#i want to be wanted
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Dear Diary,
If I don’t have expectations, I won’t be disappointed but I miss reciprocated energy. I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like more than a placement holder. I want to feel like I matter.
#dear diary#heart vs mind#invisible#overwhelmed#empty#anxiety#struggling#depression#alone#don’t leave words unsaid#i want to be wanted#series of unfortunate events#expectations#i care too much#weight of the world#im exhausted#wholeheartedly tired#unwanted#numb#it is what it is#disappointed
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#i just wannabe touched#is that really so much to ask?#want to be desired and loved and lusted after#want someone to run their hands over my skin with the same furvor that we run our hands over theirs#i want to be wanted#bluh#vent post#dont mind me#just feeling lonely and touch starved
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I can't do this guys 😭
He had a crush on me but said he's trying not to date right now. And then he starts talking about this girl he has a crush on and described her as the most beautiful person on this planet.
Why can't it be me I just want it to be me
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i miss the excited flutter in my chest when i would glance down at my phone and see that someone had messaged me
idk i know it’s silly bc i do enjoy being single, and i need to be right now, but i miss being wanted. by someone other than my family or my friend
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I don’t want love, I want devotion. I want a man that will hold me like he is holding his god.
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i want to whine and cry about friendship/wanting friends but i also feel like i dont deserve to do that rn
#personal#im just having a bad day#and like.... im freakin exhausted#but i also want friends who want to come over with smthn small and hang out#no expectations no new friend phases no nothing just. hanging out#i had 1 friend who i could do that with but the inevitable pseudo therapist/mommy expectations happened#and i cant stand that shit so i haven't really spoken to this person#i want my friends to all live closer ):#or to make new friends easier#or something idk#im tired of being the one who has to plan every single thing in order for ANYONE to care abt me not being present in their lives#im tired of losing friends bc I stop reaching out bc im exhausted from carrying that burden#ik ik friendships ebb and flow with communicating#and also. i am the only one who reaches out in my friendships spare 3 ppl (one of which is mt sister#wife not included in that prev tag cause we literally live together)#i just. want someone to want to be my friend yknow? i#i want to be wanted
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I never thought I’d be in the position where I’m not seen.
I don’t even get a glance.
Not even a mere comment.
I know I’m not the baddest.
I know I have many many flaws.
But so do you.
& I accept those flaws.
I love the flaws.
But my flaws are making me feel invisible.
Because you make me feel invisible.
Because I can’t even get a look.
#invisible#everyone has flaws#flaws#feelings#love with flaws#love#I just want the same love I give#i want to be wanted#i want to be desired#i want to be seen#emotions#fuck#fuck this#fuck this shit
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teach me to be the perfect pet for you. teach me how you’d like me to use my tongue when we kiss. teach me how to give you head or just use my mouth and tongue to get off. teach me how to ride you or fuck you. teach me all the little things that drive you crazy and mold me into the perfect toy just for you. ruin me for anyone else by making me so attuned to you and your body that you’re the only one I can please.
#puppy’s poetry hour#this post is gender neutral#I just wanna be a good pet#I made a similar post on an old blog and I’ve never seen it again#so I needed to get the message out there again#bd/sm puppy#bd/sm pet#bd/sm kitten#bd/sm blog#I want to be wanted
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Dear Diary,
Some music opens my subconscious and forces me to analyze my existence in life, and with relationships. I feel more used than wanted. And it brings back an emptiness I can’t describe. All I know is I don’t want to think or feel this way.
#dear diary#depression#heart vs mind#numb#empty#struggling#friends break hearts too#family dysfunction#used#weight of the world#alone#anxiety#overwhelmed#hollow#i feel empty#i want to be wanted#why is everything so heavy#i can’t describe it#i don’t want to feel this way#sad#idk anymore#my soul is tired#music
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I just want to be held like I matter, like I mean something again. I want someone to put their phone down and say that it can wait, you're more important right now.
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Kind of wishing that I could befriend a scary cryptic creature who'd hold me as though I were a preciously fragile flower that would come apart with even the softest of winds. A flower that would need the calmest of touches and gentlest of whispers to ensure it grows, one that would need protection from the harshness of the world and said creature would keep the flower close and breathe love into it and whispers how beautiful it is even if there are petals missing or ruined, even if the flower's colours have begun to fade, it'll whisper you are beautiful to me, and for you I will give my life. Then wipe away any salt before they seep into any would and give that flower the protection it needs, even at the cost of its own life.
For one to give all it could to me, I would do the same for them.
If only... 😔
#longing for you#cryptic#creature#my love#late night thoughts#longing for you my cryptic love#monster#monster lover#monster fucker#lgbtq#queer love#queer longing#queer fiction#only in fiction#i want to be loved#i want to be wanted#by a friend#i want to be held#very gently#delicately#with love#flowers are pretty#but fragile#mypost
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it'll be your canon event
if i keep posting nonsense eventually one of you has to fall in love with me
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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