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makeitmingi · 5 months ago

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Pls don't delete your drafts!

i swear im trying not to!! (i deleted two seonghwa chapter drafts and one jongho one already... each at least 4k words?)

but its a confidence thing, i just want to make sure i put out my best stuff for all of you T-T

#inbox #replies #anon #performance anxiety #and all that #i want things to be as perfect #as i can get them

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romanceyourdemons · 3 months ago

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local asian market reorganized its shelves. consequently when i went looking for my ve wong vegetarian flavor instant noodles i unexpectedly found myself in the Good Quality Cookware And Beautiful Dishes aisle, aka the aisle of temptation, face to face with a mug (my favorite dish) with a lid (my favorite thing for a mug to have) and a heron pattern (my second-favorite bird) at a very reasonable price (i’m on a budget and i literally do not have room for another mug on my mug shelf). it was like one of those fucked up tests they give monks in shaolin movies to see if they’ve really given up earthly desires. that mug is going to haunt the broken man that i am for a long time

#i have frozen things i need to get home but i’m genuinely considering going back there for the mug #god i want it so bad #it was the perfect mug shape too #taller and skinnier than most of my mugs. just the right sized handle. god #ryddles

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stuckinapril · 11 months ago

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lived my whole life in guilt bc i thought i was responsible for people's feelings. newly realizing that other people are responsible for their feelings and reactions, even if they make it seem like i'm the problem. a lot of the time it really has to do w them and their own emotional regulation. i can't keep thinking i'm not allowed to have space bc of other people's insecurities. like i literally refuse to dim myself. other people are responsible for their feelings just as i'm responsible for mine.

#like i'm always gonna operate from a place of kindness but i've had to deal w so many people who're bad at communication/confrontation #which led me to think i'm the problem #that i deserve to be given the silent treatment or dismissed disregarded belittled etc #that's j not true. i'm far from perfect but i think so few people deserve that kind of reaction. and my biggest revelation is i do not #even if people want to make me think i do / that their reaction is justified / that i'm a burden etc #my biggest problem is i humor people like this for too long bc it's been normalized behavior to me #does this make any sense to anyone. it's the end of the year and i'm reflecting on so many things #p

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ministarfruit · 2 months ago

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"...why would I become a monster?"

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #falin touden #GUESS WHO IS BACK AND JUST FINISHED DUNGEON MESHI #y'all knew the first thing I did was run to draw the touden siblings I LOVE THEMMMMM #SOMETHING SO WRONG WITH THEM <3 THEY'RE PERFECT <3 #fyi for anyone who wanted an update: I have been sick the past few months but recovering now!!#hope to share more art soon!!#more mini dunmeshis... more likely than you think

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zunaki · 3 months ago

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Repainted an old Byler illustration 💖

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

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transannabeth · 1 year ago

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btw if you borrow dvds or cds from library you can rip them onto your own blanks or onto your hard drive or whatever. librarians don’t care and they won’t know if you do it or not

#not pjo #chitter chatter #library tag #when I was training as a page one librarian was showing us the music section #and was like people come in and take out a bunch of cds and rip them onto their phones and return them the next day #it’s materials moving in and out baby that’s all that matters #get yourself a library card #(not all libraries have a music and dvd/bluray section but it’s worth checking!)#(and get a library card even if you don’t use it)#(but check out your local library to see what they do offer bc there’s lots of programs and other things too)#(not every public library is perfect but you can help influence it to make it the space you want)#100 #1000

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vintrage · 3 months ago

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fire cannot kill a dragon BITCH

#a song of ice and fire #game of thrones #asoiaf #got #mine.png #i have no clue what dany era this is i just wanted to see if i could get down how i think book dany looks just like. in general #results are inconclusive #also ive been doing like exclusively multimedia w either sketching or doing full colored pencil first and then taking a picture #on portrait mode ☝🏻#and finishing the rest in procreate so if things look weird thats like #why #im figuring stuff out lmao #and like! where ae the highlights on her coming from?? idk but surely not that fire #daenerys targaryen #adding tags bc my tags are my safe space and if ur reading them then. ur in this with me i locked the door i secured the chains..#just realized that lowkey with how daenerys is described as being just like #ethereally pretty as per the targ pretty gene #i sort of picture her face as like #one of those insanely pretty girls u see on tiktok and they just like naturally have a disney princess face #no makeup bc their skin is perfect and their lashes are naturally super thick and long #thats dany to me #this face ate an entire raw horse heart <3

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egophiliac · 4 months ago

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Thinking about the Pokemon AU for a bit... It's a shame that it's technically a porcupine, and that it would have had evolved by now, but I can't get the thought of Riddle having (having had?) a Cyndaquil out of my mind. He wouldn't be complete without ONE Fire type, after all.

Completely unrelated, and utterly coincidental, but I don't think you've made Chenya's team in that AU yet, right?

no, no, hold on, you're absolutely right, Riddle should have a Typhlosion. he needs a big firey pokemon that erupts whenever it gets mad but is also very soft and likes being petted! it and Roserade are best friends and they play catch with Togedemaru! it probably keeps accidentally melting Trey's Alcremie and always feels terrible about it! this is perfect

as for Che'nya, I thought about Meowstic for a while...but then I read Delcatty's pokedex entries and, nope, there he was.

#art #twisted wonderland #pokemon #poketwst #me: i'm not doing more than two per character and i'm not doing stories or anything #me: (KEEPS GIVING THEM MORE POKEMON AND MORE LORE)#if only there weren't so many pokemon that were so perfect...#(sorry this took so long! i really wanted to draw things for it but life's been busy 🙇)

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wheatormeat · 10 months ago

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I started this around September 2023 anticipating to finish it for dunmeshi's finale! But things got hectic! Here is the finished product to celebrate anime airing day; 2024 is truly the year of dunmeshi!

#tumblr try not to crunch up my pictures challenge failed!!!!#ryoko kui's character design is so good #i've been wanting to do a big shapely lineup for a while and her designs are so recognizable and unique it was perfect for this #posting the 'smaller' version of the full thing bc its 30 x 13 in and I think it might never load #mayhaps i will revive my inprnt and make this a print #anyway!!#dunmeshi day!!!#year of the dragon -> falin year #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #my art #illustration #fanart #FORGOT TO TAG FOR SPOILERS #dungeon meshi spoilers #dunmeshi spoilers

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buwheal · 4 months ago

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Mfers when they want your personal information (I said no)

#He wants your credit card info soooooo bad pleeeaassse just for a little guy like him???#Drawing him in MSpaint feels so.. right #like yes...!!!! he was born there!!! this is where he belongs!!!!#its a nice refresher #spamton #spamton g spamton #whaaatt #me when i say ill do ygm for a week straight and then other stuff happens #who could that be #i heart my desktop its perfect to make things like this in

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attleboy · 1 year ago

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thank you for being so nice to my past couple tadc doodle posts... shitpost be upon thee

#this one's not necessarily ship so take it however you want #the amazing digital circus #tadc #pomni #ragatha #i had to do this the she was born in a wet cardboard box all alone is one of my favorite phrases ever #and its perfect for the sad wet cat archetype which is a thing now because i said so!#my art

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theghostinyourwalls · 7 months ago

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I can’t believe we’ve all been cropped out of these pictures

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kagoutiss · 7 months ago

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pelican town, ‘72

#stardew valley #stardew valley spoilers #sdv #sdv spoilers #grandpa #mister qi #mr. qi #idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin #i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there #(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever #’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation #and was originally just a regular person #but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color #if u read tag essays tho consider this:#qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner)#wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build #a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever #but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever #and obv he doesn’t #in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will #because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever #but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf #and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever #smile. heart #sobbing

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sheikfangirl · 2 months ago

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A bitter sweet memory ❤️

Pre-Calamity flashback panel from my Zelink comic. Work in progress.

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sophies-junkyard · 4 months ago

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Change is incremental, but something CHANGED today. You weren’t sure about voting for Biden? You don’t have to anymore! And now is the time to RALLY. The world is fucked up, but letting Trump win will not lead to the political revolution we’re waiting for. Wake up.

Im gonna vote for Kamala Harris in November because I don’t want a wannabe dictator running our country. Simple as that.

#kamala harris #us news #usa politics #usa president #Joe Biden #us politics #go vote #vote blue #the office of president is corrupt #no such thing as an ethical or morally perfect president #but that’s not gonna IMPROVE with another Trump presidency #hey crazy idea what if we just keep pushing for incremental change what about then #what if instead of giving up when things weren’t perfect we vowed to do better for future generations #I want more from my party and from my leaders #but we don’t have a far left anarchist waiting in the wings. all we’ve got are these fucking moderates.#we’re still doing damage control #and I believe someday we can have the future we dream about.#but not if Trump wins. not if we keep going down this path.#if you didn’t learn that from 2016 then idk what to say

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