#༄ apple of my eyeིྀ

[desireelovesyou]

if you see my boyfriend (loml i adore you please beat the fuck out of me omgomgomg) abusing me, manipulating me, isolating me, etc. do NOT!!!!! send help. i’m where im supposed to be.

[desireelovesyou]

^^ /p and /r

Sorry for becoming violently obsessive after you showed interest, it will never stop.

[desireelovesyou]

[desireelovesyou]

you’re so precious you make me genuinely unstable. i could really lose my mind over you, but i am elegant and sweet and i will never show you that side of me.

for you, i will always be loving and delicate.

for you, i’ll learn to never bite.

[desireelovesyou]

i will die your lover. there is nothing you can do- no prayer you can whisper that will be loud enough for god to hear- you can never rid yourself of me. you are mine- in this world and the next.

[desireelovesyou]

i adore you, i crave you. i want to make a mess of you, cut open your flesh and make a home deep inside of you. i want to feel you in the most visceral of ways- touch you in places only your blood has caressed.

[desireelovesyou]

loving you is the most sacred of torture and for you, darling, i bleed myself dry on your temple’s steps.

[desireelovesyou]

you all belong to me.

[desireelovesyou]

i want to taste myself on your lips, i want you to drink my blood- bite my tongue so hard i bleed- split open my skull- cut off my arms. break my jaw, kick in my ribs- crush my diaphragm. hurt me, hurt me, hurt me, hurt me please.

[desireelovesyou]

i want to feel your knife dragging over my skin. cut me up, threaten me- kill me, if you’d like. wrap your hands around my neck and squeeze, break my ribs- break my jaw.

my life is yours for the using, yours for the taking- my body and mind yours for the breaking. ruin me and watch how dear you become to me.

your rage feels like a kiss.

[desireelovesyou]

keeping a list of all your anons that need to die. i hate them all for even thinking they can grace ANYTHING of yours- even your posts- with their stupid beady fucking eyes. anyway! you look so good today darling and i am sooo normal for you <333

[desireelovesyou]

plans with fucking who? who could you possibly be busy with? are they better than me? what’s their name? do you think they’re prettier? be honest- would you prefer to be spending your time with them or with me?

i hope they die so i can kiss away any tears you may shed over their useless existence.

[desireelovesyou]

how life feels when your loves match the FUCK out of your freak:

[desireelovesyou]

i’ll kiss you first.

before i rip your throat out, i’ll kiss you first. i’ll press the sweetest and chastest of kisses to your mouth before i ever hurt you. i’ll let my lips linger over your pulse, i’ll hold you tighter- and then i’ll devour you.

and it will be the most romantic thing i ever do.

[desireelovesyou]

me when the ppl i love dare to have a life outside of me

rolling around throwing up vomiting banging my head against the wall screaming running around rolling on the floor again throwing up again crying passing out waking back up and then crying again

[desireelovesyou]

yeah yeah blah blah i want you to kill me blah blah eat my flesh or sum BUT!! what about the soft side?

what about wanting you to trace my scars? to kiss them gently, remind me that i am so much more than my pain or the hatred that festers within my brain. tell me im beautiful in my anger, in my misery.

trace my bottom lip with your tongue, squeeze my hips until your nails- blunt as they are- threaten to tear into me. follow the lines i’ve marked on my skin, run your hands over my ribcage.

ease me open carefully, marvel at my gore- adore it as much as you would all of my flesh. love my heart into pieces, kiss my lungs into oblivion- run your hands sweetly over my organs.

could you learn to love the viscera too?