#i want to expand my horizons
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h4desian · 3 months ago
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painter of the night fem au, where nakyum is a painter who specializes in erotic lesbian paintings and publishes her work under a male pseudonym, and seungho is a female noble who disguises herself as a man to seduce other women and is obsessed with nakyum's paintings
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gnirewolf · 4 months ago
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reblog this and tell me what you think the best song of all time is
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ricky-mortis · 7 months ago
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Curtwen Week Day 3: Scars
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anthropoetics · 12 days ago
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next year's resolution is to reach out more & try my best to find communities where i feel like i belong
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yardsards · 2 months ago
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i've decided to buy myself a Fancy Fountain Pen and am pretty sure i've decided on the model but i'm on the fence between these two colours
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borealing · 5 months ago
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im being brave and going to an event on my own tmrw can everyone clap please
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asterdeer · 21 days ago
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should i do the kill a character bingo for 2025 with richard. should i try to kill richard maxwell at least 25 times next year. much to consider
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white-cosmos · 1 year ago
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made some fallen leaves 🍂
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pikslasrce · 9 months ago
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i have to get more goth– i mean new wave— i mean alt
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goblin-enjoyer · 2 months ago
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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”
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“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix#their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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dreamaboutwhathappens · 1 month ago
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you know what would be great? a meal prep/recipe email blast. like. every sunday you get an email with a couple recipe suggestions of things you can prep for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and have throughout the whole week. does this exist? am i insane? is this every recipe blog ever? my problem is not with cooking but with thinking of things to cook, so if i just got recommended a couple before i go to the grocery store, i could pick one to try out for the week
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dragon-deez-ballz · 2 months ago
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graaaa being weird in public sorry (on my own blog) teehee
#vent#RAAAAAA does anybodybelse like . Hate a lot of mundane shit in fiction . like just characters being friends or like going to a cafe or like#idk like. going to clothing stores. because i literally cannot do any of that#not even disabled.i just dont have the social skills or confidence or energy every day to do anyrhing outside of my room besides going to#classes. anyway im think about this rlly hard because i read a really normal dbz fic and felt very Othered#LIKE in fiction you dont often see ppl doing everyday stuff. you only see major plot points or fightihg or training or romance or whatever.#its already Out There types of things that ppl dont really do unless they are a main protagonist#as soon as thta character becomes Yeah this is Jessica from my ENG101 class i suddenly feel totally wholly ostracized#imo one of the biggest important things about lit is reading experiences you cant relate to in order to learn and expand your horizons but#but fic isNot lit & i only see 'normal' portrayed in fic because its self indulgent for the author & therefore i see 'normal' as a fic#trope that solely exists to make me feel like a caged animal#i cant even relate to queer experiences because of how deeply closted i am and how ive never ever irl been in a community like that#Rrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#its not like i even WANT to see fic that verbatim recounts my edgy loner isolated lifestyle. Just stop with the starbucks or quaint#breakfast scenes PLEASE#It hurtsowww Nobody tells you this but pain actually really hurts. and everytime you write 'normal' another bunny/kitty is turned intosyrup
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dare-to-dm · 1 year ago
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Hi Dare,
I saw your recent posts about Baldur's Gate 3 (which I also love but I haven't had nearly the playtime in yet!). I have only dabbled in Baldur's Gate 2 though but frankly it is a very VERY different game. And at this point extraordinarily dated.
However, Larian's other big property: Divinity Original Sin and especially Divinity Original Sin 2 are much more in keeping with how BG3 flows both narratively and mechanically. The only issue is it's not a D&D world and it's not the story of Baldur's Gate you may be looking for. But I highly highly recommend trying the Divinity Original Sin games if you like BG3 and after you've given BG1-2 a chance (I look forward to hearing how you like them!)
I tried playing Divinity Original Sin once and had a strong visceral reaction of hatred, lol.
I played through the tutorial, which featured stilted combat and clunky UI. But the turning point for me came immediately when I got out of the first cave and found myself in front of some town guards. At which point my two characters got into an argument about what to do. One of my characters (the one I was currently controlling) wanted to go with the guardsmen to talk to the wizard.  The other wanted to kill the guardsmen for being kind of annoying. 
So mechanically what happened was that my two characters played Rock Paper Scissors and I fucking lost (to myself? technically?) so we ended up doing what the Other Character wanted and murdering the guys. 
Then the characters had a conversation and apparently decided that that was Pretty Fucked Up and Not Really Necessary.  Immediately following that dialogue, the words “+1 compassion” flashed over both character’s heads."  
Like, I got no time for an RPG that presents you with decisions and then doesn't even let you make them. And then acts like the decisions you didn't even choose had meaningful consequences in the most asinine way possible.
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chipjrwibignaturals · 4 months ago
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i have a list of hermits in my Brain that are like. "i really enjoy what ive seen of you in social interactions and im interested but i can Not get my brain to latch to your solo stuff" and it fills me with vague Guilt every day <3
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foldingfittedsheets · 2 years ago
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So for a few years my nana has been teetering on the edge of being a hoarder. After some gentle coaxing she’s agreed to let my mom and I help her try to offload some of the excess, and my dad mentioned I’ve had great success selling things online.
Shes agreed to let me start listing things on OfferUp, though she’s said repeatedly that no one will want to pay for any of it.
On Monday I headed over to her place with my mom and diligently measured, photographed and listed a lot of the bigger things that have accumulated on her carport.
Today I sold a garden storage rack, a medium pet crate, a leather storage box, and a cat tree. A lady came to pick up the garden storage and my nana asked, “Did you sell it for five dollars?”
I laughed and said, “No, fifty.”
“Fifty?!” She exclaimed. She puttered into the house as the woman pulled her car up, saying, “You could always bring the price down if she won’t pay.”
“She already agreed to pay that price, that’s why she’s here. The haggling happens before pickup. She thinks it’s worth fifty.”
At each item she is flabbergasted that anyone would pay more than a few dollars. I think because she got so much of it dirt cheap at garage sales she assumes it’s worthless. But the flip side is things that I know will never sell she’s adamant about their value. Some cheap etched glass lamps which are broken she insists I can sell for $10 each. I dutifully listed them but I’m pretty resigned to those ending up in a donation bin.
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carmenpeach · 5 months ago
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i feel like my weird unexplained health issues are getting to the point where scientists should be paying me to research me
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red monkey magic on the turtle tank 👆
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