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Trying to find a realistic balance and direction for all my goals feels impossible
I'm turning 24 soon and the last two years have been the worst years of my life and I'm determined to have a better year. But I have too many different directions to go in to make that happen
#personal#my lament#my thoughts#i just want to do better#have more good days than bad#i want to get into shape#completely change my diet#i want new makeup#i want more outfits i feel comfortable and myself in#i want to get back to baking#i want to get back to gardening#i want to have a fulfilling and magical life#i want to spend more time with my family#i want to be confident#i want to look put together#i want more tattoos#i want to have more energy#and a longer attention span#i want to throw away so much shit#i want to have a home#where i can sit on the front porch#and enjoy my coffee in the morning#i want everyone in my life know they're loved#except the people i hate#fuck them#disrespectfully#rant post#goals#life is hard
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local asian market reorganized its shelves. consequently when i went looking for my ve wong vegetarian flavor instant noodles i unexpectedly found myself in the Good Quality Cookware And Beautiful Dishes aisle, aka the aisle of temptation, face to face with a mug (my favorite dish) with a lid (my favorite thing for a mug to have) and a heron pattern (my second-favorite bird) at a very reasonable price (i’m on a budget and i literally do not have room for another mug on my mug shelf). it was like one of those fucked up tests they give monks in shaolin movies to see if they’ve really given up earthly desires. that mug is going to haunt the broken man that i am for a long time
#i have frozen things i need to get home but i’m genuinely considering going back there for the mug#god i want it so bad#it was the perfect mug shape too#taller and skinnier than most of my mugs. just the right sized handle. god#ryddles
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Tommy basically said "the DSMP was good because it was, and still is, loved" and that basically sums up my feelings on the matter too.
#sure you can talk about the controversies about former members#and how the types of people involved in the writing shaped the narrative in ways that are increasingly troubling to look at#but it was also a project that was and still is loved by many of the (to our knowledge) better people involved#and it inspired so many artists and writers and musicians#people made friends through it#it helped people get through the worst parts of lockdown#my opinion of the dsmp for a while now has been pretty bitter. even when i wanted to remember it fondly it was tainted#and i dont think the worst aspects of the story or the ccs should be ignored#but its also so nice to have the opinion of 'yeah. it was good'#despite everything else there was something worthwhile in the dsmp#dsmp#tommyinnit#okay thats enough dsmp posting in 2024 lmao
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#obsessed with their priorities
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#loki spoilers#it's got your shape to it... i'm sensing owen at work again 😂#banter for DAYS they're so married it's unbelievable#am i distracting myself from pain and suffering by thinking how hilarious it is loki's vocabulary now includes phrases like 'hoof it'??#maybe so maybe so :'))))#btw if anyone wants to theorize about the ep -#i'm going on record as assuming mobius getting hot cocoa on his own is the point where the timeline went wrong ;;;;#dianagifs#owenwilsonedit#marvel#loki s2 spoilers#ouroboros#o.b.#casey
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[dbhc flavored] Hermit a Day May: Day 13 — Cub!
I’ve been waiting to design cub for AGES so this was so so fun :D had to go out of my way to make him as much of a Freak (/aff) as possible <3
#cubfan135#cubfan#dbhc#dbhc cub#dbhc art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft au#hermitaday#hermitadaymay#dbhc scar#art escapades#convex#I suppose >:3 subtle little vex things… cub is a freak /aff I love him so so dearly#wants to make his frame a little bulkier than the other models… idk cub is soft shaped and round :] to me <3#goodtimeswithscar#the design on cub’s back is supposed to resemble vex wings <3 idk if it’s clear enough#I like to think he just put that there bc he thought it was cool#scar is so upset he doesn’t get cool veux wing back tattoos#so much of this design was justified by ‘yeah…. he would’
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nsbu fans listen to me, listen, most of the cast hasn't had an Ify moment yet where they talk directly to their ?? alter egos?? and before we see dynamics unfold with other characters I need everyone to consider: Liv and Kingskin as unwilling father and his newfound ride or die child trope that is all
#I know I can't be the only one thinking about it#Give me huge dangerous mob boss firmly telling Liv she needs to get a spine and stop letting people push her around#reminding her she has an entire mob at her disposal and to keep herself safe she should be maximizing#how many other people are willing to die for her/kingskin#do you see the vision people#Someone tell Liv she's allowed to take up space and make decisions for herself based on what SHE wants without apologizing#I just think it would b neat ok#is he a dangerous mob boss with a violent streak and a potential drug problem?#yes but he could also be father shaped if I believe hard enough#never stop blowing up#d20 never stop blowing up#dimension 20 nsbu#nsbu#liv skyler#kingskin
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I wish she had more scenes... Whateva
#dungeon meshi#rinsha fana#kabru#tumatawart#dont tag as ship#? Do people still use that these days#**SPOILERS in the tags I will ramble a little.**#I like how they have opposite ways of thinking with their shared environment shaping them greatly. I wanted them to talk about it together#Kabru just separates from the group for the rest of the series when the Canaries arrive without any reaction and I was like What...#Maybe briefly entrusting Rin as the party leader since in his eyes she's the most reliable... Having her do things her way.#Not necessarily showing how they fare. Thatd get messy but a slight change in dynamic after they come back together in the finale dinner#Maybe I need to reread I might be missing something u__u
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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Thinking about how in sophomore year Ayda and Fig were each wondering if the other loved them for themselves and all the while there were fossils at Mordred Manor and a scroll kept by an order of knights for 1500 years just for Ayda to tell Fig HOW MUCH she loved her.
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#fig#fig faeth#ayda aguefort#fig x ayda#figueroth faeth#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#I just love them#want a love like that#what other love letters has Ayda scattered across time for her beloved paramour to find#get you a girl who shapes time and history for you#time quangle for love
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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Someone on Pinterest said the stunt double looks more like Kurt than Kurt does, and I can not unsee it 😭
#he lowkey does#like specifically the face shape#his teeth/smile are more kurt too#pls I want to see him in the full get-up#he's cute lowkey#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#xmen#x men#marvel
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Day 8: Bento🍱
#inktobertale2024#traditional#DONT LOOK AT THE TAMAGO ROLLS THEYRE POSITIONED DIFF ON THE ZOOMED IN VER#I took a pic of my sketchbook#but i repositioned stuff digitally#cuz spacing made me go blegh#not balanced :[#anyway#bonus zoom of lil doodle on the rightmost ehehe#what u think ink made the bento??#nahh he could never lol#also my hc that error could get into cooking if he really wants to#and inks affinity for animal shaped foods#hed love alphabet soup#and dino shaped chicken nuggets#he DEMANDS them#error sans#ink sans
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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I am going to give Zhanna a super cool robot arm to maul her enemies with because she is beautiful and deserves it.
Husband approved
#Tf2#tf2 zhanna#tf2 soldier#soldierzhanna#ottos fem fortress#my art!!#since I’ve ironed out where in the tf2 “timeline” I would see my fem fortress team and decided it would be post comics.#I wanted to start drawing her w/out her hand#I’ve also given up on giving my fem fortress zhanna the bun. I caaaant fucking do the shape. She gets her braid back.
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Mortifying! Transformers equivalent of nearly 30yo man forced to third wheel his parents
[Image ID: A digital drawing of RiD15 Ratchet, Optimus and Bumblebee. Optimus and Ratchet are holding hands with Optimus smiling gently and Ratchet either talking or laughing. Bumblebee is walking next to them, looking bored. The background is mostly white, except for a patch of grassy dirt defined under their feet. The artist's signature, Silverior968 is overlayed over the image in green. / End ID]
#transformers#tf rid15#robots in disguise 2015#optiratch#optimus prime#ratchet#bumblebee#Imagine having to listen to your adoptive parents flirt autistically for like 3 hours no wonder he's Like That#slowly trying to get better at drawing transformers#I wanted to get my references straight from the source#which means that I spent like 3 hours yesterday and today skipping back and forth in a specific episode#the artstyle of rid15 makes it hard to see the 3d shapes sometimes#I think I got most of the details down? unless I post this and immediately notice I missed something important
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#polls#monster boyfriend#monster girlfriend#yes i know there are so so many I didnt included#cause it would get too complicated#i wanted to just keep it simple fffff#so sorry if I erased your fav#just pick whichever you'd like best out of the list#also I didnt want to just put merfolk#cause I was also thinking like#creature from Shape of Water type beings
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