s the case,โ€ Aiku points out.
โ€œIโ€™m not upset!โ€ Barou says. โ€œJustโ€ฆI wasnโ€™t expecting her not to be single, thatโ€™s all.โ€
โ€œExpecting, or hoping?โ€ Aiku says. Barou glares at him but does not respond, which tells Aiku all he needs to know. โ€œItโ€™s okay for you to have a crush on her. She seems nice enough.โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Niko says. โ€œIf you guys get along, then thereโ€™s no harm in just asking her out. Weโ€™re going back to Blue Lock after dinner anyways, so itโ€™s not like youโ€™ll see her in the future if you donโ€™t want to. Can you live with yourself if you donโ€™t give it a shot?โ€
โ€œArenโ€™t you a king?โ€ Aiku urges. โ€œWhat kind of king doesnโ€™t put his best foot forward at all times?โ€
โ€œThe kind of king that respects other peopleโ€™s relationships, you chewed up wad of spearmint gum,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œOh, I was just making that up,โ€ Niko says. โ€œI wanted to see how youโ€™d react. Sheโ€™s definitely single.โ€
โ€œYouโ€”!โ€
Aiku and Niko are saved from another one of Barouโ€™s tirades by the arrival of Y/N and her friend. With a final malevolent sneer, Barou continues to talk to Y/N, who seems eager to pick up where they left off. Aiku high-fives Niko under the table.
โ€œYouโ€™re a genius, buddy,โ€ he says.
โ€œDoes this mean youโ€™ll buy me dessert, too?โ€ Niko says.
โ€œIf youโ€™ll share with me, then sure.โ€
โ€œDeal.โ€ย 
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โ€œWhen should I ask him for his number? Itโ€™ll be awkward if I do it in front of everyone, I think,โ€ you say.
โ€œWhy would it be awkward?โ€ she says. โ€œIโ€™m not about to judge you. I already know youโ€™re going to do it.โ€
โ€œI was talking about Aiku and Niko,โ€ you say, though youโ€™re specifically referring to Aiku โ€” thereโ€™s a sense of naรฏvetรฉ to Niko, so the thought of being so bold in front of him doesnโ€™t make you squeamish, but itโ€™s a difference case with his counterpart. Oliver Aiku has a sort of suaveness to him that makes you feel as though heโ€™s not been rejected once in his life, and thatโ€™s more than a little terrifying. What might such a master say about your feeble attempts at flirting? You donโ€™t want to imagine it. The mere beginnings of the thought are preemptively giving you hives, so having the thought fully formed, or heaven forbid the actual event occurringโ€ฆyou shudder at the plethora of side effects youโ€™ll no doubt undergo.
โ€œThatโ€™s fair,โ€ she says. โ€œI can distract them, if you want. While weโ€™re getting dessert, Iโ€™ll tell Aiku Iโ€™m having car trouble and ask if he can take a look. He seems like the kind of guy that would fall for that. I donโ€™t know what to do about Niko, thoughโ€ฆโ€
โ€œHeโ€™ll probably go with Aiku, but even if he doesnโ€™t, I think itโ€™ll be fine if itโ€™s just him there,โ€ you say. โ€œHeโ€™s pretty harmless.โ€
โ€œYou better not wimp out, then! If I have to embarrass myself by pretending to know nothing about cars, then the least you can do is actually ask for his number,โ€ she says.
โ€œIโ€™ll do it!โ€ you say. She obviously doesnโ€™t believe you, so you pout. โ€œPromise I will.โ€
โ€œFine,โ€ she says.ย 
โ€œFine,โ€ you say.
โ€œFine!โ€ she says again. โ€œJust give me a second before we go back, then. I need to think of what kinds of issues my car will be havingโ€ฆโ€ย 
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โ€œHey, Aiku,โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says. The entire table falls silent, including Aiku himself โ€” heโ€™s more than a little confused about what she could want with him. After all, heโ€™s not done anything that would seem like heโ€™s trying to pursue her, so thereโ€™s no reason for her to believe heโ€™s interested, and itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re close enough for her to be talking to him in specific.
โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€ he says.
โ€œMy car is making a weird sound when it starts. I was going to wait to ask my dad when I got home, but if you know anything about cars, could you maybeโ€ฆ?โ€ she says.
Aiku knows nothing about cars, and heโ€™s about to tell her as much, but then Niko of all people is answering. He hasnโ€™t heard the boy talk this much since they met, which means heโ€™s really getting into this.
โ€œSure, we can both take a look while we wait for dessert to come,โ€ he says. Itโ€™s suspicious, because if Aiku knows nothing about cars, then Nikoโ€™s understanding has to be in the negatives. The kid doesnโ€™t even have his driverโ€™s license yet, so how would he be of any help? Unless this is another skill heโ€™s picked up from watching anime, in which case it seems like thatโ€™s another hobby Aiku needs to take up.
โ€œThanks,โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says, clearly relieved. โ€œY/N, do you mind staying back so no one takes our table?โ€
โ€œBarou, keep her company,โ€ Niko says. โ€œWe donโ€™t want them thinking weโ€™re the dine-and-dash type.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s okay with me,โ€ Y/N says before Barou can argue, which effectively shuts Barou up. Aikuโ€™s beloved teammate only grunts in agreement, watching the trio out of the corner of his eyes as they scurry out of the restaurant and begin to wander about aimlessly in the parking lot.
โ€œCan you, uh, describe this noise to me?โ€ Aiku says. Itโ€™s not like that knowledge will really change much for him, but he thinks that it might be better if he at least pretends to put forth some effort into assisting the girl. After all, itโ€™d be bad for business if he gets flamed as the rude, unhelpful type.
โ€œHuh? Oh, I made that up,โ€ she says.
โ€œAs I expected,โ€ Niko says.
โ€œWhat? Why would you do that?โ€ Aiku says. Then he comes to a realization, and itโ€™s like a bucket of ice water has been poured over his head. โ€œHold on just a second, Iโ€™m not the one looking forโ€”โ€
โ€œThat was a great method of leaving Y/N and Barou alone,โ€ Niko says, cutting Aiku off before he can continue to embarrass himself. โ€œNow they can figure things out between themselves.โ€
โ€œRight?โ€ Y/Nโ€™s friend says. โ€œThereโ€™s only so much they can do when weโ€™re all sitting there.โ€
โ€œYeah, awesome idea,โ€ Aiku says, relieved to hear that sheโ€™s on their side. Girls take their friendsโ€™ opinions seriously. If Y/Nโ€™s best friend approves of Barou, then thatโ€™s a plus in Barouโ€™s favor, and given Barouโ€™s uniqueness, he needs all of the pluses he can get.
โ€œAnd just so you know, youโ€™re not my type, so donโ€™t take any of this in a weird way. I just want Y/N to be happy,โ€ she continues.
โ€œDuly noted,โ€ Aiku says.ย 
โ€œSorry I wasnโ€™t faster in cutting you off,โ€ Niko whispers when Y/Nโ€™s friend pulls out her phone and begins to play on it again. Aiku shrugs.
โ€œNo worries. Nobodyโ€™s perfect,โ€ he says. โ€œAlthough, honestly? If this night ends up the way we want it to, then Iโ€™d say youโ€™re pretty damn close regardless.โ€ย 
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โ€œIโ€™m really sorry,โ€ Barou says as soon as your best friend, Aiku, and Niko have exited the building.ย 
โ€œFor what?โ€ you say. The crowd is dwindling, for the restaurant is nearing its closing time, but itโ€™s still busy enough that you have to stay close to him in order to be able to hear what heโ€™s saying. Or maybe thatโ€™s an excuse youโ€™ve made for yourself; either way, he doesnโ€™t pull back, so you remain in the comfortable space between you both.
โ€œAiku,โ€ he says. โ€œAlso Niko, but mostly Aiku.โ€
โ€œWhy? Heโ€™s not done anything too horrible,โ€ you say. โ€œHeโ€™s pretty funny. And Niko seems like a nice boy.โ€
โ€œThey have this idea in their mind,โ€ he says. โ€œItโ€™s totally stupid, but thatโ€™s why theyโ€™re acting like this. Theyโ€™re not usually quite as idiotic.โ€
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€ you say. You almost want to tell him to hurry up so you can ask for his number before the others come back and your best friend gets upset with you, but youโ€™d rather listen to him talk, and anyways once you ask him for his number thereโ€™s a chance things will go wrong, so you want to soak in these last few seconds before that happens.
โ€œI mean, you know,โ€ he says, and then heโ€™s turning a color you never wouldโ€™ve expected from someone as reputedly tough as him. โ€œJust that they think I like you.โ€
โ€œLike me?โ€ you say.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he says. โ€œLike Iโ€™m into you or something.โ€
You had hoped for it, but not seriously considered it โ€” although, the teasing and whatnot do make a little more sense now that heโ€™s added this context to it. If Aiku and Niko think he might be into youโ€ฆyou know you shouldnโ€™t be fanciful, that itโ€™ll eventually lead to disappointment, but you want to. You really want to, so when you next speak itโ€™s tentative but optimistic.
โ€œIf you are,โ€ you begin, nervous more than anything, though youโ€™re certain the only cure is getting this over with, โ€œI am, too. Into you, I mean.โ€
Barouโ€™s lips are still parted as if heโ€™s about to say something, but no words escape him. He just sits there and stares at you, as if youโ€™ve said something profound or shocking or both. Probably both. You giggle, shifting in your seat and adjusting your position, because seeing him like this is endearing as much as it is uncomfortable.
โ€œIf youโ€™re not, itโ€™s alright, but my friend told me I should ask you for your number or something, so I donโ€™t have any regrets when we leave,โ€ you say. โ€œSheโ€™s right, too. Iโ€™d have felt horrible forever if I never said anything.โ€
Heโ€™s still silent. You question if youโ€™ve somehow caused him to malfunction, so you nudge his foot with your own under the table. This does nothing to break him out of his daze, and then you realize heโ€™s probably trying to figure out how to best reject you, so you sigh.
โ€œItโ€™s okay to say no. Thereโ€™s no expectation on my part. I just wanted to get it out there,โ€ you say.
โ€œNo!โ€ he says.
โ€œWell, I mean, you didnโ€™t have to be exuberant about it,โ€ you mutter to yourself before smiling. โ€œThatโ€™s okay, though! Thank you for listening and talking to meโ€”โ€
โ€œI mean, yes. No. I donโ€™t know which question Iโ€™m supposed to be answering!โ€ he says. โ€œI do like you. Thatโ€™s what Iโ€™m trying to say, but you just said so many things that I didnโ€™t know what to respond to.โ€
โ€œYou like me?โ€ you say. You had never in your wildest fantasies imagined someone like Barou being into you. It was the kind of thing that just didnโ€™t happen, and yet, somehow, it had. Barou liked you.ย 
โ€œI guess so,โ€ he says. โ€œThatโ€™s how Aiku would phrase it, I think. I enjoy talking to you, and you have nice table manners. You kept your hands and surroundings clean, and you didnโ€™t spill anything, which is more than can be said about a lot of people. I really appreciate that kind of trait in a person.โ€
โ€œUh, thanks?โ€ you say, because youโ€™ve not really been complimented on your table manners before, but itโ€™s kind of sweet. โ€œYeah, thanks. Iโ€™d compliment you back, but thereโ€™s so many things to say that I wouldnโ€™t know where to startโ€ฆโ€
โ€œHow about with your phone number?โ€ he says. Youโ€™re pretty sure that thatโ€™s uncharacteristically bold of him, because his eyes widen as soon as he comprehends what heโ€™s said, but he doesnโ€™t take it back. Instead, he waits, his hands folded carefully in his lap as he watches you, probably wondering what youโ€™ll say in response to the request.
Smiling at him, you pull out your phone and open your hand, waiting for him to give you his.ย 
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โ€œYou got her number?โ€ Aiku says as theyโ€™re driving home. Nikoโ€™s in the backseat this time, mostly because he offhandedly mentioned feeling nauseous after eating and Aiku has no interest in getting vomit all over him. โ€œWay to go, man.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not a big deal,โ€ Barou says, gazing out of the window mysteriously. โ€œI canโ€™t exactly take her on dates or anything while Iโ€™m stuck in Blue Lock.โ€
โ€œIf you get Snuffyโ€™s permission, you could,โ€ Aiku says.
โ€œWe probably shouldnโ€™t abuse that,โ€ Niko says. โ€œOtherwise, Ego will come up with some insane punishment for all of us. The guyโ€™s a super-freak. Iโ€™m sure heโ€™s got some crazy stuff stored away.โ€
โ€œVery true,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œDonโ€™t worry too much, though, Barou. If sheโ€™s the one, she wonโ€™t mind waiting.โ€
โ€œHow can I know if sheโ€™s the one when weโ€™ve only met once? Youโ€™re delusional,โ€ Barou says.
โ€œItโ€™s pretty simple,โ€ Aiku says. โ€œDo you want her to be?โ€
The moonlight hits Barou in a particularly elegant way at that moment. Aikuโ€™s suddenly not surprised that Nikoโ€™s anime intelligence worked so well โ€” Barou seems straight out of a girlish romance novel or TV show or something along those lines just then.
โ€œYeah,โ€ he says. โ€œI do.โ€
โ€œThen thatโ€™s that!โ€ Aiku says, pulling into the garage and putting Snuffyโ€™s car in park. โ€œTrust me, there was major chemistry there, so Iโ€™m sure sheโ€™s of the same opinion.โ€
โ€œItโ€™ll work out,โ€ Niko agrees. Heโ€™s clearly feeling much better now that theyโ€™re not in the car, his steps light and bouncy, his lips curving upwards at the corners. โ€œYouโ€™re a great guy, Barou. We were talking about it earlier.โ€
Barou scoffs. โ€œOf course I am.โ€
โ€œClassic Barou,โ€ Aiku says, throwing his arm around Barouโ€™s shoulder. โ€œSo humble.โ€
โ€œGet off of me,โ€ Barou grumbles, shoving Aiku away, though thereโ€™s a marked gentleness to it that tells Aiku their plan worked. Heโ€™s excited to see the long-term effects โ€” if only one dinner with Y/N was enough for Barou to relax this much, then the duration of their relationship might be akin to a vacation for the rest of the Ubers.
That night, Aiku and Niko are brushing their teeth in the bathrooms together, since nobody else is up and thereโ€™s a certain camaraderie built between them after their adventure.
โ€œWe did good today, Niko,โ€ Aiku says after spitting his toothpaste into the sink.ย 
โ€œAgreed,โ€ Niko says.
The door slams open right after he does, which is horribly ironic timing, because it reveals a furious Barou. Heโ€™s already enormous, but his fury causes him to swell until his proportions are vaguely Hulk-like and entirely terrifying. Both Aiku and Niko glance at him in confusion, because he should have no reason to be upset, and then, right before he can start yelling, it hits them like a truck.
โ€œHey, you donkeys,โ€ Barou hisses. โ€œDid you think you could distract me by taking me to dinner? That stain is still there. Can neither of you do anything for yourselves? Iโ€™m going to kill you both, mark my words!โ€
Aiku groans. Niko face-palms.
Fuck.ย 
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Gentle Care - Jade
Author Notes: So, this is another fanfic that has been sitting, collecting dust in my Google Docs for quite some time now. It is finally getting to see the light of day because I wanted to post a Jade fic (totally not because of any cards that recently came out on the Japanese server). I didn't really listen to anything specific while writing this, so I really can't say there is any specific inspiration for this fic either. As per usual, reader is gender neutral. I hope you enjoy!
Type: Gender neutral reader/ sfw/ flirtation/ romance implied/ fluff
Word Count: 1393
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When Azul had called to ask for your assistance in patching someone up, you hadnโ€™t been surprised.ย 
First, youโ€™d gotten very good at handling bandages and whatnot simply due to your numerous Overblot experiences. You always ended up with a myriad of bumps and scrapes after those.
Secondly, Floyd getting into a fight was hardly uncommon, so the idea of him being a little scraped up was hardly startling.ย 
Finally, Floyd was perpetually mercurial, and if heโ€™d even implied that heโ€™d sit still and let you bandage him without squirming around, then Azul would do what it took to get you to Octavinelle just to ensure Floyd didnโ€™t cause him any more of a headache.
An added bonus was that Octavinelle had all the supplies you could ever dream of, so there wasnโ€™t even any need for you to bring anything with you. In fact, Grim even stayed at Ramshackle, opting not to join you on your little jaunt to Octavinelle. Though he did make sure to put in a request that you bring home some food for him that had you rolling your eyes slightly as you slipped out the door.
Your only real concerns on the trip to the mirror chamber were whether or not the other person had survived the altercation and how exactly you were going to scold the injured eel, even though you knew perfectly well that your words would do little good to keep him from getting into yet another fight.ย 
Those thoughts vanished though when you stepped into the Mostro Lounge and found yourself greeted with an unexpected sight.
Jade, sitting there as calmly as ever despite the bruises and red scratch marks that were sprinkled across his person as he talked to his brother, who was currently crouched in front of him, โ€œYes, it seems they mistook me for you, Floyd. Handling them was an easy matter, but-โ€
Jade halted mid-sentence as he spotted you, his eyes widening briefly before his usual, carefully crafted smile appeared, โ€œI wasnโ€™t expecting you quite yet, Y/n. I do hope you didn't rush.โ€
It was those oh-so polite words that immediately sparked your ire, sending you striding forward and snatching the bandages off a nearby table as you did so. After all, that long red scratch on his arm looked particularly nasty.
โ€œDo I want to know?โ€ Your irritation was obvious to everyone present, but no one seemed terribly concerned. But, to be fair, you were already kneeling and inspecting the young manโ€™s injuries.
Azul let out a sigh, stepping into the room and holding a stack of papers, โ€œIt seems that a group of juniors looking for a fight mistook Jade for Floyd.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s alright though, Shrimpy. Jade handled โ€˜em all perfectly well.โ€ Despite Floydโ€™s reassurance, you were hardly pleased. Eying the tell-tale burn that affirmed that magic had indeed been used in the fight despite school rules.
You glanced up, immediately making eye contact with the injured young man whoโ€™d been sitting silently, with a slight smile on his face as heโ€™d watched you this entire time. Almost as if he were gauging the situation before he said anything.
โ€œSo you got in a fight you couldโ€™ve avoided?โ€ Your flat tone said everything, and Azul took it as a cue to leave. With a single motion, he signaled Floyd, and the two exited the space. Floyd linger long enough to cast a single glance that flickered between you and his brother over his shoulder before he disappeared into the kitchen.
Jade met your accusation with an easy calmness and no small degree of amusement, โ€œI wouldnโ€™t be so sure. That group seemed to have quite a bit of aggression towards my dorm and probably didnโ€™t really care if it was me or Floyd.โ€
You remained silent as he continued, going about bandaging some of the worse scratches while he calmly spread burn cream on his arm, โ€œAnd even if I had made them aware of my identity and theyโ€™d left, it wouldโ€™ve simply meant my dear brother would be in my current position, and I couldnโ€™t let that happen.โ€
You pressed a band-aid down with a bit more pressure than strictly necessary as your eyes found his, โ€œDonโ€™t play coy with me, Jade. You wanted to get in that fight.โ€
You had to curb your urge to roll your eyes at the innocent expression he gave you before you continued, โ€œYouโ€™re far too smug to have not gotten your way.โ€
With those words, you stood, grabbing another band-aid and turning your attention to the scratch marks that were scattered across his face, โ€œSo who were they?โ€
He smiled, his sharp teeth flashing as he did so, โ€œThree of them were beastmen. I personally thought the Diasomna fellow was stronger, though. But donโ€™t worry, all of them are in far worse shape than me.โ€
You snorted in response to his all too smug response, your amused tone not matching your chiding words, โ€œDonโ€™t gloat.โ€
Despite yourself, you were smiling even as Jade spoke again, his tone getting gradually more amused, โ€œIt works for Floyd.โ€
Your gaze flickered over to his, your hands carefully placing the band-aid on his cheek as you frowned at him, โ€œNo, it doesnโ€™t, and it wonโ€™t for you either. I treat you two the same way.โ€
You gently smoothed the too-tan fabric across his pale cheek, and he chuckled, โ€œSurely you know better than to lie to me, my dear.โ€
Your movements stilled as his hand reached up and wrapped around one of yours, his gaze holding yours captive as he smiled like heโ€™d won some sort of game, โ€œYou and I both know you treat me far differently than how you treat my brother.โ€
You tugged at your hand gently, and Jade let it go with ease even as his fingers carefully brushed the skin on his cheek where your hand had just been with a distinctly pleased expression, โ€œYour gentle care for me proves it.โ€
You crossed your arms, shaking your head slightly as you frowned down at him, โ€œDonโ€™t tease. I might be helping you right now, but I will leave.โ€
He tilted his head, his expression shifting to a feigned mask of betrayed hurt, โ€œAnd abandon me to the care of Azul and Floyd? You wouldnโ€™t be so cruel.โ€
You rolled your eyes slightly at his dramatics but reached over and grabbed another band-aid, โ€œI might. You never know when Iโ€™ll surprise you.โ€
A smile curved across his face as his gaze stayed locked on you even as you focused on one of the other scratches on his otherwise pristine skin, โ€œIndeed, I never doโ€ฆ.โ€
You hummed slightly as he trailed off, โ€œRight, so youโ€™d best watch it and not get hurt like this again. I might not take care of you next time.โ€
โ€œWouldnโ€™t that mean playing favorites since youโ€™ve kept on helping every time Floyd gets himself hurt?โ€ He didnโ€™t miss a beat, and you frowned at him, causing him to chuckle, โ€œI wonโ€™t make any promises. I rather enjoy getting taken care of, you know.โ€ย 
You tapped him lightly on the shoulder in a faux slap, โ€œAlright, thatโ€™s enough out of you.โ€ You paused, turning to look over your shoulder as you called out to Azul and Floyd that you were done.
Jade tilted his head as you looked back his way, his smile still present as he looked up at you where you stood between his spraddled out legs from his seated position, โ€œLeaving so soon? Floyd made dinner.โ€
You snorted lightly, shaking your head at his coaxing tone even as Floyd stepped out of the kitchen, โ€œYou staying for dinner, Shrimpy?โ€
You held Jadeโ€™s gaze as you felt a smile spread across your face, and, despite yourself, there was very little hesitation as you called back, โ€œSure! Sounds good!โ€
And once again, Jadeโ€™s smile was all too smug, but at this point that was nothing new. Especially since you knew perfectly well that if he, or Azul, or Floyd, got hurt again, youโ€™d be back to take care of them once again, even though all of you knew it was hardly necessary.
And that was even taking into account that you did play favorites. But you werenโ€™t about to admit that to Jade, and, judging from the smile on his face, he already knew anyway.
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dulcewrites ยท 2 years ago
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Fool Me Once (part 3)
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x reader (wc: 3.1k)
Summary: With the birth of your child looming, you and Aemond finally lay your cards on the table. A growing problem reaches a boiling point.
Warnings: more lying/manipulation (yโ€™all know the drill by now), Aemond once again gaslighting, mentions of s*icide
A/N: itโ€™s been such a fun time writing this. It is definitely different from most things Iโ€™ve written, so it have been a nice change. Iโ€™ve gotten so much support from it and I hope to keep making stuff you guys like. Also slight disclaimer that the way I write Alys is not really way I read her in the book. Much like Aemond in this. They both kind of suck lmao. I wanted this to be the last part but then I thought of more things soโ€ฆ we shall see how this goes ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฝ. I wanted this chapter to be a build up to events in ep 8-10 mainly 9 and 10 of the show.
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You canโ€™t remember the last time Aemond and you have had dinner, just the two of you. So, when he insisted you that you two do, you had a feeling it was about the talk Queen Alicent said she wanted to have with him. A private dinner with your husband would have been a dream moons ago.
Alicent did not make you privy to what they discussed. It only made you more weary. You know she is hurt and upset. But you also know she is more hurt that the son she propped up so much turned out to be just as unreliable as the man she made him with.
That is the painful part about love; the only place to go is down.
Nevertheless, his suffering is what you want; it does not matter if the ire stems from a place on genuine care for you. The uncomfortable nature in which he moves the castle makes the pain you have suffered a little bearable. It sounds deranged, but if you are to be trapped, he should be as well. You want him to wake with the same lump in his throat you do.
The letters had stopped. A constantly stream of communication abruptly ended. Lord Strong gave you a funny smile when he told you.
Ser Quinton rarely leaves your side when Aemond is around. He gave you a reluctant glance when you tell him about the dinner. While Aegon, already deep in his cups midday, tells you to keep a grip on your fervor.
The corridor was empty except for the two of you.
โ€œI know how him and mother are,โ€ he point his fingers at you emphatically. โ€œThey probably already concocted something to keep you quiet or make you look like the problem. Keep youโ€ฆ. Idle.โ€
Despite the slurring of his words, and clear bitterness towards the relationship Alicent and Aemond have, he may not be wrong. Alicent had already taken it upon herself to write to your father, suggesting he visits soon. She is proactive to a fault; her behavior simultaneously holding the Seven Kingdom together and enabling her familyโ€™s indecencies.
Everything can be hidden under the right tactics and false goodwill. You want to say she got that trait from her father, but you know it comes from years of being a woman in the Red Keep. From being the Queen.
The dinner begins uneventful. You wrinkle your nose at the meat pie in front of you. A dish you normally like making your stomach churn. It is hard not to feel sick or uncomfortable these days. Youโ€™re huge; feet swollen and belly protruding to a remarkable degree. The sheer thought of how big the babe will be plagues your mind most days.
It is unbearable having to engage in meaningless small talk with Aemond. Like he is insulting your intelligence by tip toeing around everything.
โ€œAre you going to tell me why you wanted this dinner,โ€ you want nothing more to leave his chambers and go take a bath.
โ€œI think we need to talk.โ€
You canโ€™t help but scoff at him. Aemond looks even more haunting in the dark lighting of room. Like the brutal knights the septas used to make you read about. He has a nasty look in his eye, like he wants a fight. You wonder if his Alys gets this look or if it just reserved for you. One special thing for his wife.
Despite all the formal swordsman training, Aemond plays dirty in personal affairs. Much like a feral cat backed into a corner. Youโ€™ve seen it to many times with Aegon. The only thing he responds to is equally cruel jabs.
โ€œYes dear husband,โ€ you sigh out of boredom, rolling your neck.
His next words take you by surprise.
โ€œDaella told me she is not excited about her egg hatching,โ€ he huffs out. You stop rolling your neck, and blink blankly at him. The two of your stare at each other before you bark out a laugh.
โ€œThat is what this is about? You are pouting because a child is no longer enraptured by an egg.โ€
โ€œIt is not only about the egg, and you know it,โ€ a nasty tone to match the look he gives you. โ€œYou fill her head with assumptions. You debase something that is her birthright. Something that is the birthright of her father, and her ancestors.โ€
You roll your eyes. โ€œWell, if I disparaged the great Targaryen legacy or dragons in front of her it must have been aโ€ฆ mistake.โ€
You swear you see Aemondโ€™s eye twitch a little at the word.
โ€œHave you ever thought maybe it is not the dragons themselves, but the person she most associates them with?โ€
Daellaโ€™s change in behavior was notable. She never wanted to go to the dragon pit with her father, the few times she does work up the nerve to go it is always with her aunt to see Dreamfyre. She is no longer enthused to learn High Valyrian despite how quickly she picks it up.
You did try to keep your child out things, but kids are perceptive. The way from a young age Alicent kids picked on her strife with their father, maybe she picked up on yours with Aemond.
Aemondโ€™s anger radiates off him. Once the truth finally comes out, the words begin to spill from your lips.
โ€œAnd do not pretend this is just about Daella. That is an insult to her, and a waste of my time,โ€ you lean forward, and lower your voice. โ€œThis about you losing your favor around here, and this about her.โ€
There is an uncomfortable hush comes over the room. The only sound is the crackling coming from the fireplace.
โ€œShe was pregnant,โ€ it comes out like whisper. The spite that was laced through his voice is gone. All is left is confusion.
Your vision blurred red. Thereโ€™s a painful twinge in your stomach, and you wince.
โ€œWhat do mean was.โ€
There was always the possibility this could happen. As naive as it sounds, it was not a thought till ironically Aegon of all people brought it up. If anyone would know about possibly fathering bastards it would be him. Then he promptly told you that the two of you could hop on Sunfyre and burn her to a crisp. The offer that you quickly refused in the moment has never sounded so tempting now.
โ€œI-I do not know where she is,โ€ Aemond admits curtly. โ€œOne day she is telling me she is with child, and the next sheโ€™sโ€ฆgone.โ€
He looks so small; his eye has a faraway look in it. Itโ€™s utterly pathetic. You never considered that a greater pain to him would be not only to be seen differently by his family, but also have to reason why he did it leave.
โ€œSo what now Aemond? She left you, and you want to just erase everything you have done. Pretend you care or love me,โ€ you say coldly.
โ€œNo. I do not lo-โ€œ
He stops mid sentence, and an empty smile appears on your face. Neither of you have said it out loud but it is the plain truth.
โ€œGo ahead and say it,โ€ there is a deep pressure in your stomach that wonโ€™t go away. The pain only makes you even more upset. โ€œLove requires respect. It requires give and take. You surely do not respect me, and all you ever do is take.โ€
Another twinge hits the underside of your belly. You shift in your seat uncomfortably, eyeing the door.
โ€œYou are not completely innocent in this,โ€ your eyes go wide at his remark. โ€œDo not give me that look. I see the way Ser Quinton looks at you. And now Alys isโ€ฆโ€
He trails off. It is the first time you have heard him say her name out loud. Another surge of jealously runs through you. She is gone, and you are once again stuck with the carcass. Expected to uphold your end of the bargain while he frets over a child and mother that never should have been around to begin with.
You refuse to sit and let him turn the tables around on you. It is a struggle, but you manage to get up from the table, but only to have him rise and block your way.
โ€œFor someone who has such clear distain for my house. You sure do not hide your fire wellโ€ฆ just like a dragon.โ€ His eye flutter down to the scar on your arm, then back to your eyes. You see the blame in his.
โ€œIf I was that rash, or temperamental, your head would have been on a spike. Along with your whoreโ€™s,โ€ you narrow your eyes. โ€œAnd I would have made Ser Quinton sully his white cloak, because he would for me. Hells, I would have had your brother while I was at it. Itโ€™s not like he has not tried before.โ€
You are not sure you even want Ser Quinton in that way, let alone Aegon. Ser Quinton devotion is not something you know if you are willing to take that level. And Aegonโ€™s cock has been in half the maidservants in the castle and most of the whores in Flea Bottom. Him wanting you is not special, itโ€™s just Aegon being Aegon. But the deep look of rage in Aemondโ€™s eye makes the statement all the more worth it.
You skirt past him quickly towards the door. His heavy footsteps behind you. Ser Quinton leaning against the wall opposite of the door does not surprise you.
โ€œAre you alright,โ€ he rushes over, concerned when you pause to in the hall and lean over in pain. His hand coming to rub your back.
โ€œOh well is this not sweet,โ€ Aemondโ€™s bitter tone cuts through the empty hall. โ€œI can handle it from here Ser Quinton.โ€
Blood rushes to your ears, and you can barely hear the hushed disagreement that begins between the two. Your painful groans becoming background fader to their pissing match.
A familiar snap happens in the lower part of your abdomen, and a pool of liquid flows out of you. Both cease arguing, and you and Aemond share a knowing look.
โ€œThe babe is coming.โ€
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Alaric Targaryen came into the world fast, and with a haughty disposition. As if he could tell the family dynamic he was coming into. His cries were piercing and sharp, matching the tears of relief you cried when he finally came out.
You had insisted to only have your lady in waiting and some septas in room, especially after the clear tension between Aemond and Quinton. Helaena and Alicent come in and out of the room sporadically, giving you words of encouragement and knowing glances at the pain you were in. Alicent had been shocked to see her son and Ser Quinton trying to get you back to chambers.
Lord Larys followed casually behind her. He gave that funny smile of his again. The smile he gives Queen Alicent when he thinks no one is watchingโ€ฆ or maybe he hopes someone is watching.
Sheโ€™s gone
Even while giving birth to your son, that woman plagued your thoughts. Aemond could be right; you two have more in common than you like. Bewitched by the same woman.
It took everything in you to look up when Aemond finally came into the room. Acknowledging his presence met remembering how he is half of Alaric. How so much of you belongs to Aemond. You live in his home, dress in his colors, your children will be in the history books as Targaryenโ€™s. He will have ownership over your boy after calling him a mistake. No matter how much you try, you will be remembered as his wife.
If that fact did not make you sick enough. Alicentโ€™s next words did the trick.
โ€œOh, he looks like how Aemond did when he was a babe.โ€
You look down at him in your arms. While Daella was a combination of Aemond and you, her brother is every bit of his father. Small tuff of straight blonde hair, lips town turned in a scowl. You did not know a babe could look so refined especially after just being born. The only resembles to yourself you see in his in his big glassy eyes looking up at you.
Thereโ€™s an energy that gets sucked out you when Alicent hands him to Aemond. She sees the weary look on your face.
Opposed to the elation you felt after having Daella. Dread creeps in; dread that comes from a place of sadness and protectiveness. All you have is your children. Even with the bonds and alliances you may have made, only they are extensions of you. Daella, your sweet girl, a reminder of what could of been. You have Alaric, the flesh and blood reflection of what you have been through.
โ€œHave you two thought of a name,โ€ Alicent asks. Before Aemond, who is still looking down can answer, you beat him to it.
โ€œAlaric. Ser Quinton told the sweetest story about a knight he admired as a child. I thought it would be fitting.โ€
Alicentโ€™s brows raise but she does nothing but nod. โ€œHandsome name for a handsome boy.โ€
Aemomd does not say anything about the name. He just quietly hums a melody when Alaric starts to fuss. He turns his back to you as he bounces him in his arms.
All you have is your children
All you have is your children
When you think about a sword to the throat. You donโ€™t know which situation would be more satisfying. One to his or one to yours.
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โ€œI am sure you wereโ€ฆ relieved to hear about your problem being gone.โ€
You do not see Lord Larys again till weeks after Alaric is born. The day of a feast Alicent insisted you have to celebrate his birth. Your father and mother writing you that they can not wait to see their second grandchild.
While Daella was a fussy, energetic baby, all Aleric does is sleep and eat. He stares at you with curious eyes. Always taking in the scene around him. He lays sweetly crib next to your bed. After his birth, you were all but forced to move back into the one you shared with Aemond.
โ€œDo you know what happened to her,โ€ itโ€™s been on your mind for since Aemond uttered those words.
Larys tilts his head to the side with a wry look. โ€œYou and I both know it is hard to place the whims of a difficult woman, especially a supposed magical one.โ€
You know he is not just talking about Alys.
She is out there, possibly with Targaryen blood in her and no one knows where is. It does not make any sense. Larys can read the skepticism all over your face.
โ€œIt is quite suspicious, witch or not. A bastard woman with no means or worth to her name, gone in an instant. And right after the truth comes out within the family. Right after the Queen and the Prince talk.โ€
He gives you no help, only more questions. Makes you more suspicious of those you have to call family. In this moment you hate the way he speaks in riddles. He never states things plainly till he is ready to. As if he expects you to do something before he can reveal anymore.
โ€œBut look on the bright side princess, your family will be back at court soon enough.โ€
Alaric begins to coo, as if he trying to tell you something.
โ€œWell, thank you for your time, Lord Larys,โ€ you give him a fake smile. โ€œI should start getting ready.โ€
Your lady in waiting, Jayne, comes in once Larys finally leaves.
โ€œI quite like this one princess,โ€ she holds up a green and black dress. It is old dress of Alicentโ€™s, one she gave you when you first married Aemond.
A flash of satiny purple in the back of you wardrobe catches your eye. A smile appears on your face. It may be a bit snug as you have two children since wearing it but it worth the try.
โ€œI think I might want to try something a bit different Jayne.โ€
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Your father used to tell you that the strongest flowers grow even when there is little sun. In conjunction, your mother told you that flowers are meant to be admired. Prettiest ones will often be picked and disregarded when a new bloom happens. Wilting was never an option for you in their mind.
You are their lower. Planted, watered, and urged to grow. Even in the deep darkness that is Kingโ€™s Landing. The darkness they said was critical to helping your house.
The looks you get when you walk into the Godswood, head high in your deep violet dress only spurs you on when in other times it would make you want to hide. Daella and Alaric both in darling lavender outfits. You three stand out against the various muted greens, blues, and greys amongst you. Except for the few specs of purple that you see on the side wooded area.
โ€œMy dear girl,โ€ your fatherโ€™s hug makes you want to cry. Seeing your parents put into perspective how young you feelโ€ฆ how young you are.
Already married, mother of two, and all you want is your parents to hug you and tell you everything will be ok. When your father pulls you to the side and asks you about the letter Queen Alicent sent him, you are surprised to hear what she put in it.
โ€œShe said you are having a hard time,โ€ he runs his hand over your arm. โ€œThat it is affecting your marriage.โ€
It should not surprise you she failed to mention her sonโ€™s cheating. But the onus being placed on you only proves what you already felt. They will protect their own, so you must protect yours.
Before you can muster up an answer, an anxious looking maidservant comes over with Jayne in tow.
โ€œMy Lady, I am sorry to interrupt. I went back to grab Alaricโ€™s sweater. I saw something you may want to see; it was left it your chambers.โ€
Your eyes go to a box Jayne is carrying.
You must hold back a scream when you open the box and see Alaricโ€™s favorite blanket, the one always in his crib, soaked in blood.
You frantically look over to the opposite side of the garden, your mother happily holding Alaric, Daella by her side. You look over to catch Aemond and Alicent giving you a questioning looks from across the Godswood.
As your vision blurs, you notice box had a tripartite of pale blue, red, and green on it.
โ€œJayne, please go fetch me Lord Larys and Ser Quinton.โ€
All you have is your children
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darkficsyouneveraskedfor ยท 5 months ago
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You Make Me Wanna 3
Warnings:ย dark elements, noncon, age gap, best friendโ€™s dad trope other dark elements. Proceed with caution.
Note:ย Please let me know what you think as it helps me a lot with ideas and I love interacting with you all.
Part ofย The Club AU
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Headlights flash across a white garage door. The car jerks to a stop and you look at the suburban house before you. The red brick and trimmed hedges are shadowy as yellow light glows from behind the front door. Another light flicks on upstairs as Walter shuts off the engine and plucks up his phone.ย 
You stay as you are, arms crossed as you stare over at him. He unbuckles his belt, letting it snap back, and he climbs out, shifting the whole car with his weight. You shake your head and roll your eyes. Youโ€™ll wait until heโ€™s inside and fuck off.ย ย 
The escape is quickly stymied as he stomps around to the passenger side and opens the door. As he grabs your arm, you struggle to release yourself from the seat belt. You shove him away as you get up and steady yourself against the car.ย 
โ€œStop,โ€ you whine. โ€œJesus.โ€ย 
โ€œShe better be here,โ€ he snarls and snaps his fingers at you.ย 
You sigh and follow his pointing finger up the walk. He falls into step with you and his footsteps take the stairs heavily. Boom, boom, boom. His approach is thunderous in the calm suburban din.ย 
He pounds on the door and jabs at the doorbell. You shake your head and hug yourself as the evening sends a chill up your spine. Faye is not going to be happy and when sheโ€™s pissed, she reminds you a lot of her father.ย 
Walter continues his assault on the front door and finally a shadow flickers from within. Clumsy steps stutter to the other side and the latch flips back. A guy you vaguely recognise opens it from inside. Your escort growls and clamps his hand around the door frame.ย ย 
โ€œWhere the fuck is my daughter?โ€ He sneers.ย 
โ€œHuh? Who the hell--โ€ย 
โ€œFaye!โ€ Walter booms past the guy.ย 
โ€œYo, you canโ€™t just--โ€ย 
โ€œI can just, buddy,โ€ Walter grabs the guy by his scruff, โ€œIโ€™m a cop and you got my fucking daughter in here--โ€ย 
โ€œHoly fuck!โ€ย 
โ€œDad!โ€ Faye squeals and comes barreling down the stairs, โ€œget off! What are you even doing here? How do you--โ€ย 
She stops as she spots you watching half-drunk from the doorway. You put your hands up and shrug, mouthing โ€˜sorryโ€™. She scowls and turns her ire back on her father.ย 
โ€œYou are so embarrassing! Iโ€™m an adult. I can do what I want--โ€ย 
Walter shoves aside the man in his maw and storms towards his daughter.ย 
โ€œCan you, now? Why donโ€™t you get a goddamn job and go find somewhere you can pay rent because as long as you live under my roof, youโ€™re not an adult. You donโ€™t get to go home with strangers.โ€ย 
Your brows raise and you back up. This would be a great time to leave. You donโ€™t think Faye is gonna talk to you for a while after this and Walter, well, you donโ€™t really care. ย 
You turn and drag your feet across the porch. What a disaster. Hey, it might save you from a future of these nights. Youโ€™re about done with the whole drinking and clubbing nonsense. Dancing isnโ€™t too bad but thereโ€™s many guys buzzing around and Faye doesnโ€™t bother swatting them away. ย 
You stop at the curb and look around. You donโ€™t know this neighbourhood. Once you find a street name, youโ€™re sure youโ€™ll be able to track down a train terminal or something and get home. Great, more money spent.ย 
Is this what life is going to be for you? Depressing, dim, defeating. Faye, well, sheโ€™s a pretty girl, from a decent upbringing, these are her wild oats. Sheโ€™ll sow them and be off to bigger better things once her name is on that degree. But you, you stick around in shady bars and youโ€™ll be just another washed out loser.ย 
You get a few blocks away before you can get your data to kick in. You'll use your measly megabits in moments. Right, okay. Buses arenโ€™t running at 2am and the train station is twenty minutes away. Fun, walking in the dark, alone.ย 
You donโ€™t have much of a choice. You keep on. The glare of headlights comes up behind you, illuminating your silhouette against the hedges and pavement. You donโ€™t look. Not until the car slows beside you.ย 
โ€œGet in,โ€ Walter orders brusquely.ย 
You scoff and cross your arms. ย 
โ€œItโ€™s not safe out here.โ€ย 
โ€œLike you care.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™m a detective, itโ€™s my job.โ€ย 
โ€œWell, Iโ€™m out of your jurisdiction, detective, donโ€™t gotta worry about me,โ€ you roll your eyes.ย 
โ€œWould you just--โ€ย 
You stop and face him as he hits the brakes and stops completely.ย 
โ€œWhereโ€™s Faye?โ€ You sniff.ย 
โ€œSo now you care?โ€ย 
โ€œWow, well, you can stop pretending to be Mr. Detective Good Guy,โ€ you grit, โ€œreally, I didnโ€™t tell her to get with that dude. If you listened, youโ€™d know thatโ€™s the last thing I wanted. I donโ€™t wanna be ditched for some stranger.โ€ You shake your head and flick your hand dismissively, โ€œnot that you even care. So please, Iโ€™m gonna catch a train and go home. Donโ€™t worry, you wonโ€™t see me any time soon. Sir.โ€ย 
You attach the last word as punctuation before you spin on your heel. You sneer into the darkness as you stroll away. You really canโ€™t believe him. Itโ€™s like heโ€™s so caught up in playing the hero detective in his working hours, that off the clock he can only be an asshole.ย 
Well, he isnโ€™t your dad. He doesnโ€™t make the rules for you. He is not your law.ย 
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tcfactory ยท 7 months ago
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Thinking about an AU where the manual did cause Binghe to qi-deviate and ruin his cultivation potential exactly one year after he's taken in as disciple. Seeing that anyone would have suffered the same fate, it wasn't some kind of karmic punishment directed at Shen Qingqiu for being an unpleasant, hateful little thing (the self-hatred and projection is Real in this one) settles something in him, like a broken peace of him is suddenly jolted back into its proper place. It makes him lose interest in torturing Binghe any further.
That does leave him with a disciple that's not suited to his peak in any way shape or form, so clearly the next step is to have one of the other peaks take him off his hands. He subtly puts out word while Binghe is on Qian Cao recovering, so that anyone who might want the brat can take him after the next peak lord meeting, but there really is only one choice.
Out of the peaks with a physical cultivation style, Bai Zhan is out of the question on account of Binghe's ruined potential, Ku Xing doesn't take children this young and, in his opinion, Binghe is just too stupid and trusting to make it on Qiong Ding or An Ding, so clearly that only leaves Zui Xian. If the little beast is fortunate, eating all the spiritual food might even help him recover a little.
Perfect plan!
All he needs is to make up a good enough excuse as to why he allowed the little beast to cultivate from a faulty manual or let him be bullied. And he knows already how he's going to do it: he will let Qi Qingqi make the excuse for him.
"Qi-shimei," he says, the very picture of nonchalance, as if Liu Qingge didn't have a sword at his neck. "I know you assume that any disciple of yours returning to secular life will do so at the side of a powerful husband, but if that was not the case: how would you test if someone of lowly birth and no connections could survive the court environment?" Qi Qingqi thinks about it for just a moment before her mouth twists into an unhappy pout, eyes lighting up with understanding. "Let him go, Liu-shidi. It was not an attempt at murder, merely Shen-shixiong being a crafty old dog who made a test too harsh for Luo-shizhi." "But-" "Scholars, like my girls, are intrinsically linked to the mortal courts, as much sages and exemplars in the four arts as advisors in politics. If one has no allies, then connections must be made. Bullies that can't be fought head on must be outwitted or circumvented." She gives the fake manual a disgusted glance. "Ill intent and sabotage must be recognized, regardless of its source. Without these qualities, someone without proper backing will be dead the week they set foot in court." "Quite. Disciple Luo has failed each and every one of those criteria: he bent obediently to the whims of his bullies, made no friends or sought no help from anyone on or off peak, and kept cultivating from the faulty manual with a bullheaded stubbornness that surprised even me. I fully expected him to realize at least as much, but he proved too simple even for that." He resists the urge to smile when Liu Qingge reluctantly withdraws his sword. It's a sweet, if easy victory.
So Luo Binghe goes to the food and wine peak, where he can make friends, his heart (and to a degree his cultivation) can be mended and his trust in his higher ups isn't scorned or abused, but he never forgets that Shen Qingqiu sent him away because he found him too stupid for his peak. Shen Qingqiu picked him, only him, from dozens of potential disciples and was disappointed. He keeps striving, even years later, to somehow get Shen Qingqiu's approval, taking every opportunity to loiter on Qing Jing with food offerings and all sorts of excuses. He's almost as bad as the sect leader! They do, indeed, bond with Yue Qingyuan over being the frequent targets of Shen Qingqiu's ire.
Then one day when Binghe is around 17 a qi deviation splits Shen Qingqiu into two: the scarred, sharp-tongued and vicious Shen Jiu and the sickly, soft hearted and kind Shen Yuan, and Luo Binghe suddenly feels vindicated in his dogged insistence because the soft Shen Qingqiu likes him! It's literally the best thing in the world!! And maybe sect leader Yue helps him a few times to steal Shen Yuan away on some absolutely-not-a-date picnics, so it's really only fair that he helps him reconcile with the sharper Shen Jiu (Binghe can't see the appeal, personally, but as long as Yue-shibo doesn't want to take his Shen Qingqiu too then he's fine with those two doing whatever).
Everything seems to be going perfectly (QiJiu have reconciled, BingQiu are almost inseparable), but then Binghe leaves the mountain to gather ingredients for the very special meal he wants to propose with, trips and stumbles straight into the Abyss and the rest is SVSSS-typical miscommunication and demon shenanigans.
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kckt88 ยท 10 months ago
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Moth to a flame.
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Summary:
Aemond has always had a thing for his older brotherโ€™s best friend.
Warning(s): Language, Kissing, Loss of Virginity, Smut โ€“ Fingering, Oral sex (M & F Receiving), P in V, Safe Sex, Multiple Orgasms.
MODERN AEMOND x Y.N
INSPIRED BY THE SONG - SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA FT THE WEEKEND - MOTH TO A FLAME.
Word Count: 2915
Taglist - @zeciex
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the House of The Dragon or Fire & Blood characters nor do I claim to own them. I do not own any of the images used.
Comments, likes, and reblogs are very much appreciated.
Aemond groaned in frustration as his brothers groans of pleasure grew louder, the rhythmic sound of the headboard banging against the wall.
โ€œSelfish prick-โ€œ muttered Aemond the jealousy bubbling in the pit of his stomach.
Aemond had always had a thing for his brotherโ€™s best friend, ever since theyโ€™d been introduced, she lived in the apartment across from them and Aegon being the more confident of the brothers had spoken to her first, with the pair of them becoming firm friends.
She was currently studying a degree in English and History at the local university in the hopes of becoming a teacher someday, all whilst working at a grocery store.
Aside from the fact that she was intelligent, kind, generous, and funny, Aemond also liked the fact that she was immune to Aegonโ€™s garish attempts at seduction, politely declining his repeated advances until he finally gave up his pursuit.
But they struck up a firm friendship nonetheless and from then on Y.N had become a regular fixture in both of their lives. That was two years ago and every day since then had felt like torture.
In a way he was slightly envious of Aegon when it came to matters of the opposite sex, his older brother never had any issues charming the pants off literally every woman that took his fancy whereas he was still a virgin at the age of twenty one.
Gods it was so embarrassing, of course he wanted to have sex, but he just couldnโ€™t get past his own shyness and insecurity over the scar on his face and his missing eye, that he never reciprocated any womanโ€™s advances, not that there were many anyway.
He was convinced they were doing it out of pity or simply an attempt to mock him, and he didnโ€™t want to feel vulnerable in that way, so he simply stayed away and guarded his heart and his feelings.
He liked to imagine all the ways he would please Y.N, with his fingers, his tongue, and his cock, he wanted her in every way possible, but he was too damn shy to even try so he resigned himself to fucking his fist whenever the urge got too much.
And now heโ€™d missed his chance, Y.N was next door fucking his brother and it made him angry, gods Aegon was such a prick, he knew of his feelings for Y.N and still heโ€™d pursued her and fucked her. How many times had they done it? How long had it been going on for? And by the gods Aemond would kill Aegon if he discarded Y.N like she was nothing.
Aegon wasnโ€™t the best when it came to dealing with the aftermath of his pursuits, he enjoyed the chase, did what he had to in order to get what he wanted and then threw them away as if they were nothing.
Aemond had lost count of the amount of women who would come banging on their door, looking for Aegon after he had ghosted them, it was actually exhausting.
โ€œFor fuck sakeโ€ muttered Aemond as he rubbed his eye and stared at the alarm clock on his nightstand.
After figuring out that trying to sleep was a pointless endeavour Aemond got out of bed, not like he could sleep with that racket going on next door anyway.
Slipping on a pair of sweatpants over his boxers, Aemond left his room and walked into the kitchen, perhaps a drink and a smoke would dampen his ire, or maybe heโ€™d finally check out that series on Netflix that Aegon kept insisting he watch.
After running a hand through his dark hair, Aemond opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water, twisting the cap and taking a large gulp as he turned around.
โ€œJESUS FUCKING CHRISTโ€ shouted Aemond as he spotted Y.N sitting at the table, her face illuminated only by her laptop screen.
โ€œSorry -I didnโ€™t mean to scare you,โ€ said Y.N softly.
โ€œW-What are you doing here?โ€ gasped Aemond.
โ€œMy WIFI is out so Aeg said I could use yours-I have an assignment due at the end of the week,โ€ said Y.N motioning to her laptop and the mountain of books beside it.
โ€œNo-I meant what are you doing out here, I thought you was in Aegonโ€™s roomโ€.
โ€œWhy would I be in Aegโ€™s room?โ€ asked Y.N
โ€œWell, I-I heard him with someone and-โ€œ
โ€œ-So you just naturally assumed that it was me?โ€ muttered Y.N frowning.
โ€œN-No-itโ€™s just he said earlier that heโ€™d asked you to come overโ€ replied Aemond.
โ€œHe did ask me, but I had a shift at the shop, and then he said something about Cassandraโ€.
Aemond could feel his cock stirring in his trousers at the sight of Y.N sitting at the table in her short p.js, with one leg raised.
The material of her shorts rid higher on her thigh, exposing her creamy flesh.
โ€œOh, so thatโ€™s whoโ€™s in his roomโ€ muttered Aemond the feeling of relief washing over him.
โ€œI guess so, heโ€™s been trying to get in her knickers for a while, so his questionable attempts at flirting have finally paid off,โ€ said Y.N shrugging.
โ€œI guessโ€ mumbled Aemond.
โ€œYou honestly thought that I was with him?โ€ asked Y.N her eyes lingering on Aemondโ€™s bare chest, her teeth catching on her lower lip at the sparse chest hair and the silver cross chain he wore.
โ€œYeah-sorry about thatโ€ whispered Aemond.
โ€œI had hoped that you would think better of meโ€ replied Y.N.
โ€œI donโ€™t think about you at allโ€ lied Aemond his tone a little sharper than he intended.
โ€œOh really?โ€ asked Y.N as she slowly rose from the chair.
โ€œN-Noโ€ gasped Aemond, his face suddenly feeling very hot.
โ€œI see the way you look at me-โ€œ muttered Y.N
โ€œI-I donโ€™t-โ€œ stuttered Aemond, his eye focused on the thin strap of Y.Nโ€™s top that had slipped down her shoulder.
โ€œI like the way you look at me-โ€œ whispered Y.N
โ€œY.N-โ€œ exclaimed Aemond as she reached forward and gently cupped the scared side of his face.
โ€œSo beautifulโ€ whispered Y.N.
โ€œN-No Iโ€™m notโ€ muttered Aemond lowering his head.
โ€œYes, you are-โ€œ said Y.N as she leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to his scared cheek.
Aemondโ€™s heart was pounding in his chest, he could smell the sweet scent of Y.Nโ€™s perfume and feel the heat from the proximity of her body.
Y.N seemed to be waiting for him to make the next move, she smiled softly as she reached down to take his hand, squeezing it gently.
Aemond stood mute, his mind screaming at him to lean forward and kiss her, the girl of his dreams was standing in front of him in her short p.js looking at him expectantly.
He wasnโ€™t aware of how much time had passed but the heat of Y.Nโ€™s body suddenly moved away from him, taking his silence as a rejection of her advance.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry-โ€œ muttered Y.N her cheeks tinged pink.
Aemond could only stand there as he watched Y.N rapidly collecting her things, she was clearly embarrassed.
โ€œTell Aeg thanks for letting me use the WIFI-โ€œ said Y.N as she rushed towards the door, her breath hitching in her throat as she struggled with the door handle before pulling it open and running across the hall to her own flat.
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Aemond blinked and slowly he came back to himself.
Y.N had propositioned him, and heโ€™d just stood there like a complete twat and now sheโ€™d fled the apartment and would likely never return for fear of running into him.
No, that just wouldnโ€™t do. Y.N was different from other girls; she didnโ€™t look repulsed at the sight of his scar or pretend it didnโ€™t exist.
She had called him beautiful, and heโ€™d just stood there, and not said a word.
He could have been kissing her right now, and yet he was still standing there.
With a huff of annoyance, Aemond stalked forward and wrenched open the door, he didnโ€™t care that he was only wearing a pair of sweatpants, he just wanted to make things right with Y.N.
He took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
She didnโ€™t answer, so he knocked again and again.
โ€œPlease Y.N-Open the doorโ€ begged Aemond as he pressed his forehead against the wood.
He internally cursed his own stupidity and was about to give up when he suddenly lurched forward as the door flew open.
โ€œAemond-โ€œ muttered Y.N.
โ€œ-Y.Nโ€ replied Aemond as he gently cupped her face with both hands and pressed his lips against hers.
He pulled away for a moment so he could quickly kick the door closed and then his mouth descended upon Y.Nโ€™s again.
Aemond couldnโ€™t help the small groan that escaped his lips as Y.Nโ€™s pierced tongue slid against his.
Y.N slowly slid her hands up the back of Aemondโ€™s neck and into his hair and pulled it slightly, delighting in the little moan he made.
Aemond slowly moved his hands down Y.Nโ€™s body before roughly grasping her ass and hauling her up against the door.
Not having any clue at all where this bravado came from, but he was more than content to roll with it.
Y.N whimpered, gripping at Aemondโ€™s shoulders as he slots himself between her legs, his tongue still invading her mouth.
Aemond presses himself against the apex of Y.Nโ€™s thighs, and he growls like an animal when she reaches down and palms his hard cock over his sweatpants.
โ€œFuck-โ€œ groans Aemond as he begins grinding his clothed cock against her.
โ€œSomeoneโ€™s eagerโ€ whispered Y.N as she flicked her tongue against the corner of Aemondโ€™s mouth.
โ€œOh-baby girl you have no ideaโ€ rasped Aemond.
โ€œBedroomโ€ muttered Y.N.
Aemond nodded eagerly as he lowered Y.N to the floor and took her hand, his heart pounding in his chest.
Of course, heโ€™d been in Y.Nโ€™s flat plenty of times for movie nights and game nights, but this night was totally different.ย It was the night that he would lose his virginity.
As they entered her bedroom, Y.N gently cupped his face and pressed her forehead against his.
โ€œAre you sure?โ€
โ€œMore than anything-I want youโ€ replied Aemond.
โ€œIf things get too much for you-We can stopโ€ whispered Y.N.
โ€œI knowโ€
Y.N smiled as she stepped back from Aemond and reached down to pull off her strappy top.
Aemond stared open mouthed as he gazed at Y.Nโ€™s bare breasts, he reached out with a shaking hand and gently ran his fingers over her nipple that had hardened in the cool air of the room.
โ€œYou are so beautifulโ€ exclaimed Aemond, of course heโ€™d seen breasts before, but none as exquisite as Y.Nโ€™s.
โ€œAs are you my dragonโ€.
Aemond blushed as he watched Y.N hook her fingers into the waistband of her p.j shorts and pull them down.
His mouth watered as he gazed at her naked body, she was indescribably beautiful. Her pale flesh, her rosy nipples, the rose tattoo on her hip and the neatly trimmed thatch of hair at the apex of her thighs.
โ€œY-You are perfectโ€ muttered Aemond as he leaned forward and pressed a series of gentle kisses to Y.Nโ€™s neck.
โ€œAemondโ€ whimpered Y.N.
Suddenly coming to the realisation that he needed to be naked too, Aemond reached down and began to push down his sweatpants and boxers but Y.N stopped him.
โ€œAllow meโ€ muttered Y.N as she sank to her knees and pulled his sweatpants down.
Y.Nโ€™s eyes widened slightly as his hard cock sprang free and slapped up against his abdomen, sure sheโ€™d felt it over his sweatpants but to actually see it, was another matter entirely. Aemond had truly been blessed, he was very well endowed.
โ€œC-Can I take you in my mouth?โ€ asked Y.N.
โ€œYesโ€ whispered Aemond, his chest heaving.
Gods it was like heaven, the moment Y.Nโ€™s warm, wet mouth enveloped his cock, Aemond knew he was done for.
The metal of her piecing rubbed against his shaft as she moved her mouth up and down his length.
โ€œF-Fuckโ€ groaned Aemond as his cock throbbed, his seed spilling inside her mouth.
Y.N hummed around his cock before she looked him in the eye and swallowed every last drop.
โ€œShit-shit, I-Iโ€™m sorryโ€ exclaimed Aemond his cheeks tinged pink.
โ€œItโ€™s ok-reallyโ€ replied Y.N wiping the corners of her mouth.
โ€œI wanted it to last longerโ€ whispered Aemond as he helped Y.N to stand up.
โ€œDonโ€™t worry. There are other things we can do whilst we wait for you to be ready againโ€ replied Y.N as she took Aemondโ€™s hand and led him to bed.
โ€œI-I want to k-kiss you down thereโ€ said Aemond shyly.
โ€œOkโ€ said Y.N softly as she laid back on the bed and opened her legs.
Aemond groaned as he gazed at her glistening folds, gods she was beautiful there too.
โ€œLet me guide you-โ€œ muttered Y.N.
Aemond nodded eagerly as he climbed onto the bed and laid down between her open legs.
โ€œYou can use your tongue, your fingers or both at the same time-let me show youโ€.
Aemond observed intently as he watched Y.Nโ€™s fingers encircled what she called her โ€˜pearlโ€™ soon his insides were squirming, and his fingers were itching for him to take over and bury his face into her cunny and bring her to peak.
โ€œP-please let me, I-I want toโ€ begged Aemond as he pressed forward.
โ€œOh-โ€œ moaned Y.N as she felt Aemondโ€™s tongue gently run along her slit.
โ€œHm, are you always this wetโ€ rasped Aemond.
โ€œOnly for youโ€ moaned Y.N as Aemondโ€™s mouth slowly descended on her cunny.
Ravenously, he pressed into Y.Nโ€™s core with his tongue, in and out.
Y.N clutched the bedspread above her head, her fingers digging into the fabric, gods he was a fast learner.
Aemond withdrew from her soaking wet core and lashed hard at her clitoris with his tongue, pulling on it with his lips. He was hard, fast and brutal, alternating between her assaulted bundle of nerves and drinking deep from her cunt.
Y.N ground down on Aemond, hard; his tongue speared deeper inside her, and she felt the warm curl of her peak approach.
โ€œAre you going to come for me?โ€ asked Aemond, his fingers reaching forward to caress her pearl.
โ€œAEMONDโ€ screamed Y/N arching off the bed as she peaked.
โ€œHmโ€ muttered Aemond as he pressed a series of kisses to Y/Nโ€™s inner thighs.
โ€œP-Please A-Aemond. Need youโ€ begged Y/N.
Aemond rose from the bed, his chin shining with her slick, he smirked as he swiped his fingers over his chin and then put them in his mouth, savouring the delicious taste of Y/N.
โ€œW-Was that alright?โ€ asked Aemond nervously.
โ€œYou were amazingโ€.
Aemond blushed furiously as Y.N directed him to lay on her bed.
โ€œIโ€™m on the pill, but I have condomsโ€ asked Y.N gesturing to the draw of her nightstand.
โ€œNo-I want to feel youโ€ replied Aemond.
Y.N smiled as she moved over Aemondโ€™s body, her slick folds rubbing against his cock.
Gods he was so hard, it was bordering on painful.
Y.N reached down and Aemond groaned as he felt her warm hand wrap around his cock and guide it to her wet entrance.
โ€œA-Are you sure?โ€ asked Y.N.
โ€œYes-Please Y.N I want youโ€ exclaimed Aemond.
Y.N took a deep breath as the tip of his cock pressed inside her.
"Gods. You feel so good" rasped Aemond.
"Fuck, Aemond" moaned Y.N as she slowly sunk down on his cock.
โ€œPleaseโ€ begged Aemond his fingers digging into her hips.
โ€œIโ€™m going to move nowโ€ whispered Y.N as she rolled her hips against his.
โ€œYesโ€ moaned Aemond as he began to thrust slowly, trying to prolong the feel of Y.N squeezing his cock.
โ€œAemond-โ€œ whimpered Y.N as he began teasing her pearl with his fingers, his cock throbbing inside her.
Her hands ran along his arms, over his shoulders and down his chest, digging her nails into his pale skin.
โ€œGods,ย Y.N" grunted Aemond, speeding up slightly.
If this was heaven, then Y.N was at the centre of it, and he never wanted to leave.
Aemond looked at where they were joined, and he groaned at the sight of his cock shiny with her slick, this was everything heโ€™d hoped it would be and he was glad that he got to share this with her.
โ€œAemond! Iโ€™m going to come. Oh, fuck!โ€ screamed Y.N.
Y.N looked amazing as she came. Her head thrown back in pleasure, her eyes alive with lust, and her skin shining with sweat.
Y.N clamped down around Aemondโ€™s cock so hard he could hardly move. That, combined with how glorious Y.N looked, pushed Aemond over the edge, the heat shooting across his abdomen.
โ€œGod. Y.Nโ€ groaned Aemond as he exploded. His cock throbbing and twitching as he spilled his seed inside her wet heat.
Y.N collapsed on top of Aemond for a moment, her chest heaving.
Aemond gently moved his hands up and down her back, savouring the feeling of his softened cock still nestled snugly inside her.
After a few minutes, Y.N slowly moved off Aemond and flopped onto the mattress next to him.
Basking in the after glow of his orgasm, Aemond moved onto his side and pressed his face into Y.Nโ€™s neck.
โ€œDoes this mean that your my girlfriend now?โ€
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Velvet Ring
Chapter One: Unforgiving Sun
Pairing: Riff x Latina!Reader (West Side Story 2021)
Velvet Ring Masterlist
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June 3, 1957
I groan dramatically as I try to cool myself down with Anita's red folding fan, the flimsy lace hardly does anything to relieve me of the humid air. I squirm in my bed, the fuzzy fabric of my knitted blanket feels unbearable against my skin in this heat. Just as I toss the fan onto the floor, Anita twirls into my bedroom with a flourish. She has a bright smile on her face, the puffed skirt of her lavender dress swishes as she walks.
She begins rummaging through my drawers aimlessly, "Nena, voy a recoger- is that my fan?" She points down to the floor, her brow quirked at me. I confess that I almost always take Anitaโ€™s things without asking her and she gets annoyed with me for it, but she canโ€™t stay mad at me for long. Weโ€™re a lot like blood sisters in that way.
I smile sheepishly and quickly sit up, watching as Anita snatches the fan off the floor, "Can you blame me for taking it? It's the hottest day of summer!" I exclaim, adjusting the straps of my white slip.
Anita rolls her eyes at me and slams the dresser drawer shut, "It's not even 100 degrees out. Get up and get dressed. I'm going out to buy some fabric." Now it's my turn to quirk my brow at her.
"What are you buying more fabric for?" I ask. Anita tilts her head and sighs, as if I should know the reason why.
"You do remember there's going to be a dance in a few weeks, yes?"
I toss myself face down onto the bed again and groan, burying my face in my pillow, "ยกNo quiero ir! Nardo will make me go with one of his friends and I hate dancing in front of people and it will be so crowded-" Anita forces me to sit up.
"You're young! You should be enjoying your life, not spending it locked away in your room. The only time you ever get out of this apartment is to work. You're going to the dance y eso es definitivo. You'll wear a beautiful dress โ€” thanks to me, of courseโ€” and I'll make sure Bernardo picks a friend that is a good dancer to be your date." Anita grins and I know her word is final.
I roll my eyes and get up from my bed, "Estรก bien. I'll come with you to buy the fabric, just let me get dressed." I walk over to my dresser and grab a blouse and a skirt.
Anita squeals excitedly and runs into the kitchen to grab her coin purse, "Apรบrate, I want to go before the morning rush!"
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I always loved going to the market with Anita, even on sweltering days like this. The bustling crowds and constant chatter made me feel at home. When we lived in Puerto Rico, my mother used to take Bernardo and I with her when she went shopping. Bernardo always hated it, the old ladies that worked the stalls would pinch his cheeks and comment on how handsome he was getting. My mother and I laughed at how embarrassed he would get. So now, I appreciate when Anita lets me tag along with her to the market.
Anita tsks softly as she looks through the different rolls of fabric, "I think I will make my dress black..." She mutters to herself.
I turn my head and gasp as I notice a sleek red fabric. Anita huffs a laugh, "Mamita, you know your brother would never let me make you a dress from that fabric."
I pout, "Why does he treat me like I'm still a baby? I'm 18, a grown up! I should be able wear whatever color dress I want." I huff, crossing my arms over my chest.
Anita laughs, "Lo siento, Y/N, pero I'm making you a white dress... and if you want people to stop treating you like a baby, then stop pouting like one."
I scoff at her words. Deep down I know sheโ€™s right, but white is just so bland and boring. Who would notice the girl in the simple white dress? Nobody. It's like Bernardo wants me to be single all my life. That is if he doesnโ€™t marry me off to one of his friends.
I sigh as Anita begins looking through the different spools of white fabric.
"I think you will look beautiful in this." She says with a smile, holding up a sheet of lacy white fabric.
I can't help the way my gaze softens as I imagine the delicate lace turned into a dress, "Maybe a white dress won't be so bad."
Anita pats my shoulder, grabbing a spool of black fabric for her dress and the lacy white fabric she picked for mine, "I'll go pay for these, you wait here." I nod, watching as Anita heads up to the vendor.
I hum softly to myself as I continue browsing the fabrics for fun as I wait for Anita to come back. Crash!
My head snaps up at the loud noise. I immediately see a group of white boys running away from knocked over crates of fruit a few stalls over. They laughed and whooped triumphantly as they made their escape, their pale sweaty skin glistening beneath the harsh sunlight. The Jets. I roll my eyes and am about to continue looking through the fabric when one boy catches my eye. I pinch my brows curiously as he picks up a mango from one of the knocked over crates and rubs it on his shirt, halfheartedly cleaning it before biting into it. The mangoโ€™s juice drips down his chin and onto his neck, I feel my cheeks heat up. I note that heโ€™s a bit scrawny, heโ€™s got slightly toned tattooed arms and a broad chest, but heโ€™s still skinny enough where I wonder if this mango is the first โ€˜mealโ€™ heโ€™s had in a while. I slowly raise my gaze to his face again and realize heโ€™s staring right at me. Iโ€™m frozen in place by his blue eyes. His lips quirk into a hint of a smirk before he hurries away to catch up with the other boys, tossing the bitten mango over his shoulder.
โ€œY/N!โ€ Anitaโ€™s voice calls behind me, startling me just a bit. I turn and watch her walk over to me, a grin on her face and a brown paper bag in her hand. She shakes the bag slightly, making the fabrics inside rustle, โ€œI got them. Letโ€™s go home.โ€ I nod and traipse behind Anita back to our apartment.
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Once Anita and I get home, weโ€™re greeted by Bernardo and two other Sharks at the dining room table. I notice they all look a bit serious, Nardo was tending to the wounds on his fists, but as soon as he notices us, he smiles.
โ€œHey, where were you two?โ€ Bernardo asks kindly, though his brows were still slightly furrowed in concern. Nardo always did that. Whenever heโ€™s feeling worried or scared about something, he slaps on a fake smile and acts like nothing is bothering him. Usually his concern is revolving around the Jets, but he never brought that business home. Sometimes, I can hear him and Anita talking about it through the walls, but heโ€™s never spoken directly to me about the whole gang rivalry with the Jets.
Anita smiles and walks over to him, โ€œWe were just picking up some things for our dresses.โ€ She leans down and kisses his cheek, leaving a red lipstick stain. โ€œยฟY ustedes? What were you doing?โ€ Bernardo smiles broadly and guides Anita into his lap, โ€œAfter we finished up at the gym, we talked aboutโ€ฆโ€ He looks up at me, his face hardening momentarily, โ€œThings.โ€ He gives her a tight lipped smile, Anita nods curtly in understanding.
I narrow my eyes at him suspiciously and take a seat across from him, โ€œWhat kind of things, Bernardo?โ€ He just chuckles at me, โ€œDonโ€™t worry about that, pollita.โ€ I roll my eyes at the nickname. It was my familyโ€™s name for me as a child because my legs were skinny like a baby chickโ€™s. Bernardo always called me pollita in front of his friends to embarrass me. I assume heโ€™s using it now to shut me up, but it takes a lot more than a little name to get me to stop talking.
I sigh, โ€œNardo, no soy una bebรฉ. I should know about the Jets y-โ€œ He shakes his head vehemently.
โ€œNo, pollita. Es demasiado peligroso, I donโ€™t want you getting mixed up in all this. Tienes que entender que el mundo de las pandillas no es para chiquillas como tรบ.โ€
I slump in my seat in defeat. I knew my brother was serious and although I still felt like arguing with him, I knew that wouldnโ€™t help me in convincing him that I am a mature adult. I decide to drop the topic of the Jets for now, but I was going to learn more about them one way or another.
I check the time and realize I have to start heading to work.
โ€œYa tengo que irme.โ€ I mutter, standing from my seat. For the past three months, I've been working at a flower shop, La Orquรญdea. My boss, Seรฑora Rivera, is a little old woman with curly gray hair and a shorter stature. She always wears bright red lipstick and the frilly pink apron from our uniform over a frumpy dressโ€” sheโ€™s also always napping on the job. I donโ€™t mind working at the florerรญa too much. However, I previously wanted to get a job at Docโ€™s because Valentina is a kind woman and I feel comfortable with her, but Nardo protested the idea. He claimed that too many Jets hung around Docโ€™s and that I should work somewhere that was deeper into Sharks territory. Obviously, I tried to reason with him, but when Nardo puts his foot down, he doesnโ€™t budge.
Anita stands from Bernardoโ€™s lap and hugs me, โ€œQue tienes un buen dรญa, nena.โ€
I smile at her then lean down to hug Nardo as well. He pats my back, โ€œTen cuidado.โ€ He says softly, his expression serious as he points up at me.
I laugh, grabbing my purse and packed lunch from the kitchen counter, โ€œIโ€™m always careful.โ€
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maniacwatchestheworld ยท 9 months ago
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What if only the afterlives that take place in a different space exist within the Ghost Zone? But that all the death gods & reincarnation gods are equally important there?
Perhaps imagine it as being a reflection of the polytheism of the living DC realm? All the death gods
Somehow, I doubt that Pariah Dark was truly the literal king of the Infinite Realms. The very name implies that they are infinite. If he had, why would he be referred to simply as king & not emperor or god-emperor? He was certainly a big enough jackass.
It's possible that he was simply a conqueror &, thus, the right of rulership of the lands of the dead that'd conquered would obviously have changed due to this. However, the likelihood that he managed to conquer literally the entirety of a place that is infinite is nil. Because it is an impossibility in the grand scheme of things.
As such, it's more likely that Danny would've only become ruler over those select areas & not the literal entirety of the afterlife. If anything, I see if being more so that he'll have to cooperate with the vast number of death deities within the IR that constitutes Earth.
I admit, I do have a bias in terms of religion & am obviously going to prefer my own over all others & will believe that it is the right one no matter what & this likely shows in my own theories & worldbuilding.
At the same time, I try to be respectful of the cultures of others. Though, perhaps I can sometimes come across as a bit tone deaf.
And I can definitely understand not liking the white-washing of cultures. I hate it when Hades & Loki are portrayed as evil in a ridiculous attempt to draw parallels to Christianity. Because they aren't Christianity & that isn't how they are in their actual stories. Same with Zeus being portrayed as good, because... woof... He uh... he was messed up. Like, holy cow messed up...
I mean, I can understand a degree of creative liberty. Like, I could understand if the myths were portrayed as being his dark past that he's trying to move on from, but the fact that they aren't even addressed sometimes is... I don't like it.
Nods nods. And hey, no worries. You don't feel particularly tone deaf here. The fact that you're giving this some thought at all is enough for me! And hey. I get the having bias towards your own religion. I'm the same way too obviously. :p
But yeah. I'm alright with this way of going about the Infinite Realms and Ghost Zone in relation to other afterlives. It probably wouldn't be how I would personally want to go about this, but I wouldn't mind seeing works using this particular reading of the Infinite Realms.
And I ABSOLUTELY feel you about the Christianization and flattening of mythological figures. Always a very >:T time for me when I see people portraying Hades as evil. Because like... He's not. Also I can't help but to love Loki. He's such a freaking doofus and I love the he. But yeah... I also get frustrated by the flattening of DC characters within this fandom too... Obviously it's not the same, but the ideas are related so thinking about that just reminded me of that... Just... Siiiiiiigh...
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batmanisagatewaydrug ยท 9 months ago
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i think that anon said the incest thing so you would respond "seriously". that being said, i feel like some people drop in your ask and don't realize as they type something out, that they're asking you for permission. They basically said "is it ok" and idk i guess they want you to hold their hand and explicitly say "yes everything is ok" ngl i've had one or two times when I want to jump in an askbox and say something similar about a take/theory but i usually realize as i type something out that i don't need permission for that
anyway, thanks for your batman takes and sex advice, it's really helpful :)
hi I'm just responding to idea you've presented here, none of what I'm saying is ire AT YOU
I do feel that people perhaps like... underestimate the degree to which I am serious about "do whatever you want forever," because I actually am pretty invested in that as it pertains to sex and pleasure and bodily autonomy. telling people that they can do whatever absolutely harmless thing they like when they jack off is a serious answer.
you're absolutely correct that most people are deeply permission-seeking, especially in matters of sex. I've been at this for nine years, and a vast percentage of the questions I get can be boiled down to people needing very badly to be told that there's nothing sick or wrong about them for being the way they are. and I'm very happy to tell people that all day, every day! it's very human to need that reassurance and giving it is such an easy thing to do! but I will admit to being a little peeved by someone rocking up to my inbox seeking validation only to immediately follow it with "no, don't tell me it's fine the way you tell everyone else it's fine. tell me it's fine DIFFERENTLY because I don't like the way you tell other people." like. come on.
also good on you for being cognizant of when it's not necessary to seek out someone else's approval! that's growth!
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